#my jams ❤️‍🩹

[yyoon5]

@jjeongdaee

[yyoon5]

musings on July

"NW" Zadie Smith, "the Hands of Friendship" in Yerevan (@metamorphesque). "Jane Eyre" Charlotte Brontë (@flowerytale), Franz Kafka’s Diaries (@hungryfictions), "Summer night by the beach" Edvard Munch, "A Magic Mountain" Czeslaw Milosz (tr by Czeslaw Milosz and Lillian Vallee), "Answer July" Emily Dickinson, "Four Sunflowers Gone to Seed" Vincent van Gogh, The Diaries of Franz Kafka (@shisasan)

[strongestbanner]

What If:

Logan and Victor decide to forgive each other, escape together and live in a small cabin located in Argentine Patagonia (probably in the Río Negro province, towards the mountains of the west) 🏡❤️‍🩹🇦🇷

They both accepted that they are two sides of a same coin, and they'll always be there for each other, no matter the circumstances <3

(If you wanna cry at the end, keep reading)

Logan gets addicted to drink mate and can't live without his thermo (he choose Lumilagro when he just arrived bc he didn't have enough money for a Stanley thermo, but he doesn't give a f*ck). His favorite yerba mate is Rosamonte: the most bitter yerba mate for his taste 👌🏻

Vic shows off Logan the words he already knew in Spanish after so many missions. Now he learned to say to Logan: "enano boludo" (fool runt) just for piss him off.

Victor has become very punctual at merienda time, he always waits for Logan with sweet facturas (like biscuits, croissants) (sometimes Logan is sick of eating sweet, so he asks Vic to bring salty facturas too). Also, Victor LOVES membrillo's facturas (quince jam) (his beard always ends up dirty as if he had blood on it, never forgetting his animal instincts).

Of course, Logan got a job at a sawmill, he has too much experience with wood hehehe. And Victor worked for a time in a food distributor for a bakery, but he got fired bc he was caught stealing some cookies with membrillo. So, now he stays at home doing housework (surprisingly, he's very clean and hates finding cobwebs on the ceiling).

Logan secretly listen to Tango music, somehow he feels internally moved and sometimes cries too!! He also bought some Carlos Gardel vinyls to send for Laura's birthday <3

They both bought earplugs to use once a month bc they discovered that they have a lobizón neighbor 2 km away (the argentine werewolf 🐺).

At first they slept in different rooms, until Victor decided to have a sleepover after watching a chick flick movies marathon with Logan over a weekend (yes, they have Netflix). How did he convince him? He used his secret weapon: kitten eyes ✨ This is how slowly Victor's old room was transformed into a leisure room. Now they have a shelf full of classic literature books (and Spanish literature too bc Vic is so interested in it and he wants to still learning). Some CDs and vinyls of Logan bc he also likes argentinian national rock (He seems to like "Los Piojos", "Intoxicados", and "Patricio Rey y sus Redonditos de Ricota" 😂).

This is for the argentine fans: LOGAN SUPPORTS BOCA JUNIORS CLUB 💙💛💙 He's not a very huge fan for football games, but he stays focused watching them. While Vic usually falls asleep at half time on the sofa with him.

Victor convinced Logan that he would control his bloodlust, so their household is never short of a good supply of meat. Unfortunately, this is a vile lie. When Logan is away, Victor takes advantage of those free hours to hunt and devour little animals like hares or deer. He knows his schedules and how much time he has to clean up his tracks. Who knows how long he can sustain the lie 🫣

In my mind their first kiss was PURRFECT. The coldest month is July (it's winter there), so, after a week of overcast skies, one night Logan went outside the cabin to smoke a joint. He observed the number of visible stars until he realized that Victor was stalking him with a cup of tea in his hand. They both sat on the front steps and IT JUST HAPPENED. Logan tried to deny what happened, FOR SEVERAL DAYS. But Vic managed to take away his embarrassment and make him enjoy it many times more bc he ✨obviously✨ kissed him first.

It hadn't been a year yet and Logan had invited the X-Men to his whereabouts to celebrate his birthday in October. Logically, Victor didn't like this idea at all, so he decided to flee to the forest. Logan had so many feelings fluttering in his chest, but he knew better than to waste such a beautiful and special day. He looked for Victor and found him cooling off in a river. He was so upset and a little jealous, but Logan convinced him because they would make barbecue. It was a VERY uncomfortable moment for Victor, he was not sorry for what he did, but Logan took care of making him feel part of his family <3

Ofc, I wrote all this with my tears.

