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One love and another man down.
Soon touch heaven when your body work.
#shygirl#spotify#music#new music#it's not really that new but roll with it mf#pinkpantheress#isabella lovestory#club shy#my jams ❤️🩹#if you didn't know I fuck with shygirl heavy well...this might be a bad way for you to find out 🤭#they all slayed with the lyrics so hard. I swear. pinkpantheress is really sending me with lyric in pink though.#Spotify
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What If:
Logan and Victor decide to forgive each other, escape together and live in a small cabin located in Argentine Patagonia (probably in the Río Negro province, towards the mountains of the west) 🏡❤️🩹🇦🇷
They both accepted that they are two sides of a same coin, and they'll always be there for each other, no matter the circumstances <3
(If you wanna cry at the end, keep reading)
Logan gets addicted to drink mate and can't live without his thermo (he choose Lumilagro when he just arrived bc he didn't have enough money for a Stanley thermo, but he doesn't give a f*ck). His favorite yerba mate is Rosamonte: the most bitter yerba mate for his taste 👌🏻
Vic shows off Logan the words he already knew in Spanish after so many missions. Now he learned to say to Logan: "enano boludo" (fool runt) just for piss him off.
Victor has become very punctual at merienda time, he always waits for Logan with sweet facturas (like biscuits, croissants) (sometimes Logan is sick of eating sweet, so he asks Vic to bring salty facturas too). Also, Victor LOVES membrillo's facturas (quince jam) (his beard always ends up dirty as if he had blood on it, never forgetting his animal instincts).
Of course, Logan got a job at a sawmill, he has too much experience with wood hehehe. And Victor worked for a time in a food distributor for a bakery, but he got fired bc he was caught stealing some cookies with membrillo. So, now he stays at home doing housework (surprisingly, he's very clean and hates finding cobwebs on the ceiling).
Logan secretly listen to Tango music, somehow he feels internally moved and sometimes cries too!! He also bought some Carlos Gardel vinyls to send for Laura's birthday <3
They both bought earplugs to use once a month bc they discovered that they have a lobizón neighbor 2 km away (the argentine werewolf 🐺).
At first they slept in different rooms, until Victor decided to have a sleepover after watching a chick flick movies marathon with Logan over a weekend (yes, they have Netflix). How did he convince him? He used his secret weapon: kitten eyes ✨ This is how slowly Victor's old room was transformed into a leisure room. Now they have a shelf full of classic literature books (and Spanish literature too bc Vic is so interested in it and he wants to still learning). Some CDs and vinyls of Logan bc he also likes argentinian national rock (He seems to like "Los Piojos", "Intoxicados", and "Patricio Rey y sus Redonditos de Ricota" 😂).
This is for the argentine fans: LOGAN SUPPORTS BOCA JUNIORS CLUB 💙💛💙 He's not a very huge fan for football games, but he stays focused watching them. While Vic usually falls asleep at half time on the sofa with him.
Victor convinced Logan that he would control his bloodlust, so their household is never short of a good supply of meat. Unfortunately, this is a vile lie. When Logan is away, Victor takes advantage of those free hours to hunt and devour little animals like hares or deer. He knows his schedules and how much time he has to clean up his tracks. Who knows how long he can sustain the lie 🫣
In my mind their first kiss was PURRFECT. The coldest month is July (it's winter there), so, after a week of overcast skies, one night Logan went outside the cabin to smoke a joint. He observed the number of visible stars until he realized that Victor was stalking him with a cup of tea in his hand. They both sat on the front steps and IT JUST HAPPENED. Logan tried to deny what happened, FOR SEVERAL DAYS. But Vic managed to take away his embarrassment and make him enjoy it many times more bc he ✨obviously✨ kissed him first.
It hadn't been a year yet and Logan had invited the X-Men to his whereabouts to celebrate his birthday in October. Logically, Victor didn't like this idea at all, so he decided to flee to the forest. Logan had so many feelings fluttering in his chest, but he knew better than to waste such a beautiful and special day. He looked for Victor and found him cooling off in a river. He was so upset and a little jealous, but Logan convinced him because they would make barbecue. It was a VERY uncomfortable moment for Victor, he was not sorry for what he did, but Logan took care of making him feel part of his family <3
Ofc, I wrote all this with my tears.
