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It's not Wednesday, WIP or otherwise, but here's a sentence from my fic for the @obikinlifeguardau collection that made me giggle:
It was a relief when Obi-Wan kissed him, because that saved Anakin from having to make any inane suggestions like, 'Do you want to take your pants off yourself or should I do it for you?', which sounded just a little too much like something Anakin would have said to one of the twins a couple years previously when they were being stubborn about bedtime.
#obikin lifeguard au#obikin lifeguard collection#my goal is to have this done this week#2 weeks post labor day still counts as summer right...
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pretty risky plan, but yeah ..
panel redraw/ode to the hero killer arc 馃挋 no shade version + the ref pic that saved me ->
#turn brightness up for best viewing!! didn't realize how dark it looked on a phone and tbh im not going back to change it lol#not Technically part of tododeku week posting- but kinda fits vigilante ??? maybe??? idk ..#izuku midoriya#shoto todoroki#shouto todoroki#tododeku#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#bnha fanart#mha fanart#bnha#mha#lets goooo backk -back to the beginnnningg#the things this arc did for the tododekuiida community... legendary#also sorry for not drawing iida /// i tried and it just didn't look right... but i may end up doing a redraw of that ref image so..#got this done Right before everypanelofizuku got to The Panel -which was my goal for silly reasons- so Love that for me#i had a lot of fun with their costumes actually lol -i have a bg in fashion illustration so i enjoy that shit -tho the belts were annoying#and i know i got the lines on deks suit wrong but its......... fine#olly art
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#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#ryu ga gotoku 7#yakuza like a dragon#yakuza 7#masato arakawa#snap sketches#//ear-rupturing yelling// MY TOXIC GIRLFRIEND#i called him my wife on my twit priv and that was just illegal.. hes not wife material... just toxic girlfriend material....#emo week ig this is the spiritual pair to the da|go i drew. whenever i drew that. lol...#i miss drawing him sooooo much..... i draw aoki all the time (hasnt drawn him in weeks) but i never draw masato#highkey this was just an excuse to draw him shirtless...... but that sketch will never see the light of day so i made one for public viewin#anyway sorryyyyyyyyyy he still makes me unwellll </3#aesthetic goals Sorry x2 </3#i like how i draw masato with eyelashes but not aoki. as if aoki doesnt also have cute lil lashes#i just wanna accentuate the fact i know masato definitely wore mascara </3 i know it to be true..#i shouldve been workin but i just needed to draw somethin for myself or id go insane just doin comm stuff this week#this BASIC AS HELL ik but i just needed to draw somethin.....#im almost done so soon ill be free. Until Next Week but i just needed a Fun Lil Thing as a refresher#ok bye
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[whistles innocently] Don't mind me over here just writing debauchery and debasement.
#everything is totally normal here#just me sexualizing old men again#anyway my goal is to have this done finally in another week or two#even if it--kills me#winter rambles
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if it's not too much of a spoiler, who was the hardest bot to cut during the re write?
That's a spoiler lol.
One of the main goals is finding lost characters and getting in contact with Cybertron again. I ruin the fun if I let it slip who is okay and who is not, who is here, and who is long gone.
Some characters from the og version are dead, some are irrelevant now, some show up later, and some have been completely reworked, and some are mutable these things simultaneously. You just got to wait and see. Witch if i'm being honest, it will sadly prob be a while since I get about 5 pages out every 2 weeks.
