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nctynuniverse · 2 years ago

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Half a Heart

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Words: idk I’m still from my phone 🙃

A/N: this is part of the One Direction Symphony and is also part of the same universe as Show Us Around (Taeyong x reader) but can be of course read separately as it is not even obvious. Also this one almost brought me to tears.

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**You have one message from 10nnie**

“So your friends’ve been telling me you’ve been sleeping with my sweater and that you can’t stop missing me”

Y/n sighed. That must have been Taeyong and Airi. She was sure and she felt embarrassed about it.

Yes, of course she missed the boy and also yes, she had been wearing his sweaters, hoodies and even t-shirts in his absence.

Ten had to travel to China again for promotion and she was struggling quite a lot. That being said, their situation was not clear by then, leaving y/n with a confused and blurred heart.

Both of them were close friends who happened to get drunk one night by chance and, being super horny and having already talked about the sexual tension between them a few times, they both had decided to give it a try and hooked up.

And what started as a one night stand developed into a many night stands, a big ass lie such as ‘no strings attached’, followed by Ten being in her house and casually leaving his clothes there from time to time. He had been quietly leaving hints of his presence around her apartment, just in case any other of her companions (flings) showed up.

But she had long ago forgotten about all those one night stands. And the same night that she had planned to put the cards on the table, she received the news that he was to travel again to China. The next morning.

He told her so with a faint smile and a glass of wine in his hand, while looking directly into her eyes, that were about to drop tears.

He held her and promised they could talk about their situation once he was back in Korea and she wanted to tell him to fuck off for she would not stay there waiting.

But she knew she would, and so she had.

The next weeks were not-so-great. Airi and Taeyong spent most of their time in her apartment, taking her out to eat and Taeyong even suggested to go on a little trip all three of them together. Maybe even bring some of the boys with them.

Y/n, although touched by the kindness of her friends, rejected the offer. Too much work to do, plus she was feeling like becoming a caterpillar in her own bed.

Y/n dealt with Ten’s absence in the most hearted way. She had managed to gather his clothes around her house, piling them in a spot inside her wardrobe and wearing them casually before going to sleep.

She thought that would have gone unnoticed by her friends.

But nope, her phone announced a notification and it read: “You have one message from 10nnie”

“So your friends’ve been telling me you’ve been sleeping with my sweater and that you can’t stop missing me”

“Yes. I have. And they are your friends too, I assume. The only people that have been home for the last weeks have been Taeyong and Airi”

Ten sighed and combed his hair with his free hand, typing his answer carefully. Truth being said, Airi didn’t want to give her friend away so easily, but Taeyong had figured it would be the best way to deal with this situation: “ ‘Honesty’, that’s the only way to deal with things fairly” had Doyoung told him once and that sticked to his mind like some super-glue or something.

“Lol. It was Taeyong. I miss you too, btw”

Y/n wanted to cry. Of course he’d miss her. But she still needed more reassurance.

“I can imagine…”

The boy sighed again. It was predictable she would be mad at him: he had avoided the situation, left and ghosted her for almost three weeks.

“Look, I still think we need to figure this out together, at the same place and time. But still, I want you to know that I’ve not hooked up with anyone, hell not even have I looked at no one, because I truly miss you so much”.

By this time, tears were streaming down his face. And he only noticed when Yangyang pointed it out, before leaving him alone quietly.

“I wish I was brave enough to at least call you, but I am scared. I don’t know. I want us to work this out, I don’t want to rush it nor I want to escape again”

She was already crying so much, a big smile on her face and her heart pounding in her chest.

“I am already waiting for you, for I am already yours. Like you didn’t know about that”.

#nct x reader #nct drabbles #nct fanfic #nct u #nct imagines #nct dream #wayv #wayv x reader #ten lee x reader

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choco-exe · 4 years ago

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the one where tsukishima gets in a fight with y/n since she never shows any affection

part two is here

genre: angst (ayyy first angst post :D) type: scenario status: proofread pronouns: female warnings: cussing author’s note: y/n didn’t really know how to romance because she was never interested in it; all she did was study her ass off, not caring about the books her classmates squealed about or how cute the popular couple at school was. the only reason she actually accepted the confession of love from tsukki is because she’s too polite to turn him down, but as time passed, she became more attached to him. hell, she’s practically emotionless, so cHARACTER DEVELOPMENT YALL also as you can tell i bloody love tsukishima and akaashi lol

𝚝𝚜𝚞𝚔𝚒𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚖𝚊 . . . 🖉 [𝟾𝟿𝟺 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚍𝚜]

☾ so tall french fry here isn’t going to initiate any form of affection at first since it isn’t in his blood to do so ☾ he already confessed to you and that should be the most he’d have to do for awhile ☾ but like after the first week of you two being official he starts getting confused ☾ why haven’t you tried to at least hold his hand as you two walked home together?? ☾ sure he might make a snarky comment on it but that doesn’t mean he’d dislike it or anything ☾ are you just afraid of how he talks? ☾ so when you guys were walking to your house he reaches down and grabs your hand ☾ you don’t link your hand with his and he kinda just holds it as y’all continue strolling down the street ☾ when you reach your house you pull your hand out of his grip, say a quick goodbye, and shut the door ☾ this is the first time where he actually showed a sign of affection and you just ignored it?? excuse him?? ☾ kind of hurt him but eh he brushed after a few days of sulking secretly ☾ whelp now we hopping into the present ☾ practice just finished and you were helping the team clean up by putting the stray balls back in the storage room ☾ lamppost is touch starved as hell and is making a lot of subtle signals to show you ☾ do you notice tho? nope ☾ after like fifteen minutes he just got super annoyed because you were either dense as hell and not picking it up or you’re just ignoring him ☾ you would think that he’d be used to it by now since you two have been together for a month ☾ but he had a rather long day and he was just tired of putting up with your shit ☾ so when you stepped out of the gym, asking if he wanted to go to ukai’s store to get a snack, something in him just snapped.. “Do you just not like me?” The question came out rather abruptly and suddenly. You looked up at Tsukishima frowning down at you, his expression almost daring you to answer. “I am very fond of you, Kei. Why?” You said honestly. He frowned even harder, clenching his teeth. “It doesn’t seem like it to me.” “Then what does it look like from your perspective?” “It looks like,” he leaned down to meet you eye-to-eye, “you’re avoiding physical contact with me.” You tilted your head, confused as to what he meant. “Physical contact? As in..?” “What do you think I mean, you idiot?!” Tsukishima raised his voice, balling his hands into fists. “Just as simple as holding hands, or even saying ‘I love you!’ Is that too much to ask?!” “What’s going on?” Daichi asked as the other members of the team stepped out of the club room to see what the commotion is about. “Kei, you’re making a scene. Can we discuss this elsewhere-?” “Let everyone stare; I don’t give a shit about it! Do you even love me anymore?!” You sighed as you shoved your hands into your pockets. “As I said earlier, I am very fo-” “Fond. Fond. Fond. That’s the closest you ever get to saying love. Am I just a joke to you now? A toy that you can play with?” Now you were getting pissed. “Don’t interrupt me, Tsukishima.” You warned, danger glinting in your eyes. “I never said anything about you being a joke, nor a toy to play with. I am as invested in this relationship as you are.” Said blonde glares at you. “So what if I interrupt you, huh?” He snapped. “I don’t give a fuck; you say you’re invested in this, but you always deny my attempts to hold your hand or hug you. Do you just want me to make a fool out of myself?!” You glare right back at the middle blocker. “Seeing as how you’re just putting words in my mouth at this point, I don’t feel inclined to answer your question. I believe we should just end this relationship, or at least take a break from it, if you’re so sure that I don’t fucking love you anymore.” With that, you turned your back on Tsukishima and walked away, gently pushing away Shimizu’s offer to go with you. Surprisingly, all of the team spectated your argument, and had witnessed you breaking up/taking a break from him. Sugawara shook his head, disappointment for the blonde evident on his face. “You shouldn’t have-” “Suga.” Daichi interrupted. “I don’t think we should interfere.” The third year sighed. “I guess we shouldn’t..” He murmured. “But, Tsukishima, aren’t you gonna go after her? At least make sure she gets home safe?” “Oh, please.” The middle blocker snapped. “You saw her decline Shimizu-senpai; she’s fine on her own. I don’t particularly want to be reminded of her existence, either.” He stalked his way past all of them, a dark aura surrounding him. “W-wait for me, Tsukki!” Yamaguchi stammered, running to catch up with said person. “Is this really the end for you and Y/N-?” “I just said I don’t want to be reminded of her existence.” Tsukishima cut in. “You heard her yourself, so don’t ask questions.”

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my-autistic-things · 4 years ago

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Guess who's making a "how to manage dealing with a massive list of edits" post instead of working on said edits! Me!

Ok so this has taken me FOREVER to really figure out and implement in my life so I thought I'd make a post about it. This is how I deal with getting edits back after sending in a paper (specifically my thesis proposals) to my mentor.

Step 1. Open the document.

This is the absolute hardest step. No seriously. It is. You get the email back, you see the attachment with their initials at the end of the doc name, you know there's edits in there, the email says "here you go! Good work!" That day, ASAP, download that attachment and open it briefly, to scan just how terrifying this task will be.

Step 2. Close it and cry. (Tears are optional but the soul crushing feeling of being on your 5th round of edits is not).

It's okay, deal with it tomorrow. Seriously, go work on something else while you emotionally recover.

Step 3. Mentally prepare yourself to do the edits.

Put it on your to do list for tomorrow. Then when you don't do it, put it on the next day. And the next day. Even when you know it's impossible to get to, put it on there because the stress will build and you'll eventually get to it and Not forget it exists (vvvvv important).

Step 4a. Actually start your edits by opening the doc.

Don't set out like you're going to do everything in one sitting. Open the document with the intention of Starting, not doing. This is a mental battle. Yes battle. Having a good strategy will trump any "smarts" or writing ability you have.

Step 4b. Get out a notebook to write down what you have to do.

If you have do a split screen and can write in a separate document, go ahead, but I found that the absolute only way I can make progress is if I fullscreen my doc and have a notebook and pencil to write stuff down. Now you have 1) doc open, 2) notebook in front of you. Yes these are considered a whole ass step bc they are.

Step 5. Go through and accept all the edits and write down things to do as they come up.

Skip that "read your edits first!" bullshit, you won't, you'll just get stressed, then you gotta reread it all over when you actually start editing. Dive right into dipping your toe in. DO NOT start fully editing. Look at each revision and decide if it's a Quick Fix (i.e. click "accept change" in Word) or a Task. If it's a Quick Fix, go ahead and do it. If it's a Task, even if it's just revising a singular sentence, write it in your notebook. Don't worry about an order/priority/anything, just write everything down. If you're doc is longer than a few pages (mine is 26 so...yeah) write down the page number along with the Task.

Step 6. Organize your Tasks.

Now you have gone through your whole doc and there's no little spelling errors, grammar mistakes, or simple edits to make. And most importantly, you have a list of bigger edits to do, start to group the Tasks. This is when it starts to get super individualized (to you, your paper, and your mood). I start with going through and marking with a line anything I am in the mood for, can do, or should do today (or first, and by first I mean "now" vs "ehhhh later").

Step 7a. Go through your marked Tasks and make more marks.

Only focusing on the initially marked Tasks, start to group them into stuff you can do together. For me, this is any simple info that needs to be inputted or sentences that need editing. My dash next to these Tasks gets turned into plus mark. Note this is the simplest edits I will need to make. You can also designate the initial dash to be its own grouping, but it should naturally end up like that at the end.

Step 7b. Go through marked Tasks again and do the same thing with a different grouping.

Relooking at my dashed Tasks, excluding my + Tasks, I make more groupings. Now it's more time consuming stuff like finding more resources, or rereading sources to be able to accurately edit the sentence. This new group now get more lines to be an asterisk!

Step 7c. Make even more marks!

