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#you know what i love about being a fan of harry and or louis?#when they piss me off it’s ok & doesn’t mean i love them any less#you know who else pisses me off sometimes but i still love them and would kill for them?…#my mom. my brother. my best friend.#that’s my favorite thing about life is people you love piss you off when they do some shit#this is just a bunch of random thoughts brought to you by my brain overthinking 🤪#also sometimes when people piss me off i just need a glass of water cuz it means i’m dehydrated 🤣
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(Part of this post with older brother danyal al ghul)
...Okay, look. Sam knows she's staring. She knows very well that she is staring. And that if she doesn't stop staring it's gonna draw her unwanted attention, and that will only have to make her explain why she's staring. Which she doesn't want to do.
She's trying not to stare, which she thinks she should get brownie points for. She tries to look away, to find a spot on the wall to stare lifelessly at, maybe she can burn holes into some of these annoying socialites' heads. But eventually her eyes drift, and suddenly she's back to staring again.
Can you blame her though? Damian Wayne looks like a very close mini-me of her fucking best friend. Seriously, it's like looking into a mirror to the past. If that mirror to the past had green eyes rather than blue and a distinctive lack of a facial scar.
The first time she sees him when her parents drag her over to Bruce Wayne to butter up to him she has to do a doubletake. Then a triple take. Then a quadruple take, just for good measure that she was seeing what she was actually seeing. She was sure she looked like one of those stress toys that when squeezed had their eyes pop out comically like a Saturday morning cartoon, that's what she certainly felt like anyways.
Look, Danny's come a decent way from being that scowl-y, jerkish little ten year old she first met when he arrived like the wind to Amity Park five years ago (even if he was still occasionally scowl-y and jerkish), but one thing that's stayed the same is how reserved he is about his home life prior to being taken in by the Fentons.
He doesn't talk about it much, and Sam's come to know that he's very good at changing the subject when it gets brought up. Even after being friends for nearly four years, the only thing she and Tuck know for certain is that he has a little brother that he refers to as 'starlight', whom he cares a lot about but left on really bad terms with. And that he's never met his father, but wants to and knows who he is.
He's never told her or Tucker who he was though, and glancing at Bruce Wayne, Sam is realizing why. She can begrudgingly acknowledge all the good he's done for Gotham, but... well, if Danny told her that Bruce Wayne was his dad, she wouldn't have believed him at all.
But she's starting to see the resemblance, as subtle as it is.
And she sees the resemblance to Damian Wayne, her eyes dropping back down to him as he wears a very Danny-like scowl on his face, arms crossed behind his back as his eyes swept around the ballroom. He was five years younger than Danny, and god it was so, so weird.
His eyes turned on to her, and they locked gazes for a moment.
Involuntarily, Sam makes a startled noise and looks away. Fingers tap against her purse, black and purple and unfortunately a clutch that only held her phone and her wallet in it. She would have kept a knife on her, but her parents put their foot down and there was a security detail at the door. Only in Gotham.
Silently, she was hoping that the little Danny-me didn't say anything. Or at least, he hadn't noticed her staring. Which was a tall order if she ever heard one -- and unfortunately, her silent prayers went unanswered as her mother's eyes dropped down onto her.
"Did you say something, Samantha?" She asks in a sickeningly sweet voice, a sound that makes Sam's skin crawl. Her dad and Bruce Wayne's attention also turns onto her, and she glowers at her mom from the corner of her eye.
"I didn't say anything." Sam says, barely keeping her tone polite as she turned her head away. Her mother clucks her tongue, disapproving, but from her peripherals doesn't pester her more
Bruce Wayne, the bastard, takes that time to turn to Sam and grace her with his dime-a-dozen billboard smiles. "I've been talking with your parents this whole time, Miss Manson, you must be terribly bored. How is your schooling going?"
Sam eyes him up and down. On one hand, she immediately wants to be snarky. It's none of his business what her school life is like, she doesn't care for his fucking small talk.
On the other hand, this was Danny's whole father. Someone who she knows that Danny has wanted to meet for, what she's assuming, his whole life. He's never brought it up much, but she remembers that very quiet, solemn conversation she and Tucker had with him where he admits to having never met his dad. But god does he want to.