I don't consider myself a good writer and my English is very poor, but if anyone wants to make a fanfic or fanart of this TAG ME PLS 😭💖
#sabretooth#victor creed#wolvertooth#Sabrevine#james logan howlett#wolverine#headcanon#marvel#x men 97#xmen#alternate universe#Argentina AU#status CRYING#they're so gay asf#mi gente latino
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Meet The Bloggerrrrr:
Hi! I'm Roah 🧡, Roaby 🐄, Bee 🐝, or Pearlaby 🎀. We have another alter too but you won't meet them online. Roah also likes the nickname Heifer 🧡. I'm an adult. They/them, shey/heyr, hey/heym. I'm comfortable with both feminine and masculine terms. Also a bisexual, aspec furry ayooooo. ✌️ Other hot attributes of mine I'm comfortable sharing: autism, OCD, probably dyscalculia and for sure a reading disorder of sorts.
I list these things because it is genuinely important to me that people know them. Please keep in mind my reading comprehension issues if you regularly interact with me. Also, important notes: Roaby can be manic to an extent and Bee is young and often dissociated.
I'm an off and on traditional and digital artist 🎨, crafter ✂️, songwriter 🎶, poet ✒️, original story and fanfiction writer 📝. Aside from merch, I collect stickers 💟, stuffed animals 🧸, LPS 🐱, CDs 💿, pins 🧷, jars 🫙, feathers 🪶, animal bones 🦴, dead butterflies 🦋, turtle stuff 🐢, bear stuff 🐻, and cow stuff 🐮.
Beloveds:
Yellow 💛, brown 🤎, Thai food 🍜, mandarin oranges 🍊, sweet tea 🫖, coffee ☕️, therians 🐈⬛️, PEARL 🎀 (She's literally me guys), For Forever by Ben Platt 💙 and Ultimately by Khai Dreams 🌸. My family means the world to me and I LOVE my friends and Discord server 🫶.
PSSSSST 🗣 @funky-introverted-writers
(Click "keep reading" to see my most influential media, side blogs, and Tumblr mutuals 💛)
Most influential media:
Undertale (The Dark Ages...) 💀❤️, Handplates Undertale AU 💀❤️🩹, Steven Universe 👽🌎, My Little Pony 🦄✨, Good Omens 😈😇, Camp Camp ⛺🙄, Dear Evan Hansen 🫂🏳️🌈, Moomin Valley 🍃🏳️🌈, Avatar The Last Airbender 🧑🦲⬇️, Adventure Time 🗡️🐶, Rick and Morty 🥼🧪, Rise of The Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles 🐢🐀, Community 🫂🎓, Bluey 🐶💙, Fionna and Cake 🗡️🐱, Helluva Boss 🔫😈, Animal Jam 🐰🐾, Bo Burnham 😃🔫, Ben Platt 💙🏳️🌈, Cavetown 🧑🏻🦰🐸, Tiny Tim 🥰🌷, The Front Bottoms 💔🥲, MARINA 🖤🙄, Madilyn Mei 👩☕, Noah Khan 🌲😔, NF 💔🔗
Side blogs:
@roabythecow @roahs-lps-ark @in-tandem-with-fandom @funky-introverted-writers
Tumblr mutuals:
@i-got-da-rubes @blinday @housefinches @gaybabything @notebook-enthusiast @sweet-summer-dreams @historianroo @spinspoon @penciled-palominos @hauntedestablishments @thatoneuserwho @airbluest @pileofpawns
#discord server#writers#fanfiction#authors#roahs dialog#meet the blogger#furry#autistic adult#traditional art#digital art#undertale#steven universe#mlp fim#good omens#camp camp#dear evan hansen#moomin valley#atla#adventure time#rick and morty#rottmnt#community show#bluey cartoon#fionna and cake#helluva boss#animal jam#bo burnham#ben platt#cavetown#tiny tim
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Special Occasion - A. Aretas 🖤❤️🩹
Title: Special Occasion - A. Aretas 🖤❤️🩹
Fandom: “Bad Boys” Film Universe
Character: Armando Aretas
Pairing: Armando Aretas + Female Reader
Main Storyline: You capture Armando's interest one night. @nelo0wesker
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2020
“Might as well do something cool with this new drop. We got money.” Leaving the Miami Harbor with Armando Aretas, Zway Rodriguez yapped in the passenger seat.