Can your Tasks be further grouped??? Probably! If you have a short paper, maybe you only have like two groupings, but maybe you have like 5. Who knows! Get creative with your marks! The Tasks I'm designating as last/a lot of work and comprehension are an asterisk with a circle around them. If it's been a few weeks since you asked for edits, you probably will need to work A LOT harder on paragraph and key sentence revisions if you out those first than if you put them after you've been immersed in your topic for a couple hours.

Step 7d-z. Keep making groupings depending how many Tasks you have. I'd suggest keeping it to 2-5 Tasks per group so it's manageable but not excessive. For this particular round of edits, I have 5 groups and that's perfect.

Step 8. Find the easiest/quickest group and do all those Tasks.

My first grouping I made of sentence edits will be the easiest I think, so I'll do that first! If you're motivated and inspired to do a harder group, go for it! But again, do something that will allow you to start really working without being overwhelmed.

Step 9. Cross off all the First Group Tasks you've done!

Yes this is its own step! Cross them all off! You did a good job! Erase them! Get a Sharpie and black that line out of existence! Yay!

Step 10-?. Keep doing the Tasks in each group until you're out of groups and Tasks!

Step 11-?. Cross off the groups and Tasks! Seeing your progress visually makes a big difference! You got this!

Step 12. Read over any non-task comments your teacher/mentor has made and/or your entire paper. Make sure everything makes sense!

Step 13. Save the doc with the date you finished your edits (or fudge it and say sorry forgot to send it to you lol) and send it back to your teacher/mentor (if applicable; if you only get one round and it's not a proposal or something then you'd just submit it). In your email, briefly go over what you did. This is when grouping tasks really comes in handy because I can reference "oh yeah all these edits were x type of edits" and I can say "I accepted all your in-text edits and made the sentence changes you suggested. Additionally, I added abc sources and rearranged the order of the paragraphs specified." This also avoids your mentor re-reading everything and giving you MORE edits on everything (bc they will; this round my mentor is editing his own words from past sentence edits at various places lol) and just focusing on the key changes you made and need feedback on.

Step 14. Take a nap! Seriously! Reward yourself for doing such a Big Thing and take a break! Don't immediately go onto the next assignment, make sure your brain separates *chunk of edits* from *other simpler assignments* so it isn't mentally a whole block of *work*.

I hope this helps somewhat??? Or someone can reference this when coming up with a way to tackle feedback that works for them. I'm starting grad school next year (hopefully) which will actually be a reduction in long-term research projects lmao but I will be having more Giant papers that will receive feedback. Having a system, or knowing options is so incredibly helpful for me because when I read what other people do I can be like "nope not doing that" and it can help narrow down what would work for me. Most importantly, just break up your work into a lot of different sections! It helps with (poor) executive functioning, motivation, and brings it out visually so you can mentally tackle what you're doing instead of "ahhh ~lots of edits~"

#college #writing #paper edits #thesis edits #max tries to give advice #i think ibe significantly procrastinated enough now lol #to do list

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purplesurveys · 4 years ago

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survey by -iloveyou

Do you write your usernames and passwords somewhere in case you forget? I have them listed on my notes app and I also have the autofill option for both Safari and Chrome. I’m super forgetful so I need to have reminders everywhere, even if I only have been using variations of the same password I’ve been using ever since I got on the internet, lol

What was your reaction when you heard Michael Jackson died? I didn’t know much about him before his death but I was aware of how important he was in the music industry because my favorite artists would always hype him up and call him an inspiration, especially Beyoncé. When he died I was just as stunned as people on social media at the time were, but I wasn’t emotionally devastated since I didn’t have much of an attachment to him.

Farrah Fawcett? I knew who she was but just barely - definitely not as much as I knew Michael Jackson - so I was a little sad because it was still a death, but I moved on fairly quickly. The biggest thing I remember is how pretty I thought she was.

Do you listen to happy or sad songs when you are down? I avoid music when I’m sad, that’s one of my biggest rules. Too many memories associated with songs. I prefer distractions and running away from my issues, so I mainly turn to funny videos on YouTube.

What color is your room? The walls are white.

What are you wearing? A striped t-shirt and a pair of shorts.

Have you been outside today? Nopes. I’ve got no plans to; it’s a weekend.

Are you thirsty? No. I can’t ignore thirst as easily as I can ignore hunger. If I need water, I’m finding a way to get it asap.

When's the last time you had cereal? I legitimately have no clue. I think it was August...last year? I might have had cereal in the hotel in Cavite. If not there, it would be the time we were in Vigan, which was in like 2017 or 2018.

Ice cream? Around two weeks ago. I was finishing off the remaining chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream we had in the freezer.

What is your favorite flavor of pop tart? This question is really common in older surveys lol, I now realize. Chocolate fudge.

Gum? Minty or fruity ones will do. I’m not very picky when it comes to gum.

Who was the last person to call you a name? Probably someone at work.

Do you ever threaten to beat people up? I only ever got a serious urge once in sixth grade because these annoying ass classmates had been taunting the shit out of me and were virtually asking to be punched. I almost did until I realized that was going to get me expelled, and the most I did was throw my fist back until I regained my self-control.

Last song you sang along to? An episode of Good Mythical Morning sampled Old Town Road so I sang along.

Are you outgoing? I have moods where I am.

What is one food you hate the smell of? I have always hated the smell of bilo-bilo especially while it’s being boiled. The finished product has never smelled pleasant to me either.

Do people ever call you hateful? Well I’m not, so no.

Do you cuss a lot? When I’m with friends, sure. I know others aren’t too comfortable with excessive swear words, and I don’t have a hard time controlling my mouth so I can handle not cussing.

Do other people's opinions influence your actions? In some contexts, yes. I can be very dependent on others.

Do you care what everyone thinks? This question is so broad. I mean obviously I don’t sit around upset because I can’t read the thoughts of 7 billion people, but I care deeply about people’s opinions on certain topics, like politics and their views on human rights issues.

Do you ever eat cereal in a cup? Maybe as a kid? Idk.

Do you discover new bands daily? No, quite the opposite. I discover new talents like, once every 2-3 years.

What are you listening to now? Just my fan for now. I have a YouTube video paused.

Do you make playlists a lot? Sure.

Do you like AFI? I only know one song of theirs because it was featured on Rock Band, but that’s not enough for me to be able to claim to like them.

Are you immature? I can be very petty if I want to :) :) hahaha

Do you think you've changed in the past year? So much. 2020 was nothing I expected it to be, and not just because of Covid. I’ve changed so much from all the bullshit that’s happened to me this year.

If so, good changes or bad changes? Both.

Do you listen to classic rock? Not really.

Without music, could you live? Yes.

Without your phone? Until the 70s, people didn’t even have phones so I think I’ll survive...I’ll just struggle a lot.

Computer? Yep.

What kind of phone do you have? iPhone 8 that I really want to upgrade.

Do you have a case? Yes. All my phones have needed sturdy cases because I’m pretty much a magnet for breaking stuff.

Would you recommend other people to get this phone? I mean, it’s a great purchase if you're on a budget and are aiming for one of the older iPhones, so sure. But if you’re willing to spend more money, just get the newer iPhone models lol.

Who is your favorite author? I don’t know if I have any.

#survey #surveys

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mysimsloveaffair · 5 years ago

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Replies #2...

Oh wow! So many awesome comments 😍! To avoid clogging up your activities with my responses, here are my replies...

anotherplumbob

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“Q is up, as usual, ready for his morning jog. When he returns home…he...”

omg it's already Alida's bday! time flies

I know...she’ll be an elder before long =(

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“Alida: I thought you had a scene to film today. Michelle: I did, but I...”

Ughhh��

I know...I really wanted her to be a part of the wedding 😭

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Come thru sis! ��❤

😍😍😍 Always!

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“In the bedroom, Lea doesn’t see a thing…but Peri obviously does....”

Hahaha she’s actually a good grandma! Who would have guessed?

Right! She’s sort of being pushed into it. Peri’s going to have to teach her because Lea is so unsure.

anotherplumbob

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“It’s the middle of the night when we arrive back home to Oasis...”

Omg she doesn’t even know they’re married now

Yeah...there’s still a lot of distance in their relationship. Maybe they can bridge that gap.

anotherplumbob

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“We all grab breakfast and head to the table. Alice: What do you want...”

She looks so sad tho :(

I know...Alice is basically ruining her plans

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“After we’re dressed and ready for the day…we join Alice and Q Sr. in...”

Look at this cutie! :D

Thanks! 😍

anotherplumbob

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“This whole trip has been like a honeymoon, so Q and I don’t have to go...”

Look at that! ��

😏😏😏

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“The D.J. interrupts his current song with an announcement… D.J.: This...”

��❤️

Thanks! 😍

anotherplumbob

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“Knowing that Q is now my husband and that Mama Nadine played a part in...”

So beautiful and such a great song

Thanks so much!

anotherplumbob

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“The violinist begins to play a version of If I Ain’t Got You and I...”

Gorgeous dress...so sad she’s not enjoying this tho

I know...losing Mama Nadine really brought her mood down =( She didn’t feel any better until they were actually married.

anotherplumbob

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“It’s almost time for the ceremony. Q Jr. makes his way to the wedding...”

YESS! Love that hair on her

Thanks! It was first used on Mama Nadine so I thought it very fitting for Michelle to sport it as well!

anotherplumbob

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“Alida: I can’t get married today… Michelle: That’s why I wanted to...”

Awwww ❤️that’s what they were talking about.

Yep! 😍

anotherplumbob

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“Alida: I thought you had a scene to film today. Michelle: I did, but I...”

Oh no!! :(

😭 I just needed her to last one more day

anotherplumbob

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“I’m incredibly happy that Q is so understanding about me keeping my...”

Awwwwww she made it

She would give anything to make it to Alida’s special day!

anotherplumbob

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“I can see the hurt on his face. Quincy: You can’t or you don’t want...”

Tbh I never got this thing with women taking their husbands last names. Where I come from women keep their last names and men keep their last names. Their children have two last names (paternal surname and maternal surname).

That system actually makes a lot of sense! I like that.

anotherplumbob

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“I can see the hurt on his face. Quincy: You can’t or you don’t want...”

And why is it so important to you Q?

Tradition can be a bitch...

anotherplumbob

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“Michelle calls back screaming into the phone once I make it into the...”

Hyphen it!

Yep...easy solution!

anotherplumbob

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“Meanwhile, Peri wakes up in a very talkative mood. Prosperity: We play...”

Oh Peri you have so much to learn lol

Right! Especially with two parents who work from home all day.

anotherplumbob

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“Alice: If your news has anything to do with that big ring on your...”

This is gonna be so pretty!

!!!!!

anotherplumbob

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“I take the ring from him and stare at it. If I place it on my...”

Yaassss❤️❤️❤️❤️so happy for them

Thanks! I was holding my breath, because I honestly thought she’d say no. It’s not the first time that has happened in my game. lol

anotherplumbob

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“Q steps in front of me and grabs my hands… Quincy: I mean…you become...”

Omg omg omg I can see where this is heading

😍😍😍

anotherplumbob

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“The bar-b-que is finally done. Q Sr. and I sit down at the nearby...”

Aww they have more in common than I thought

They do!

anotherplumbob

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“I think about what she’s said, but I need a bit more clarity if we’re...”

Im so happy they’re finally having a heart to heart. This was long overdue!

I agree!

anotherplumbob

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“By the end of their conversation…Mama Nadine and Q are laughing and...”

She’s the best!

Thanks! I love her so much!

anotherplumbob

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“Quincy Jr.: *to Alice* Calm down…we can go to lunch to - Alice: Don’t...”

At the same time, Alice should respect the bond between Alida and Mama Nadine, and her dissing her like that is not cool at all

Yes...it was downright rude!

anotherplumbob

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“Quincy Jr.: *to Alice* Calm down…we can go to lunch to - Alice: Don’t...”

Tbh they both have a point. They could go visit Mama Nadine any other day. Alida shouldn’t stand in the mom/son relationship between Alice and Q and I actually think it’s a cute thing they go on an annual lunch together just the two of them

Alida may have been more understanding if Alice would have said it in another way. She was so abrasive.

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“Then she remembers that Roman wasn’t even half the man that Tamati...”

Yassssss ��

😍😍😍 I’m happy for them!

