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Guys, you don't know what just happened to me!! I love soundtracks so I stopped to listen to The Bear's, i found the official FX playlist on Spotify and was listening to it when suddenly a podcast starts and I was like???? So i looked and it was about a horror film??? I, tring to understanding, went to the FX site to see the playlist and the episodes and saw that it was the song from the beginning of the ep5- Children (the lullaby) with our beloved Natalie๐...So what happened was that the music is from a horror film and instead of putting the soundtrack they put on this podcast!!! And I don't know if it was on purpose or just a mistake!!! (And all this reminded me of the people here who started a tag, I don't know who, about The Bear being a haunted/ghost story๐)
It's this scene, with this song:
And the Playlist has this podcast:
But i was like Nat why you have a horror movie song playing in your head??? And cause I'm curious, I went to find out more about the film, cause I didn't know the movie (horror isn't really my thing) and I discovered that:ย
The Night of the Hunter is a 1955 American film noir thriller directed by Charles Laughton. Despite receiving negative reviews upon its original release, it has been positively re-evaluated in later decades and is now considered one of the greatest films ever made. โThe movie is best known for Robert Mitchum's extraordinary performance as serial-killer-posing-as-priest Harry Powell, a menacing religious misogynist who marries widows for their money and kills them off in the name of the Lord. Having been jailed for stealing a car, he shares a cell with father-of-two Ben Harper, soon to be hanged for murder and the theft of $10,000. Before his arrest Harper hides the money in a rag doll belonging to his little daughter Pearl, making her and his 10-year-old son John swear never to tell where the money is hidden. The plot hinges on Powell's pursuit of the money and John's determination to protect his sister and escape from a psychopath whom others assume is virtuous. Hiding his past, Powell woos, then marries Harper's widow Willa (Shelley Winters). When she discovers his motives he murders her, and the children escape on a boat down the river. A tense chase ensues. The film exists in that cinematic no-man's-land of fairy tales for adults, is a children's fairytale โ strange and idiosyncratic โ but also a noir thriller, laced with the darkest elements of both genres: death, guilt, greed, poverty, cruelty, biblical references and a terrifying pursuit by the scariest of bogeymen. Laughton described it as "a nightmarish sort of Mother Goose tale". John, played superbly by the steely eyed Billy Chapin, is pivotal as the boy who is alone in perceiving Powell's true motives. In a tale of innocence and experience, he must quickly grow up in the most sinister of circumstances; he must resist adult hypocrisy and stupidity, and a new "father" who pretends to be loving, but is secretly abusive. Gripping in its narrative, the film is also frequently and darkly humorous.โ
โThinking of The Night of the Hunter in terms of its visual impact on other filmmakers, thereโs a striking echo to be observed between its unseen presence in films by Scorsese, Spielberg, the Coens, even Ari Aster, and the influence of silent cinema on Laughtonโs own filmmaking choices.โ
โWe can notice the importance of one particular scene: the escape of the children in a boat (they are running away from the killer). This scene, being so important, is also one of the most memorable of the entire film. The components that make it so memorable are: setting, lighting, framing, blocking and music. In the river sequence, the usual realistic environment of the film disappears, giving place to such an artificial setting that it seems that we are watching a whole new film.[...] Again, we feel that the children are safe again in the boat, as they run away from their hunter.
โThe river symbolise safety โ it is what separates (even temporarily) John and Pearl from Powell. In a way, it is a metaphor for the transformation of a past full of terror into a brighter futureยน with Rachel.โ
About the music: โComposer Walter Schumann called the heavy four brass chords that often accompany Preacher a โโpagan motif, consisting of clashing fifths in the lower register,โโ which cede to the lullaby โDream, Little One, Dreamโ with a shot of Gish. This celestial lullaby foreshadows her adoption of the children after they escape downriver. In the opening and river sequences especially, audio-visions juxtapose fantasy and reality, and good and evil, to propel the children to safety.[...] In these sequences, Laughtonโs visual constructions and Schumannโs score establish abstract contours that take root in spectatorial memory. When the overture transitions from Preacherโs pagan motif to a tranquil lullaby, celestial sounds and Gishโs presence seem to safeguard the children from Preacherโs tyranny.[...] Schumannโs pagan motif, Miz Cooperโs lullaby, and the sounds of the childrenโs river journey mix realistic tropes and emotional flourishes in the manner of 1950s melodrama films, which especially employed music to articulate these opposing poles. For Peter Brooks, music punctuates the wordless gestures of the melodramatic โtext of mutenessโ: its sweeping rhythmic motions render space and time tangible to imbue charactersโespecially muted victimsโwith emotional depthยฒ.[...] Analyzed through a motivic model that binds characters to themes, Hunterโs river lullabies foreshadow the childrenโs eventual safety with Miz Cooper even though maternal figures are not visible.โ
So there is this important and well-known scene in the film when the song plays. When the kids are finaly safe in a boat on the river (the part of the song they use in the series starts at around 3:55):
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So basically: there's a father who hid some money in the kid's toy (which reminded me of the money in the cans of tomatoes- KBL); an orphaned brother and sister; children looking for shelter; during the escape they are they feel safe in a boat on a river (when the lullaby plays) and in the end they are adopted and everything is fine.