“We're not friends.” Armando kept driving and focused on the road.
“Got you.” Zway knew so much better, shutting up when this car returned downtown.
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This large-scale South Beach venue jammed all night long as you hustled behind the bar. Vibrant neon lights would capture every single corner.
“Hola, Mami.” You immediately recognized Zway Rodriguez, but don't panic, serving the goon to avoid drama.
“Fireball as usual, Z?” You've learned his favorite drink.
“Of course.” He's always terrible with flirting.
“All right.” You nodded and prepared his drink on cue
Steps away, Armando watched everything through silence and cringed, knowing that Zway couldn't really pull attention.
“What's wrong with you, man? We're out, act like it.” Facing Armando, Zway couldn't afford problems.
You offered Zway shots of Fireball, but Armando stepped up, locking eye contact.
“Can I get something for you?” You didn't recognize the handsome stranger near Zway.
“No, but when are you done tonight?” Armando rasped.
“Soon.” You acknowledged the building clock just in case.
“Okay. I have something for you.” Aretas played his game even further.
“See you then.” You nodded toward this man and finished helping other patrons.
At that same moment, Zway glanced over his shoulder near Armando and laughed past the booming music.
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Later that night, you've cornered between spotlights and counted cash while sitting on Armando's lap. Leather pants covered his legs.
Meanwhile, Zway found his own “date” and took over the dance floor.
“You're in charge now?” You stopped counting the money while Aretas breathed toward your neck, engulfed by perfume.
“It's a plan.” Armando says. You've learned that the Aretas Cartel drifted through shadows like ghosts, horrific in many ways.
“Just don't bother me. I like my job.” You offered full eye contact with Armando.
“Deal.” Aretas made this vow and kissed your cheek, disappearing without fail as you keep the cash.
You'll probably never see him again.
#alcohol tw#tw alcohol#tw alchohol mention#movies#jacob scipio#bad boys#armando aretas#bad boys ride or die#bad boys for life#armando aretas x reader#armando#armando x reader#dark themes#angst#slight angst#open ending#🖤#❤️🩹#fanfiction#drabble requests#my writing#violetmuses#💜#flash warning
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*.•. Marissa .•.*
🩷Currently playing🩷:
💫✨📺Anthems for a seventeen year-old girl📺✨💫
💖Hi! I’m Marissa!!!💖
•.* Feel Free To Send Doodle requests! I’ll do any of the fandoms listed below!<3
•.* 18/yrs
•.* she/her
•.* bisexual-sapphic, cisgender
•.* autism, ADHD, OCD, and MDS
•.* Artist!
•.* Furry
•.* I HAVE A GF HISSSS GET AWAY👁️👅👁️🫀
*.•. Fandoms .•.* *.•.(SFW).•.*
*.• MLP
*.• FiveNightsOfFlirting (I STILL LOVE FRITZ)
*.• GAVRIL
*.• Rebornica! (Don’t support creator) /I LOVE FRITZ)
*.• METAL FAMILY!!!🎶 (17+)
*.• Mushroom Oasis!🍄
*.• The Phobia Project (Mortisfox)
*.• FNAF
*.• PURPLE «Director’s Cut» (17+)
*.• Vocaloid
*.• LPS!!!
*.• Undertale (horrortale too)
*.• PINKY AND PEPPER FOREVER!!! (18+)
*.• Marble Hornets!!!💞
*.• MouthWashing!💊
*.• MHA
*.• Foxes!!!🦊
*.• Creepypasta
*.• Eddsworld
*.• TMNT! (2012/Rise)
*.• Visual Novels
*.• Cinnamoroll!
*.• The Sims 4!
*.• John Doe (Mortisfox)
*.• panty and stocking🫢🌸 (18+)
*.• Cosplay!
*.• Gorillaz!