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“Back at Michelle’s place… Michelle pauses for just a moment before...”

Poor Michelle :(

I know =(

anotherplumbob

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“Meanwhile, in Oasis Springs…Michelle and Tamati are finishing up a...”

Michelle is looking hoooot

Thanks!

anotherplumbob

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“At the top of the hill is the most beautiful workout facility I’ve...”

Alida is gonna get ripped in no time!

She’s definitely working on it.

anotherplumbob

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“I rely heavily on my old hacking skills and eventually crack the code....”

That doesn’t look very legit lol

Nope - I still don’t know exactly what that was about! lol

anotherplumbob

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“Although, I accept her apology…I’m not sure I trust the sincerity of...”

Wow, I didn’t expect Alice to be so reasonable. I hope she behaves accordingly

*snickers* We’ll see!

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“We crawl up under the covers and end the first day of our trip the...”

A brother or sister for Peri?hmm

That seems to be on everybody’s mind - lol

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“Q leads me to the bedroom and begins to undress down to his underwear....”

Q knows what to say xD

I think it’s his romantic trait =)

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“Q steps over to me and pulls me into his arms once again. Quincy Jr.:...”

It’s so good that Q is taking her side on this

Yes...100%

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“Alice: Can you please tell your girlfriend not to curse around Peri?...”

Mah god, woman, can you take care of yourself own children or adopt some more if you wanna raise them? Let Q and Alida raise their children as they please

Yes...Alice is a mess...and she’s 100% annoying - lol

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“I wake up from my nap and leave the bedroom. The first thing I see is...”

Omg true! :( she missed her daughters first time at the beach. She stole they moment from her. God I hate that woman

She’s so spiteful =(

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“Peri enjoys playing in the sand very much. It doesn’t take her very...”

Shes so cute! I can’t ��

Thanks! 😍

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“Alice: No words for your gran-ny today? Anything? Prosperity: Ass!...”

KISS HER ASS GRAMS

Ha! lol

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“Alice takes Peri into the bedroom and begins trying to teach her to...”

This woman wants to raise Peri all by herself. She would kidnap her if she could.

I have no doubts about that!

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“I go to the bathroom attached to the room that Q and I are sharing....”

I suggest: “hey Q, is your mother a besh to everyone or does she hate me in particular?”

lol - She’s definitely had itchy moments in the past

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“Q Sr.’s words seem to have hit a nerve. Alice gets up looking huffy...”

Sharing a roof with Alice for 2 months is gonna be HARD

It’ll take a lot of prayer and meditating - lol

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“I sit down at the table as Q’s dad chimes in. Quincy Sr.: They have to...”

Hahaha “and suddenly I’m very tired” xD she can’t be bothered with this conversation anymore

😂

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“Alice: I hope you don’t mind me feeding her. She seemed like she was...”

So she’s right. But of course she could have been nicer (or perhaps offered to help earlier if she knows so much?)

Right! It’s the way she says things that tends to rub floks the wrong way

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“Alice: I hope you don’t mind me feeding her. She seemed like she was...”

Tbh Alice is right. You need to introduce new foods slowly. And be careful with salt etc. I have a 7 month old niece and I’m learning so much about that xD

Good point

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“His next words confirm it… Quincy: Well, I’m tired and I’m going to...”

Kind of reminds me of Alida when they first started dating. He wanted her to come clean and she did but then he prefers to act as if their life experiences growing up were the same? I get why Alida is a little mad here

I do too. She knew they were well off, but this is another level

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“His next words confirm it… Quincy: Well, I’m tired and I’m going to...”

Q can’t keep avoiding all the uncomfortable conversations...

Right!

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“Lea sighs and takes another look at a previously read message on her...”

So proud of these steps she’s taking!

Yes...I love to see characters grow and I definitely have plans for Lea

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“Lea turns off the TV and goes into the bedroom. This is the nicest...”

�� seeing stuff from her perspective...it really helps understand her motives. I’m hopeful now

Yes! That was important to me!

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“It’s been a few hours since Alida, her baby, and boyfriend left for...”

Im happy for her but I don’t trust her yet. I hope she doesn’t blow it

She has a bit of work to do to earn trust

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“Claudia: So how are you enjoying motherhood so far? Alida: It’s...”

Oh no ��

Raul and Michelle have a lot of growing to do. They need to get to the bottom of their issues with each other.

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“Peri is overdue for a nap…luckily Michelle finishes her bedroom right...”

So pretty! Michelle did an amazing work

Thanks! Michelle has a good eye for design and makeup. She could have easily gone into fashion or interior decorating.

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“Quincy: That’s not funny man. I’m not gonna let you insult my girl....”

That’s my Q! ��

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“Alida: Private school? I hurry over to where Roman is sitting… Alida:...”

Lol Peri

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“Q enters the house with Roman right behind him. He walks over to Peri...”

Kick him out NOW

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“Meanwhile, after Q’s jog… Roman: What’s up Q! Quincy: Roe! What up...”

WHATTHEHELL

This whole situation was unplanned. I just happened to look into Q’s relationship panel and saw that he and Roman were good friends. I couldn’t resist adding him to the mix after that because I know Alida hates him so much!

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“It’s 4 in the morning. Q and I are up to give Peri one last...”

Awwww she’s so cute!! ❤️

Thanks! 😍

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“Q lifts Peri out of the crib and cuddles her while I open up my...”

Yessss! She’s grown so much! So proud of her

Same here!

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“I would love to hear more about that, but before I get a chance to ask...”

I have such a bad feeling about all this

😬😬😬

#anotherplumbob #nothingshyofaverage #replies

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etherealwaifgoddess · 5 years ago

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What He Wants (Pt. 8)

Main Characters: Bucky Barnes x Enhanced Reader

Summary: On going series of Bucky getting his shit together and falling in love with you.

Warnings/ Content: A bit of angstiness but not a ton and it ends with a sweet moment.

Word Count: 1341

Author’s Note: Hi Lovelies! So our boy has agreed to back home with you, yay! Let’s get his butt up and moving, shall we? Also, I apologize for the angsty bit in this part, it honestly made my heart hurt writing the one bit. Not as bad as when he took off towards those terrorists in part six, but it still made all sorts of sad. You’ll know it when you get there. Or maybe not and I’m just WAY too attached to the characters in my head LOL.

If you missed the first few parts, you can read them here: One Two Three Four Five Six Seven

XOXO -Ash

What He Wants, Pt. 8

You’re as shocked by his concession as he is. “Okay.” You agree, finally breaking the contact. It had been more intimate than you intended and you shut down the twinges of desire that are flaring up. You return to your chair on the other side of his bed by the window and start making arrangements for him to travel back with you. Distracting yourself helps keep the shaggy haired soldier out of your mind for a moment so you can stop thinking about how handsome he looks sitting there all disheveled. It is beyond inappropriate but your body reacts to him in ways you had forgotten were possible. Damn hormones, you curse internally.

Bucky is having his own set of problems while he tries to look around the room instead of staring at you like he wants to. You are a mystery to him, you could be so soft one minute and then bitingly sarcastic the next. You have a temper which amuses him, he loves watching the apples of your cheeks flush when you snap at him for something. Before the war he would have done everything he could to charm a girl like you. All soft, feminine curves, begging to be worshiped, and that long curly hair he just wants to get his hands wrapped up in. He stifles a groan and pulls his eyes away from you yet again. You are trying to help him, nothing more, he reminds himself. You work with sad, broken, charity cases every day and you are just trying to make him your next project. He doesn’t deserve to think about you the way he has been for the past ten minutes. You would never want a basket case like him around long term. He’d probably be out on his ass in a week once you get tired of him. It is worth a shot though. He isn’t ready to face the Avengers again and it is a tempting offer of help that might actually do some good. Steve had pushed him to go to therapy for years between missions but he was never willing to trust he’d have the same luck Steve did with talking about his problems. Some demons need to just stay buried.

“Can I get you anything?” You ask him as you wrap up your message to Fury letting him know the change in travel plans.

“Nah, I’m okay, doll. Actually, yeah. What should I call you? I know Minerva is just a SHIELD alias”

You shake your head, you never use your name outside of your real life. “Nope, sorry Sergeant. You can call me Minnie like all my other friends.”

“Minnie, like the mouse. I can’t see that fitting.”

“Blame Michaels for it.”

Bucky chuckles, “Okay, mouse, when do we leave?”

Your body heats at the nickname, damn him for making it sound so intimate. “As long as you get discharged we can leave tomorrow. It’s a fourteen hour flight and we need to leave no later than noon. We’ll get into Philly around 8pm local time.”

“Well, let’s get the doc then. Get me cleared to go.”

You laugh lightly at his new found enthusiasm to go home with you. The sound hits Bucky in the chest like a grenade. He thinks it might be the most genuinely happy sound he’s ever heard. It’s pure like crystal bells and a deeply buried part of him wants to spend the rest of his life finding ways to have you keep making that sound. He fights to get himself under control, irritated you keep having an effect on him. You are out the door, off to find the doctor and he slaps his right hand against his forehead, trying to knock some sense into himself.

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The doctor clears Bucky after running through the basic vitals and checking on the rapidly healing wound. His only stipulation is that Bucky keeps his weight off of it for a few days until it has fully healed over. He warns Bucky that despite the serum he still might have a slight limp and he’ll need to be careful not to push his body out of alignment by catering to it.

The doctor is insistent on calling in two of the male nurses to help Bucky get up for the first time, just in case he falls. Bucky seethes with disapproval but he quickly realizes his right leg is completely useless for the time being. They give him a single crutch to tuck under his right arm and help support his weight. Relying on the crutch he hops a few steps forward with an awkward gait.

“It’s going to take some getting used to.” The doctor warns him, “I want you up and taking a walk for a few minutes every hour until you leave. The more mobile you are the better. And you’ll need to get up once an hour on the plane to avoid blood clots.”

Bucky just glares and grunts as he forces himself to hobble along. He hates the way your eyes looked at him so softly as he struggles to do something as simple as get himself to the bathroom. It is beyond demeaning and he feels like a complete disaster. Left arm missing, right leg useless for the time being, and his head all mixed up and fried from decades of ice and wiping. But he makes it to the bathroom and he slams the door behind him, needing a moment alone. Carefully lowering himself onto the closed lid of the toilet Bucky takes a bracing breath and finally lets himself break down. Tears flow endlessly, his shoulders shaking violently. It is all just too much. He shouldn’t be alive, he should be at peace with Steve and his ma and his sisters. But this world keeps pulling him back to fuck with him some more. He wants to believe in happily ever afters, but they weren't meant for guys like him. Slowly, he gathers himself back up, reigning in the burning in his chest and drying his eyes.

When Bucky exits the bathroom the two male nurses are waiting to ensure he makes it safely back to his bed and you are standing at the edge of it, waiting for him with your endlessly patient expression. He shuffles back slowly, but manages to get himself situated without help. It is a small victory and he’s glad for it.

You fight for control of your face, he doesn’t need to know the walls of the hospital are paper thin and you had heard every sob and sniffle he made. He especially didn’t need to know how those broken sounds had torn you apart limb by limb and it took every ounce of strength you had not to run to him. So you hand him his phone as if nothing is wrong and ask him casually what he is in the mood for, for dinner. The conversation is light and you’re determined to keep it that way. He deserves time to rest and relax, and you’re going to make sure he gets it.

It isn’t until late that night when he wakes up to catch you sleeping in the same wooden chair you’d been inhabiting all day that Bucky realizes you must have been staying with him since they’d brought him here. He wants you to have somewhere comfortable to rest, you don’t deserve to sleep awkwardly in a hard chair because of him. “Minnie” he whispers in the darkness.

“Hmm?” You wake up groggy, “Whatcha need, Buck?” You mumble.

No one but Steve had ever called him Buck but it sounds so perfect coming from your sleepy lips. “Why don’t ya go get in a real bed, doll? You can’t sleep there all night.”

“Hmm mmm. No. Not leaving you.” You protest sleepily.

“Damn stubborn woman.” He grumbles.

“Stupid man.” You reply before slipping back to sleep.

