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not to derail, but as a kid in elementary school with really bad ADHD (and my ADHD is still really bad at damn near forty, so picture that shit) I had a lot of trouble with other kids that involved the school calling my parents. well one day in particular I get home from school after my mom had been called in to pick me up, and my dad's sitting in the living room with a new Transformers toy; a big one, that like turns from a big 18-wheeler into two spaceships. anyway, he says that he had been planning on giving that to me as a gift that day, but since I got into Big Trouble it would basically be like rewarding that, and obviously that wasn't gonna happen.
so what he did instead was he sat it right on top of the freezer (we had a big standalone freezer in the kitchen that was fridge-shaped) but put it where I could see it and told me that if I wanted it, I'd have to stay out of trouble for three days in a row. he said that knowing full well that I was young enough that three days was Basically Foreverâą, and the real punishment was that it took me closer to three weeks to finally get that particular slot machine to come up all cherries and I was seeing the prize I wasn't winning because I couldn't behave every breakfast, lunch, and dinner. I'd like to think I was better behaved past that point but that could just be revisionism on my part.
less dramatically, I used to be a picky eater as a kid (and I'm still picky, so you can etc etc) so what my parents did eventually was institute "The Two-Bite Rule". the rule was that if I didn't like the look of something, I didn't have to eat it. BUT. before I gave it the final thumbs-down I had to try at least two bites of it. I had to give it two proper fork-fulls to properly form an opinion on it. and while most of the time stuff wasn't my new favorite thing and was just Basically Okayâą, they weren't the horrible sewage-tasting thing that dumb little me had built them up to be in my head. plus when I got older, I was able to adapt this into "The Two-Song Rule" for when I was buying new music CDs
I am exceptionally lucky in that my parents never hit me, grounded me, confiscated my things, banned me from my hobbies or threatened any of these actions to make me behave as a kid. as an adult it has made me realise how very very long a road most people have to traverse before they can take a statement like 'no rule that must be enforced by threat is legitimate' seriously.
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Until the End
Real son!Leon S. Kennedy x real mom!reader (one shot)
Warnings: incest, dead dove, mom/son, simp Leon, cnc (readerâs ânotâ into it at first đ), kissing, dirty talk, teasing, oral (f receiving), just the tip đ©, unprotected sex, creampie, mommy kink to the extreme
not proofread âïž itâs been a while since Iâve worked on anything so hopefully this doesnât suck lmao the ending is just kinda meh
shoutout to the discord; I posted some of this WIP and they gave me the inspo to finish đ€
title from the Breaking Benjamin song
Itâs a quiet affair when you sign the divorce papers. Your husbandâof twenty four yearsâdeciding that heâd rather live overseas with his secretary instead of sticking it out; itâs not something you would have foreseen, but as they say hindsightâs always 20/20. It upset you at first but once the indignation died down, you realize you feel more relief than anything. Things have been strained for years and then in the last five, heâs barely been home long enough to chat about your days.Â
The one who took it the hardest out of anyone is Leon. Your husband offered him a place to stay, but he chose to live with you (being a mamaâs boy through and through). After his father left, Leon angrily refused to speak with him anymore and instead focused on his work and trying to pick up any slack around the house. Not that you hadnât already been doing that for years, but itâs sweet of him to want to take care of you.Â
He dotes on you now, making sure youâre eating and drinking and taking care of yourself. His friends tease him about it or rib him about having a milf (which you had the unfortunate chance to overhear as you walked into the living room). Meeting Leonâs mortified gaze, you smile tightly and walk through to the kitchen. He kicks them out and apologizes profusely to you, face buried in the crook of your neck, lips brushing your skin as he murmurs how sorry he is and promises it wonât happen again.Â
Things go back to normal for a while. The absence of your husband is something you donât even notice anymore. Leon is more than capable of moving out and living on his own, but he says itâs closer to work and easier to keep an eye on you if he lives at home. Besides, he told you with a serious face, he doesnât have a girlfriend to make things awkward so for now you just need to chill out and let him take care of things.Â
He gets a promotion at work, no longer relegated to being just a traffic cop, and you couldnât be more proud! Your offer to take him out to a nice dinner gets turned down; in its place is an evening of take out and drinking. Since itâs the weekend, neither of you are worried about being hungover the next day, so you both end up drinking more than you usually would.Â
Later, Leon walks with you from the dining room to the living room, each of you laughing at some silly joke that you canât even remember.Â
Settling together on the couch, he tucks into your side, face nuzzling against your neck like he used to do as a little boy. You giggle and run your hand through his hair.Â
âYouâre so sweet, Leon,â you murmur, âbut arenât you a little too old to be cuddling your mom?â
âUh uh,â he whines, making you laugh harder, âalways need you, mama.â
âOkay, okay,â you pat his head, slumping further into the couch, the alcohol buzzing through your veins, âmy little boyâs all grown up.â
Feeling maudlin now at remembering that the passage of time waits for no one, you sniffle and it draws Leonâs attention. Â
âWhatâs aâmatter?â He mumbles, hazy blue eyes sharpening to see your tears, âmom?â
You smile and cup his cheek. Neither of you have shied away from physical affection; however, you remember on more than one occasion you thought Leon went overboard with cuddling and snuggling with you. Now that seems like a silly thought, he just missed you during his long hours on duty.Â
âNothing, just so proud of you,â you smile, dropping your hand to rub his shoulder.Â
He kisses your cheek and you coo softly. Moving closer, he lands another soft kiss to the corner of your lips. Blaming it on the alcohol, a warm thrum of heat sings through your stomach.Â
âMama,â he whimpers, lips clumsily landing on yours.Â
You freeze, body heavy and thoughts slow. Leon presses his mouth more firmly against yours and you gasp, lips parting under his and he eagerly kisses you harder. Whining, you try to tug your head away but he follows you, kisses becoming rougher while pressing you deeper against the couch.Â
Your hands come up and tangle in his hair, but instead of pulling him back they scrape against his scalp, making him groan deliciously. He shifts, pulling away to tilt his head at a better angle before pressing another hot kiss against your lips. You sink into it, clit pulsing in arousal, mouth tingling from each sloppy kiss from your son.
Finally, you twist away, panting heavily while Leon rests his forehead against your jaw.Â
âMama, whyâd you stop?â He presses a soft kiss under your ear, making you shiver.
âLeon, thisâthis isnât right,â you plead, eyelashes fluttering as he nips and sucks your neck.
âJust this once,â he murmurs, lips dragging against your skin and sending chills down your body. âLet me show you how much I appreciate you, mommy.â
His words and actions are muddling your mind⊠and youâve been lonely for so long. Swallowing, you breath out a shaky breath, mind made up.
âO-okay,â your body feels hot, muttering that out loud.
Moaning, he bites your jaw then kisses your cheek. âThank you.â
He shows his appreciation by kissing the breath from your lungs; your sonâs excitement ramps up your own, cunt pulsing with need as slick fills your panties. Wet, drugging kisses pass between you until you completely lose yourself to the feeling, making out with Leon until your lips are swollen.Â
You jump, feeling his fingers trail along your thigh, slipping under your skirt and brushing against your panties.
âGod, youâre so wet. Wanna bury my face in your pussy.â
You moan, and he teases your cunt through the soppy fabric.
âYou canât,â your hips grind down into his hand.
âOkay, promise Iâll behave,â he chuckles.
Without another word, he flips your skirt up and slips your panties down your legs to bunch at your ankles.
âOh mommy,â he moans, fingers tracing your slit up and down before circling your clit, âyour pussyâs so soft. Fuck me.â
Your hips buck and he bites his bottom lip, fingers rubbing up and down your pussy lips.Â
âSo, so soft,â he whispers, eyes glued to where his fingers are touching, âmy stubbleâs gonna feel so rough when I kiss her, mama.â
You whine high and reedy but shake your head, âNo, no, this is all Iâm allowing, Leon. You promised.â
âJust a kiss or two,â he murmurs, voice low and smoky, âshe needs it, look how soft and sweet she is, just begging for my mouth. Câmon, mama, just let me have a couple of kisses.â
Your resolve cracks at his pleading.Â
âJust a couple, then we stop,â you try to sound firm but your voice comes out breathier than youâd like.Â
âMmhmm, thank you, mama,â he kisses the side of your cheek then the corner of your lips.