I don't consider myself a good writer and my English is very poor, but if anyone wants to make a fanfic or fanart of this TAG ME PLS 😭💖

[roabythecow1]

Meet The Bloggerrrrr:

Hi! I'm Roah 🧡, Roaby 🐄, Bee 🐝, or Pearlaby 🎀. We have another alter too but you won't meet them online. Roah also likes the nickname Heifer 🧡. I'm an adult. They/them, shey/heyr, hey/heym. I'm comfortable with both feminine and masculine terms. Also a bisexual, aspec furry ayooooo. ✌️ Other hot attributes of mine I'm comfortable sharing: autism, OCD, probably dyscalculia and for sure a reading disorder of sorts.

I list these things because it is genuinely important to me that people know them. Please keep in mind my reading comprehension issues if you regularly interact with me. Also, important notes: Roaby can be manic to an extent and Bee is young and often dissociated.

I'm an off and on traditional and digital artist 🎨, crafter ✂️, songwriter 🎶, poet ✒️, original story and fanfiction writer 📝. Aside from merch, I collect stickers 💟, stuffed animals 🧸, LPS 🐱, CDs 💿, pins 🧷, jars 🫙, feathers 🪶, animal bones 🦴, dead butterflies 🦋, turtle stuff 🐢, bear stuff 🐻, and cow stuff 🐮.

Beloveds:

Yellow 💛, brown 🤎, Thai food 🍜, mandarin oranges 🍊, sweet tea 🫖, coffee ☕️, therians 🐈‍⬛️, PEARL 🎀 (She's literally me guys), For Forever by Ben Platt 💙 and Ultimately by Khai Dreams 🌸. My family means the world to me and I LOVE my friends and Discord server 🫶.

PSSSSST 🗣 @funky-introverted-writers

(Click "keep reading" to see my most influential media, side blogs, and Tumblr mutuals 💛)

Most influential media:

Undertale (The Dark Ages...) 💀❤️, Handplates Undertale AU 💀❤️‍🩹, Steven Universe 👽🌎, My Little Pony 🦄✨, Good Omens 😈😇, Camp Camp ⛺🙄, Dear Evan Hansen 🫂🏳️‍🌈, Moomin Valley 🍃🏳️‍🌈, Avatar The Last Airbender 🧑‍🦲⬇️, Adventure Time 🗡️🐶, Rick and Morty 🥼🧪, Rise of The Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles 🐢🐀, Community 🫂🎓, Bluey 🐶💙, Fionna and Cake 🗡️🐱, Helluva Boss 🔫😈, Animal Jam 🐰🐾, Bo Burnham 😃🔫, Ben Platt 💙🏳️‍🌈, Cavetown 🧑🏻‍🦰🐸, Tiny Tim 🥰🌷, The Front Bottoms 💔🥲, MARINA 🖤🙄, Madilyn Mei 👩☕, Noah Khan 🌲😔, NF 💔🔗

Side blogs:

@roabythecow @roahs-lps-ark @in-tandem-with-fandom @funky-introverted-writers

Tumblr mutuals:

@i-got-da-rubes @blinday @housefinches @gaybabything @notebook-enthusiast @sweet-summer-dreams @historianroo @spinspoon @penciled-palominos @hauntedestablishments @thatoneuserwho @airbluest @pileofpawns

[violetmuses]

Special Occasion - A. Aretas 🖤❤️‍🩹

Title: Special Occasion - A. Aretas 🖤❤️‍🩹

Fandom: “Bad Boys” Film Universe

Character: Armando Aretas

Pairing: Armando Aretas + Female Reader

Main Storyline: You capture Armando's interest one night. @nelo0wesker

====

2020

“Might as well do something cool with this new drop. We got money.” Leaving the Miami Harbor with Armando Aretas, Zway Rodriguez yapped in the passenger seat.

“We're not friends.” Armando kept driving and focused on the road.

“Got you.” Zway knew so much better, shutting up when this car returned downtown.

______

This large-scale South Beach venue jammed all night long as you hustled behind the bar. Vibrant neon lights would capture every single corner.

“Hola, Mami.” You immediately recognized Zway Rodriguez, but don't panic, serving the goon to avoid drama.

“Fireball as usual, Z?” You've learned his favorite drink.

“Of course.” He's always terrible with flirting.

“All right.” You nodded and prepared his drink on cue

Steps away, Armando watched everything through silence and cringed, knowing that Zway couldn't really pull attention.

“What's wrong with you, man? We're out, act like it.” Facing Armando, Zway couldn't afford problems.

You offered Zway shots of Fireball, but Armando stepped up, locking eye contact.

“Can I get something for you?” You didn't recognize the handsome stranger near Zway.

“No, but when are you done tonight?” Armando rasped.

“Soon.” You acknowledged the building clock just in case.

“Okay. I have something for you.” Aretas played his game even further.