Bucky is irritated you’re staying in the chair but he is also exhausted and in the end sleep wins out.

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dealingdreams · 5 years ago

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Okay TROS thoughts...here we go. I’m putting them all below the cut in case somehow you’ve avoided spoilers

so general thoughts...i didnt hate it nearly as much as i thought i would so thats pleasant but im gonna break it down more

things i liked:

Adam Driver. just Adam. Fucking. Driver my dudes. This is like a backhanded compliment because JJ is so fucking lucky Adam was cast because the emotional depth of the film rested literally all on his shoulders for me. I only felt the weight if he was acting in a scene.

I’ll admit im biased but I did adore the interaction between Finn and Poe. Their bickering amused me and the tenderness between them was wonderful...I think Oscar played Poe a bit jealous as well which i liked.

the Reylo scenes to me where beautiful. Ben never lied to her, she tried to deny it but she knew he never did. I loved that he was kinda guiding her, protecting her, loving her, and antagonizing her all at once. I loved how soft their kiss was, their smiles are literally the light of my life. Rey’s face when she healed him. Ben just staring at her as she tells him she did want to take his hand...just chef’s kiss

I loved the saber fights. Ben’s fight at the beginning was hot as fuck...and his fight as newly redeemed Ben Solo was even hotter somehow.

I enjoyed the fight scenes between ben and rey! how often ben just let her walk away, and despite that one scene which i will mention below...i like i even tho rey was rather aggressive idk...it didnt really feel like she was trying to hurt him much either? i just think they had a lot of chances to kill each other and didnt take it...so i like that

i knew she was looking at ben in that clip i knew it...she only makes that soft face at him

I always enjoy stupid ass C3PO jokes for some dumbass reason

Han and Ben’s scene was heartbreaking and beautiful. Again tho JJ is fucking lucky to cast Adam cause recycling dialogue from TFA wouldnt have worked at all had Adam not been so fucking amazing

the save chewie hall blaster scene was fun

i liked how fucking dramatic children ben and rey were with that damn ship lol...no im gonna force pull it...no im gonna...what dorks

while i didnt like the entire way the force bond was used i did enjoy seeing it still strong and growing

confirming canon soulmate reylo was a highlight

ben’s hair looked bomb

finn’s outfit was cool

Jannah was beautiful (please correct me if i misspell her name)

dark rey was glorious tho

that new little droid is literally me so i adore it

that sith cave thing was really fucking cool looking

the visuals of the film were most of the time stunning

sooooo...now to what i didn’t like:

I think this first one is the most obvious for those who know me but...Ben’s death just feels so utterly useless to me. especially when they gave him a metaphorical death earlier in the film. i feel extremely hurt and betrayed. Disney has gone out of their way to make us sympathize with Ben Solo. They’ve revealed more and more of his past...how alone he was, the abuse he suffered from snoke and palpatine. just fuck...they just kill him...the moment he realizes he’s free and loved they end his life....literally WHAT THE FUCK. it’s a chicken shit way out of a redemption arc honestly. Not letting u just breath after his death was also so horrible. We barely got to see Rey mourn, we got a split second of it then it jumped to another scene...another second of her looking sadly at her sabor to have the moment interrupted

tag on to above but...they didnt have him as a force ghost cause Disney is intentionally keeping where he is ambiguous so they can sell more shit which pisses me off so much

thats not how the force works

there couldnt have been that many sith could there??? cause like there can only be 2 at one time....fucking rule of 2 so how the hell were there that many

palps being like...see i actually want you to kill me...is ridiculous

rey palpatine is the most idiotic thing i have ever heard. Rey being a no one from no where was such an amazing thing. Just anyone can be strong in the force...you dont need royal blood to make you worth something....then they just retcon that??? the fuck I MEAN THE FUCK.

Finn does nothing but worry about Rey the whole film. I know folks dont like his storyline in TLJ and while i understand that and do think it could have been written better i still adore it because Finn grew. He grew from just caring about a small group of people to caring about an idea to caring about something bigger than him. I didnt see any growth in his character in this film. His heroics were beautiful to see and I enjoyed seeing his heart but that was John’s acting more than the writing it think.

sidelining rose was fucking disgusting

the trio felt forced to me

the leia scenes didnt work for me honestly and they mostly just made me sad

bringing in lando now felt weird

ive wanted force sensitive finn for a while but didnt feel right

why the fuck have finn want to tell rey something but never do...ugh i hate storytelling like that

they never explained how palps is back...he just is

rey stabbing ben felt odd to me. i loved the moment when she healed him, and i know technically her anger and darkside was coming out and she acted on instinct...nevermind that even before leia called out to him ben coudnt follow thru with the killing blow.

....i’m sure i’ll think of more as i get angrier

anyways over all...id be lying if moments didnt make me laugh or smile...if i didn’t feel a sense of nostalgia and enjoyment for 80% of this movie. The thing is that even with so much of it being enjoyable to me it still felt void. An action movie, with new characters, a confusing plot and very minimal emotional depth.

The emotion hinged soooo much on Adam or me. The biggest reason for that aside from that fact that Ben Solo is one of my all time favorite characters, is that the things Rey is dealing with in the film are directly related to her being a palpatine...and i HATE THAT. Like straight up wanna fling it into the sun.

Rey never needed to be related to a force royal bloodline. She should have been allowed to remain strong because she was just strong. Kylo’s equal in every way, not because she was the granddaughter of a sith which btw you can’t inherit force powers. Retconing something so touching and unique from TLJ was just...fucking idiotic. All to please the loud but small misogynistic fandom that thought a woman couldnt be that strong on her own so she must be related to someone

The biggest thing....tho is killing Ben. it felt so unnecessary and just...i feel so betrayed. The interviews leading up to the film got my hopes up that i was worried for nothing. I always thought they’d kill him, because cinema seems to not know what to do with characters has tragic as him without just killing him in the end. we already got a redemption = death plotline in this franchise...why couldnt we get a redemption = life instead??? My friend who doesnt even like sw that much...tros was actually the 2nd sw fim she’s ever seen...thought it was unnecessary as well and agrees with me a lot about my feelings despite not having the same intense emotional attachment to him as me. She for a moment thought they’d be together at the end but nope. Its just...pointless to me now, the sacrifices han, luke, and leia made to reach Ben are for nothing. Their deaths...pointless...Ben means so fucking much to me. I’ve never felt such an intense emotional bond with a character before so im just hurting so fucking much right now.

Rey taking the name Skywalker isnt hopeful or cute its a slap in the face honestly...and it’s just weird!

The last Skywalker died loved and held by the woman he loved and that is beautiful to me. He died happy and a hero thats a balm at least...but to not let him be the one to kill palpatine...after everything EVERYTHING he put him and his family thru was another just fuck...i wanted justice for him and he just got thrown away

Ultimately...Ben and Rey are soulmates and their force bond was severed. Palpatine didnt take that from them because he couldnt have...again not how the force works....but JJ used that bond to be a battery???? the fuck...but ultimately hes forcing Rey to live the rest of her days with a gaping wound in her soul. a wound unable to be filled and will be with her for the rest of her life...thats so fucking tragic to me. you give rey someone who is her equal, who understands her, and you take him from her and force her to be alone for the rest of her life?? and we are supposed to not see that as a tragedy? Her being fineishness at the end of the film seemed like direction from either the writing or in the moment, but just further proves he didnt bother to even understand the lore he was using. Force bonds were considered i quess legends in the current SW canon but Rian brought it back...so it’s back. and well

"A bond between two living beings is not something easily broken. It is not a choice… it is like breaking a feeling. Like turning away from the Force. To break a bond, your feelings would have to change, or one of you would have to die—but even then, the bond wouldn't go away, it would simply… it would simply be empty, a wound."―Master Zez-Kai Ell[src]

and .... the only way to break it was to turn away from the Force, as Surik did on Malachor V. So basically it all came down to creating a wound in the Force”

sooo yeah...im pissed i’d give this movie a 1 1/2 out of 5

thank you for those who have read my rantings! I hope at least some of this made sense

#tros spoilers #ben solo #kylo ren #reylo #musing

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floppy999 · 6 years ago

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My reading list (bkdk fanfics)

Here it is!

All these fics were updated or finished on december. (Not particular order)

Swap it out ( Not Rated )

''Good morning, Deku.'' Katsuki said happily with a sweet smile.''Fuck off, Kacchan.'' Izuku responded in a bored tone, not even looking at the blond when he sat down in the seat in front of him.The whole class held their breath.''Holy shit.'' Koji finally said. In which Kaminari has an idea, Todoroki likes to spend his father's money and Izuku and Katsuki are up for the challenge.

Off Limits (Explicit)

When his second rut hit, Katsuki was tempted to start reconsidering Izuku being off limits. It wouldn’t be too weird, right? It’s not like they were hanging out together on their off days. While screaming into a pillow in a fit of frustration instead of rubbing himself raw, it seemed like a great idea.Once his rut started tapering off, he threw away the idea again. -Then the third rut hit, and Katsuki was officially over this bullshit.

Cross Off (Explicit)

“But are you two really friends?”

That sharp sting hit Izuku in the gut again, but as he opened his mouth to respond, Todoroki walked past him, heading towards the exit. The dual-haired teen cocked his head to the side as he shoved his hands into his pockets.

“Just think about it, Midoriya. We aren’t here to tell you what to do, but we do hope that you will take our concerns under consideration, and try to convince Aizawa-sensei that his decision is not right for you.” Iida removed his hands from Izuku’s shoulders, and followed suit with Todoroki, casting a brief nod in Izuku’s direction.

Hummingbird Heartbeat ( Explicit )

“The knife went through his fucking chest, Kirishima.” Katsuki spat his name into his face, mouth twisting into a vicious snarl, teeth and all. “You know that's where his heart is, right? And his fucking lungs? All the vital shit?” Kirishima blanched. “I-I know, I just meant—” “What, you mean to tell me that your stupid fuckin’ ass is so ignorant to forget that he lost a shit ton of blood, hah?! Yeah, it was a flippin’ knife wound, oh hoo-ray, but look at the nerd now! He’s fucking dying because of it!”

In A Sky Of A Million Stars (Who Cares If One More Light Goes Out?) ( Mature)

He could never forgive himself.It was his fault.He’d planted the idea like a seed he’d never known would grow. (Or: What if Izuku jumped?)(OR: The one where Izuku jumps and lives and Katsuki visits him every day and Class 1-A not-so-secretly finds it adorable that their designated angry pomeranian brings flowers to his comatose childhood friend.)

Bad at Love ( Teen And Up Audiences )

Class 1-A is put to the test in one of U.A.'s classes and tests where they face a faux-villain they can't seem to win against. During the two-day fighting, Bakugou noticeably becomes more and more shaken by the faux-villain. Midoriya wants to help him and to become his good friend once again. Bakugou knows there is more than friendship in his own head but wants to keep Midoriya close, if only to keep him safe. But with jealousy, friendships, and their dreams on the line, they have to get even closer to help the other.

The Roads Between ( Mature )

In a world with disappearing quirks, Izuku, a government employee, and the recently captured Lord Explosion Murder are forced to team up in order to stop a coup of Japan by the League of Villains. More than just their lives are on the line and teamwork is the name of the game, but how can two people so seemily different from eachother ever hope to accomplish such a task?

Crimson Concrete ( Mature )

Bakugou Katsuki was pretty sure he had this vampire shit down to a tee. All he had to do was stay away from the sunlight, avoid churches and not have any attachments to humans? That was literally how Katsuki had lived his life up until now- it was the exact same, except, he supposed, with higher stakes (ha, get it?)“Hey dude, does this mean you can’t eat garlic bread anymore?”Oh.OH NO.

The Space Between (Mature)

Holding his expensive camera tightly between his hands, Midoriya Izuku looked up at the once-white letters displayed on the black storefront banner. “The Hard Luck Bar,” he murmured to himself, unsure if he was getting ready to enter or flee.

