#mr. perry can go die

[janeiscompletelyfine]

Speaking of torture I decided to hurt myself again (second time this week?!) and watched the Dead Poets Society for the first time hahahahahaahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha :)

And. Um.

✨Keen✨

Ohh he's just a little guy with social anxiety leave him aloneeee

Rrrrrip! Thank you Keating I needed that.

No :)

I SAW THE CONGO, CREEPING THROUGH THE BLACK, CUTTING THROUGH THE JUNGLE WITH A GOLDEN TRACK!

Oh my gosh they're so gay. All of them. Do we ship Keating and the Latin teacher? Because I do.

ThE sAxOpHoNe

Fuck that guy.

Those two are the gayest of gay your honor. This is truth.

GO KNOX (that girl is really pretty jriwoghosj)

OH FUCK THAT GUY!

Oh shit.

Uh, did I have a soul before this? I don't think so.

Oh Captain, My Captain! says Jane, me, in tears, forever changed.

He's alright he's alright he's alright he's alright broke my heart into a million little pieces, I don't know who I am anymore, everybody's sad, and now I have to do things?! I need to go contemplate life and write poetry actually. That's my calling now. My reference: John Keating.

❤️Jane

[ace-with--a-mace]

mr neils father pls compliment your son tell him he was amazing pls he was so good

[oraclefreak]

I think we, DPS fans, don't talk about Charlie during the school's tribute to Neil enough.

He's not singing.

Meeks, Pitts and Knox are singing, letting all their feelings out.

Cameron is singing a little calmer. You can see the sadness in him though.

Todd is stuttering words, not even singing—but he's trying.

Charlie does not sing.

I'm sorry for the picture's quality.

At first I thought he didn't sing because he was angry at Neil for leaving all of them; the Dead Poets, Keating and his dreams of becoming an actor. We saw at the beginning of the film how Charlie tried to convince Neil to speak up to his parents. I think he really wanted Neil to be happy, and he knew he wouldn't be if he stayed silent and pursued being a doctor because of his father.

During Neil and Mr. Keating's talk in the office, Neil mentioned Charlie: "We are not a rich family like Charlie's" (quoted by memory). Charlie tried to make Neil pursue acting when they had different social backgrounds; Charlie could go against his parents and not ruin everything. But Neil was an only child from a family that was mantained by his father and no one else... and not particularly wealthy either.

Even if they had those differences, they didn't separate them. And both of them were boys with dreams they couldn't follow easily. Charlie was more rebellious (especially when it came to school's authorities). Neil was more of the type to go with whatever people wanted. Charlie was more risk-taking. Neil's risk in the whole movie was participating in the play (yes, the club wasn't a Neil risk; it was all of the poets').

Charlie was really proud of Neil for finally following his dreams.

"He's good. He's really good."

Sounds familiar?

"I was good. I was really good."

This parallel makes sense to me, especially if we analyze the very first scene of Charlie and Neil in the movie. As I said, Charlie wanted Neil to speak up to his father. And when he did and it all broke apart; Neil said words Charlie had said about him during the play.

Obviously, Charlie disliked Neil's dad. We can be sure about that, definitely.

The school's tribute to Neil was either Mr. Perry's idea or he gave the permission to do it. The authorities thought of Neil's death as the institution's problem. Keating was suspicious from the beginning because of his unconventional teaching methods (plus Mr. Perry thought Keating told Neil to keep his place in the performance, which he did—but he made it look like it was a real problem... 1950s, let's go).

Charlie didn't think this event of singing words of grief and so on was for Neil. Neil didn't die to be missed. Neil died because he would miss out on what he wanted to do. But that reasoning didn't even come across the authorities' heads.

I think of Charlie as a person who has an internal philosophy, a reasoning that most people wouldn't think of. So, when every single one of his friends are singing because they miss Neil; Charlie does not sing because this is a way to pay respects to Mr. Perry for losing his son. A way to say the authorities are right. A way to say "Neil... poor boy." Neil was miserable because he wasn't free. And his only way to be free was... not living.

I believe this "Charlie wasn't singing" thing can be interpreted in many, many ways. I probably overanalyzed it because 6 years of DPS make someone go insane eventually. What I do think is clear is that Neil and Charlie's friendship was very obvious from the start. And yes, the not singing thing is something to observe and think about... but their whole friendship isn't very talked about in the fandom! And I had the idea to write about not only the movie's scenes that have both of them, but also how I perceive it (hence why I would describe this post as a theory rather than facts).

I would love to see other people's takes on this subject too !!

[anhonest-puck]

hellooooo!!! this is intro post v.4 :)

general info!!

name: neil or poison, but ralph/ralphie works too :)

pronouns: she/he

age: MINOR!!! just be aware of that when talking to me please (any1 can talk to me just don’t be odd)

myers briggs type: ENFJ-T (the protagonist)

tags!

#rambling on and on: literally just rambling because i don’t shut up ever

#neil’s tweaking hours ™️: tweaking and freaking out or something i thought it was funny

#neil’s hopecore posting ☀️: the exact opposite of the prev tag!!! good things :)

#ester jo >^..^< OR #katze posting: my cat!! she seems to be a fan favorite..

#artsing: my art, sometimes not my art! i’ll specify

#lyricsing: lyric posting!

fandom tags!

#dead postings society: dps stuff!

#straight up creeking it: nickel creek :3

#straight up thileing it: chris thile :3

#the chems are romancing, #mcrt: my chem :3

#spacing out: space stuff!

#medical malpractice md: house md!

#lotfing: lord of the flies stuff!

interests!!

my chemical romance, dead poets society, lord of the flies, space, maxxxine, horror in general, fantastic mr fox, biblically accurate angels

music stuffs!!

the velvet underground (after hours, i found a reason)

the cure (friday, i’m in love, a night like this)

the smiths (how soon is now?, half a person)

joost klein (offline, PTSD)

lana del rey (doin’ time, fuck it i love you)

hozier (nobody’s soldier, angel of small death & the codeine scene)

mitski (carry me out, working for the knife)

tyler, the creator (answer, peach fuzz)

david bowie (lady grinning soul, heroes)

matt maltese (intolewd, curl up & die)

chris thile (falsetto, you’re an angel, and i’m going to cry)

nickel creek (where the long line leads, helena)

kin list!!

neil perry (dead poets society)

ralph (lord of the flies)

maxine minx (X, maxxxine)

dr. james wilson (house md)

party poison (danger days, mcr)

lovely people!!

@noctilucaa @wilsons-three-legged-siamese @neil-perrys-suicidal-tendencies @lv3buzzz @yourfavvgal

@ace-misplaced @xxcherryberriezxx @sweaty-toothed-mad-woman @1mlostnow

@pingunaa @teddys-diary @duohadmehostage @vessel214 @mikeru-funzies

@toddandersonsblog @neilperryismine @y-a-w-p @poetsinnyc @richardcameronshusband

@desire-mona @chaoticamberr @neil-perrys-reincarnation @sillypoetssociety @hyacinthi-mortem

@lefthandedspaghetti @grungelvrr222 @star-laboratory @vampjro @rubeslovesthesmiths

@mi1kw33d-2 @neimanverse @march32nd @faileddog @stirlinqs

@cams-libraryy

(if you’d like to be added/taken away from this list feel free to DM me!!)

please do ask if you’d like to be mutuals!!! i’m always open to new friends :) i don’t bite i swear.. (i do)

[yournormalidiot]

More hc!! (They are all mini essay's again:})

Todd has a strined relationship with his parents but is closer to his mother, sense she was always more warm to him and he has less bad memories. (There's a few and there really bad, like they thing when he thinks about him) he's still second to Jeff, like his mam will fawn over Jeff than todd, unlike his dad who just goes on about Jeff and only Jeff.

