#my brain isn’t braining right now

[silverstarfics]

New chapter!

Yesterday's Promise - Chapter 122 - Silverstar1 - Thunderbirds [Archive of Our Own]

This one gets... dark...

[a-sad-secret-death]

[mytimemywinemyspirittmytrust]

My mind is like:

“OMG 1989 TV IS COMING”

“Damn I wanted rep tv”

“Ooh what if she releases tstv instead I’d DIE”

“NOOO I DONT WANT THE SNTV ERA TO END ALREADY”

all at the same time

[tea-cat-arts]

Shen Yuan getting transported into pidw isn't "the system punishing him for being a lazy internet hater," but instead representative of "step 1 of the creative process: getting so mad at something you decide to go write your own fucking book" in this essay I will

[rhymeswithumbrella]

you know what really pisses me off? so many people acting like he is the worst person out there and no one will miss him. A LOT of people are grieving now and missing him including people that these people supposedly follow and care about. liam was not the supervillain people wanted him to be. he was messed up and did messed up things likely because of what happened to him. this conversation deserves so much more nuance than people are giving it. and maybe it’s too early to have this conversation now but it’s helping me process and grieve so i’m really writing this for me. people are complex and doing bad things doesn’t make you a bad person or someone worthy of death without being given the chance to make things right. and another thing, it is SO hypocritical to make fun of him and look down on him like he’s the ultimate Bad Guy meanwhile i bet every single person you have ever admired in the spotlight has likely also done bad things or at least things you wouldn’t be proud of. fame is an illness and it can cause people to harm others because they were hurt themselves. human beings are a culmination of everything that they’ve been through and everything they’ve done. he is not only the bad things he’s done and it’s okay and normal to grieve him as a whole person, because he was one.

[pacifistcowboy]

yo omega would still be around in silver’s time as well as shadow, right?

and i assume shadow n omega would still stick together ‘cus they’re a team, so like would silver see omega as like an uncle? or dad 2? or just omega??

would omega even try to help raise silver or would he just be like “the tiny white hedgehog has psychokinesis and has been surviving on his own, he does not need our help. also i don’t want to help.”

[quibbs126]

My brain has basically fully convinced itself that Megatron is going to die in the Transformers One sequels, specifically in self sacrifice to defeat the Quintessons

It keeps appearing in my brain, it’s basically solidified itself as a concept now

[ii-meeple-confessions]

Something that's haunting my brain is the thought that--assuming MePhone and 3GS's emotional processors work close enough to human brains for this to work the same way--it will probably take them YEARS to even BEGIN to fully process their trauma.

I'm not sure if this is true of everyone, but I know that generally, your brain doesn't start fully processing things like trauma or grief until it feels safe to do so. (It's why you might be fine at a funeral, but then when you step into your bedroom you suddenly burst into tears. Or in terms of trauma, it's why abuse survivors have a risk of going BACK to their abusers because once they get away from them and get someplace safe, they suddenly start feeling WORSE, because their brain is finally unpacking everything.)

MePhone and 3GS? Yeah they got away from Cobs. But now they're left in a weird, uncertain position. MePhone wants to give the contestants space so he probably won't hang around the island. But where do they go from there? Meeple HQ? Maybe at first, but they're sure not going to feel SAFE there.

They'll probably wind up traveling someplace else they've never been before. Maybe they'll travel to several places before they find a more permanent home, or maybe they'll just become comfortable with a life of travel. Either way, it's probably going to be a while before they have a home, or at least a place they truly feel safe.

And THEN it hits them. Their processors have decided it's safe to do so, and begin to unpack their trauma, and it SUCKS. Just when they felt they were doing better, they suddenly feel worse than they have in YEARS. Worse than when Cobs shut 3GS in the closet. Worse than when MePhone lost everything and Cobs went all-out physically attacking him. (MePhone especially is going to have it rough because he had NO TIME to fully take in how bad everything was as it was happening. 3GS ironically might fare slightly better because he at least had time to think through things in that closet, awful as that was.) Hopefully at this point they'll have built up a support network of some sort so they can have SOMEONE to help them, but man, they're in for a rough time.

But that's how it goes. Things get worse before they get better, and hopefully things really will start getting better for these two.

.

[llettucestuff]

I remember seeing someone’s hc a while ago that in rba their energon is pink instead of blue like tfp (cuz yk, aligned continuity) because ratchet or someone else finally finished the synth energon formula and NOBODY TALK TO ME

[thatsailormoonkinnie]

New AU idea is eating me alive

Ok, theater kid here. I haven’t seen the Wicked movie yet, but it’s release has sent me straight back down the wicked rabbit hole.

so…I’ve reached the point where my hyperfixations are merging…so MelJayVik nation..I give you this offering:

MELJAYVIK WICKED AU

like my brain is screaming it works so well. Like

Viktor: Elphaba

Mel: Galinda/Glinda

Jayce: Fiyero

It works so well. Also like Viktor as Elphaba EATS like I need to draw this sassy little man in a black and green suit like RIGHT NOW.