Amateur photographer Midoriya Izuku is stuck in a rut and desperate for a change of pace. Deep in his city's grimy underbelly, he finds exactly what he's looking for in the form of an underground punk sensation on the verge of their big break, fronted by a foul-mouthed firework of a human being. Loud, brash and passionate, Izuku may have just found the creative spark he needed, as well as something new to set his soul ablaze.

Cinnamon Bun Bun ( Explicit )

In a world with humanoid creatures called "pets", Katsuki Bakugou finds himself suddenly the owner of a timid curly haired rabbit. How the fuck did that happen? Will the reluctant new owner and abandoned pet be the best thing for each other or will it end in disaster? Only the tags will ever know.Warm and fuzzy fluff pet AU with hints of angst and humor! *This story is mostly about fluff. Warning and "past" tags for a backstory chapter(s) almost exclusively. Will warn at the beginning of ANY chapter with ANY sensitive issues.*

Stay with me, Midoriya ( Mature )

An alternate "conclusion" of the battle when Midoriya saves Kota during the Summer Camp attack. Or, Midoriya is badly hurt and Bakugo is the only one who heard the scream for help.

Restless ( Mature )

Second year at UA was essentially the same as the first, though everyone had fucking been developing and growing or some such asinine shit. And Katsuki was still reigning supreme. Things were fine up until shitty Deku had to derail everything with his fucking.....fucking. This year was gonna be hell for Katsuki.

Swarm (Explicit)

General Izuku Midoriya, a rare omega cherry bee and Second in Command to Chief All Might's army, is left to run and defend Brambleberry Hive. he never expects a swarm of vicious hornets, led by alpha general Katsuki Bakugo, to ambush them and take over the hive. Bakugo takes his place as Chief Alpha, making Izuku his prisoner and slave. But Izuku refuses to let Bakugo control him and fights the alpha every chance he gets. He will have his revenge on Bakugo and regain control of Bramberry....

my ex-man brought his new boyfriend ( Mature )

izuku's desperate to get a date after being persuaded (forced, more like) to go for a family reunion back in his hometown, in which he will most definitely see his ex, todoroki shouto, with a date of his own.in a last attempt to find someone, izuku asks for help and ends up getting bakugou katsuki.

The Hunting Party ( Explicit )

Izuku had gotten himself into many messes over the years. He’d once got stuck in the back of a restaurant after hours because he’d been too shy to ask someone to let him out of the staff bathroom he’d locked himself into.

Painting Flowers ( Teen And Up Audiences )

Where Bakugo Katsuki works at his parents' flower shop and Midoriya Izuku is a hot regular that simply comes to sketch flowers all day long.

BNHA: Hybrid A/O/B Works ( Works:6) (Explicit / mature)

You ever fantasize about Wolf Bakugou chasing down a sweet rabbit? Or the wacky shenanigans of trying to figure out his pet's heat problems? This is the series for you, mate, and I'm always happy to provide your dosage of pure nsfw. (With too much plot)

Say you love me ( Mature )

Izuku is going through his very first break up and suffering the whiplash affects of it. He discovers he’s got a new neighbor and his name is Katsuki. They’re not the best of neighbors in the beginning but by the end of the story they will be. But basically Izuku and Katsiki end up falling in love but don’t necessarily know that they both feel the same way about one another because they’re both very slow in the feelings department when it comes to other people. But with the help of Bakugous best and only friend, Eijiro, and a lot of prolonged effort shit happens.

Lovebites ( Explicit )

Katsuki Bakugou was going to hate this summer.He thought he'd hate it because he was being forced to leave home and work for his mother's friend in a small, seaside town. He thought he'd hate it cause he was being punished for burning his room to a crisp. He thought he'd hate it because he hated change.But it turns out, he hated the Supernatural Turfwar between four species that shouldn't exist but do a whole lot more....Or The one where Katsuki is forced to move in with Inko for the summer and finds himself falling for a particular bloodsucker....

Album Title in Progress ( Explicit )

Izuku's singing makes Katsuki realize sex is Real™ and uses those feelings to make a bomb-ass(lol get it? cuz his quirk is...) album while also helping a self-doubting Izuku realize how fire his mixtape is.

A Chaotic Reunion ( Teen And Up Audiences )

Even as a villain, Izuku Midoriya's admiration for Bakugo Katsuki never faltered, even when his admiration for all the heroes in the world did. After leaving his home to join the league, Bakugo Katsuki remains his one true reason to keep going on in such a pointless life. He never expected to meet him again, especially not in this kind of situation.

The Hardships of love ( Explicit )

Katsuki has always known just exactly what he wants, that just so happens to involve a certain green-eyed boy. How will he cope when what is his suddenly goes away, only to return years later? A/O/B universe, Alpha Katsuki, Omega Izuku,

Soul Bonded ( Explicit )

Izuku Midoriya had always been told he was a beta. So why did he find himself sneaking into Kacchan's room and taking old shirts? Why did his sweaty gym clothes smell so good all of a sudden? A story in which Bakugou and Midoriya are definitely not mates, no matter what Recovery Girl and Midnight say. And they definitely, DEFINITELY don't have feelings. Nope.

Iridescent ( Mature )

After Katsuki learned Izuku’s secret about One For All, he said that things would be different from now on. The two of them learn how to stand on equal grounds and be proper rivals, and that gradually leads them to evolve into something more – or, rather, they start to realize what was there all along. Because what’s left after all the bitterness and misunderstandings are gone? Positive feelings. By the time they reach their third year, they can’t go a day without seeing each other. Eventually, they start pining over one another. Katsuki secretly works through his insecurities in order to accept his feelings for his childhood friend, but it goes haywire once he realizes that he doesn’t know how to apologize for the wrongs he has done.

Stygian Fire ( Mature )

Izuku's Quirk manifest at the tender age of five. It's strange that he would have a fire Quirk given what his mother's Quirk is, but he chalks it up to genetics on his father's side. A week later, there's a (familiar) stranger in the kitchen, and everything changes.

i packed up everything except those memories ( General Audiences )

For a long moment, they all stare at him, wide-eyed and shocked.And then Bakugou laughs and leans forward to press his mouth to Midoriya’s. “I fucking love you, ya damn nerd.”Midoriya reddens, but kisses back enthusiastically, and his lips curve into a dazed smile when Bakugou pulls away. (or, Bakugou works at a bar and Midoriya is the nerd that keeps him company.)

The Art of Indifference ( Not Rated )

Bakugou is used to being the center of attention- be it anger, confussion, or fear (mostly fear) everyone always gives him a reaction.Until all the sudden, Deku doesn't. What a fucking asshole.

Wild Child ( Explicit )

Imagine Tarzan, but KatsuDeku,with wolves instead of gorillas,and with a lot more smut.

The Kiss ( Teen And Up Audiences )

Katsuki has feelings but refuses to admit it; Izuku has feelings but refuses to act on them. And just when they finally begin to understand each other, that fucks everything up. Or: What if Katsuki kissed Izuku at the end of their fight?

Full Disclosure ( Explicit )

Izuku had never wanted to protect anything as much as he wanted to protect the fire between them, even as it caught fire and consumed him. He'd gladly go up in flames if it meant getting to see Kacchan like this. Or The alternate outcome of the battle at Ground Beta and the relationship that changed because of it.

When lust prevails ( Explicit )

Bakugou and Midoriya got into a heated argument which led to heated interactions; main pairing BakuDeku, side pairing KiriKamiEpilogue update featuring jealous Bakugou, confused Midoriya, pragmatic Todoroki, and class 1a eavesdropping the drama :DThis story is officially completed :)

Sheep in wolves clothing ( Mature )

Don’t go into the woods at night. It’s a self explanatory warning but apparently not even passing near them in a vehicle is 100% safe. Especially not when all the news stations are warning of an unknown threat. Unluckily for Izuku it’s the only route home

You Found Me Flinching In The Dark ( Mature )

Or, Izuku remained quirkless, he became a hollow depressed kid that lives his last few years of high school in a mental ward. (Updates once a month)

Go to Bed, Dumbass ( Mature )

"What the fuck are you doing here at two in the morning?" The blond male asked in a voice that was closer to a growl as he curled the weight he was holding."I could ask you the same question," Izuku replied with a small smile as he headed for the bench press.

Never Easy ( Mature )

Bakugou and Midoriya have known each other forever but as the years drug on their relationship became complicated and the boys found themselves barely knowing each other. Things seem dim on them ever really being friends again but when Midoriya is caught in an awkward situation by Bakugou, things start to change, and both males seem skeptical about getting their hopes up. This does not start out Mature, but will have Mature parts. I will warn you and you can skip them if you like.

Grief Counseling ( explicit)

A slowburn fic where Kacchan tries to convince Deku to take advantage of the grief counseling provided for free to heroes experiencing their first failed rescues. Lots of flirting. Healing their relationship comes first. The romantic bit where they fall helplessly and stupidly in love comes after.

"Streetcar Named Desire" ( Explicit )

If yesterday someone told Izuku that he, one of the most diligent students with the top academic ranking, would end up in Principal Aizawa’s office today, he wouldn’t have believed them. But lots things could change overnight. So here he was, slouching in the creaking chair in the reception in front of the principal’s office. [the story about how Deku and Kacchan ended up taking part in a school's play and went through high school shit and ended up in love]

Unseemly Beasts ( Teen And Up Audiences )

Dragons. Destructive beasts tearing through everything in their path and deadly to anyone who opposes them. Midoriya has never seen a dragon, never planned to, but now he needs the help of one. He just... didn't want to kill one. Not if he could help it.

Rivals with Benefits ( Explicit )

When Izuku gets drunk at a Class 1A Halloween party he accidentally outs himself. Then to make matters worse he confesses to Katsuki that he wants to be a little more than rivals.

2,645 Miles ( Explicit )

Izuku wants so badly to get to the other side of the country without his parents realizing he's missing. He just wants to find out who he is.Katsuki is desperate to make it to Los Angeles without being caught by the police, desperate to fix his mistakes.Neither know what to expect, but on a roadtrip across the U.S. involving four fugitives, two oblivious runaways, a high risk crime ring, and a police taskforce, the two will discover that there's more in store for them than what they originally thought.

Dragon's Mark ( Mature )

Katsuki Bakugou has been living on his own for many years, accompanied by a very annoying red dragon named Kirishima. They are the last of their kind, unknown to humans. At least, that was how it used to be until a shy boy by the name of Izuku Midoriya enters the picture.

Breaking Point ( Mature )

“Some men aren't looking for anything logical, like money. They can't be bought, bullied, reasoned, or negotiated with. Some men just want to watch the world burn.”

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survivor-kuang-si · 7 years ago

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Episode 1: “I’m shaking in my crocs.” - Tyler

Okay so to begin my game I've started to attach myself to everyone. I'm trying to communicate with them to the best of my ability. However, Kai searching for the idol is pretty suspect if you ask me. I'll keep him close to see what he makes out to be. Other than that, I want to try and be everyone's best friend, but then get them out when necessary. From first impressions, I feel like I can trust Devon and Brendan. Danganronpa solidarity. However, Alexa may be targeted for being the only girl on an otherwise all-guys tribe. If she does get targeted, I want to try and save her so she's in my pocket. Let's play some survivor!

Already straight out of the gate these people are boring me. I woke up super early cause here i am thinking all these Americans will be awake for this. But nope, pretty much no one is online. Quite frankly, i'm thinking of sueing.

Ahhhh I'm so glad I'm here! It's exciting

So Turkey just asked me to be his first ally seems like a stand up guy that I can get along with. In small tribes you can never be comfortable but pairs have run the game before.

So the game has just officially started! I'm starting to get a feel for everyone and I'm liking some of my options. I started having a conversation with David and straight away knew I wanted an alliance with him. He seems dumb and I like dumb because it usually means they are easier to manipulate. I would love to hire all the dumb people to be my firing squad, after all they're all just expendable sheep.

Heyo. So, after taking a look at the roster, I don't think that I stand a chance to win, as I'm the only non-native English speaker. From my experience, I should avoid "standing out".

So to not stand out even more, I won't be getting a really high score in the first game.

