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circadianventing · 1 year

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Oh my fucking god Jesus why the ffuck are just AHASHHDHHHHHHHH

#I’m going through people i don’t like’s accounts and just #hhhhhhhhh fuck me bloody #I don’t knowwww #my brain is hemorrhaging #aaaaaaaahh

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canisalbus · 2 months

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Is there any animal or dog that you just cannot seem to get right? I used to be very obsessed with horses, would draw them all the time, and I know many artists struggle to draw them. I was curious because I've seen you draw lots of different animals and dogs and was wondering if there was one in particular that made you put down the pencil and ask yourself, "Why do I do this to myself?" I've definitely had those moments myself.

Horses are very, very challenging. Whenever I look at almost any animal I haven't drawn before or have very limited experience with, I tend to think to myself "okay, I can figure this out, I have references, it's just a little extra effort".

Trying to draw a horse sucks all the artistic self-confidence out of me and makes me feel like I have zero clue what I'm doing. When it comes to drawing, very few things make me feel the icy touch of impostor syndrome the way horses and human faces do.

#sometimes I draw a horse and it fries my brain so spectacularly I have to chase it with a doodle of something familiar and comfy #(most likely a dog) (if you'd believe)#just to prove myself that no whatever skills I have aren't actively hemorrhaging out of me it's just horses again #answered #anonymous #if you know how to draw horses without pulling your hair out #I salute you but can't relate in any level

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reegis · 1 year

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do you ever think about Narcissus. about how he was the one that suggested Orpheus- his very best, and possibly only, close friend- try and get Eurydice back from the Acheron? About how Orpheus never came back afterwards and Narcissus probably has no idea what happened to him? yeah me neither haha

#its thinking about narcissus hours #who up 😔#the mechanisms #narcissus udad #my favorite silly guy that gives me brain hemorrhages when i think too hard abt him #*rattling the bars of my enclosure* where are the fics about hi m

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eliza-makepeace · 2 months

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cheerful humming nothing-like-depressed-innkeeper-kote-anymore kvothe my beloved

#let us ignore that this is immediately before the soldiers wipe the floor with his ass #and kick him in the crotch. literally #also. right before kvothe decides to cause me a brain hemorrhage when he says 'forgot who i was there for a minute'#NO BABY YOU WERE REMEMBERING IT #am i having feelings about a book that i've read more times than i can count? it's more likely than you think #my sweet little flame #what has happened to you #in my mind this chapter '136. interlude. close to forgetting is the other side of the coin to notw's chapter 6. 'the price of remembering'#both of them tackle who kvothe sees himself as. who he is. what he's become. and both of them make me want to walk into the ocean #kvothe #kingkiller chronicle #kkc #the wise man's fear #wise man's fear #notw #the name of the wind #name of the wind #patrick rothfuss

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caimitos · 4 months

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saw a post about projecting your ethnicity onto a character and started missing vespa ilkay. so so bad

#pov u grow up in a 3rd world country(/planet) where healthcare workers are exported by the thousands like cheap produce to richer countries #it's your ticket out of poverty as long as you can deal with the loneliness the separation from everyone you know the discrimination etc #ive never talked about my hc that vespas mother was one of them sending money every month visiting every couple of years until it just stop #like why return to the swamps when youre doing fine working on a richer planet w much better living conditions #cost of living rises every year. sending home a % of your salary used to be enough to support your husband and daughter and then it isnt #you know how it goes #vespa is also dead set on this path until ranga realizes that hemorrhaging healthcare workers leaves them with little to none of their own #students on scholarships or in community/state universities are bound by return service agreements and are forbidden to leave the country #until theyve rendered a few years of work on ranga to pay back their tuition + as a really shitty solution to the brain drain problem #this is real in my country btw but my professors say a lot of ppl do break their rsa's and fucked off to work in other countries LOL #our state unis can barely afford decent facilities they do nottt have the budget to chase down their own alumni in other countries!#but the mental image is a bit funny #vespa ilkays first crime: tinakasan ang rsa #i do also think it lines up with her having a network of med friends everywhere in the galaxy (heart of it all) you kind of go into pre/med #expecting most of your classmates to leave to work in other countries eventually. mine are aiming for the usa / uae / europe / japan etc #anyway whether vespa breaks her rsa or not she leaves ranga asap decides to switch careers and the rest is history #i also deeply love the fact that she's superstitious i'm very sad it wasn't highlighted more (i've only heard s1-3)#as someone who did grow up in a rural area and went to more albularyos/folk healers than doctors in my childhood. (they never failed me)#lots of folk illnesses (ex. balis; pasma) local medical superstitions (dont eat noodles in hospital; youll have a really toxic shift) etcc #theres also a lot of potential in tying her past as a rangian + med student + assassin to me idk how to word this properly #being raised on cautionary tales of not to touch/disturb anything in the swamps then being given free reign to poke & prod at things in her #lab classes (now with the proper ppe)....she was having so much fun with the curemother prime too lmao #years of walking hanging bridges docks boathouses in ranga etc gave her great balance & stealth #cracking open alien shellfish in the swamps to cutting open bodies for studying then for assassination....#I MISS HER SO MUCH BALIK KN SAKEN 😭😭😭😭😭😭#i get why most people + the canon focuses on her being an assassin bc people find that cooler i guess #but vespa being a swamp girl > 3rd world med student > assassin is so personal To Me. the whole pipeline. eugh.#skl.txt

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professionalnihilist · 2 months

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Good to know Elon Musk’s own children despise him.