#if i keep up that pace i will have 130 pages out a year#still slow tho i need to get faster#lot comic and web comic have vary fast paces witch is fine but I wanted to have a bit of a slower one#problem is with my output it is such a drip feed so I feel like I really gotta pick up the pace of my output#i know the hole take your time thing but I am a fast artist I just procrastinate I should work harder#if i was on max grind mode I could get 5 pages done every 5 days#the goal is to get to 5 pages a week so 260 pages a year#transformers fan continuity#transformers#tfs#transformers synergize#ask answering#maccadam#text post
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can someone tell me how to keep going if your hardwork does pay off but you don't feel anything when you achieve your goal just relief and numb again
#ive been having a bad week again since the exam ugh馃槶#im really really REALLY trying to study but a little head in my voice keeps saying what is even the point of working so hard#which is soooo ridiculous because it's bc i worked so hard that i got great marks#but like. i didn't feel happy like i thought would. i just felt like 'oh. okay. cool'#and then i just. didn't even have anyone around me to celebrate with#which is idk kinda dumb i guess it's just an online exam#but like see. there are technically total 8 exams to become. um to get my degree#and i just cleared 1 of them#like that was a full 100 marks paper i studied for of that level and i did it#ive just never done this before not since this course ive always scored JUST above passing (not counting the times#i literally failed twice lol)#so yeah anyway it is big for me. but why doesn't it feel like anything 馃槶馃槶馃槶#and why hasn't this motivated me to work harder馃槶馃槶馃槶#idk i thought i had gotten over the 'just do it. just do it!!! just. do. it.' phase i was getting so many things done#but it feels back to square one now#man that book about habits was so right don't have goals have habits because when you do achieve your goal#you'll be like well now what? and slip right back into bad habits again#that's exactly what happened#i used to think lol achieve my goal that's never gonna happen im a shit person and a failure#but like what the hell!!! i did!!! so now what馃槶馃槶馃槶#i think i need a hug#but ive never really hugged anyone except one person and she's 4 years away now#i think i need. my dad to tell me he's proud of me. but he's already forgotten about it so that's not gonna happen#man the day i stop craving external validation. it's over for yall#ugh yuck i used to hate the word validation it always sounded so desperate and needy and pathetic. guess it was just#another form of self loathing lol#im not even sad im like genuinely asking. im trying to solve it like a math problem. like does anyone have the answer
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Another woodland flannel baby quilt! This one took a little less than four hours from start to finish, including ironing and cutting out the pieces
#sewing#handmade#quilt#quilting#woodland flannel baby quilt#I still need to wash it but it鈥檚 about three yards of fabric total out of my stash!#鈥 also bought three yards of flannel today to (in the future) make a flannel shirt#so this is a net neutral#except that I have a finished baby quilt and some more fabric#but this weeks goal is to decrease my stash!!#so I have more work to do#I want to get at least one more baby quilt done this weekend
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studying done for tonight, ive written like 250 words so far which is about as much as i can write without rereading what i wrote months ago and finding new sources so lets call it a successful writing session
#although it did take me 2 hours to write only so little#but now i have to go pack#and I'll take my laptop with me in the hopes that i will be studying at nights when my sister will also be studying#goal is to be done by the end of the week/ mid next week#this part needs to be about 2000 words#now that ive done the start it's doable i think#or at least it doesn't seem as scary#so yeah it will be fine#jo says stuff#university update
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Man, I really thought I'd be set to start posting this story for Christmas, but I vastly underestimated how exhausting starting work would be. My apologies. Soon! Hopefully very soon.
#i've done very little writing this week. and last.#doesn't help that i'm in the middle of (yet another) smutty scene and even with a privacy screen on my phone i do NOT want#to work on that bad boy in public settings#woof though. getting back to an office setting after two years away? incredibly draining#my renewed goal (and this feels doable! i hope) is to have this guy finished and posted before the new season drops#stay tuned
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I've written A LOT of fic so far in 2024 and I plan to continue in 2025. I already have some ideas that I can't wait to share with you ;)
That being said!
Feel free to reblog/reply/tag why you picked the fic you did <3
Links to the fics under the cut
Calling Me Home (series)
Blind Trust
The 212th's Sunshine
Your Intel Was Good
For The Republic's Use
Surprise Inspection
#the bad batch fanfiction#the bad batch#the clone wars fanfiction#I have a feeling I already know the answer to this but I am curious!#and it may help me decide when to write certain things that I have planned :)#I'm going to start making my 2025 goals soon since I'll be done writing everything I have planned for 2024 around November :')#really wish there was a 2 day option??? I hate that it's 1 day and 1 week lol
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50,000 words. 50k words of aki sex. five zero zero zero zero. aki sex.
