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Exactly 1(one) person wanted this and as we all know thats enough for me.
Heres my attempt at drawing Jester Ghirahim.
I tried to take inspo and bits and pieces from all his outfits.
I also made a little video!!!
So yeah my 🤡 JesterHim⚜️
#yall can thank @ cursedandoutforblood for this#uhhh if someone who likes character design or whatever wants to draw jesterhim they should totally do it#idk i feel like it looks like ghirahim but it doesn't *look like* ghirahim ya feel??? maybe its only me and i just hate everything i make#when i tell you i SCOURED the house looking for bells it was like a good hour of looking through cabinets and closets and my entire room-#multiple times to find anything#i gave up and like recorded it and put bell sounds from online over it#also the ghirahim bust i did was actually made on this page i just copied it and put it on its own thing#ghirahim#skyward sword#loz#jester#jester ghirahim#mosss art#cpys art
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back from my break which means im back to nightmare kart patching! first priority is looking into why the NPCs get worse handling at higher FPS. wish me luck!
#nightmare kart#liliths mind#ive glanced over the npc navigation code and couldnt find anything obvious multiple times#hopefully this doesnt take 3 solid days of fixing like some previous post launch bugs lmao
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i miss mapicc bro, maybe the 10,000 wardens will provoke him to Do Something on ls 🥹
#lifesteal spoilers#where is the doggy.....#ik it prob hasnt even been that long#but i miss him ☹️☹️☹️#ngl maybe its time i update my pinned to add him#idek#like i am sm more attached to The Mapey then i expected#can he fight subz over this#itd be funny#bc the lsers love subz sm theres very little (if anything) he could do On the server to be permabanned#like cmon now they kept spoke after wormhole. u are nawt getting kicked by people who were Plotting ways to get u back#what i Can see happening bc of subz tryna world end is someone like mapicc deciding to take this and make an arc of it#like hes just tryna get banned bc he wants to Not be on ls but he himself has said he refuses to leave#he will only leave if hes kicked#but hes not getting kicked fhsjdjdkks like i can think of multiple people who will decide to oppose him#and drag him into their content/Lore bc of what hes doing#which is. very funny bc its the opposite of what he wants#he may care very little abt anything but he has many many people who care to have Him on the server 🫵🫵#anyways i hope subz doing all this will provoke mapey ^-^#tho tbh its more likely derap or jaron who sill find the wardens first LOL#or maybe clown#bc theyre the most active lsers outside of subz rn#dear fucking lord what is happening on. jaron and /clown/ are some of the most active people.....
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very unpopular trigun fandom opinion but. i really Don’t like when people write/draw wolfwood as being genuinely religious. like wearing rosary and praying every night and saying grace before eating and shit. HE SHOOTS PEOPLE AND KILLS THEM and smokes and drinks and curses and wears his collar as wide open as possible and is a Literal Hitman who was kidnapped by a religious cult as a child. do you guys sincerely believe he’s a good christian boy or something

#like he has an Extremely complicated relationship with religion#we do see him turn to god multiple times in trimax so i think he does believe in god to an extent#and of course the official cross choker art#but. that’s pretty much as far as his faith goes. and i feel like. idk the Point of his character is a walking contradiction#he’s a ‘priest’ but he wears his collar open to show off his chest and yknow Literally Kills People#and it’s hard to imagine he would think of religion as anything but both a mental and literal physical burden on him#but he also does manage to find his own kind of ‘religion’ in both vash and the orphanage. similar to how vash doesn’t believe in god but#more so in humans and their ability to do good. well anyway#talking#trigun#trimax#(disclaimer i have not watched tri98 so i’m saying all this in terms of trimax characterization)
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This was supposed to have a snippier introduction but in the spirit of not ruining the fun for those that enjoy it, here’s a harmless shitposting before season 2 proves me wrong: The Ring of Powers show exists in an universe where the kinslayings never happened
Hear me out, Galadriel’s introduction implies the elves came to Beleriand in boats, that could only happen if either Fëanor returned the boats or the Teleri lended the boats
Why the second and not Fefe returning the boats after kinslaying? Because eight-pointed stars everywhere!!! Because Galadriel doesn’t hesitate to threaten blood for boats, even full of despair Galadriel would not bear with turning into Fëanor!!! Thus the only possible explanation is Teleri lended the boats and the first kinslaying never happened
That certainly helps, but what about the Lùthien situation? What about the oath?
