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Ya know one of my favorite things about the internet is how easy it is to find out that basically every animal that’s ever lived is adorable in their own way
Anyways does anyone know how we could resurrect anomalocaris? I want one as a pet
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AuDHD is so funny sometimes like what do you mean my hyperfixations/special interests will last for years on end or possibly forever but they will cycle out every month or two with absolutely no transitional period or warning. like i will think about the same topic every day obsessively for 46 days in a row and on the 47th day with no visible cause adhd brain goes "ok! bored of that now" and autism brain goes "dw i got something queued up for ya" and i blast into full blown obsession on some other topic whose mental file folders haven't opened in 9 months. brain's out here treating hyperfixations like a crop rotation. once the dopamine runs out it cycles in another one but once something's in the rotation it never ever leaves. last summer we brought in one from when i was 11. it's so funny to me but frustrating too bc like. i cannot stress enough my inability to predict or control this. or how completely abrupt and random it can be
#actually adhd#actually autistic#audhd#aphelion.txt#ik 'adhd brain' vs 'autism brain' is a gross oversimplification especially given how much overlap there can be#but it at least helps me conceptualize wtf is going on in my head when i do this lol#and yeah i'm mostly referring to fandoms in this post but it can happen w more 'Traditional' special interests too#like my linguistics special interest which hasn't popped up in a couple years now but whenever it does#i will fill literal notebooks while studying 4 languages at once and simultaneously inventing a conlang#and then i'll be like Ok that was fun! and several months later im deleting like. 2gb of textbooks off my iphone to make room for an update#And sometimes yeah there is a precipitating event like 'Oh something new happened in X fandom with my blorbo!' but sometimes it's like#yeah. no. idk either. switch got flipped in my brain and X no longer sparks joy. only Y rn. how come it's Y? yeah idk i also wish i knew#i don't think any of this is actually an uncommon experience for people with these types of neurodivergencies it's just.#the severity of abruptness and TOTALITY of the switch that makes me feel like a weirdo sometimes lol#like I'M getting mental whiplash from this sometimes. idk how y'all are still following my blog
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Thinking a LOT about Lucifer in the latest Hazbin episode. Idk what I was expecting but not this??
As I was watching my immediate thought was just "huh... Lucifer is kinda of weird..." but as the episode went on I realized the issue
the dude is off the chain depressed, like he says it as a joke but holy cow it is SO BAD
He's manically just creating rubber ducks cuz his daughter really like it that one time but it's empty, it's never good enough but he keeps doing it, maybe cuz he doesn't know how to pass the time otherwise.
like I get the feeling he HAS better things he SHOULD be doing than making rubber duck after rubber duck. At first I was like, "Bruh why isn't the king of hell doing anything?" aaaaand then it became clear...
The dude is disassociating so bad he can barely hold a conversation let alone remember information. He clearly WANTS to, he wants to be involved with his daughter so bad, he wants to care about the things she's doing so bad, but his depression keeps interfering. It's like he can only hear every other word and he grasps onto the ones he does hear semi-out of context. Like you can see every time he catches something that he hadn't before and he just "well shit I didn't catch that part"
and that's why he reacts so weird when people talk to him. He is struggling so bad to engage with the conversation he's only getting 50% of it
does that look like the face of a man who knows what the hell the conversation is even about??? he is STRUGGLING
like Charlie spent so long telling him about the hotel, and he STILL didn't understand what she wanted. Yeah it comes off as ditzy but literally I've been in that position where your brain just "nope, not doing this right now" and nerfs your conversation comprehension. So as someone who's BEEN in that position, to me it feels exactly like what he's dealing with. He's sorta engaged with the conversation, but only as much as his brain will allow
For example, when I'm dealing with this, this is what someone talking to me feels like this where the crossed out parts are what I missed and bold is what I catch, "Hey! You know I was thinking for dinner we could either make some chicken with rice? But if you don't feel like cooking, pasta is super easy and you love that right? What do you want to do?" you can kinda get that someone is trying to talk to you about dinner, and towards the end you get the impression that they asked something that needs your input so you can decently put 2 and 2 together and try and pass off, but crucial bits were left out, I would have no idea that either chicken or pasta is in the conversation only having heard "rice". When someone is just talking at me, I can decently pass off as being engaged but the second I'm required to participate in the conversation I'm screwed. Seem familiar? At which point I have 2 options, try to give a bullshit answer, or admit that I missed what they were saying and ask them to repeat