Meeks is a complete and utterly mamas boy, he is a carbon copy of his mother and she loves it so much. She fawns over him and happy she is that they look the same. (They also have similar interests, she's a big nerd to and his dad's more sporty but loves him non the less) also super close with all his aunts

Pitts adores his both his parents, he lives baking with his mom and gossiping and talking about who he likes and blah blah. (She's really cool and chill, like super excepting of everything) but also his dad, they go photographying together and was the one who got him into it.

Knox loves both his parents, not super close to either but very close to his grandparents on his mom's side (his favourite is his grandad) also adores his nana on his dad side, helps take Carr if her alot (she has dementia and also his grandad is dead)

Charile likes his parents, doesn't love them and isn't close with either and pretends he doesn't care. (He does and desperately wants their love, part if the reason he acts out sm) he's closest with his older sister and would die for her. (She loves him just as much if not more)

Neil is complicated, he loves both his parents even if it's hard. He's nit very close with either, his father is to strict and controlling (Neil's understands why he's like that but still hates it) and his mother is very closed off (she has some from of depression, I don't think she wanted to marry Mr Perry but was forced and it effected her badly over the years. Plus his lack if effective make it worse)

Cameron loves his parents and they love him, but in more of a "i love you cause we're family and I have to" way. I don't think Cameron was panned for and it made their lives very messy (also partly why the moved to England) they were never bad to Cameron, they act very much like aunt/uncle and nephew. So their all close but not in a typical way basically. Unlike with his little sister, she was planned and they are great parents. (Cameron knows this and doesn't care, it does sadden him somtimes but he loves his sister to much ti really care)

He's probably closer with his grandparents (Mostly his granny) his granddad is a bit old fashion and also very old so he can't do alot. But his granny is very relaxed and fit so she does alot. (He helps her and takes care of them both when he can)

[pookielious]

Everything Richard Cameron did was a grief response to Neil's death and vaild, Neil's death was impacted on everyone especially on charlie and todd BUT it was also impacted cameron to the extent it moved along the storyline

Before I get into why it was vaild we have to look at his relationship with Neil, it's basically established that all of the poets (- todd ofc) has known each for at least a year prior to the events of the movie,charlie is roomed with cameron which he wasn't excited about most likely due to him being a goody too shoes and a avid rule follower, neil himself even says that he's tackles and born with a foot in his mouth so clearly he isn't one of the more favorite friends

However neil can be seen attempting to include cameron is group activities for example they are talking about restarting the dead poet society, and he agrees to join after neil insists on him joining, Neil was basically the only poet to not act annoyed by him for a good chunk of the film unlike charlie who's always ripping on him for one thing or another

As the poet society thrives you can see more and more of cameron being more loose about the rules and alot more scenes were he's clearly happy and getting along with the others alot more

There is some grey area after the play its unknown what he did after since he wasnt with the rest of the group during the deleted meeting with ginny and chris but eventually we get to the day after Neil's death, it's also unclear exactly what he'd been doing that morning but it's safe to assume he wasn't not around when the others went to tell todd, but after we see Todd's reaction it's cut to the assembly with the rest of the school and clearly like all of the poets he's devastated by the news of Neil's death; it's unclear if he'd already known about it similar to the other boys or if he'd learned right before/during the assembly

Oh course like all of the poets at the time he was clearly vulnerable at the time, we aren't sure alot of what happened with cameron most of this time but we do know he did tell nolan just about everything about the club which is the main reason alot of the fandom is mad at him for which is valid BUT we still have to consider he's still a child, going through as much grief as the others AND that he basically lost on of the only people in his friend group that was actually nice to him alot of the him and that actively showed interest in wanting to include him in things,Neil's death makes a rivet in the group and caneron isolated himself, taking comfort in the rules again and the stability that they'd offer in his life that's seems to be falling apart, of course die to his comfort in the rules and the stress it caused he tells nolan everything about the club most likely thinking that that mightve been the only thing he could to to save his friends in the club and himself even though it'd throw Keating under the bust

Personally I don't think it would've been cameron to be the one who blamed Keating it most likely would've been mr perry due to his distain for Keating due to the night before; Mr perry clearly blames Keating for Neil's death and his love for acting shown in the deleted funeral scene they talk in, cameron was most likely convinced into saying it was Keating so somebody besides nolan was to blame, as charlie said that the trustees of the school wouldn'tve let the death slide and the school would've most likely been closed do to some sort of negligents

Cameron who was already stressed about the situation goes to his friends, the people he was trying to save by saying it was Keating, his whole speech about how they shouldn't ruin their lives pretty much explained itself

In conclusion he wasn't manipulative (cough cough villain wiki) or a antagonist he was just a guy going though a thought time like the rest of the group, his response to it was just different; the rest of the poets of vaild for being mad but the fandoms over hatred for him and the villainization wasn't deserved ty for reading🛐🛐

He's so silly

[crybabysunflower]

TW// suicide

Sometimes I keep thinking about the interview with the Dead Poets Society boys where Bobby revealed that some random woman yelled at him for "showing suicide in a heroic light" and I cant help but seethe at her for being so fucking wrong (besides the fact that she should have left him alone, he was not the one who came up with that idea, it was Tom Schulman). The whole point of Neil's character arc went above her head.

Neil's death was the final blow to the Dead Poets Society and everything starts to go all downwards after that part. Keating gets expelled for "influencing Neil to pursue acting", Charlie, who was his best friend also gets expelled for not signing the letter. And most importantly, Thomas Perry felt zero remorse over his son's dying. He took no accountability for it and blamed it all on Keating. If the writers really wanted to show anything positive about his suicide they could have atleast made Mr Perry own up his actions and try to be a better person. BUT THEY DID NOT.

Besides, as someone who relates to Neil and one of the major reasons being my own history with self harm and failed attempts, if anything that scene did to me is to punch me hard in the gut. It was a harrowing watch. Many time whenever I have wanted to take my own life I actually did not particularly want to die but to simply escape my trapping situation and in my own personal interpretation, I find that it likely stands true for Neil as well. After the play not only he gets forever trapped in the clutches of his father, but also loses most people he cherishes, The Poets, Mr Keatings, his best friend Charlie and his room mate Todd. In his hopeless mental state, he was left with no other option but to choose death. He could have had tried to run away from home but was likely caught and thats why it never crossed his mind. Neil's situation is a horrifying reality because I can see it happening to me, one of my biggest fear includes losing all of my friends and never being able to escape my abusers and thats exactly what happened.

Maybe some people might assume that Neil was happy when he killed himself. But for me I believe, he wasnt, I believe he wanted to live but unfortunately was put in such a harrowing situation that he found no way out

[superman-the-secret-third-thing]

Radio Superman is Lizard-Brained

I'm not listening to it all- since there's so much of it, but I listened to first thirty or so episodes and plan on listening to further highlights such as "The Clan of the Fiery Cross" which irl directly lead to the KKK's loss of power in the US.

The show started in 1940, and differs greatly from the comics of the time:

Krypton is on the other side of the sun.

Superman can fly from the beginning.

