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I made a meme do you leik it :)
#i am SUFFERING out here#i have a presentation and essay for one module a presentation for another module and an object to make with a 1000 word explanation??#for another module all due within the next two weeks#and i am unable to get out of bed 👍🏻#fantastic timing dont you think#theres been trouble with my antidepressents so im off those too which ahahahahah doesnt help#and i cant got to the doctors for them cause ill have to fight for it and then that will give them reason to not give me testosterone in#december when im due to get it cause im 'unstable' and my doctors surgery isnt very fond of me starting anyway#im not about to give them a reason to stop me from getting the perscription#so ive just got to fucking raw dog life for the first time since i was 16 how great#no i cannot complete these very important assignments that count towards my degree im trying not to throw myself into oncoming traffic soz#and also trying to manage to feed myself and perhaps leave my bedroom for a total of five minutes at least a day#this has not been entirely achievable but yk im doing my best 😀👍🏻#depressive episode#did any of yall see those two girls with a podcast that said i love my mental illness it makes me who i am#because i think about those two far too often and im so glad everyone was in the comments so much so they deleted the video lmfao cause bro#depression#can suck my dick#in a bad way
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This is such a blessing of you to share my story. I'm so sorry and embarrassed to ask you to donate as well
There is nothing to be ashamed of here. You're doing what you have to, to survive and to me it's truly commendable that even in a situation as grim as this, you're still fighting!
That being said, I'm really sorry. I can't fulfill that request right now. I am unfortunately not in a financial situation where I can donate.
HOWEVER I am currently looking for a job, so once I have disposable income I'll make sure to donate !!
#:((#im 19#i couldnt get ito daily school so am doing weekend#its costly tho#and im currently off of my meds havent been to therapy in moths either#genuinely cant tell what kind of burden that'd introduce#like theres technically my gender trasition going on#but if testosterone is costly i might just wait a couple more years#antidepressants and anexiety meds r the priority here#i rlly want to help all the people trapped in gaza#its just not feasible for me#i also dont see much sense in explaining my situation on here#but i also feel like i have to provide some context#ugh this is awkward to say bc my familys not exactly poor#but if not for gov subsidises we'd be struggling
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so much medicine in my body today. medical procedures georg if i am quite honest with you
#got the first part of my tb test today so that's the first thing.#got flu shot and covid shot while i was there so that's all percolating in the veins rn.#going to a dentist appointment in an hour and i'm gonna get a crown And cavities filled (i take bad care of my teeth :( )#so we're doing anesthetic And two dental procedures.#and that's all on top of taking my antidepressants and testosterone this morning. many substances in the body today#valentine notes
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(slightly tmi i guess, talkin about bottom growth)
ok so i’m like 2 months on t and things have been pretty slow going. i know for a lot of people bottom growth is one of the first changes they notice, but i havent noticed anything so far. UNTIL. last night i woke up in the middle of the night like bitch WHYY am i so uncomfy. then i was like wait. is this the discomfort/itching i was warned ab with bottom growth. i was tired as fuck so i changed into some looser underwear and went back to sleep but today i was just showering and looked down and YEAHHH! THERE HE IS!!!!! bro i feel like there was NOTHING a day ago but now there is SOMETHING and it’s so cool. i wasn’t expecting this to feel so gender euphoric but i love it
#yall were right tdick fucking rocks#i’m on a pretty high dose of antidepressants so sex drive is still near zero but purely from gender euphoria#giggling kicking my feet thinking ab my dick. but in a nonsexual way ig#idk i’m just happy#trans#transmasc#testosterone#bottom growth
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y'all, when I realized I was nonbinary I did not expect getting gender dysphoria from buying vitamins
#my brain is being dumb rn#for context my menstrual hormones are all fucked up and might be causing me a lot of my fatigue and depression issues#so i have to buy the for womens vitamins#(edit: pmdd and high testosterone- most likely pcos but not confirmed)#and extra folic acid#bc i cant take the proper hormonal medication bc i already carry a stroke risk#so i have become a supplement person lmao#(not really - i like supplements but also if you need medication pls take it)#(antidepressants have saved my life and i will always take them probably and im 100% ok with that)#tw menstruation#tw gender dysphoria#tw health#(lemme know if i should tag anything else ❤️)#mine
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Me when being on an antidepressant makes me less depressed