*.• ANIMATION MEMES
*.• TINR💧❤️🩹 (sigh…Sid🤤)
*.•. Fandoms .•.* *.•.(NSFW).•.*
DNI WITH THESE FANDOMS IF YOU ARE UNDER 18 (that goes for things I repost/post from those fandoms)
°.~Main Hyperfixations:
*.• BTD-BTD2-TPOF-YKMET (REN HANA MY BBG»»»)
*.• TheKidAtTheBack (UGHHH I LOVE JERICHO ICHABOD HELPPP🌙✨💜)
*.• BROKEN COLORS>> (DG AND GUNTHER ARE YUMMY)
*.• The Groom Of Gallagher Mansion (TAYLOR POTTS🌻😃)
*.• SunnyDayJack!!! (SHAUNNNN DURAND COFER AHHHH🦇🐈⬛)
°.~Other Fandoms I’m in:
*.• Monster x Mediator
*.• Frostbite❤️
*.• Enough Pie For Us (Szarlotka my beloved)
*.• LittleFox (UNDERATED CHECK IT OUT IN ICHI.IO)
*.• DatchaBoPet
*.• Yandere Simulator(I DONT SUPPORT YANDERE DEV YUCKY)
*.• LurkingForLove
*.• MyDearHatchetMan
*.• YourBoyfriend (I don’t support fuboo/pirate the game y’all)
*.•The Loverman Killer!!!
*.•. Music .•.*
*•. Mitski
*•. MARETU!!!🖖👁️🪽
*•. Jazmin Bean
*•. Anrianne Lenkar
*•. Alex G
*•. Asteria
*•. Baby Bugs
*•. Chappell Roan
*•. Get Scared
*•. Girlfriends Mourning💞🌸
*•. Gorillaz
*•. Rebzyyx
*•. Lumi Athena
*•. MARINA
*•. Måneskin
*•. Mother Mother
*•. Odetari
*•. SUICIDAL-IDOL💖
*•. The Living Tombstone
*•. The weeknd
*•. Toby Fox
*•. ThxSoMch
*•. Vylet Pony
*•. Wowaka
*•. Yaelokre
*•. LADY GAGA🙀🫶
*.•. YouTubers .•.*
•*. ESPOIS DU VIDE MY BELOVED!!!
•*. Danny Gonzalez
•*. Jay From TheKubzScouts!!!
•*. Memeulous
•*. Cam Kirkham
•*. KURTIS CONNER
•*. Drew gooden!!!
•*. Jarvis Johnson!!!
•*. MINDPULP🗣️🗣️
•*. Daz Games
•*. Vanoss
•*. UhYeah
•*. GenerationDefenders!!!
(UNDERRATED QUEEN)
*.•. Interests .•.*
.•* Figurine collector!!! (vocaloid mainly but some funko pops! And blind boxes!)
.•* LPS Collector!!! (New and old>)
.•* Pin/Button collector!!!
.•* Bracelet making!!! (Pony beads/Kandi)
.•* Art Print Collector!!!
.•* PLUSHIE collector!!!
.•* ART (ALL FORMS OF ART>>>)
.•* Keychain collector/maker!!!
.•* Guys…I might be a bit of a Collector girlie…🪽🪽
.•* CRAFTING!!! (Making cosplay props and making all my cosplay:3)
.•* keyboard and ukulele🎹 (don’t know how to play professional)
.•* OC Making
.•* playing project sekai (I don’t know any of the story, I just play on expert/master at 10.7😔)
.•* Mincraft
.•* ROBLOX🙂↕️😏
.•* ANIMAL JAM (I own a corsac fox🤩)
.•* Writing!
