#my classes start tomorrow lmao
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how i draw freedom
how i also draw freedom
#monument mythos#mister manticore#freedom statue#art#my art hehe#freedom is a bad bitch#/pos#can stop me now#I put modge Podge on the second pic so that’s why it looks funky#it’s also on my school binder#my classes start tomorrow lmao#oh well#silly mood#should I have capitalized freedom?#probably but too late now ehehe#please excuse my bad picture taking😋😘
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Missed out on doing art studies last Sunday. So making up for it by making measurement diagrams for the class module. 😂
#can i still put this under#study#study sunday?🤔🤔#can you tell just how excited i am for tomorrow 😂😂🙄#we're gonna start pattern making tomorrow#the gorls i doodled on my module has more sass than my generic mannequin#but what can you do she needs to be symetrical and mannequin like lmao#im giving a copy of the diagram to my teacher tomorrow#just wanna give back to her because the dressmaking classes are free (govt sponsored)#gunning for that certification kasiiii~✨✨✨#this is my Tailor's Era™️#lowkey feeling like i've come ful circle with my dress up brainrot to being able to actually constructclothes
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so fucking busy the rest of the year. being alive is awesome :]
#i have 4 classes this semester and 2 of them r music relateddd i love my major#my financial aid package FINALLY PROCESSED after like 7 months lol#so i just have to figure out disbursement#i have surgery in october to have a hysterectomy and oophorectomy#and then i am gonna be out of work for 4 weeks (but still doing classes lol...)#and i have 2 more cohorts to facilitate#and a training video and some projects to pull together#and a brainstorm session tomorrow#and im going to a baseball game for work on thursday!!!!! exciting!!!!!!!!!!#and if my finaid is as much as theyre saying it will be my rent for the rest of the year is paid#which would mean all my paychecks can go directly to#medical costs and other bills n savings#which puts me so fucking closer to moving out next year#if i play my cards right i can pay all my debts between now and march/april of next yesr#and then i will be able to fucking!!!!!!! move!!!!!!!#wait guys im emotional i had a shitty medical procedure i had to endure as part of pre op a d#literally in the last hour im back to feeling so fucking energized#ohhh my gd i love being alive please please please lef this work out#im gonna stART PLANNING W MY FRIENDS FOR A SPRING TRRIP NEXT YEAR?#AAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!! maybe even planning another trip w 19 bc i saw a cool cabin to stay in LMAO#just. yells. oh my gd#please please let this work out even 50% of the way of what it looks like it could be
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sharing one of my all-time fave poems totally not because I spent the last hour crying uncontrollably over graduating <3 LMAO
LISTEN I LOVE YOU JOY IS COMING!!!
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#when rachel cries it's bad because rachel doesnt cry!!!!#you ever........ grieve for a location <3#it's not like I'm even obsessed with the city I live in rn but#a younger version of me was#and it's not like I even like my degree now#but a younger version of me did!!!!#not the impending future looming upon me lmao#my last class will likely be tuesday (likely because I might... skip some LMAO) so I'm just... in it#writing session at the starbucks turned into writing session at the library's coffee shop#which I used to go to every week to visit a friend in first year & I loved it#which then turned into writing in the student union building which might be one of the last times I ever go there#& my last week of classes ever starts tomorrow#umm not it coinciding with holy week um that's very lonancore of you university#I OBVIOUSLY live very far away from my uni city so I'll probably never come back here ever again#the autism is rlly autisming about this LOL#to everyone else graduating this month...#LISTEN I LOVE YOU JOY IS COMING
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Tonight, right now, not even ten minutes ago, might have been the closest I got to an outright hatecrime
#morningtalks#Ask to tag#<- I have no clue what I'd have to tag this tbh#But for the story.#Me and my friend (crush) are walking at two am after quite the night. I am fully sober but she's got a few drinks and is just tired now#Like we're walking in silence she's just done type of tired#(part of me worries I was too in love with her tonight but I will do my best to rationalize it as Her Being Tired and not my fault somehow)#But yeah we're walking there and we see/hear a bunch of guys that are clearly not on their first drink#They plan to go to the bar we were so I'm glad we left but they are full on far right singing slogans about getting the leftists out#We cross each other on the street and they immediately begin asking us if we're lefties but then they see my pins#And the fact that we're two girls walking alone and assume we're both lesbians#Ify I obviously am. I have Pins lmao but my crush is not (?)