And... wait. Sam's eyes narrow, and she meets Bruce Wayne's eyes. Does this man even know Danny exists? She drops her gaze down to Damian, who was staring at her suspiciously, and then back up to Bruce, and she alternates between them.
Why was Damian living with Bruce, but not Danny? Why hasn't Bruce done anything to reach out to him - what was going on with Danny's biological family that Danny had to be separated from them, but not Damian? Danny's always been kinda mysterious, but now things weren't adding up.
Was Danny given up? Does Bruce just not want Danny, but wanted Damian? Why the fuck does Bruce Wayne know about Damian but not her best friend -- or does he know and just not care? He's fought for custody for his adoptive kids before, does he just not want to fight for his other biological son? Does he think Danny's not worth it?
She's never cared much about the Wayne family before, other than to hear about the advancements on WE's eco-friendly tech, but Sam thinks she's gonna have to look into why Damian Wayne was living with the Waynes.
Slowly, with a protective anger beginning to burn in her gut and crawl up her throat, a scowl slowly curls at the corner of her lip as she redirects her glare from her mother onto Bruce. "It's going fine," She says curtly, jutting her chin out defiantly. "Me and my friend Danny started a petition to fix the leaky faucets in the girls and boys' bathrooms in order to conserve more water for the rest of the city."
She eyes his face, waiting to see if anything like recognition flashes through it. And- and nothing. Sam breathes in slowly through her nose, trying to quell the red that's blurring the edge of her vision -- does he just, not know where Danny is?
Her parents however, make vaguely displeased expressions. "Our Samantha is... quite passionate about her pet projects." Her dad says, laughing low and nervously, "she's very vocal about silly things like that."
"Her friend Daniel is perhaps even worse than she is sometimes." Her mother adds on, fanning her face with her perfectly manicured hands with a sigh. "I swear, he's the one that keeps dragging her into these things."
Sam's anger turns on its head, and she whirls on her heel like a fire-breathing dragon. "It's Danyal." It rolls out like instinct. Danny's told them both that he hates the Americanized pronunciation of his name, but in a rare moment of restraint, puts up with it for reasons unknown to her. "And Danny doesn't make me do anything, it was my idea."
The name, Danyal, seems to ring some kind of bell in Brucie Wayne's head, because she sees him and Damian quietly perk up like two cats pricking up their ears. Her eyes flick onto him immediately, something dangerous rearing its head. So Bruce Wayne knows about Danny. And he's not reaching out to him. Is he? She's not sure.
She does know that she's gonna rip his throat out if she finds out that he's known about Danny this entire time and has been ignoring him while favoring his little brother. She'll hunt down Aragon herself and steal his dragon-shifting amulet and wreck house on Bruce Wayne if that's the case. Batman and his league of vigilantes be damned. Her parents don't notice her slowly turning head towards Bruce.
But Bruce does, and she makes direct eye contact with him. His smile doesn't falter, he just tilts his head like a curious puppy and looks at Sam's parents. She hopes Bruce can read minds, she hopes he can hear her threatening him.
"Danyal?" He asks, and Sam doesn't know if she hates the fact that he said it correctly or not. She just continues burning holes into him and hoping he might spontaneously combust.
Her mother waves her hand dismissively, tilting her nose up poshly into the air. "Our dear Samantha's little... foster friend from school," she says, not even bothering to hide her disdain, "a creepy little boy with the most garish scar on his face. He's a rude little thing, not good for polite company."
Scratch that, Sam mentally alternates between ripping into her parents and Bruce. She whirls on them. "Do not talk about Danny that way." She all but snarls, and they all but ignore her.
(She's tearing up the upholstery when she gets home. She's going to paint over the fine china. She's going to do something to make them pay for this.)
"Oh yes, he was taken in by that freaky Fenton family a few years ago." Her dad continues in lieu of her mom, and they both shake their heads disapprovingly. "It's just what our city needs, another menace."
"Danny is not a menace." Sam continues, raising her voice while her hands shake with rage. Her parents finally look at her, but she can already tell that they're going to scold her for raising her voice. She bulldozes over them and jabs her black-painted finger at them. "He's got a bigger heart than the both of you combined."
"Samantha, please." her mom says, exasperated. They both give her disapproving looks, Sam thinks about grabbing champagne off the tray of a nearby waiter and throwing it in their faces. "You defend that boy far too much. What do you actually know about him and his family?"
