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One could call her chillingly beautiful.
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so me and a friend have joked about todd ingram of scott pilgrim fame just being vegan bakugou katsuki (with the blond hair and black skull tshirt and black pants) back in like 2021 or so. and this joke didn't really go anywhere bc it was 2021 and there were no new scott pilgrim things coming out and who cares about what i think. but now i can say it again and say it again with confidence bc
that just looks like him
also he's gay
#had one fruity ass kiss with a man. felt sparks. hasn't felt sparks towards anyone else he dated.#got a tattoo specifically of the man he made out with/had sex with. dude. my brother is gay#and also gay for fruity ass men come ONNNN#i wish todd and wallace happiness in the future (they will never date) (todd's heart shattered into a million pieces)#scott pilgrim#scott pilgrim takes off#spto#todd ingram#bakugou katsuki#(mentioned)#spto spoilers#shitpost#becki rambles about stuff
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Redraw of a sketch from a sketch page I made a whiiiiile ago. :)
Bonus below!
my favorite thing is when certified aroacehog becomes the gayest animal in mobius when it comes to shade and only that guy
#(context in bonus) and elise. hes also gay for her.#any attraction to any gender is gay to me now sorry guyyssss#man n a woman? yeah sorry thats gay now dude.#my art#sth#sonic the hedgehog#sonic fanart#heart of chaos au#shadow the hedgehog#sonic the werehog#sonadow#oh yeah we so back teeeehhee#cw blood#this is the coping TM i was referring to LOL
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Barty and Evan, being the crazy mfers they are, would 100% be out in public (in the Hogwarts halls) sending really telling glares at each other, winking at each other and biting their bottom lips at each other, whisper things in the other person’s ear and make each other blush, tug at each other’s waists and then leave the room, wiggling eyebrows at their friends as if trying to tell them exactly what they would be up to the following hours…
And then they’d just end up cuddling in a sofa in the Slytherin common room and giving each other small pecks on the nose and on the cheek, and they’d stay like that for HOURS.
#rosekiller#my beloved#the item of my new brainrot#yay#ellastag#asexual evan in my HEART dude#evan x barty#barty x evan#evan rosier#barty crouch jr#dead gay wizards#fuck jkr
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I had a dream tonight and I thought it was cute so here it is
The Potters', Christmas, probably 1977 or around that.
Sirius and Remus are standing right under the Christmas tree, and there's no one else in the room, because it's night. They have a small light up, on Sirius' wand point, but the wand's been left on the small coffee table so that now it only creates some visible shapes, but their faces are no longer lit.
They used the light, a minute ago, to see the stairs as they made them down, the tiny, neatly wrapped box with a golden ribbon as Remus put it in Sirius' hands, and the earring inside it.
It was a small thing, nothing too catchy, to replace Sirius' current simple gold hoop. This, too, had a little gold hoop, but it also had a pendant, a crescent moon with a star inside it. The star was floating about in the semi-circle, enchanted, and it spun on itself occasionally. The moon was enchanted as well, though not visibly, to grow full and wane again.
Remus thought it better to give it in secret, as the romantic implication of such a gift were far too obvious. The Marauders knew, but not the Potters, and they normally had additional visitors for gift giving, too.
Sirius loved it of course. He took off his old hoop and had Remus put in the new one at once. Then Remus admired the result, a calloused hand on Sirius' soft cheek, and they kissed.
They are kissing now, gently, both cherishing this moment and the rare feeling of peace, of being safe and sound. Breathing each other in. When they pull back, Remus draws an affectionate line long Sirius' cheekbone with his thumb, and hits the small, gold moon lightly before resting on his neck. The earring spins and the star twirls cheerily in his pool of space.
It matches him perfectly, he thinks. Something so lively, that can never be still, and yet so elegant.
"You're so beautiful," he whispers, because he can't keep it in. He hopes if he can look deep enough in Sirius' eyes he might fall in.
And he sees them glint, even in the dark, and Sirius squeezes his hand like he, too, is simply feeling too much. When he talks, it's strained, as if he's struggling to keep his voice down. "You're just the most gorgeous thing," he says, and Remus is startled into a smile.
What's he saying? Out of all the things Remus is, and could be praised for, beauty surely isn't one. Certainly Sirius doesn't love him for his looks. Certainly. But Sirius looks at him like he truly is seeing something gorgeous, an artwork. Remus feels his awestruck gaze on his big, crooked nose, his jagged scars, his plain brown eyes.
"I still can't believe my luck," Sirius gasps, and Remus wants to laugh. "I can't believe you're real, and I get to have you."