#But yeah I had heard their slogans from afar and had already grabbed my scissors discretely in case something happened#I was genuinely just getting myself ready to fight them all just to leave my friend a chance to run if possible#But I was genuinely scared for her (and also for me but I have a bad habit of prioritizing others' wellbeing and especially here)#So they think we're lesbians and immediately start yelling they don't like lesbians and some other hurtful stuff#But it didn't fully enter my brain. I genuinely don't care#But I was still very afraid they DO something#Luckily they just walked away and we were left in peace but I was genuinely ready to do literally anything to not let my friend get hurt#By these men#I might see her a bit tomorrow. Probably not a lot but we'll see each other#And she doesn't seem to mind too much (she thought we'd see each other next week for class obviously and said “til next week”#(translated quite literally))#I thanked her for the evening still but I genuinely think she just needs to sleep and I don't have to overthink everything that happened#In the end#The first hours of the night were AMAZING though. Genuinely never been closer to her than there I adored every second of it#(and the other people were fun too but. She. Yano)#Anyways I have a thing at 11 I'll go sleep before being fully dead for that thing#But I might genuinely have a delayed reaction on those last events tomorrow#But now I gotta sleep too
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if i beat my gym anxiety this year i will literally be unstoppable
#all i can do is classes bc i'm terrified to go alone and i'm in a new gym bc i went back to my hometown :(((#i wanna just go run on the threadmill tomorrow and i'm still shitting myself lmao#and weightlifting?? nah i'm terrified. i wanna do it so bad but i'm genuinely scared shitless#as soon as i see those jacked up dudes in the weights section i wanna run for the hills#yes i know no one cares. yes i know there are tutorials. i'm still too scared#it's frustrating bc i just feel that there's a straight#male inside me with anger issues whose only fixture is lifting weights jfkdghkdf#AND I WANNA UNLEASH HIM!! + i haven't been the same since megan said 'when i'm in the gym thinking of all the bitches that i'm shitting on'#i even had a pt at one time for a bit but she made me do mostly cardio so i don't know how tf to use any machines 😭#imma start hairstyling classes soon and i just wanna have a lil routine go to the gym in the morning do my classes and that's it#.txt
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Agony
#calling people and delaying their classes starting bc im not gonna be here and my replacement is still getting trained#i pretended to not be me lmao#one person literally was like 'i only signed up bc i liked ur trainer :(' i was like bestie. im sorry but im so over this fucking job </3#bel speaks#anyways. everyone got called except 1#whose class starts tomorrow while im still here but im pushing it back anyways bc like. why do 1 session then wait 2 weeks#then go back w/ a new trainer#but she didnt pick up AND her voicemail was full so. ill call again tonight#but then i still have to tell all the people whose classes are currently ongoing. of which i have like. 5 today. augh#i dont like people being mad at me 😔#and they prob wont be mad! but what if...they are.... eep
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did I almost forget today's doodle ummm no. bizlychannel
#bizlychannel#modoodle#drew this with my finger LMAO#I was busy w classes starting up again today but we begin on side characters tomorrow heheee <3 gonna rb that post one more time later#cuz I can't get enough yippeeee
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IF Q!PHIL’S LORE ALSO TIED IN WITH Q!FOREVER AND Q!BBH I WILL BE ASCENDING- PLLEEAASSSSE I KNOW THERES A LOT OF DEATH TALK- BAD’S LITERALLY THE GRIM REAPER AND IS DYING AND FOREVER IS COVERED IN BLACK STUFF- PLEAAASSSEEE
#bloo's rambles#Ignore this guys-#I’m a little silly#a little too silly#I also love this trio-#like oh my godddd#two immortals and a mortal?#UGH-#I love#everything#also fallen angel bbh art soon-#I started playing pokemon to shiny hunt for the 2nd part of the dlc#which is dropping tomorrow#yaaaayyy#but qsmp is keeping me on its choke hold#i need to start watching phil’s pov-#i used to#but I stopped since he streams when I have class lmao#but break started soooo#yaaaaayyyy
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mine thing im crazy about today: the strained grin he gives when pretending like hes not about to attempt murder on his subordinate hes literally What did something good happen :)
in his defense (the only one he gets) kinda stupid to be talking shit about the chairman for being young when the chairman of the company YOURE in (whos 2 feet in front of you and known to be nutty) is younger lol
ITS LEGITIMATELY SOOOOO GOOD mine's the most valid person on earth for stabbing a wank right after his Cinnamon Apple (platonic) just presumably kicked the bucket and this twat's cheerin bout it. WHILE SAYIN HE WAS TOO YOUNG TO BE IN THAT POSITION OF POWER BUT THEN THE NEXT BREATH SAYIN HIS BOSS (WHO IS YOUNGER) SHOULD BE NEXT IN LINE ☠️☠️ absolute kissasses the lot of em..