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#don't mind the fact that I was supposed to reach this work count like two weeks ago uhhhhhhhh#I haven't had time to write more than like 200 words a day recently I'm sorry...#BUT HEY I DID IT OKAY#I'm about like... halfway done with the seggs#and then after that I have the ending portion to write#and there may be a small epilogue#after that I need to edit and proofread the whole second chapter#AND THEN. THEN AND ONLY THEN. WILL I FINALLY BE FREE#godddddd this fic has held me hostage for far too long#I think somewhere around 60k words will be the final word count#when I reach that milestone I'm actually done I swear#why is this my longest fic to date by a long shot too I don't even know#I wanna say expect the first chapter sometime next month but...#I know me and I know that me has a lot of work and I know that shooting for september is a healthier goal#WHAT DAFAQ BY THE WAY IT'S ALREADY JULY AND THEN IT'S GONNA BE AUGUST AND THEN IT'S GONNA BE SEPTEMBER. WHAT THE FUCK.#this is. crazy
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i鈥檓 insane i鈥檓 insaaaaanee
#i joined a free company on FFXIV recently with my fianc茅#and they鈥檙e having a february birthday night in two weeks#and they鈥檙e doing karaoke#and i鈥檝e never done karaoke before and i鈥檓 so nervous but i said i鈥檇 join them#i have a few ideas of what songs i want to do (i sing for around an hour everyday on my trips to and from work)#but what i鈥檇 really like to do is actually learn to growl properly#i鈥檝e been meaning to learn for the longest time and really i should鈥檝e been doing it for months now i鈥檓 just too easily embarrassed#even when i鈥檓 alone if i鈥檓 learning something new it鈥檚 very hard for me not to have something perfect on the first try#but it really resonated with me when my friends told me last year that i should be able to growl-sing#i know my voice has that range it鈥檚 just hard to get over myself and practice#i refuse to practice in front of anyone even the warm-ups make me self-conscious#not to mention the feeling that i鈥檓 always being watched/monitored plays into this as well#but i have two whole weeks to really get this down#it apparently takes months to perfect but i haven鈥檛 exactly not been trying so i think i can make this work#if i can do this it鈥檒l be a new core memory for me#i鈥檓 not even trying to impress these people the goal is just to see if i can do this at all#please wish me luck 馃檹
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#art tag#97#oc: sandy#i keep doing the thing where i don't draw for weeks and then get frustrated that i forgot how to do things#so i think i should give myself the goal of at least a sketch per day to keep myself in practice#not a guarantee that i'll post everything#the only way i can get stuff done is if i don't think about that until afterwards#anyway...my oc sandywho i haven't written about in a bit#who. doesn't look right here. tbh -_- but i haven't drawn her in a long time either#can vampires even smoke?? i don't know how that works but it looks sick#for her inspiration i usually look through a bunch of cool bela lugosi pics and he tends to be smoking cigars#i should draw her with cigars#i should also draw her rollerskating like lugosi allegedly did - apparently he couldn't drive?#<- allegedly. but i now have the mental image of him skating in a dracula costume.#sandy personally would be offended by the cape suggestion however.
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Camilip week Day 5 - Baby/Babies
Hear me out: Belos created Vee, and in most stories that would make him her father. Camila adopted Vee, becoming her mother. Therefore Vee is canonically their daughter.
#belmila#belomila#camilip#camilos#philmila#Camilip Week#Crack#-totally not Vicissitude spoilers btw#Speaking of my goal has been to have chapter 7 ready for Christmas and i'm close to finishing#but I've also been sick the last couple of days and if this doesn't clear up I may not get it done on time
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My goal was to grade 10 papers today. I really really reeeeaaaallyyyyy didn't want to and had to fight tooth and nail through the executive dysfunction. I clawed my way through at a pace of one essay per hour. I hated it, but I did it!
It's not even the fact that I reached my goal that made me happy (it was arbitrary). It's the fact that I'm even capable of getting through difficult things I don't want to do at all. I have been working on my self-discipline and focus for years and I'm very proud of myself for how far I've come.
#adhd problems#considering that 9 years ago i was failing several university classes due to undiagnosed ADHD#and in the past 3 years I've grown enough to do an online master's degree which required me to write a 12k word dissertation by myself#and in the past 5 months i started a job as a university professor and i have to be so self-motivated#i am solely responsible for making lesson plans and doing all the grading#grades are due August 17 and i have graded 30/40 essays as of today#if i can get 5 more done tomorrow and 5 on the weekend i can submit them on Sunday#which is a whole week early and was my carefully scheduled goal#so yeah the fact that i can force myself to stick to my schedule even though i don't HAVE to? 9 years ago me could never#personal#and tbh this is my version of self-care and it sucks but i can do it#i will take great pains to never let myself feel the way i did in 2015 when i flunked out of school#I'll get my grades in early so i can let myself enjoy the rest of the summer
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Language Goals 2024
Another year, another set of goals! This year, in the actual spirit of my very reasonable 2022 language goals, here are my plans for language study.
Catalan
First and foremost, my goal is to find Catalan friends in my new hometown, because I really need to speak Catalan with people at minimum once a week or I get very sad, and currently I鈥檓 not speaking it with anyone at all. This goal is pretty chill though鈥擨 just have to actually sit down and put in the time to find people.
