#my despair is my fuel

[gojoed]

i will cry, i will sob, i will let the tears run down my face.

[fluffylord]

Look how far I went, for fear of losing you.

[bite-the-bloody-hand]

[flyolai-brainrot]

another old abandoned sketch for y'all : ]

[valleymyristica]

AHATWHWTA!!!! IM SO CURIOUS. OH GOD IM CURIOUS. WILL DALE'S DEATH HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH YOU KNOW....

FAIRIES?!!? im so not normal about this fic. hello!! ectobiologistz from AO3 here :D

Hehe HAHAHAHAH Oh, wouldn't you like to know? (Well, of course, else you wouldn't ask)

Heheh, I can tell again It will be long till we come to that point Heh, though, that doesn't mean kindness will come his way Who knows, maybe he too will live in dismay?

HAH! As if the universe would be so kind, as to let him keep his mind, his body and all things intact. Oh, dear oh my, maybe he'll even wish he would die?

But alas, such wishes goes against the rules And, as we know, Peri is no rulebreaker

If he wants to be happy He better go with the flow For, if he doesn't…

Well, who will know?

So, let my answer be clear No one is happy hear And the worst you can see Is where we want to be

In other words, what would hurt the most?

Also, THANK YOU!!! It delights me so that there is more you want to know!

Hi!!! You're great!! You're really been brightening my days with the words you've sent my way! Thank you for being the wonder that you are!

I hope the joy you greet me with and the kindness you share, will come to you ten fold and free you from any despair!

Hope it will let the sun shine on through Giving you bright wonder in all that you do!

Hihih, and I'm so glad you like the fic! Thank you!!

[29121996]

can i uhhh gwt a loan of $5000 please

[baldrickwhethers]

RARHGHGHGHGHH I'VE FINALLY CAUGHT UP ON SEASON 3 AND IM SO MAD AND HAPPY AND RHGRHGHRGHRHGRHGH

[dismalzelenka]

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[yani-senpai]

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[rainbowcarousels]

Heyoo^^

Just wanted to let you know I absolutely LOVE your Nicki-finds-Armand-after-his-suicide-attempt AU. Their interactions are hilariously macabre and your Nicki voice is one of the best I have ever red. Yeah, just wanted you to know:)

Thank you so much for saying so!

Nicolas was one of the characters that I very much latched onto when I very first read the books - in fact, Lestat/Nicki was my first ship before I read QOTD and I always found the lack of utilisation of him in fandom really disheartening. I even got my hopes up when Lestat couldn't find him in Memnoch but so sad that he's one of the only constants to remain dead. I understand that's part of the tragedy of him, but I guess I thought if the others from the era get their shot at a life after, he ought to as well.

Trying to balance Nicki's difficulties - Lestat saying joy was hard for him is such a sucker punch because of how frequently in TVL Lestat draws lines between Nicki running his mouth or making a show compared to genuine feeling and how he can see the difference in his face - while showing that I suspect some of the worst of his early vampire mania came from the absolute trauma conga line that preceeded his being made into one is not the easiest, but I hope I'm managing.

I think once he got past his own sense of betrayal and managed to settle himself with the trauma if not deal with it, it wouldn't be all that different to Armand which makes their interactions fascinating to me. They are both dealing with a percieved sense of betrayal and their world view being thrust upside down at the same time and I think Armand did the best he could given the state he was in, but they deserved a chance to rebuild. Especially given Nicki's known for being acerbic and not holding back when I think Armand needs a sense of harshness because the softness, the pity, the compassion of the others is just not something he can deal with at that point. He's too raw.

I do have parts of the next bit written but I want to get it right because Nicki meeting Louis has been something I've wanted to do a for a long time.

This is also a reminder that I really need to give that AU a name now there's a few things in it.

[1ore]

I am trying not to let local politics get to me but I truly think the most cowardly thing you can do in this world is be cruel and punitive to people you have power over

[olive-evilo]

Sorry I haven’t been active at all. College.

[fantasymuses]

I edited these into Kokichi’s info but I completely forgot that do to my Kokichi being a kitsune he has in human abilities that aren’t part of his ultimate. But can help it. Also I want to add that in this verse kitsunes are still very rare creatures as they live in their own plane.

So his abilities/powers will be under a cut I wrote a lot for him only having three XD

Dimension building/Voids: 

He can create pocket dimensions, They can rang from little voids (black abyss of practically nothing.) to full on other worlds/anything he can imagine.

Currently can only create voids dude to the dimension that he created for D.I.C.E main head quarters being too much for him at the time of creation.

The voids are also all connected to each other.

If the main void is closed all items in it will just fall out.

For more solid dimensions once created they cannot be changed. He can add things but can’t remove them unless done physically.

If a dimension is destroyed then everything inside is destroyed as well.

Fox Fire: A blue flame that he can manipulate/control. He can not be harmed by these flames unless created by another kitsune.

Illusions: He has two types mental and physical.

Mental- 

Are ones created to confuse and mess with the mind.

Only the person/s affected can see these.

they are not physically real but do look it

These can last as long as he is using it and the person/s are in his sight range.

he must see or know of a persons presence to use this.

Physical-

these manipulate the real world and affect anyone around them

are used to distract, deter, protect or even harm.

Once made they can not be removed unless by Kokichi himself

He is not affected by them

can range from simple mist/gas to liberate labyrinths

can look and feel real but do not affect any actual surroundings

[grievedifferent]

death note but it’s gossip girl xoxo 💋

[araraito]

I hope I see a terrible dream and wake up depressed - I successfully conditioned myself to function under depression

[misskriemhilds]

i finished isolde's bonus story the other night