Most importantly- Superman gestated in the pod and arrived in the US as a fully grown man.

The last one- the lack of Kents or any human experience have lead to some strange moments.

Superman feels an urge to help people he can't explain, and his first action is rescuing a boy named Jimmy and his grandfather from a car crash. They react predictably- screaming for him to let go. He presumably rolls his eyes at the ungrateful fellows and drops them less gently than intended. They calm down, thank him, and ask him if they can do anything. He asks for two things- how to find more people to save and to keep his existence a secret.

Pointing him towards the Daily Planet, he presumably steals clothing from someone along the way. He walks in through the front door, heads to Perry White's office, gives him a firm handshake and asks for a job as reporter-

White says no, who the hell are you you have no experience and Clark interrupts him to ask if he gets the story on a nearby train robbery will he get the job. White questions how he heard about that (he'd been on the phone), and Clark flawlessly ignores him with his super-hearing (a running gag in the series). The editor sighs and says, "Sure kid, whatever."

He walks into the hallway, establishes a repetoire with Lois Lane who is surprised at the sudden application, but offers him directions to the train station. He gives her his thanks, bows, and then leaps out the window. Lois screams in horror (because it looks like he committed suicide) and it spends a minute with her in hysterics before cutting to him on the train.

Clark does shenanigans on the train, and sits back down with a sigh of relief, only to be confronted by the conductor, who notes his lack of ticket and becomes angry, accusing him of being a stowaway and intending to toss him in the jail.

Clark, nervous, realizing that he's broken a rule and doesn't want trouble, just insists that he be thrown off the train. Just out the window, throw me out the window, its fine, i've been a bad boy.

The conductor, previously angry, now concerned, tries to wrestle the strange man to prevent him from committing suicide- but loses his grip and the strange man is suddenly gone.

This all happens in the first couple of episodes.

There's more stuff, like he continually forgets that humans need to breathe air.

Being a terrible liar...

Criminal: "Worry not, Mr. Reporter. We're gonna leave you here, in this steel-plated, concrete room....forever! Hahaha!"

Clark: "Oh, okay."

Criminal: "..."

Clark (realizing something): "Oh no! I'm gonna die in here because I need to breathe human air with my human lungs, and my human arms can't get through all this metal and concrete."

Criminal: (eyebrow raised, closes the door.)

Clark puts on his Superman face and laughs jubilantly as he digs through the concrete wall, bragging about how thin the metal walls are- but....Clark. There's a door right there. Just take the door!

It's surprising how funny it is, and there's more interesting stuff. Many things originated in radio canon which then were quietly inserted into comics continuity.

The comics called it The Daily Star, not the Daily Planet.

Superman can fly- he couldn't in the comics at the time.

The Editor was someone named Thomas, and was retconned into Perry.

Most amusingly, Kryptonite was invented to give Bud Hollyer (Superman's VA) a holiday.

Jimmy Olson.

[bootyshaker900o]

“Playlists of my unhealthy obsessions/Simping”

These men have caused such a brain rot- that like they are my whole personality. I made a little playlist of songs for them

Dave/William Afton (🧍‍♂️ I have problems)

Jocelyn Flores - XXXTENTACION

Can You Feel My Heart - Bring Me the Horizon

Yandere - Jazmin Bean

Sex, Drugs, Etc. - Beach Weather

R U Mine? - Arctic Monkeys

Play Date - Melanie Martinez

Perverted - Elita

The Neden Game - ICP

Stalker’s Tango - Autoheart

Say My Name - Alex Brightman

Imma Kill You - ICP

Blow My Brains Out - Tikkle Me

CHOKE - I DONT KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME

Ryn, Rabinit Run - Flanagan and Allen

Boogie Woogie Wu - ICP

Donnie

Dirty Harry - Gorillaz

Me and Your Mama - Childish Gambino

Hell of a Ride - Bo Burnham

Family Jewels - Marina and the Diamonds

I’m still standing - Elton John

Puppet Boy - DEVO

Afraid - The Neighborhood

Reflections - The Neighborhood

Fluorescent Adolescent - Arctic Monkeys

One day - Lovejoy

The Ending - Hobo Johnson

Trouble - Hazel Bloom

Teen Romance - Lil Peep

Alien Blues - Vundabar

Team - Mag.Lo

Bad - Michael Jackson

Orphan Tears - Your Favorite Martian

Draxum

Problems - Mother Mother

Zydrate Anatomy - Paris Hilton

Toxic - Britney Spears

Liquid Smooth - Mitski

W.D.Y.W.F.M? - The Neighborhood

Trom Cat - Tyler, the Creator

E.T. - Katy Perry, Kanye West

Molly - MSI

Enemy - Imagine Dragons, JID

Never Satisfied - CORPSE

Desire - Meg Myers

Venom - Little Simz

Daddy AF - Slayyter (don’t ask)

Supermassive Black Hole - Muse

Such A Whore - JVLA

Six Forty Seven - Instupendo

Silco

Daddy issues - The Neighborhood

Genius- Sia, Diplo, Labrinth, LSD

Same Old Love - Selena Gomez

Guys My Age - HEY VIOLET

Life of the Party - The Weeknd

High Enough - K.Flay

Government Hooker - Lady Gaga

Why don’t U - Father, ABRA

New Americana - Halsey

Do You Even? - Jorge Aguilar II

Sugar Daddy - Qveen Herby 

Royals - Lorde

I Feel Like I’m Drowning - Two Feet

New Person, Same Mistakes - Tame Impala

Cold - Maroon 5

Come As You Are - Nirvana

Fantasy - Bazzi

Raph (my sweet baby boy 😭)

Dark Red - Steve Lacy

Somebody To Love - Queen

Careless Whispers  - George Michaels 

Her - Tyler, The Creator 

Are We Still Friends? - Tyler, The Creator

Trumpets - Jason Derulo

Hold On, We’re Going Home - Drake

Rodeo - Lil Nas X

Ms. Jackson - Outkast

EARFQUAKE - Tyler, The Creator

Mine - Bazzi

Die for You - The Weeknd

Love on the Brain - Rihana

Crazy In Love - Beyoncé, JAY-Z

Lucifer

Gooey - Glass Animals

Love Me Dead - Ludo

The Distance - CAKE

Like A Stone - Audioslave

Luxurious- Gwen Stafani

Applause - Lady Gaga

Please Me - Cardi B, Bruno Mars

Take Me Out - Franz Ferdinand

Alejandro - Lady Gaga

Love Is a Bitch - Two Feet

Aint no Rest for The Wicked - Cage the Elephant

Animal - Sir Chloe

Mr. Saxobeat - Alexandra Stan

Judas - Lady Gaga

Livin La Vida Loca - Ricky Martin

White Flag - Bishop Briggs

River - Bishop Briggs

Blurred Lines - Robin Thicke

Sway - Michael Bublé

Juicy

Monster Energy Gun - KevinKempt

Chop Chop Slide - ICP

Get Low - Lil Jon

Crazy - Gnarls Barkley

Star Shopping - Lil Peep

Never There - CAKE

Shake That - Eminem, Nate Dogg

Everywhere I Go - Hollywood Undead

Revenge - XXXTENTACION

POLTERGEIST! - CORPSE

My Mom - Eminem

Asshole - hooligan chase

Under the Influence - Eminem, D12

Shots - LMFAO

Him and I - G-Eazy, Halsey

The Hills - The Weeknd

my boy - Billie Eilish

Leo

Ain’t Shit - Dojo Cat

Feel Like God - Gazy

Nightmare - Halsey

Good-Old Fashioned Lover Boy - Queen

Mujeriego - Ryan Castro

Sweet Dreams - Eurythmics, Annie Lennox

Let’s Groove - Earth, Wind, and Fire

Pizzazz - Akintoye

Slumber Party - Ashnikko

INDUSTRY BABY - Lil Nas X

Milkshake - BBY KODIE

Bad - Michael Jackson

Pony - Ginuwine

Death of a Bachelor - Panic! At the Disco

Blah Blah Blah - The Oozes

Everybody Loves Me - OneRepublic

Joker (Joaquin & Heath’s) (don’t ask- please dont)