.•* singing:3 (I’m not the best but who gives a shit huh???😝🙌)
.•* PLAYING MY DS AND 3DS>>>
I think that’s it lol, sorry to yap HAHAHWJEHD
I’ll post my stuff one day when I’m not busy🙂↕️
Anyways that’s it
•*. BYE LOVIES .*•
•.°»«*•.°.:💫🎶💬 🤍 💬🎶💫:.°.•*»«°.•
#marble hornets#yandere#pinky and pepper forever#ren hana#ykmet#tpof#btd#btd2#the groom of gallagher mansion#sunny day jack#broken colors#frostbite#purple#tkatb vn#the kid at the back vn#intro post#introduction#looking for moots#lets be moots
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in the five minutes 🕰️ worth of lost time that i had when i was passed 😵 out 💀 on the supermarket 🛒‼️ floor i 👀 saw you at the head 🙏 of the heavenly chorus ⛪️ and i heard your 🎼song ringing 🎵 all through 🎵 the store 🎶❤️ in the five minutes 🕰️ when my broadcast 📻❌ got pre-emptied i saw you touch down 👇 you were no longer dead 🙅♂️⚰️ i was happy to see ya i had lots of questions 🤨❓and i put hand 🤝 to the wound in your head ah the blood 🩸 all of that blood 🩸❗️all of that warm 🔥 blood❗️flowing freely from you⛽️ in the five minutes 🕰️ i was dead to the world 🌎 🗡️ in a place far away📍from my friends and my home 🏡 i 👀 saw you with a smile 😇 on your radiant face ✨🥹 amidst all of the cans🥫🛢️and the glass🫙and the chrome 💫 and in those five minutes 🕰️ my signal was jammed 🔕 the frequencies 🎙️~ that i received were so ✨ pure ✨ that i almost 🤏 believed that the sight 🫣 of the hole 💀 in your skull 🕳️ was a thing that my heart could endure ❤️🩹 ah the blood 🩸 all of that blood 🩸❗️all of that warm ❤️🔥 blood❗️flowing freely from you ⛽️
#first goats song i fell in love with and my brain is pretty much a nonstop loop of it at this point#oat post#the mountain goats
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What you said about Janelle Monae is funny because it’s the exact same thing I think about her lmao. I loved her when she came out then she said some dumb shit and I ignored her until PYNK. That Tessa Thompson/Lupita era where they were faking like they were a lesbian threesome was corny (the online yt queers couldn’t get enough which is how you know it was lame lol) but the songs were hits! Then she said more stupid shit about black womanhood and kind of lost me for good but recently I found myself jamming to a couple of her new songs even though she still on my idiot list lol. It’s crazy how people can be so talented in one area and complete dummies in another
She irritates me every couple of years but she makes hits
I've been in the trenches since 2009. I've come to accept she will get in my nerves 🧘🏾♀️but I will always love her annoying ass. When I was on forums me and this other teenager would constantly be irritated by her. It felt like we were her only fans. I'm glad she's big enough to get on other people's nerves as well ❤️🩹 wish she would stop but she will not
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"the cover ended up being me in my jams and the inner of my winter jacket. it was just that merge that was off but truthful to the moment. i was super upset when this photo was taken." – ionnalee commenting on the artwork for CLOSE YOUR EYES. ❤️🩹
#ionnalee#iamamiwhoami#twimc#twimclabel#To whom it may concern.#close your eyes#new music#audiovisual#album#jonna lee
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Fukuoka!!
Evening
On the way home, sitting next to me, Mei said,
This photo is my treasure😆💚
Like, I looked at it and,
Its a 2shot with Ikuta-san and Ikuta-san
.😂😂😂👏🏻
Eeeh… Isn't that too cute… Eeh..
.🤦🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️
Eeh… Cute…
.🤦🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️
This, is a photo Mei took for us but, That option was included, in Mei's folder, Her saying that it was her treasure,
I took damage from it now with how cute it was🤦🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️ lol
Ikuta-san's hometown, A concert in Fukuoka
Thank you very much💚
WaaA,
I'm interested in the Kyushu way of clapping after cheering~😂😂🙇♂️🤦🏻♀️😂 (From the evening MC)
It was very hot! There was probably steam coming out of my body! Like an Aura!
The 2 performances were like, I'll concentrate really hard…!
Due to Kitagawa Rio-chan's poor health, she took a break today, Again, it felt like you could really feel, that we were missing 1 member
.🩵🩵
When I got the message this morning, That Kita-chan would be resting,
Just thinking about scenes where Kita-chan really sings and dances, It was like, I wonder if today will be like that~~, therefore, excessively, due to the timing,
My heart fell…at that time
I realized that was her presence
I hope she gets better soon❤️🩹
Yokoyama Reina-chan who was resting, was back from yesterday JAPAN JAM! Since the spring tour has also returned, The number of smiling flowers has increasing, and I'm also relieved🌻 I'm happy its bright🌻
I'm sorry for worrying all of the fans, Excuse me
I'd be happy if you enjoyed today as well
2 performances in Fukuoka! Thank you very much!
