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When Jason was Robin, he believed in people’s potential for good. Killing is bad because any death is sad. Maybe he’s less broken up about some, but he tries to care, and he manages it. It isn’t that he wasn’t willing to kill—he’d still trade one life for another, or many more—but he’s averse to it, and hesitant to do the actual killing himself. Following Batman’s code is a lot easier when you value life for the sake of life.
But whatever idealistic child survived Jason’s early childhood is now being exposed to all kinds of horrific stories and cases on the streets of Gotham. Anything Batman investigates, Robin investigates. He learns about how evil people are a lot more viscerally, and slowly, he realizes that he can’t save everyone if he is just a good enough Robin. I think the Garzonas case pushed him over the edge. His willingness to kill becomes a belief that killing is sometimes the only way. A bad result to prevent a worse result. He thinks he doesn’t care about scum like Garzonas, but he still does, just a bit. He’s human.
And after his death and the Pit (which Talia and Ra’s canonically suspected took something from him), he lost the ability to care about life itself. He’s borderline sociopathic, at least at first, run by a code rather than actual empathy. He’s a revenant, driven only by his sense of right and wrong. Talia discovers this, and is grateful that there’s at least something left to give Jason direction.
Over time, that empathy returns, and he does find it in himself to care about those he protects, instead of just protecting them because he feels it’s right. But I don’t think he ever regains the capacity to care about those he seems evil. Their lives don’t have value to him anymore.
I, personally, believe that every life has inherent value. But I think Jason has been through so much that he just…doesn’t, anymore.
#more late night ramblings lol#batman#dc#dc comics#dcu#batfamily#batfam#dc meta#batman meta#jason todd meta#jason todd#meta
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We shouldn't have watched that movie before bed, was the thought that popped into Karen's mind as she followed closely behind her wife out of their bedroom. The floor boards creak as Hen and Karen stops at the end of the hallway. They pause as a large lumpish shadow cast from the kitchen light rushes out of view, followed with what sounded like a clatter of dishes falling together. Karen leaned closer into Hen, "Did you see that?" Hen's hands gripped tightly around the baseball bat, preparing herself for what might be waiting for her in the kitchen. "Sure did."
#911#hen wilson#karen wilson#henren#denny wilson#mara driskell#mara wilson#y'know for when she's adopted#or so help me 911!! 🗡️#I wrote a little drabble just so y'all can have a lil more context this time#and i'll probably never do it again lol#anyway i think we should have more spooky eps from 911#silly late night shenanigans#kids scaring their parents#maybe even jee-yun speaking to ghosts#y'know cuz her mom lol#toad rambles#flamingtoadart
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“Three hours past midnight”
(A Xavier x Non!Mc Reader fic)

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TW: Angst,
Slight implications of Lemon
Heavily written from the Reader’s perspective
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Three hours past midnight…
It is often termed by many as the witches’ hour,
Although that wasn’t the only expression you’ve come across throughout the days of your existence.
‘Devil’s hour’, ‘time of pure evil’, ‘juncture in time bridging the world of the spirits with the world of the mortals’, yada yada; were among the many.
Initially when you were little, you too would be scared of the monster underneath your bed, or the hand that would come to reach out from behind the mirror….but
Being blessed with Insomnia, you slowly learnt to co-exist among the forces.
Maybe your amity with these forces proved to be stronger than those of the universe,
Resulting in your encounter with a certain Deepspace Hunter, sleeping amongst the bushes, the earth providing him with a humble sack…
“Umm…”, your nightly stroll was successfully done for…
But being a honest samaritan, you couldn’t leave him be there…so you got down to your knees and gently shook his arm…
No response.
“Umm excuse me, mister”,
No response.
You continued your motions for several minutes, when finally tickling a leaf against his nose did the job.
“Huh…?”, his voice seemed as soft as the fluffy clouds above…
“Hello hi sorry for waking you up but…you’re literally sleeping on the grass?”
He groaned, rubbing his eyes, as he slowly stretched and sat up…
“Sorry…I got drowsy…”
You nodded sympathetically, you couldn’t relate…
“Where do you live? I can help you get there or if it’s far away you can stay the night at mine…it is 3 in the morning after all…”
“Hmm?”