Lucifer, unfortunately, is trying so damn hard to hide that he's dealing with like 24/7 dissociation, so he can't admit that he's missing entire chunks of the conversation, hence his really weird replies. He does eventually get the full picture and then he and Charlie start having the real conversation
Also, the Alastor/Lucifer rivalry was hilarious but also really indicative of more of what Lucifer is dealing with
Alastor is, unfortunately, really good at picking up people's insecurities, and thanks to Charlie's description earlier and watching Lucifer clearly trying to overcompensate, he immediately picks up on the fact that Lucifer KNOWS he struggles to be a good dad (we know cuz it's cuz of the depression, hard to be engaged when your brain keeps turning off) and decides to rub salt in the wound by pretending he's been acting as a surrogate father to Charlie. Now why Alastor decided to pick a fight with the king of hell is beyond me, I do not understand Alastor (and I LIKE IT) (maybe it's cuz Alastor thinks he's hot shit and was expecting Lucifer to at least have heard of him but Lucifer just treats him like a nobody? who knows)(why would Lucifer listen to radio anyways when he can't even pay attention to a conversation it'd just be white noise)
But yeah I just was expecting someone who oozed either charisma or presence and instead I got a depressed dad who's dissociating so bad he can barely function and be present in his life. The only thing it seems he CAN do is make rubber ducks cuz his daughter really liked it that one time
Idk Lucifer is tragic to me. Whatever the full details of what heavan did to him absolutely broke him and he can't deal with it. He's aware of it, and he doesn't know how to fix it, so he tries to over compensate and sorta makes an ass out of himself but no one says or does anything cuz this guy is supposed to be THE king of hell
Suddenly it's making a lot more sense why he just rolls over and lets heaven do what it wants and even told Charlie to go in his place the start of the show. He's not in any headspace to hold a basic conversation let alone negotiate! He didn't even know who Alastor was, he's been so out of touch
idk I like him, he seems sweet, I hope Charlie brings some light back into his life. He really needs to get out of that rubber duck room
#hazbin spoilers#hazbin hotel#lucifer#lucifer morningstar#analysis#dissociation#look idk what to tell you all#I watched the episode and everything makes so much more sense#when you realize he's only intaking like 50-60% of the conversations#he's not bad at listening his brain is literally preventing him from getting everything#literally I've been there#the difference between him and me tho#is that he can't show it#he's the king of hell#he has to bluff his way through conversations#but yeah literally rewatch the episode with this in mind#and watch him reply to the things he DID catch#anyways#NEW BLORBO????#who'd've thought I would go into Hazbin Hotel#and come out with freaking LUCIFER as my favorite character#I love him#he's so sad
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#ome’s arts💥#wlw shadamy#shadamy#art dump#I’m exclusively posting this here bc this is all misc stuff ???????#as always …. I love them so muuuuch#they’re like … my blorbos#my lifeline#do I draw them a lot ? yes yes I do#will that stunt me as a ‘so called artist’ ? mayhaps#but I rather aide my mental health to be stable and happy by drawing themmmm#like ughhhu don’t understand how much they mean to meeeeee#I just love them so muchhh
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DULÉ HILL as Burton 'Gus' Guster in Psych (2006-2014)
#psych#userbbelcher#cinematv#dailyflicks#userstream#tvarchive#filmtvtoday#userrobin#userrlaura#usermandie#tusercarolina#userholtz#chewieblog#tvandfilm#tvedit#usersitcom#userblorbo#smallscreensource#usergiu#filmtvcentral#burton guster#honestly one of my blorbo's of all time!!!#i love him so much#dule hill you are a gem & an icon <3#4k
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SVSSS AU doodle collection
I literally have nothing to say, it’s just two late night AU doodles I really like the idea of and one day may write something about, and fanart lol
Asshole Roommate AU by @allpiesforourown
#shenyan my beloved#I literally love cat shen yuan AUs so much its ridiculous#also can you tell shen yuan is my blorbo#I like to put him in all universes possible#svsss#scum villian self saving system#shen qingqiu#shen yuan#luo binghe#jiuyuan#binggeyuan#doodles
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I love this book to death, so here's some things I noticed <3
#hyde being short is quite possibly my favourite thing ever#this isnt me jabbing at the takes that stray from the book#just btw XD#i think thats a big reason why i love it so much is that theres a WEALTH of inspiration that can be taken from the jekyll and hyde trope#theres so much out there i love#that being said#ive been buzzing about jekyll n Hyde recently because of this game that blindsided me with a jekyll n hyde trope#its always fun seeing it out in the wild#as seldom as that is LMAO#if anyones curious though its called vampire therapist and its a character named dr drayne#very cute and very fun game 💕💕#jekyll and hyde#the strange case of dr jekyll and mr hyde#dr jekyll#mr Hyde#also talking about blindsided by gothic lit blorbos#saw an animated Jekyll and hyde movie at the DOLLARSTORE for 5 smackaroos#easiest 5bucks i ever spent#literally the funniest shiy ive ever seen highly recommend watching it pals#its also on youtube for free and its in that so bad its good category for me
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Nona as a character is so fascinating to me when you consider her as a foil to Alecto’s history. Because, when you get down to it, Alecto was Nona all those thousands of years ago.
