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oh no! more ginhiji
#hhhhhhhhhhhh theyyy areeee eatinggggg myyyy BRAIIIIIN#using them as a coping mechanism to avoid the horrors of silver soul#i reached the second half and i. i need a breather#i’m trying to figure out what my favourite dynamic of ginhiji is so i can make comics about it later but rn my brain is just like#haha they want to punt each other into the sun yet they are inexplicably drawn to each other so they may as well burn together#gin san being like oh well i guess this is happening now?? and toshi trying to gaslight himself out of this waking nightmare#it’s very funny to consider#they are very much a romantic comedy but more emphasis on the comedy aspect with tragedy bits coming out of nowhere to kill you dead#so like gintama yk#also hijikata’s hair is a nightmare to draw im trying so hard#girl help#sakata gintoki#hijikata toushirou#ginhiji#hijigin#gintoki x hijikata#hijikata x gintoki#there are so many tags for one pairing hhhh#gintama#ok bye
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anyway
qfitpac reunite and move to live on a ranch happily together with their kids(delusional)
#everything is going to shit#i have such low expectations#and absolutely no hope#very disappointing#so i turned to my favourite coping mechanism#being fucking delusional#you can join me if you want#qsmp#qsmp fitmc#fitmc#pactw#fitpac#qsmp pactw#hideduo#qsmp admin situation
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JOJO I CANT STOP SOBBING ABOUT MUCHOOO😭
Think of the good timeline!!! He's happy here with tenjiku and he has a good relationship with Sanzu! It all ends well for him!!!
#the good timeline is the best coping mechanism we have for all the trauma#tokyo revengers#tokyo revengers spoilers#muto yasuhiro#ngl i think he has my favourite hairstyle for him here too
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The rings of power season finale meme-dump because I've been ✨trauma-dumped✨
#memes are my favourite coping mechanism#the rings of power#trop#trop spoilers#trop season 2#the lord of the rings#trop memes#meme dump
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🎤talk about all three of your vale wips if you want
One common misunderstanding I see about Casey and Valentino's relationship and rivalry, which was exemplified by Casey's visit to the ranch, is the assumption that Casey and Vale despise each other. Yes, towards the end of Casey's motogp career things got petty and snippy between them, but their issues have always been about each other as riders and competitors. Not so much the actual person.
Vale has been always openly complimentary of Casey and considers him one of the greatest to ever do it. Vale liked fighting Casey on track! He had fun! Vale radiates such joy in all of the media about Casey's visit to the ranch because this is about sharing passion and history with a man Vale holds in high regard.
And as much as Casey continues to hold grudges against Valentino, he does like the bloke. In his post about visiting the ranch, Casey wrote in the caption that despite the many differences and years between them, Valentino and he will always share racing and bikes. Sure, Casey's niceties towards Vale can have a double-edged quality, but in my opinion, that is an awfully fond thing for Casey to say about the person he's apparently been exploding with his mind since his debut.
So that's where we find ourselves at the beginning of my Casey/Vale ranch fic. Written from Casey's POV because I love sinking my teeth into the marrow of why some people are Like That, this fic is about trying to reconcile with the fact that the one person who knows you best in the world is the guy you (don't) hate the most.
Since his retirement, Casey has kept a professional separation between him and Valentino. They raced together and they were each other's rival. Casey won and then Valentino won more. Everything they shared refined to career statistics.
Whenever he's asked, Casey calls him Valentino, or Rossi. Exceptional. Indomitable. A bit of a cunt.
Even the things Casey doesn't talk about he keeps pigeonholed. The touching, the compliments, the sex- it was about what they could take from each other.
So when Valentino texts Casey inviting him to the Ranch it shouldn't even warrant a second thought to politely decline. Instead, Casey leaves Valentino on read for twenty four hours before accepting, a decision he justifies as morbid curiosity.
Everything unravels fairly quickly after that.
For the sake of building forced proximity narrative tension, Casey spends a long weekend at the Ranch. He offers to get a hotel but Valentino laughs him off and tells Casey he'll be staying with Valentino. Which is.. fine.
The drive over is spent rationalising being at the Ranch as like being at one of the many training camps Casey has done over his career. A no stakes weekend that will be attended by most of Valentino's academy and almost certainly used for social media promotion. Which makes it fine.
Pulling into the Ranch, it's Valentino who heads the welcome party, because of course it is. Casey is barely out of the car before Valentino is drawing him into a hug, familiar and warm, greeting Casey with such enthusiasm it splits his face into a one thousand watt smile.
And then they're off.
That first day is indeed spent mostly like a training camp. Valentino takes him on the grand tour, a non-stop spout of narration that Casey nods attentively along to. Of course Casey always knew the Ranch was important to Valentino, but this is something else entirely.
Although the thought doesn't stay with Casey for long because Valentino shepherds him into the garage and towards his bike. They chase each other around the track, the rumble of Valentino's bike behind him, the shining yellow of his leathers in front; it's like it's 2008 all over again. Which again, is fine.