1 more performance for GW…
Wait for us in Ehime, the day after tomorrow---!
Thank you for your hard work today as well🪽
📺Hello Pro Dance Gakuen Season 11
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27th (Sat) 6:30PM~
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The previous shows, and makings, are on OX VIDEO STORE!
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see you ayumin <3 https://ameblo.jp/morningmusume-10ki/entry-12850949351.html
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youtube
#youra#미미#유라#k indie#music#my jams ❤️🩹#haven't posted music here in a while...#music video#songs#now listening#Youtube
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Hello!! Can I get these for the ask game, please 😊
3. ❤️🩹Which story/fic of yours do you wish you could rewrite completely?
4. 🫸Something you would never write? (Trope, Ship, Genre, etc)
Thanks for the ask!🥰
3. ❤️🩹 Probably would rewrite Nightsky. It was the first longer thing I wrote in English after years and I think it kind of shows 😬 I don't think it's a total desaster but it could definitely be better.
4. 🫸 shipwise I am very open minded and I think you can make most ships work with enough effort so I wouldn't categorically exclude anything (though I really can't see myself writing Jegulus 😂). Other than that I am not a fan of Omegaverse type of stuff. Nothing wrong with it, it's just not my jam. But who knows what the future will bring🙃 Generally I'm very open for pretty much anything if I can find a way to vibe with it😅
writer ask game
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enemies to lovers?
right person, wrong time?
slowburn without endgame?
GIRL, YOU KNOW THAT'S MY JAM!! 😍😍❤️🩹❤️🩹🫠🫠
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Pssst hey maybe don’t read this point cause it’s pointless rambling about my emotional state so if that’s not your jam continue on with your regularly scheduled ethical goon sesh or whatever you all do on here this is for me more than anything
Yeah I know kink blog but I like venting. so. Sometimes I feel like I have days where I just feel like screaming into the void and expecting it to say anything back and I just never can do it? Like I know I’m introverted but not having anyone to really talk to on a daily basis just maximizes my feelings of loneliness and it just. Really sucks? Like there’s so many people on here that have been so nice and mutuals who are all cool and people I go *eyes boing mouth drops open to floor awooga etc* and I just. Feel so overwhelmed by even the day to day mundane stuff that just shouldn’t be that hard?? And I just look at messages from people and I just freeze up like I don’t feel they should deal with me? And yeah I’m in therapy and I talk about this stuff, and I’ve improved a lot in the last nearly 2 years going but it just feels so empty. Like do I want to be in a relationship again and do I want to pour my heart into every single situation possible to make it work? Yeah. But I don’t want to be an emotional screwup and perpetuate a cycle that’s just depressing and sad like I keep falling into, realizing it after a few days and trying so desperately to bounce back and just be who I’d like to be. I simultaneously complain about being isolated and not feeling alone, yet I beat myself up over and over again for not putting myself forward in the first place. I just want to be in a good stable place, and sometimes I can feel glimpses of it, something a few years ago I could never do, yet everything I do both doesn’t feel like enough and I know isn’t enough. Writing stuff like this helps somewhat but it just leave me with that empty unresolved feeling I wish it didn’t, but I guess I can’t do everything right to help myself. I’m not proofreading this or anything I just needed to trauma dump so yeah if you read to this point hey hi henlo I’m sorry just you know, bare with me for being human I just want to feel better ❤️🩹
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💝 Who’s Coming Towards You in Love? | Pick a Card 💝
This pick a card reading touches on who you might encounter within your love life and their energy, regardless of your relationship status. Pick a number and read the message below. Mind you… there are songs that are in each pile that you may have to listen to on your own. Read the qualities of your person if they resonates as well. Let me know in the comments if this resonates. ☺️
🥰 Pile 1 🥰
This person could be an ex or an old lover. They still have old feelings for you. Your person is to the point where they are willing to stick around and make things work, whether good or bad. Y’all may had good times, but when it was time to get serious in the relationship, the passionate love was gone. ❤️🩹
