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the
suicidal moths
reminded me of you
but now
:/ just regular ones do too.
#i am so deeply sad.#the sadness i feel is just.#so so so so.#deep it almost feels like#my head is going to split open#and my sadness will consume me whole.#and i can’t even.#go live and talk about it#I AM#GONNA#GET HER BACK#lmaooo.#fuck tumble rn dood.
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the l(obotomy)ve cult
#hi guys if you see this you should share for all the shrignold fans on tumblr to see . i need them to see my existence#dhmis#dont hug me im scared#shrignold the butterfly#cupid's art box#i have had dhmis 3 on for like 5 hours i think my head is going to split open jesus fucking christ#I LOVE THAT EPISODE SO MUCHHH of course#don't seek me i'm trapped#dhmis au#posting at a weird time i know
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“i missed him everyday of my life— didn’t even realize it”
“i’d still be with him now if i could”
#can you hear my heart shattering#my jamie#my darling jamie#AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#IM GOING TO SPLIT MY HEAD OPEN#ARE YOU KIDDING ME#classic who#doctor who#second doctor#jamie mccrimmon#zoe heriot#tales of the tardis#twojamie
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my friend said to me as i was drawing this that, quote, "it looks like they took his brain out, pickled it, and put it back in."
#lackadaisy#lackadaisy cats#lackadaisy fanart#rocky lackadaisy#rocky rickaby#dandydoodles#on a related note: when describing casts of characters to my friends on vc#generally i like talking about couples together#but when it comes to lackadaisy i like to position my descriptions of rocky between freckle and ivy#i go through my description of rocky like normal.#he's the 'leader' of the young adult trio. he plays violin. he compulsively rhymes#he needs to be so good at bootlegging right now or else he'll throw up right now he swears to god.#and my friends are charmed but not shocked with these descriptions#and then i get to end the description with 'also he's homeless and got his head split open'.#then i move on to the next character description while they're begging for more context#context that i refuse to give them
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@moosemonstrous I’ve been thinking about what you said with Robbie and the Jeagers connection going both ways. If Robbie’s connection tells his skin that the damaged areas of the Charger are places they need to form scars, couldn't it also provide the Corruption in the Charger a framework for scar tissue of its own?
This is. ENTIRELY. Self indulgent. Fueled by my insatiable need to give everything teeth. The mental image was too strong not to share regardless of plausibility.
Bonus doodles because I have no self control. Bonus lineart because I ended up really liking the lineart!
#this came out. far more frightening than what I had in mind initially#couldn’t be more pleased#you know that one part of Godzilla from 2014#where the muto and Godzilla have a scream-off?#with Robbie’s speakers I was just. imagining that. but the jeagers face splits open like this.#yeah#I should go to bed now#ghost rider pacific rim au#ghost rider#robbie reyes#my art#sketch#jeez I am ragging you a lot today sorry#added a little body horror because. ✨SPINE✨#moose I need you to know he is in my head constantly. this au is in my head CONSTANTLY
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There’s something to be said for ‘I’m scared/do it scared’ but what we don’t give enough credit it to is ‘I am incredibly, achingly sad/do it sad’
#yeah maybe my eyes hurt and my head is splitting open and the sky looks like dishwater and the house is empty#but I’m still getting it done even if that means going slower#Egg talks#it’s almost 9:30 which means I have about an hour to turn this mood around dramatically but it’s like trying to clip the red wire#in a wacky 90s spy movie when you are both completely unqualified for wire-cutting and colourblind like Scooby Doo
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my life is only lore i get no filler
#sister died. only slept in a salt circle as a baby. got my head split open at like 7. parents told me they were divorcing on christmas#cat died infront of me. grandma died from covid. didnt leave my house for like a year. other grandmother is a piece of shit#grandmother was going to kill someone. dad had a stroke. aunt almost got murdered. i almost got in a car accident#probably more#can i have a break
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I really think trepanation would help me
#Whenever I get a splitting headache I visualize myself smashing my head open like an egg which is a soothing thought because#in my tormented headache version of reality it would make the pain go away#I think being trepanated would help too please can someone trepanate me
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iPhones changing from home button to using the flick instead is, as a Sekai player, really fucking with my steez right now and I DoNot appreciate it
#toasty talks#project sekai#caused me to go down a whole fucking tier because I lost three ranked matches from accidental dc’s#I fucking.#need to split my head open#it’s only a problem when I play with fingers instead of thumbs but my thumbs get tired#n if it’s a song that’s hard or I don’t play a lot I usually start with fingers just cuz it’s easier to grasp the map#but okay I guess fuck that since the universe Loves to plot against me !