That’s what you get for designing a vehicle that’s so hideous I thought I was having a stroke the first time I saw it in my neighborhood.

#elon musk #cybertruck #it is so bizarre looking #it looks like the result of a patient with dementia stuck in a mental hospital who hasn’t seen a car in years…#…trying to draw one from memory #I thought I was having hallucinations caused by a a major brain hemorrhage #I even shouted out WHATISEVENTHAT as I was falling over on my scooter #thought it was attacking me #weird shit #text post

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m4gp13 · 2 years

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Alabaster: Hey Ethan, if I looked in your empty eye socket would I be able to see the optic nerve from your other eye?

Ethan: Do you want to survive until the morning?

Al: Preferably, yes

Ethan: Then shut the fuck up and go to sleep

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go-against-fate · 5 months

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One of the things that i wont forgive the adaptation team for is shoehorning 4liloyd moments to scenes that shouldve been for llojavi. I will never fucking forgive them. I cant even look at alicia in a panel without grimacing and feeling annoyed. And i know its so petty when i say shit like this but, genuinely, from the rock bottom of my heart, i do NOT want to see alicia and lloyd being in the same room for fear of what theyre going to do to them

#teh talks #The adaptation team robbed me of my wallet. Called me names. and proceeded to curb stomp me multiple times until i gained #a brain hemorrhage #thats what it feels like

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somebodylovesyougcv · 10 months

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the fact that it’s literally canon that during sex kim likes her hands above her head im going to start throwing up everywhere

#olivia’s corner #the two of them give me brain hemorrhages #but im headcanoning it that kim was only ever like that for jimmy #and now im really gonna throw up in my bed #mcwexler

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sheriffopossum · 1 year

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so i may or may not have an idea for a silly comic that involves one of these things:

#i want one of these so fucking bAD A;SDLKAJ;SLDF #idea vomit #fuck if i know what to call this LMAO #oh starship delivery robot my beloved #😩😩😩💛💛💛#i wish i could be drawing that comic now buT NOOOOO I'M AT FUCKN WORK RUSHING TO GET 5144376 PROJECTS DONE #had to take a tumblr break before i had a brain hemorrhage

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grissomesque · 1 month

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everyone talks about cryptids and demons and lost souls in the deep dark pacific northwest woods, but i'm here to tell you: it's the ants that are the real fucking horror story out here.

#pacific northwest #i have just vacuumed 17 hundred billion ant corpses from my office carpet #i had a whole horse head in the bed moment kneeling on my floor and realizing what i was beholding #where do they come from #why do they come here to die #they come into MY HOUSE colonize MY PLANTS and then my plants just fucking HEMORRHAGE THEIR CORPSES #“the tropical plants smell like sugar” EVOLVE BIGGER ANT BRAINS IDIOTS #the true #forestcore #is an antpocalypse

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bunabi · 2 years

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The Sopranos is ass but I can’t stop watching it like I feel possessed rn

#its not the content its the dialogue lol #some great performances despite the material theyre working with but 40% of the time my brain is hemorrhaging

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venacoeurva · 5 months

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I have to fight myself to make Tracker ALSO a demiprince, however cool cunty forms/outfits that would come with the territory beckon

#Kurk kind of stole the show with his whole thing though #I think a brain tumor hemorrhaging and becoming its own individual with an inherently parasitic existence is a bit hard to match up with #Especially when he also ripped his own skin off immediately Kurk did NOT calm down #vena vents #not art #A demiprince capitalizing on their abilities to be a bounty hunter then going ''nah I wanna write romance novels''#is pretty good though #Also unrelated but the peanut butter smores trail mix from target is good I got some on sale when I ordered my fish pillow

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pavlovers · 6 months

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and what if i cried. what then 😖

#satoru gojo #its not like i wanted him to come back or anything but seeing this shit wrecked my day like wow. we're never getting him again 😭#well the brain one is a little funny to me cuz like. 💀 bro was talking all that shit while his brain was literally hemorrhaging to oblivion #like i dont even think shoko got that one 😭 even before he got sliced he was cooked #which also makes me sad 😭 like after having seen everyone else fight since like. its so clear they were basically sending him to his grave #and i know he probably wanted it that way nd it was their best option but :((#it also makes yuta wanting to step in even more heartbreaking like he just couldnt stand there and watch even tho he agreed to their plan 😭#ohh i miss him :( havent thought about him too much these past few months but this vol 26 content is depressing me 😓

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prince-liest · 1 year

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/looks at my rapid fire recent AO3 posting history, precedes by months and months of extremely intermittent and spread out posting since last december

say how seldom u are able to find time off during medical school without saying how seldom u are able to find time off during medical school

#personal #in the past two weeks I've posted 15k worth of fic and I have another 13k or so waiting to be edited that was also written in that time #like the moment I got some time off my brain just went TIME TO HEMORRHAGE WORDS NOW THAT WE HAVE ENERGY #anyway I'm starting a rotation again tomorrow so I think my oh I could write that!! impulses will have to be curbed again #but at least I have two complete things that I can post soon #fengqing and a xiyao fic extra #and after the new year things will be a lot more chill for at least a few months #(then residency and DEATH lmao)

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jellogram · 6 months

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All I really want is a life where I'm not constantly trying to stop the bleeding

#my brain is full of open wounds. all I do is try to fill them #my entire life is just holding back the hemorrhage

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