#my forever sunshine

[lakorns]

[01432853]

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#mer's favorite comfort dramas to feel a little bit whole again from 3 diff countries

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[thasorns-moved]

And I won't have any feelings for you anymore. That's all you want? Yes. What if I don't want that? I want you to love me again.

MY FOREVER SUNSHINE (2020) ���ราบฟ้ามีตะวัน dir. Chudapa Chantaket

[theresmorethanmeetstheye]

I can't believe it has been a year

[dawnatlas]

(raven neil au) im having so many thoughts about them all the time

[omokel]

no thoughts just them

[meyhew]

neil in aftg can pass off as like… Almost borderline semi-normal kid who’s found himself in insane circumstances when rlly all he wants to do is play a crazy sport because he looks at andrew’s problems and kevin’s lack of spine and riko’s entire existence and he does believe he’s almost borderline semi-normal. just a paranoid liar bc his dad wants to murder him. then u see him from an outsider’s pov and he’s damn near psychotic arranging a hit on someone while on a lunch date with his gangster uncle and the guy who taped his skin back together after continuous torture not even a year ago and he does it without breaking a sweat while stringing up a series of lies to feed to the FBI. character or ALL time

[eliotquillon]

we all know about the ‘jean died in every version of the story except the published one’ tidbit but my 'favourite' piece of the extra content for a while now has been the throwaway note about how, in one of the many past drafts where jean killed himself, he did so on the phone to kevin because he wanted kevin with him when he died. Getting to its devastating and now-canon flipside in tsc of 'this time jean doesn't kill himself but only because kevin made him promise not to' was sooo full circle and i think it makes perfect sense for jean and kevin. kevin is the reason why jean is alive and the reason why he wants to kill himself in the first place and the person he loves most in the world and the person he hates the most and his closest friend and the person he can never talk to properly again. Typing this out makes me want to lay down hold on

[damianbugs]

UGHHRHRRAAAH.... LITTLE DUKE THOMAS (my insane person powers explodes everything within a five mile radius)

[vanmarkus]

ETERNAL SUNSHINE OF THE SPOTLESS MIND ✧ 2004 dir. Michel Gondry

[sbgyri]

joy

[necrotic-nephilim]

what's fun about shipping Tim with Dick, Jason, or Damian is he has, at some point, hallucinated all of them to comfort himself. even when he doesn't like them or particularly get along with them, he has to imagine/hallucinate them just so he has the power to go on. Tim's concepts of the Robin mantle and what it should be is so fun, because he respects the others through the Robin mantle. Tim worships Dick because he was the first Robin. he wouldn't be Robin if Jason hadn't died in the mantle. and a lot of his frustration with Damian is he feels Damian isn't honoring the mantle correctly. when you ship Tim with the other Robins you can't divorce their identities as Robin from it because Tim will always see them as a Robin first and that's so fun and fucked up. like.

batman (1940) #456

Tim perceiving Dick as *Robin* cheering him on, not Nightwing, which is the version of Dick that Tim actually knows? that's just. wild of him. he will always view Dick as Robin first, his personal hero but also the original of the legacy. his love for Dick is shaped by that.

and then of course, even when he's hallucinating/imagining Jason cheering him on, it's *still* through the lense of being reminded how Jason failed? subconsciously believing that Jason got himself killed because of his actions, and that being a lesson for Tim to learn from? Jason isn't a person to Tim, he's a moral lesson about how to be Robin. any potential idolization he could have of Jason isn't because he loves Jason, it's because of the lessons Jason's death taught him.

and then, even though him hallucinating TIm is from the New-52, which makes characterization all kinds of questionable, i do think it makes sense for TIm to hallucinate/imagine Damian after Damian's death in an attempt to cope with it.

teen titans (2011) #18

to an extend, he sees Damian's death as in part his own fault. and even hating Damian, Tim needs the comfort from this to cope with Damian being gone. he's angry that Damian even was Robin, and has to learn something from Damian's death and how it impacts the Robin mantle, and teenage heroes as a whole. like, Tim can pretend he hates Damian all he wants, even getting taunted by the image of Damian, but there's still an underlying love to their relationship.

i think that's just the fun of shipping Tim with any of them. you will never divorce Tim's views of them from the Robin mantle and how fucking Unwell he is about anyone else who's been Robin before or after him, to the point he has to hallucinate them comforting him when he's at his lowest. it's always going to be a little unhealthy, a little toxic, and driven by Tim's relationship with being Robin as well. i need more Tim being weird about Robin in these ships.

[01432853]

My Forever Sunshine (2020) - Wanfahmai & Arthit

[thasorns-moved]

I don't know if I'll ever get over this jealous face sdjfkjsdhkshf

[hyperboleigh91]

TSC fanfic idea, I suppose?

Jean is sent for an MRI (and various other tests) because EAU is suspiciously incapable of getting Jean's medical records to USC, and the USC coaches/nurses are suspicious of the amount of damage Jean sustained at Evermore.

Jean is terrified of being in the confined space of the machine, unable to move for upwards of an hour.

Jeremy, of course, goes with Jean and tries to calm him down. He keeps Jean's cross necklace with him while Jean has the MRI.

The coaches inform/warn their nurses, who inform the doctors that Jean will likely require strong anxiety medicine for the scan.

The night before the MRI, Jean asks Renee to distract him, and the two talk for hours with Jean expressing his worries over what the tests may find.

Jean is as unwilling to talk to doctors as he is to police. Refusing to explain any of his scars, medical history, or family health history.

Jean doesn't know who to put as his emergency contact and writes Kevin's name and number because it's the only one he has memorized. (This action will have consequences)

After the testing, Jean is still loopy from the anxiety meds and confides more than he ever intended to Jeremy.

[dawnatlas]

(raven neil au) wanted to draw them napping together again....