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iii giving ivy some sweet affection (x)
#my heart can’t take these two#any of it#im choking up#THE AFFECTION IS KILLING ME#iii#iv#sleep token#loving the love#shenanigans#affection#smooches#kinda#or snuggles
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Feel free to take this time on this request. /gen
Since your Phoenix can come back from the dead, I wonder if you can draw Reginald's reaction to finding out about Phoenix's multiple deaths.
(How he finds out is up to you. But if you want an idea: Zoraxis memory reading machine upon Phoenix getting captured.)
rule number one of being a handler: never, ever panic in front of the agent. if you stay frosty, then they won’t panic either. Reginald is going to hang on to these feelings and quietly have a crisis once they’re safely back at base, where Phoenix will never know.
#we all know that Reginald’s mask only cracks when he can’t actually find the agent and he otherwise takes everything in stride#he’s actually very careful with his emotions it’s just hard to realize bc he covers it up with quips and jokes#like in First Class when he’s like “enemies have found you. good for them!”#he definitely had a mini heart attack when he found that out and was desperately trying not to show it#plus he’s a smart guy and was already suspicious bc Phoenix would do stuff before he told them to#like two days after this the implications of dying dozens of times over will suddenly hit him and he’ll start asking more questions#but yeah the initial reaction i’d guess would be shockingly tame#thanks for the ask!#i expect you to die#ieytd#agent phoenix#reginald crane#the handler#my art#trying out type for the speech bubbles bc writing it takes foreverrrrr#feel free to keep the asks coming i am so bored all the time
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MY HEART IT HURTS!!!😭😭😭😭
The ending of this was too heart wrenching oml. Viv did it again, she made me cry. The next episode better have some kind of resolution or talk with blitzo and stolas again cause I can’t stand what just happened!
#helluva#helluvaboss#helluvaverse#blitz helluva boss#blitzo#helluva boss season 2#helluva boss season two#helluva boss season 2 episode 8#helluva boss the full moon#stolas goetia#stolas#my heart can’t handle it#my heart cant take it#too much angst#crying right now#this ending made me cry#millie helluva boss#loona helluva boss#cherubs#helluva boss fizzarolli#new episode#😭#so sad#viviziepop#vivziepop#moxxie helluva boss#blitzo x stolas#stolas x blitz#blitzo helluva boss#blitzø
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AAAGAGAGAGAHAHAAHHAHAH
HER SHAKY VOICE, HER ERRATIC AND SHALLOW BREATHS, HER EVASIVE EYE CONTACT, THE WAY SHE ADMIRES AND TAKES IN EVERY FEATURE OF HER FACE WHEN CAIT’S HAND CUPS HER CHEEK, THE TEAR THATS BRIMMING ON HER EYE??! THE WAY SHE LEANS INTO THE KISS SO PASSIONATE AND LOVINGLY
THIS GIRL HASNT FELT LOVE IN SO LONG, SHES BEEN CONSTANTLY NEGLECTED AND I WANT HER TO BE LOVED AND CHERISHED BAD
#it’s so over#my heart can’t take it#arcane#caitvi#caitlyn kiramman#vi arcane#haha love haha#they will be alright!#PLEASEEEE#arcane season 2#arcane season two#season 2 spoilers
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having read nearly all of the Jeeves short stories, it’s so funny to me that Bertie’s bisexuality manifests as casting a wide but shallow net at girls and a narrow but ridiculously deep net at men. He thinks girls are pretty on a reasonably frequent basis, and has tried to marry at least four women thus far (not counting the unwanted engagements), but when it doesn’t work out he’s over it in 24 hours. Meanwhile he shows absolutely no interest in and never gives flattering depictions of 99% of the men in his life, but will praise Jeeves to anyone who will listen, wax poetic about his appearance (and get defensive on his behalf about it when a child insults it), and is absolutely inconsolable when they are separated.