You feel a little disappointed that he stops to kneel between your legs. He brings his hands up to spread apart your cunt, slick dripping from your hole as his mouth hovers over your mound.Â
âOh fuck, mom,â Leon whines, tongue lapping at your clit, âso fucking wet. Am I making you this wet? God, your pussyâs so fucking sexy.â
Another groan and heâs fluttering his tongue across your pudgy bud before sucking it gently into his mouth. He pulls back and kisses the hood of your clit. You moan softly and cant your hips up.Â
âW-we shouldnât, baby,â you plead, fingers tangling in his hair again, but not pushing him away.Â
âBeen wanting to do this forever, dreaming about how I wanna lick your pretty pussy til you cream all over my face,â he pants, dilated eyes watching your face, âgonna make you cum over and over tonight.â
âFuck,â you gasp as he thrusts his tongue into your pussy, walls clamping around the slippery muscle, âLeon!Â
He hums and grinds his nose against your clit as his tongue fucks in and out of your hole, spit dripping down your ass onto the couch cushions. Your eyes flutter as your orgasm winds tight in your abdomen.Â
âNeed to eat you out everyday, mama,â he pulls back, slick shining across his lips and chin, âtreat this pussy like she deserves. Donât you wanna feel good?â
He sucks your clit back into his mouth, hot tongue flicking against the sensitive bud. It only takes a few more teasing licks before your climax breaks over your body like a tidal wave. Toes curling, your hands tug on his hair making him moan, tonguing at your fluttering cunt until he finally pulls away with one last sucking kiss.Â
He crowds you on the couch, thick forearms hooking under your knees to keep you spread open. He nods down to his jeans; your eyes flit from his face to the bulge pressing obscenely against his zipper.Â
âPull it out,â he murmurs, blue eyes nearly black. âTake my cock out so I can stuff your cunt, mommy.â
Shaking your head, your voice cracks, âNo, baby. Thatâs going too far.â
He whines, âBut it hurts, mama. Youâre being so mean. At least jerk me off.â
Biting your lip, his pouty mouth has you reaching forward, undoing his pants and tugging them down his thighs. You gently ease his dick from his briefs, uncut head sticky with precum. You both moan when you grip his stiff cock, the blood hot skin against your palm turning you on more than you ever thought. Thumb pressing against the slit, you smear the pearlescent sheen across his tip until heâs whimpering.Â
âMommy,â his hips thrust forward, âitâs sensitive.âÂ
He sags forward, and your legs slide up his arms until your calves press against his biceps. This new position has his dick grinding against your swollen cunt, the head grazing across your pudgy clit. Your fingers loosely circle the base of his cock, the backs of your knuckles brushing against his balls.Â
âSo good, fuck,â he chokes out, humping your pussy. âJust let me cum like this, let me mark you up, mama. Yeah, just coat this sexy fucking pussy with my cum.â
Keening, you let go of his cock to feather your fingers against his heavy balls. âYou can, you can cum all over me.â
âYes, yes, yes,â he chants, pink lips parted and eyebrows furrowed as he watches his cock slip between your pussy lips to rub against your hole. âMommy, just let me put the tip in, please? Promise itâll just be the tip. Please.â
You know you should say no, but then again you shouldâve put a stop to this before it even started. Just the tip wouldnât be so bad, you think, eyes greedily taking in his fat, drippy tip. It wouldnât hurt to let him try it out.
âJust the tip, Leon,â you murmur, flicking up to meet his blown out gaze. âBut only this once.â
âThank you,â he groans, âlove you so much, mama.â
Moving one hand from his hold on your leg, he grips his cock and guides the head to your clenching hole. His thumb presses down on the head as he rocks forward, slipping the tip into your wet cunt. You suck in a deep breath at the same time he grunts. The other hand gripping your thigh tightens, fingertips tightly digging into the soft skin.Â
Leon blows out a breath, tongue darting out to wet his lower lip. âYou feel so good.â
He ruts the head of his cock in and out of your pussy, the wet schlick loud in the otherwise quiet living room. Your hands move over your head to drape over the back of the couch, fingers grasping at the cushions.Â
âCan Iâ,â he cuts himself off, eyes squeezing shut. âCan I go a little deeper, mommy?â
Your slick hole clenches down on him and he whimpers.Â
âH-how much deeper?â You hear yourself say, mouth running away from you.Â
âJust an inch or two,â he gasps, feeling overwhelmed by the heat of your cunt. âPretty please, mommy.â
You nod, eyes unable to look away from where heâs splitting you open, dick driving deeper and deeperâgoing so much farther than a few inchesâinto your pussy until heâs completely buried in your pulsing walls.Â
âLeon!â You cry out, head falling back as your cunt stretches around the fat girth of his cock.
âSorry, mama,â he practically slurs, pussy drunk already. âDidnât mean to, it just slipped.â
You whimper at the pleasure pain of his tip kissing your cervix as he grinds himself against your cunt. Clit rubbing against his pelvis makes you squeeze and clench around his dick, in turn making him groan from deep in his chest. He barely pulls out before fucking back into your sopping wet hole.Â
âSo perfect,â his face pinches in pleasure. âGod, mom, your pussyâgonna make me cum so fast.â
You dig your hands into the couch and roll your hips down into his thrusts, âYou need to pull out, baby. Itâs bad to cum inside. Youâve gotta pull out of mommyâs cunt.â
He makes a broken sound from the back of his throat and drives his cock into you with harsh, pounding thrusts.Â
âNo, Iâm gonna cum in you, make you nice and full,â he bites out, sweat dripping from the straight line of his nose onto you. âStuff you so full, mama.â
You canât hide how his words make your pussy clamp down on his cock, his own hips stuttering as your cunt tries to milk his cock.Â
âYeah, mommy, squeezing me so good, so fucking good,â he pants. âFuck, âm gonna cum.â
He reaches down, hot palm a brand across your mound as his thumb teases your clit. You thrash against him, but itâs no use as he strums your swollen bud in rough little circles that makes your thighs tremble.Â
âLeon,â you moan, a second orgasm quickly building in your core. âOh god, Iâm so close.â
He doesnât stop the frantic pumping of his hips, fucking his cock into your squelching heat while he rubs your clitâhis blue eyes jumping between your face and your pussy. Mouth dropping open, he groans, mumbling praises and promises under his breath. Pinching your clit between the knuckles of his first and middle finger, he gives pulsing squeezes to the sensitive bundle of nerves until youâre cumming loudly.Â
Your back bows, fireworks going off in your brain, dimly realizing that Leonâs gripping your hips as he wildly fucks your cunt.Â
âFuck, fuck, mom,â he chokes on the word, burying himself balls deep in your soft, wet walls and spilling his thick cum as deep as possible.Â
You whimper, squeezing down on him as the hot splash of his spend fills your cunt. He eventually stills, hips still snugly pressed against you as close as possible. Slick and jizz begin to slowly leak out from around his softening cock. He hisses when he pulls out, then immediately whimpers, fingers playing with his cum dripping from your hole.
âLeon, stop, itâs sensitive,â you gasp, eyes slipping closed when his fingers slide up to rub across your fat clit.Â
âSorry, mama,â he pulls back only to drop to his knees, eyes dark, mouth hovering tantalizingly close to your sloppy cunt. âLet me kiss it better.â
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sugar and rafes first time meeting ! ă
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You remember the moment your whole life started to crumble. It was a Tuesday, you think. Maybe a Wednesday? Doesnât really matter. The days just blur together when youâre stuck in a house where youâre not allowed to live
You were listening to Jeff Buckley. You had it on repeat for weeks now, hiding it under a loose plank in the floorboards of your room. Your parents would never allow it. Not in a million years. Especially your mom. Sheâd explode if she ever found out. Everything was so god damn evil to her
But that day you thought you had time. She was supposed to be gone for at least another hour. It was Wednesday. Church group meetings. It was always a Wednesday.
You slipped the CD into your player old and busted up, the kind with the cassette tape thing but with a CD attachment, so it wasnât completely outdated. You sat on your bed, staring out at the little slice of sky visible through your window, not really thinking about anything in particular just thinking. Then you heard the door downstairs.
âWhat the hell is that noise?â
You froze. Your heart dropped into your stomach. You thought your mom wouldnât be home yet. Youâd been so sure. You asked Mrs. Maggie to 1000% sure. But she was early. You scrambled to hit stop, but the music kept playing. Her voice, firm and pissed, was coming closer.
âWhat the hell are you doing?â
Your pulse raced. You shoved the player under your pillow just as she stormed into the room, her eyes narrowing. She was already clutching that look the one that meant something bad was about to happen.
âWhat did I tell you about this?â Her voice was tight and screechy.
âI wasnât doing nothinââ you said, your voice shaky. You didnât even believe yourself. You knew exactly why she was upset. But you had to try. You had to try to be normal for once, even if it was just for a few minutes in your own room.
âNothing?â Her lip curled, disgust in every word. âBaby, you think you can just fill yaâ head with that filth and call it ânothinâ?ââ
You bit your lip, holding back tears. She stepped forward, pointing at the CD player under your pillow.
âThis is demonic! I knew it. Youâve been listening to the devil behind my back. Itâs not enough that youâre dressing like... like one of those whores at school. But now you want to be dirty on the inside, too?â
Your throat felt tight, like you couldnât breathe. Your mind was racing. What were you supposed to say?
âYouâre going to ruin everything Iâve worked for. Everything your father and I have taught you,â she hissed, her eyes wild with something you didnât recognize. It wasnât love, not even close.
âitâs just music,â you whispered, too quietly, but she heard you.
She grabbed the player from your bed and yanked the CD out.
âItâs. not. just. music,â she said, her voice cracking. âItâs a gateway. Itâs corruption to the brain.â
You wanted to scream. You wanted to tell her that all you wanted was to be normal, to have what everyone else had. a life outside of this house, outside of her rules. But the words never came.
She was moving now, pulling open drawers, emptying them onto the floor.
âall that filth youâve been hiding from me and Iâve been lenient on is done for. Iâm taking it all.â
She tossed your music cds, your makeup, your books. Everything youâd spent months gathering, everything youâd used to try to feel like you were an ordinary girl, was being thrown away.
And then, the worst part.
âYour father wonât stand for this. Weâll have you cleansedâ
You faltered. Cleansed? It was such a cold, clinical word. But you knew what it meant. The prayers. The rituals. You couldnât let that happen. You couldnât live through that.
Your eyes were filling with tears, your chest tightening.
âIâm sorry!, I didnât mean to. I wonât listen to that again, okay? I swear,â you pleaded, though you knew it didnât matter.
But it was too late, she was already at the door
âYou know honey, my church group has been just how ungodly youâve been acting, but I didnât believe themâŠ.. I hate that you proved them rightâ
locking it behind her with that final click that meant you were trapped.
You pressed your back against the door, the tears finally spilling over. You couldnât think straight. Your whole body was shaking, your mind was screaming. I need to get out of here.
You knew what you had to do.
