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no one compares to you so i do drugs to forget. iām much weaker than you thought i was
#my ex bsf#pat#the jongler#mikeyyaps#mikey yaps#reblog to end my life#writeblogging#writers and poets#writerscommunity#writers on tumblr#writing#writeblr#hell is a teenage girl#manic pixie dream girl#girlhood#girlblogging#girl interrupted#im just a girl#just girly things#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#tcc thoughts#tcctwt#teeceecee#tcctard#tccblur#tccblr#true cringe community#txt post#digital diary#420stoner
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The Quite Nice and Fairly Accurate Good Omens Script Book Depiction of Gay Yearning by Neil Gaiman
#he's just like me fr#like if my ex-bsf had turned to 19 year old me like āgo fight satan or i'm never speaking to u againā#u can bet your ass i would've gone āyes ma'amā and hauled myself up off the ground and towards certain death#eugh 19 year old me was a mess#like the physical embodiment of phoebe's bridge in moon song (you know the one. the dog one. the āoh and now im cryingā lyric. yeah.)#crowley#aziraphale#david tennant#gomens 2#michael sheen#aziracrow#go2#good omens 2#gomens#good omens script book#good omens#queer#gay yearning#gay longing#good omens shitpost#shitpost
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When ao3 is down and I immediately check tumblr to make sure itās not just meššš
#ao3#AHHH#right when I was abt to start writing too#:(#OMG MY EX BSF TRIED TO FOLLOW ME ON INSTA AS I TYPED THIS
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I'm tired of being nice I just wanna lose my shit on someone. Like just once. Can I please just do that once.
#i am aware i have free will but unfortunately my brain will never allow me to ahow a speck of real emotion to anyone#yippee#excepr for that one time i apparenrly ' yelled at someone' but im p sure my ex bsf was gaslighting me#not saying that word lightly btw they genuinely were gaslighting me into thinking i was hearing voices haha#so#so yeah#anyway#im having a very bad time at work rn
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you call me again drunk in your benz driving home under the influence you scared me death but im wasting my breath cause you only listen to you fucking friends i dont relate to you i dont relate to you no cause id never treat me this shitty you made me hate this city and i dont talk SHIT ABOUT YOU ON THE INTERNET NEVER TOLD ANYONE EVERYTHING BAD CAUSE THAT SHITS EMBARRASSING YOU WHERE MY EVERYTHING AND ALL THAT YOU DID WAS MAKE ME FUCKING SAD SO DONT WASTE THE TIME I DONT HAVE AND DONT TRY TO MAKE ME FEEL BAD I COULD TALK ABOUT EVERY TIME THAT YOU SHOWED UP ON TIME BUT ID HAVE AN EMPTY LINE CAUSE YOU NEVER DID NEVER PAID ANY MIND TO MY MOTHER OR FRIENDS SO I SHUT THEM ALL OUT FOR YOU CAUSE I WAS A KID YOU RUINED EVERYTHING GOOD ALWAYS SAID YOU WHERE MISUNDERSTOOD MADE ALL MY MOMENTS YOUR OWN JUST FUCKING LEAVE ME ALONE !!
#this is low key abt my ex bsf but more importantly its abt the social network amv on youtube#flappy rambles
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i know in your head, you see me instead, cause he looks a lot like i did back then! baby don't lie, he's just a looklalike!
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Hate how Talking to someone makes me doubt literally everything, like ill be texting my regular friends at 3 am with absolutely no shame but i like them and nooooo 9 is too early i should wait till 9:30 so i dont look like the weirdo that texts rhem as soon as i wake up
#*MUFFLED SCREAMING*#i barely ever get crushes#barely#so i dont know the fuckrirjfheh PROTOCOL when one actually??? happens???? and is requited???? WHAT#in my last proper relationship we were already practically dating#so i skipped the crush stage all together#the one after that was a situationship w my ex bsf#so that one also skipped thr crush stage#THIS IS MY FIRST CRUSH STAGE#I AM DYING
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being completely healed and at peace is cool or whatever but how tf am i supposed to relate to breakup songs now šš
#now that me and my ex bsf are friends again#and i was the one to break up w all my exes#tf do i do now#issy rambles
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just had a thought
my ex bsf said he wanted to make a blood oath with me, completely seriously...
what was wrong with him?