#it speaks#ive been like. being able to reply consistently to rps consistently#i cleaned the bathroom and started laundry before i even finished my monster#ive made so many phone calls(yelling at cmp. refilling testosterone.#making a psychiatrist appointment so i can continue to be on antidepressants (maybe get back on antipsychotic)#im going to shower and eat something that isnt soda or a gummy vitamin and then make flan& edibles& crock pot pork butt#then find a good pirate link for the new spiderverse and smoke some weed and watch that#man i havent made flan in years#tho honestly i REALLY want to see Spiderverse 2 in theaters so i might. just. wait till next monday and go to the matinee#bc i want to see it but i dont want to see it for $23+a ticket#$12 is reasonable. even tho matinees should be $5. but it was worth it for Nope itll be worth it for Spoidahs#i own Spiderverse 1 i can play that anytime
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oh god i super gotta figure out how i can get my prescriptions filled
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my partner asked if they could complain about my surgeon to one of their roommates and idk why but that made me rly happy
#like they asked for my permission before just going into complaining#esp since i like their roommates but were not close close#esp the one theyre complaining to .. altho shes super sweet#my partner HATES my surgeon#bc they think what my surgeon is doing is bullshit#bc everytime i meet with my surgeon its usually#'u weigh too much still also ur testosterone dosage needs increased again'#and my partner hates that#esp the weight thing bc i got put on appetite suppressants and had to be taken off my antidepressants bc of it#and my appetite suppressants increase my anxiety and my hallucinations#so yeah .. theyre very valid in their dislike of my surgeon#if it wasnt for the fact that he is the only surgeon in my area that will perform top surgery i wouldnt be seeing him either
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they picked this of all images to show for me in my 8th grade year book.
#that was in science during the spring#and that room was frequently very warm due to poor AC in the building (the building is over 100 years old)#so i had my fan#on top of that that class was always really fucking boring and i hated the teacher#and at that point in my life i was getting put on a different antidepressant every other month#with terrible side effects#so that photo was probably taken when i was half asleep or at least feeling like i was about to pass out#there's also every chance i was having a hot flash at that moment because i had just started testosterone around this time#undescribed
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Trans Man in Florida needs help with HRT and groceries.
I was trying REALLY hard to avoid dealing with the same situation I get put in almost EVERY year, where my prescriptions all run out right before the holidays and I get to spend 2-3 months completely unmedicated until my doctors finally have appointment slots in late February to mid March. I'm working things out with my clinic rn now when it comes to my antidepressants, but my HRT is another story.
I was supposed to have three more refills left on my testosterone, but those refills expired without me realizing, and because I missed a lab appointment earlier this month (because I was too broke to pay for it), they won't give me anymore until I come in for an appointment. I've managed to snag one for the 4th, but it's going to cost around $250, which I really really don't have right now.
I was already gearing up to swallow my dignity and make a begging post for different reasons. because with the way our bills have lined up for November, we're dangerously close to being short on rent (and paying it late as it is) and have absolutely NOTHING to put towards groceries except the $20 I currently have in my wallet.
I hate having to rely on the mercy of strangers, but dear god, I'm terrified of being hungry and under/unmedicated for another month (or longer). I can't keep doing this.
[email protected]/chaosqueer
v3nmo: chaosqueer
c@shapp: chaosqueer
#mutual aid#medical expenses#donations#community aid#crowdfunding#fundraising#help needed#original post
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hack your gender
gender affirming herbs from based Gawd
ashwagandha grows a dick bigger
valerian grows tiddies bigger
choose your player and have fun
#gender#cheat codes#my ex went from a C cup to double D's on valerian#apparently valerian also fights breast cancer so it's safe on all fronts#ashwagandha boosts testosterone and acts as a mild antidepressant#ashwagandha definitely adds to a guy's pckage#can speak with personal experience
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Is it weird to say testosterone is an antidepressant for me? Like yea I appreciate the new secondary sex characteristics but also my brain just…functions better with T
#is this a thing?#like I feel less scatterbrained and more emotionally stable#it can’t just be a body dysphoria thing cause if anything#t hasn’t done much that I like beside deep voice and muscle mass#oh and hair I love hair#but both puberties have been pains for me
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Quick Davey Rennick doodles + health update
Hey everyone, my hand is feeling a lot better now and is healing fast, but I unfortunately had to leave the discord because of my own very personal reasons. Nothing against anyone at all, it's just health issues that I've been dealing with for 8 years now. I've gotten a lot of support from friends and I appreciate them for being so understanding and I'm hoping to see a doctor next week about getting some antidepressants, I'll also be going through a lot of testosterone therapy since now I feel like its the time to continue with my transitioning.