😍 Pile 2 😍
2 - Your person is romantic and charming. They will love to be around you, take you out on dates, and just treat you really good. It seems that this person knows what they want and is willing to give their all to that special person like yourself. 🥰
💕 Pile 3 💕
3 - Your person is someone who wants to give the world to you. They are really relying on giving you everything you want and wanting to share it with you. Though, this person has to be able to get out of their head a lot, and get into being more vulnerable with their emotions and heart if they are seeking a long-term, balanced relationship. 💍
I am not taking personal readings at this time. If this resonates with you, you may send a love donation through my CashApp ($KekeWin23) or PayPal ([email protected]). 🥰
Decks: Soulful Jams @soulfulbeauty111 | Black Hollywood Romance Stars Oracle Part 2 + Le Menu Personality Oracle @harmony_soulreadings (Both from Instagram)
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July Is My Jam 🤘🏼🎶
Today’s the first of the month and not just any month, July. It’s been one year since Eddie said one of his iconic lines and my personal favorite. 🥰
His legendary concert in the upside down 🎸🎶🦇
And when he became a hero by not running away ❤️🩹the gif of that scene would be too much
When you think of July you may think of those Eddie moments, but to me when I think of July, I think about the great firsts that Joe experienced, Tonight Show, 🌕 Stranger Things Experience, 🌈 Access Hollywood (reading thirst tweets) 😏and meeting Metallica at Lollapalooza 🎸🤘🏼
#joseph quinn#joe quinn#joseph quinn stranger things#eddie munson#chocolate button eyes#quinnies#quinn nation#stranger things eddie#eddie the freak munson#eddie munson stranger things#eddie stranger things#eddie the hero#kas eddie munson#eddie thoughts#eddie this is for you#eddie the banished#jq#master of puppets#stranger things#stranger things 4#this is music#corroded coffin#quinnie nation
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Just Rolling With It: Hardest lesson I’m learning about love ❤️🩹
08/08/24
I realize between my initial upbringing, being the family caretaker where I had to take care of many people as a teenager and young adult, I had to be totally selfless. Then dating toxic people who are 100% selfish. It’s never really been about me and it’s uncomfortable when it is 😝😝😝
my ex Andrew dumped his stress on me and made me feel bad for it. Now when my current relationship stresses to me about work or money, I feel bad although I refuse to carry his stress or take on the blame like I did with Andrew. I have tried to express to my new man I won’t accept the stress. He cries to me we don’t have money and so I fully cooperate and try to help save but then his only way to show me love is in buying me gifts 🤦🏻♀️
ok so how can I be ungrateful for a nice gift? I can’t but I do feel sooooo freakin bad because I know what he spent and what money we have in the savings. I can’t get through to him. I would rather have a hug but no. That’s too much affection….. why are men so difficult??
why do men always act so tough and strong and hide emotions?? I guess most of them were raised not to be able to show much emotion. 😕 Like I need to hear how you feel. I need to be held and told everything is ok. Something I’ve never had in any of my relationships. However, having to let expectations go and accept people for who they are. You can’t make anybody be what you want them to be. Bottom line.
Hardest lesson I’ve learned about love so far is letting go. Letting people be who they wanna be and go where they wanna go. Love what they wanna love. Even if they don’t ever love me ❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹 whatever. It’s made me hard.
but I do believe my husband loves me. Just wish he could show it without buying me something 😝 cuz I know he’s gonna complain about our savings account and I am NOT gonna wear the blame. I did NOT ask for any gifts. He just can’t stop spending money. I do love my gift and I’m not ungrateful just frustrated 😩 mostly frustrated towards the past. The past does not change but learning many lessons from it in the present. 💝
btw listen to my new fave jam by Ely Oaks:
#my story#unpacking#emotional abuse#self awareness#self reflection#self worth#healing journal#healing journey#love langauges#toxic relationship#family caretaker#emotional wounds#emotional barriers#heart break#ely oaks#life lessons#SoundCloud
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