Well, my explanation is that The Oath never happened, there was An oath, but it was a generic “let’s go take the baddies” and Finrod swore it too (not Galadriel tho because it’s still an oath from Fefe and she’ll not have that)
And Lùthien? Well, in the tree statue of Lùthien she has a cloak with an eight pointed star, in the version where Celegorm is king in Nargothrond he let’s Lùthien leave and gives her back her cloak but here he also gives her a broach so it may close easily
And Dior? And Elwing, after all she has to have her whole fall into water turn into bird thing?
I mean, Thingol is getting murked by dwarves either way and Dior is very easy prey so *shrugs*
As for Elwing, there is a version of events where it’s Morgoth attacking Sirion and Maedhros and Maglor are actually there helping! So kidnap fam but it’s wholesome from the beginning
After all, Celebrimbor saying (to Elrond!!!) that the Silmarils required sacrifice only gets a turn around rather than a very big “what the fuck man??”
So with no oath, no attack to Eonwe’s camp
This explains why there is a lost silmaril as opposed to the well known fire, air, water situation (what happened to the third? Maybe it’s with the Valar, maybe it’s with M&M in Valinor, maybe Eonwe is bad at holding silmarils and it fell in the ocean on the way back)
Shouldn’t there be more people alive then?
Nope, the fun is that with more people fighting we could just say more people died! The battle Celeborn disappears at could be the Nirnaeth!
Conclusion: No kinslaying in ROP
#not serious#shitpost#silmarillion#silm shitpost#the rings of power#rop#rings of power#is anyone going to find it funny?#dunno but it made me happy so 🤷🏻♀️#the silmarillion#feanorians#silm#galadriel#rop galadriel#I have watched this show multiple times somehow I can barely remember it#hopefully I didn't forget anything major
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The main thing I have against Spotlight: Hot Rod is that it portrays him as being constantly weighed down by past losses and guilt, to the extent that he even limits himself for fear of facing the potential negative consequences that his misjudgement might inflict onto others - the "prefer to go solo" line - when it contradicts the very essence of his character as established in MTMTE and the main comics (even Autocracy), which specifically presents him as the type of person who is unburdened by the past and for the most part consciously remains unaffected by the consequences of his actions. It's why he has a perpetual Peter Pan thing going on, because he moves on from one day to the next, one crisis to the next, for four million years without letting the experiences change him - which includes the experiences of deaths and sufferings of both himself and others - and maturity and growth cannot be achieved without change.
His impulsiveness and headstrong obstinacy is in part a compensation mechanism for insecurity and subconscious self-doubt but is also an intrinstic aspect of who he is, someone who plows onward while refusing to look back. He can feel sorry but he does not do regret, much less mire himself in it like his spotlight appears to suggest. As a matter of fact he doesn't mire himself in anything at all - be it politics, responsibility, or guilt. He doesn't regret Nyon, nor Ironhide, nor Optimus' resignation, nor leaving Cybertron, nor trusting Megatron. Not even the Overlord incident, since although he does feel bad for his poor decision getting a bunch of people killed, in the end the biggest issue that he has with it is the 89/101 voting result (which isn't even solely about Overlord).
It's obvious that he wants - expects - to stay as captain in spite of everything and having the vote cut so close got him hard because it's a blow to his ego. He practically admits to this when Optimus calles him out, which again is in direct contradiction to his spotlight monologue.
If he's willing to apply this kind of introspection for a failed mission that can’t even be attributed to his fault, then a lot of his later screwups would never have happened.
Choosing to return the Matrix to Optimus is supposed to be a landmark incident of Rodimus' character growth, yet he regresses right back in MTMTE, in which he develops a recursive pattern of messing up, trying to do better by making amends, then returning to his old ways because he can't fully commit. There's no fundamental change going on. I would argue that the true pivotal moment of change to his character took place during his talk with the guiding hand in Mederi, when he first learns to look past himself to accept what's best for other people, how his decisions might affect them etc. - even if it clashes with his own desires.