Purple Lamborghini- Skrillex, Rick Ross

Fame - David Bowie

Wolf is Sheep’s Clothing - Set It Off

To Catch a Predator- ICP

Back in Black - AC/DC

Tentative - System of a Down

Rainbows and Stuff - ICP

Hokus Pokus - ICP

Murder Go Round - ICP

The Juggla - ICP

HAHA - Lil Darkie

Broken - Lund

I Hate Everything About You - Three Days Grace

Criminal - Britney Spears

Cradles - Sub Urban

Loki

Mind Games - Sickick

I’m A Slave 4 U - Britney Spears

Who is She? - I Monster

A Pearl - Mitski

Cigarettes Out the Window - TV Girl

Redbone - Childish Gambino 

All for Us - Labrinth, Zendaya

Sucker For Pain - Lil Wayne, Imagine Dragons

My Ordinary Life - The Living Tombstone

Bubblegum Bitch - MARINA

I Write Sins Not Tragedies - Panic! At the Disco

Partition - Beyoncé

Suit and Tie - Justing Timberlake

Jealous - Eyedress

Yellow - Coldplay

My Oh My - Camila Cabello

[orange-s-mario]

Supermen:

this is going to be a long one

1. Kal-L/Clark Kent/Superman

this guy is the actual golden age superman. This universe was basically were they put him since Earth-Two and Golden Age Superman stories; had some inconsistencies. 2. Kal-El/Sonn/Clark Kent. First he was Superboy, then he was Superman

I love this guy. He's great. He feels alienated all the time and is also almost always going through it. He is NOT well at all. He also has a large dating life - mostly with women with L. L. initials; most notably Lois, Lana, and Lori. He also remembers Krypton due to supermemory. He is friends with the Legion of Superheroes (Original)

NON-CLARK DETOUR #1 3. Ar-Val, the tyrant Superman

Kal handpicked a Kandorian successor after some tests, due to Clark losing his powers. It didn't quite go well and ended in tragedy for Ar-Val 4. Not a Superman but a "Skyman," Klar-Don, a predecessor to Superman

He's basically just Superman on Krypton; Although it seems like he just has Flight due to his Flight Belt (the other Superman past lives only had one power; Erok the magnificent had a potion that made him have super-strength, and Skuldor had V-goggles which let him use X-ray vision). He works for the Daily World, he has a friend named Jol-Lar, there's a Lois, and a Perry. I like to think he's the ancestor of Vol-Don (a member of the Kryptonian lookalike Squad

-End detour

5. Kal-L/Superman

This is Earth-Two Kal-L. He's basically golden age Superman with a few differences to make him standout from Earth-One Superman. He also married Lois, and met Lana again after he married Lois. There's also only 4 other survivors of Krypton. He's also great. also I want to give a shoutout to his "Mr. and Mrs. Superman" S logo.

I just think it's neat

6. Clark Joseph Kent/Kal-El

...he was literally born on this planet. At least at first. THIS GUY has THREE ORIGINS. First Man of Steel, then Birthright, then Secret Origins. Secret Origins adds Superboy back to his mythos. He has met all versions of the Legion, but was specifically part of "Original" Legion (Retroboot)

NON-CLARK DETOUR #2

7. Steel 1 (the only Reign of Supermen character to NOT claim he was Superman)

He's cool. Also when Christopher Priest was writing him, he was basing him off Dwayne Mcduffie, I just wanted to let you know that. He's had multiple origins as well, but I think the gist is that the new 52 beginning stuff happens first and then Death of Superman.

8. Eradicator... 2(?)

HE WAS AN EGG. his lore gets pretty complicated, especially due to all the weird absorbing other people's consciousness parts; He was actually made by a different alien, but Kem-L made him a xenophobe. Or something like that. I think all Post-Crisis Eradicator appearances are the same guy? Apparently not; New Krypton Eradicator is a different one, but he DOES have the og's memories. So it's a David Conner situation. He can sense things from not the main universe being in the main universe. He changed and grew as a person because of Guy Gardner 8.5 Eradicator...3 ?

(apparently not the same guy; this guy must have even more identity issues then post-david connor eradicator)

9. Superboy (Kon-El, later Conner Kent)*

He also has two origins. His original origin links him to many Jack Kirby concepts and makes him one - a DNAlien, a metahuman made by genetically modifying human DNA. He was the clone of Paul Westfield (westfield is evil btw). Johns retcons this into a half-Luthor half-Superman clone (superman is good btw), who always is worried about turning EVIL due to EVILLL GENES. Anyways Young Justice (2019) revealed he was on gemworld during flashpoint so he survived. He's also met the legion (reboot) *He has referred to himself as Superman

10. Cyborg Superman (Hank Henshaw)

he has Reed Richard's origins, except his crew doesn't really survive. He became a mass of energy and basically can't die. Much more of a GL villain, but has become a Superman villain again recently

-End detour

11. Kal-El/Clark Joseph Kent

This Superman starts out as a Champion of the Oppressed like his golden age counterpart, then quickly gets into bigger and bigger ideas like a 5th dimensional being trying to sell out Superman. He also met a version of the legion that doesn't exist anymore due to saving him. He died and also maybe he got better (see Sideways) and also he fused with the post-crisis guy, leading to:

12. Superman Reborn (Kal-El/Clark Joseph Kent)

yeah sure this makes sense. (it does not, Superman has a bunch of contradictions with just post-crisis and post-flashpoint) 12.5 Infinite Frontier Superman (Kal-El/Clark Joseph Kent... maybe also Sonn?)

everything is canon now. How does that work with the various versions of Superman? It doesn't. This is where we are now. There really hasn't been much changes to Superman lore though. The biggest thing was probably Lex being a superhero in early metropolis. The one thing I'm pretty sure of is that this Clark has met all the legions

NON-CLARK DETOUR #3 13. Alexander "Lex" Luthor

After Prime Earth Superman died, many people took to the skies to carry on his legacy. One of such people is Lex Luthor

14. Kong Kenan, the New Super-Man

Kenan is imbued with the chi of Prime Earth Superman and gains superpowers, He develops and changes and grows as a person and learns how to use his powers as well as learns more about his family. Highly recommend New Super-Man

15. Denny Swan

He was hit by a sentient bolt of energy that carried a mutated genome of Prime Earth Superman so he thinks he's Superman, He blew up.