I won't look for a hidden idol either. The people aren't too talkative so far, which really isn't a bad thing. I can just blend in, hopefully. Let's see where we go from here by laying low :)

This reward challenge is so infuriating, i ended up getting a really good score eventhough i have 0 clue how, but hey, i'll roll with it. David just told the tribe that he can't participate in this reward challenge as his plane was delayed 5 hours. Not good enough David. I expect you to get in that control tower and sort out the planes yourself.

I hate winterbells, I hate it with avengence. The annoying bunny, the annoying bells and the annoying music!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!

With two members of Tanha being mutes i'm feeling pretty safe if we were to go into tribal. Myself, David, Andreas and Amanda are the only people talking in the group chat. This leaves Valentina and Haylei on the outs and hopefully they're some low hanging fruit to pick off. David has already come to me trying to lock them in, so i'm going to stand back and let him be the boss because its way too early for me to want to stand out. You can play in the mud, i'll stand here and watch.

Couple Things:

1. I hate Winterbells. 2. Stix's comment about how he was going to vote rubbed me the wrong way. It's just like, keep it to yourself. If you are just going to be out in the open about how you are going to play, I don't think I could trust you to keep secrets safe. All in all, I would rather keep him at arm's length with information. I can see him playing a very loyal game though, so that helps me if he wants to work together. 3. Brandon came to me and offered to work together. Of course I said yes. We both like Danganronpa and we both seem to have similar tastes in games. I want him to be my ride-or-die since he came to me first and all. I think right now is too early to make any moves, though. So we'll just wait and see 4. Alexa has a HUGE score. I want either me or Brandon to buddy up with her so we can find out what she did at the Garden of Eden.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=-S4UBWGhpss

So we're doing this first immunity challenge and all I can think is, wow, my teams killing it! Why should I kill myself when 1) we are already doing so good. ANd 2) I don't have a target on my back at all. So you bet your ass I did a minimum job and also lied to my tribe! Now I just gotta hope they don't figure out that I lied, but if they do, I feel pretty comfortable in my abilities to talk my way out of it.

okay so I've been doing pretty good in this challenge, i think lmfao, and my tribe is like "33k" "160k" When im over here fucking getting close to 1million. Thank god this is a reward challenge but im really hoping that the other tribe suck ass as much as my tribe does lmfao. Also, im not in this community but i thought i'd try it out, but everyone says "akfadkdfkagklag" im like wtf

I really like my tribe! Everyone is pretty active and nice! Kai has flawless opinions on BB19, Stix and I are from the same city, Branden and I are both from tengaged which is surprising since I didn't think anyone from tengaged would be playign this season, Devon is pretty quiet but that's okay I know he's been busy with work the first few days and Rafael is pretty fun to talk to.

So i scored the best challenge score on my tribe! Which honestly wasn't hard, they're all very incompetent. Looking at some of the scores from other tribes, im shaking in my crocs. So i get sent to the garden of Eden with Brandan and McKenna. We have a riveting conversation on call and all decide not to take that lovely temptation. Well i mean i said i wouldn't. I want that idol! I came here to play so honey, you're gonna have to hand over that clue. I wouldn't call it lying, i mean if i told them i was going to take it they'd have a one up on me, and we cant have that. So now i have to throw the immunity challenge! Sorry Tahna, looks like i accidently slept threw the entire challenge! After all i am Australian! David has just told me that i'm his number 1 and I guess he is my number 1 as well, but that doesnt mean im telling him i have the idol clue! Also because i told him 'all about what happened in Eden' he promised to tell me what happened if he was to go in. Sorry David ;)

The tribe winning the reward really raises moral. That advantage will be super useful for the upcoming immunity. The tribe has decided to go and give the extra life to Brandan since he did get the highest score on the reward challenge. This might get him labeled as comp beast, and thus targeted. For immunity, the plan is to target one tribe and get them out so it ends the challenge quickly and efficiently. I came up with the plan, and have been the most active in the chat. I'm scared of this since it would make me look like a leader, and being a leader puts a target on your back. I doesn't bode well with me. Other than that, I think if we did go to tribal, I would vote out Stix since he has been a bit aloof during the time the game has started. I would like to continue working with Brandan, but have also grown fond of Kai. If Kai, Brandan, and I were in an alliance, that would be my ideal scenario. Raffy logging out!

I'm trying to convince McKenna or Ally to take on my ideal plan for the challenge as my own, I do not want to put my name out and be singled out if the plan fails. My plan: I'm trying to get our whole tribe to 'shoot' at the Tanha members, send them to tribal because Koalang has an advantage. I personally believe the advantage is an auto dodge if they can't get it off. If Aphi Sa coordinates shots on Tanha, Koalong might tag along and send them to tribial instead of us. Obviously, I don't feel 100% safe, I'm going to be working at the beginning of the challenge. If I get shot while I can't get on my phone, I'm out. I am trying to implement a tribe plan for the challenge without tagging my name on as I can't be there to lead the troops out of the gate.

My tribe is hard to get the correct feel of, I'm not sure if I'm talking to much to them or if they appreciate me having something to read. As far as alliance members go, I am currently trying to find who I would like to be most loyal to in this game. Zach is a strong front runner, as well as Charlotte. I like Ally and McKenna, but McKenna seems like the most likely to "Caesar me" JG is my ideal first boot if it comes to it. He doesn't talk in tribe and has not responded to my pms. Maybe they're all PMing behind me but I doubt it, our tribe chat is DEAD.

Took a little sneaky peek for the idol. I have to come back again! I was so close! Bloody Mitchell flashing all his idols

It's annoying that we didn't get anywhere in the challenge. I know some people struggled but I'm like seriously, I struggled and you got less than me, really? I think some weren't really trying and if that happens again I won't be impressed!

This idol clue was actually such an amazing advantage! After looking for the idol i realised that there was no way anyone could find the idol without the clue. So i know where im looking next round! I am encouraging people from my tribe to look for it so i can seem like a 'team player'. When really, they have no hope.

I think I've placed myself really well socially in the game. I've been talking and bonding with everyone in the tribe. Though I doubt we will go to tribal. Our strategy is solid. The only change is that we've decided to go for the other tribe as one of their members, Tyler, basically threw the challenge by typing in the sharpshooter chat before the challenge began. Now tey are down to 5 members. This should be easy.

We just slammed this contest like what the hell , you're not going to show up , I was just in a finale and had a funeral to go to and I was here , LOL THESE PEOPLE ARE JOKES

well that challenge was easy and I think i have very good social bonds right now and I hope I have something flowing with Ally and EG. Zach is chill but I think hes chill with everyone, charlotte is basically inactive and idk hes just weird lmfao, ian just talks to me but we never even formed anything hah

OMFG what rubbish pile of poo tribe have you put me on. I am so so peed off right now. Considering I am the one with the bad timezone here...... URGH. I was gonna write a long complicated one and I am actually so beyond peed off I don't think I can. I'd better not go I am telling you that much. An 8 hour task and they lasted 16 fecking mins. Hardly anyone talks and noones putting any effort in.

AS expected, the plan worked flawlessy. Aphi Sa even helped out to take down the other tribe. It went smoothly, but Amanda really pulled it out even if she had no one but herself. I'm impressed and kind of sad. Sad that a simple typo brought her down. If she got to the merge or if I end up with her in a tribe, I would definitely love to work with her.

Yay we won both challenges! To recap my day a bit, I'm now in two separate duo alliances! I'm in #TeamBuffalo with Stix and Team Tengaged with Brandan, I really like both of them and Rafael so hopefully us 4 could possibly form a larger alliance together? We'll have to see.

Ahhhh I'm so happy we won but I definitely think Amanda should get some sort of reward for doing that because the only thing that stopped her from winning was bad spelling.

Just won our first immunity! My tribe is unstoppable and my plan is working great. I'm keeping a really strong social connection, while also making myself look like I'm beatable in challenges individually! You think firing at 6:06 was a mistake?....oh boy are you wrong. If I'm gonna win this thing, my plan needs to keep going Day by day. Just a little more than the day before. But I'll tell you what, next immunity challenge, if we somehow don't win. I'm ready to make a big move already.

Well that's fabulous 0 for 2 *strikes pose* Go team.

Okay, so Brandon has made an alliance with him, Kai, Alexa, and I. While I'm all for an alliance, with six people on this tribe, it really seems easy for it to fall apart. Unless, we don't go to tribal until three tribes become two, I don't see this alliance lasting too long. But at least the two people I want to work with (Kai and Brandon) are with me. Alexa, if it comes down to it, will go out of everyone. For now, however, I need to up my social game with Kai and Brandon so they will want me around more than Alexa. Devon is also someone I feel like I can trust. A side duo with me will be pretty good for me. My tribe rankings would be: 1. Brandon (since he seems to be in everyone's ears and already calling strategic shots) 2. Me (not first because I haven't started strategizing with people) 3. Kai (third most active and useful in challenges) 4. Alexa (she's in by no means a bad spot. The reward challenge should make her higher, but she also doesn't interact as much. I consider her the bottom of the alliance) 5. Devon (sort of just there. A floater) 6. Stix (Bottom of the tribe. A bit aloof when it comes to conversation. Nice guy though)

Aphi Sa represent! A two round Sharpshooter win has to be something to be proud of right? Full offense to Koalang, we carried you that challenge. Tanha, it was nothing personal we just wanted the advantage to be a non issue and from your reward scores, you seemed like the tribe that would have the least active at the beginning. When Tyler started typing in the challenge chat before the game started I kept thinking to myself, "Do it, come on do it, press enter!" That two round win is my strategic win, I came up with the plan to target Tanha, sorry, I came up with the idea that we do a spread offensive first round to take out the afk's at the start, I was the one who gave the list to the tribe of the names on the other tribes. I did that... with the help of my tribe. Ally is the only person in this game that knows that I was the mind behind a 15 minute challenge, I had to work so I was only going to be active for 3 or 4 rounds so I spent the time leading up to the challenge thinking of routes the challenge that could take and the fastest way to win it for my tribe whilst I could take part or set them up for success in my absence. I reiterate spread offense, logically I wouldn't be the only one who could only participate for so long and hit the people that would be in my boat. Then tactical strikes on the ones that dodge, sadly for Amanda she was the only one on her tribe who participated. My hat's off to you girl, 9 dodges in one round, I couldn't do it, alas a spelling error got you. Can happen to anyone one when the game is on the line and you know everyone is coming for you. Ally proved vital in my quest to get my plan portrayed to the tribe while making everyone feel like they were part of the discussion. In our tribal discussion she helped sway the conversation to points that would emphasis the plan I pm'd her about for the challenge. Hopefully this is indicative of a partnership I would like to have in this game. Everyone felt included, everyone felt vital. Aphi Sa is safe, as great coaches say, “We're on to the next Challenge.”