(also Bertie is in no way allosexual. he is canonically terrified at the thought of reproducing. and due to the narrow but deep net on the other end I don’t imagine he’s going around sleeping with loads of men, either. that man’s either demi as hell or just entirely ace)
#red randomness#jeeves and wooster#bertie wooster#reginald jeeves#wooves#jooster#100 and up neat#finally determined my take on Bertie orientation and had to get the thoughts out#granted I have only read the first three short story collections + Extricating Young Gussie (re: none of the novels or last two stories)#so I can’t speak for the few stories following that or any of the novels#but this is my StanceTM#curious to see what that pastiche Jeeves and the Wedding Bells is like and whether or not it matches this#because if it’s focused on a Bertie het romance then I have trouble seeing it#he truly doesn’t seem invested enough in women for it to carry a whole book???#they’re more like crushes or cheery whims#while Jeeves is so close to his heart that he can’t bear to be without him. a source of comfort as a person beyond just what the man does#side note there are two pastiches I’ve heard about that put Bertie with Bobbie Wickham and that sounds untenable lmao#Bertie would be at his wit’s end#also I heard she gets a guy later anyway?? and at this point Bertie’s already fallen out of love with her besides???#truly the greatest sin of those two pastiches is separating him from Jeeves though. good fucking luck#it also sounds like the show is kinda different?? but I’ve never seen it#anyway I’m rambling without all the information so maybe this is total nonsense but hey!
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underrated soft duo❤️💚
#even tho azula deserved her big bother#i loved seeing these two haha#also i still love how zuko takes off his hoodie even tho toph can’t see like ahh my heart#also wished toph could see zuko because ik she’d be all over him and sokka llol#wish we got more#toph understood him aww#atla zuko#prince zuko#zuko gifs#toph beifong#toph beifong gifs#zuko and toph#atla#atla gifs#avatar the last airbender
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The song’s name is Wangxian
Im serious, I’m going to cry
#its just so sweet#its adorable#man those two#i can’t take it#my heart#have mercy please#wei wuxian#lan wangji#wangxian#grand master of demonic cultivation#mdzs
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“You and I, we stand by the light only to cast shadows and beget darkness; you with Eraqus, me with my sister. And when that light disappears, we lose our purpose and are swallowed by the void”
#man I am just insane about that quote#I love the way dark road takes so many concepts that are typically associated with light#(Empathy love+the way baldrs name means light)#And makes them into things of darkness#At this point this child of destiny super-empathy thing has been nothing but a curse to our two empaths#It’s only made them more prone to darkness#Or true darkness at least#I’m really interested to see how this plays out with our third empath sora in kh4#Y’know because he doesn’t have any of his friends#there’s no ‘being of light’ he can use to unconsciously defend from true darkness#He doesn’t have a hoder/eraqus#Anyway#Xehanort/baldr will kill minimum two people because they lost their comfort person and be like ugh can’t help being an empath 🫤#Kh#Khdr#Hoder#My art#Kh fanart#Kingdom hearts#Kingdom hearts dark road#Xehanort#Eraqus#baldr#Dark road#Undescribed
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Mayhaps cooking up a Sandman x DBD crossover featuring some much needed Sandflower… 🤔 or am I?
Stay tuned 👀
#dbd#dead boy detectives#it makes sense I promise#the sandman (2022)#morpheus#my heart can’t take two idiots in love#dream of the endless#the sandman#lord morpheus#nuala x morpheus#nuala sandman#nuala of the faerie#charles rowland#edwin payne#dead boy detective agency#angst
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If Ulysses has a million haters, then I'm one of them. If Ulysses has one hater, then I'm THAT ONE. If Ulysses has no haters, that means I'm dead. If the world is with Ulysses than I’m against the world.
#this is slightly joking but like also not but also like am mixed on Ulysses on many factors#infuriating because i sympathize with his pain but it’s like#he is a well written and fundamentally flawed character whose hypocrisy I found doubly in#black characters I can tell were designed by white people with a semblance of an understanding of activism and bipoc oppression#but not enough for the character to not feel like hand holding for the majority white audience#plus personal grips with the whole twisted hairs thing and reference to slave braiding patterns#Ulysses irks me as a black person on a weird personal level and I can go into debt on why him being black is a big detractor for him to me#like he continues this cycle of distancing himself from his roots before remembering over and over again through his actions#he leave so much in his wake that the courier ends up correcting or helping like in honest hearts and old world blues because he’s self#righteous in a subtle way even to himself that he believes he stand out of his one man rule when he does not play an active hand#saw a post talk about how you choose to continue moving through his story and can leave at any moment and this it is partially your fault#but what of the oath that is set before you and is forced to take that he set up#I do not have to walk it but when I do the steps are not my own but those taken for me#you have to go out of your way to change it which is not something he expects because he’s playing by a story he’s been perpetuating in his#head about you two and the effect one man has when he’s continually been that one man more so than you as many of his actions directly lead#to the one you go through also the irony in the flag he continues to bear being the real reason he has no home#like he reps it when the package is likely enclave and thus use the same symbol#also still can’t get over how anyone could have delivered the package and he tries so hard to act like it was the couriers destiny or fate#when this was the one case of chance and that once man was likely a enclave engineer and how it’s really is never one man#it the process and he’s so annoying about it like he’s a cool character but if you don’t believe in his philosophy or already went through#these ideas cause they are very common talking points in poc especially BIPOC spaces he’s just old hashings and stunted#fallout#fallout new vegas#Ulysses you upset me but I’m like I feel you could be better if you weren’t so incessant#I don’t think I ever want to make a serious post stating this about him just because I’d start yapping and it’d never get finished#ulysses fnv#fnv ulysses#lonesome road
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I mean I’m obsessed with crash landing on you because it’s like if a hallmark movie was good and that is fascinating to my brain and healing to my heart.