Yours, Remus thinks. All yours.
Remus has been feeling that disbelief for ages, all the time, when he looks at Sirius, when he holds him, when they kiss, when they're in bed together and Remus gets to touch even, he gets to know the feel of his pearly white skin and trace the line of his solid arms, his lovely back. He feels drunk on the thought that it might be the same for Sirius.
"I love you," he says, both hands squeezing Sirius' now. Sirius squeezes back. "I love you, too."
They kiss again, and this time is less graceful, less delicate. It's everything they can't put into words, because they don't know how or because the right words haven't been invented.
"Oi! No messing around with the gifts, you raiders!"
Remus and Sirius spring away, as James bounds down the stairs and throws the lights on.
"Fuck," Remus mutters.
"Prongs!" Sirius accuses.
"Oh, shit, sorry," James says, taking in the actual nature of the situation.
His shouting is sure to have woken the Potters, Remus thinks, throwing a concerned look at the corridor that connects the living room with the master bedroom, downstairs. But, horrified, he discovers it's not James who woke them. There she stands already, Euphemia Potter, a hand to her chest and a gasp on her mouth.
She turns to her son, wide eyes and a stern set to her lips. "James!"
James' expression mutes in shock. He throws a look at the boys, then looks at his mother again, then forces a smile through.
"Ah, dang, you caught us! Promise we're normally better at pranks!" he laughs. James Potter was a terrible liar to be a Marauder.
Euphemia arches an eyebrow at him, having none of that.
"Effie, we were just," Sirius tries, voice shaking.
He mouths around for words. Remus can see his eyes shining, a different type of glint this time. The Potters mean the world to him, Remus knows. He's spent his whole life defying his own parents openly, but a single bit of judgement from Euphemia Potter would shatter him.
Except, when Euphemia turns to them, she looses her reproachful set immediately. She reaches for Sirius, hand extended as if to touch him, even though they're on opposite sides of the room.
"Oh, darling," she says, head tilted and a sorrowful bend of her brow. She looks bashful, like she was the one caught onto something. "I'm so sorry. I heard a noise and wanted to check," she gestures vaguely to the corridor she came from, "but then I heard..."
Remus feels his cheeks heating up. How long had she been listening?
"I wanted to just go back to bed," she continued. "I'm sorry. It was supposed to be a private moment..."
Sirius' shoulders relax. Remus feels it, too. She's... not mad? Not even weirded out? More than that, she's apologizing for... intruding?
"You mean..." Sirius raises his eyes, hopeful. "It's alright with you?"
"Of course it's alright!" James blurts, eyes big. He looks at his mother, expectantly. "Right?"
Euphemia raises her eyebrows, like she's surprised and a little offended, too. "Of course." She nods, fervently, and casts a fixed look on Sirius, then on Remus, as if to make sure it's been received.
Then, her tight lips flicker and her features melt, settling into an affectionate smile like she physically couldn't keep the stern look for long.
She gasps softly. "Oh, but you two are just adorable!" she coos, and then points a finger at them both. "But don't think you can get away! I'd have never let you sleep in the same room if I'd known!"
"Effie," Sirius starts, at the same time James gasps, "mom!"
"Non of that!" she chides, "the same rules as when Lily visits apply. A corridor away."
"We all sleep in the same room," James pushes on, "every night!"
"That's right. With you and Petey there."
James groans. "We have silencing spells, mom."
That's about when the embarrassment gets strong enough to shake all remaining shock and emotion away, and Remus catches on.
"We've never done anything," he rushes to say, confused as to why would Prongs so valiantly fight for their room-sharing rights.
But then he realizes that's too much of a lie, and no one'd believe it, and Sirius is looking at him like he's gone mad, so he clarifies, "in the room, I mean. With the others." And then he wants to groan in frustration because there's no saving this, is there? Now he just admitted to doing things in a room without others in it, and therefore in this room, at the Potters', and he definitely should've just shut up. So he does, mortified.
Euphemia simply looks validated on her point. She nods to herself. "A corridor apart," she declares, "and I shall ask Gully to keep an eye on you." Then, a thought hits her. "No need to tell him why, of course!" she assures, sweet and preoccupied again, "and, oh, Monty is definitely awake now, but it's alright. I'll just tell him you boys were trying to steal some pies away... you don't worry about a thing."
Remus is a couple steps behind Sirius at this point and can't see his face, but he knows instantly what he'll say. Sirius turns to him first, asking for permission. Remus smiles and nods.