I wanted to understand what this means for Nat, what it has to do with her. When the scene starts the song says "fear is just a dreamโฆ" then she thinks about her fears: her brother, mother and a mom's funeral (Marcus), then the song continues "so dream, little one, dream", like, it's not real, no need to fear it!
Soโฆthis is ep5 called Children, where: 1-Syd and Marcus take his mother's stuff out of the house and talk about their family 2-we find out that Ever is going to close (a funeral will happen) 3-Marcus and Nat talk about his mother and to start a new project to honor her while Nat is resting from pregnancy discomfort 4- it's the ep The Computer appears and Nat defends Marcus 5- there are the Faks, including John Cena, talking about their family and the hauntings 6- Syd and Uncle Jimmy talk and he says he wishes he had done more for the kids (she reminds him that he is there for them) and finally 7- Carmy goes to the basement and finds a box with photos of the family (Donna and Mike and himself too and a baby that could be Nat?!!!) then some riffs of the song Mixed Emotions by Rolling Stones start and it cuts to the credits with the lyrics right in the part: You're not the only one, You're not the only ship, Adrift on this ocean. And that's it! Just these lyrics and then just instrumentals. They cut the song to fit the scene and without any other part of the lyrics!!!
Carmy my man, Nat needs you! And she was the one who reminded him in the first season: "did you know i recently had a brother die too?" She's trying. She wants help, she already told him, "the thing that pisses me of is that you never ask her how i am doing!!!" but he can't ask her that "because he feels trapped, because he can't describe how he feels, so asking someone else how they're feeling seems crazy to him" (like, he literally told her that in S1). They need to talk, they need each other, they need family (a new one probably...the restaurant...uncle Jimmy too?? She talked with him about be a parent last season and he is always there for them, saving them). Nat managed to talk to her mother, even asked for help (itโs not a solution for everything, but it was a start)...but Carmy...there's still a long way to go, a next season thing. But I think it may be a thing they need to do together somehow, i dont know...
Nat is afraid of her past, motherhood and knows family is complicated, she is looking for a brighter futureยน. She and Carmy (and Mike) are children of a abusive/alcoholic parent and live with the consequences of that (some people here have already talked better about the subject). So they are like the kids from the movie, who are muted victimsโwith emotional depthยฒ, in a complicated family, going throught the river until they reach a safer place with better people.
And also, last seasons they showed the "pyromaniac tendencies" of the Berzatto brothers, there were these references to setting the restaurant on fire as if that was the solution to their problems...and now in season 3 I thought that had been forgotten...instead, the ep1 already starts with (first a train, and then) a lake, which appears other times throughout the season... Copenhagen Carmy living in a boat on a river!!!, and all happy and safe, drawing on a bridge over a river!!!
We also had a scene with water being thrown on the kitchen countertop and "flooding" the space (with a song by Trent Reznor and Atticus for a war doc! that the director describes as profound, haunting, unsettling and deeply moving!!!) in a moment that the crew is cleaning the kitchen and everyone is tired and overwhelmed; there is Donna talking about the fish tank that breaks in a dream that takes place in a place she doesn't know that looks gray except for the tank (surreal, like a noir thriller maybe). These don't seem so safe, but they seem to be about the past, something to be overcome... And there's even a scene of Syd reflecting in front of a lake... Several water references...and I have no idea if that really means anything...or if i am going to deeper into this?๐
...but Nat, dear, are you okay?!...you feel like in a horror movie with your remaining brother seeking safety together somewhere or with someone, running away from a curse, a haunting in your family??? (in S1 Carmy talks about how she blames the restaurant, not her mother or Mike, she says the place sucks up all the work, money and time and all they get back is chaos and resentment) But seriously, someone help her!!!...and Carmy...She must have felt very lonely this season with Carmy like that...But I guess this all means that everything will be fine in the end, like in the movie!
