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This information is gonna mess me up for weeks
#lucifer#hazbin hotel#hazbin lucifer#tangled#tangled the series#tangled varian#no but seriously what the heck#my brain can’t much more#first husk is dr facilier#then THIS
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the transgender urge to curl up like a small fluffy animal against someone you love’s warm body and make little mewling and sighing and whining sounds as they pet you and praise you for having tried so hard to be human until you fall asleep
#it’s one of those days#it’s one of those nights#i’m fine and everything is ok rn. but my brain is kind of not working great#i feel so… limited. like there’s a lot i want to do but my energy and focus just isn’t there#and my emotions are just always lowkey sad and lonely rn#so i’m just desperate for physical affection#but i can’t really get much of that atm#i just want to cuddle for an hour with someone#maybe more#*tired and sad puppy noises*#personal post
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Danny, calmly, not facing the person he is speaking to. “As I’ve told you before, ghosts are beings made of emotion: when we feel things, we feel them 100%. While we can work on regulation and control, it influences even our speech on a metaphysical level, sometimes to the point of projection. Hence the need for control.”
Person: …
Danny, turning. “So when I say: ‘fuck you, get lost you bastard’,” Danny says, pushing his anger, hurt, and frustration into the words deliberately to where the other person is hit with it like a physical blow, “you know how much I mean it, with everything I am.”
#danny phantom#danny fenton#i was reading a fic#name of the fic#contractual obligations#it had John Constantine as Danny’s bio dad#but this popped in my brain#Danny would have to be older than the somewhat hotheaded juvenile he is in the show for the control aspect#part of me wants bitter dead on main or death defying#dead on main#death defying ship#dpxdc#miscommunication#idk#maybe they are actually at fault#redemption#but sometimes things can’t get fixed in the way you want…#it’s really versatile and I very much want to read more myself#op#fanfic
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I can’t help it, he’s just lovely. 😔
#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#DAtV#emmrich volkarin#my art#this brain fog is so bad I can’t focus on much#just floating around#but I still think of Emmy#more photoshoot doodles from refs#just cos he’s lovely in them
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Did you think I was done? Ahahahaha no, I have more.
Because chapter 70 of MOMU gave me the very dynamic between them that I missed so much, I just blacked out and started drawing uncontrollably lmao
Also. ALSO. I noticed a while ago that Prowl has the habit of..like…constantly frowning. So. I did a bit of research and made this graph.
In 70 chapters, Prowl frowns rougly 104 times. And the intensity of this gesture is very clearly correlated with the development of his relationship with Jazz, as you can see ahahahahah It might be wrong tho don’t take me seriously I’m not good with graphs

#maccadam#transformers#prowl#jazz#jazzprowl#fic fanart#momu fanart#I just#mmmmm#For the whole fic Prowl had to think twice about everything Jazz says#every information could end up being wrong#sometimes even without Jazz realising it#so when Prowl says#he’s trusting Jazz. it’s.#also it totally wasn’t me googling ‘believing and trusting nuance difference in english’#the moment I realised the difference I think my brain started rollercoaster loops#he can’t believe him but he found enough faith to trust him#while. YES. For the whole story Jazz couldn’t fucking be believed#list e n#Jazz did a lot of things for Prowl#fucktons of big and small gestures to show that yes he likes loves and appreciates Prowl#I’m so happy Prowl is returning this energy#like#remember that scene a while back when Jazz kissed Prowl? Cool cool okay. Did Prowl kiss him? nope. It was one sided gestures#*gesture. That kiss didn’t make me feel like it’s truly something precious because Jazz started it but Prowl didn’t do quite the same#but this👆. This feels so much more important for me. Because Prowl#who is for the whole story was mister I calculate every chance of possible betrayal. Prowl whos entire personality is to trust nobody#Prowl goes. Fuck that I trust you. You feel me?#it wouldn’t be the same if he said I love you. Because love is very much something you don’t have a lot of control over.#but to trust someone? It’s a choice Prowl had to consciously make. You see what I mean? I love it. oh fuck I ran out of tags..
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what are you like under that mask, i wonder
(id + in art text in alt- it looks a bit hard to read on mobile my bad)
#great god grove#body horror tw#kind of ? one of my pals said it was body horror esque so that’s just in case#ANYWAYSSSS i have been seeing a lot of art and thoughts about click clack and it’s getting me a-thinkin as well.. i can’t really articulate-#it that well at the current moment because my brain runs on windows vista but idk..#something about editing and writing to make things ‘better’ when it comes to your art makes you wonder how much it’s happening to you#something something how much of the mask is actually you and how much of it is the front you put on and edit to make-#yourself better ? more panderable ?#maybe i’m just thinking too far into this aspect but it’s been sitting in my brain#my art#lee ggg posting
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Thinking about how the narrative of The Magnus Archives can be traced in the pattern of Jon’s scars, the way the apocalypse was triggered by the marks that had been carved into his skin, a legacy of violence and trauma.
Thinking about how Gerry was torn from death and kept as a tool long after his heart stopped beating.