"It's fine, Effie," Sirius says softly, "you can... you can tell him."
Euphemia blinks, then smiles broadly, then shakes her head. "Oh, no, no, you do that in the morning, then. These are things we ought to do ourselves, no one else. Now off to bed. I'll make the new sleeping arrangements in the morning."
They all go, in various states of queasy and emotional.
That night, Remus and Sirius make the best of their last bed-sharing opportunity, hoping Gully hasn't been notified yet.
#they hold my heart your honor#this is sort of a fanfiction of atyd i guess#wolfstar#remus lupin#sirius black#atyd#all the young dudes#marauders hc#dead gay wizards#marauders#the potters#james potter#euphemia potter#christmas flashfic#also please that earring is so cool i want it too
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Blue flag basically
#blue flag#ao no flag#touma mita#toma mita#toma blue flag#taichi ichinose#futaba kuze#anime and manga#bisexuality#Blue flag? 😏 more like blue fa- *gets shot*#but seriously#i can't stop reading it as blue fag helppp 😭😭😭#Also i recommend everyone to read it#is kinda bittersweet and even though i despise love triangles i kinda like this one#specially since i remeber something that red from overly sarcastic productions said about “true triangles”#when character A likes character B Character B likes Character C and characted C likes Character A#and that it could never be a true triangle cause one of them be gay otherwise#so the fact this one WAS a true triangle#and it explored and called out some bs about society and heteronormativity#but also subtly brought aromanticism and asexuality in a way#and a little bit of transness#but the last one is just kind of a headcanon of mine lol#Also dude if i tell you i actually screamed and was kicking my feet at the end#i did not expect it AT ALL#i feel like this one and stars align will always hold a special place in my heart now#is weird for manga to make me cry so this one kinda surprised me too#also IT HAS A HAPPY ENDING#there were some stuff that pissed me off but they were minimal#lgbtq#btw this meme is lowkey canon just so you know like i won't say spoilers but believe me when i say it's kinda canon
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what people don't get about hualian is that they're literally like. jock and alternative art student. xie lian lives like a frat boy (mattress on the floor and nothing else in his room, no standards for his own well-being, can't cook and ends up eating what could be classified as biohazards) and is really enthusiastic about fighting as a hobby. meanwhile hua cheng rocks up to the function in his cunty little outfits every day of the week, bells on his boots and the red eyeliner slayed, obviously has taste but is soooo in love with his boyfriend who only ever wears cargo shorts and the most fucked up questionable hoodies you've ever seen. hua cheng wants xie lian to have nice things but it's always like. "babe i promise it's no trouble can we please get you a bedframe??" nd xie lian is obviously so enamored with his cool alt boyfriend who wears skirts sometimes and never misses a beat on a bitchy comment that's just the way it is. basically if your hualian concept doesn't have hua cheng as the hot goth gf you just don't get it
#talking#tgcf#look i am so passionate about this. mxtx wants you to think they're big strong guy (hc) and damsel in distress (xl) but they're fr not#hualian is the couple you see at a fast food restaurant where a goth girl is sitting across from some random dude twirling her hair#going 'babe you're SO funny!' nd the guy is just talking really enthusiastically about the olympics segment he watched last night#but is obviously really happy to be telling her about it? and for her to be genuinely interested??? and they're obviously happy together?#my point. is that they're mismatched but NOT in the way that people tend to talk about them.#they're in love and they're best friends and hua cheng is putting their hands together going 'whoa your hands are SO big..."#you get what i mean. not enough focus on hua cheng as a campy gay person and xie lian as a guy who owns one outfit#they ARE overdressed gf and very normal bf. you know this in your heart. [ pointing a gun at you ]#hua cheng#xie lian#tian guan ci fu#mxtx
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Charles trying to explain himself in that video with Carlos so that his Max doesn’t get angry.
#I mean how can u be afraid of being called out by looking at your teammate with heart in your eyes and be offended by the connotation#that u might be gay#but then openly say “MY MAX in a OFFICIAL press con#dude#lestappen
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#liv hewson#jasmin savoy brown#glaad awards#yellowjackets#hey hello apparently I’ve made it my job this week to archive these moments of big gay victory#but god I’m so happy for them#and for all the queer people working on this show#and for the Massive Trauma Show to LET queerness be a pocket of joy and identity that these characters can be proud of#it lives in my heart. it brightens a really rough period in my life. I’m just fucking stoked#all the awards but especially the gay ones dude#aw not GLAAD pinning my comment on this video. gay euphoria indeed
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thinking.....thoughts........