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#whenever i’m sad im like radiohead save me n radiohead does not save me radiohead in fact pushes me deeper from where i am#but im always like radiohead. SAVE ME.#anyway. i’ve felt like banging my head against a wooden table n splitting it open#but it would just go crack like an egg n it’d actually feel like a relief instead of like. repeated mass pressure to your skull#n this is something that will pass n then it comes back again n it’s like ohhh this is the last time i will feel like this ever n then it’s#not like wow who could’ve expected that#anyway. i think it’s comforting to think that im a blip in people’s lives bc in years ill be somewhere else#but also will i truly be somewhere else like. emotionally#or will i just keep faltering n falling and gaining momentum only to not hit the ground n ill burn myself up without ever impacting anythin#anyway hopefully this week it’ll pass n i can spam post nonsense again without being cryptically depressed online lol.whatever#radiohead#my text#Spotify#i really like this deer#btw
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i did tell you people i met a they might be giant right.
#I DONT THINK I DIDDDDDD like an insane person i left out one of the most bonkers moments of my california vacation#saying it now makes it seem like im making this up and the following story will seem made up but dude just trust me.#im fucking. ok sunday morning the morning of Thee Concert and i (used to waking up at 4-5 am) have been awake on and off since like 6 am#my friend? asleep.#now i enjoy waking up and falling back asleep for a couple of hours however by like 9:30 im starving i need BREAKFAST#like the very nice friend that i am i dont wake my friend up i let him sleep and leave him a message on my open laptop screen#because the fucking hotel room doesnt have a pad of paper?? so i leave my modern post it note of a message#saying that im going out for croissants and coffee#because im an idiot i severely misjudge how hot it's already gotten in los angeles in july#ive chosen to wear jeans (bad idea) and a long sleeve flowy black shirt (worse idea)#i also dont look my Greatest because my friend had been telling me dont wash ur hair before we curl it for the concert!!!#so this is my hair after flying in and everything the day before (It Needs To Be Washed)#im following google maps to the coffee place as i brave the streets of los angeles on a sunday morning#hollywood boulevard around the chinese theatre is insane btw. insane. but being from new york i am unfazed (well. a little fazed)#i am Sweating. its already gotta be 80 degrees. im also reaching critical hunger levels. but i continue on my journey#google maps leads me down a sidestreet and tells me to turn down some alley and im like well thats not right.#so i turn to go back the way i was headed and find another way to get to the coffee place#as i turn and head back up theres a guy going down this same block heading in my direction#i look at him and im like hey that guy kinda looks like oh my god it actually is him. mr john l of tmbg fame#and so i have a split second decision of like do i sayyyyyy something do i just ignore him while geeking out#somehow i decide to be bold and im just like gdjgmm hi excuse me i recognize you uh do you mind if i could get a photo#he was very nice and suggested we move into the shade and i took the photo trying to turn off google maps before i did#and i was like aa im seeing you in concert 2nite love your music thank u! and we went on our way.#i think i kinda like. stopped for a moment before i went on to the cafe and was like. that just happened??????? insane. but it gets better#i do finally get the coffees n croissants btw and get back to the hotel after melting in the heat#and my friend who likes tmbg better was losing his mind once i finally told him#so the following morning after our spars concert insanity we have breakfast at a diner and then head back to our hotel#and he's wearing a tmbg shirt he got and im in a spars shirt and as we're walking back a car horn honks near us#AND ITS BOTH THEY MIGHT BE GIANTS IN A CAR and they say hi and are like we like your shirts!#and my friend and i are like losing it but trying to be cool and like oh thabk you we loved your show hi! so theres my insane story
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head feels like its imploding
#ari opinion hour#migraine is about 2 steps from being bad enough that i give up on waiting for ibuprofen to help and go actually Leave The House while my hea#head is splitting open in order to go pick up some of the stuff i usually use#which is only one step below migraine is too bad for me to do ANYTHJNG#my brain is actually playing me jazz that doesnt exist right now#like just straight up making up big band charts. screamer trumpets full sax section drums etc