Seriously, I couldn't come to a better conclusion about this but it left me curious and confused... And of course, it might mean nothing and just be an interesting song from an amazing movie that director Chris Storer likes because he likes great movies and that's all ๐ But with all the movie references, great directors and hauntings...maybe I'm not so crazy๐
<<<I tell myself to feel better๐ซ
#natalie berzatto#my beloved๐ฅฐ๐#it could be just a song and this was unnecessary#if you guys think of something better let me know please#im dying to know if this means so#the bear#this show makes me insane obviously as you can see#berzatto siblings#carmy berzatto#marcus brooks#syd adamu#the bear is a ghost story#the bear is hauted house#The Night of the Hunter
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Saw Kallisto made these for Crowley with the templates from vergils-beloved
So I tried to made them for Diasomnia ๐๐๐ฅฐ I think these are so cute โบ๏ธ๐ฅน๐๐
Giggling happily as I stare at them ๐ฅฐโจ๐ซ๐๐
Yes Lilia gets two shhh ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ๐๐
I know my editing skills arenโt the greatest but I achieved what I wanted so Iโm happy with that ๐ซถ๐๐
My fictional husbands ๐๐๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ๐ซถ๐ซถ
#these are so cute ๐๐๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ#my beloveds ๐๐๐๐#yes I do include knight of dawn in diasomnia because because I *can* ๐๐ and he deserves to be there ๐ซถ๐ heโs part of the diasomnia family ๐#because I said so ๐๐๐๐๐ซถ๐ซถ#these are *not* in order of ranking or anything like that by the way#malleus draconia#lilia vanrouge#twst silver#sebek zigvolt#twst knight of dawn#twst dawn knight#silver vanrouge#twst lilia vanrouge#twst malleus draconia#twst sebek zigvolt#diasomnia
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Me when tomura shigaraki ๐๐
#art#digital art#sketch#furry oc#furry#fursona#positive vent art#vent#tomura shigiraki#shigaraki tomura#tomura shigaraki#mha#bnha#tomura my beloved ๐๐๐ฅน๐ค๐๐๐โจโจ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ
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Why would they give dead apple fyodor gloves just to take them away. Sick and twisted
#Want those silk black gloved hands in my mouth#I mean what who said that#He was soooooo sexy in#Dead apple#I'm screaming#Always my beloved#Dead apple fyodor ๐ฅบ๐๐๐๐ฅฐ๐๐
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Robert Lamm (1986) โจ
#Robert my beloved ๐#There's my Bobby Dearest! ๐ฅฐ#What a babe! He's super handsome! ๐๐๐#Oughhh! I love you so much honey! ๐
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I JUST HIT 1,000 FOLLOWERS!!!! I'M LITERALLY SCREAMING NOBODY TOUCH MEEEEEEEEE!!!! ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ I DON'T DESERVE YOU GUYS AT ALL I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH!!!! I WISH I COULD TAG ALL OF YOU BUT I CAN'T JUST KNOW ILY ALL SO VERY MUCH AND IDK WHAT I DID TO DESERVE ANY OF YOU!!! ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
#I don't think I even had this on my last blog tbh!!#sara hits 1000#beloved mutuals ๐๐๐๐ฅฐ๐
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wtf do u mean he has to go through five more seasons of trauma????
he's literally just a little guy ๐ค๐ป๐ค๐ป!!!!
#my beloved son#i struggled so much with Walker's expressions#ill have nightmares#but look at himmm๐ญ๐ฅฐ๐ซ๐#percy jackson#percy jackson spoilers#i guess??#pjo tv#pjo series#pjo tv show#percy jackon and the olympians#percy jackson series#pjo disney+#walker scobell#my art
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pretty boy void drawn for me by @hidden-dreamland ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ
#whump art#broken wrists#broken bones#this image makes the good chemicals#every time I look at this my brain does tbe bRRR#the fucking HORN SHADOW IM LOSING ITTT#VOIDY MY BELOVED#๐๐๐ฅฐ๐๐๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ๐๐ฆ#friend art#!!!#pretty boy void#itโs a tag now#eee#I did like 3 sketches of you I kiinda wanna post those too hmm#akias avatar demon#akia fanart#ik iโm not depicted but I donโt have another tag going for art people make me but#drawn for me#there we could use that#but what am I gonna do fire up the mass post editor?? on *DESKTOP*?? HaaAA
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I couldnโt help but grab a couple of headshot commissions for myself from @derelictheretic! I decided to give some love to two of my other girls ๐ Evie is looking gorgeous and regal as always! โฅ And Vivian looking super adorable in her bright neon aesthetics! ๐
#I'm so in love ๐ฅฐ๐#Evie my beloved is so prettyy#I'm gonna have to post some stuff for her now haha#Vivian my little chaos girl - love her too and need to continue to post more too#my ocs#deputyash's ocs#evie rivera#vivian wells
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Help, these are so cute!!ย ๐ญ๐
Iโm sure we all know who these particularย Amuseables reminded me of.ย ๐ The Avocado and Devilled Egg just need a little pair of sunglasses.ย ๐