“I said—”
“No I heard you…well I live few blocks away…”
“Well then…you’re welcomed to rest the night at mine…”
“…”
“…”
“As long as you’re not a criminal or robber or—”
“Xavier. Deepspace Hunter working under the Hunters’ Association.”, he cut you off speaking up.
You nod, “(Name). I work as a—”, you stop as you catch him dozing off while standing…huh…
“Wait wait wait! Don’t doze off here again!”
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Three hours past midnight…
Your lips always curl up at the reminiscence of that night when you’d first met your now boyfriend…who would whether or whether not given the chance could fall asleep anywhere and everywhere, regardless of the consequences…
You let out a silent giggle remembering the midnight you’d confessed to him your feelings, right after several months of hangouts and meet-ups…
Upon returning back home, you’d call him like usual interrogating about his day and work…your conversation would only carry on further if he’d give you the green signal that the Wanderers weren’t annoying stressful that day…let’s say every night you got that green signal…
What would you do? You would yap on about your day, while he would listen listen listen…
“Xavi…did you fall asleep?”
“Perfectly awake my star…”
Oh did you forget to mention about the nickname he’d given you….the one that made you believe you were celestial…
you would internally squeal each time he would call you so…
Anyways…so after you were done going on about his and yours day…you let out the buildup inside your heart…
“Xavi…I need to tell you something…”
“Anything my star…I’m all ears…”
“I think…”
“I think I’ve fallen for you…fallen in too deep…”
And it was true…you were far gone…
Silence coursed through the call…you tensed…did you mess up?
“X-Xavier…?”
*tring*
The call died…
So did a big part inside of you…
Had you messed up that bad…you just wanted to confess to him…just—
*Knock. Knock. Knock.*
You looked through the peephole, before opening
“Xavier—mmf…”
He kissed you…the kiss that made you feel the energy of a million stars…
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Three hours past midnight…
He was so silly
He was so soft
He was so sweet
He was so yours…
Looking up at the ceiling, as your eyes trail back to his sleeping form on the right side of your bed…the one which had become his second favorite spot for slumber.
Who would be able to tell apart such a peaceful and innocent face that he was one of the most skilled Deepspace Hunters of the Association…
Yet he possessed his weaknesses, he couldn’t get a single plushie from the Arcade and which would always leave him frustrated every time you had Arcade dates…his insistence surpassed your advices everytime, deeming the same result each time…
To calm him down? All it took was a soft kiss on the cheek, and a few words of affirmation.
Of course he knew you were an insomniac and he’d worry his pretty head about you each night, so he thought he should make you some hot milk, maybe it would help you…
He was super insistent…and all you could do was pray…pray that your kitchen lives to see the light of the upcoming day…
“…”
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“…”
“The milk wasn’t supposed to spill all over, now was it Xavi?”
