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This information is gonna mess me up for weeks
#lucifer#hazbin hotel#hazbin lucifer#tangled#tangled the series#tangled varian#no but seriously what the heck#my brain can’t much more#first husk is dr facilier#then THIS
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Did you think I was done? Ahahahaha no, I have more.
Because chapter 70 of MOMU gave me the very dynamic between them that I missed so much, I just blacked out and started drawing uncontrollably lmao
Also. ALSO. I noticed a while ago that Prowl has the habit of..like…constantly frowning. So. I did a bit of research and made this graph.
In 70 chapters, Prowl frowns rougly 104 times. And the intensity of this gesture is very clearly correlated with the development of his relationship with Jazz, as you can see ahahahahah It might be wrong tho don’t take me seriously I’m not good with graphs
#maccadam#transformers#prowl#jazz#jazzprowl#fic fanart#momu fanart#I just#mmmmm#For the whole fic Prowl had to think twice about everything Jazz says#every information could end up being wrong#sometimes even without Jazz realising it#so when Prowl says#he’s trusting Jazz. it’s.#also it totally wasn’t me googling ‘believing and trusting nuance difference in english’#the moment I realised the difference I think my brain started rollercoaster loops#he can’t believe him but he found enough faith to trust him#while. YES. For the whole story Jazz couldn’t fucking be believed#list e n#Jazz did a lot of things for Prowl#fucktons of big and small gestures to show that yes he likes loves and appreciates Prowl#I’m so happy Prowl is returning this energy#like#remember that scene a while back when Jazz kissed Prowl? Cool cool okay. Did Prowl kiss him? nope. It was one sided gestures#*gesture. That kiss didn’t make me feel like it’s truly something precious because Jazz started it but Prowl didn’t do quite the same#but this👆. This feels so much more important for me. Because Prowl#who is for the whole story was mister I calculate every chance of possible betrayal. Prowl whos entire personality is to trust nobody#Prowl goes. Fuck that I trust you. You feel me?#it wouldn’t be the same if he said I love you. Because love is very much something you don’t have a lot of control over.#but to trust someone? It’s a choice Prowl had to consciously make. You see what I mean? I love it. oh fuck I ran out of tags..
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Based on my favorite gif lately
#my art stuff#digital art#baldurs gate 3#bg3#astarion#batstarion#once again specifying this is a spawn astarion with some sort of wild shape thing#bat#good morning#gif#I’ve been in such a weird place mentally about art lately#I just keep stopping myself from drawing things cus I want to draw Astarion -#- but fsr my brain decided I draw him wrong and thus makes it pointless to even start#bat form is fine - I have no problems with it. But in his normal form? no can do buckaroo.#It’s one part why I haven’t shared much art lately - I don’t get happy enough about the “quality”#then just don’t share it as a result - in turn making me feel worse because I’m not posting - making me doubt myself more - etc etc#idk man - I got way too giddy earlier today cus someone could tell this was Astarion - even though this isn’t even the version of him I -#- feel insecure about#I keep seeing these artists making more realistic art and cool comics and interactions - most of which are shaded really beautifully -#- and all I can think about is how I CAN’T do that - even if it wouldn’t fuck me up mentally#I just put too much stress on my ability to create realism and I keep “failing” at doing that (by actively avoiding it for my own health)#idk man - I just wish I felt better about Astarion’s stupid chin OTL
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listen. hijikata has TWO HANDS
#this started as just a fun little concept like ‘awwww that would be cute’ but like#now i feel ill over them they are just lounging in my brain with no regard for my mental state its CRAZY#how hijikata managed to snag two pretty sadists is INSANE but honestly good for him#in return mitsuba got two constantly yelling idiots#and gin-san gets nightmares everytime they decide to get food#hm.#spicy sweet mayo#nevermind chjfngnrnfjf#but yes i love them and i think hijikata deserves all the love possible#this is absolutely entirely wish fulfilment don’t look at me like that#its fun#do join me in appreciating this trio i need so much more of it#okay now tags#i can’t use okita in the name bc like. it’ll come across and meaning sougo and. No#uh#ginhijimitsu#ginhiji#hijimitsu#ginmitsu#im having quite a time#? i guess#sakata gintoki#hijikata toushirou#okita mitsuba#gintama#ok bye
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Thinking about the KaeyaJeanDiluc friendship where they grew up together and they were CLOSE & sure maybe Jean felt like Diluc & Kaeya were closer since they were brothers & sure maybe Kaeya felt like he had to keep secrets from the two of them bc they would never understand but they were like. A trio! A team!
