#musings: gideon

[erotiik0s]

some scenarios for different muses <3

gideon

gideon in different incarnations over time.... impersonating a holy man in a luxurious ancient temple, gilded and draped in muslin, something something body worship, sex as meditation, incense as an aphrodisiac

using the money he siphons from his followers to pay for sex/pay off his affair partners... his pleas for donations increase the more he sees them

demonic/supernatural occurrences when he orgasms... objects nearby floating, eyes glowing, hands hot like fire.... maybe

jin

someone indulging jin in his fantasy of being chased and mated by something/someone more powerful than himself. feeling hunted and protected, but mostly importantly wanted. helps it gets him almost high on adrenaline. could be a kind of roleplay but also could be dead dove, who knows

jin feeling the need to create a distraction/avert suspicion from himself at work bc of his embezzlement & theft, so he starts an affair with someone higher up in the company as leverage/protection/to keep their eyes on him in a completely different way

jin in a fantasy or horror setting being a literal monster fucker instead of just fucking morally monstrous humans. vampires, werewolves, aliens, shapeshifters, eldritch abominations, consenting monsters welcome... combine with point 1/fear/primal kink for a deluxe special

julian

hearing someone's confessions of their lustful behaviour and having to fight temptation while in the other side of the confession booth

julian volunteering to impregnate someone who desperately wants a child, perhaps even for a couple needing a sperm donor, bc then its in service of helping someone and creating new life and also he gets to breed the absolute hell out of someone

julian using a glory hole in a moment of desperation bc he doesnt have to look at the other person face to face and he can hide his shame from them

noel

noel x supernatural lover he can dissect alive and also fuck, maybe at the same time maybe not, either way he's got mad scientist written all over it

a bratty sub eventually breaking noel's cool dom demeanour and seeing him get annoyed and flustered doling out their (bd/sm) punishment

[anithikos]

portraits of :: gideon

[puffywiz]

Is this anything

[yeahinoticed]

day 5,346 of using gideon for practise

[bugcowboyart]

Necrosickles (introducing the snow leak and salty black sauce flavor)

Please understand that I haven’t had oxygen to my brain in weeks, and this idea was from a literal fever dream so. Take it as you will I’m very proud of this.

[apolaskiart]

If we move in life as a pair... then maybe this world would become a little more fair...

PAPA'S GOT A NEW HYPERFIXATION INBOUND!!!!

[camplease]

harrow grew in her emotional awareness of other people as people at an incredible rate during the events of gideon the ninth, a rate that honestly stretches the bounds of plausibility. and i think a lot of it, maybe even most of it, was specifically a reaction to an awareness of gideon, specifically, in genuine mortal danger that harrow had never previously considered

even before harrow was able to accept that she feels any affection for gideon, her covetousness of gideon's presence is evident. but, on drearburh, even though there might’ve conceivably been natural disasters outside of harrow's control that could’ve changed this, i think gideon’s survival of the child massacre made gideon seem like an almost supernaturally ever-present fixture of harrow’s universe. no matter how much gideon bled and broke in those 17 years, i don’t think harrow had truly considered the reality of gideon’s mortality before

when harrow thought of losing gideon, she thought of gideon escaping. prior to canaan house, though death involving those close to her was already something harrow knew intimately well, each example is inextricably connected to its specific context. with "the body," the cause of death didn't pose any immediate, direct threat to harrow or those she cared about. as horrific all of drearburh’s children’s deaths were, as heavily as they weighed on harrow, this was a part of her history rather than an imminent threat. and, as much grief and sorrow that the personal responsibility harrow felt for her parents’ suicides colored her existence, as much as she even once blamed gideon, ultimately, harrow's parents killed themselves. these were all so different by their very nature from the deaths at canaan house and the possibilities they illuminated. something or someone was maliciously seeking out those among her in the present. gideon's very existence could no longer be taken for granted, never mind simply losing possession of her

i believe that both accepting her own care for gideon and accepting the risk of losing gideon beyond losing control over her is what led harrow to assess the inherent harm and dehumanization of their power imbalance and to begin to understand the flaws in her worldview overall, the flaws in the system that granted her and others in power the power to abuse it at will and use those under them as tools

but the reason why i say this was a lot of/most of and not all of the reason for harrow's growth is because i think she always had some latent capacity for it that she'd just previously suppressed. and i don't think this is unique to harrow. i think the worst people within any system wear away at their humanity, and, thus, their ability to perceive the humanity of others and act accordingly, a bit at a time. but this process isn't irreversible. harrow's relation to gideon was just the catalyst for that reversal in her

i can’t say exactly who harrow would’ve become without gideon at canaan house with her for the lyctoral trials, but she would’ve certainly been very different from the person she is now

decided to make my own post because i was thinking about this poll way too much and it led me to a big enough tangent that it's its own creature at this point, though i also wanna credit that initial spark

[onestellarghost]

she gave you her heart so just eat it already

[baalzebufo]

my desire to draw is finally back after months but unfortunately for everyone else my muse is entirely this freaky little fruitloop

[alexdough]

Experimenting with my guinea pig

[aconitemare]

Does anyone know that TLT fanart someone drew of the various ninth planet skull makeup styles they envisioned? I can't find it but I really wanted to reference them for cosplay ideas, they were awesome

[elfieafterdark]

So, John's grand strategy has been revealed... At least on the surface. We allegedly know why he wanted new Lyctors, why he wanted to increase their number.

He hoped to fight the beasts.

I'm sure seeing 1 and 1/2 new children is a eulogy to his instrumental failure. He meant for eight and got less than two.

With one of those killing Cytherea herself. So all in all he's up half a Lyctor. Not a great plan, shithead.

I'll be quite plain, I don't like John Gaius. He strikes me as a kindly man who makes all the wrong decisions for all the wrong reasons.

His Empire is crumbling while he tries to expand it, the revenants of actual planets want to eat him and his friends.

He, willingly or not, led approximately 16 people to their deaths. He isolated his immortal friends from himself and each other, he made them pay the ultimate price. I think Cytherea was never the same after she lost Loveday, and none of her "siblings" noticed.

They were too busy being pretentious dicks, I imagine it would be a side effect of hanging out with a man who calls himself God. Which he knows is a sin by the way. I'm sure he does.

So his plan was to bolster his numbers by at most eight, then fight things that have caused the deaths of and or killed all but three Lyctors, far older and more experienced than the infants?

Folly. Stupidity.

Let's be fair, they can't win against the Resurrection beasts. Not in a fair fight. John has doomed everyone, he's doomed the entire universe because of his arrogance.

I don't like God on a good day, let alone when he's an admittedly quite likeable buffoon.

[ghost-of-a-wizard]

So succexy, so succexy

[vengeful-horde-of-angry-ghosts]

Thinking about Gideon and her propensity for self-sacrifice and how I could absolutely see future Harrow telling her that if she tries it again, she'll kill herself out of spite and how it would be funny if a suicide pact actually kept them both alive (as a nice parallel to the others that have happened).

[johannestevans]

i'm obsessed with jason gideon's relationship with spencer reid because it's literally just. gideon, who's extremely low-empathy high-compassion autistic mentoring reid on how to exist and thrive AS an obviously autistic man in their department

so much of the time when reid asks gideon for advice, gideon tells him how to think or behave, and it's to do with like... his survival in their work

NOT his well-being or health, and esp not his happiness

bc he expects reid to be as obsessive as he is