“…”
“…No…”
You sigh as the both of you clean up the disaster that was now your kitchen…
“This is the reason why I tell you to not touch anything in a kitchen…but who listens to me…you even burned yourself Xavier! What am I to do to you—”
Your words died out, as you felt warmth settle around your waist, holding you securely in place…
“You have no right to scold me my star…I was only looking out for you…”
Kisses glide down your neck traversing towards your shoulders, as if dew drops trickling down a leaf stalk…
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Three hours past midnight…
Strong arms lift you up in bridal style carrying you to the haven you two had built within those four walls of your bedroom…
“Mm… *kiss* Xavi… *kiss* the kitch- *kiss*”
“It will survive…now I want your entire attention on me…”, that was your man…always jealous of the little things in your life, whenever you’d value them more than him…how dare you…
He was so gentle, so soft so fluffy looking…he played the innocence card very strategically using his face…who could tell otherwise right? But you knew…you knew he was anything but pure…
Flopping you down onto your bed, his mouth crashed against yours once more, his tongue soon finding homage inside of the warm cavern of the inside of your mouth while his hands carry out their own artistic endeavour down all over your body…finally reaching their destination once he pulls down the straps of your night-dress ever so delicately, the cold breeze of the outside creeping through your skin from outside you closed off windows…His other hand continue it’s exploration down to your thighs, spreading then apart, as he massages them…
Soft sinful moans of pleasure spill out of your lips as your hands secure around his neck…but your lips never leave his, as if caught up in a deadlock…You palms slowly descend down to his shirt, unbuttoning each hastily and carelessly…you needed him…his own hands soon join helping you discard the fabrics which constrained both your bodies…
He broke the kiss to breathe, breathe for the both of you for you had forgotten what perception was, being so lost within each new sensation provided to you by him…the ecstasy that made you feel one with the Earth…
Had you confided within yourself, how much illumination your Light Evolver brought into the dark nights of your soul? You two were the pinnacle of the famous saying ‘opposites attract’. Your beliefs of the Earthly forces being ever so stronger than those of the Universe proved to grow stronger…you didn’t want anything that transcended you to the beyonds…all you wanted was to become one with the Earth, the absolute holism he brought upon your life…Opposites yet so alike…. ‘He was Sunshine while you were Midnight Rain…’
a melody as grounded and pure as Nature herself…
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Three hours past midnight…
Who would have known Fate, Herself would descend down upon the Earth, directly into the new beginning of your chapter, pulling her strings to work…
You met her today…she was a relatively new Hunter who had joined only a month ago…yet her skills knew no bounds…
She was honeyed like the warm breeze during the Spring,
She was as fresh as a newly bloomed delicate flower—as charismatic as the Golden Hour of the Evening…
She had made you drawn to her with just one conversation…
How did you meet? Well you used good friends with Tara from before she joined at the Association she wouldn’t stop gushing about her partner and her talent…that’s how sweet she was…
But one thought which kept gnawing it’s way through your heart and mind was…
‘How come Xavier never told me about her…he does tell me of everything about his day and work…’
Not like he was bound to or anything to you…no…
Maybe they aren’t close enough, yet.
but…you couldn’t figure out the unsettling feeling that started blooming inside of your heart…
Where did you meet? A few evenings back, at Destiny Cafe.
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Three hours past midnight…
They get paired up for almost every mission, or he would suggest he should accompany her. Their bond seemed to be strengthening, it was a good thing…you always wanted your boyfriend to get along with his colleagues as well as possible…
He has become busier than ever…
Weeks pass, so does a month…everything begins so gradually. The calls start to become less, so do the texts…Dates cease to exist, he doesn’t come over anymore…
There was always one reason…
“I’m sorry my star I’m too tired after today’s mission, cannot keep my eyes open for too long…”
“Miss U.”
“Promise U will meet up soon later…”
Promises, promises so many promises, piled up, stack after stack, all of them failed to get executed…
Still you hold onto them…
hold onto something hollow…
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Three hours past midnight…
You lay up alone in your bed, basking in the coldness of your epiphany…
What epiphany you ask? It was the sudden illumination, forcefully introduced by the universe into the warm darkness of your nights…
You were at Destiny Cafe this evening, for a cup of coffee, where you saw the two of them together. Maybe they were discussing about a mission? Maybe status reports of the previous day? How come he didn’t tell you he’d be out…you’d texted him earlier…
He said he was busy. Busy for you, but not for her…when will he come to visit next? All sorts of thoughts seemed to clutter up together inside of your mind…
…They say that the eyes are the windows to the soul…is that why when you saw his, your whole world suddenly seemed to come to stop? You cannot explain the warmth and color that emerged from the depths, of his being.
The empty galaxy within his eyes get slowly suffused with constellations of stars.
Each one holding a significant message.
Every time she would talk or chat or speak…
It was nothing like you’d ever witnessed or experienced first hand.
Were you overthinking? Or were you just devoid of thoughts?