And then he chooses to save Getaway, and the speech that gave everyone the confidence to open their matrices. There's change and growth and maturity, he learns to fully empathize and appreciate the people around him. But with this growth comes a double-edged sword: by opening himself to connect with other people he leaves himself open to be affected as well - he is irrevocably changed by his experiences aboard the Lost Light, by the people around him he's grown to care about, so that when the Lost Light lands for its inevitable end and everyone departs to pursue their own lives, he alone remains mired in place, with nothing but the past to cling to. After a lifetime of moving on and brushing horrors off without lasting issue he's suddenly unable to move on. The remainder of his life becomes defined by the weight of memories and loss (and the empty comfort of a parallel universe of which its existence he'll never know).
#the Lost Light is his Neverland lol#I was thinking of that quote#blah blah life never gives anything for nothing and a price is always exacted for what fate bestows#anyways this started as a one-star review for spotlight hot rod and then got off topic. again. for the umpteenth time#I'm aware that inconsistent characterization is a common thing for this kind of long comics with multiple writers#but for the most part I find Rodimus' character to be fairly compatible throughout the different series#transformers#idw transformers#maccadam#mtmte#rodimus#hot rod
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CROWLEY SSR THOUGHTS
there is zero basis for this, but I can't get this thought of my head
I don't know why I decided to draw it this way
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#(these will be relevant in a moment)#this isn't going to happen. but WHAT IF.#anyway i didn't get him (damnit birdman come home) so i had to look up his story#and let me tell you friends my findings were SHOCKING#crowley canonically likes vegetables which means that the crowley is revaan theory = BUSTED#crowley is sailor venus = CONFIRMED#(i know 'whip of love' is a saying but that's where my mind always goes)#DISCLAIMER: this is (mostly) a joke please continue to hold whatever theories and headcanons you want#but look. c'mon. look over here at this whiteboard i've covered in red yarn.#revaan being a picky eater has come up multiple times and there is an entire whole bit about how much he hated jerky and refused to eat it#and now they've made a point of talking about how crowley will eat almost anything and loOoOoves wild game meat especially#it's SO stupid but i can't help but read way too much into it#(this is tumblr if you don't want to see incredibly stupid overanalysis of anime guys then why are you HERE)#and i gotta hold on to something because otherwise whenever malleus and crowley are onscreen together i just keep going 'same hair color...#unless this is like. some kind of deep cover thing.#lilia doesn't recognize him because he saw him eat a green bean once and revaan would NEVER#crowley's secret is safe for another day#(serious hat on: i do think they're probably connected in some way)#(but there's something deeper going on that we're just not clued into yet that will hopefully explain things)#man forget revaan what if crowley whips off his mask and it turns out he was meleanor this whole time#wait hold on meleanor loves jerky. IT ALL FITS...
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ngl i do find rewrites of double exposure vastly intriguing ( and want to do one myself ) but the moment people make a huge point of removing amanda and vinh as love interests i immediately lose steam lol. where’s your whimsy … every lis game has romance and max is not some sort of nun character, who is known for putting her feelings aside for the sake of a case. after all, while the world as she knows it is ending, max writes this in her journal about warren and chloe :

like!! she would kiss amanda and vinh!! she would!! max is impulsive and feels things for the people she cares for very, very strongly and i feel like erasing her canon love interests in a genuine rewrite of the game is sort of a null point. no, max wouldn’t think through the logistics of kissing two people while investigating the murder of her best friend. no, max wouldn’t abstain from indulging herself in something she genuinely wants just because she’s sad or busy. idk. double exposure desperately needs a rewrite but the second you write max as someone who’s ‘above’ love affairs i shake my head in disagreement. there’s a difference between including love interests and then allowing the player to have max not romance anyone versus forcing her and the player to not romance anyone at all.