16. Emperor Super-Man/Super-Man Zero

A prototype Super-Man, also made by infusing him with the chi of prime earth superman; he was lab-grown

[introverting-rn]

i listen to history podcasts as though i can change what happened if i leave enough swear words in historical figure’s voicemails

“hindenburg. hindenburg, listen to me- HINDENBURG, YOU WHORE, DO NOT MAKE HIM CHANCELLOR HE WILL NOT WORK WITH YOU PEACEFULLY”

“wilson you absolute fucker what have you done with the peace points. wilson you were gonna build a new world - wilson how the fuck do you have airpods in did you seriously get all those reparations just to buy airpods”

“shove that espionage job up your own fucking arse don’t give it to the toothbrush - oh for fucks sake. you’ve ruined a perfectly good workers party is what you’ve done. look at it! it has a dictator!!”

“listen, nicky, i know you want to help your people but please just stay in your fucking room you don’t know shit about running an army. nicky go back inside and take off the fucking general badge”

“MATTHEW FUCKING PERRY I WILL SHOOT YOU IN THE FACE JUST DIE”

“hey nicky it’s me again. look i just think you should be focusing on how much he reeks instead of how he ‘healed’ your son, he smells like a goat that shat itself… you know he actually might be a goat. check his ears”

“mr archduke sir i respect your compassion for your soldiers. you’re an honourable man. tell your chauffeur to go around the block instead of doing a three point turn thanks i love you bye”

[rachelkaser]

Masonry Monday: The Case of the Desperate Daughter

A rancher’s daughter romances an East German stranger to protect her beloved stepmother. When said stranger is murdered, all signs point to the daughter, especially when she seemingly fakes a bout of amnesia. Perry Mason suspects the girl isn’t the only one with reason to murder the stranger -- and he’s correct.

Who’s Who

Perry Mason’s client: Doris Bannister, a lonesome horse girl who’s deeply (almost unhealthily) attached to her stepmother

The victim: Stefan Riker, a mysterious man from East Berlin, who has some kind of hold on Lisa Bannister

Suspects:  Edward Bannister, Doris’s father and Lisa’s husband, whose stern and cold demeanor causes tensions with both women Lisa Bannister, the daughter of a Communist leader in East Germany, who would rather die (or possibly more) than return to her homeland Gary Marshall, Bannister’s foreman, who is more than a little interested in having blackmail material on his boss’s wife

The Setup

A station wagon with “Bannister Farms” painted on the door pulls into a cocktail lounge called Hennessy’s. The driver, Gary Marshall, gives Helene the waitress the cold shoulder when she tries to ask why he jilted her. After she storms off, a man with a German accent approaches Gary and asks about the car. Gary says it belongs to his boss. The man introduces himself as Stefan Riker and flashes a photo of a beautiful woman he says he’s looking for. Gary denies knowing the woman, but pockets the photo anyway and leaves.

Shortly after, Gary drives into a secluded glen. He now has a woman in the car with him: His boss’s wife, Lisa Bannister, who’s the woman in the picture. Gary tells her about meeting Riker, but says he covered for her. She thanks him, but he uses this as an opening to try and come onto her, forcing a kiss before she slaps him and asks him to drive her home. Later, he’s standing alongside Ed Bannister, the ranch’s owner, who watches a young horse breeze and coldly tells Gary to get rid of the animal despite Mrs. Bannister’s fondness for it.

Bannister, who walks using two rubber-tipped canes, hobbles into the sitting room where his daughter Doris is reading. She fiercely upbraids him for not properly appreciating Lisa, which is interrupted by the doorbell. Doris answers and admits Riker, who claims to be Lisa’s cousin (Gary watches from a nearby room). Doris cheerfully goes to fetch Lisa while Bannister suspiciously questions Riker about coming from East Germany. Lisa enters and is horrified to see Riker -- especially since Bannister points out Lisa claimed to have no family.

Later that night, Lisa takes a bottle of sleeping pills out of her medicine cabinet and holds several of the pills, staring at them. Doris enters and catches Lisa, knocking the pills out of her hands. She begs Lisa to tell her why she’s so upset. Lisa says she lied about her family being dead -- her father is the leader of a major Communist party in East Germany and Riker is a friend of his. Lisa’s passport was forged, so she’s technically in the country illegally and could be sent back. She says she would rather die than return to Germany, and Doris hugs her and promises to think of something.

At Riker’s home, he answers a knock on the door to a very well-dressed and heavily made-up Doris. The daughter puts on a very forward attitude, though Stefan can tell she’s not as confident as she’s behaving. She tells him that she’s curious about him, and throws herself at him to prove that she’s not scared. Three months later, Riker drives onto the Bannister Ranch -- in spiffy new clothes and a new car -- where Bannister coldly tells him to leave. He says he knows what’s going on and doesn’t want to see Riker at the ranch anymore. Riker clearly isn’t phased by his threats and drives off.

Enter Perry Mason, Attorney at Law

Perry and Della are in the office at 1:30 in the morning, typing up a motion for another murder case. They’re wrapping up when someone opens the door to the outer office. Della goes to investigate and discovers a young woman who’s covered in dirt and looks like she’s been roughed up. She claims not to know who she is, but came to Perry’s office after finding a note in her pocket with his name and office address on it. Della summons Perry, who doesn’t recognize the girl -- she says the first thing she remembers is wondering Sunset Canyon Road. She faints when he tries to probe her memory, and he takes her to the hospital.

The next day, an ad appears in the paper with the young woman’s photo, inquiring if anyone knows who she is. Bannister calls Perry Mason’s office and tells the attorney that the young woman is his daughter, Doris. He explains that she has no friends to identify her, and he only just saw the paper. Given that he’s disabled, he can’t come get Doris, but he asks Perry to do whatever he can for Doris on his behalf. Bannister tells him about Doris seeing Riker, who lives on Sunset Canyon Road. Perry’s going out to see Riker -- it’s reasonable for her crippled father and non-existent friends not to call in sooner, but not for her boyfriend.

Cut to Riker’s body, lying dead on the floor of his living room. Tragg and company are already there. A broken clock lying on the floor next to the body reads shortly after 2. A sergeant hands Tragg some letters, all from Doris. He reads one aloud, where Doris tells Riker to stay away from Lisa because he belongs to her -- Tragg looks understandably uncomfortable. Another sergeant enters carrying a gun with a fractured handle that was found out by the driveway, surmising the killer may have dropped it.

Outside, yet another sergeant is getting pictures of two deep divots in the mud, similar to the feet of a nearby ladder. Tragg believes someone may have been spying on Riker and asks one of the sergeants to go pick up Doris Bannister. Perry and Della see the car drive past, deducing that Riker’s been murdered. In Doris’s hospital room, she can’t answer Perry’s questions but insists her name isn’t Doris. Perry tries to arrange with her doctor to have her moved to a private ward, but Tragg arrives before he can arrange it to post a police guard outside of the door.

Back in Perry’s office, Paul arrives and says he could only ferret the police’s angle on the case: They think Doris murdered Riker in a fit of jealousy, and Perry can’t come up with any counter-theories without Doris’s help. Paul says Burger questioned Doris, who insists she can’t remember anything. Perry notes that amnesia could have been induced by a trauma like an accident: There had to be some reason Doris was wondering on foot on Sunset Canyon Road. If she were driving alone and ran off the road, it would be almost impossible to find the car -- but he asks Paul to try anyway and to find Riker’s “other woman.”

The Murder

Lisa paces anxiously as she and Bannister wait with Perry in the prison meeting room. When a matron arrives with Doris, Lisa tries to embrace her but Doris shies away in fright. She still says she can’t recall anything before arriving at Perry’s office. After the matron takes her away, Bannister again claims it’s an act, but Perry points out she has no reason to fake it if she’s innocent. Bannister tells the story of how he was crippled -- he was thrown from a horse 10 years prior -- claiming he won’t stand for lies. Perry pointedly asks what happened to the horse who threw him: Bannister had it put down. Perry says Doris isn’t going away so easily.

