#my fears be damned
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On way too few hours of sleep and I once again lost my impulse control. So unless my beloved, my husband, my outer impulse control stops me, I'm about to sign up for a cliff climbing course. (I am afraid of heights but what could go wrong, am I right)
#i am indeed terrified of heights#but the truth is I've started bouldering not long ago#and i fell in love with it#my fears be damned#and this course on actual mountains feels like something i need to do#so idk let's here what husband says because my judgement might be a bit clouded atm
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[ORV] happy Han Myungoh before I explore (my interpretation of) his trauma ^_^
[CONTENT WARNING: Body Horror / Gore underneath]
Han Myungoh had to save his daughter in exchange for her freedom and his humanity
Han Myungoh did try killing the baby before it was born, but he changed his mind later and gave birth to Han Dareum and loved her. SOURCE: Chapter 251: Episode 47 – Demon King Selection (5)
Still, it must've been scary living his entirely life as a straight cis man then suddenly being hit with the fear of pregnancy, having to experience what it's like to have a living being growing inside you. (Even if not physically, since: 1. The specifics never got told in the novel 2. Han Dareum is a curse 3. Han Myungoh himself said he "give birth from the heart.")
#orv#omniscient readers viewpoint#han myungoh#orv han myungoh#my drawing museum#daily thoughts of me projecting my chronical fear of rape-caused pregnancy unto Han Myungoh#I hate how his story keeps being downplayed and joked about simply because he's a man#because aahahahha funny m-preg guys am I right. ugh.#I know damn well if Han Myungoh was a woman her story wouldn't be the butt of a joke at all#it's not that I think people should shut up with their jokes. they can be funny! I mean. who sees a pregnant man everyday??#it's just the users who joke about him without actually getting to know him as a character that REALLY pisses me off ^_^#you're not joking about him. you're making a MOCKERY of him. there's a difference#he's my comfort character. Of course I'd feel indignant#but hey. to each our own I suppose. cheers
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there's something about butches reclaiming protectiveness and chivalry from an imposed "caring, nurturing" character associated and often forced upon women. something about how while straight men often try to present as careless as possible, masculinity and care are not only not conflicting in the butch identity, but inherent to it. there's something there.
#I've always been very fiercely protective of my friends and family#and i damn hated the idea of coming across as “motherly” so much#so much that i radically changed the way i interacted in fear of being percieved like some sort of mom friend#my views on this radically shifted since i started meeting butches#it also made me open my eyes to how people (esp femmes and other lesbians) actually see me and percieve me#theres an abyss of difference#and its an interesting thought#butch#butch lesbian#lesbian#butchfemme
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I simply could NOT resist, okay?
I SHIP IT! I DON’T CARE! I SHIP IT :D
#main sponsors of your panic attacks and existential crisises#you’re welcome ehehe#they both are like#‘damn they’re so weird good thing I’m the only normal one in here’#let’s generate some DREAD together#we’re going to therapy with these ones#anxiety x fear#fear x anxiety#inside out#inside out 2#inside out fanart#inside out anxiety#inside out fear#my art#fanart
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listen if I sneak into Mob with a big trenchcoat and stuff them all into my pockets I can give them all happier endings-
#poppy playtime#poppy playtime spoilers#poppy playtime chapter 4#yarnaby#doey the doughman#kissy missy#I'm gonna be shocked at this point#if I end up being satisfied with the conclusion provided in whatever chapter is the finale#Mob makes INCREDIBLE characters but I fear they won't be able to stick the landing of their narrative#holding out hope they make me eat my words whenever that ending happens#if it does#player character I am SHAKING you wtf is your deal#you better have a damn good reason why you've been silent and ruthless this whole time
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rubber boy
#luffy studies so i can draw him without fear he'll look like a deku clone#he's honestly everything#love him more every damn day#op#one piece#luffy#strawhat luffy#monkey d. luffy#my art#digital art#digital illustration#sketch
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It's the fact that so far Armand is the most inhuman monstrous vampire still walking the earth that we as readers have met. And yet we see him fall hopelessly in love with the most ordinary human man.
#yes im drunk postng leave me alone#armandaniel#devil's minion#armand#daniel molloy#ig ore how much of a weird freak daniel is and appreciate how armand is essentially reconnectinf with his humanity in this moment#iwtv#i love you queen of the damned#yeah sure its a short chapter but the impact has been felt for over 30 fucking years#i love you armand and daniel i fear i will carry you with me for all of my days#amc iwtv#interview with the vampire#the vampire armand
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sigh. okay im listening to another podcast Whatever im obsessed with them
#this is forcing me to learn how to draw a mustache#AND A PIANO. no piano drawings here because they’re HARD. they’re so difficult. so many damn keys#anyway they’re my new favorite guys i fear#malevolent#malevolent fanart#john doe malevolent#arthur lester#jaspers art
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The building had been crawling with gentle humans who noticed not a thing as they’d stolen the clothes they now wore, uniforms of the young, and left by a broken door into an alley. Not my brothers and sisters anymore. — QUEEN OF THE DAMNED
#iwtvedit#iwtv#interview with the vampire#daniel molloy#queen of the damned#i think this is my favorite vampire daniel quote from qotd. it makes me SO excited for vampire daniel in season 3#HE HAS ALWAYS! BEEN! THE HUNTSMAN!#daniel reflecting and not seeing himself as changed from prey to predator. he was predator all along and just hiding it waiting#in the books he went looking for vampires hunting for more of their secret world.#in the show he always goes hunting for the truth under the lies even when it puts him in great danger. he doesn't back down#it's who he is! the man in dogged pursuit of what he wants.#i just love him as a character so much#i want him embracing his sexuality and immortality i want him abrasive and cold and without fear i want him DEVOURING innocent people#it's what we deserve!!!!