My main goal is to read 30 books in Catalan. I鈥檒l make a proper post about it with a list of books that I鈥檓 thinking of and how the challenge itself is going to work, but overall I鈥檓 trying to pick a mix of styles and genres, so expect anything from medieval literature to YA novels to academic texts. I have a lot of books that I鈥檝e been meaning to read for a while, so hopefully this will give me a chance to chip into some of them. 30 books is less than other versions of this challenge that I鈥檝e seen, but it鈥檚 also many more books than I鈥檝e read in Catalan possibly ever and I think it鈥檚 more reasonable in conjunction with a full class load. Hopefully it ends up being just the right amount!
Welsh & Basque
This year I really want to work hard to actually get these two to an upper intermediate level, because I鈥檓 so close if I put in the work. For both of them, I have two main goals: (1) go through the textbooks/workbooks that I started going through casually last semester (Basic Welsh: A Grammar and Workbook by Gareth King and Standard Basque: A Progressive Grammar by Rudolf P.G. de Rijk) so that I can continue to review and learn new grammatical structures, and (2) watch one episode of a TV series each week in each language. For the TV series, I鈥檓 going to be watching Rownd a Rownd on S4C (which is available outside Wales/the UK! Huge win!) and Eskamak kentzen on EITB. If I have time, I鈥檒l try to go through episodes more thoroughly and note down new vocabulary and such, but the main goal is to make a routine of it and watch consistently so I鈥檓 trying to keep it simple. I鈥檇 also like to use both languages with other people more often if I can, but I think finding a consistent language partner will perhaps be a goal for another year.
Malayalam
I鈥檓 planning to focus the first half of the year on Welsh and Basque, and then next fall, I鈥檓 hoping to be able to take the Malayalam classes offered by my university and to get into studying my home dialect (or rather, my extended family鈥檚 home dialect, since I didn鈥檛 speak it at home) as well. Since this will be later and also classroom learning rather than self-study, I鈥檓 not going to go into details, but overall, after my trip to Kerala (which I have stuff about, it鈥檚 on the docket!), I鈥檓 generally feeling much less alienated and much more motivated to study the language. I鈥檓 also looking forward to being able to take real classes, which I think will help keep me focused and on track.
Russian
This is a minor goal, but at my friend鈥檚 house over the summer, her mom was joking that if they just spoke to me in Russian while I stayed at their house, I鈥檇 probably be able to understand it by the end. That led us to concoct a plan where I study a bit of Russian vocab, then go there and do intensive Russian immersion for a weekend or so. This is more of a silly goal, but I鈥檇 like to try it because I think it could be fun.
Anki
This isn鈥檛 a language goal per se, but rather a general resolution to spend this year learning to use (and tweaking and configuring) Anki. Anki has a notoriously high barrier to entry, and from everything I鈥檝e seen it should be treated as a long-term, intensive project鈥擨鈥檒l hopefully reap the rewards later if I take my time and set up everything right in the early stages. With that in mind, I鈥檓 hoping that by the end of the year I鈥檝e figure out a set up for my decks and cards that really works for getting me to remember and be able to use vocab and grammar. I鈥檒l focus on the languages here for the start, but I鈥檓 hoping that with habit and time, if I get a good system going I can use it with other languages too.
And that鈥檚 it! It鈥檚 been a bit since I was systematic about studying languages, but I鈥檝e found that I really miss it and want to go back. I feel like I鈥檓 at a really good place with all of these, and I鈥檇 like to continue to make progress, so I鈥檓 really trying to focus on consistency and hitting the sweet spot of just challenging enough to get myself out of my comfort zone while not burning out. Hopefully I鈥檝e set this up in a way to build habits and make me excited to keep immersing myself with these languages in the coming years, which is really the key to learning any language in the long term鈥擨've realized that I speak Catalan so well because it's fully integrated into my life, and I'd like all these others to be as well. Here鈥檚 to a good 2024, and I wish all of you luck with your own goals as well!
#a few days late but whatever#i've had a lot of spatial and temporal displacement in the past two weeks i think i'm allowed this one indulgence#i am trying SO HARD to set achievable goals#i'm so so bad at it but i'm slowly getting better hopefully this will be the year#also i forgot to include this but i really do need to get my spanish back up to speed#or not even up to speed at this point i haven't studied it since high school so i need to actually learn new things#a professor in the spanish department switched back to english while talking to me because i spoke it so poorly with him :')#per貌 茅s que em fa pal el castell脿 no el necessito per res (<- mentida)#on the other hand solomon a gaenor has completed revived my energy for studying welsh and going to kerala has done it for malayalam#which um. i didn't even realize i could be that interested in studying malayalam. wowee we have unlocked feelings and emotions lads!#anyways we'll see how this goes but i'm going to do my best :')#general:goals#catalan:goals#welsh:goals#basque:goals#malayalam:goals#russian:goals
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