You waited for what felt like hours, listening to the muffled sounds of your mom in the kitchen. The smell of dinner wafted under the door, and all you could think about was how your entire life had been planned for you. You were supposed to be a good girl. A good Christian girl. But you werenât. And you were never going to be.
Finally, when you thought your heart couldnât take any more, you got up. You grabbed the little bag youâd hidden in the closet. Nothing but a few clothes, and the money youâd saved up from waitressing at âstickyâsâ. Quietly, carefully, you pulled out the plank in the floor, grabbed the rest of your hidden things, and shoved them into your bag. You didnât think twice.
You climbed out the window, holding your breath, praying that she wouldnât hear you.
Once you were outside, you took off running.
You didnât know where you were going, but it didnât matter. You had to get out.
You ran for what felt like forever. The night was cold, but you didnât care. It was better than being to the place you once called home.
You didnât notice him at first.
You glanced around realizing you were for sure not on the cut anymore, the big tall houses made it clear to you were on figure eight now.
then you saw him
Rafe Cameron.
Youâd seen him around, of course. He was one of the rich kids, always walking around with that stupid confident smile, like he owned the whole island. Youâd never paid him any attention. You had enough of your own problems to deal with. But when you saw him standing at the end of the street, leaning against his car smoking god knows what, you froze.
Youâve heard the stories about Rafe Cameron. Heâs the kind of guy everyone talks about but no one truly understands.
Heâs always been a mystery, and he still is. But thereâs something about him, something that draws you in, even though you know you probably shouldnât get too close.
You never really expected to see him again, not after the way he disappeared seven years ago.
Rafe left figure eight right after that night, the night he ended up in jail. No one knows exactly what happened, but everyone has their theories.
Some say it was a huge mistake, some say it was just a matter of time, others say ward himself drove his only son out of town. But whatever it was, it was enough to make him walk away from everything. His family, his life there, his whole world.
He packed up and drove five hours away, living on his own, far from the memories and the mess the pouges he hated had caused.
In the time since, heâs built himself up. People talk about how heâs thriving now, working as a firefighter or something like that. Hard work, steady pay, and no one really bothers him anymore.
Itâs like heâs trying to rebuild his life, piece by piece. But even though heâs been gone for so long, when he talks about his baby sister wheezie, thereâs this soft, almost protective vibe about him
Now, heâs back in town, just for her birthday. Itâs strange seeing him like this, but thereâs something different about him. Heâs older, quieter, and maybe even a little lost in his own way.
He was looking straight at you, his brow furrowed, like he knew something was wrong.
âHey,â he called out, his voice muffled by his blunt but clear in the quiet night air.
You stopped in your tracks.
âAre you alright?â he asked, taking a step toward you.
You didnât know what to say. Of course you werenât alright!. You were running away from your own life, from your own mother. But you didnât know how to tell him that.
âI... Iâm fine,â you said, but even to your own ears, it sounded like a lie.
He took another step forward, still studying you with those eyes that seemed too kind for someone like him.
âIâm serious,â he said, his voice softer now. âYou look rough.â
Your breath hitched. âGee thanksâ Yeah, you looked rough. You had been rough for years. But hearing it from someone else...it hit different.
âDo you need a ride?â he asked.
You didnât know what to do. You didnât know him. But you also didnât know anyone who would help you, not like this. So you warily followed him
You stared at him, confused, trying to figure out if he was serious or playing some sick joke on you.
Then it hit you. He was talking to you like you werenât just the religious girl with the crazy parents. He wasnât weirded. He wasnât judging you.
The last time someone came up to you, the whole town heard about it. Your parents tried getting them expelled from school for harassing you.
That was the last time anyone ever talked to you
âI know you know Wheezie,â he said, a little chuckle in his voice as he opened the door. âyou canât be all bad, right?â
Wheezie? then it clicked, the girl with glasses who could down 6 cherry milkshakes in a row, nice.
âCome on,â he said, the smile slipping from his face for a second, a real one this time. âLet me help you.â
You didnât know if you were ready for help, but you were so damn tired. Tired of pretending everything was okay. Tired of running. Tired of fighting your own heart every damn day.
You took a deep breath and took up his offer.
He didnât even look like the guy everyone made him out to be. Sure, he still had that wild, unpredictable look to him, but he wasnât hostile. He just⊠asked if you needed help. Simple as that.
You didnât know what else to say. You didnât know where else to go.
He didnât press you with questions. He just turned on the engine, his eyes flicking over you like he was checking to see if you were really serious about getting in.
"You're Wheezie's friend, right?" he asked as you climbed in.
You nodded, glancing at him, trying to gauge whether or not you were making a huge mistake. "Yeah... kind of, sheâs always at the diner" you added, almost too quietly. You didn't want to give him the wrong impression, what 18 year old is freinds with a 13 year old?
He smiled just a little, but it was different from the smirks youâd seen on his face at school or around town. âThat sounds like herâ It wasnât mean. It was soft
You canât help but wonder what really happened in those seven years, what it was that changed him, but for now, youâre stuck here in the passenger seat of his truck, staring at his side profile as he drives.
Something about being around him feels oddly comforting, even though you know thereâs so much youâll never understand.
The ride was awkward, the kind of silence that felt thick enough to choke on. Rafe had the radio low, some song you didnât recognize playing in the background.
You focused on the streetlights flashing by, the pavement blurring, but all you could think about was the tight knot of anxiety in your chest. You didn't belong in this car, in this moment. You should have been running in the other direction, but... for some reason, you werenât scared. Not yet.
You had no idea where the hell you were going. Thatâs when he asked.
âSo, do you have anywhere to go?â
You looked at your lap, clutching the bag tighter. You couldnât tell him the truth, not completely. Not yet. "yeah" you said, your voice barely above a raspy whisper.
He didnât say anything at first. But then you heard him exhale, like he was thinking it over. âLook, I donât know what the fuck youâve been through butâŠ.but youâre safe now,â he said, and his voice was surprisingly gentle, like heâd somehow sensed how scared you really were. âOk?â
âOkâ You swallowed hard, trying to hold back the tears. He wasnât wrong. You were scared, terrified even, but for the first time in forever, someone wasnât judging you for it.
No one in your family ever told you you were safe, ever told you that everything would be okay. You sniffled, the tears threatening to spill over.
You didn't want to break down in front of him.
The car slowed to a stop, and you realized you were at a diner, the neon lights buzzing softly. Rafe looked over at you, almost like he was waiting for you to protest or make some excuse. You didnât. You just followed him out of the car, not saying a word.
Inside, the place smelled like burgers, fries, and cigarettes. The warmth was a stark contrast to the cold night outside, and it made you feel a little safer, like you were stepping into something straight out of a movie. Rafe led you to a booth and slid into the seat across from you. For a second, you both just stared at the menu, neither of you speaking. You didnât know if you were supposed to order, or if he would. But then he broke the silence.
"What do you want?" He didnât sound like he was expecting an answer right away. Like he was just making sure you were okay.
You looked at the menu, but your mind was elsewhere. You didnât care what you ate. You just... didnât want him to feel like he had to do this.
Like he had to take care of you.
âJust fries and a water,â you said, you didn't even know why you said it. It wasnât like you had much of an appetite.
He raised an eyebrow, but he didnât comment on it. He called the waitress over and ordered for both of you. A burger, fries, and a milkshake. When she left, he turned to you, his gaze softer than you thought heâd ever let it be.
"How are you holding up?" His voice was quieter now, the edge gone. He wasnât the Rafe Cameron youâd heard about, the one everyone warned you to stay away from. He seemed... almost normal, it was freaking you out.
You shrugged, suddenly feeling embarrassed. "I don't know," you muttered. "Just tired, I guess."
He nodded, leaning back in his seat, but you caught him glancing at you every few seconds like he was still trying to figure you out.
âWhat are you running fromâ he said bluntly, his stare showing no signs playfulness, just a full serious look
you looked away, your tears sticking with your mascara and glitter eyeshadow âHomeâ
âBeen thereâ he nodded taking in your appearance in, how could such a pretty girl like you be so alone and lost?
The food came quickly, and Rafe pushed the plate with the burger and fries toward you. "Eat," he said simply. âIâm not going to let you go hungry.â
You picked at the fries, not feeling hungry but not wanting to make him feel like you didnât appreciate it. The milkshake was so cold and thick, and when you took a sip, you felt a small sense of comfort settle in. It wasnât much, but it was something.
As you ate, Rafe kept glancing at you, almost like he was waiting for you to crack. When you sniffled again, wiping your nose with the back of your sleeve, he frowned. "I already told you, you donât have to be scared," he said, his voice dropping a little. âYouâre safe here. Iâm not gonna let anything happen to you.â
It was a strange thing for him to say, considering who he was. But in that moment, you believed him. You really did.
When you finished the milkshake and most of the burger, you felt a little more alive again, but the weight of everything of your family, of the lies, of everything that had pushed you to this point, was still there.
And you still had nowhere to go.
you just had a sparkly sack and a dream.
Rafe didnât say much after that, just leaned back in his seat, and let you gather your thoughts. But when the waitress came by to take your plates, you stood up, and swung the creaky glass door open feeling that familiar unease creep back in.
"Iâll just go to the docks, the ferry leaves at 6am," you said, Turing around to see rafe as he followed right behind. You were going to take the ferry to the mainland, with the little money you had left. You werenât sure where you were going from there, but it was something.
Rafeâs expression turned serious, almost annoyed. âNo,â he said flatly.