Perry next questions Gary Marshall in Hennessy’s. He claims to be very fond of the Bannisters and says he’d do anything to help them. He also says he didn’t know Riker, only saw him around the ranch. Gary leaves shortly after and Helene the waitress approaches Perry, saying everything Gary said about his fondness for the Bannisters was a lie. He constantly complained about them, and he met Stefan Riker in the lounge many times. Perry gets a call from Paul: He found Doris’s car, which was completely totaled. Perry says he’ll meet Paul on Sunset Canyon Road.

Paul leads Perry out to the car, which is indeed in very bad shape at the bottom of a ditch. However, Perry notes the car is in neutral -- it’s possible someone pushed it off the cliff, or it could have been jarred by the crash. Paul finds a map hidden under the visor: One corner is torn off, and it perfectly matches the scrap of paper Doris carried with Perry’s name written on it. Paul notes Doris likely wrote the note herself. Tragg arrives on the scene, having spotted Perry’s car parked on the road.

The Trial

Hamilton Burger gives his opening statement about Doris’s motive for killing Riker and her apparent faking of amnesia. The first witness is Dr. Forbes, Doris’s doctor who treated her. The doc testifies that, while he initially believed she was suffering from general amnesia, he now believes after subsequent examination that nothing was wrong with her. Burger also asks him about Mason’s apparent intention to have Doris moved to a private sanitarium before the police intervened. Burger gives Mason a dirty look.

On cross, Mason asks what changed the doc’s mind. The doc says Doris was still able to do difficult algebra problems, meaning she likely wasn’t suffering psychosomatic amnesia. Mason pushes that she could be suffering partial amnesia that’s affected her recall but not her problem-solving skills. He also reads a quote from a recent newspaper article, saying that county hospitals are overcrowded, forcing some patients to leave before being properly treated. He asks if Dr. Forbes recognizes the quote. He does -- he’s the one who said it.

Burger presents Tragg with a plaster cast of the ground under Riker’s window, which includes the round divots in the soil. Tragg testifies that they found a nearby ladder, the rubber ferrules of which fit the divots. He also says that, if the ladder was placed in the spot and climbed, the person on it would have an unobstructed view of Riker’s living room. Doris’s fingerprints are on the ladder. Mason stands up and asks to examine the ladder.

On cross, Mason asks whether the fingerprints could have been left earlier -- they could. Tragg also testifies that there were no footprints near the ladder because the stone path would have allowed the person on the ladder to climb it without touching the soil. Mason notes that the ferrules don’t fit the divots precisely, which Tragg notes is due to weight shifting the ladder slightly. Mason asks if this means that both a precise and an imprecise fit somehow both point to the ladder, saying he can’t follow that logic.

Next, Burger calls Lisa to the stand. She’s an adverse witness, so the judge allows Burger to question her closely. He asks her about how she and Doris wrote to each other frequently when they were apart. He presents her with one of the letters to Riker, and asks Lisa if it’s Doris’s handwriting. She tries to avoid answering the question, but eventually has to concede that it is her stepdaughter’s writing. On cross, Mason asks about Lisa’s history with Riker. She hated Riker and begged Doris not to see him. Mason asks about the other woman mentioned in the letter Burger just read, asking if it was Lisa. She denies it, but he keeps after her until she’s nearly in tears.

The Investigation

Later, in jail, Doris is furious with Perry for humiliating Lisa in court. Perry notes that Doris has finally stopped pretending to have amnesia. She impulsively confesses to killing Riker when she visited his house late at night and saw him with another woman. She claims not to know who it was. Perry isn’t buying it, countering that she saw something in the house that made her think Lisa killed him and is trying to protect her stepmother.

Doris finally breaks, saying she visited the house at midnight, and Riker was already dead. In his hand was a gold medallion of Lisa’s -- a gift from Bannister for their anniversary. Doris, believing her stepmother to be the killer, threw the medallion away. She also says she hated Riker and only romanced him to keep him away from Lisa. Perry criticizes her for her childish lies, but he can’t convince her to tell him what Lisa needed protection from. She tells him that, if he tries to expose Lisa, she’ll swear he’s lying.

Later, Perry calls Bannister. He tells Bannister to answer his questions in as simple terms as possible, as he knows Lisa is also in the room. He asks about the medallion, and Bannister says Lisa hasn’t worn it in days. Perry asks him if he can secure a copy of the medallion, but he can’t explain why. He asks Bannister to deliver it to Paul Drake at the Fenway parking lot. The next morning, Gary chauffeurs Bannister to the parking lot, where he meets Paul. He doesn’t have the medallion, but he does have one other, very important piece of evidence . . .

In Summation

After so many episodes of Perry’s client’s doing stupid stuff, we’ve finally reached an episode where I can find a reasonable justification for this: His client in this case is just a teenager. While Doris’s exact age isn’t specified -- and I very, very much hope, given her relationships this episode, that it’s over 18 -- I think her overcomplicated and ridiculous plot to fake amnesia to help her stepmother is proof enough of her youth.

Doris is also, so far, the youngest of Perry’s defendants, and he’s far more patient with her than I would be. As always, Perry goes as far as he’s able to protect his client’s interests, and it’s admirable to see him do so even as he’s privately convinced said client is faking amnesia. Not that this is the first time he’s done so, but I maintain a glimmer of respect for any episode where the primary thing Perry protects the client from is themselves -- even if I think the rest of the episode is kind of crummy.

That’s not to say this episode is crummy. It’s not. It’s just that modern context makes this episode give me the ick. If you separate it from said modern context, there’s an interesting story here about two vulnerable women trying to protect each other in a veritable den of wolves (both the figurative and figurative kind). There’s also some interesting pseudo-historical tension as a man who’s quite possibly a Nazi (or at least a German of dubious standing and intention) preys on the main characters’ family.

Every single man in this episode is pretty terrible. We have Riker, whose intentions aren’t exactly spelled out but who nearly gives Lisa a conniption just by existing. He’s also disturbingly eager to take advantage of a teenage girl (who, again, I’m going to pretend for my own peace of mind was at least of age when all this went down) that he knows has an ulterior motive. We’ve also got Gary Marshall, who assaults Lisa and leaves her under the implicit threat of blackmail after he learns about her from Riker -- whom he almost makes look likeable by comparison.

Then we have Bannister himself. While he doesn’t commit blackmail, extortion, or assault, he still makes an awful first impression by “getting rid of” a young racehorse just because it doesn’t breeze at his expected time. He also mentions later in the episode that he was crippled in a riding accident, and he put down the horse he was riding. Maybe this is just my past coloring my experience, but I find that appalling and not something a true horseperson would do. Even Perry is disgusted and tells Bannister his tactic of shunting the consequences of misfortune onto an innocent won’t work in his daughter’s murder trial.

I’ve watched this episode several times, and there’s always been some question in my mind as to why Doris is so attached to Lisa. She repeatedly claims that Lisa does lots of good things, both at the ranch and for Doris herself, but she never specifies what exactly those good things are. I would have liked to see those, because as it stands there doesn’t seem to be an actual reason why Doris is willing to go to the gas chamber to protect Lisa. The attachment seems borderline unhealthy, at least on Doris’s side.