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Three hours past midnight…
Time was eternal yet relative, is that why it seemed to loop along the curvature of the broken record player that you’d been reduced to, ever so slowly? Each day had become a realisation factor of the equation the two of them seemed to hold out to you, for you to solve…Alas you were only a writer, so you phrased them using your thread of words, sewing pages upon pages, until the fabric of reality was ready to be worn by you…
You witnessed the way she’d transformed the barren planet of his heart (which you never knew existed) with the beautiful blossoms of life, colour and seasons. The love he held behind his eyes for her was cosmic…as if it has been deep-rooted throughout centuries waiting for the perfect moment to be poured out and the moment was now. You saw how perfectly the colors of his soul blended with hers, every hue and gloss intermingling with one another ever so perfectly, as if it was meant to be…
You’d lost track of the time since he stopped calling you ‘his star’, you weren’t that, never, it was all a hoax…you were a ‘failed star’. You never knew much about how the forces of the universe functioned, forever afraid of the flight that may crash you down upon the rough hard ground of reality, hence you’ve always been too grounded to Earth, in that way gravity could never hurt you anymore right?
But now that you saw them, it was as if seeing the cosmos was celebrating the union of the souls, without whom She had been so long shrouded within the darkness of the nights…
The darkness which you’d (once) embraced and loved.
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Three hours past midnight…
You’d drank a lot tonight.
You hated her.
Hated her guts, for stealing the light of your life.
You hated the fact that you could simply and truly never loathe her and her friendship…and how significant they had shaped to be in your life…
You hated the fact that you were one with the dark nights.
You hated the audacity of Fate to mingle with the strings of your life as if it were Her story.
You hated that you had to be forced in the concept of ‘Soulmates’.
You hated how the two of them were the epitome of that meaning.
You hated how their existence even surpassed the Metaphysical realm of beliefs.
“You hated how you longed for your forgotten trysts.”
“You hated every fatal fantasy that creeped through your mind.”
“You hated how you’ve done each of them with him all in your head.”
“You hated how it paved the way to your laboured breaths, every night.”
You hated how he would not even remember you anymore or have the minute decency to even call you up or text you.
You hated because you knew it wasn’t true, and the amount of times he’d tried to reach out before it all faded to the point of exhaustion.
You hated how you dissociated yourself from their lives, letting them live as the Universe had wished for.
You hated how his voice would ring in your ears every morning, day, evening and night and all you could do was weep…weep and weep…
You hated how you often you weeped in the coldness of your bed, alone with no one to hold onto.
You hated that your bed wasn’t his second favorite place of slumber any longer, but it was her apartment.
You hated how you’ve lost track of time.
You hated how you longed to understand the ways of the cosmos.
You hated how you wanted to run to him and cry to his chest.
You hated how you wanted yourself to be selfish.
You hated how you wanted him to be happy.
You hated how you wanted to pour yourself out to him, how you wanted to hear along the lines that you were mistaken, utterly mistaken…that he was still yours…that he loved you…
You hate how half of you was still living with a fool’s paradise, embracing every wishful thinking clutching them close to the chambers of your heart so they couldn’t escape…
You hated how the other half was ever so rational, and had achieved it’s closure.
You hated how you’d made him your North Star…but the poles of your World were never a reality.
You loathed how perfectly they fit against each other as if two puzzle pieces, that gave Love and the Deepspace it’s fundamental significance.
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Three hours past midnight…
You had officially lost the ability of a writer of the story of your life…being reduced to merely a narrator of your own chapters, forced to narrate yourself and only yourself while Fate played with the Story of your Life…
Once again it has been proved that the auspicious forces always stood victorious over the malevolent ones…you remembered the famous saying,
‘History repeats itself, First as a Tragedy, Second as a Farce…’
How foolish of you to believe that the forces of the Universe emerged victorious for they were superior and coerced the other inferior…
How foolish of you to believe in the false amity of these forces you’d been long acquainted with…
The monster underneath your bed re-emerged, so did the hand reaching out to you from behind the mirror…
but they weren’t there to hurt you, they were there to comfort you while you pathetically weeped over the love which you never had.