Sam sets her jaw, puffing herself up like a dragon protecting its hoard. She steps into her mom's space. "I know that he loves the stars; you can ask him anything about astronomy and he could give you an entire lecture on the formation, class types, and various gasses that stars are made up of. He can tell you how the Earth was formed, he can tell you about the visible light spectrum and about light curves, and a whole ton of other stuff that I don't really understand. But Danny loves talking about it."
Her face twists and scowls, "I know he cares a ton about the environment and about fixing light pollution, and preserving the forests and natural habitats of animals." She nearly jabs her finger into her mom's chest, "I know he loves dogs, and that there's one he feeds every day on the way to school that he calls Cujo, its a St. Bernard puppy and Danny carries him around whenever he sees him after school, and is in the middle of training him."
It's not a total lie, but it's not the whole truth either. Cujo doesn't need food, but Danny gives him it anyways. "I know he likes spicy food and loves movies but specifically only sci-fi and horror, and he hates most martial arts movies. His favorite superhero is the Martian Manhunter, but Batman comes in at a close second." For reasons to her that were pretty unknown, but it didn't matter.
"I know he loves wordplay and making puns, which I would have never expected from him when we first met, but it's so unbelievably Danny-like that I can't imagine him not making puns." And she smiles a little to herself, she remembers the first time Danny intentionally made a pun once and it got startled laughs out of both her and Tucker.
Her smile suddenly falters, and she swallows. Her lips purse up, wobbling, and she very quickly glances over to Damian Wayne, of whom is watching her with a vaguely bewildered expression alongside Bruce.
She turns her eyes back onto her parents. "And I know that he worries a lot, even if he has a shit way of showing it. I know he had a little brother that he hasn't seen since he was adopted by the Fentons, and he doesn't talk about him often but when he does he he calls him 'starlight'." From the corner of her eye, she sees Damian jerk.
"So- so, so what if he's not 'good for polite company'." Sam's voice, embarrassingly, cracks down the middle. But she's so angry over Danny's behalf that she doesn't really care. "Or that he can be mean, and critical, and stubborn. He's learning, and he's becoming kinder by the day. That's more than I can say about you."
(She remembers when Danny finally admitted to her and Tucker being his 'closest friends'. It was sometime before the portal incident, and it felt like a milestone because beforehand he only really referred to them as his companions or allies.)
(At the time, he'd looked unsure of himself. Skittish like a stray in the back of an alleyway, almost shy in his own way. It had come out stilted, slow, like an infant taking its first steps, and it would have been endearing if it hadn't been heartbreaking.)
Her parents rear back like she'd struck them, and her mother holds a hand against her chest in aghast. Sam doesn't care, she blinks the sting out of her eyes. "Samantha." Her mother starts.
Sam cuts her off, "I don't care what you have to say, you-- you pricks." she snaps, around her, there are gasps. Belatedly, she realizes she's grown an audience, but again she doesn't care. "Danny might be an asshole, but he cares. And I'd rather be around someone whose mean but cares, than someone whose nice but doesn't."
With that, she whirls on her foot and turns on Bruce Wayne, who has been silent the entire time with a surprised expression on his face. He starts to shake out of it when Sam turns to him, but she doesn't give him the chance to speak. "Enjoy your party." She snarls, and then stalks away.
