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espumado ยท 5 months ago
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Guys, you don't know what just happened to me!! I love soundtracks so I stopped to listen to The Bear's, i found the official FX playlist on Spotify and was listening to it when suddenly a podcast starts and I was like???? So i looked and it was about a horror film??? I, tring to understanding, went to the FX site to see the playlist and the episodes and saw that it was the song from the beginning of the ep5- Children (the lullaby) with our beloved Natalie๐Ÿ’–...So what happened was that the music is from a horror film and instead of putting the soundtrack they put on this podcast!!! And I don't know if it was on purpose or just a mistake!!! (And all this reminded me of the people here who started a tag, I don't know who, about The Bear being a haunted/ghost story๐Ÿ’€)
It's this scene, with this song:
And the Playlist has this podcast:
But i was like Nat why you have a horror movie song playing in your head??? And cause I'm curious, I went to find out more about the film, cause I didn't know the movie (horror isn't really my thing) and I discovered that:ย 
The Night of the Hunter is a 1955 American film noir thriller directed by Charles Laughton. Despite receiving negative reviews upon its original release, it has been positively re-evaluated in later decades and is now considered one of the greatest films ever made. โ€œThe movie is best known for Robert Mitchum's extraordinary performance as serial-killer-posing-as-priest Harry Powell, a menacing religious misogynist who marries widows for their money and kills them off in the name of the Lord. Having been jailed for stealing a car, he shares a cell with father-of-two Ben Harper, soon to be hanged for murder and the theft of $10,000. Before his arrest Harper hides the money in a rag doll belonging to his little daughter Pearl, making her and his 10-year-old son John swear never to tell where the money is hidden. The plot hinges on Powell's pursuit of the money and John's determination to protect his sister and escape from a psychopath whom others assume is virtuous. Hiding his past, Powell woos, then marries Harper's widow Willa (Shelley Winters). When she discovers his motives he murders her, and the children escape on a boat down the river. A tense chase ensues. The film exists in that cinematic no-man's-land of fairy tales for adults, is a children's fairytale โ€“ strange and idiosyncratic โ€“ but also a noir thriller, laced with the darkest elements of both genres: death, guilt, greed, poverty, cruelty, biblical references and a terrifying pursuit by the scariest of bogeymen. Laughton described it as "a nightmarish sort of Mother Goose tale". John, played superbly by the steely eyed Billy Chapin, is pivotal as the boy who is alone in perceiving Powell's true motives. In a tale of innocence and experience, he must quickly grow up in the most sinister of circumstances; he must resist adult hypocrisy and stupidity, and a new "father" who pretends to be loving, but is secretly abusive. Gripping in its narrative, the film is also frequently and darkly humorous.โ€
โ€œThinking of The Night of the Hunter in terms of its visual impact on other filmmakers, thereโ€™s a striking echo to be observed between its unseen presence in films by Scorsese, Spielberg, the Coens, even Ari Aster, and the influence of silent cinema on Laughtonโ€™s own filmmaking choices.โ€
โ€œWe can notice the importance of one particular scene: the escape of the children in a boat (they are running away from the killer). This scene, being so important, is also one of the most memorable of the entire film. The components that make it so memorable are: setting, lighting, framing, blocking and music. In the river sequence, the usual realistic environment of the film disappears, giving place to such an artificial setting that it seems that we are watching a whole new film.[...] Again, we feel that the children are safe again in the boat, as they run away from their hunter.
โ€œThe river symbolise safety โ€“ it is what separates (even temporarily) John and Pearl from Powell. In a way, it is a metaphor for the transformation of a past full of terror into a brighter futureยน with Rachel.โ€
About the music: โ€œComposer Walter Schumann called the heavy four brass chords that often accompany Preacher a โ€œโ€˜pagan motif, consisting of clashing fifths in the lower register,โ€™โ€ which cede to the lullaby โ€œDream, Little One, Dreamโ€ with a shot of Gish. This celestial lullaby foreshadows her adoption of the children after they escape downriver. In the opening and river sequences especially, audio-visions juxtapose fantasy and reality, and good and evil, to propel the children to safety.[...] In these sequences, Laughtonโ€™s visual constructions and Schumannโ€™s score establish abstract contours that take root in spectatorial memory. When the overture transitions from Preacherโ€™s pagan motif to a tranquil lullaby, celestial sounds and Gishโ€™s presence seem to safeguard the children from Preacherโ€™s tyranny.[...] Schumannโ€™s pagan motif, Miz Cooperโ€™s lullaby, and the sounds of the childrenโ€™s river journey mix realistic tropes and emotional flourishes in the manner of 1950s melodrama films, which especially employed music to articulate these opposing poles. For Peter Brooks, music punctuates the wordless gestures of the melodramatic โ€œtext of mutenessโ€: its sweeping rhythmic motions render space and time tangible to imbue charactersโ€”especially muted victimsโ€”with emotional depthยฒ.[...] Analyzed through a motivic model that binds characters to themes, Hunterโ€™s river lullabies foreshadow the childrenโ€™s eventual safety with Miz Cooper even though maternal figures are not visible.โ€
So there is this important and well-known scene in the film when the song plays. When the kids are finaly safe in a boat on the river (the part of the song they use in the series starts at around 3:55):
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So basically: there's a father who hid some money in the kid's toy (which reminded me of the money in the cans of tomatoes- KBL); an orphaned brother and sister; children looking for shelter; during the escape they are they feel safe in a boat on a river (when the lullaby plays) and in the end they are adopted and everything is fine.