Speaking of things that aren’t explained to my satisfaction, Riker’s motivation for finding Lisa is also not really expanded upon. We know Lisa is the daughter of an East German Communist political figure, and that she entered the U.S. illegally -- and by the way, I’m curious whether her marriage would solidify her citizenship or whether it would dissolved as being entered into under false pretenses. But it’s not clear what Riker intended to do with that information when he saw Lisa again. Presumably he had blackmail on the brain, but he doesn’t seem to have gone through with it and I don’t buy for a moment that Doris’s seduction was sufficient distraction for such a . . . “worldly” person.

One thing I do like about this, though, is that Gary’s smarminess comes back to bite him in the butt later -- he blows off waitress Helene when she tries to get him to show up to their dates, and later she’s the one to call out his lies to Perry Mason when Gary tries to pretend that he thought the Bannisters were “real swell people.” I like it when a seemingly minor background character comes back and provides key information -- I’m sure Perry could have deduced that he was lying, but it’s always helpful to have reliable witnesses to provide the information, particularly if it comes up in court.

I almost wish there were more horses in this episode. That’s not an uncommon refrain coming from me -- I still enjoy The Case of the Fan Dancer’s Horse if for no other reason than it has a pretty palomino in it. also, it makes sense since California has historically had a very broad horse culture, from racing to Western riding. Bannister’s enterprise seems to be racing horses, but Doris also seems to be an equestrian herself. Like I said, I appreciate any horse footage that makes it into the show, given it was probably pretty expensive to have them on the show at all.

Oh, and one bit of trivia for you: Doris is played by former child actor Gigi Perreau, who had three siblings also involved in the acting business. Two of them, Lauren Perreau and Jimmy Miles, would appear on later episodes of the show. Gigi was only 17 herself when she filmed this (which turns my stomach considering she has to have at least one scene where she seduces Werner Klemperer, who was over 20 years her senior. I’m not gonna say Hollywood has come a long way, but goddamn at least I don’t have to get quite so icked out.

The Verdict

Judgement: ⚖⚖ (two scales out of four) The client throws up the mother of all roadblocks and no one bothers to call out her strange behavior. The family dynamic is unhealthy all the way down, though the stepmother does her best to make things easier. The only one who’s even remotely likeable is the Communist blackmailer murder victim.

[cmdonovann]

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tracklist under the cut:

girlfriend - avril lavigne

everytime we touch - cascada

shake it - metro station

untouched - the veronicas

i don't wanna be in love - good charlotte

thnks fr th mmrs - fall out boy

ain't it fun - paramore

tik tok - ke$ha

don't trust me - 3oh!3

bad boy - cascada

crushcrushcrush - paramore

dear maria - all time low

cross my heart - marianas trench

time bomb (acoustic) - all time low

decode - paramore

all the right moves - onerepublic

hurts like heaven - coldplay

mr brightside - the killers

sugar we're going down - fall out boy

complicated - avril lavigne

fingerprints - katy perry

airplanes (ft. hayley williams) - B.o.B

colorado sunrise - 3oh!3

till the world ends - britney spears

dj got us fallin in love - usher

we r who we r - ke$ha

michael - franz ferdinand

blackout - breathe carolina

dancing with a wolf - all time low

supermassive black hole - muse

teenagers - my chemical romance

boulevard of broken dreams - green day

bring me to life - evanescence

truth or dare - marianas trench

time is running out - muse

crawling - linkin park

anarchy my dear - say anything

blue and yellow - the used

millions - gerard way

ocean avenue - yellowcard

check yes juliet - we the kings

kryptonite - 3 doors down

weightless - all time low

away we go - coheed and cambria

gorgeous nightmare - escape the fate

going under - evanescence

over my head - the fray

the adventure - angels & airwaves

don't die digging - the graduate

ohio is for lovers - hawthorne heights

i know - placebo

be my escape - relient k

how to start a war - simon curtis

walk through hell - say anything

dance or die - family force five

girls/girls/boys - panic! at the disco

welcome to the black parade - my chemical romance

[yawping-poets-society]

i actually don’t think this is delusional at all. i fully believe none of the poets would have, after experiencing losing neil, make the same choice he did.

like op mentions, todd says "he wouldn't have left us," which stands as solid evidence on its own; todd can't fathom why neil would do this, can't believe it to the point of trying to blame mr. perry. knowing that, it seems pretty clear to me that todd wouldn't then do the same thing to his remaining friends. but i think there's more to it than that.

i remember the first time i saw the movie as i watched todd run towards the pier in the snow, there was this sinking feeling in my stomach. i was thinking “oh god, what’s he going to do, todd can’t die too” and i was so immensely relieved when he didn’t. while it might seem romantic and shakespearean, i don't think that's the direction the movie is trying to lead the audience in at all. and it’s a discredit to todd’s character to say he would do something like that.

this is also why i am Not a fan of those posts that say things like "todd would fully collapse after losing neil, probably never speak up again" because like... did we watch the same ending of the movie? everybody's entitled to their own opinions, but todd stood up on his desk first, and he did so after neil's death. he was devastated, yes, undoubtedly. but he wasn't rendered voiceless.

from my perspective, after neil's death, a sense of mortality probably really hit the poets. as a teenager, you feel a little immortal, a little invincible. neil's death shatters that illusion. in addition to this immense grief, can you imagine what was going through their heads? "holy shit, keating was right. we're actually all going to stop breathing, turn cold, and die," or perhaps even, "how much time do i have left for gathering my rosebuds, for contributing my verse?" i think neil's suicide is a tragic misinterpretation of carpe diem, but it probably really drove the idea into the boys' minds.

so no, i don't think todd would have followed neil's footsteps. i think he would have doubled down on poetry, beauty, romance, love. i think he would have tried to live his life to the fullest, because neil wasn't there to.

Unpopular opinion(?): I don't believe Todd would have killed himself after Neil died... The way he said, "He wouldn't have left us," and mentioned, "His father did it," makes me doubt he would choose the same path Neil did. Now that he understands the gut-wrenching pain of losing someone, I don't think Todd would want anyone else to experience that heartbreak. (I choose to be delusional)

[scentedchildnacho]

I dont know why cops were around last night....this bigger lady that was compulsive about appearing irish very very pale skin and bleached hair came back to the shelter after several white I guess ladies came and went....and she kind of acts like an immigrant its her place and other pale skin diasporas had to leave

Some whites become aggressive and this is always an incompetence problem there is no clinical referral it's all just suicide pogrom everything is poorly done and no help for them

There is an over dose problem in Riverside...and if people are angry enough to be aggressive then this program is kidney failure and maybe lynch intestinal syndrome they kept sending them to doctors who called them terrorists they cannot digest things

John hopkins and next generation genetic testing there is this other america like green finland where if you have a problem you call for help and people do like conduct medical process

There is a racist about the program and you can see in some church aid finally care about kidney failure there were these japaneese business women and they don't admit being who helped create this whole oriental idea

Why were we all collected here?