“See you then.” You nodded toward this man and finished helping other patrons.

At that same moment, Zway glanced over his shoulder near Armando and laughed past the booming music.

____

Later that night, you've cornered between spotlights and counted cash while sitting on Armando's lap. Leather pants covered his legs.

Meanwhile, Zway found his own “date” and took over the dance floor.

“You're in charge now?” You stopped counting the money while Aretas breathed toward your neck, engulfed by perfume.

“It's a plan.” Armando says. You've learned that the Aretas Cartel drifted through shadows like ghosts, horrific in many ways.

“Just don't bother me. I like my job.” You offered full eye contact with Armando.

“Deal.” Aretas made this vow and kissed your cheek, disappearing without fail as you keep the cash.

You'll probably never see him again.

[yyoon5]

We will come together when twin souls reunite.

Keep it real, don't wanna wake up.

Never wanna open my eyes...

[cansglasschrome]

in the five minutes 🕰️ worth of lost time that i had when i was passed 😵 out 💀 on the supermarket 🛒‼️ floor i 👀 saw you at the head 🙏 of the heavenly chorus ⛪️ and i heard your 🎼song ringing 🎵 all through 🎵 the store 🎶❤️ in the five minutes 🕰️ when my broadcast 📻❌ got pre-emptied i saw you touch down 👇 you were no longer dead 🙅‍♂️⚰️ i was happy to see ya i had lots of questions 🤨❓and i put hand 🤝 to the wound in your head ah the blood 🩸 all of that blood 🩸❗️all of that warm 🔥 blood❗️flowing freely from you⛽️ in the five minutes 🕰️ i was dead to the world 🌎 🗡️ in a place far away📍from my friends and my home 🏡 i 👀 saw you with a smile 😇 on your radiant face ✨🥹 amidst all of the cans🥫🛢️and the glass🫙and the chrome 💫 and in those five minutes 🕰️ my signal was jammed 🔕 the frequencies 🎙️~ that i received were so ✨ pure ✨ that i almost 🤏 believed that the sight 🫣 of the hole 💀 in your skull 🕳️ was a thing that my heart could endure ❤️‍🩹 ah the blood 🩸 all of that blood 🩸❗️all of that warm ❤️‍🔥 blood❗️flowing freely from you ⛽️

[yyoon5]

adult punch soon & first book in years

[yyoon5]

I love Gyubin and admire her so much. I really hope once I'm published that I can make art similar to her's...

song rec of the day : really like you by gyubin (규빈)

this is so cute and refreshing, please give it a listen! the mv is so pretty too ♡

[pumpumdemsugah]

What you said about Janelle Monae is funny because it’s the exact same thing I think about her lmao. I loved her when she came out then she said some dumb shit and I ignored her until PYNK. That Tessa Thompson/Lupita era where they were faking like they were a lesbian threesome was corny (the online yt queers couldn’t get enough which is how you know it was lame lol) but the songs were hits! Then she said more stupid shit about black womanhood and kind of lost me for good but recently I found myself jamming to a couple of her new songs even though she still on my idiot list lol. It’s crazy how people can be so talented in one area and complete dummies in another

She irritates me every couple of years but she makes hits

I've been in the trenches since 2009. I've come to accept she will get in my nerves 🧘🏾‍♀️but I will always love her annoying ass. When I was on forums me and this other teenager would constantly be irritated by her. It felt like we were her only fans. I'm glad she's big enough to get on other people's nerves as well ❤️‍🩹 wish she would stop but she will not

[iambountyfan]

"the cover ended up being me in my jams and the inner of my winter jacket. it was just that merge that was off but truthful to the moment. i was super upset when this photo was taken." – ionnalee commenting on the artwork for CLOSE YOUR EYES. ❤️‍🩹

[yyoon5]

I want your safe word, your passive resistance,

The sickness you foster, your favorite addictions.

And I want your nightmares, the ghost in your doorway

Your paralyzed sleep and your...

Flower Face - Spiracle

[hotarutranslations]

Fukuoka!!

Evening

On the way home, sitting next to me, Mei said,

This photo is my treasure😆💚

Like, I looked at it and,

Its a 2shot with Ikuta-san and Ikuta-san

.😂😂😂👏🏻

Eeeh… Isn't that too cute… Eeh..

.🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️

Eeh… Cute…

.🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️

This, is a photo Mei took for us but, That option was included, in Mei's folder, Her saying that it was her treasure,

I took damage from it now with how cute it was🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️ lol

Ikuta-san's hometown, A concert in Fukuoka

Thank you very much💚

WaaA,

I'm interested in the Kyushu way of clapping after cheering~😂😂🙇‍♂️🤦🏻‍♀️😂 (From the evening MC)

It was very hot! There was probably steam coming out of my body! Like an Aura!