#my posts.#this is not a vague or anything its just something i notice a lot and get irked by lol#you do not have to romance vinh OR amanda to begin with. you can friendzone both just like in every other lis game.#and in general i find it so weird that everyone and their mother says double exposure would be better without love interests#like i understand being burned about the breakup ( IF you get that ) but idk#the way people talk about max and having other love interests has always been very vicious#while people can accept that chloe can love multiple people and still love max#people have a hard time seeing max love multiple people and still be able to love chloe#i truly just get bad vibes from the insistence that max shouldn’t have love interests who aren’t chloe … like idk … i think she’s allowed?#i think max has every right to move on and that she’s allowed to mess around as she deems fit#what’s REALLY baffling is that neither amanda nor vinh are like. permanent.#both relationships with them are up in the air at the end of the game#you could have max kiss amanda and agree with her that they wouldn’t work#or have max kiss vinh and decide they shouldn’t pursue it for a similar reason#it isn’t like max becomes officially partnered to either romance option at the end of the game#she is still single? and there are still choices to be made?#idk idk. how people treat the existence of vinh and amanda bug me deeply.#and how people treat max having the nerve to be into anyone but chloe ( or warren ig? ) also bugs me deeply#let my girl live and let her be her disastrous bisexual self who kisses people impulsively at the WORST time bc. well. she wants to#anyway. yeah <3
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Oh you're a furry??? That's fine like yeah it's a bit weird but it's FINE i just find furries creepy because i'm afraid of mascot suits. I find them so scary that i NEED to tell this to every single furry i ever meet. I for some reason never bring this up in other contexts where mascot suits are present, but if there are furries i just have to let everyone know that i find their fursuits uncanny. I am incapable of saying anything positive about furries without yelling I AM SCARED OF FURSUITS!!! from the rooftops. Are you hearing me
#i dont even fursuit i just draw my animal ocs without really participating in community#but if i hear this one more time i swear i will become jigsaw#furry#furries#sfw furry#inspired by that post i reblogged. thats a good post but reminded me of grown ass adults having to tell me they find fursuits creepy#this has happened. multiple times. why are you even telling me this when i dont have a fursuit!!#what about me drawing a cartoon dog makes you think I NEED TO TELL THIS PERSON I FIND A POTENTIAL PART OF THEIR HOBBY CREEPY#like ok i know people dont mean anything by it but. its just rude
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Is this a safe place to admit I don’t really like the way Castiel is often talked about in relation to destiel or will I be crucified for the second time
#listen okay#I get it I get it destiel website#but#I really hate the way Dean is often used as the ONLY bit of free will Cas has#and that Cas ’belongs’ to Dean#I like can’t stand it#especially when Sam is often used as the butt of the joke as being lesser to Dean#like Cas did rebel before Dean multiple times#he really WAS in love with humanity!!!#and making his character solely about Dean removes a lot of the things that make him interesting to me#this kinda goes hand in hand with the way Dean feels more…. centered in the later seasons??#ill probably make another post detailing this but#I don’t hate Dean or anything but there’s certain things I find very strange in later seasons is all#and by strange I mean I wanna put all the supernatural writers into a box and shake them around a lot#Castiel#spn
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No but imagine how absolutely FUCKING FUNNY it'll be if mafia!dazai and chuuya had an undercover mission in a school right? And their education level isnt up to date yes? So like they're okay in practical subjects but absolutely clueless in any type of science where theory is required and both of them thought they'd be kinda okay at math since dazai is SMART smart and chuuya is somewhere there beside him at the intelligence level
But then suddenly they have mathematics more than your usual add, minus, multiply, divide and both of them are like ??????
Because why the FUCK do u need to learn some weird trigonometric table??? And proving a triangle is a triangle???? And ratios ???