I don't ever take lower bunks and I may be on arrest myself I have a right to remain silent....and people don't give me a lot of consumer items because I do need a disability program to let me learn to create my own computer I can't see and that quick buy dealer creep out would just keep happening to me

Other pale characters left because of being open lesbian married or gay partners and if her pregnant wife was around access center staff had problems wanting to look at the angel of auchvitz porn or extreme fluid jail contortion insertions

Her pregnant wife in new political ideas like belief in growth and not a prior dictatorship based off bad ideas are cruel ideas ...is like a beautiful valuable model

So they did want to kill her and her baby with a he wants her that situation doesn't love her enough like the talented mr Ripley

Rawanda was a genocide engineered by fulgencio batista in Florida and inferior races to hackers can be called a pussy to re engineer as not a growth treason for the dictatorship that still won't leave

An Arab went and gave sadam Hussein his day in court and it's wrong in Arabic law to set up systems to keep pocket picking and refuse to admit wrongs and harms that should be apologized for responsibly

They don't have any language for apology and existence?

Las Cruces told me and out of the rain though told me to realize a military way or outsider is who directly terrorists on homeless people and thieves it's program funding into child soldiers and you have to get in with youth women militant trainings or they thieve all ones things

Well out of the rain lies all the time so if military process was consentive why would they have to lie and hide homeless people all the time

They need to hide that the budget is in war crimes

Consentive military uses military budgets it doesn't need to hijack civilian programs

You have to be with the families or left behind to die of pill kills...

So I think it is emigration though to homeless people their families do not have heat in winter if the children are not drafted

Its probably a mixed segregation team some of it immigrants

Then another pale lady kept acting too party friendly with the men and she after a few days was gone from shelter she i saw priorly in Perris telling me she found a housing program but apparently is like Walter and is trained by her staff psychiatric help to lie a lot so there is at least not outside sometimes

I later saw her just next to the road needing food donation plates so she also if demonstrating sexually risky behaviours was not competently referred

I don't know but anything extroverted has to leave and then the Irish type who also is Irish so demonstrates shocking or belligerent conduct keeps territorializing for all of that to have to come and go

That's how I view these situations China doesn't appreciate white racist terrorism attacking them and the women here come to get help and riverside county continues to embarrass itself with giving them to cults that will keep up pill kill humiliations

Then cops with German shepherds from the city so there is no apology to whites for continuing cult pride in humiliations to create terrorists

My class in terrorism counter terrorism with universitat leiden......just said if it's white terrorism like hells angels these processes don't stop because community cults have a lot of problems not embarrassing their institutionalized claims of prestige with cult gang process that continues to pornographize terrorist white women

For instance the Boston Marathon bombing allowed police a subjective kingly hunting run continuing to chase her and wanting to re instill her fame persona as an important villainess

These new terrorists are not hells angels hells angels created the air force but rather cassils it's these deliberate jail attacks on homeless women to call them through extreme emotional cruelty trans men

But rather space corps NASA

Out of the rain just reads a veteran on staff was burned in his house fire to death so that would be access center staff and attempted auchvitz cop rapes... It probably is sad as terrorists with normal native American families their maybe nice people to whites it kept trying to rape us to understand nativists

If its the young males at the access center desk that's digit and she as native American did teach him all he knows of racist get straight now most harm cruelty

Its staff digit does take their vaccines and they finally would understand Jax or some of the worst forced to be like indigenous people here nativisms

In the art world

[truckreincarnation]

15 Pints of Sacrifice | Nao | 2.5 | Re: Bian, Vee, Germain | Attn: Avery, Frank

This time, after everything, Nao listens. If there’s one skill they’ve worked on and utilized without fail, after all, it’s their ability to listen. 

An opinion needs to be valued to want to be heard.

“...” It’s too much though. it’s all too much - watching Bian yell like that, begging Frank for anything to prove them wrong. The same sentiment Nao shares - one that they can only admire Bian for expressing. As much as it pains them to admit, they hear no arguments that have swayed them - nothing that can make them think the fault in this situation would not be attributed to Frank, however accidental everything may have been.

But then Vee speaks, and suddenly Nao can feel their heart freeze.

Something angry 

“Who are you risking, exactly?”

It slips out before Nao can stop it, something sharp and acidic. It doesn’t hurt though - and the thing in Nao seems to settle for once. It’d be easy to shut their mouth, act as though they didn’t say a word.

…After everything though, they’re tired. Tired, quite literally, from being woken up repeatedly.

Tired of being an afterthought. Even in somebody’s defense of them, that’s what they are - a sentence tacked on to the end.

And isn’t it funny? Isn’t it funny how suddenly people like Manami were oh-so willing to show off how “good-natured” they were the minute somebody else was on the chopping block? How suddenly there was such a swell to name this an accident, as soon as Nao’s name was taken off the list?

Most of the people here never bothered to hide what they thought of Nao in the first place anyways. It’s irrational, as far as thoughts go. Nao can’t bring herself to care.  

“If you want to believe, that’s fine. But why are you acting like it’s an option that guarantees no death? If this isn’t an accident, you are putting up everybody. Germain was absolutely correct in what he said. Don’t commit to it exclusively because of some senseless notion of no death - because you’re risking the lives of everybody.  There is no self-sacrifice here - even I could die.” There’s a pause, and the words sink into Nao’s brain for the first time, because it’s true, isn’t it?

“I could die, and I wouldn’t have volunteered for it. You’re taking that choice away from everybody else if you go for that route for that reason. If you believe in it because of the evidence, because you can truly whole-heartedly believe in that, fine. I don’t begrudge you, but don’t talk about goodness or being willing to risk it as if you aren’t risking everybody else too, regardless of their opinion and willingness to die. You saw how 19 perished.”

Even in that, Nao was just an afterthought, an unfortunate possibility. 

Did they really think there was any mercy to be found here? Nao couldn’t tell if the optimism - because it was optimism, no matter what they all claimed - was genuine or forced. They didn’t care for it now, in any case. 

Glancing in Avery’s direction, however, Nao’s expression settles into something more professional. Calm. Unlike Vee’s words, evoking something sharp, unforgiving, and viscerally hurt, Avery’s words… just don’t. Maybe some gratitude from earlier is leftover, or maybe… Well, maye Nao enjoys Avery’s company. Maybe the argument is solid enough. 

Details don’t matter here, do they?

Nao can’t help but pause. Even they seem somewhat surprised by their own words. It’s not normally how they speak, and clearly so selfish.

Good.

“My issue still is, if Mr. Frank entered the room and that led to Ms. Perry being startled, I do think it would be counted against Mr. Frank. I don’t think he’s lying. I do believe Mr. Frank when he says it’s an accident. I just genuinely cannot believe the idea that it will not be used against us, that there’s any mercy to be found here. And…” Nao pauses, looking back to Avery.

“The gems keep bothering me. They don’t appear to have been hit by an explosion, but they do show signs of being very minorly chipped. But they were close enough to the body that something clearly occurred. Which leads to two possible conclusions. While not caught up in the explosion, they were somehow knocked off from the shelf. Or… Well, they were there for another reason.” 

Nao lets out a sigh.

“Avery, do you think the shattershone could have shaken the shelf enough for the gems to fall? Or… Well, I suppose to anybody, do you think Ms. Perry falling would be enough to knock those two gems down from a height large enough to cause minor chipping damage? And, additionally… Mr. Frank, would you please mind speaking more about where you left the gems you apparently took, and if you can recall which gems you took? Any sapphires or emeralds? This is not an accusation. I think narrowing down these details could help, as could anybody trying to remember the state of the gems and seeing if it seems likely it fell from the shelf. I currently can’t believe this won’t be pinned to you, despite it truly not being your fault, but I am willing to see if this can change my mind. I’d like it to.”

That seems to be all you’ll get from Nao, right now.