#snap chats#omg i was thinking of mine today tho cause i was having one of my misanthropic monologues with myself again#overheard someone just casually talkin bout keepin certain dudes around just to use them for certain stuff#and i GUESS thats commonplace and. normal to a degree. but im still not used to hearing people so openly talk about using people like that#IN ANY CASE.... i love that scene tho lmao.... hes so cute.... when he's obsessive <3#i was gonna say he'd burn down a hospital but bruh he destroyed an orphanage like. i think we know how serious he can be LMAO#HE'S SO WICKED I LOVE HIIIM#anyway need you guys to stop me from going to the city tomorrow to get more pork floss im finally just about out :(#fun news tho my evening class tomorrow isn't in person... hehe.....#i might do comm work with that time 🧍♂️maybe..... idk i can prob get two of them done tonight and start the last one in the morn#idk thats for me to figure out ANYWAY. i love mine <3#i have to post about my other fave freakazoid hang on sorry everyone twitter got me pressed as per usual
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no multiverse monday this week, sorry :( i've been working 7AM-9PM all weekend, and i had to start my shift at 6:30AM on friday too, and there's no energy left in me to write :( i'm gonna try to get my daily 2 blurbs out but there's no guarantee! i need to sleep </3
#my classes start tomorrow too :/#side note though#my two blurbs might be aus just to feed you guys a little bit#but i'm NOT going to attempt 12 blurbs for tomorrow lmao
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1 more day here and then I'm gonna be heading back up to my apartment for the first time in over 2 weeks. Haven't stayed there since this all began. I've grown a bit of a routine here, and I'll be right back to my apartment, but without the prior norms of it.
It's home though. It's home.
I'll have to do a ton of cleaning and rearranging tho to try to fit as much of my father's furniture within my apartment. My apartment is so small and the furnitures so many. I'm determined tho. I'm gonna fit as much as I can. Took measurements today even of all the things I wanna take, so I can puzzle it out as I go.
I. Also. Need to bring June to the vet. Bc she's got worms. Lol. Lmao even. I am trying to not think about it rn.
#speculation nation#i tried calling the vet but they didnt pick up so ill call tomorrow#i think it'll b fine. just gotta get treatment.#with everything else though i am so fucking stressed#trying to think about the money. cheering myself up by thinkijg about the money#i will get 7 times the amount of money that i made the entirety of last year. all in 1 go.#whenever the insurance companies give it to me. lol. haha. lmao.#3 months until summer classes start. after all this furniture moving im going to be so so so so free#maybe ill try to get a lot of writing done during those months. itd be the perfect time.#im nervous about going home. i dont know how ill feel there. its gonna be so weird#ive been in limbo. my life has majorly changed but im in limbo so i dont truly feel it#but ill be back home. and not have to go to work. and ill have a frankly obscene amount of money to get all at once#putting it towards school. finishing school. gotta finish school. i will finish school.#but then i can get a decent job and get a house with a garage and a patio where i can garden#and learn how to ride a motorcycle. Properly fitted to my size.#and i can play my violin without anxiety of upsetting unit neighbors with the sound#im getting through the current times by thinking of the future. just gotta think of the future.#animal illness/#tagging jsut in case#bugs ment/
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Hoping my class get canceled tomorrow.
Anyway, which one do you resonate with more? Vedic or Western astrology.
#don't want to attend classes tomorrow#feeling so lazy#new sem in starting#and it is so boring#just going to meet my friend lmao
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i forgot its getting late here..... im still in the mindset that i need to study for tomorrow so to me its like if it was like 5pm right now. hate it. im not gonna make it out alive tomorrow
#at least im not doing like my statistics exam two years ago#where i started studying the day before. cried for 5 minutes. then decided not to go#i then spent 2 more years taking that class.#anyways sooo ready to fail tomorrow. someone convince me to go to the exam bc im rethinking going or not🥴#whats the point of going if im gonna fail lmao#but at the same time make-up exams just keep on piling up#well more like i keep piling up make-up exams bc i just.... dont study for them when i should#xarraire
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*thinking about Double a normal amount*
#i dreamed about it all night last night addggbnj#the mv opened with bokukoto playing acoustic guitar and switched to orekoto on electric#and instead of kotoko making an appearance in his vd it was fuuta!#(probably because i read an 0309 fic before bed lol)#some of the mv took place in a parking garage#im trying to remember anything else 🤔#the Mental Illness has been hitting this week and i am clinging to milgram for dear life LMAO#ill be visiting family this weekend though! going out to a punpkin patch and seeing a play :3 im really excited for that#dont have any halloween plans because i have a night class tuesday rip#but i mean even without the class my partner and i would want a chill night#oop didnt mean to start rambling#double tomorrow 👏👏👏#rose rambles
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Might explode bc I was doing lineart on the SKETCH layer.
I had heard tales and legends of old of artists making this mistake BUT I DIDNT THINK ID DO IT
I started the lineart hours ago and am only returning to it now so the lineart & sketch have been mingling for like 5 hours.
#coconut octo (mod talking)#lmao my brain forgot to check the layers apparently ?#I’m lining slug giyuu but now I gotta go over my current line art on a different layer#minor inconvenience happens & I start screaming to yall <3#I wanna stay up late to keep drawing but I have 2 classes & a (math) lab tomorrow#930 class so I might just go over my current lineart & go to bed
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