#dpxdc#dp x dc#dp x dc crossover#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dpxdc crossover#dpdc#danyal al ghul au#older brother danny#sam is one protective gal. this scene went differently in my head. way differently. but alas. i am not complaining.#sam: if bruce wayne abandoned my best friend i'm gonna physically transform myself into a dragon and incinerate him. how dare he.#bruce and damian got to watch in real time as a random girl who knows danny suddenly realizes he's related to them. which is comical to me#because she suddenly goes from being disinterested but weirded out by damian. to suddenly looking at bruce like she's gonna kill him#which is very funny to me bc from their pov at first its like this random girl just speedran hating bruce. and then her parents bring up he#friend danny and then she calls him danyal. and suddenly its starting to click into place like 'oh fuck wait we may just have a lead on --#-- finding danyal and his whereabouts.' especially after sam's mom mentions the scar on his face. like wow. what a crazy ten minutes.#not seen but def happened: sam gets her phone out to go text danny in the corner. she's not gonna bring up the bruce thing yet. she needs#a pick me up. related note: danny and tucker know she's gone to some gala thing with her parents but not to a wayne gala. if danny had know#he may have told her that he was related to damian wayne. just to prepare her for that. not so sure on the writing in this one folks#but i also dont wanna go through and edit anything its like half past one in the morning and i also dont wanna wait until morning to post#when i can just do it now. and get instant serotonin. i thought of this scene in various ways. like sam calling damian 'danny' out of shock#and then quickly correcting herself. and then excusing herself very quickly. or her mentioning that damian resembles her friend danny a lot#so she was just thrown off by him. because i def think that could happen if sam has no reason to think that she needs to hide danny from th#waynes. i also thought about her parents mentioning that damian resembles danny a little bit. only for one of them to go 'oh no no couldn't#- be. how insulting to damian since the daniel they know has this horrid scar on his face.' and then go from there. either way i thought#a scene like this would be fun. get to also kinda explore how danny looks like from his friends' povs. of which he is#'our lovable jerk who is an ex-cult member and whom we will maim someone over.'#not a scene that was added but i wanted to: sam mentioning in parenthesis that she and tucker think danny was part of a cult prior to the#fentons. and that sometimes danny will say something alarming and sam and tucker will stare at him until he frowns and goes#“that... isn't normal. is it?” and tucker will clap his shoulder and cheerfully go “no buddy. no it isn't” bc i think the idea is funny.#sam is so focused on the idea that bruce abandoned/ignored/was unaware of danny's existence that she momentarily forgot that bruce may have
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the one time my brother flirts with a friend of mine is when she’s wearing a costume of a male character
#tbf it was a mr dacy costume#both of my brothers and me are pan and thats just hilarious to me#and i told my mom and she was like damn ngl i think i might be too#anyway#i felt like sirius watching my younger brother flirt with one of my best friends
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also I think it’s time for a little Elly Lore Update because I feel like I mention so many people on here and y’all need to understand who I’m taking about when you attend the virtual sleepovers 😌
#SO. other main characters in this story:#♦️ my bestie (a.k.a. Best Friend Number One) — I’ve known her for basically ever and NO ONE annoys me like her but also we’re#too close and too important in each other’s lives to ever break up (Alexa play “Stuck With You” by Huey Lewis)#♦️ bestie number two — my Secret Keeper and probable future maid of honor. the only one of us with a boyfriend#♦️ my (honorary) little sister (a.k.a. the 13-year-old) — a girl wise beyond her years but also. yk. thirteen. I always have a blast with h#♦️ my mom and dad — self explanatory#supporting cast members:#♦️ bestie number two’s older sister — a dear friend of mine as well who is engaged to be married but is doing so in Colombia#meaning I can’t go and I’ve been inconsolable about it for weeks#♦️ bestie number two’s boyfriend — literally one of the chillest guys I know. he’s also the younger brother of her big sister’s fiancé#♦️ twinkling watermelon bestie: my other Secret Keeper and my kdrama buddy. we especially bonded over TWM#♦️ Coworker Elizabeth — the lady I work with who I used to think disliked me but now always feeds me when I’m there :)))#mmmm I think that’s it for recurring characters. then there’s the Love Interests:#♦️ The Ex Crush (a.k.a. donut boy) — my first crush who I didn’t see for years after first meeting him and then met again last year#and had dinner with his family but he didn’t really talk to me and then I saw him again earlier this week and he ignored me completely#♦️ Big Dramatic Crush — my last Big crush who I liked for two years and suffered over tremendously. he’s not really important anymore#but I do use him as a reference point often enough. there’s Before Him and there’s After Him#♦️ Three-Day Crush — what it says on the tin. a guy I liked for three days just a bit after moving on from Big Crush#and then it ended horrifically and gave me a deep fear of ever developing another crush EVER#♦️ flan boy — the boy who thawed my heart more than a year after the saga of Three-Day Crush by showing kindness and a smidge of interest#but then apparently didn’t have That kind of interest in me so I decided to move on#and lucky I did because now my bestie (who knew him first and used to ship me with him) has fallen for him herself#and yep! that’s the main cast here on whenthegoldrays.com#hope you enjoyed this lore update that no one asked for 🩷#elly's posts
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I'm on an OC kick and also super indecisive so I spun a wheel (thank you for choosing for me, RNG).