They felt pity, watching you clutch onto your pillow every night and ‘the planet shaped purple promise rings that you never had the chance to gift to him’…, head buried on his side of the bed, drenching your bed-sheets which used to be once ablaze in his presence…
But you pushed them away…far far away…
It was three hours past midnight…
And you were finally feeling drowsy…
Sleepy…
You wanted to sleep, and sleep and sleep…
It was three hours past midnight…
When you had finally succumbed to the slumber that drowned you into the land of illusions…
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(Inspirations from the songs: Midnight Rain and Guilty as Sin by Taylor Swift.)
#love and deepspace#late night post#late night rambles#love and deepspace x reader#love and deepspace x non!mc reader#love and deepspace Xavier x non!mc reader angst#love and deepspace Xavier x non!mc reader slight lemon#love and deepspace x mc#lads#lads x non!mc reader#lads angst#lads xavier#lads x mc#lads caleb#lads Zayne#lads sylus#lads rafayel#lnds post#lnds 3am post#lnds xavier#lol wrote this at 3am so please bear with my ranting#XAVIER DESERVES MORE LIGHT#XAVIERRRRRR
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i have seen a lot of posts about lucanis & illario lately, that specifically call out that some of the things Lucanis says about him are kinda mean. usually in context of 'yes what illario did was fucked up but they BOTH went thru the fucked up training and lucanis says shit to him too' etc etc. and i'll be honest as someone who does have a contentious/estranged/very-low-contact sibling relationship. everything lucanis said came off as super mild to me and they should both be WAY nastier to each other actually. yes even when you include their dynamic in wigmaker job which was both more lighthearted And heartfelt. but like if you want realism they should be going from that to 1 minute later annoyed enough to break out the super cutting remarks dragging up the worst things the other has ever done/said, specifically becuause they know it will hurt the other most. then i would believe it more tbh.
#idk just personal late night musing as i fail to Sleep#i know the idea of those posts is ''both of them are kinda fucked so why does illario get all the blame (besides caterina)''#well illario tried to have him Killed and frankly i am astounded lucanis keeps it to simply 'its easy to look good next to him'#and 'could you?' or whatver that other one on the roofs is#yes even for CROWS the assassin group and all#idk man. if my sibling and i are in each others presence for more than a couple hours at family things i literally have to go punch walls#maybe if we got to see lucanis & illario actually have it out i would feel more ways about it with everyone else#but i'll be honest it came off to me as just pretty bland#been trying to mentally get more into illario bc he's all over my dash these days but i only see meta about how he could be Healed#and nothing bout how they should say the worst things in the world to each other and then deck it out. which is what i would like to see#so alas#ramblings#jade plays dav#lucanisposting#lucanis dellamorte#illario dellamorte#dragon age: veilgaurd#datv spoilers#da4 spoilers#idk i just cant get worked up about lucanis' lines like that. they're so toned down. compared to what i am used to in Real Life lol#i do think the writers tried!! i just think it’s uhhhhh one of those dynamics that is really hard to capture unless you’ve Experienced it#i just think the lines we hear in game would be Nothing to illario compared to what they have assuredly already shouted at eaxh other in the#past
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Something I don't like about a lot of Vox takes I see is that they tend to portray Vox as someone who's unpleasant to work with and has weird ideas about what partnership means when really... he's not? He's not and he doesn't. It's just that two of the most prominent interactions we've seen him have are with Valentino(who is a fucking NIGHTMARE to work with) and Alastor(a man he has undisclosed, deeply emotional history with). But everyone seems to discount his OTHER important relationship: Velvette. Which by all accounts, is INCREDIBLY normal.
Like, yeah, their first interaction opens with her yelling at him, but that's less about Vox himself and more about Valentino. As they keep talking throughout the first bit of the episode, she starts calming down, and they just seem to genuinely get along? She has every right to look upset during Stayed Gone because Vox is being really weird and she's nOT THE ONE WHO ACTIVELY ENCOURAGED HIM TO DO THIS SHIT(staring directly at Val rn), but even then during the meeting after Stayed Gone she does actually. Participate. Unlike s o m e people. Despite being on her phone the whole time(which is literally her job-), she actually pays attention and contributes real ideas! Which tbh she didn't have to do at ALL like she did not have to put up w/ Vox's bs in RKtVS the way she did. There's also their phone call during the overlord meeting which, while I definitely think Vel was playing it up to annoy Carmilla, still sounded like a conversation between two ppl who genuinely like and respect eachother!