& then Diluc’s 18th birthday comes around and everything goes to shit and Diluc LEAVES so they’re no longer KaeyaJeanDiluc but just Kaeya & Jean & in some ways Kaeya and Jean get closer because of it but there’s also a pronounced DISTANCE where Jean doesn’t know how to reach Kaeya anymore & Kaeya is even more determined not to tell Jean anything & they both lose themselves in their duties to Mondstadt while also missing Diluc and ALSO, despite everything, offering each other unconditional support
& then Diluc comes BACK & in addition to Kaeya & Jean there’s the shaky reestablishment of Jean & Diluc and Diluc & Kaeya but it’s not THE SAME. they’re no longer KaeyaJeanDiluc; Jean & Kaeya are knights and Diluc will never be a knight again & they all changed while Diluc was away & none of them know how to talk to each other anymore AND YET there’s still an undercurrent of trust!! Not fully, especially between Kaeya & Diluc, but Diluc still calls on Jean during the archon quest, trusting that she will keep their secrets even though as the acting grandmaster she should probably not. Jean says in her about Diluc voiceline that she understands why Diluc hates the knights & is working hard to make them an organization he can trust again. Kaeya covers for Diluc’s darknight hero escapades & fondly reminisces about their childhood in front of him. Diluc invited Kaeya to dinner at the winery & (afaik) never told anyone about Kaeya’s origins. Kaeya tells the traveler that they need to give Jean their full support and planned a birthday party for her. Jean left Kaeya in charge of Mondstadt when she went to the golden apple archipelago! On some level they recognize that their goals still align!! There’s still trust and love there but there’s also this gap between them that none of them know how to cross and I just!!!
#kaeya#kaeya alberich#diluc#diluc ragnvindr#jean#jean gunnhildr#genshin impact#YOU CAN TRY TO REASSEMBLE THE PIECES BUT THEY WILL NEVER FIT THE SAME WAY. AND MAYBE THEY SHOULDNT.#I DONT KNOW IF THIS MAKES SENSE AT ALL I’M JUST GOING INSANE THINKING ABOUT THEM#GRIPPING THE BARS OF MY ENCLOSURE. HEY DO YOU WANT TO TALK ABOUT KAEYA JEAN AND DILUC BC I SURE DO.#also not blaming diluc for the leaving btw I feel like it was necessary for him#it’s just emphasized bc of how it contributed to the change in their dynamic#I can’t always put it into words right but I have a lot of thoughts about these three.#my brain is going GSVDKDBCJHDEJDHSBDVDHWBDNHSJSBSJDGSHSBSHSB rn#also also in the ‘duties to Mond’ bit I’m also not downplaying kaeyas indecision abt choosing mondstadt/Khaenri’ah#I don’t think he’s chosen & I think he has genuine love for but also feels indebted to both places#I fully reject the ‘oh kaeyas chosen Mond fuck Khaenri’ah’ takes i hate them it’s so much more complicated than that!!#he can care about both places!!!#anyways just wanted to clear that up since I didn’t really elaborate & don’t want it to be taken like that
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Alas, poor Clip!
GitM by @venomous-qwille
#love these two so much#can’t wait for them to interact more#also fool has invaded my brain and I can’t stop watching shakespeare plays#ghost in the machine au#ghost in the machine#gitm au#fool eclipse#clip.exe#dca fanart#dca fandom#my art
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& now, here’s a reenactment of the Boat Boys fandom every time Joel & Etho interact & continue to be completely unhinged about each other.
#watching all our brains collectively short circuit every time they interact#& prove that they are so much more committed to this bit than we ever expected#can’t wait to see where this goes#& for my brain to continue to melt from shock & delight#joel smallishbeans#etho#smalletho#boat boys#hermitblr#hermitcraft#ethoslab#hermitshipping#i guess???#these fucking dudes I stg
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Happy birthday Mitch !!!
A wonderful day for the bestest raccoon boy !
I wanted to try and redraw one of the first ever pieces of fanart I made for Mage, and I’m so happy with how it came out !
#can’t believe it’s been like what#three years ??#three years since this little guy invaded my brain and showed me the way to more story driven audios#thank you so much for that mage <3#mage bunkshelf#mitch the raccoon boy#artists on tumblr#digital art#scribz’s art
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The more I lurk around Only Friends…the more convinced I get that TopMew are a gay version of that het couple everyone knows that complain about each other constantly but never break up.