Mel and Jayce I feel could kinda go either way storywise for who is Fiyero and who is Galinda, but dynamic wise this works best. Like, it’s so good, I’ve been listening to the soundtrack and just picturing them and screaming lol

[dressycobra7]

ok so I’ve been working on my own little Zeke analysis where I wanted to talk about/analyze popular stuff I’ve seen said about him (e.g. him being a narcissist, sociopath, and his supposed beliefs in nihilism (im saying supposed cause im not sure how accurate that is yet)) and possibly analyze his relationship with Eren and Tom Ksaver (idk fully yet what exactly I want to talk about. I think I just wanna talk about his familial relationships or something 🤷‍♀️)

so anyways cause of that I’ve been currently putting little bullet points for Zeke and his character and about that stuff and so I’m just wondering is there anything in the manga with Zeke that isn’t in the anime?? Just like anything at all? I’m just curious if there’s any stuff in general about his character that wasn’t in the anime

[redcamellia13]

Mitsukou Analysis: Mitsuba Arc

’Kay guys, this one’s a doozy. I’m going through all the arcs I believe are important to Mitsuba and Kou’s relationship, so let’s start from the top.

On the roof, we can see Kou is always the one making the effort to be friends.

Mitsuba, although yes, he desires friendship, he didn’t ask Kou for anything except take pictures, in fact we see one, maybe two interactions between them in between 1st and winter of 2nd year. So why does Kou care so much?

I believe it’s because this is the first time he feels like he can do something (in the supernatural sense). This is the one ghost he can do something about, he’s needed!

This sentiment, this sort of being needed complex Kou has is a huge component in him and Mitsuba’s relationship.

Shortly afterwards Mitsuba takes the infamous “something important to me, I guess?” picture. We’ll talk about that a little later.

Okay. So. I’m Kou. I’ve just been introduced to the first ghost I can do something about. He needs me, I’m his only friend, and after we get the photos developed, everything is going to be perfect.

Enter Tsukasa. He basically says one friend isn’t enough, you’re seriously satisfied with just one, Mitsuba?

But to Mitsuba, it was enough. Sure, Kou didn’t remember him, but he said they would be friends, right?

When Mitsuba begins transforming into the bent necked boy, Kou yells at Tsukasa, in tears to “don’t lay a hand on my friend!”

At this point, we only see how Kou’s mind works. I need to be needed, and I failed the person who was counting on me. I have to do better next time.

After, Kou learns from Hanako that death is the end. No amount of wishing can change that. It’s a rule of life. Honestly, this flies straight over his head, and the implications of this only land muchhhhh later.

He looks through Mitsuba’s camera and finds the picture of him, and to Kou that means:

He was important to Mitsuba. And now he’s gone, because he, one of the only people who can see supernaturals, one of the only people who could’ve helped Mitsuba failed.

Remember Kou’s complex, and that “I need to do better sentiment”?

Welp, things are about to get a lot more complicated, because here comes Hell of Mirrors.

(It’s already like 1 am when I’m posting this, I still hafta get through PP, Sacrifice, Aquarium, Omen….. end me nowww)

[rosieparker1856]

I was dead asleep and woke up like a fucking zombie with the thought of “I wonder if when people go to Danny’s Grave to offer their condolences or whatever people do, if Danny can only hear it when he is a ghost.” I’m imagining it like an answering machine, you don’t actually know the message unless you play it back. This idea has probably been said before, but it’s 4 a.m and I’ve written 6 college papers in the last 24 hours. I wasted good sleep for this random bunny.

This premise lies solely on the fact of Danny actually having a grave stone, for people to go to.

That being said, a lot of people don’t go to Cemeteries every time they think of someone who passed away. Personally, with my Great Grandmother, when I want to remember her I bring out her old cookbooks and make her favourite recipes. And I talk to her the entire time I’m cooking. Especially during Harvest Fest.

So, in that mindset, can Danny hear everything people say when they’re remembering him? Cause that could get really annoying really fast for a boy who’s still half alive.

Like he’s partnered up with Wes on a Chemistry project and all that’s going through his head when he’s fighting a ghost when they’re supposed to meet up is “Danny Fenton, Danny Phantom, why isn’t he here already? I didn’t see a ghost on the news” or something like that. Don’t judge the dialogue literally have had 2 hours of sleep the last 3 days cause of work and classes.

Someone please, if this is a thing and there are fics about it drop them in the comments. Is that pick me? To ask you to comment? Anyways, i should try and get back to bed.

This is not proofread and I didn’t even put on my glasses for it, so if it’s clunky/there are misspelled words, no there aren’t.

[godblooded]

just an fyi, and it feels like it needs to be said here: your blog is your own space and you should be able to say whatever the fuck you want. if you’re sad? vent. get sad. maybe put it under a cut, definitely tag it, but get sad. if you feel like you need someone to talk to? drop a freaking message about how you’re feeling like you could use a buddy, or anything randomly engaging. if you’re having a hard time, you should feel safe and okay to talk about it in your own space. we’re writers and we’re people and while there’s a lot to be said for how engagement outside of oneself is necessary in rp (and really really needs to improve), i think there’s a lot that must be said about people reaching out to others. it’s become so solitary here — the whole ‘reblog from source’ thing when it comes to shit like about and musings is absurd. the whole refusing to like things is ridiculous. yes, curate your space, that’s important, but curating your space into a studio apartment only you live in doesn’t make this a community anymore, it makes it a studio apartment you live in.

just be yourself here. do whatever you want. but i’m always saying: remember you’re not alone, and don’t let yourself feel that way.

[verocitea]

Funny little guys in funny little outfits

[seagreenstardust]

Idk why bkdk keeps doing this to me, I do not have the time or the space to properly process anything that happened tonight but let’s get real:

Kacchan Bakugo

He’s on live TV, in what will arguably be the moment that launches his career or at the very least cements him as one of the greatest heroes of all time, and he calls himself what? Not his hero name that took him half a year to come up with, not his own given name, but the name the little neighbor kid gave him when he was little?

I know I keep screaming about the glow-up of Katsuki Kacchan Bakugo but it is the gift that keeps on giving