Thinking about how Daisy tried to cut ties with the Hunt, only to experience withdrawal and starve half to death.
Thinking about how Melanie was forced to mutilate herself to escape the Eye’s ownership.
Thinking about TMA as a story about ancient and omnipresent concepts; embodiments of fears and uncertainties that both directly and indirectly enact violence against and exert ownership over (primarily queer) bodies.
Thinking about how, despite all of this, there are moments of joy. The characters laugh and talk and smile and fall in love. And if some die alone, even more die together.
Thinking about how, against all odds, against incomprehensible forces of violence and terror, against the end of the world, some of these characters do the unthinkable.
They survive.
#there’s more to this; this has been rattling around in my head for weeks#but for now this is the best way I can write it#just. so much horror in TMA is the loss of autonomy and control over your body#hahaha I wonder why I’m thinking about loss of bodily autonomy in 2025 hahaha oh stars ok I can’t#yes the TMA death rate is high#but there are survivors#there is hope at the end#and part of the tragedy lies in the fact that Jon could no longer see it#hm…#I need to do more TMA analyses it’s eating my brain#the magnus archives#jonathan sims#tma meta#madbard rambles
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Based on my favorite gif lately
#my art stuff#digital art#baldurs gate 3#bg3#astarion#batstarion#once again specifying this is a spawn astarion with some sort of wild shape thing#bat#good morning#gif#I’ve been in such a weird place mentally about art lately#I just keep stopping myself from drawing things cus I want to draw Astarion -#- but fsr my brain decided I draw him wrong and thus makes it pointless to even start#bat form is fine - I have no problems with it. But in his normal form? no can do buckaroo.#It’s one part why I haven’t shared much art lately - I don’t get happy enough about the “quality”#then just don’t share it as a result - in turn making me feel worse because I’m not posting - making me doubt myself more - etc etc#idk man - I got way too giddy earlier today cus someone could tell this was Astarion - even though this isn’t even the version of him I -#- feel insecure about#I keep seeing these artists making more realistic art and cool comics and interactions - most of which are shaded really beautifully -#- and all I can think about is how I CAN’T do that - even if it wouldn’t fuck me up mentally#I just put too much stress on my ability to create realism and I keep “failing” at doing that (by actively avoiding it for my own health)#idk man - I just wish I felt better about Astarion’s stupid chin OTL
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listen. hijikata has TWO HANDS
#this started as just a fun little concept like ‘awwww that would be cute’ but like#now i feel ill over them they are just lounging in my brain with no regard for my mental state its CRAZY#how hijikata managed to snag two pretty sadists is INSANE but honestly good for him#in return mitsuba got two constantly yelling idiots#and gin-san gets nightmares everytime they decide to get food#hm.#spicy sweet mayo#nevermind chjfngnrnfjf#but yes i love them and i think hijikata deserves all the love possible#this is absolutely entirely wish fulfilment don’t look at me like that#its fun#do join me in appreciating this trio i need so much more of it#okay now tags#i can’t use okita in the name bc like. it’ll come across and meaning sougo and. No#uh#ginhijimitsu#ginhiji#hijimitsu#ginmitsu#im having quite a time#? i guess#sakata gintoki#hijikata toushirou#okita mitsuba#gintama#ok bye
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Thinking about the KaeyaJeanDiluc friendship where they grew up together and they were CLOSE & sure maybe Jean felt like Diluc & Kaeya were closer since they were brothers & sure maybe Kaeya felt like he had to keep secrets from the two of them bc they would never understand but they were like. A trio! A team!
& then Diluc’s 18th birthday comes around and everything goes to shit and Diluc LEAVES so they’re no longer KaeyaJeanDiluc but just Kaeya & Jean & in some ways Kaeya and Jean get closer because of it but there’s also a pronounced DISTANCE where Jean doesn’t know how to reach Kaeya anymore & Kaeya is even more determined not to tell Jean anything & they both lose themselves in their duties to Mondstadt while also missing Diluc and ALSO, despite everything, offering each other unconditional support
& then Diluc comes BACK & in addition to Kaeya & Jean there’s the shaky reestablishment of Jean & Diluc and Diluc & Kaeya but it’s not THE SAME. they’re no longer KaeyaJeanDiluc; Jean & Kaeya are knights and Diluc will never be a knight again & they all changed while Diluc was away & none of them know how to talk to each other anymore AND YET there’s still an undercurrent of trust!! Not fully, especially between Kaeya & Diluc, but Diluc still calls on Jean during the archon quest, trusting that she will keep their secrets even though as the acting grandmaster she should probably not. Jean says in her about Diluc voiceline that she understands why Diluc hates the knights & is working hard to make them an organization he can trust again. Kaeya covers for Diluc’s darknight hero escapades & fondly reminisces about their childhood in front of him. Diluc invited Kaeya to dinner at the winery & (afaik) never told anyone about Kaeya’s origins. Kaeya tells the traveler that they need to give Jean their full support and planned a birthday party for her. Jean left Kaeya in charge of Mondstadt when she went to the golden apple archipelago! On some level they recognize that their goals still align!! There’s still trust and love there but there’s also this gap between them that none of them know how to cross and I just!!!