The 2 performances were like, I'll concentrate really hard…!

Due to Kitagawa Rio-chan's poor health, she took a break today, Again, it felt like you could really feel, that we were missing 1 member

.🩵🩵

When I got the message this morning, That Kita-chan would be resting,

Just thinking about scenes where Kita-chan really sings and dances, It was like, I wonder if today will be like that~~, therefore, excessively, due to the timing,

My heart fell…at that time

I realized that was her presence

I hope she gets better soon❤️‍🩹

Yokoyama Reina-chan who was resting, was back from yesterday JAPAN JAM! Since the spring tour has also returned, The number of smiling flowers has increasing, and I'm also relieved🌻 I'm happy its bright🌻

I'm sorry for worrying all of the fans, Excuse me

I'd be happy if you enjoyed today as well

2 performances in Fukuoka! Thank you very much!

1 more performance for GW…

Wait for us in Ehime, the day after tomorrow---!

Thank you for your hard work today as well🪽

📺Hello Pro Dance Gakuen Season 11

April 18th 11:30PM~ A Learning From TSUKUSHI-san Adventure🕺

Sendai Broadcast "Ara Ara Kashiko" April 13th (Sat) at 10:25AM~ Ishida Ayumi Goes~!

📺Sendai Broadcast "Sendai Broadcast-san's "Did You Know!? Have You Eaten It!? Everyone's #MiyagiMeshi Project supported by Midori Gin Soda"

27th (Sat) 6:30PM~

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The previous shows, and makings, are on OX VIDEO STORE!

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May 15th Release Morning Musume '23 Concert Tour Fall "Neverending Shine Show ~Seiki~" Fukumura Mizuki Graduation Special YokoAri's 2nd Day With Fukumura-san's Graduation Performance

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⚾️《LIVE DAYS！～Exciting Big Exhibition Match～》 June 2nd(Sun), after the Hokkaido Ham Fighters vs. Yokohama DeNa Baystars match, Morning Musume '24 will be having a special mini live!

🪩The MusiQuest 2024 July 21st (Sun) PiaArena MM

We're challenging a new festival stage❤️‍🔥 Absolutely, Definitely, Thank you for your support❤️‍🔥

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Airs Every Saturday, On Radio Nihon at 12:00AM~

Past Broadcast Episodes Are Available →Program Details

Yamazaki Mei's Panda-san Daisuki!! ~Expressing Love Towards My Favorite Panda-san♡ ver.~ in Adventure World

Yamazaki Mei's Panda-san Daisuki!! Mei-chan's Holiday. Adventure World with Oda-san and Ishida-san

see you ayumin <3 https://ameblo.jp/morningmusume-10ki/entry-12850949351.html

[lilacella]

Hello!! Can I get these for the ask game, please 😊

3. ❤️‍🩹Which story/fic of yours do you wish you could rewrite completely?

4. 🫸Something you would never write? (Trope, Ship, Genre, etc)

Thanks for the ask!🥰

3. ❤️‍🩹 Probably would rewrite Nightsky. It was the first longer thing I wrote in English after years and I think it kind of shows 😬 I don't think it's a total desaster but it could definitely be better.

4. 🫸 shipwise I am very open minded and I think you can make most ships work with enough effort so I wouldn't categorically exclude anything (though I really can't see myself writing Jegulus 😂). Other than that I am not a fan of Omegaverse type of stuff. Nothing wrong with it, it's just not my jam. But who knows what the future will bring🙃 Generally I'm very open for pretty much anything if I can find a way to vibe with it😅

writer ask game

[cherry-leclerc]

enemies to lovers?

right person, wrong time?

slowburn without endgame?

GIRL, YOU KNOW THAT'S MY JAM!! 😍😍❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹🫠🫠

[yyoon5]

someone needs to take me slow-dancing to this song honestly...

나 그댈 위해서 다 주고 싶지만

그댄 나를 위해서 아껴뒀으면 해요

나 그댈 위해서 죽을 수 있지만

그댄 나보다 더 오래 살았으면 해

나 그댈 위해서 노래 부르지만

그댄 나를 넘어서 노래했으면 해요

나 그대보다도 잘하고 싶지만

그댄 나보다도 더 넓었으면 해

보이지 않는 것도 믿고 싶은데

���패하지 않는 사랑이 있나요

그댄 나를 위해서 다 주고 있지만

난 그대보다는 덜 주고 싶어요

우리의 마음을 저울에 달아보면

분명 기우는 쪽은 네 쪽일 거야

보이는 것 그대로 믿고 싶은데

실패하지 않는 사랑이 있나요

실패하지 않는 사랑이 있나요