Hello ladies and gentlemen, lovers and fighters, high tops and sober bottoms, it is MISS Kelsey Mikaelson, coming to you live and in colour~! That's right, she's back in the business, ready to fight for the crown! And, surprise surprise, no one's talking to her! LOL, let me stop the third person. Entering this season, I was actually quite excited due to the chance to play with actual, like...new people like myself instead all those flops who win a season per month. However, against my expectations, I'm accepted less with these new people than usual XDDD I don't feel like anyone in the tribe is really...like, happy to see me or enjoying speaking with me. It's just not a nice air but what else other than jealousy can start off a season like this? ;) I really wish Tahna won the immunity challenge but that didn't happen so...I've just got to push myself to talk to these people, as much as they don't want to talk to me. Let's hope I don't go home first, that wouldn't be too good a look. If I can make it through this one, I've got a knack I can last so...let's put our hearts up for this one! Wish me luck, loves! ^__^ And THAT'S all there is to it! The body is HERRRREEE! -Kelsey Mikaelson

Yeah, we were the target to go at the challenge, and it was sad to see us going down so quick, but oh well. With one person attending, that's just how it goes. Not much more to add here :)

Okay so i'll give like a brief "initial thoughts" run through of everyone, where I stand, and how i'm feeling about the overall game. So, without further ado, let's introduce my fellow tribe mates! First we have Ally. So her and I briefly talked, and it was the minimal type of conversation. I heard from a fellow friend of mine that she is extremely loyal, trustworthy, and likeable, and that I should attempt to befriend her. My goal for the upcoming days is to grow really close with her, and try to form a solidified bond. Next, we have Charlotte. I know of her from another ORG, in which I evicted her (but it was an unanimous vote so let's hope it's not impacting on our relationship). Similar to Ally, we briefly talked on the first day, and it was more about other things opposed to just the simple "hey what's up!" talk, so that's something. I'll probably try to strengthen my relationship with her slightly. Ian's next. He's a goofy person to be honest. I think out of everyone, i've talked to him the most. He's not the most... relatable or easiest to talk to, but he's chill. I think I could see myself working with him to an extent, purely for the benefit of my game, but nonetheless, I need to keep talking to him! Following Ian, we have JG. I have not spoken one, single word to him/them/her. The reasoning is that I want to start a little bit, so we have a bond, but I need someone I can vote out first. Unfortunately, for the luck of draw and timing, they're the one I chose. Maybe things could change though? Who knows. The last individual we have is Mckenna. I really like her, and her and I talked a lot about various things and she has straight out asked me to work together. I said yes, because I do. The only issue with Mckenna is that I think she's playing a social, snake-like game, and i'm a little worried, but it's kind of too early to call. So in conclusion of the initial thoughts, I think I stand okay with everyone. I'm going to try to be more active and helpful so that i'm an attribute to keep around, because quite frankly I want to win. Now, for my strategy. Like every game i've ever played, my intent is to be a strategic goddess. However, I want to revamp that and focus on my social game. In Bahamas (shout out to Dana), my game was purely social, and I made it to final three, placing second and LOSING by one vote against Dana. Strategy was an aspect of my game, but not everything to me. This time, as it's a main season, i'm putting all my energy into this. I'm going to attempt to be manipulative, and run the merge phase and win. Obviously, I won't, i'm too cocky, but that's my hopes and dreams. I want to excel strategically and socially, and be okay competitively. One thing i'm excited for is that this game, I plan on being extremely cutthroat. Will that bite me in the ass? More than likely, but whom cares. I want to be fun, entertaining, and play hard, and if I lose because lack of respect... whatever. But keep in mind that may be subject to change as i'll probably develop secured relationships, and be really nice and loveable. I need to work on my jury management skills, so maybe i'll tell people if i'm voting them off. WOOO That's it for now! Sorry about my ramble! Talk to y'all soon!

Challenge = Thrown , I'm not going to lie, i didn't mean to send a message to the challenge chat, but i'll take it cause it actually ended up working in my favour! My tribe is from places all over the world and the only person who actually participated was Amanda, which i find hilarious. Annnnd the only person that Amanda wasn't angry at wasn't me🤷🏼‍♂️. Look at me go. We lost the challenge 😭. David and Fairy (Andreas) both talked to me prior to the challenge, and we shared gentle words about how we wanted Haylei absolutely eradicated from our tribe. And what do you know, we all just end up talking about this in the tribe chat, it's not like Haylei will ever log on to see it. It's nice in rounds like these where the vote is obvious, to step back and let others feel like they're in charge, gettem nice and comfortable *Pretty aggressive and Malicious Laughter*

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purplesurveys · 5 years ago

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What is your best talent? I’m gonna guess writing, since I get compliments on it and I fairly enjoy doing it.

Do you know anyone named Nicole? Nicole is a pretty popular second name in the Philippines but I don’t know anyone actually going by the name.

Have you ever had a true FML? I’ve been around 21 years and I’m pretty clumsy, so there’s been a handful. Just yesterday I was drinking milk tea when a pearl got stuck in my straw and I couldn’t drink any of the tea. I didn’t want to sip it in for fear of having the pearl lodged in my throat, so I did the opposite and blew air onto the straw. The milk tea exploded all over my face and my outfit lmao

Are you considering having children right now? Not right now, but I’d want a couple by the next decade or so.

Do you enjoy the darkness? Only when I have to sleep. Otherwise, the dark can trigger me to be sad and start thinking dark thoughts.

Are you afraid of being single? Well, where I am now, yes. I’m in a great place with Gab and I wouldn’t want to lose her. But the idea of being single itself doesn’t bother me a lot - it just means more money to spend on myself hahaha.

Do you have a new boyfriend/girlfriend every week? Nope.

Are you good at deceiving others? Only when it comes to looking cheery when I’ve really been having an internal breakdown - I don’t like letting people in. But other than that, I’m awful at lying.

How much memory does your computer have? Just 120 GB. I don’t save a lot of stuff so I didn’t feel the need for storage space.

Do you play video games? Sometimes, and when I do it’s 1) easy, family-friendly games like those on the Wii, or 2) simply goofing around in open world games and not actually doing missions. I’m really bad at video games and have never finished one, so I never formed an attachment to them like others have.

What color are your eyes? Black.

Is your hair layered? Nah, I don’t think I’ve had it layered since I was 11.

What is the closest yellow thing to you? The blanket on me has yellow polka dots.

Do you believe in labeling others? Sure, but only if it’s based from personal experiences. The best example I could give you is labeling people I go to school with, and if they’re decent groupmates or just pain-in-the-ass freeloaders. I don’t like going any more personal than that, though; when I do ~label it’s just to look out for my own sanity.

Have you ever shot an animal? NO.

How do you feel about Judge Judy? I have never seen it and have no idea what it’s about.

Do you exercise daily? No, but I do have PE on Wednesdays and Fridays. How many months have you been alive? 257.

Can you do cool things with your hair? Nope. The most creative thing I can do with it is a bun. I don’t know how to do a braid and much less anything more creative than that. Do you have a couch in your house? Yeah. We bought an L-shaped couch fairly recently and it is everythinggggg. Would you like to have a soda machine in your room? No thanks, I hate soda.

Are you impatient? In most contexts, yeah. Would you pay someone to drive you around everywhere? Maybe not everywhere since I do know how to drive and enjoy it from time to time, but it would be nice to have this luxury especially if I have to go to places where I’d have to go through traffic. Do you think soap operas are too good to be true? I wouldn’t know, since I never watch/ed those. Are you conscious of your weight? I’m not conscious but I’m generally aware that I need to gain like 10 pounds. Have you ever jumped out of a window? No. Are you tolerant of pain? NOOOOOOOO I hate feeling pain. [Graphic] Currently I have a second-degree burn on the roof of my mouth because I stupidly bit on a freshly-cooked takoyaki last Monday (wasn’t able to spit it out cos I was in public and was stupidly more concerned about bystanders getting grossed out than my mouth getting burned). No skin left at all, just a big ass wound. I’ve had to skip meals and eat less because the pain is a BITCH and it has just been so uncomfortable and I get headaches from it and I want to cry. What kind of mood are you usually in? I don’t have a ‘usual’ mood. Do you feel like you can read others minds? I’m generally good at getting a feel of what they’re thinking of and how they are, but like I’m not anything close to being a mind reader lol. Do you have a webcam? It’s a part of my laptop. Do you finish other peoples sentences? Sometimes I tend to do that, but I realize it can be annoying so I avoid it. How many pairs of shoes do you own? I’m too lazy to count but 10-15 pairs seems like a safe guess. When is your birthday? April 21st.

Do you feel important where you’re at right now? Getting there. Are you short tempered? Yeah, a great deal. Do you cry when someone yells at you? Typically. My mom yelled at me a lot as a kid so I get very sensitive when anyone raises their voices at me. Have you ever been homeless? Nope. How many online accounts do you have? I have a lot, if we’re counting sites beyond social media. I’ve had to sign up for apps for classes, like Schoology; for alternative slide-making services like Canva; for other apps that I find useful, like Zomato. Do you drive through red lights? No, never. What sound puts you to sleep? Silence. As much as possible it has to be quiet; I don’t like white noise. I suppose the sound of rain and thunderstorms is soothing too. Are you a fast or slow reader? I’m pretty fast from all the years I spent reading as a kid. But it still depends - if I don’t like what I’m reading or if it’s an academic piece, I’ll have to slow down. Are you a good speller? Yes. Do you have a TV in your bedroom? Nope. I used to have one but I never used it so they gave it to my brother. How long can you go without sleeping? I usually put a limit at like 16-18 hours. Any longer than that and i start to get crankier. How long can you go without talking? I’m guessing fairly long? I have no problem with not talking, as an introvert. Do you currently have a job? No, I don’t. Do you tend to always be in some sort of drama? Nah I typically just watch from afar. Do you collect quarters from every state? We don’t have quarters and we don’t have states. How important is appearance in your life? Like, physical appearance? It’s pretty up there. I like having my hair neat and putting on a nice, matching outfit whatever the occasion. Are you any good at photography? No, not at all. I could never figure it out. I just take photos on my phone and hope it does the job well. Would you rather sleep all night or sleep all day? All day. I like being out at night. Do you hate getting up early? In general, yes, even if I’m waking up for something exciting like a vacation. Does it bother you when people use poor grammar? It used to, until I realized judging people for their grammar is a shitty thing to do especially if they aren’t fluent in the language they’re attempting to speak. I do draw the line at people trying to sound smart and coming off as an asshole - if they also happen to use poor grammar, that’s when I’ll find it funny. Could you see yourself being a bartender? No. I feel like I’d forget so many recipes and be so exhausted from having to be friendly with everyone.

Have you ever been in an abusive relationship? No. We had toxic tendencies in the beginning but 1) we’ve ironed it out since, and 2) I don’t think those tendencies immediately made the entire relationship toxic.

Are you currently tired? Nah, I just woke up and I’m looking to work on a bunch of homework today. What was the last thing you had to drink? Water, cos I chugged a loooot of Vietnamese coffee last night. Do you like to take walks? Not so much, but I’m learning to like them. I walked the entire Academic Oval in school last Thursday :) Have you ever had de ja vu? Yeah, many times. Are you a fan of anime? No. Do you draw a lot? I can’t draw, so no. Do you plan on going to college? I’m in college/university. Those mean the same thing here. Do you feel at home in your own home? Most days. Do you pay for your own cell phone bill? I’m on a prepaid plan, but no, my mom pays for my load. Do you really think that life’s what you make it? To a certain extent. There are some things that just happen to you and you can’t help it, unfortunately > Pretty much.

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Took a survey back in 2013, re-answering it, then going to compare my answers between those four years. Let’s go.

Is there an ex you think about everyday? No. Now: Technically I kinda do. I had an ex, but we’ve since gotten back together and I think of her all the time now. Look at 15 year old me saying no, aww.

Who is the last person that you said I love you to, besides family members? Punk. Hahahaha. Now: Gabie, saying goodnight last night.

Are you mad at anyone right now? In a way. Now: Nope. It’s 5:29 AM, it’s too early to be mad about something right now.

Is there one thing all of your ex’s had in common? …Hey, you know what’s amazing?!! I don’t have exes, so stop with these questions!!! Now: HAAAAAH getting snappy there, self, aren’t we? Then again my answer is still none, so.

What’s a compliment you receive often? A lot of people say that I’m a good writer and I would be an excellent journalist one day. And I appreciate every compliment like that. It’s what I aim for in the first place. Now: ^ I still get that on a regular basis, but nowadays I don’t even want to become a journalist anymore. Tastes change.

Have you ever had a friend that got a bf/gf,and then completely ignored you? She didn’t get a boyfriend, just a new set of friends; and yeah, she did start kind of ignoring me, which really sucks considering that I’ve been friends with her for almost a decade now, then all of a sudden we pass by each other in corridors without even saying hi to each other. Now: Yeah I remember that brief period between me and Angela. That really sucked, and was the reason why I was mostly alone in freshman year. But to answer this question, no it still hasn’t happened. Angela’s gotten a boyfriend through the months, but Hans and I are very close; he runs to me when he needs advice concerning Angela.

What summer was the best of your entire lifetime? I don’t really know, all my summers suck since I’m always stuck at home. Now: I’ve never been able to have a good summer - all of them have a dark period attached to them, where my depression worsens and I stay locked in my room.

Would you ever go back to any of your past relationships? - Now: I already have. It was a huge risk, but one I enjoy today.