#'what thoughts chip?'#i dunno dude#just. gay.#and hands.#and my heart hurts but it's good#i need to go lay down#velcinta
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*Aggressively throws this at your head*
#tmnt 2012#TMNT#Raphael#casey jones#dudes is it gay to kiss your best friend in the cheek#is it gay to hold your favourite companion close and smile agianst their skin?#asking for a friend lmao#urgh idk why I’m so embarrassed about posting this#I don’t usually draw humans like ever so this was an experience#I’ve nearly finished season 3 of the 2012 show it’s really nostalgic#I’m a multi shipper at heart so I’m torn between ahaha Raphael gay and has aro ace king we the same#anyway yeah cringe is dead but I’m going to go on a little 4 week hiatus#which is in no way shape or form because I’m embarrassed#2012 rasey#rasey#if I grow some balls while I’m away I’ll keep practicing humans and share some headcanons but alas I’m getting the anxieties#oh my friend laughed at me for going outside the lines but that’s intentional I wanted to add to the grimey aesthetic they have#casey jones 2012
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Just guys bein dudes
Uvosee wanted a lil PDA kiss and Avello accepted his fate
THIS WAS A FACE STUDY WE WILL NOT MENTION THE HANDS
#oc#original character#star wars oc#art#digital art#togruta oc#oc art#toshii’s avello#toshii’s: uvosee#jedi oc#old gay dudes#they have my heart#i love them so#god the hands are so wack bro#i will be doing a hand study#my art#my oc
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I miss you Lorna… this is such a mess
This is an old message and I had several other similar messages, but I miss you guys and hope you’re all doing well!! I’m sorry to see nothing has improved.
I saw I was kindly mentioned by @awesomefringey and some other commenters the other day, so just wanted to log in and say hello and log back out for a few more months. 💕
Sending so so much love to all of you. Take care of yourselves and each other, please.
The video is still on YT.
#Anywayyyyy#The fandom added a whole lot more C to my C-PTSD#So a nice random message every few months instead of a freshly posted death wish is LOVELY.#Don’t fret. On meds and therapied but fresh tf out of money from it so @ L and H… lornasaurusrexx at g*ail is the PayPal if ur bored 🙃#I hate to be like this but protect your hearts. They’ll never be able to look out for you guys and they feed these trolls ammo for snacks#and it seems to have only gotten worse. Gotta keep them hets hetbaited for their money whilst actively encouraging them to bully yall? Why?#STILL!? At this point it feels like they’ve both chosen that path deliberately now and I find it quite gross. but I’m also very far removed#So don’t worry about my opinions. Keep trusting your own intuition!!! You all see it. I love you guys and your beautiful hearts and empathy#But I hope they can sleep at night knowing the absolute fucking genuine WRECKAGE they left across the Big Gay War generation/era of Larries#Don’t worry guys I’m just as dramatic as ever. None of this has anything to do with them coming out or anything. Just how we were treated.#But trust I fuckin mean that shit from the deepest darkest pit of my Demon Larrie™️ heart. They encouraged this. 🤷🏼♀️#Anyone who cares about my actual life updates: I’m a school nurse now and will be working at a bougie summer camp over break#Had a surgery I needed. Got new tattoos and piercings. In a happy and healthy relationship with the best dude for almost a year now.#OH and I went to New Zealand last year with Prettytruthsandlies!!!! We made a pact back in our Big Gay War/college days to go. And we DID!!#I got overstimulated and overfed and puked in Hobbiton. 🤣 (It was the best time of my LIFE GENUINELY🥰🥰🥰🥰🥹🥹🥹)#Okay BYE LOVE YOU GUYS#There are better and more humane ways to maintain a closet ..like literally STFU entirely. Ignoring it and not exploiting a kid is FREE#🇵🇸
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ok ok ok like i thought “the chosen” would suck cause “blah another series about the life and times of jesus” like we GET it it’s been around for CENTURIES you guys make the same damn movie all the time
but it’s actually legit really good? lots of pretty good representation! not everyone in the movie is white. actual portrayals of jewish culture instead of just ignoring that part. disabled people. matthew being autistic. characters that aren’t just two dimensional. the people in it feel like real people. there’s actual jokes, jesus cracks a few and they’re really funny?? so far nothing hateful, no gay or transgender bashing. it calls out the church for being judgemental and hateful in a way that’s very tasteful
it’s not perfect tho. jesus is…still white for some reason? despite mary not being white? and no one else around him being white? no gay people in it which is kind of a bad and a good thing…but it’s a portrayal of jesus and the people around him as human. as real life people who felt things and made jokes and rolled their eyes and stuff. also the guy they cast as jesus is pretty hot as are all the disciples. which isn’t the point or whatever but i can’t say i’m complaining. it’s free online and i think it’s worth a watch!