Ricardo is a body guard and is bffs with Marlo. Ricardo's current job is watching after a celebrity's daughter who the public doesn't know even exists. She's just a teenage girl vibing with her mom and getting texts and calls from her dad (who loves her a whole lot and keeps her out of the spotlight very purposefully) and has this bodyguard and his weird friend. Marlo is just vibing with his best friend.
(Also Marlo would absolutely laugh if he heard Ricardo say "someone called me eye candy and it wasn't you and now I think you should call me that")
#my characters#i have an ask in my inbox that has me obsessively thinking about drawing fanart#but i just dont have the energy for what i want to draw for it#its been a rough day guys im dying (allergies and lacking sleep)#(why are allergies so bad today i ask after shoving my face into a cat while knowing im allergic to cats)#there are some prices i will always suffer and pay in life and the cat allergy is one of them you cant keep me away from a cat#im shoving my face in their fur and you CANT STOP ME FROM IT and also they kept bothering me#anyway i got to bed at like 6am after a lot of zoomies and restless legs and then#woke up with both cats in the guest bed with me and man i will not know peace for a few days#worth it tho bc i love them and i will take suffering if it means cattention#i dont really have much to say about the ocs tbh theyre just buddies being guys and then theres a teenage girl sometimes#and people suspect ricardo is her dad and she cant really say no my dads (celebrity) since thats the entire point of rico#so she makes sure its not troublesome for him to have people assume things like that and hes just#idc im in love with my best friend and hes not giving me any kids so not like anyone will start drama if im not with your mom#but he is also ! friends with the celebrity and his wife so he does just go on Family Outings with the wife and daughter#and sometimes marlo because the wife knows of him and invites him sometimes but she treats#rico and marlo like sons instead which is a bit weird to the daughter but she likes her weird fake brothers slash dad and question mark#marlo dyes his hair pink if that matters and has been doing so for a v long time
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thoughts on 114???
FIRST OF ALL SIGMA REMAINS EEPY.......... FREE HER
- dazai rolling on the ground had me cackling AND THE WAY CHUUYA WAS SO USED TO IT
- apparently fyodors true ability is some sorta imortality thingamaijigg????? (tbh makes sense bc in dead apple he could NOT get sepparated from his power, implying that it had to be relevant to his lifespan somehow, & "killing people on touch" seemed too. off?? for dead apple to work)
- someone mentioned thay fyodors ability looks like the one who killed kyoukas parents and im losing my mind
- so fyodors gonna possess someone next right. im p sure chuuya and dazai are safe so. that leaves. eurrm.
- IF FYODOR POSSESSES SIGMA IM GOING TO BREAK DOWN DONT DO THIS TO ME DONT DO THIS TO HER SHE BARELY HAD A LIFE BEYOND BEING MANIPULATED PLEASE. AND HER CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT ARC SEEMS ALMOST????? COMPLETE???? I AM IN GREAT FEAR 🥲👍
- another juicy scrunchy possibility is fyodor possessing nikolai - who barely had any screentime so far. rubs hands evilly. fyolai fusion dance. kill that clown
- oh and theres also the guard zombies laying around yeah yeah. but if fyodor possessed one of them well that would be incredibly boring.
#please dont go thinking i hate nikolai hes one of my highest kins#i have 2 ways of loving a character and thats either my son / daughter / mom / girlfriend / big brother / best friend / pet rock#or kill them (affeccionate)#bsd 114#bsd spoilers#long post#ask
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#walked into this cafe yesterday and got the greatest ego boost known to mankind#the cute little barista guy -99.9%queer brother- stared at me and kept going oh my god??#and i go huh#and he tells me i look and sound like his best friend in the world and its a halloween miracle#even as i leave he makes sure to ask if i know -insert name- or if i think we are related#i go and look her up#sister is this gorgeous blonde glowy skinned model looking resting bitch face having angel#and mind you im in my hometown walking around after a funeral and an intense the world is unfair cry sesh#in my moms old coat and adidas sweatpants#anyway girls are real and i got compared to a beautiful one and im happy#and the extra syrup in my coffee was free
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#my mom really has a thing for siding with people who have in some ways hurt me???????????#1st the cousin who should never be named. and now... remember the one who was my best friend?#and left the country without telling me and I had to find out because her brother told my mom?#(weeks after my mom told me she was not my best friend actually? this is another drama omg)#well girl just showed up in my place and now I can't leave my room until she leaves. because I refuse to talk to her#but my mom suddenly loves her (she didn't love her before. she couldn't stand her even) and won't let her go#mother of the century right?#really want to know who the hell I was in a previous life because I was punished in this one by 1) being born in this country#2) having this mother. holy shit I must have been a serious monster#random#personal#my shitty English#all of this with a headache. woohoo!