âwhat?â
âIâm not letting you go to the docks. Itâs dangerous, and I doubt you even have enough money to get anywh-.â
âYou canât fix everything!â you snapped, feeling all the frustration youâd been holding back suddenly spill out. "You canât. fix. everything"
Rafeâs jaw tightened. âMaybe I canât fix everything,â he said, his voice firm. âBut I can try to make sure youâre okay. I canât just let you go off like that.â
You glared at him. âYou donât even know me. Why do you care?â
For a moment, he didnât answer. He just looked at you like he was weighing something in his mind. Then he exhaled, running a hand through his buzzed head. âI know enough.â
You stared at him, unsure what to say. Your whole world was falling apart, and yet, here was this guy, this person you shouldâve never trusted, according to everyone you knew
but then again why does it matter what everyone says? if youâre going by that logic then you would be at the bottom of the barrel.
âYou want to runaway right?â he said, voice steady. âI have a place, itâs 5 hours away, that far enough for you?â
âDo you even know how old I am!? Hello, I could turn you in right now for being a weirdoâ you asked with sass, anything to get him off of your case
â âstickyâsâ wonât hire under 18.â He said nonchalantly rolling his eyes, âunless you lied or where getting paid under the table? Then I could turn you and your employer inâ
You didnât know if it was the exhaustion in his voice, but something in you cracked. âi didnât lie, Iâm 18â you said your voice trembling slightly. âIâll go with you. But no funny business, I will jump out of the freaking carâ you said crossing your arms
âWhatever you say, sugarâ
Was this a good idea? Probably not. Youâre parents would ironically raise hell over this town once they found out their precious daughter had run off with Rafe fucking Cameron
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So Iâve said it a couple times, but I come from a huge family, which is mostly foster family. But Iâm from a small town and live in a five bedroom house (one for my mom, one for my brothers, one for my younger sisters, one for my older sister since sheâs 18 and canât share a room w/ foster kids, then mine.)
But rooms arenât anyoneâs hiding spots- Yk what I mean, when you need to destress and get away from everyone but your room is too obvious- so, it got me thinking.
The Wayne manor is massive, all of the bat kids definitely all have that spot. The hiding spot.
So hereâs what I think all of them are!
Dick: He had three. The one he lets everyone know about, the one he only lets his siblings know about, and his secret one. He trusts them to only come annoy him in the first one, because he only ever uses it when he crashes out (itâs his best past-time). This one I think would be an âon the noseâ place, like his bedroom closet, in the ceilings, on a random chandelier, on the roof, somewhere where they would think to look (they being Bruce and the other adults.) The second is more likely a not so obvious place, but everyone would consider thinking about it. Like, the guest room next to his room- but not just the room, like the closet, or under the bed in there, maybe the shed in the backyard. But his place- the place he tells no one about, thatâs the attic. Heâll go up there and hide under and behind a fortress of boxes and pillows and blankets heâs slowly added to since he was 9. No one questions when he goes into the laundry room with a full tote of blankets and pillows or carryâs around cleaning supplies upstairs.
Cass: She hides in the pool house. No one knows. No one finds out.
Jason: When Dick told him about his hiding spot(s) he immediately scoured the library for a hidden spot, his logic was: itâs an old house, thereâs gotta be a hidden room somewhere, right? And there was. So when he disappears into the library for three hours and someone goes in after him and doesnât find him anywhere, they assume heâs escaped through the library in the window.
Tim: He grew up in an old house, he knows all of the hiding spots. Which is how he knew there was a hidden door under the left stairs that led to a panic room, whichâs heâs officially transformed into a safe haven, and no one but him can get into or out of. Heâs gotta pad lock with a code he canât even remember. Good thing for patterns.
Duke: When he moved into his room (pretend Bruce is fostering him and he doesnât live w/ his cousin okay?) He always heard a weird sound coming from his closet. At first he thought it was haunted and refused to put anything in there, but one day when it actually happened during the day and not at night he decided to inspect it, and found a small vent, just big enough for him to crawl through. He obviously went into it, he found himself in a small room where all of the vents connected, just above the batcave- which is where the noise came from. He added a few battery powered fairy string lights, and a small beanbag with a blanket and chair.
Damian: He insists he doesnât need one despite everyone saying it would be beneficial. But if anyone claims when he goes missing for hours when the barn lights are on, he denies it all. But as he gets older, he doesnât keep hiding the fact that the barns his hidden space- and a room where he hides the animals from Bruce when he first smuggles them into the house. But no one knows where that is.
BONUS:
Barbara: She used to have a hiding spot in one of the many hidden cliffs in the batcave where she has a very nice fluffy pillow and her baby blanket with a fluffy blanket to accompany it. Her backup-laptop a very strong charger, and a couple books for her college classes. But she canât get up there, so itâs kinda a hidden relic stuck in time. Now she hides in an unused room back by the back door with enough space for her to move around in her wheelchair, but no one knows where it is.
Steph: She went into the batcave once and saw a door that was labeled âBatman onlyâ so obviously she went inside. The room was empty beside a small door and the shelves of backup generators. So obviously she went into the small door and found herself in a small cozy dark room. Sheâs managed to decorate it like her room, and even put a lock that can only be opened by her phone. Bruce definitely noticed the room was tampered with when he went to go get a generator, but he didnât ask about it. He knows everyone has a hiding spot.
Harper: She doesnât have a place, but she will go into the upstairs bathroom next to the upstairs living room and lock the door and sit in the tub. Itâs very therapeutic.
Luke: Heâs not at the manor or batcave enough to have a hiding spot, but at his mom and dads heâs got a small section of the basement where he terraformed into a small âman caveâ but in actuality he just sits in there on the gaming chair he took from his sister and listens to music or relaxes.
Thatâs everyone I can think of right now, I might add other characters in a pt. 2? Like maybe Maps, Tiffany, Kate, ect.
#batfamily#bruce wayne#richard grayson#cassandra cain#jason todd#tim drake#duke thomas#damian wayne#stephanie brown#barbara gordon#batfamily headcanons#alfred pennyworth#theyâre like bats#pun intended
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-little protector / ben shelton
Warnings: none
Words: 663
Reading time : 2-3 minutes
Request: Hello :) could you do an imagine where reader have a younger brother (like 2/5 years old) and he is jealous when Ben gives affection to the reader cus thatâs his sister and they bicker please ?
Thank you so much for requesting, hope you love it ! <3 MASTERLIST
The cozy hum of laughter and conversation filled your familyâs living room, the scent of your momâs famous lasagna wafting from the kitchen. It was one of those rare weekends where everyone was home, and the house felt alive with warmth and noise. You sat curled up on the couch next to Ben, his arm casually draped over your shoulders, thumb tracing slow, absentminded circles on your skin.
But someone else in the room wasnât having it.
From across the room, your four-year-old brother, Noah, was glaring.
Tiny arms crossed over his chest, his little lips pushed out in a pout, and his big brown eyes locked onto Ben like he was the villain in a superhero movie. The second Ben leaned in to whisper something in your ear, Noah let out an exaggerated huff, stomping his foot for extra drama.
You bit back a laugh, glancing at Noah. âHey, buddy, you okay over there?â
Noah didnât answer. Instead, he marched straight across the room with all the determination of someone twice his size, stopping right in front of you and Ben. He stared up at Ben with a fierce look that was more adorable than intimidating.
âYou canât sit next to my sister,â Noah declared, his voice high-pitched but filled with conviction.
Ben raised an eyebrow, the corners of his mouth twitching with amusement. âOh yeah? And who says so, little man?â
âI say so!â Noah shot back, planting his feet firmly like he was ready to square up.
Ben chuckled, leaning down so he was eye level with Noah, his face full of mock seriousness. âI donât know, champ. I think your sister likes me sitting here.â He gave you a playful wink, which only made Noahâs frown deepen.
âNo!â Noah stomped his foot again. âI sit next to her!â
You couldnât hold in your laughter anymore, covering your mouth to hide the grin spreading across your face. âNoah, Benâs not stealing me, I promise.â
But Noah wasnât convinced. He turned his glare back to Ben, pointing a tiny finger at him. âYou go over there,â he demanded, gesturing to the empty armchair across the room.
Ben laughed, leaning back on the couch with a smug grin. âSorry, buddy. Iâm pretty comfy right here.â
Noahâs face scrunched up in frustration. Without another word, he climbed onto the couch and squeezed himself right between you and Ben, using all his strength to push Benâs arm off your shoulders.
âThere,â Noah huffed, settling in your lap and wrapping his small arms around your neck possessively. âMine.â
Benâs eyes widened, and then he burst out laughing, ruffling Noahâs hair. âAlright, alright, you winâfor now.â
But Noah wasnât done. He shot Ben another suspicious look, like he was daring him to try anything.
You smiled, pressing a kiss to Noahâs cheek. âYouâre my favorite little guy, you know that?â
Noahâs pout softened slightly, but his arms stayed firmly around your neck.
Ben leaned closer, voice dropping to a playful whisper. âDonât worry, Noah. Iâll share her with you.â
Noah shot him a glare. âNo sharing!â
Ben threw his hands up in surrender, laughing. âOkay, no sharing. Got it.â
But as the evening went on, Noahâs fierce jealousy began to waver. After dinner, Ben challenged him to a game of Connect Four, and Noahâdespite himselfâstarted to warm up to the idea of having Ben around. They bickered back and forth, Ben pretending to lose a few rounds just to hear Noahâs triumphant little giggles.
By the time bedtime rolled around, Noah was curled up on Benâs lap, his earlier scowls replaced by sleepy yawns.
As you tucked Noah into bed later that night, he clung to your hand, blinking up at you sleepily.
âDo you⊠do you have to like Ben?â he mumbled, his voice soft now, the fight finally gone.
You smiled, brushing his hair off his forehead. âI do, buddy. But youâre still my number one, okay?â
Noah gave a tiny nod, his eyelids drooping. âOkay⊠but heâs kinda funnyâŠâ
You chuckled softly, kissing his forehead. âYeah, he is.â
When you stepped back into the living room, Ben was lounging on the couch, a smug grin on his face.