Their friends: why are you even together?
TopMew: I love him
Friends: but bro do you even like him? Like as a person?
#only friends#only friends the series#ofts#topmew#this is a very unserious post#also i’m still not caught up#but i keep seeing posts like that#and like it makes me more and more proud of forcebook#because we know they have so much chemistry#and to give the audience the impression that they don’t really like each other when we have seen their chemistry in action?#they’re my babies and i’m so proud#anyway i’m still not caught up#so classify this post as a shower thoughts type post#it entered my brain and now i can’t get it out#cap watches ofts#cap speaks
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When someone else’s art is so good you physically can’t look at it because of artistic jealousy
#Y’all do this to me on a daily basis I swear#I literally can’t follow some people because their stuff is so good it breaks my heart#I think the art world has a lot of envy and competitiveness that no one really talks about#Sure we’re all for self expression but so many of us are so used to being “the art kid” that anyone else taking or sharing that spot feels#like losing a peice of your identity.#I’ve had some artist friends who dealt with their jealousy by tearing others down or justifying their art by going#”Well you’re bad at ____ but I’m better at ____”#Or they would give unsolicited critique that was more like gently worded criticism than friendly advice to help someone reach their goals#And because of those experiences… I never want to become that person#I definitely get the surges of jealousy… But I very much try to remind myself that fellow artists are my friends-not my rivals#The people I feel the most envy for are often the people I hype up the most#And beyond that- nobody in the art community is trying to gatekeep information from you.#If you want to learn skills from other people- don’t hesitate to ask them. Most artists happily spill their brains for you in a conversatio#(Foolish artist… they don’t even know how many brain juices of theirs I’m absorbing-MWAHAHAHA)#(I’m gonna come come back stronger as an artist… And then I can learn and grow EVEN MORE BWAHAHAHA)#So anyway… Jealousy is a valid and very real thing… but what you choose to do about it can either hinder or help you.#That’s all folks#art meme#art
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its so hard to watch time pass when things like careers and assignments exist. what do you mean im supposed to take that seriously
#I have an assignment that was due a week ago and I really really dont want to do it. I have to but i dont want to#im probably making it worse because my brain has built a wall around it so now i can’t do literally anything else until thats done. but#because I don’t want to do it I’m just kinda stuck. turns out this is what they meant when they said emotional regulation is part of#exec dysfunction.. I’ll have a thought like if I get a little bit of it done now i can get it over with. I can just submit something#and then not even 5 minutes later itll be like ugh but I have to draw all the assets out. I have to write things and make spreads ugh#and its just flopping between those two things. i hate it when ppl are like well how much time do you need to work on one thing#because BOY id love to know too. I’d love to know exactly when my brain wants to cooperate with me and work around that but I cant#even my period can’t decide when it wants to punch me in the stomach. which is kinda funny in the grand scheme of things but still#its so weird im just lying on my bed thinking abt all this like damn.. the time will pass anyways no matter what I decide to do.. damn….#if I submit that assignment now and take the L I literally won’t die. it’ll just be a deduction on an assignment nobody will ask me about#I know this but I’m still stressing myself about it so my thoughts aren’t really connecting to my body. weird#maybe its because Im having a hard time looking forward to things. theres definitely a lot I should be living for but I don’t really feel#a strong attachment to it I guess? it’s been like this for a while with holidays and meeting with friends so I just don’t#I kinda figured its because im pretty passionless and its more like passing interest. but it’s not very fun when it feels like I’m going to#be living distraction to distraction for the next 70 years or so lol#idk it kind of feels like slowly bleeding out. which is funny because I actually did experience blood loss this week#had a 30 minute nosebleed and literally could not stand. also it felt like someone was pinching the back of my brain which was interesting#yapping#does this count as vent#vent#Ive just been making an oc carrd and contemplate changing my blog header for the past 3 days honestly
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it can’t be real it can’t be real it can’t be real it can’t be real it can’t be real it can’t be real it ca
#HE’S NOT A DOG PERSON.#HE’S NOT#man i can’t believe gege akutami would just lie like that :///////#LISTEN#I KNOW HE’S A CAT PERSON.#just trust me#wow i will actually block this information out entirely that’s crazy#he’s a cat person 🙏🙏🙏 idc idc#the way i feel more devastated than i did when he [ REDACTED ]#gojo satoru is not a dog person . my brain rejects the very concept#this was the worst news to wake up to why does my heart hurt so much </3#ari noises ✩
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My brain, stirring all my interests around like peeps in a chili pot:
#sorry I just thought about wan shi tong and his extendable neck and my brain went HOOTY!#also I’m dying bc I still have not emotionally recovered from King’s Tide holy FUCK#and I know that since Thanks to Them is going to be so much WORSE I’m not ANYWHERE near ready for that shit#so my brain is rotating around in hyperfixation hell like a rotisserie pig currently#can’t engage with fandom bc I want to avoid any MORE spoilers#but I know I also have to watch it before the next ep drops so I can actually be caught up for a few days hueeeghhh#and briefly engage with fandom and fics and shit bc OHH MAN DO I WANT TO#also I unabashedly LOVE Hooty y’all#maybe it’s just bc Lilith and I are so similar but#he’s the funniest character in the show and so so sweet and loveable - theyre so mean to him and for what?#it’s hooty appreciation hours#atla#toh#peeps in the chili pot#hooty the owl#wan shi tong#avatar the last airbender#the library#the owl house#edits by me
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Pluto is found and raised by Chowder and doesn’t meet the turtles until older. Due to being part Krang Pluto actually grows faster than the average, so when Pluto and the turtles meet, Pluto is almost fully grown.