Both of them are the last students in class but they're like mehh because they dont give a shit like that but their math teacher is absolutely LOSING IT because 2 boys who should have ample knowledge about these topics at this class dont have a SINGLE clue and he wants to fix this since SOMEONE has to and its unideal for them to lag behind like that
Chuuya and dazai absolutely fuck up the guy's schedules for everything because hey they might as well have some entertainment while they're at it right? And the teacher does the most awsome tricks whenever he's mad (counting to ten and holding in his anger while chuuya is reciting his MULTIPLICATION TABLES WRONG) (staring at dazai with a look of absolute HORROR when dazai just recites suicide drugs from the top of his head after not being able to understand angles)
Bonus: at the end of the mission both of them kind of disappear and the teacher gets super fucking concerned because their contacts, guardians, everything is just missing and he thinks oh god maybe the taller kid killed himself or maybe the shorter one got himself wind up somewhere he shouldnt be because he talks too much
And to figure where the students are because NO ONE is doing anything, he ends up at the ADA
#bungou stray dogs#bungou gay dogs#bsd#bsd dazai#bsd chuuya#yes the teacher is kunikida#he sees dazai at the agency years later#and just absolutely beats the shit out of him#because he can now#he isnt stopped by petty school rules#and dazai is STILL a pain in the ass#kunikida asks dazai where he disappeared#and dazai said he got kidnapped and trafficked because he panicked#kunikida asks him what happened to his short friend#and dazai says he died speeding his bike because he panicked#when kunikida finds out both of them are in the mafia#he asks dazai who was the target#it was him#because of his ability#the mafia wanted to remove him#just in case#but chuuya and dazai didnt do anything#because hey they're teacher kind of nice#in a temper issues kind of way#and chuuya likes that he can talk shit about dazai#cue kunikida meets chuuya for the first time#and instantly starts reprimanding him for his fashion#his speech#his swearing#“did you finally learn your multiplication tables?” “pls stfu”
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Now that Tristan is off with the Veterinary Corps, I’m torn between wanting him to stay out of danger and completing his service unscathed and wanting him to get wounded so that we can see Siegfried absolutely fall apart about it
#All Creatures Great and Small#Tristan Farnon#Siegfried Farnon#I’ve just begun season four so DON’T TELL ME WHAT HAPPENS#hopefully I’ll get through season 4 this week#as long as jury duty doesn’t get in the way#Tristan doesn’t even have to be THAT wounded for Siegfried to go to pieces#just give him a generic ‘YOUR BOY’S BEEN WOUNDED. DETAILS TO FOLLOW’ telegram#and Siegfried will spend the next few days unable to focus on anything else even for a moment#nearly leaves to go find him at whatever hospital he’s at multiple times#Helen and Mrs. Hall take turns stopping him#and they try so hard to calm him down but he can’t hear a word they say#and then a few days later they get a letter in the post#‘Dear Brother I am currently in hospital because I fell into a ditch and broke my arm’#‘I did fall into the ditch because a bomb went off nearby so I assure you you have no reason to laugh at me for it’#original post#teddy bear musings
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you are complaining about complaining too much while complaining about the fact that maybe people dont like you because you complain too much while complaining about being alone. just stop complaining and do something about it. talk to people. reach out. dont just wait for someone to come to you first.
i have tried reaching out to different people in the past year or so but it never works. i understand its my own fault for letting relationships decay because of my own insecurities and issues but that doesn't mean i can just will myself to think or believe different things about myself. it's a self fulfilling prophecy ; i think people don't like me so i don't reach out so people don't like me etc . i am sure you do not want to hear me list all the things i want to say in response so i will put them in the tags.