âSo,â he teased, âdo you think heâs finally accepted me, or should I expect another duel tomorrow?â
You laughed, plopping down beside him. âI think youâve won him over. But donât get too comfortableâheâs still watching you.â
Ben pulled you closer, his arm slipping around your shoulders again. âGood. I like a challenge.â
And as you leaned into him, the warmth of the evening still lingering in the air, you realized that Ben wasnât just winning over your little brotherâhe was winning over your whole heart, too.
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i just keep thinking like... cherik romcom aus. just the fluffiest romcoms out there, but cherik.
and then i rewatched while you were sleeping, my all time favorite romcom, and realized that cherik would actually do great with a borderline creepy, chaotic premise. Because what are they if not chaotic and filled with longing stares.
I give you:
Erik's mom passed away two years ago, leaving him working at the train station in chicago. He is desperately lonely, though he'll never admit it.
One day, on christmas, when he's the only one working, a woman comes through his booth just like usual, but then some dudes instigate a bit of a fight and, well, she gets pushed onto the train tracks.
He jumps down and drags her out of the way of the train just in time, and she's rushed to the hospital, where it's discovered that she's in a coma.
He's not allowed in to see her, because he's not family, so one of the nurses tells the doctor that he's her fiance. Because who's going to care?
And then this big family comes into the hospital room -- it's mostly teenagers and young adults, it seems, though there's one older man who seems to be in charge of the group. Erik, promptly, gets introduced by the doctor as the woman (who turns out to be named "raven")'s fiance. All hell breaks loose, and somehow he can't manage to tell the family that it's not true.
They invite him over for a christmas re-do the next time they see him. He explains that he's jewish. They tell him to come anyways, they want to get to know him, maybe he can tell them a bit about his own holiday traditions, since he's going to be a part of the family and they'll "probably end up adopting them too!" as the jovial older man, oliver, says. (that's the "guy in black suit" that never gets a name in first class)
So Erik goes. And gosh, there's a lot of people in this family: Alex and Hank and Sean and Angel and Darwin and Moira and someone named Charles who hasn't shown up yet. And it turns out they're this kind of cobbled-together, adopted, found family that Erik, well... he kind of fits into. And he hasn't fit into anything for so long. It's nice.
And then, of course, he meets Charles. And charles is a pain in the ass. He interrogates him about whether or not he's really raven's fiance.... which, he isn't, so technically that's fair, but it still gets incredibly annoying.
And then somewhere along the way, their arguing turns into talking, which turns into erik considering Charles as a maybe-kinda-sorta friend, which turns into erik realizing, oh, shit, he's fallen for Charles.
His fake fiance's brother. Who thinks that he's his sister's fiance.
Erik's about to come clean when Raven wakes up. She immediately calls him on his bullshit, leading to the most awkward explanation of his life.... but the family welcomes him back with open arms.
"You're stuck with us, now." Charles whispers, elbowing him in the side as they get more info from raven's doctor about her recovery.
Slowly, Erik works up the courage to ask Charles out. Charles accepts. They have a whirlwind romance and get married after four months. They bicker and flirt and are an insufferably domestic and happy couple. They have twins through surrogacy -- and they name the baby girl "wanda" after the nurse who told the doctors erik was raven's fiance and caused their meeting. They live happily ever after, the end.
i ended up cutting the creepiness out of this đ no erik crushing super hard on raven in the beginning like lucy and peter.
#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#x men#magneto#xmen#professor x#x men movies#cherik fic#fanfic idea#x men shitpost
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Breaking Character pt13/13
Summary: You are the new cast member of 'The Boys' and you play Butcher's cousin and Soldier Boy's new love interest 'Solene'. You're introduced to the cast by the director at a dinner and you're seated next to Karl and Jensen to "bond".
Jensen had spent weeks trying to figure out the perfect way to propose. It had to be big because this woman had changed his entire life, turned it inside out, and made him betterâbut it also had to feel like them. He didnât want a flashy, red-carpet moment with paparazzi. He didnât want to do it at some fancy event with a million eyes watching.
This was about her, him, and the kids.
So, he planned. And over-planned. He ran through every possible scenario, debated for hours with Jared and Misha, even called his mom for advice.
And in the end, it came down to one question:
"What would make her laugh, cry, and call me an idiot all at once?"
The answer?
A freaking treasure hunt.
It was supposed to be a normal night. A simple, quiet evening at home.
At least, thatâs what Y/N thought.
She was curled up on the couch in one of Jensenâs hoodies, flipping through a book while the kids played a game on the floor. The air smelled like popcorn and chocolate, leftovers from their earlier movie night.
And then, out of nowhere, JJ climbed onto the couch and plopped directly onto Y/Nâs stomach.
Y/N groaned. âKid, I love you, but you weigh more than you think.â
JJ just grinned and shoved a folded piece of paper into her hands. âYou need to read this. Now.â
Y/N raised an eyebrow. âWhat is this? Your report card? Am I supposed to be proud or concerned?â
Zeppelin giggled. âItâs a clue.â
Y/Nâs eyes flickered to Jensen, who sat on the opposite couch with a smug as hell expression. Arms crossed, looking way too pleased with himself.
âOh no.â Y/N groaned. âWhat did you do?â
Jensen smirked. âRead it and find out, sweetheart.â
She narrowed her eyes at him but unfolded the note anyway.
"For someone who stole my heart, itâs only fair you find the missing pieces. Clue #1: Where Zeppelin always hides when itâs bath time."
Y/N barked out a laugh. âUnder the stairs? Seriously?â
Zeppelin gasped dramatically. âHOW DID YOU KNOW?â
Y/N ruffled his hair. âBecause I see you, little dude.â
The kids shrieked and took off running toward the hiding spot under the stairs, practically dragging Y/N along.
Jensen stayed behind for a second, just watching. Watching her. Watching the way she fit so seamlessly into their lives, the way the kids clung to her, the way her laughter filled every corner of the house.
He exhaled slowly.
"This is it," he thought. "This is everything."
And then, shaking himself out of his thoughts, he followed after them.
Each clue led her through different parts of the houseâeach one tied to a moment in their relationship.
The kitchen, where they had their first real argument because Jensen used the wrong kind of cheese in the mac and cheese (she still hadnât let him live that down).
The living room couch, where the kids had first told Y/N they loved her.
The porch swing, where they had shared countless late-night talks, their hands intertwined, the world quiet around them.
Every single stop was a memory. A reminder. A piece of their story.
By the time she reached the final clue, her fingers were trembling slightly as she unfolded it.
"Look to the sky. Your last clue is waiting."
Y/N frowned. âLook to theââ
And then she heard it.
A loud, whooshing sound.
She turned aroundâher eyes widening as she took in the giant hot air balloon in the backyard, glowing softly under the fairy lights that Jensen had strung up in the trees.
Y/N froze. âYou have GOT to be kidding me.â
Jensen, standing next to it with his hands in his pockets, just grinned. âWhat, you scared?â
She turned to the kids. âAre you guys going in this?â
JJ nodded, bouncing on her feet. âDUH! Itâs gonna be so fun!â
Arrow beamed. âDad said itâs safe.â
Y/N shot Jensen a glare. âYou trust him?â
âHey,â Jensen scoffed, holding a hand over his heart. âI take great care of you guys.â
Y/N narrowed her eyes. âYou almost cut your damn eye out trying to open a bottle of wine last week.â
ââŠOkay, butââ
âI had to drive us to the ER.â
âTechnicalities, sweetheart.â
Y/N sighed, shaking her head, but she still let Jensen take her hand and lead her toward the balloon. âIf we die, Iâm haunting you.â
Jensen smirked. âWouldnât have it any other way.â
The view from above was breathtaking.
The town below looked so small, the sky was painted in streaks of orange, pink, and deep purple. The air was crisp, the world quiet except for the occasional gasp from the kids as they looked out over the edge.
Jensen turned to her, his heart hammering.
This was it.
âY/N,â he started, pulling her attention back to him.
She blinked. âYeah?â
He exhaled sharply, running a hand through his hair before pulling a small velvet box from his pocket. âLookâIâve thought about doing this a million different ways. Something big, something crazy, something quiet. But at the end of the day, the only thing that really matters is you, me, and these little monsters.â
Arrow gasped. âDid you just call us monsters?â
Jensen smirked. âAffectionately.â
Y/N let out a breathless laugh.
âThe truth is,â Jensen continued, âI didnât think Iâd ever do this again. I thought love like this wasnât in the cards for me. And then you came along, and you made everything easy. Even the hard shit. Even the fights, even the chaosâyou made it all worth it. You made me worth it.â
Y/Nâs eyes were already glossy with unshed tears.
âSo,â he said, finally flipping open the box, revealing the ring. âHere I am, in a fucking hot air balloon, with my heart in my hands, asking you to marry me.â
JJ nearly screamed. âSAY YES!â
Y/N covered her face, laughing and crying at the same time. Then she dropped her hands, shaking her head.
âYou absolute idiot,â she muttered.
Jensen swallowed. ââŠIs that a yes orââ
She lunged forward and kissed him, hard.
The kids cheered. Jensen was grinning into the kiss. And when she finally pulled back, pressing her forehead against his, she whispered, âOf course Iâll marry you.â
Jensen slipped the ring onto her finger, pressing a lingering kiss to her knuckles.
And as the hot air balloon floated higher into the sky, carrying them into forever, he whispered, âGood, âcause youâre stuck with me now.â
Jensen had never been the kind of guy to dream about his wedding day. Not really.