I’m still working on chowders backstory, but I’m aiming towards a bounty hunter tsukumogami yokai. They try their best to raise Pluto but find themselves off and on jobs that are sometimes dangerous, so secrecy is an important necessity. Chowder is loud, sassy and very affectionate, however they are very temperamental and will hold a grudge if annoyed. Chowder loves Pluto and decided to give Pluto the nickname monkey due to Pluto’s love for bananas and need to climb on them 24/7, that plus they just think it’s a funny name.
So yeah Chowder :D
#Donnie owes chowder so much child support XD#I’m very happy with this design and can’t wait to make more !#this little bubblegum monkey will be my muse !#I’m trying to rack my brain on what type of outfit i want to give chowder#i also need one for Pluto#Pluto doesn’t really like clothes#doesn’t mind shorts tho#rottmnt DTTR#down to the roots#pluto#rottmnt#save rottmnt#unpause rottmnt#rottmnt chowder#rottmnt Pluto#character sheet#dttr pluto#pink bubblegum monkey#dttr chowder#weepwonp
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lovely flower, slowly bloom, paint yourself with shades of blue 💙💙💙
#some old Bluebelle drawings bc I’ve just been cleaning all day and I can’t think about anything#to all yall who sent in requests; I’m working on them and I love you so much!!!#to whom it was who requested Tugger and Misto: thank you for the challenge lol!!!#I don’t draw tugger often and I draw misto even less so I’ve gots to get some practice first <3333#I’ve tried not to be online as much because I realized it’s trapping my brain in these stupid fucking parasocial cycles#and so far the effects have been: cleaning organizing and listening to the same 5 songs for hours on end#also!!! I love you the Mabel Podcast <33333#Ana Limon is me incarnate <333#she is more myself than I am <333#I’m going to try and find a way to post my cannibalism story because some of yall wanted to read it and I rly like it#so!!! I’ll try and do that#anyway ily bluebelle#been thinking a lot about her and datura lately#ah well#uhhh drink water and sleep and hug something/someone 🫶🫶🫶#cats musical#cats the musical#cats oc#jellicle oc#bluebelle cats
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When I was younger, I always thought about how cool it would be to be reading a book about a main character, and then find out that the side character, who the story wasn’t supposed to be about, was actually the main character the whole time.
Then I found the DSMP and  I was like “ oh wow, that’s basically the story that I thought would be cool, but it’s with Tubbo and Tommy” because to me, Tubbohas crazy, main character energy.
After bit I just realize that is literally just Tubbo as the human person himself. He is literally the main character and doesn’t even realize it. WHAT DO YOU MEAN GLASS ANIMALS ASKED HIM TO STREAM THEIR CONCERT???? WHAT DO YOU MEAN UNIVERSA RECORDS WANTED TO SIGN HIM AND HE JUST IGNORED THE EMAIL?? WHAT DO YOU MEAN HE ISED TO BE A NATIONAL GYMNAST AND PLAYED EVERY SPORT AND IS NOW A CEO AND IS LITERALLY BARBIE?!?!
#it’s his world and we are just living in it#there’s so much more but my brain can’t get off the Glass Animals thing#tubbo
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