#kaeya#kaeya alberich#diluc#diluc ragnvindr#jean#jean gunnhildr#genshin impact#YOU CAN TRY TO REASSEMBLE THE PIECES BUT THEY WILL NEVER FIT THE SAME WAY. AND MAYBE THEY SHOULDNT.#I DONT KNOW IF THIS MAKES SENSE AT ALL I’M JUST GOING INSANE THINKING ABOUT THEM#GRIPPING THE BARS OF MY ENCLOSURE. HEY DO YOU WANT TO TALK ABOUT KAEYA JEAN AND DILUC BC I SURE DO.#also not blaming diluc for the leaving btw I feel like it was necessary for him#it’s just emphasized bc of how it contributed to the change in their dynamic#I can’t always put it into words right but I have a lot of thoughts about these three.#my brain is going GSVDKDBCJHDEJDHSBDVDHWBDNHSJSBSJDGSHSBSHSB rn#also also in the ‘duties to Mond’ bit I’m also not downplaying kaeyas indecision abt choosing mondstadt/Khaenri’ah#I don’t think he’s chosen & I think he has genuine love for but also feels indebted to both places#I fully reject the ‘oh kaeyas chosen Mond fuck Khaenri’ah’ takes i hate them it’s so much more complicated than that!!#he can care about both places!!!#anyways just wanted to clear that up since I didn’t really elaborate & don’t want it to be taken like that
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Alas, poor Clip!
GitM by @venomous-qwille
#love these two so much#can’t wait for them to interact more#also fool has invaded my brain and I can’t stop watching shakespeare plays#ghost in the machine au#ghost in the machine#gitm au#fool eclipse#clip.exe#dca fanart#dca fandom#my art
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coming to ur screen on 03.04.2025 🫡
see ya there! :D

also i’m gonna put up a poll tomorrow on what you guys wants next!! i have a few ideas/prompts in line, but ill let you all have the choice of what order they come in! :)
#i can’t wait to post this hehe#i need to proof read it and add a few more details for my liking#but i’m super happy with part 2 !!#i hope you guys like it as much as i do haha#i’m also half awake right now#so it could be totally ass and my sleep deprived brain can’t tell#daph.rambles
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& now, here’s a reenactment of the Boat Boys fandom every time Joel & Etho interact & continue to be completely unhinged about each other.
#watching all our brains collectively short circuit every time they interact#& prove that they are so much more committed to this bit than we ever expected#can’t wait to see where this goes#& for my brain to continue to melt from shock & delight#joel smallishbeans#etho#smalletho#boat boys#hermitblr#hermitcraft#ethoslab#hermitshipping#i guess???#these fucking dudes I stg
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@aleafylampshade hiiiii your thing from the reblog with mind designs post :D
+my very sad attempt at rendering because Lord do I need practice 😭 I included a flat colors version as well. you have a phenomenal mind design I really love the storm motif and the lightning in the hair it’s so so cool!!
Thankyou for sending in your guy !! :333
#appalling mustelid tornado#cccc#chonny’s charming chaos compendium#cj mind#gonna be honest Imnot super proud of this one#at least not the rendering and lightning#I tried a few shapes for the lightning and this was the best thing I landed on but I still feel like it could be better#sighhhhh#the rendering is also. Not Great I need more practice real bad 😭#this WAS FUN though ! thank you again to the sender for your design it was really good to work with :]#these probably won’t keep coming out daily btw I’m just kinda chipping away at them and happened to finish two in a row#but who knows! maybe I really am on a roll [<- genuinely has no clue]#[sorry if my writing has been strange lately I’m working through Non-Specific Weird Brain Times :’]]#[i will be fine!! just can’t proofread or write very well/with much thought atm sorryyyy]
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Happy birthday Mitch !!!
A wonderful day for the bestest raccoon boy !
I wanted to try and redraw one of the first ever pieces of fanart I made for Mage, and I’m so happy with how it came out !
#can’t believe it’s been like what#three years ??#three years since this little guy invaded my brain and showed me the way to more story driven audios#thank you so much for that mage <3#mage bunkshelf#mitch the raccoon boy#artists on tumblr#digital art#scribz’s art
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The more I lurk around Only Friends…the more convinced I get that TopMew are a gay version of that het couple everyone knows that complain about each other constantly but never break up.
Their friends: why are you even together?
TopMew: I love him
Friends: but bro do you even like him? Like as a person?
#only friends#only friends the series#ofts#topmew#this is a very unserious post#also i’m still not caught up#but i keep seeing posts like that#and like it makes me more and more proud of forcebook#because we know they have so much chemistry#and to give the audience the impression that they don’t really like each other when we have seen their chemistry in action?#they’re my babies and i’m so proud#anyway i’m still not caught up#so classify this post as a shower thoughts type post#it entered my brain and now i can’t get it out#cap watches ofts#cap speaks
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