But this? This felt right. No over-the-top, Hollywood-style spectacle. No paparazzi swarming the venue. Just their closest friends, family, and the people who had been part of their journey from the very start. It was grand, because loving her deserved something grand. But it was also intimate, because this was theirs.
And today, she would become his wife.
The wedding was held at a private ranch in Texasâwide open fields, towering oak trees, and the sky stretching endlessly above them. Fairy lights wrapped around the wooden beams of the barn, candles flickered on every table, and wildflowers lined the aisle leading to the altar. It was rustic but elegant. Warm and inviting.
Just like them.
The sun was beginning to set, casting golden light over everything, and Jensen stood at the altar, hands clasped together, heart pounding in his chest.
Jared, his best man, leaned in and muttered, âYou look like youâre gonna puke, man.â
Jensen let out a breathless chuckle. âNot helping.â
Misha, standing on the other side, smirked. âYou cry, I cry. Thatâs how this works.â
Jensen rolled his eyes, but his grip on the inside of his jacket tightened. He hadnât seen Y/N all day, hadnât even spoken to her since last night.
And then, suddenlyâ
The music started.
A soft, acoustic version of âIrisâ played through the air.
And there she was.
Jensen felt his breath hitch the second she stepped into view.
Y/N was stunning.
Her dress was everything he imagined it would beâtimeless, effortless, breathtaking. The fabric hugged her in all the right places before flowing out, delicate lace trailing behind her. The setting sun bathed her in golden light, making her look almost unreal.
But it wasnât just the dress.
It was her.
The way she looked at him like he was the only person in the world. The way her lips curved into a soft, knowing smile. The way her eyes shimmered with unshed tears.
Jensen swallowed hard.
Jared nudged him. âDude.â
âYeah?â
âYouâre crying.â
Jensen blinked rapidly, clearing his throat. âShut up.â
When Y/N finally reached him, Jensen exhaled deeply, taking both of her hands in his.
âHey, sweetheart,â he whispered.
She grinned. âHey, husband-to-be.â
The officiant started speaking, but Jensen barely heard him. His world had shrunk down to just herâthe feeling of her fingers interlaced with his, the way her chest rose and fell with every nervous breath.
And then, it was time for the vows.
Jensen cleared his throat, pulling out a small piece of paper.
âI tried to write something short,â he started, voice rough with emotion. âBut you know me. I suck at keeping things simple.â
A soft chuckle rippled through the crowd.
âIâve been in love before,â he started, voice thick. âI thought I knew what it meant. I thought I understood what love was. But I was wrong. Because love isnât just the easy parts. Itâs not just the good mornings, the kisses, the date nights. Love is the days when nothing makes sense. When everything is falling apart. When you feel like youâre standing in the middle of a storm, and you donât know which way is forward.
And Y/Nâ" He exhaled shakily, tightening his grip on her hands. âYou were my way forward. You are my way forward.â
A tear slipped down her cheek, and Jensen reached up, brushing it away with his thumb.
âI love you,â he said. âNot just for the person you are, but for the person you make me want to be. I love the way you laugh too loudly, the way you steal my coffee even though you have your own, the way you take care of everyone around you. I love every little piece of you, and I promise youââ His voice cracked. âI promise to choose you. Over and over. Every single day. For the rest of my life.â
Y/N let out a soft, choked laugh, wiping at her eyes.
She sniffled, blinking up at him with so much love it nearly knocked the breath out of his lungs.
Her voice was shaky when she started, full of emotion. âJensen⊠I spent so much of my life thinking love had to be complicated. That it had to be a battle, something to fight for, to prove. And then I met you. And you taught me that love doesnât have to be a war.â
She squeezed his hands, her lips trembling.
âYou showed me that love can be safe. That it can be warm, and steady, and something I never have to second-guess. You have been my best friend, my partner, the person I trust with every part of me. And today, I get to call you my husband.â
A single tear rolled down her cheek, but she was smiling.
âI promise to love you,â she said softly. âIn the big moments and the small ones. In the quiet mornings and the stormy nights. I promise to stand beside you, to fight for you, to be the person who reminds you every single day that you are so, so loved.â
Her voice broke on the last words, and Jensen felt a tear slip down his own cheek.
There was silenceâjust for a second. Just long enough for the moment to settle deep in his bones.
Then, the officiant spoke.
âYou may now kiss the bride.â
And Jensenâhe didnât waste a second.
He cupped her face, pulled her in, and kissed her like it was the first time, the last time, and every time in between.
The world melted away.
It was just them.
It had always been just them.
And now, forever, it would be.
They had fought for this, for each other, for the family they had built together. From the chaos of their early days, the ups and downs, the moments of doubt and confusion, they had weathered every storm. The kids, their laughter, the fights, the makeupsâeach part of their life together was like a piece of a puzzle, finally fitting into place.
As they stood there, exchanging vows, Jensenâs voice cracked with emotion. He wasnât just making a promise to Y/N in that moment; he was sealing everything they had been through togetherâevery single sacrifice, every shared moment of joy. And Y/N, with her heart full of everything she had ever hoped for, knew they had finally found their way home.
Later, in the quiet of their home, as the world outside settled into peaceful slumber, they curled up together on the couch, their fingers intertwined. Their hearts beat in sync, the weight of their journey no longer a burden but a testament to their love.
They had been through hell and back, but now, they were ready to face whatever came next. Together.
And as Y/N rested her head against Jensenâs chest, she knew that no matter where life took them, they had found something unbreakable. They had found each other.
THE END
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A/N: so yes, i did cry. im so sorry if this wasnt what you guys were expecting but this is all i could do, i've got finals in three days but here it is! This is the end of Breaking Character, and i'm so proud of how this entire series turned out, I didn't expect so much love from you guys. Thank you all <3
@justwhisperingfantasies @impala67rollingthroughtown @deansimpalababy @jackles010378 @winchester @barnes70stark @nancymcl @oceean @spnaquakindgdom @ladysparkles78 @sexyvixen7 @spxideyver @stoneyggirl2 @star-yawnznn @quietgirll75 @iloveeveryoneyoureamazing @palerogue1 @writtenbyhollywood
#jensen fucking ackles#jensen x reader#jensen ackles#jensen ackles fanfiction#the boys#karl urban#soldier boy#jared padalecki#misha collins
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heyyy could you do a fic where 4 year old sister refuses to wear anything but the boys sweatshirts? and when they try to get her to wear her own clothes she cries and throws a fit
yessss!
âLittle Hoodie Thiefâ
Sturniolos x sister
Warnings: none
It started off cute.
Y/N had waddled into the living room one morning, drowning in one of Chrisâs sweatshirts, the sleeves dragging on the floor as she clutched her sippy cup. Chris had laughed, scooping her up and calling her his âmini-me.â
Then, the next day, she showed up in one of Nickâs hoodies.
Then Mattâs.
And before the triplets knew it, their four-year-old little sister was refusing to wear anything except their sweatshirts.
At first, they let it slide. It was adorable watching her stomp around in their oversized hoodies, the sleeves covering her hands like little mittens. But then, one morning, their mom tried to dress her in actual clothes, and all hell broke loose.
âY/N, baby, you have a whole closet of cute outfits,â she said, holding up a little pink sweater. âHow about this one?â
Y/N shook her head aggressively. âNo! Mattyâs hoodie!â
Matt, sitting at the kitchen table, raised an eyebrow. âYou wanna wear my hoodie?â
Y/N nodded, crossing her arms stubbornly.
Chris smirked. âKinda sounds like you have no choice, bro.â
Their mom sighed, rubbing her temples. âShe canât live in your sweatshirts forever, guys. Talk to her.â
Intervention Time
The triplets found Y/N sitting on the couch, drowning in Nickâs blue hoodie, watching Bluey like she had no worries in the world.
Matt sat beside her. âBug, why donât you wanna wear your own clothes?â
Y/N barely looked at him. âI like yours better.â
Chris plopped down on the other side. âBut why, though?â
Y/N turned to him like the answer was obvious. âThey smell like you.â
Nick melted on the spot. âAw, dudeââ
Matt shot him a look. âDonât encourage this.â
Chris grinned. âYou just love us so much, huh?â
Y/N nodded. âYep.â
Matt sighed. âThatâs cute and all, but you need to wear your own clothes, okay?â
Y/N immediately frowned. âNo.â
âY/Nââ
Before Matt could finish, she burst into tears.
Like, full-on meltdown.
âNOOOO!â Y/N wailed, flopping onto the couch dramatically. âI WANT NICKYâS HOODIE!â
Nick held back a laugh. âDamn, bro, she really said âride or die.ââ
Chris was dying. âSheâs literally acting like you just took away her whole world.â
Matt groaned. âDude, this is so not funny.â
But the thing wasâit was funny. Y/N was rolling around, clutching Nickâs hoodie like it was the most precious thing she owned, tears streaming down her chubby cheeks.
âI NEED IT!â she sobbed.
Nick sighed, looking at the others. ââŠWhat if we just let her keep one?â
Chris nodded. âYeah, like, compromise. She gets one triplet hoodie.â
Matt exhaled. âFine. But only one.â
Nick turned to Y/N, who was still sniffling. âOkay, Bug, you can keep one hoodie.â
Y/N immediately stopped crying.
Like, immediately.
She wiped her face and blinked up at them. âReally?â
Chris smirked. âYep. But only one. Which one do you want?â
Y/N looked between them, then down at the hoodie she was already wearing. She grabbed the sleeve of Nickâs hoodie and pulled it close.
âNickyâs.â
Nick beamed. âHell yeah, Bug.â
Chris rolled his eyes. âFavoritism, man.â
Matt sighed. âAt least we got her to wear something normal under it.â
And just like that, Y/N won.