Consider Alecto, who rose from the shattered remains of the Earth, whose body was new and massive and unwieldy, who only existed because of her creator’s cosmic overindulgence and still knew love. Love!! Knew it so well that she chose it, even to her detriment, every single time. In response, the world around her —the Lyctors especially— rejected her for it because they saw her devotion as stupidity. And Jod, who claims to love her, locked her away, entombing her because he saw his love as a weapon to be used against him. And from what we see of Alecto when she’s awake in the Locked Tomb (especially when she bites Harrow) she’s grown sharper and crueler because of these rejections.
Similarly, Nona, having been slammed into a body that was not hers, with no memory and no faculties ALSO chooses unyielding love. But where Jod and his disciples rejected such “foolishness,” Cam, Pal, Pyhrra, and Nona’s Gang all accept it with open arms. They plan a birthday party for her and make silly jokes and check in on her and always say “I love you” back. They spend every day nurturing her the best they can.
Even in Nona’s final moments, these people tell her, “we love you. We will always love and remember you. That’s what matters.” And that’s what gives Nona the strength to make it to the Body, to do an act so terrible it will erase her. She does it because she is loved.
And now Alecto lives, ancient, undying, and so unloved.
#the locked tomb#nona the ninth#nona the 9th#nona tlt#alecto the ninth#alectopause#alecto the first#gideon nav#camilla hect#palamedes sextus#harrowhark nonagesimus#gideon the ninth#sometimes I think about love in the locked tomb universe too much and I go feral#Nona my blorbo#i miss her#hopefully she makes a cameo in Alecto
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#fanart#my art#goro akechi#persona 5#bestest boy ever#I haven’t been able to draw anything because I’m having nerve related pain from drawing so much for school#I’m praying its not an actual condition and its just reversible symptoms#nothing will stop me from drawing my blorbos
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Redrew some of my old daycare attendant doodles as stress relief today
#The original doodles were not posted here I'm p sure and for good reason they are SO BAD#but I wanted to draw something but without need to think too hard so redrawing something old felt good enough#also featuring the whole nickname thing the DCA fandom was always so fond of. Do yall even still do that??? I havent been up to date#ah. The blorbos before wally#anyway#fnaf security breach#fnaf dca#dca fandom#dca fanart#daycare attendant#fnaf daycare attendant#self insert#self insert x canon#my art#sketches#much needed comfort art
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me when the character canonically gets little to no rest
#id in alt text#i have gotten interested in characters just bc their source material shows them being very sleep deprived.#or just. really really tired after an ordeal. my brain takes that one moment and runs wild#whump#kinda#exhaustion#eta shoutout to everyone tagging this with their blorbos and/or funny comments#you're bringing me so much joy <3 and new characters to look at 👀
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When I’m too tired I scribble more casual faves.
#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#DAtV#Emmrich volkarin#my art#the holiday period is absolutely blasting me#too much socialising and my brain can’t keep up#exhausted af#head is still full of blorbo tho#rotating the faves nonstop in there#how’s it almost the new year already omg#lots of things to get down before then let’s hope I can do it hahah#Emmy gimme strength#he’s such a cutie I’m still shooketh with how much I’ve drawn him
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sue me im rewatching 7.04 but i can't express how much i love the truly insane bit of dialogue between buck and maddie where maddie, normal, asks buck if it was really that chris wouldn't stop talking about tommy, or if it was just that buck kept pressing chris for intel, and buck, unwell, objects that he actually didn't have to press chris for info at all because eddie's out here blasting his infatuation with tommy on display via (1) entry on a fridge calendar (that may or may not have been hidden under a takeout menu) that he's even had the indecency to circle, like a whore
#i love my pathetic little blorbo soooo so much <333#he came into that house with a mission and went literally scrounging around for clues. obsessed#evan buckley#buddie#911 abc
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'Look how it splits the light… like a prism. It’s so… beautiful.'
'Dangerous.'
#the magnus protocol#tmagp#tmagp 30#dead end job#the magnus protocol finale#tmagp finale#WELL. CELIA JUST MOVED UP MY BLORBO LIST FOR ENTIRELY PREDICTABLE REASONS.#another statement poster design! the last ones haven't grabbed me so much but these are always fun to do#tmagp spoilers#the magnus protocol spoilers#tmagp vague#<- to cover all my bases ok I really really do not want to spoil this one for people#my art#✨️
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Forgetful ancient
#artists on tumblr#art#ff14#ffxiv#final fantasy xiv#final fantasy#ocs#not azem but an ancient who refused the seat of pashtarot (too much indoor work)#....yes its part of the marsverse#but like this world is the most removed from og mars#im sorry i just think the blorbo is neat#not related but this ancient invented horses thats his only achievement#its not much but its horse
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