#my ex bsf againnn#t im coming to conclusion you were an awful person#ALOS WHO JUST SAYS THAT??#āoh i wanna do a blood oath with youā#āoh whats that?ā#āwhere you cut yourself and out your blood togetherā#WHAT
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FEELS LIKE WE HAD MATCHING WOUNDS BUT MINES STILL BLACK AND BRUISED AND YOURS IS PERFECTLY FINE FEELS LIKE WE BURIED ALIVE SOMETHING THAT NEVER DIED SO GOD IT HURT WHEN I FOUND OUT
#its raining#the exit#conan gray#this bridge#and kinda the whole song#remind me of my ex bsf#shes chill now though#we talk sometimes
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hello (threateningly)
#i swear every post of mine is literally just the survivors of the tag trenches#okay that was funny guys.#but she's staying in the tags#for once#tags maybe i will one day resolve my unending conflict with you#but for now fuck you and your wife#i sent a text like this to my ex bsf from junior school and he was not a happy bunny#it made me giggle so hard though so. worth it#thoughts ąØš¹ą§#girlblogging#it girl#wonyoungism#girlhood#pink pilates princess#girly tumblr#this is what makes us girls#girly stuff#girlcore#girlworld#girl things#girl thoughts#this is a girlblog#im just a girl#girl talk#girl code#girl therapy#girlblogger#divine feminine#pinterest girl#messy girl
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new idea for trans people : boygina and girlenis
#i introduced this to my ex bsf waiting for the bus in front of my old school and we died laughing but it was okay bc we were together.#well no but bless you#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#jeff buckley#im just a girl#just girly things#manic pixie dream girl#girlblogging#girlhood#hell is a teenage girl#girl interrupted#tcc thoughts#tc confessions#tc community#tcc fandom#tcc feelings#tcc tumblr#tcc shitpost#tccblr#tccblur#tcctard#tcctwt#true cringe community#teeceecee#mikeyyaps#mikey yaps
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Wednesday, April 24, 2024
I miss you.
I miss you and I hate that.
I donāt know if I miss you or the idea of you, but thereās something that I miss. Iāve realized itās getting harder to say your name these days. Just earlier, I was telling my mom about something regarding you, and when I said your name, I hesitated. My body trembled and something stirred in my chest. I hated it.
I hated it and I donāt know why.
Why on earth is it so hard to talk about?
I know.
Itās because it didnāt end how I wanted it to. I never got the last word. I have so many things I want to say and no one to say them to. And I couldnāt message, not now, maybe after I graduate, but not now. I canāt muster up the courage to say anything, and even if I could, would you listen?
God.
When am I gonna get over this?
#im tired#i need to write#i need a friend#diary entry#journal#relatable#dear diary#my diary#vent#digital diary#ex bsf#letter to my ex best friend#ex bestie#i need an explanation#ex best friend#I miss them#I miss them and I hate that#itās not fair
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lily lending regulus some of her dresses and teaching her how to do makeup, then sitting in front of each other, criss-crossed at two am in the morning with lily applying eyeshadow on regulus, music blasting in the background and regulus looking at lily, so so grateful
so in the obx au lily has kiaraās kook year as well. and i havent really thought about how much id want them to interact or not interact since i want most of the rejection/wariness from within the group to come from sirius (and then eventually have the gang trap them on the boat yada yada) but! nonny thats actually a very cute idea. reg being freshly out, so excited by the way her hair started to grow past her shoulders and how Riddle is allowing her to wear a bit of makeup to school and what with barty and evan guard dogging her she even feels a bit excited besides all of the anxiety. and then it gets even better when she makes her first real attempt at an girl friendā¦..lily. so adorable. they get sugar high on candy and talk about boys all night, play dress up and film vlogs with a second hand digital camera lily got for her birthday. they donāt even sleep at all and then come morning they go down to the beach and keep the seagulls away from the hatching turtles and then they fall asleep bundles up in a big ass blanket on a small dune
#cuuuutee#reg having her first girl x girl friendship my beloved#ex bsfs being each others woundsā¦ā¦#ggaaaaaahhhhh#obx au
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march 22cd is gonna be a huge day for the three of my exes who said i was too good for them / didnāt deserve them during the breakup because one of Hozierās new songs coming out is all abt that perspective (Too Sweet) and iām happy for them to finally have a banger song to add to the breakup playlist rotation
#this post sponsored by an irl bsf and i going HOLY SHIT OUR EXES SAID THIS WORD FOR WORD WHAT THE FUCK#is it a coincidence that that line was pulled in all my t4t relationships like wtf is going on in the Vancouver t4t scene#too sweet is a banger tho but of course hozier of all artists would make a song abt avoidant attachments in relationships#tqvibe#hozier
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i had a dream where boops came back it was awesome
#boop#rip booping you would have loved tumblr#this dream was also weird asf#my ex made a power point abt why he hated dating me and that i was the worst#then he thought that i didnt see it and then asked me for a ride somewhere#and then my ex bsf was talking shit abt me when i was sitting right accross from her#weird ass dreams
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