Because the truth was, she was never just gonna wear one.
By the end of the week, she had successfully stolen one hoodie from each brother.
And they let her.
Because, reallyâhow could they say no to her?
#chris sturniolo#matt sturniolo#sturniolo fanfic#sturniolo triplets#chris sturniolo x reader#chris sturniolo x you#christopher sturniolo#nick sturniolo#matt stuniolo fanfic#matt sturniolo x reader#sturniolo#matthew sturniolo#nicolas sturniolo#sturniolo x reader#sister sturniolo#sturniolo series
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âêżì ëëŒâ Dreamland ~{NIKI as your boyfriend}~
âąWhen you have a bad dreamâą
ìŹëíŽ
Warning: family issues, anxiety, crying, pet names, fluff, comfort, abuse, kissing
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Your clutching the blanket and your breathing is heavy. Niki slowly wakes up from dreamland do to your sudden movements. He was used to you moving around when you guys slept but this was different, your back was faced to him your body was taking kips and faint noises were coming from your mouth. âBaby stay stillâ he groans. Your body stopped moving for a second, then your leg kips and a soft âmmâ comes out of your mouth.
âY/n stop moving so muchâ niki whispers not realising you were sleeping. âNo donât take meâ you whisper slightly just loud enough for him to hear. âPrincess?â Niki turns you around confused and examines your face, you looked scared but still sound asleep, ânikiâ you say voice frightened.
You were still sleeping, tears start running to your cheeks. âShh baby, Iâm here itâs okay, youâre okayâ he comforts you trying his best in the situation. His hands slide around your waist and automatically your face buries in his neck.
Thatâs when you wake up from your dream, you start sobbing âki I thought I was going to dieâ you sob âbaby youâre okayâ he comforts you lifting his hand to caress your back and eventually playing with your hair.
âThey were going to take meâ the neckline of his shirt was already soaked due to your tears but he didnât care about that, all he focused on was you. âWho was going to take you?â He asks, his voice comforting âmy mom and dad, they tried to take me back homeâ
niki knew about your troubled past with your family, especially your parents. Your parents had kicked you out multiple times, but each time they wanted you back and you always gave them another chance.
But each time it was always the same story, chores cleaning and making sure they were happy. They didnât care about you, plus they had severe drinking problems, sometimes things got messy with your dad and heâd hit you or lock you in your room for days at a time with no food or water. But last time was the worst and you never wanted to go back there.
Niki and his members knew about this so they offered you to live with them, and you accepted.
âYou wonât ever go back there baby, Iâll make sure of that weâll all protect you hm?â All he thought about was making sure you were okay in this moment.
âI love you, my princessâ he stroked your back and drew all kinds of shapes. âI love you too niniâ you sometimes called him nicknames like ki or nini but only you were allowed to use them. He presses a soft kiss on your forehead and hold you even tighter.
âYouâre okay, youâre so strong, beautiful, intelligent and amazing nothing will stop me from protecting youâ his tone is serious, he really meant what he said nothing would stop him.
#niki#enhypen niki#nishimura riki#ynzworld#enhypen#fluff#dreamland#tumblr fyp#delulu#boyfriend#niki bf#niki fluff#cuddles#i love you#ìŹëíŽ#êżì ëëŒ#SoundCloud#stars and raindrops#seungmin#skz#stray kids
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god i fucking hate my dad
#he came home today from a bike trip he went on and he's been arguing with me about honeybee the whole fucking day#he keeps saying just let her out let her run around! every time i put her in her pen to nap#and he refuses to stop her from biting him#and he got mad at her for playing with his socks when she'd just been playing with mine and he threw them on the floor of the living room#which first of all stop being such a fucking slob#and second of all what the fuck did you expect to happen? it's a soft new toy on the floor where she spends most of her time. where all her#toys are. very similar to the two soft items she's allowed to play with (my socks)#she's fucking 3 months old she doesn't understand the difference between my socks and his socks#and i keep telling him i know what im doing i was doing all the research while he went to buttfuck nowhere on his midlife crisis motorcycle#but he just wont fucking listen to me#and hes like oh youre at that age where you think youre right about everything and are so stubborn like fuck you actually#first of all im stubborn about this because its a living breathing puppy and his actions will affect her behaviour as an adult#and bc i know what im fucking doing. ive been an animal person my entire life. i did all the research. i did this exact same thing with#parrots for five years.#and hes like you cant just put her in her pen every time shes being a dog like no i fucking dont. i only put her in her pen when it's time#for a nap and she's getting overtired. you can't just let her run around until she collapses bc for one she never fucking will#second that's only going to make her energy threshold higher and then she'll be absolutely impossible to handle#and i told him that and that i read that on like every professional dog training source i read#and he said that might be true or might not be#like it fucking is bitch omfg#and then he tried to one up me like um i actually raised you guys for a long time i know what im doing#like a child is not a fucking dog. also my mom raised us lets be fucking serious. and look how well adjusted i turned out#and he told me to relax and calm down like i wasnt even arguing with him but i sure as hell will now#like dont tell me to fucking relax. when has telling anyone to relax ever made anything better. especially a teenager. especially a (for#simplicity's sake) woman.#and i told him dont tell me to relax and he got all pissy and stormed off#like literally fuck you#im my fathers daughter. im just as stubborn as he is.#rambles
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and when i live on my own ill be able to decorate like real life decorate ive never gotten to do that in real life b4
#like im not barred from doing it Nd i do like. a little bit kind of but its like. Idk my entire life is a very transient thing and im rly#rly rly not used to being in one place for a long time so as a kid we never rly decorated ever#and like obv i wont be Owning a house or anything like that so itll still have to be moveable but i can like. but furniture that i like and#stuff... ive never gotten to do that b4 even in um. wa. i didnt rly get to do any of the decorating even when i was in the actual house bc#him and the roommates umm. did all that. Okay well now ive sort of freaked it by making myself think of that so im going to go stare#longingly at the floorplan i did#bc umm. well ideally id like to move into one of the apartments thats right across the way bc theres a couple of apt buildings like right#there 5 min walk tops and one of the places Has an open one but no floorplan#i wont be movjng out for ages i just wanted to look at floorplans yk#but like i said no floorplans BUT theres one a bit further away not rly walkable bc its umm#youd have to walk on the interstate and stuff and um. no sidewalk and everything but theeeeeeeeee thing had a floorplan#still very close by like 2 min drive but yk. but i still did my little mockup floorplan with that apartment instead#i want it to be closeby so everybody can come visit and so that i dont die and explode . i dont rly want to continue living in this town#4ever once km like Normal and have savings and ive got everything worked out i wanna maybe move to chicago or something since il is better#for the transgenderisms. + ive always wanted to try living in a big city at least once and i think itd be awesome#but thats Ages and ages away like maybe 5 years depending on how good i am. weeee will see if 5 years in the future is like on the table 4#me LOLLLL 24 year old connor seems rly crazy to imagine. but anyways....#but itll be nice to move out and still be in town bc then i can have the same job yk . and maybe ill know how to drive atp and i can like .#buy a car ..or something . if i do know how to drive#which i probably should since this town very car dependent and i dont want my mom to have to drive me to work esp if umm. i dont live with#them ... im just rly rly rly rly rly fucking scared of driving but i know also in my heart that when i do know how to drive the bond between#me and that car will be crazyyyy like. idk how many of you followed me last year but you may remember my insane bond with angel my cart from#work and there was a lot gokng on woth that <- was Very delusional at the time and i was convinced that she was a sentient thing and had the#power to make my life better or worse if i upset her so i said good morning and goodnight to her every single day so that i could have a#good day . looking back on it probably was something to be concerned abt but whatever.... she is still my best friend and i do miss her#deeply#her bathtub and heater were my besttt friends when i was in wa LOL. i was quite unwell#bathtub is still in my room tho yayyy. heater lives with lamp now and angel is of course at my old job....#bathtub currently is holding a project i gave up on. everyone say thank.you bathtub im looking at her right now
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#sorry im thinking abt death again#because it's weird to think that ive been in the room. maybe a meter away from someone as they died#that someone being my mom. its just weird. the time in the hospital feels like it happened in some dark little pocket universe detached from#time. a calm room and then the soft blips of a monitor then the nurse rushing in to say she'd passed#i dont kno y ppl use that phrase: passed on. i mean i do. it softens the topic. makes it sound peaceful. ive yet to use it. i just say she#died bc thats what happened. is that insensitive? i dunno. when i was home i realized that i come off as much stranger than i think. the way#my family see me doesnt fit how i see myself. i dont kno what to do with that. i dunno. theyre all together today#for an early easter. and im halfway across the country again. nose so stuffy ive had to mouth breathe for the last 3 days#and again. everything feels the same as it did before but also profoundly different. sometimes i cry in the mornings. or when i think abt#future vacations she wont be there for. bc in the end she quickly slipped away in a way that couldn't be described as peaceful until her#last half a day. and all i can think about in that tiny room is how scary it would be to lose control like that#and how its not fair and she didnt deserve to die only halfway through a lifetime. but its not about fair and its not about deserving.#sometimes bad things just happen. that's life. and now i own a book called motherless daughters. and now im standing with the countless#others who've lost their moms too early. ive already become aware of 3 ppl in my daily life who are in the same club#i keep thinking about this moment that happened between my parents at the hospital. apparently my dad was helping her get cleaned up and her#stomach was so bloated she looked like she had a bby in there. which my dad said. and my mom apparently said: but it's a baby no one want. i#dont kno y that upsets me so much. all the things i heard abt her being in the hospital before i got there upset me. and the rest of my#family was there to see it. so i have the least traumatic version of the story. and i got almost 27 years with her. except my sisters#probably got more time with her bc i spent so much time away. or maybe not. i dunno.#i dunno. im just sad that shes gone and sad that it was drawn out even a little bit. 6 days isnt long but im sure it felt like an eternity.#again not fair. nothings fair. 53 years of unfairness culminating in a tragedy. she would hate me characterizing it like that. she lived a#full life as they say. full with an asterisk on account of length#unrelated