In between sessions Casey pinballs from conversation to conversation. There's Marco, who is Casey is genuinely happy to see. He wraps Casey up in another hearty hug-- Italians --and listens eagerly while Casey regales him with all his happier memories on a bike.
Luca snags him next. He's keen on Casey's setup process and riding ethos and is an attentive student as Casey explains his practice. Valentino wanders over at some point to join his brother and Casey pauses expecting an interruption, but Valentino seems content to just listen while Casey talks.
And when night has well and truly settled over the track, Valentino, wide eyed and hopeful, invites Casey to dinner. Casey tells himself it's because it would be rude to refuse his host's hospitality when so much effort was went too. Not because he likes having Valentino's attention. Not even they sit together all night, pressed almost shoulder to hip.
It is only in the sanctity of the guest bedroom Valentino prepared for him that Casey makes his confession. Lying in bed Casey picks apart the Instagram post Valentino tags him in, his video self almost unrecognisable. There's one, shortly after Luca had taken his leave, and Casey had taken his spot next to Valentino. They lean into each other, a scant few inches a part.
Casey turns his head into the pillow, breathing in clean laundry and jerks himself off to what he thinks, hopes, is Valentino's lingering scent.
The next day is quieter, just him and Valentino mostly. They race each other until they can't remember who's leading the scoreboard. Until Casey's mouth tastes like dust. Until they collapse against each other, exhausted, and the vibrations of Valentino's laugh feel like the purr of Casey's bike under him.
Casey wants to turn and run. He doesn't belong here, in Valentino's space, his home, his heart carved into the landscape that raised him.
Casey stands abruptly, mumbling an empty excuse about showering, but before he can flee a hand closes around his ankle. He looks down and Valentino has shifted onto his knees, looking up at Casey equal parts apprehensive and awed.
"You still race like a god"
Something snaps. Or maybe it clicks into place. Casey manhandles Valentino over his bike, hobbling Valentino with his leathers and stretching him open with spit and sweat. Base, is how Casey fucks Valentino, restraint trampled under the weight of Casey's want as he takes Valentino apart in the dirt, on the track.
Bikes have never been about romance to Casey, but when Valentino looks over his shoulder at him, the shape of the chassis pressed into his face while his voice breaks around Casey's name, Casey is overcome by a heady rush of understanding. Finally he has mastered both the man and machine that have defined his life, and now absolute victory, trembling and sweet, is his.
#working title: the consequences of finding somebody who matches your freak and how to (?) deal with it#starring casey's coping mechanisms delusion and psychoanalysis#supported by motorsport rpf favourites eroticism of the machine and religious symbolism#btw my mugello 2009 fic is the spiritual predecessor to this one#and occasionally i think about sequel to this fic where vale rides casey on the yamaha in his bedroom#ruby replies#ruby writes#(i feel like a wanker putting those tags together lmao)#casey stoner#valentino rossi#casey/vale
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hot take but killer in love is a mid manga, the characters are shit and the only one that I remotely like is kokoa but that's only because I relate to some aspects of her, the fandom is godawful, and akiyama enma has many more works that are ACTUALLY GOOD.
like okay kokoa is cool and pretty but she is also a very bad person in source,,,...!!!!!!!!! "I'm kokoa irl" maybe go get some therapy sweetheart ♡
#using affection and relationships as a coping mechanism of not being truly loved by other people#during your childhood and therefore not being able to be a good partner in any shape or form#when I say I relate to her I mean the way and not in the manipulative cheater way#definitely my least favourite manga out of all the ones of read#sorry for the rant Editblr is just annoying me with all the kokoa edits 😭
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misc qifreys while i figure out how to draw him
#and just remember how to draw in general but thats another thing lawl#my favourite little man with terrible terrible coping mechanisms#witch hat atelier#wha#qifrey#pngs
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Finally made a Parapluesch OC, introducing Mama Oz ♥ (Patreon)
#Doodles#Parapluesch#Do I need to tag all of them? I don't want to so I won't lol#I can tag my original I guess :P#Mama Oz#She's based on this absolutely ridiculous and darling object I found at the same place I got my new-to-me video games haha#So apparently in the 60s this specific type of - magazine rack? in the shape of a kangaroo?? was made??#Ridiculous. So ostentatious. I fell in love immediately and had to make her into a Parapluesch#Like as soon as I laid eyes on her standing there I was like ''Oh you're from Die Anstalt'' - Instantly started filling in her backstory#Mama Oz's deal is your classic Stages of Grief - in her case from losing a child#Since she's a plush she never had an actual baby but she lost Her Child if you get me - she stopped being played with#And so she projects that grief onto others and adopts them in an attempt to get Her Child back#Except if this new relationship isn't within that framework then she rejects it and goes to the next one#She doesn't really realize that she's inconveniencing them by trying to adopt them and limiting herself from forming lasting connections#Not allowing change or growth - stagnating and trying to reclaim something lost#One of my favourite parts of Die Anstalt is that each of them is shown to have flaws#They still need and are deserving of help! But their uglier symptoms aren't shied away from#Dolly and Lilo use self-harm as a coping mechanism#Sly is shown to seek out the high at times and be short and destructive#Dub takes pride in his overwork#Kroko is surly and prickly#Don't even get me started on Dr. Wood lol#So it's fun to imagine what Mama Oz would be doing to - even by accident! - harm herself or others#The whole point of helping them is for them to become their best most comfortable selves :D#I also think what's especially funny is that I've been Meaning to make a Parapluesch OC for /years/ now#I always planned for it to be a Gender Dysphoria diagnosis since that's in the DSM and I had a design and route planned and everything#No. Kangaroo magazine rack. Okay#Lol