I wanted to understand what this means for Nat, what it has to do with her. When the scene starts the song says "fear is just a dreamโ€ฆ" then she thinks about her fears: her brother, mother and a mom's funeral (Marcus), then the song continues "so dream, little one, dream", like, it's not real, no need to fear it!
Soโ€ฆthis is ep5 called Children, where: 1-Syd and Marcus take his mother's stuff out of the house and talk about their family 2-we find out that Ever is going to close (a funeral will happen) 3-Marcus and Nat talk about his mother and to start a new project to honor her while Nat is resting from pregnancy discomfort 4- it's the ep The Computer appears and Nat defends Marcus 5- there are the Faks, including John Cena, talking about their family and the hauntings 6- Syd and Uncle Jimmy talk and he says he wishes he had done more for the kids (she reminds him that he is there for them) and finally 7- Carmy goes to the basement and finds a box with photos of the family (Donna and Mike and himself too and a baby that could be Nat?!!!) then some riffs of the song Mixed Emotions by Rolling Stones start and it cuts to the credits with the lyrics right in the part: You're not the only one, You're not the only ship, Adrift on this ocean. And that's it! Just these lyrics and then just instrumentals. They cut the song to fit the scene and without any other part of the lyrics!!!
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Carmy my man, Nat needs you! And she was the one who reminded him in the first season: "did you know i recently had a brother die too?" She's trying. She wants help, she already told him, "the thing that pisses me of is that you never ask her how i am doing!!!" but he can't ask her that "because he feels trapped, because he can't describe how he feels, so asking someone else how they're feeling seems crazy to him" (like, he literally told her that in S1). They need to talk, they need each other, they need family (a new one probably...the restaurant...uncle Jimmy too?? She talked with him about be a parent last season and he is always there for them, saving them). Nat managed to talk to her mother, even asked for help (itโ€™s not a solution for everything, but it was a start)...but Carmy...there's still a long way to go, a next season thing. But I think it may be a thing they need to do together somehow, i dont know...
Nat is afraid of her past, motherhood and knows family is complicated, she is looking for a brighter futureยน. She and Carmy (and Mike) are children of a abusive/alcoholic parent and live with the consequences of that (some people here have already talked better about the subject). So they are like the kids from the movie, who are muted victimsโ€”with emotional depthยฒ, in a complicated family, going throught the river until they reach a safer place with better people.
And also, last seasons they showed the "pyromaniac tendencies" of the Berzatto brothers, there were these references to setting the restaurant on fire as if that was the solution to their problems...and now in season 3 I thought that had been forgotten...instead, the ep1 already starts with (first a train, and then) a lake, which appears other times throughout the season... Copenhagen Carmy living in a boat on a river!!!, and all happy and safe, drawing on a bridge over a river!!!
We also had a scene with water being thrown on the kitchen countertop and "flooding" the space (with a song by Trent Reznor and Atticus for a war doc! that the director describes as profound, haunting, unsettling and deeply moving!!!) in a moment that the crew is cleaning the kitchen and everyone is tired and overwhelmed; there is Donna talking about the fish tank that breaks in a dream that takes place in a place she doesn't know that looks gray except for the tank (surreal, like a noir thriller maybe). These don't seem so safe, but they seem to be about the past, something to be overcome... And there's even a scene of Syd reflecting in front of a lake... Several water references...and I have no idea if that really means anything...or if i am going to deeper into this?๐Ÿ˜…
...but Nat, dear, are you okay?!...you feel like in a horror movie with your remaining brother seeking safety together somewhere or with someone, running away from a curse, a haunting in your family??? (in S1 Carmy talks about how she blames the restaurant, not her mother or Mike, she says the place sucks up all the work, money and time and all they get back is chaos and resentment) But seriously, someone help her!!!...and Carmy...She must have felt very lonely this season with Carmy like that...But I guess this all means that everything will be fine in the end, like in the movie!