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this is NOT me complimenting a man I still feel abandoned by him but I always had such a hard time believing alcohol makes men violent because my father is the worst alcoholic in my life but when he's drunk he mixes languages cries he loves his four children (us and my cousins) and tries to teach anyone he can grab wayñu
#I do know my father through the 'people's lawyer' bullshit nickname and very good portuguese and public speaking skills#so it is fun whenever he trips and throws spanish#he's gonna die of cirrhosis one day I know it#my grandma's brother died because he smoked a single week after a heart surgery#I expect my father to be similar with drinking. and my best friend the same with smoking#I hate male addicts even the 'nice' ones#I'm trying to beat my drinking for my girlfriend in a way he never did for my mom or us#but that's not the point. point is alcohol only ever made him more loving and he was sober in every fight I've watched him pick
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It has not been a good day
#ooc#my brother is losing his job#my best friend since 5th grade let me know that her mom is going into hospice#who I care about a lot#and I care about her a lot obviously and she just had a child#ask to tag#death#job loss#idk
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today a friend at church asked if I or my brother was older and I said my brother, and then my mom threw in “but she’s the oldest”, to which I further clarified that our middle sister is actually the big sister of the sibling group
the youngest maintains her title of “baby of the family”
#if anyone wants to know what our family dynamic is 😂#on the one hand I don’t really know why my mom meant but on the other…yeah it makes perfect sense#I don’t have eldest daughter syndrome but I DO have bossy older sister issues#(several friends have assigned me big sister vibes so it works y’know?)#(I do try to work on the bossiness but it’s kind of my…what’s the word? fatal flaw? that’s not right…)#meanwhile our middle sister gets along best with everyone and keeps the peace and is also the most intimidating#(none of this was helped by people continually assuming the middle sister is the oldest. and sometimes that I’m the YOUNGEST)#(more so when I was a teen admittedly)#our brother is just kind of…there? firstborn and only son but those titles carry next to no weight#mine
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yall I want TDS3 tickets so badly 😭 but I don't know who to even go with and I'm not going by myself.... but I'm also seriously thinking I'm just gonna go ahead and try to get tickets on friday anyway
#last year i went with my mom and she enjoyed it#but im not entirely sure she wants to go again#and then my best friend doesn't like kpop at all lmao#but I don't know i might be able to get her to go w me but#i dont know how she'll feel about the traveling in chicago by ourselves thing#bc when we last went there together for a concert we were with her ex and he did the driving#so my last option is my brother lol because i asked the other day if he wants to go to chicago#and he did say yes so i told him attendance at the concert is mandatory#kpop is also absolutely not his genre of music#even though he listens to a little bit of a lot of stuff like country and pop and broadway musicals#like dude you'd love the theatrics of kpop and the gaybaiting they do? thats something he might like#and then one of my choices was my moms best friend bc she said after she saw my moms videos of tds2#that she wanted to go see a kpop concert because she loves showmanship so she saw the eras tour and#fell in love so i think she would like kpop. she loved the wrist light things TS did so lightsticks are definitely#something she'd enjoy and the choreography#i really think it's just the language barrier that's preventing my brother and best friend from wanting to go#and the language barrier that keeps my mom and her best friend from probably enjoying the music as much#because my mom loved one direction so a kpop boyband isn't too far off from that#oh also i think my friend will tell me no because i've already turned her down for plans like a week or two before that#because i won't have PTO to use at work because i'll have just gotten back from a vacay that uses i all#and then i'm gonna turn around and take 2 days off for a concert (travel time sucks)
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alhamdulillah
#idk why but last july/august keeps popping up in my head lately#without divulging many details very traumatic thing happened. familial stuff#like a week before my birthday and then my mom had to travel too#and for that whole week i didn't know how to exist. just looking at him made me sick and thinking about how alone i was#and how alone i'll be on my birthday made me cry every single day for a week straight. i missed my brothers so bad#my birthday came around and it was one of the best i'd had in recent years. thanks to my friends#idk what i did to deserve such beautiful people in my life. alhamdulillah
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Didnt wanna derail someone elses post but they were talking about how they feel like they bore their cg cuz all they wanna do is cuddle and stuff.