#Avocados at Law my beloveds ๐ฅฐ๐#matt murdock#foggy nelson#daredevil#my random nonsense#plushies
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Tumblr my beloved beloathed hellsite ๐ฅฐ๐
Currently watching half of the people I follow panic/make/move to blue sky from twitter
Debating if I even want to make one, I hate having multiple social media accounts. Its something that irks me lol ๐
(plus too many to juggle and Iโm too old for that ๐)
I only joined twitter initially because it was required long ago and repurposed it to look at twst art when I got sucked in years ago by jp artists lol
Iโm not leaving this hellsite though. Iโm too comfy here and my friends are on here. I met so many nice people here that youโll have to drag me away kicking and screaming lolol ๐ฅฐ๐๐คฃ
You all are stuck with me ๐๐ซฐ
#Hanaโs thoughts#for all the complaint I do about tumblr at times#itโs still home to me and the place Iโm most comfortable of all social media sites#but thatโs normal since we all call this place our beloved hellsite lmao#plus this is the only place where I feel I can truly be my most unhinged self#and not be judged or bullied#where else can I be free to write essay long love letters and fangirling ๐ฅฐ๐๐ซถ#not those word limited places thatโs for sure lol#Anyways -places handcuffs on you all- youโre stuck me mwahaha ๐๐๐๐๐
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๐คโจsend this to ten other bloggers you think are wonderful. ๐คโจ๐ซ
did u know that i ALSO think u are wonderful and i smile everytime i see u down my dash? โก
#this cute ty ๐ฅฐ#ik we do not talk bc im shy but we are besties in ny head okay!!#ily ๐#mutuals my beloved#asks#moots ๐
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always thinking about edinburgh in autumn with one of the best, sweetest people ever, eri @firewoodfigs
what a fantastic day ๐ฅบ๐ฅนโจ๐ฉท i really need to take a trip back to the botanic garden for ornaments for my wee hoose and also. omg. i found the fic that book was based on HAHAHA and can't WAIT to dive in and read it omg i'm so fucking happy and excited. time to read it brand new for a third time ๐๐
ty for thinking of me and inviting me along on your adventure!! i had so much fun ๐
#EDINBURGH MY CITY#love a wee wander as a tourist#AND I GOT TO SHARE IT WITH ERI MY BELOVED#THE SWEETEST AND BEST COMPANION#i still can't believe how lucky i am to have met you and spent time with you ๐๐๐๐๐๐#she's an absolute DELIGHT#BLESSED โจ๐ฅฐโค๏ธ๐#emma talks
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nevermind I gave up on trying to be casual
THE LOVE OF MY LIFE, MY EVERYTHING, THE APPLE OF MY EYE, LOOK AT HIM.
LOOK AT HIM!!
I SAID LOOK AT HIM!!!
NO. YOU DIDNโT DO IT QUITE RIGHT. ONE LAST TIME.
#this post was brought to you by dictatorship#i would turn into a tyran for him ๐ฅฐ#not me โpretending like itโs the cutest thing to say about someone. iโm so silly ๐คญ๐๐๐#will byers#WILLIAM BYERS#my beloved#youโll constantly catch me talking about him like heโs such a small little guy compared to me. this is not because iโm old.#itโs because iโm stupid and donโt know how else to talk about my comfort characters#byler#byler tumblr#me posts! โฐ
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Robert Lamm (September 22nd, 2024.) ๐
#FOUND SOME FOOTAGE OF MY MAN! ๐ฅฐ#Naturally I had to make some GIFS of it!#Eeeee!!! ๐#the loml ๐๐๐#Robert my beloved ๐
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the way i love my anons so freaking much though ๐ญ๐ญ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ๐ฅบโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ styria anon... monza anon... moustachierre anon... phoebe anon... fake dating anon.... you are all the BEST. that is all.
#katie rambles#my lovely anons โค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ#btw yes this is how i refer to you in my head#and yes i'm quite aware that you could all be one person LMAOOOOOO#though i do think there are at least two or three different ones here just based on the way some of the asks are phrased#anyways that's all rambly nonsense. the POINT IS#i adore you all#and every time i see one of your wonderful messages#i become like that gif of charles doing heart eyes & dimples at pierre#๐๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ๐๐๐๐#that's meeeeee @ you all#also yes it's 2am and i'm being SILLY but also yep. i love youuuu#(btw monza anon my beloved i will answer you tomorrow when it's NOT 2am xx โค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ tysm for the epic ask!!)#(OH and let me just explain 'phoebe anon' bcs i now realise that looks completely insane lmfao)#('phoebe anon' is my nickname for the one anon who sends me all the links to the latest brilliance on phoebe hourcat's blog)#(i LOVE your work; phoebe anon. pls never stop ๐๐๐ timezones are stupid and so i often miss some of phoebs' posts)#(but it makes me grin so much to know that my phoebe anon has my back and will send me anything i'll love <333 ๐ฅฐ)#(anyways yes i think that's more than enough for 2am lmfao sjdgdkvdsjgdjd goodnight all ilysm โค๏ธโค๏ธ)
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