In the meantime I've been doodling Rennick since he's been a very big comfort of mine for the past couple of days along with Gibbo, Muir and Innes. These beautiful screenshots are from @kuvastei
Screenshots:
Thank you to everyone who's stuck around for so long during these troubling times, I've finished off your doodle requests and now all I really want to do is sleep (since its been 4 weeks since I've last slept)
Now I'll go rest, take care everyone ^^
#still wakes the deep#swtd#swtd fanart#rennick swtd#rennick#redraw#davey rennick#davey rennick swtd#my art
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hi! this is kind of a sex-adjacent question but i thought you/your followers might have knowledge: i’m on testosterone for trans reasons but currently due to convoluted life circumstances am having trouble getting my prescription refilled/can’t see my doctor about it; do you have any idea what effects/timeline of changes i’m likely to experience? i’ve tried googling but not had much luck
hi anon,
luckily I hang out with a lot of people on T and almost all of them have gone off it for a time due to convoluted life circumstances of their own.
the biggest change is there your period is likely to come back, so sorry in advance about that. many people report that their period coming back when they go off T is one of the most brutal cycles they ever have, which is for sure something to look out for. the change in the hormonal composition in your body can also cause painful mood swings, the same as trying out new antidepressants might do.
beyond that, you'll stop seeing growth caused by testosterone - you won't be seeing much more new body hair or bottom growth, you won't be gaining more muscle, your voice won't be getting any deeper, etc. but the changes you've seen so far won't go away over night. over a long time you might find some parts of your body looking and feeling a little more like they did before testosterone, but exactly how long that will take varies HUGELY from person to person.
anyone who has firsthand experience going off T, pls feel free to chime in with your own experiences!
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Is it normal for my body to make enough prolactin to have me leak a tiny tiny bit of that white milky stuff out one of my breasts if I'm a trans guy 2 testosterone doses in? (tri menstrual shots, intramuscular nebido)
Woke up and realized that was going on (it's giving me horrible dysphoria) it's happened to me before, but before I was taking T (I did ask a doctor back then, they said it was normal but sent me to take a mammal ultrasound anyway to rule off anything and I didn't go lol)
I'm just sort of like really worried my last shot didn't work properly? it didn't feel like the first one as it was going in (I didn't feel the greasy stuff at all, it just sort of hurt-burnt like when you get a scratch) and I had a very very tiny pimple-like bump on the injection zone for like 2 weeks. I figured I'd convince myself it was alright since it did change my urine smell immediately like the first time and my period flow went down a lot; but now this happened and I'm second guessing myself like Maybe I haven't really had changes since the first dose! and stuff like that.
That'd really fucking suck if it didn't work because holy shit nebido is EXPENSIVE
Btw no chance I'm pregnant, I'm gay t4t
That's not really supposed to happen, not just because you're on testosterone. Your breasts really aren't supposed to be leaking milk period unless you're pregnant/breastfeeding.
Taking T doesn't make much of a difference, it's something that can occur regardless of that so I really don't think its because your testosterone isn't working. If this is the only reason you're worried about your testosterone, I'd rest easy.
[Though you can mention the bump on the injection zone to your doctor and ask if that's a concern! Always good to check.]
Your testosterone aside, you might want to talk to a doctor and actually do some testing for your breasts leaking if you can afford it.
Often, galactorrhea [A condition where your breasts leak milk/milk-like liquid] is a hormone issue (though not with testosterone) and it can be treated.
It can be caused by a lot of things, like a benign tumor, antidepressants, birth control pills, or even just touching your breasts excessively and it's usually a good idea to at least know what's causing it (especially since it's giving you dysphoria!) even if you don't plan on getting treated.
Hope this helps! Let me know if you have any other questions. <3
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