Seriously, I couldn't come to a better conclusion about this but it left me curious and confused... And of course, it might mean nothing and just be an interesting song from an amazing movie that director Chris Storer likes because he likes great movies and that's all ๐Ÿ™ƒ But with all the movie references, great directors and hauntings...maybe I'm not so crazy๐Ÿ˜… <<<I tell myself to feel better๐Ÿซ 
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hanafubukki ยท 1 month ago
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Saw Kallisto made these for Crowley with the templates from vergils-beloved
So I tried to made them for Diasomnia ๐Ÿ’ž๐Ÿ’š๐Ÿฅฐ I think these are so cute โ˜บ๏ธ๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿ’ž๐Ÿ’š
Giggling happily as I stare at them ๐Ÿฅฐโœจ๐Ÿ’ซ๐Ÿ’š๐Ÿ’š
Yes Lilia gets two shhh ๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿ’ž๐Ÿ’ž
I know my editing skills arenโ€™t the greatest but I achieved what I wanted so Iโ€™m happy with that ๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ’ž
My fictional husbands ๐Ÿ’ž๐Ÿ’ž๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿซถ
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vibescornerr ยท 4 months ago
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Me when tomura shigaraki ๐Ÿ’ž๐Ÿ’ž
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himikoslove ยท 13 days ago
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Why would they give dead apple fyodor gloves just to take them away. Sick and twisted
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fancycolours ยท 4 months ago
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Robert Lamm (1986) โœจ
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userlaylivia ยท 5 months ago
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I JUST HIT 1,000 FOLLOWERS!!!! I'M LITERALLY SCREAMING NOBODY TOUCH MEEEEEEEEE!!!! ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ I DON'T DESERVE YOU GUYS AT ALL I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH!!!! I WISH I COULD TAG ALL OF YOU BUT I CAN'T JUST KNOW ILY ALL SO VERY MUCH AND IDK WHAT I DID TO DESERVE ANY OF YOU!!! ๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–
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stargazingbitch ยท 1 year ago
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wtf do u mean he has to go through five more seasons of trauma????
he's literally just a little guy ๐Ÿค๐Ÿป๐Ÿค๐Ÿป!!!!
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whump-queen ยท 2 years ago
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pretty boy void drawn for me by @hidden-dreamland ๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿฅฐ
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deputyash ยท 2 years ago
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I couldnโ€™t help but grab a couple of headshot commissions for myself from @derelictheretic! I decided to give some love to two of my other girls ๐Ÿ’ž Evie is looking gorgeous and regal as always! โ™ฅ And Vivian looking super adorable in her bright neon aesthetics! ๐Ÿ’—
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charliethomascoxuniverse ยท 2 years ago
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Help, these are so cute!!ย ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’—
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Iโ€™m sure we all know who these particularย Amuseables reminded me of.ย ๐Ÿ˜‚ The Avocado and Devilled Egg just need a little pair of sunglasses.ย ๐Ÿ˜Ž
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hanafubukki ยท 2 months ago
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Tumblr my beloved beloathed hellsite ๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿ˜‚
Currently watching half of the people I follow panic/make/move to blue sky from twitter
Debating if I even want to make one, I hate having multiple social media accounts. Its something that irks me lol ๐Ÿ˜… (plus too many to juggle and Iโ€™m too old for that ๐Ÿ˜†)
I only joined twitter initially because it was required long ago and repurposed it to look at twst art when I got sucked in years ago by jp artists lol
Iโ€™m not leaving this hellsite though. Iโ€™m too comfy here and my friends are on here. I met so many nice people here that youโ€™ll have to drag me away kicking and screaming lolol ๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿ’ž๐Ÿคฃ
You all are stuck with me ๐Ÿ˜ˆ๐Ÿซฐ
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babyange1face ยท 1 year ago
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๐Ÿคโœจsend this to ten other bloggers you think are wonderful. ๐Ÿคโœจ๐Ÿซ‚
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did u know that i ALSO think u are wonderful and i smile everytime i see u down my dash? โ™ก
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fullmetalscullyy ยท 2 years ago
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always thinking about edinburgh in autumn with one of the best, sweetest people ever, eri @firewoodfigs
what a fantastic day ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿฅนโœจ๐Ÿฉท i really need to take a trip back to the botanic garden for ornaments for my wee hoose and also. omg. i found the fic that book was based on HAHAHA and can't WAIT to dive in and read it omg i'm so fucking happy and excited. time to read it brand new for a third time ๐Ÿ˜Œ๐Ÿ˜Œ
ty for thinking of me and inviting me along on your adventure!! i had so much fun ๐Ÿ’–
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scarlyrubies ยท 2 years ago
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nevermind I gave up on trying to be casual
THE LOVE OF MY LIFE, MY EVERYTHING, THE APPLE OF MY EYE, LOOK AT HIM.
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LOOK AT HIM!!
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I SAID LOOK AT HIM!!!
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NO. YOU DIDNโ€™T DO IT QUITE RIGHT. ONE LAST TIME.
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fancycolours ยท 3 months ago
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Robert Lamm (September 22nd, 2024.) ๐Ÿ’œ
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singsweetmelodies ยท 2 years ago
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the way i love my anons so freaking much though ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿฅบโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ styria anon... monza anon... moustachierre anon... phoebe anon... fake dating anon.... you are all the BEST. that is all.
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