#it’s an adaptation of jesus that is more realistic#ofc he’s perfect and doesn’t sin but the point was that he was loving and kind and considerate and people all wanted to be around him#he doesn’t hesitate to walk straight into the dangerous or sketchy areas#he genuinely connects with and loves everyone he meets#they take liberties ofc but none of them are bad and add to the series as a whole#also as always i’m still gay and transgender as ever so no trad catholics or whatever touch this pls#but as a christian it makes my heart feel warm#it’s taken so so long to get an adaptation of any kind that depicts jesus as the kind of man who genuinely loves the people around him#not as some deity but as a human being loves other human beings#he is very human in this. it’s something christian’s don’t like to talk about#but if he went around talking like they do to other people#he wouldn’t have been able to last 10 seconds in the areas he was at#he wouldn’t have been welcomed there#it feels more faithful to the actual bible then they ever make him sound in any church service i’ve ever been in#the chosen#seriously check it out! it’s a genuinely good watch#especially if you have an interest in religion in general#i thought i’d hate it but i love it#pls know i’m being genuine abt this#and also the dudes they cast actually could pass as the age the actual apostles and actual jesus were#instead of being like 40-50 lmao#and them being hot is like just an added bonus sorry i have eyes
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i love being autistic cause sometimes i get a glimpse into how regular people perceive things and its like. what the fuck. what the fuck is that? you live like this? and its normal?? i think YOURE the weird one actually. im fine. thanks though.
#THERES SO MANY WEIRD RULES#LIKE WHAT DO YOU MEAN PEOPLE PAY ATTENTION TO HOW SOMEONE WALKS LIKE HUH????? WHY????????????#can someone fucking explain the dude head nod thing to me why do we do that. whats that about. ive never seen anyone do that irl before#is that an american thing or do i just hang around too many afab people#i am learning the intricacies of cis people gender rules and i am. what fucking planet have i been on the last 17 years like what is this#was there some like. rulebook they handed out at somepoint they forgot to give to me or something#“best way to learn is to observe the men around you” OBSERVE WHAT. YOU PEOPLE PAY THAT MUCH ATTENTION TO EVERY LITTLE MOVEMENT????#bruh i can barely make eye contact w people...#my ass has never intentionally copied someones mannerisms ever.#i do it subconsciously. but doing it actively feels weird and wrong and like im breaking someones boundaries#“men dont smile at people.” well they should.#ive decided cishet men are the most boring people on the planet#“dont move with your hands” YOURE BREAKING MY POOR THEATER KID HEART#i need to meet more gay men irl to absorb the vibe of cause i only know like two. not counting myself#i want people to look at me and go. ah yes. fruit.#at this point im just going to accept being misgendered for the rest of eternity. id rather die than be boring in the way cishet men are#my flavor of being trans is so influenced by my autism cause my perception of genders is completely off from what everyone else is doing#im like. yeah i want to be a man. and then i look at what the majority of men are actually like and its like. wait no. not like that#shoutout to flamboyant gay men where would i be without them#i think the thing that bothers me the most is that like#in my mind peoples genders are just. the way they express themselves.#its not like. this super big complex deal like how everyone else treats it. if that makes sense? like.#regular people have so many rules for what counts as a man or what counts as a woman or what counts as neither and its like???#you can do what you want???? why do we care????#and ive been doing this since i was little. on account of the autism#i just. dont get why its such a big deal to people.#i cant wrap my head around it at all#not nonbinary not a girl not aegender not a man but a secret fourth thing#(man but i do it my way instead of everyone elses way)#unfortunately doing it my way just. leads to the misgendering dimension. for some reason
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they’re gay your honor
#dude this manga is awesome#i finished the released chaps in one day#and then i cried#anime and manga#the summer hikaru died#more like the summer i realized i was gay for my best friend and the monster that’s not really a monster but he inhabits his corpse#DUDE ITS SO SAD YOSHIKI CANT GRIEVE BC EVERYONE STILL THINKS HIKARUS ALIVE#AND THE FACT THAT HIKARU DIDNT WANT YOSHIKI TO BE LEFT ALONE#i’m losing it#oh my heart#the gays are at it again#lgbtq#i think#its hinted kinda that yoshiki and not dead hikaru liked each other before the accident#i can’t wait for the next chapter
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