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the bittersweet but absolute flood of relief that comes from admitting defeat at living independently, to have to move back in with parents. we tried! we gave it our best shot for almost 3 years! but living like this (being on our own) is just not possible for us at this time of our lives. we've finally proved it to ourselves that we can't do it. it'll be okay to let ourselves rest now
#latimers parents not mine!!!! i am NOT moving back to florida LOL#really hope that the changes will be good for my mental health. this apartment is toxic to us#ive been on the verge of meltdowns Kind Of A Lot lately. imnot doing great#extremely dependent on substances. just to reach a baseline level of functioning. but even that isnt working as much anymore#the only things i do on my phone or tablet these days is like. 2 mobile games. and skirting past my dms to check latimers blog#its too overwhelming to even open discord these days yknow. everything on earth is too much for me right meow#i havent been drawing i havent been social online OR irl i havent been cooking or creating#i havent been keeping up with personal hygiene like at all im particularly ashamed about that one#i've been really bad about doing my T the past few months which is a HUGE shame because im SO fucking hyped to be on it#theres just. too many obstacles in getting it done half the time. and the other half of the time i just forget#anyway. anyway.#our lease ends in july so between now and then we're just gonna try our best to tolerate our living situation enough to get by#there's a light at the end of the tunnel. and its called 'i only have to be in charge of like 2 rooms at most. and not a household!'#we're gonna try to slowly comb through all our things between now and then so the process of moving wont suck as bad#cuz listen. its pretty fucking bad right now#maybe not for other people. but it is for me. and its okay to let myself come to terms with that#im just. so relieved. still very stressed! but theres at least light at the end of the tunnel and its only like 2 months away#ill be able to draw guilt-free again. ill be able to just EXIST guilt-free#i dont think ive felt guilt-free for just existing the way i do since like. turning 20#i know my mom wouldve loved if i stayed home forever. and im sad i cant be there for her#but ever since i had a fight with my dad at 15 or 16 it just really felt like he didnt want me there more and more#maybe as the youngest he was resenting that i was preventing him from becoming an empty nester or something. i dont know#because all the other kids had been moved out and on their own at least once but i had never left home before#i dont know if he'd be heartbroken or not to hear that i feeling like he was resenting me. but thats the energy i was picking up for years#i dunno. i dont know#anyway. back to housing. for now im going to try to relax and store energy for the moving process#the huge pile of things by the kitchen? i dont have to worry about that becoming permanent because we're leaving in 2 months#the general discord of the state of our possessions? we have to go through everything to pack it all anyway. we can move in RIGHT this time#when we moved in here we didnt have a car or license so we were dependent on latimers 3-hr-drive-away parents to help us move#just /across town/. and we had a whole month between leases! but it still had to be done in a weekend
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sometimes itâs late at night and youâre cleaning your room and you come across a few old black and white photos of a young girl and you stare at them for a long minute wondering how on earth they got lost in an old Kroger shopping bag with an unopened pack of cigarettes and a receipt dated 2017.
and you look at the girl in the pictures sat on the floor of someoneâs home you donât recognize, smiling and playing with a set of keys and a tiny part of you feels like it recognizes her but you arenât sure.
and you flip the pictures over hoping to find some sort of annotation that would give you context and all you find is the year 1964 stamped in tiny font along the edge.
and you flip them back over and time stands still as you realize that the recognition you feel is because she looks so much like you once did and next thing you know your hands are sweating and shaking and you have to sit on the floor because youâre crying so hard because it hits you all at once that youâre looking at your mother.
#hey Siri play In Color by Jamey Johnson for me please#music stuff#you shouldâve seeeeen it in cooolllloor#Seven.txt#Sevenâs Public Diary#normal Sunday night behavior#me? up all night hyperfocused on cleaning out my depression cave to achieve a sense of change and accomplishment -#- and ignoring every other aspect of my life including abandoning time sensitive tasks lest i get distracted and lose all motivation???#more likely than you think!#iâve been at this since new years and iâm only like. halfway done. Gods help me#like i donât mean âcleaningâ as in doing some light dusting. i mean thereâs junk and trash piled 2/3rds of the way to the ceiling#when i call this room my depression/mental illness cave i Mean it#but no longer. i shall finally return this room to an acceptable state for the first time since. uh. 2022? i think?#i found a plastic container of dates buried under some laundry and the sticker says theyâre from March of last year lmao#i forgot about those/thought i threw them away. but they were thankfully sealed so well that they hadnât drawn any bugs#and oddly enough hadnât even visibly molded/gone bad. but i didnât open them up for a smell test i just chucked âem in my giant trash bag#iâm finding all kinds of shit i forgot i even had which is nice but itâs also distracting me like those pictures did#iâll have to show them to her and ask her about them tomorrow#and ur probably like âu found old pics of a girl that looks like you why didnât you immediately recognize ur own momâ#and 1. thereâs countless pics of countless old relatives around this house that i barely/donât recognize and never even met#and 2. iâve barely ever seen any pics of my mom from such a young age so i have no images to reference in my mind#and it just fucked me up bc. i donât look like her anymore. i only see Him in the mirror. but i Used to look like her. iâm turning into him#and i fucking hate it so much. i donât like that she looks at me and sees him. great now i feel sick.#anyways thats enough reminiscing i need to get some water and food in me and get back to cleaning. i shanât rest until iâm satisfied#well. my period + depression combo kinda Did make me rest which is why itâs taken 5 days but still. the horrors persist but so do i#itâs not just for the sense of accomplishment tho. i also need to move the 75gal tank out of the living room thanks to the floor situation#so iâm trying to make room in my room for it since it has the newest & strongest floor. i just need to find a level spot thats big enough#my back is gonna be so fucked after all this cleaning that iâll have to rest for a fucking week before moving that heavy ass glass box#i hate moving big aquariums it makes me so anxious. and i literally donât know if iâll have anyone capable of helping me#so it might not even happen and itâll just have to sit empty in the living room forever. but Maybe he can/will help me
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"Biz, what would you like for your birthday this year?"
"For nobody to misgender me for a day."
Turned out too much to ask (:
#tw: transphobia#tw: misgendering#literally every person i had to talk to today misgendered me#my mom kept misgendering me over and over again even in trying to correct people#âHER pronouns are they/themâ i'm going to eat the fucking sun and shit#every doctor and nurse i spoke to kept calling me she/her#âIT'S FUCKING THEY/THEM I AM NOT A GIRL"#everyone reacts like i'm some special snowflake bedwetter that can't take misgendering#when the reality is that i have never gone a single day in my LIFE where i haven't been misgendered#oh and my doctor's office was too narrow for my wheelchair which was humiliating#and i had to spend 3 hours trying to explain to mom in a way that actually made a difference WHY it matters to not misgender me#and finally it clicked at hour 3 with âYOU'RE DESCRIBING TO STRANGERS WHAT MY FUCKING GENITALS LOOK LIKE AND IT FREAKS ME OUTâ#âi hadn't thought about it that wayâ#oh and my doctor rolled her eyes at seeing a 32 year old in a wheelchair like i was malingering in a $5k chair#and demanded to know why i use it when it wasn't relevant to my visit AT ALL#my younger and older siblings BOTH treated me like shit for my gender identity so i wound up agender#because jesus fucking christ how insecure are you fucking cunts that you can't stand NOT being the only son/daughter to our mom#so i chose to be nothing!!! and they STILL won't fucking just live and let live#everybody's gotta hate biz for fucking something and that includes gender#*biz unsubscribes from gender* âhey >:(â#i hate my life#this was literally the worst birthday in my fucking life#had to starve myself of sleep to get up at 6am to drive 4 hours to a 20 minute appointment#misgendered 100% of the time while i couldn't get my wheelchair into any exam room because the doors were too narrow#questioned for needing a wheelchair. looked at like a child for being trans. clueless mom that wouldn't back me up.#and siblings that hate me because my mom genuinely likes my company more and it's because the two of them are so selfish#they won't bother to treat our mom with basic respect or interest in her as a human being outside of a mother when i do#but THEY can't be the problem. it has to be something MY fault
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Last week I was sick and my fiancé(e) @junkyrdgh0st read me for filth in one sentence:
"are you watching star trek?"
the thing is. *that's what I do when I'm sick.* everytime. i had not told this fun fact about me to my fiancé(e) she just clocked me with star trek after like 30 seconds of her hearing me rasp wheeze and cough. just "are you watching star trek? you tend to always watch star trek when you get sick" UH YEAH I GUESS IM AN OPEN BOOK THEN
#to be completely transparent tho i wasnât watching star trek#i was watching all halloween stuff the classics yannow#but every other time in my life for the past#bc when i was a kid when i got sick my mom would put this old vcr tv in my room and let me watch all the vhs tapes i wanted#but the biggest collection of tapes we had were all star trek the next generation#so i ended up watching star trek every time i was sick bc those were the tapes we had#but then came streaming#i could choose to watch anything when im sick but the habit stuck???#anyway when i was still living at home my whole ass family would see me watching star trek and ask if im sick and id be grumpy but say yea#and remember i mentioned none of this whole ass backstory of me and star trek to my fiancĂ©(e)#she just read me for filth#i hadnât even confirmed i was sick i was just coughing but she hit the nail on the head#fiancĂ©(e) uses multiple different pronouns#today theyâre she/her
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