Who was the last person to comfort you when you were upset or crying? Sari and Sophia. Now: ^ HAHAHA this survey was answered during intramurals season I bet. I would never even associate with Sophia, but we were teammates in table tennis and she probably comforted me when I lost one of my games. Shudders thinking about it. Anyway the last person was Gab.

What would you name a baby girl if you had one? I’m too young to think of that! However I really admire the name Lorraine, and as an homage to AJ Lee, I also got my eyes on the name Jeanette. Now: Still too young to think of that, but my picks have changed. Nowadays I’m looking at the names Olivia and Arden, buuut Jeanette is still promising.

Do you want to get married? Meh. Now: Welp, I do now.

What does your last recieved text say? - Now: i’m charging my phone on the other side of the room, so I don’t know. The last I remember getting said, “I love you.”

If you could be anywhere right now, where would it be? Singapore. Now: Ugh, same. Singapore is always a good idea. But I just want to stay where I am for the time being...my family’s preparing to leave for Vigan at 6 in the freaking morning and they are being so hectic right now. I just want to stay here first and chill for a sec, but since it’s a 10-hour road trip they wanna go as early as possible to avoid the traffic greeting us when we get back to Manila.

Do you prefer to text or talk on the phone? I like texting, but this is kind of a problem since I don’t own a phone haha. Now: Texting is easier. Plus it’s never my choice to talk to anyone on the phone unless it’s with Gab.

Whats the worst thing you have ever said to anyone? …Hm. I’m not sure. I’m usually not myself when I’m mad/hurt, so I might’ve said some pretty mean stuff without realizing it. Now: I don’t know. I think mean things all the time, but I never immortalize them into words.

What was your favorite walt disney movie as a child? Dumbo. Even though I run out of tissues every time. Now: ^ I didn’t even...watch that movie... as a kid? What made my 15 year old ass answer that lol. My favorite was and is actually Toy Story.

What will your last words be when you die? It’s too early to ask this, don’t you think? Now: Welp I just want to be able to say I love you to the people who have deserved it, no more profound messages or important revelation before I go.

What was the worst day of your life? I don’t know. There’s been a lot of bad days. Now: There have been many days. I don’t want to go back to them since I’m not particularly suicidal right now.

Do you know anyone that’s gotten an abortion before? No. Now: Not that I know of.

Do you think you could forgive someone for cheating on you? No. If he’s already showed his lack of loyalty, rest assured he’s going to do it again in the future. Now: Look at me being straight before, with that ‘he.’ I’ve always said I would always hold it against them, but with Gabie coming around I’ve slowly learned to forgive. So ultimately I don’t really know, and I won’t know how I would react until it has happened to me.

Who is the last person you argued with? Some kid from school named Lyka. Now: My mom.

Have you ever been arrested? I have never been in trouble with the law. Now: ^ Pretty much.

Who was the last person your gave your number to? - Now: A group mate in geography class who needed to ask for it.

Why do you hate your ex? - Now: Yep, same answer.

Do you still talk to the first person you kissed? - Now: Yeah, she’s still the last person I kissed.

Do you have a picture of you kissing someone? - Now: It’s from a photobooth, but yes. We’ve never had other people take kissing pictures of us because why the heck?

Are you hard to please? Kind of…? Now: I dunno what I was on back then but I’m very easy to please nowadays. I guess it’s because I’ve been more depressed since and am desperate to look for ways to be happy.

Have you ever gotten back with an ex? No. Now: Sure have. 15 year old me would be shook at all these crazy answers.

Who was the last person to comment one of your pictures? I don’t post pictures much–oh, wait, I think it was Shoks. Now: LOL Shoks, god this survey is disgustingly old. I haven’t been on social media for the past three weeks, so I’ve gotten no comments on anything at all.

What does the 3rd text message in your inbox say? No phone. Now: The third to the last one I got was Gabie complaining how her mom snores so loud lol. Like she didn’t get that from her.

Why did your last relationship end? - Now: She was being complicated. She didn’t have her priorities lined up properly and I ended up being thrown out of the picture completely.

Have you learned from your past mistakes? Yes. Now: For the most part, yes. Sometimes my mental condition makes me repeat where I go wrong, though; such as in uncalled for behavior and comments.

Who’s the last guy you hugged? One of my cousins, I think. But that was a super long time ago. Now: Probably Hans. He’s the only guy I’ve hung out with for the past few weeks or so.

Who’s the last girl you hugged? I would say the entire high school, but I didn’t participate in the group hug last Wednesday haha. Hmm. I think it was Gabie. Now: LOL still Gabie.

Do you tend to go for older or younger when looking for someone to date? I’m more into older guys. Just ask my sister HAHAHA she knows the age gaps between myself and the people I have crushes on! Now: Ugh stop talking so much about men, self; you had no idea what was coming for you :(( Realistically though my preference has always been people my age. I tend to feel uncomfortable when I’m around older and younger people.

Do you remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed? No because it’s never happened??? Now: Yes. I was shaking and shivering and nervous on my bed.

Would you ever use anyone for money? Of course not. Now: No. Who asks this in a survey lol?

Have you ever been used? I probably have, but I don’t know what for.. Probably because I’m too nice.. Whatever. <- LOL this is so me. Now: ^ Still holds true. I mean it’s probably happened already, but like they said I probably never even noticed it.

When do you want to get married? I’ll know it when I’m ready. Now: ^ That pretty much wraps it up.

Who was the last person to make you cry? Ate Megan because I love her so much huhuhuhuhuhuhu Now: My mom, because she was being mean to me again.

Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head? AJPUNK Now: I miss AJPunk. Nowadays, no one, really; other than my girlfriend who is an obvious choice there hasn’t been anybody else.

Do you hate the person you fell hardest for? CM Punk? Jk, heheh. Now: Nope.

Do you have more guy or girl friends? Girl. I only have two guy friends. Now: Definitely more girl friends.

Have you ever cheated on anyone? I haven’t, and I never will. Cheating is such a dick move and I’ll never forgive myself if I do cheat. Now: ^ And that was such a dick thing to say by a 15 year old. No I haven’t, and for the most part it is not okay, unless there’s like a very specific situation that makes it the least bit acceptable.

Have you ever cried over an ex? - Now: Yes.

Do you believe that the last person that you kissed cares for you? - Now: Of course.

Do you have any kids or want any in the future? I want one kid. Now: Stillllll want one kid.

Do you think your pretty? My pretty what? Now: High school me was a fucking smartass.

What did you dress up as last Halloween? I dressed up as GM!AJ. Now: I wasn’t able to celebrate Halloween last year since I was quite caught up with the workload of the first semester. Plus if I remember correctly, I also had a bout of depression at that time. Nothing seemed exciting to me then.

What hair color do you prefer on the opposite sex? Brown, or black. Now: I don’t have a preference for the opposite sex.

What about eye color? Hazel. Now: LOL I only said hazel because Punk’s eyes are that shade. What is wrong with me?!?!?!?!???!

Is there anyone in your life who you won’t ever want to lose? My best friend. Now: My best friends.

Are you evil? Maybe? Now: ^ Thanks for scaring people off with that one. No I’m not.

Do you judge people when you first meet them? A lot of people are guilty of this, I’m pretty sure. Now: I do, but I shrug it off the second I start thinking of judgments.

Have you ever got caught cheating on a test? No. Now: Nope. I only ever did it one time, and I still hate myself for doing so.

How old do people tell you that you look? 15-16. Now: They never really tell me anything to my face, but I know I look considerably younger than what I’m supposed to be.

Relationship between you and the last person you texted? - Now: In a relationship.

Will your next kiss be a mistake? - Now: No.

Have you ever worn an oxygen mask? Nope. Now: Nope. I mean I hope I’m never in a situation where I have to, because that means it’s bad.

What would make your life perfect? World peace. Also, just to be a little selfish, when I meet AJ and Punk. Now: If sleep wasn’t so difficult to achieve.

What song do you want to be played at your funeral? Too soon to ask this. Now: The first song that came to mind was Landslide by Fleetwood Mac, but I dunno.

How many swear words are in the song you’re listening to? None. Paramore doesn’t really make use of swear words in their songs. Now: I’m not listening to music right now.

What color was the last swimsuit you wore? Black. Now: I don’t remember anymore, it’s been three weeks.

Who did you like this time last year? Punk hihihi jk Now: ^ P a t h e t i c lol. My girlfriend.

Have you ever kissed anyone of the same sex and if so who? Nope. Now: Since answering this survey four years ago, yes I have. I’ve mentioned her too many a time at this point.

What color do you dye your hair? I don’t dye it since my school doesn’t allow it. Once I graduate I’ll probably dye it green. Now: Yeah I still haven’t dyed my hair ever.

Did anything annoy you today? It’s only 7:13 AM. Let’s see. Now: A little. My phone’s battery acted up early this morning and despite being plugged in and charging, it remained 1% for like an hour. Bugged me to near death and I felt restless until I saw it finally increase. But for the rest of the day, no not really.

Has anyone ever said they loved you and not meant it? I don’t know. Maybe. Now: Probably in the past.

Do you still care about the person you first kissed? - Now: Yes.

Is trust an issue you have? It’s a problem, but it’s not very serious. Now: I don’t know what I was talking about there, because I’ve always been very trusting with people. It’s earning my trust back that is difficult.

Have any of your family members been to jail? No. Now: Not that I know of.

Are you wearing any rings right now? Nope. Now: No, I don’t wear any rings.

Who did you last tell to ‘shut up’? My sister, as a joke, of course. Now: Maybe Gab when she woke me up from my nap a while ago but idk.

Who took a picture with you last? Ate Megan, Maica, AJ and Ate Abby. Now: Aww those were the participants in the table tennis tournament I played in when I was either a freshie or a sophie, I don’t remember. The last people now was my family.

Would you ever get a tattoo of a boyfriend/girlfriends name? Maybe. Maybe not. I’m not sure yet. Now: I’d rather get something significant that’s like a shoutout to them. Like a film reel/X-Files/San Junipero tattoo because she likes those, but never her name.

Is there any drama in your life right now? Honestly? There is, kind of. Now: No. I wouldn’t call my illness drama.

Are you close to your mother? No. Now: No.

Are you one of those girls who already have baby names picked out? No. Now: No not picked out as in those are the very names I’ll stick with, order included; but I just have some favorites singled out already. Then again they may still change through time, so I’m never entirely sure about them.

Do you know someone who’s a stripper? Nope. Now: No I don’t.

Do you think guys with long hair are attractive? Only those who can pull it off. Now: I don’t really find guys attractive.

Who’s the last person you heard swear? Brendon Urie haha. Now: Ferris Bueller.

Are any of your siblings taller than you? My younger sister is a little taller than me. Now: YES THEY ARE BOTH TALLER THAN ME NOW WHY.

Who’s the last person that you smiled at? My…dog. Now: Possibly my dad.

Do you think anyone hates you? Oh, right now, especially with the drama going on? I definitely think so. Now: ^ Holy shit I remember that, and boy do I not want to remember that lmao. No, not nowadays.

Can you open up to others easily? Huh, I guess. Now: Yes. For the most part, it’s the kind of thing like as long as you ask me directly about me and my life, then I will answer you as openly as I can. I’ve never really had any serious reservations about that.

Is anyone angry with you at the moment? Pretty sure. Now: I’m sure there isn’t.

Do you believe in giving second chances? Depends on how big or serious the mistake was. Now: I don’t give out second chances unless the person happens to mean a great deal to me.

Who did you last talk to on AIM? LOLAIM. Now: ^ Same.

Have you ever scared someone so badly that they cried? Yes. Now: Yeah. I used to scare my brother when he was very young.

When was the last time you wore high heels? Last August. Now: This past Friday actually. I was playing around in my closet and found old stilettos that I used to regularly wear, so I tried them on just because. I reeeeally miss wearing high heels.

When was the last time you were extremely upset? Just last Monday. Now: Saturday.

Is there someone that you want to hurt right now? Not really. Now: No.

Have you graduated high school yet? No. I’m graduating in two years. Now: Yeah, I graduated March last year.

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