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WAKE UP BABIES!!!!!! WE GOT NEW DABI VISUALS TO OBSESS OVER 🛐
#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#bnha#mha#dabi#touya todoroki#bnha dabi#mha dabi#bnha season 7#mha season 7#the first two pics… i. am. OBSESSED.#like— the butterflies in my stomach… the way my whole body is trembling from excitement…#i screamed so damn hard while watching the trailer omfg he is the best character in existence i fear#can’t 6th of april come faster??? please??? 😭
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Bastard stupid ugly-ass unloved experimental idiot failed abortion curbchewer little shit child (affectionate) fanart
so uhh here's my art of this dumb little disgusting thing that has bore it's way through my skull and made a nest in my brain. @asmogorna thank you for making this little dirt child that won't leave my frontal lobe whatever I do (I love him so much oh my goddd oh my goddd oh mygoddddd)
#will wood#will wood and the tapeworms#will woodlings#fanart#self ish#i am on the spectrum i fear#hes so me (my parents dont love me)#headcanon him and EIAL share a bunk bed#damn you asmogorna making me tweak over a ww au#yapping in tags yet again
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#LET'S GOOOO#MY FIRST ANIMATION EVEEERRRR#actually kinda PROUD of myself#spent the UNGODLY amount of time to make this video#im in ever more awe of all these edits on tiktok#guys how are you doing all that#also the amount of brainrot I have on these men???#don't ask me.#DON'T ask me about how fiddleford appears cautious#then after bill he is SCARED#like... IN FEAR.#and then there is the memory gun for a second right after.#and how there is stanley calling ON THE STREET.#WAITING FOR AN ANSWER.#and not getting one#because ford is so down the hole#he didn't heard the phone calling#and for how many times?#DAMN ITTTT#gravity falls#gf#stanford pines#ford pines#fiddleford mcgucket#fiddauthor#bill cipher#the book of bill#billford#stan pines#my art
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great news whores, i have entered the tumblr vernacular apparently

#yknow#before this i was unafraid of irls finding out abt my tumblr#bc it was mostly just cringe and by god i will spread cringe like the pandemic i did not start i promise#but now that this has gone. well. viral.#i fear for my identity#but also god damn is it funny#if nothing else maybe this notoriety will convince more people to watch marble hornets
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leave the door ajar
#gravity falls#stanford pines#fiddleford mcgucket#fiddauthor#artwork of the damned#this is sloppy but i just had to get it out of my head#i just think especially at first there was a lot of fear of saying the wrong thing#and of feelings not being reciprocated#they'll be okay they'll talk about it later#well. more accurately they'll imply they don't want to stop working together and build a doomsday bunker with one bed about it#but that's basically the same as talking#also apologies for the alt text#i know it's not very good#i might try to re-do it later. or just tack it under the post in a readmore. i'm open to suggestions#anyway happy fiddleford friday please enjoy his misery
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Me: kisses a lady, has lesbian sex , gets giddy and excited about women, doesn’t desire sex with men
Also me at 1 in the morning: …… what if I’m lying. What if I’m not really a lesbian. What if I secretly desire men and I don’t realise it. All those other lesbians are really attracted to women but I’m lying about it. *brain proceeds to give me unwanted sexual images of men and making me distressed*
Thanks ocd. Thanks.
#I just want a break from my brain for one damn day#was crying in the car with my recovery coach over the fear of abusing people not enough ??#damn#trigger warning ocd#tw ocd#tw sexuality ocd
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the barbie (2023) experience as an afab non binary person is just [reconnecting with your femininity and love for pink bc you couldnt when u were younger bc being too girly will get u made fun of] [feeling guilt bc u dont identify with being a girl but girlhood is so inherently beautiful and magical and no experience is truly like it] [healing the inner child in you by allowing yourself to enjoy dolls and pink and maximalism] [unapologetically letting yourself wear pink and be stereotypically girly in a society where being non binary means you have to be presenting androgynous 24/7] [getting your grown-up heart shattered and then put back together again by your inner child using sparkly glue over and over in the span of two hours] [realizing that no matter what you do you have somewhat experienced girlhood and it shaped you to be the person you are today and you will never get to erase that experience or truly disconnect yourself from it] [appreciating and understanding your mother in a way that you thought wasnt possible without experiecing motherhood]
#my brain has permanently been altered by the barbie movie#ALSO THE MOMMY ISSUES IN THE MOVIE GOD FUCKING DAMN#when barbie said that the old woman is beautiful it makes me not fear getting old anymore#it's just all this time i feel so guilty like nothing but guilt when i present myself as femme and act all feminine but then identify with#being enby#and when i vocally advocate for feminism and all that but theres a little voice in my head going#but youre not a part of that club anymore you left them#BUT I KNOW ITS NOT WITHIN MY CONTROL BC I DONT HAVE CONTROL OF MY GENDER AND HOW I FEEL ABOUT IT#barbie#barbie movie#barbie 2023#ken#margot robbie#ryan gosling#mine#queer#woah 1k?????#1k#2k
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