#every time i try to reach out or talk to someone it goes nowhere. i dont have any social skills anymore and have no clue how to keep a#conversation going. half the time even when i do people stop replying to me. which is fine theydont owe me a reply but still feels likeshit#when i tried to make one new irl friend it just didn't work because they have better options for friends. we spoke occasionally but never#messaged online like ever and would only talk when we happened to be in the same place. i tried multiple times to organize a time to hangou#none of which came to pass. i dont understand why this one didn't work because i thought this person was interested in being my friend but#i guess i was wrong or thought they were more interested than they really were.#i have a problem with reaching out anyway which has been a problem i have had since i was like 11. reaching out to people first doesnt come#easily to me - in the beginning when i was a lot younger i didn't want to bother people with my presence & thought if i were to come to#someone first they would feel pressured into talking to me when they didn't want to. this is stupid of course. but has still not left me as#something i feel is very core to the way i act today. waiting for someone to come to me first feels like my only option because i do not#know how to reach out effectively (my evidence being i have failed every time i have tried) & i am convinced people dont like me in the#first place and do not want me to approach them.#i dont really even know who to reach out to in the first place. my world is extremely narrow. the number of people i know has shrunk#significantly and my standing in their eyes collectively has also shrunk significantly in the past few years. i feel like every person i#was once friends with wants nothing to do with me. i feel as if i have burned every bridge possible.#when it comes to the fact i complain all the time . which i know of course is annoying. its because i cant find any kind of joy in anything#i do or see or whatever. nothing makes me happy - i only see things to complain about. all stimulus seems grating and the world seems#specifically catered to make me miserable. all i can really do is complain. i treat this blog like a stream of consciousness and when most#of that consciousness is occupied with how much i hate being alive the blog will mostly be complaining. its a vicious cycle lol .#anyway . i guess the key theme is low self esteem begets low self esteem in many ways. mental illness begets mental illness.#i am not really saying this to anyone least of all to you anon. i just felt compelled to recount i guess for myself the reasons that came#to mind for why i am like this. i am talking to myself here
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for what its worth i no longer have the tumblr app on my phone and my chrome no longer automatically opens to it so uh? Idk maybe im not coming back
#this may sound sad and worrying but i have not been away from tumblr this long in my 14 years on this site#And thats very insane. Because it has been One Month#like i joined this site when i was 12. Im about to turn 27. And i have never been Away from the site for a month#When i went on my trip around the world i still checked tumblr Multiple times a day#I spent my formative years obsessing over this site. so many blogs and so much time that i will never get back#And dont get me wrong!! I have loved this site very much!!! And i still do!!! I want to be here and write!!!#But i am working 45 hour weeks. I am barely affording rent and bills. I am starting a postgrad qualification while continuing to work 45h#I do not have the time for a hobby right now#If i come back anytime soon it will be a revamp (audience boos) with Many characters dropped#But idk#Because the muses i want to write most are kinda. They dont really have a place#some of them are affiliated heavily w people who just dont use tumblr or anything anymore#And others i have Tried many times on many blogs and the demand just isnt there#And i do not have the time or energy to campaign with all ive got to get a blog off the ground when no ones interested#I love u all and the memories i have are cherished and i hope to write with you all again soon#for now u will find me on disc @ quintennyson if u want to keep in touch#but in truth? I am predicting maybe one or two people will even read this far#billie and morgue ur the real ones y'all stay acknowledging my existence and i love u
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Some mild existential dread in the house today
#im just feeling reeeeally really drained#works taking a LOT out of me#like. it feels less intense day to day? or maybe im reacting less? but its still very much piling up#and im just feeling very...idk. like im still waiting for permission to live my life#except now the permission osnt coming from any one person its. having the money to docit#and the time and the energy#and i guess thats just what adult life is? waiting#and hoping#and along the way losing sight of what i even wanted in the first place because im so *tired*#idk. i definitely need a project of some kind but im struggling to settle on something and then organise it#i have stuff to do today anyway. alfie had a lil bit of emergency cash saved so i need to go shopping#and i need to tidy the kitchen and do some dishes#and have a bath and shave at some point#i also want to draw but again. struggling ti pick something and idk if ill have the executive function spare#AND i want to try and be more social and talk to folks but thats its own kind of difficult#part of me would like a disc server that just has all of my friends in it bc i find it easier to dip in and out of conversarions#but i imagine that would be weird for folks who dont know each other#idk. lot goin through my mind when all i really want is sleep#which also hasnt been...greeeeat lately#mainly because Alfie wakes me up in the mornings bc they dont like being alone but also have a very different sleep schedule to me#and can take multiple smaller naps over a day whereas i really need a solid 8 or so hours or i just. dont fully switch on#but theyre also struggling atm (mentally and also they got an injury at work AND seperately broke their foot ffs)#so they need me more and its just#this never ending cycle of SOMETHING needs my attention#and its fucking exhausting asfghfkd#but!!! we keep goin!!!!! been applying for a bunch of jobs and havent heard anything positive yet but. we keep tryin huh
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#seven days rhapsody#jigen daisuke#lupin iii#lupin the 3rd#lupin the third#i swear ive searched my blog multiple times trying to figure out if i had uploaded anything from this movie before cuz i found it#really hard to believe that i just wouldntve posted these. i didnt find these on my blog already so. if somehow they already got uploaded#pls tell me
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