#I didn’t think such a thing was possible#I’ve been living very much in a world of extremes lately re: Art#like. on the one hand all the great works I teach just taking OVER my brain#and my knowledge of them deepening at a very rapid pace#(sometimes in a too terrifying way so I feel like I’m hurtling down a hill. it’s actually really hard sometimes and I think part of how)#(my anxiety is manifesting itself. like. I just. I don’t feel like I’ve taken a deep breath in a year)#(I’ve just been in. motion.)#and then on the other hand finding new ways to find shows like Bridgerton dead#and Bridgerton helps with that because it is emotionally hollow. because it is fundamentally embarrassing#because Anthony snarling at Kate about how his honor is hanging by a thread isn’t sexy at all#so my mind has kind of just been living in those two extremes and there hasn’t been a lot of room for gentleness or nuance#but cloy is very healing 😭 and it just doesn’t#push the buttons in my brain that immediately need to analyze and#to some extent—destroy! tear apart! with fierce and savage energy.#it just lets my brain and heart exist.#and also there is something so sweet and pure and real about so much of it#I think it’s cause it’s true love 😭 and it’s that simple.#(I’ve also outgrown/moved on from some of the more mediocre things I used to love. Like I just needed something new) but yeah.#it has been very hard in my brain lately even though it’s also been very good#like. teaching is just a lot these days. because it takes sooooooo much effort and work to get the kids going intellectually speaking#and one of the only ways I know how to reach them. or at least the lane I’m really driving in right now#(I know there are more ways)#is simply speaking to them above their heads. with passion and energy and a certain degree of expertise#and it’s WORKING#because it wakes them up and makes them want to engage#but I am also moving so fast and so vulnerably for all of my certainty. that it’s just hard.#I need to relax but I can’t. I feel like the devil is behind me every second#this is dramatic. and as Lewis said in surprised by joy it’s only one layer of what’s happening#but it is what happening#a lot of things are unfolding/growing and also the anxiety is terrible
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2024 reads / storygraph
At The Feet Of The Sun
book 2 in a slow paced high fantasy duology*
the right hand of the emperor (who is off searching for an heir) struggles with what to do after passing on his responsibilities and also discovering various pieces of information that are mindblowing to him, personally,
after adventure is thrust upon him, he travels to find His Radiancy and they go on some otherworldly adventures while growing closer and figuring out the nature of their friendship
(*there’s extra novellas & i think another book coming? duology adjacent, currently,)
#At The Feet Of The Sun#lays of the heart-fire#aroaessidhe 2024 reads#giggling and kicking my feet. and also crying#bro the yearning….the yearning#I can definitely see why this loses people - it’s so long and very self indulgent#(listen. i enjoy it a lot . but does it need to be THAT long (i just checked. 375k? lord))#but it is easy to read and also very funny. it felt less repetitive than the first book to me#I did find it hard to keep track of some of the side characters though#The first world-travelling stuff caught me off guard initially - I feel like all the weird magic was more background in book 1?#or maybe I just didn't pay attention.#taking a step back it is a bit like - kip sure does achieve everything and then some and just continues to achieve everything huh#and it gets to a point where it's like.....okay yes I get he's so talented at this etc etc.#but I guess it’s a nice change of pace from the kingly swordfighting fantasy protagonist who’s perfect and wins everything -#someone whose skill is people and negotiation in a humble way is a bit more interesting. still. it maybe felt less grounded after a while?#the deep exploration of platonic yearning and desire for strong friendship and fear over that person just wanting romance/sex#when that’s Not what you want out of the relationship………#not to mention his complex feelings over meeting two people who were like his platonic soulmate rolemodels#and then finding out they just used that term because gay relationships weren’t accepted and trying to not be disappointed#(because gay is also good!) but also like. so lonely in feeling like nobody understands his desire for a platonic soulmate#to be treated equally as romantic relationships are. oof#I am a little baffled to see people interpret it as a romantic asexual relationship?#I feel like that does such a disservice to the . everything that has been set up in what 600k words of books#like the implication of that is that you think other romantic rships w/o sex are unheard of in this world. I find that hard to believe idk#(I mean - a bit romantic on fitzroy’s end; and in the nebulous queerplatonic area between friendship and romance; sure#but like a straight up romantic relationship just without sex - I don’t understand how it could be interpreted that way lol?)#(anyway other people’s interpretations don’t matter)#I do have questions about the telepathic dinosaur soulmates. you can’t just mention that and now show me them#also. kip being like 'wait there were sirens? i wonder if i can hire them' kshfkjsgkf#asexual books
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If anyone remembers all the dental work I needed done uhhhhhhh three years ago and never went back and ran away forever…I’m finally going back to a dentist on Thursday to restart the process and face my deep and utter abiding terror. And I also scheduled my COVID and flu vaccines for a couple hours later. And my psych appointment to restart meds.