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Jason Todd calling the Lazarus Pits every name under the sun to cope
#so far my favourite i’ve seen is Dante’s green jacuzzi#jason todd#batman#lazarus pit#jason todd’s unconventional coping mechanisms
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A reference sheet i did for these two husbands mwah, chefs kid
I really felt gay as hell when drawing this i probably passed out without knowing /j
Did you know that their pokemon are their lawyers aint no way bro 😨😨😨
There was also an old reference sheet i did of these two but they look possessed
They were definetly cooking something when i drew them like this, they look like they were abouta arm wrestle in the most weirdest place ever why am i sharing this i dont know pls save me
#pokemon au#pokemon heartgold#pokemon soulsilver#pokemon#trainer ethan#pokemon trainer#trainer gold#rival silver#alternate universe#their pokemon are their lawyers did you know that /j#its almost 00:00 and im here drawing gay people what the actual hell#I AM GOING TO PASS OUT IF I LOOK AT THEM AGAIN PLS HELP ME#pokemon is my coping mechanism#they are my coping mechanism and my favourite gay couple that i call them ge pepel#precious metals#huntershipping#preciousmetalshipping
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Seen a lot of stuff lately of people just berating others for having takes on characters that they don’t agree with or that don’t align with their take, like girl it’s a fictional character they’re not real, and especially if it’s a fictional character who’s backstory/lore is quite vague, let people believe what they want it’s not that serious, I’ve got certain views on characters that don’t line up with how other people see them and vice versa, that doesn’t mean anybody’s right or wrong, even if it’s less canon-compliant, literally who cares. It’s a silly little made up person with a silly little made up backstory and we’re just making silly little headcanons, like bro it’s not that deep, and I’m tired of people getting so pissy with others about “issues” like this.
#sorry for the rant but i just needed to get it out because it’s been pissing me off#EVERYBODY’S views are going to be different because we’re all individuals#what are you gonna start attacking EVERYONE because their view is SLIGHTLY different to yours#“i think their favourite colour’s blue” “ACTUALLY you’re WRONG it’s GREEN you IDIOT” and then it’s not confirmed in canon like girl shut up#the ONLY exception to this is people’s OCs#because my OCs are extremely important to me they’ve been my main coping mechanism for years and i dont want people hijacking them#especially since they’re so so personal and i cant stand the thought of people trying to change them and their stories#but anyway rant over
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#i will never not be mad about the fact the poll options are too short for most of my all time favourites to be included#so feel free to reblog with a different fave!#if tumblr allowed then i would have included:#‘i had questions for the tap dancer on my lap and she had childproof caps on her answers’#and ‘in my heart there’s this hotel suite where you’ve lived so long it’s kind of strange now you’re gone’#amongst MANY others#listen the gist of this entire post is just that i am obsessed with the way alex writes#which i’m sure is not news to anybody here#am i ill and stressed and using polls as a coping mechanism again? yes. yes i am#alex turner#arctic monkeys#polls#lulu posts
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I think sometimes you just have to make peace with the fact that your actual hobby is collecting books. And that that's okay.
#i used to devour eight books a week up until I was about 22#i couldn't fathom leaving anything in the house unread#then it's like my brain maxed out#coincided with my cptsd manifesting in crippling depression‚ triggering my bipolar#and hitting that mid-20s adhd wall where all your coping mechanisms fall apart#it's just been getting worse ever since#i can no longer read anything but fanfic#i was able to make a great headway through alexis hall's work but then I fell into a hyperfixation again so#bye bye everything else#i couldn't read comics even when I was back to hyperfixating on comics#i can't absorb things and when I do I can't hold them in my head#i used to be able to pull out entire passages of my favourite books from memory#now I can barely remember what happened in them#sometimes i wonder whether it even mattered that i used to be such a voracious reader#sure it gave me writing skills but i was never able to do much with them because of the complete mental and physical breakdown#and people young enough to be my kids write better than I ever did#i still have the thirst and hunger for knowledge and stories#but no capacity for it at all#books#reading#just adhd things#actually adhd#burnout#book collection#knee of huss
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These days I find it really challenging to come up with whump/angst concepts which probably means my mental health is the best it's ever been but I miss churning out painful fic like my life depended on it
#angst fic used to be my favourite coping mechanism#and i don't technically need it anymore and my brain can't even think of anything#fluff fic ideas? endless#but i miss writing whump!! i miss the catharsis#it was so much fun#my posts
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