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i don’t know why i hate myself so much and i’ve made 100 posts talking about it so i won’t go into it. but it really is hard because i can’t like. talk about it irl too much. bc no one wants to be a self pitying person. that’s how you lose friends. and even when i’m doing well, etc i still feel disdain towards myself and want to claw my way out of my skin or even in more extreme moments hurt myself in very violent ways. but i don’t and i just keep it all bottled up and occasionally it bubbles up to the surface and i make posts like this that i’m not even sure what the point of them are
#i’m going to end up friendless and it’s going to be MY fault#sometimes i think about banging my head against the wall so hard it splits open so everyone can just be free of me
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I fell asleep again and this time had a dream I was watching a new spider-verse movie. Not the one that just came out but a NEW new one
#I do kinda wanna go see the second one again tho#not rn that would. probably split my head open#but I’d like to I really enjoyed it
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Anyone else go through each work day with a feeling of crushing defeat and despair that you try to drown out with caffeine and fast paced movement, cause there's an abundance of calls and not enough people to take care of them? And so it's just an overwhelming cycle of being a little numb and a little devastated over being unable to run a system that was never set up to succeed in the first place
#sorry that got real... Real y'all#I'm just feelinf very stressed and overwhelmed with my job and other life stuff but my job specifically#and if anyone will ask the job im referring to is healthcare#and more specifically being a fill in sup for a horrendously understaffed hospital housekeeping dept#i feel like I'm drowning under the weight of too much responsibility#and my head feels like its going yo literally split open like it hurts so bad#hmmm vent ////#heavy topic ?
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every day i wake up abd i see your yakuza posts and its like a daily occurrence
the sun is shining so nicely today :) and i open my phone is the furst thing i see is “i wish kiryu would let me suck him” abd i feel fulfilled
this blog is how i learned about yakuza and i want nothing more than to see it from you
You guys are literally so nice to me... every day i think to myself maybe i wont be so horny to spare my followers from the whorrors and then i open tumblr and immediately type some shit like i wanna strap metal bands to his ankles and deglove his legs with electricity and hit post without even thinking maybe i should give the keyboard a rest today ... i hope every day after this one is beautiful for you .... grins
#Thanks for the ask !#you got me down so well like yeah i do wish kiryu would let me suck him#but if he doesnt then ill just have to do it within a split second so that he doesnt notice#like a lightning strike on his groin. quick attack on his inner labia. one suck and i have his pants back up whistling innocently with my#hands tucked into my pockets and he regards me with suspicion before he unzips his pants to see and ive left him a small box of chocoates#and a love letter and he reads it with one hand while i hug his other arm and blink wetly at him like a seal and then he says sorry i just#dont feel the same way. and i say at least keep the chocolates ..? and he thinks for a moment before going no thank you#and he walks away and then when he rounds a corner he drops my beautiful handcrafted letter into the bin and the camera zooms in on it and#it just says any1 up? who wants 2 suck me#kiryu sees me around often and he approaches me one day like hey are you my new neighbour ? and i go im your stalker#i will catch sight of him coming down the street then i will start squealing and giggling and running back to my house to sift through my#belongings and bring a cinderblock out to the balcony so i can throw it directly at his head then call the ambulance so i can ride inside#with him and watch him concussed as hell with his eyes rolling in his head and i go it will be okay kiryu !!! and he goes mfrrgh#im crawling into the hospital bed with him so i can hug his arm and kiss his shoulder all day and he mumbles that he needs to go to the#toilet and i nod in understanding and kneel at the foot of the bed with my mouth open and he gets angry at me#how nice would kiryu be to hug he is so big and burly and so much space on his beautiful skin for kissing and bite marks. he lifts up his#hospital gown to piss and ive already dove between his legs and started sucking the goop straight out the cervical tap. im jumpscaring him#its like a majima everywhere event but instesd of fighting him i crawl out the sewer and attach my teeth to his ankles and dont let go no#matter how much he shouts at or kicks me because im giggling and so happy we are hanging out#i say all this but if i knew kiryu irl he would be my sweet baby boy who i would go out of my way to give massive discounts to (i work at#the m store and always throw in some free hair gel for him)
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