I figured get it all done in one day, have my miserable immune reaction on Friday that I seem to always get with Moderna COVID shots, and then flee directly into the weekend and never be a person again except when I’m on and off crying. It’s going to be so kind to future me to get these things done and I can do it no matter how much I feel like I am constantly about to Actually Physically Die.
#you can see why I’m restarting meds#my brain is constantly convincing me that my teeth are about to actually finish rotting out of my mouth and I probably have an abscess#already that is going to give me a jaw or heart infection#which is VERY unlikely#and that my dog is deeply sick and I should rehome her and give her to someone who’ll take proper care of her and isn’t me#yadda yadda#it’s been fucking miserable#the only good part is 1) I’m going to get the worst part over with (starting the process) and#2) even if I completely flee and refuse to go back I’ll have one dental cleaning at least helping with plaque buildup and stuff#this is so fucking EMBARRASSING it’s all so EMBARASSING#it shouldn’t be this hard for me and I know it’s irrational#I’m just so scared because it’s so triggering for me for NO REASON and#I KNOW that this time when we get to the multiple fillings and at least one root canal and also my impacted wisdom teeth that it’ll be#different and I won’t go un-numb or if I do again they’ll have better checks in place for when I panic lie to their faces#but it doesn’t help#and I’m so sure they’re gonna tell me I need three or more root canals because I’ve waited way way too long#and I STILL can’t consistently keep up with brushing and flossing#which is the most embarassing and shameful thing in the world and I KNOW#but I’m scared shitless of all of it and it’s all a sensory nightmare!!!!!!!!!!!!#anyway I’m not going to be okay later this week and I’m not particularly okay now#so if I’m not around online much#that’s why#but I’m happy news Aoife and I are having some lovely walks this week and she’s very cute and snuggly and we played tug a lot of times yest#*yesterday and she also stayed sniffing a bush while a bike went past two feet away#instead of getting startled and needing to hop or bark at it and then calm down#I’m so proud of her#and I wouldn’t be able to do this at all without my very kind partner who spearheaded scheduling the dentist (and researching places)#after my jaw pain nervous breakdown last week#health#personal
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just saw the most romantic, yearning, and angsty snox art on twitter and now I’m rethinking my life
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Alicent, what are you doiing, fuckin-- HUG HIM, what the hell, I don’t even like Aegon, but that's your son grieving, fucking hug him at least!!
#Raksh watches hotd#hotd liveblogging#hotd#hotd spoilers#house of the dragon#hotd s02e02#that said I did just read a very nice meta about depicting female and male grief in the show#and it tracks#but still!!#also side note#the twin guys just fought and died and Im--- ;_;#I liked them a lot and that was heartbreaking ;_;#just brothers fighting on two sides of the war#oh my god#my heart can’t take it ;_;
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i think people who want a diverse group of women with a wide range of moral standings and a tendency to behave in human and often less than perfect ways should listen to the hit audio drama greater boston.
#greater boston#I’m FINALLY listening to season four I am so sorry for taking so long#but like. there are so many women here. some of them are gay. at least one is ace.#one of them is possibly a terrorist depending on who you ask#two are huge Star Trek nerds who go to conventions about it#I can’t easily quantify gemma or louisa or Charlotte in a pithy tag they’re beyond me#nica is in prison (wrongfully) (sort of) becoming best friends with Ben affleck and Matt Damon (fictional)#(but based on the real people. sort of.)#Emily is the WORST KIND OF WOMAN and i DO say that with much loathing in my heart but also you WILL feel sympathy for her#AND MALLORY IS PERFECT !!!!
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