I have the opposite problem. I fear asking too much, because i get bored. All the cg babysitters ive had, most tend to leave me to my own devices while they do other things. They'll show me where the toys are, and im left to play. And thats ok...for a little while.
But what i want is someone to play WITH me. The few time we were cuddling and i said i was bored and wanted to play, theyd ask what i want to play. And i say i dont know, i dont know how to play, i just know i wanna do it.
I need them to take me to the toys, and sit with me. Play WITH me. You cant just...take off and leave me alone. That's not fair. That's not fair at all. Stay with me. Play with me. Please dont leave me alone for so long.
I start to get...fussy, after a while. Frustrated. Kicking and poutting because this isnt what i want. I know what i want, but i dont know how to ask for it. I try to tell them, but half the time they just...never see me again. I want to play, i dont want to be alone all the time. Being alone was the problem in the first place
#putting this down here so this doesnt get too depressing#as a kid i often played alone#i had church friends and some friends i floated around#but i most often remember being alone in my room playing with my webkinz#mom cleaned the house dad went to work and my brothers were older teens and young adults#i didnt go to a lot of sleepovers save for the church ones#and at a certain age everyone stops playing with toys#at around 10 or 11 my best friend and i moved on to roleplaying because toys were for babies#but i wanna play#i wanna play with my stuffies with you. i wanna stack blocks with you#i wanna color and draw and play with my building toys with you#please dont leave me alone again#please.#sfw littlespace#sfw agere#sfw little blog#agere#sfw babyfur#sfw babyspace#agere blog#little space sfw#age regression#age regressor
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I get why people think it had to end this way. With Ted going to be with his son. And I get that. I honestly do.
But there is no going back to when they were all a happy little family. There's no slipping back in and having a happily ever after. Not when he left because they were so unhappy.
'Cause you know what? Kids can tell. Divorced kids can especially tell. They know when their parents don't get along, they know when a parent is sad.
We never once saw Henry ask Ted to come back to Kansas. Instead he asked for tours of the london sewers and played at the club and with the girl in the park. We saw him care about Nate, as a lego person and at the game.
So Ted should have asked Henry what he wanted and we, the audience, should've gotten to see that answer. He should never have made that decision for Henry without his input because Henry will know
What Henry needs is consistency from two happy parents. And Ted upending three years of a london life that Henry was included and involved in? That's just another upheaval in Henry's life that he'll have to deal with by, I guess, "being a goldfish" because apparently that's what Ted's teaching again :sigh:
#ted lasso spoilers#ted lasso#cause yeah I know about sacrificing your job and any chance of your own life for kids#I've given up the last 9 years of my life to take care of my 4 nieces because my brother and sil can't get their stuff together#they're together and best friends/ they're separated/ they're getting divorced / they're back together but the girls say they fight#but they're "always best friends!” according to my brother#but when I ask the girls if they're happy their mom is back and they say no bc they know their dad is sad even though he says he's happy?#children KNOW
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I also have good things going on in my life. I am going to get more into Crafts. and my dear irl now has free range of Having A Car and said we will hangs out. and also as always The Puter is a Place Your Friends Are. And I am not bound to school any more :3 So 2025 Could be my year. Maybe
#vwoop.noises#might even go see my grandparents more often since im not supposed to be at school#but. ughhh Ages ago my brother got into a car accident and took my moms car bc hes employed#and he/we cant afford another one . For Obvious Reasons#So this has also made everything worse.#Which. I have to learn how to drive again maybe seeing my dear irl do it effortlessly has given me a bit of confidence#But I do not want to learn in my dads pickup truck whos only ecological niche is killing children#On account of I don't want to kill children.#(Also I will Get Scared again. If I Try)#.. maybe in some years. I will ask my best friend. To teach me. Or something. Or I could ask my brother but hes also scary#But there's been a bus extension out here for a second and I still have a free bus pass. So I could just do that. N get out sometimes
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