No matter what you think their relationship is(romantic, platonic, etc...), Vox and Velvette seem to get along REALLY well(outside of Alastor-related incidents). Like, better than either of them do with literally anybody else in the show. Vox & Val do LIKE eachother, but I find whatever the fuck is going on beneath the after the battles & masterless cattles to be DEEPLY upsetting to think about for too long(ex; any of my other posts abt their relationship), and the only other interactions we've seen either Vox or Vel have are Stayed Gone & Respectless, which are literally just song battles. Both of their only interactions outside of the Vees have been song battles. Aw fuck I'm getting off topic... BACK TO THEIR RELATIONSHIP AS COLLEAGUES- okay uh basically, I don't think they would get along this well if Vox was a terrible person to work with(note I said WORK WITH. Hate that I need to specify this but I don't think Vox is a good person overall, just a good business partner). I think Velvette is generally a good bench mark for both Vox & Valentino's relationships with other characters because she's their equal, their friend, and isn't in a weird toxic relationship with either of them. Their interactions with her provide a window into how they just generally interact with people. And based off of their interactions, Vox seems to be actually pretty decent to work with when he isn't being Actively Provoked for shits and giggles or trying to sooth the tantrum of a man child. Also when he views you as an equal and doesn't own your soul that helps too.
Edit: Hiiiiiiii just here to say that now, in the light of day, I don't really agree with everything I've said in this post? I wrote it at midnight while like half asleep so my ability to consider the fact that. We barely know anything about either Vox or Velvette at this point in time. Was kind of impaired I think. Cuz we really don't. I do stand by everything I said about their relationship to EACHOTHER, and I stand by the idea that we should take that dynamic into consideration for character analysis more often, but everything else I'm a little iffy on and I just woke up like an hour ago so my brains still a little fuzzy & I can't explain exactly WHY I'm iffy on it, but just know that I think the conclusion I drew is a bit of a leap in logic at the very least and I recognize that now lol
#Idk I just think their dynamic is vastly underrated and should be used for character analysis more often#vox has a lot more layers then I think the fandom tends to give him credit for#because it's more fun to make Alastor body pillow jokes#which tbh I cant even be particularly mad at bcuz if ur doing it for the laughs then there's rlly no harm in the long run lol#also I just want more Velvette character analysis she's fun#hazbin hotel#hazbin vox#hazbin hotel vox#vox hazbin hotel#hazbin velvette#hazbin hotel velvette#velvette hazbin hotel#gonna tag this as ship but platonic readings are welcome too tbh idrc#voxvel#velvox#staticdoll#late night ramblings#gal overanalyzes random shit
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anyway yeah fr i miss ordo theoritas. i miss the theory crafting i miss the hugeass meetings before/after Big Lore Event to brief/debrief everyone involved i miss the chaos and confusion and laughter and teamwork. i miss the cellbit, bad, and phil (key-keepers my beloveds) being the heads of the ordo working together to untangle the mysteries to the island. they were hardly ever on at the same time bc schedules and time zones (WAILS) but in my head they had so many late nights down in the evidence rooms like this
just. yeah. yeahh.
#qsmp#ordo theoritas#qsmp philza#qsmp cellbit#qsmp badboyhalo#i might have a fic idea but rn it’s just archivists bc they live in my head rent free#also im not too comfortable writing bad bc (1) i don’t watch him as much and (2) his lore is like?? so complicated??#as an outside viewer its pretty intimidating lol#it’s the vibe of late night working w your friends on a project/lab/whatever slowly losing your minds tying to figure it out#it’s 2:30 am you’ve been talking in circles the theories are getting more out there but ya don’t rly care bc hey it’s Something#and then someone says smthn that’s just like Woah. wait Actually?? and it kicks you all back into gear to get you chugging along again#anyway i miss them i go sleepies now gnnnn#dont mind me im just rambling#god so much for me going to bed at a decent hour lmao
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Didn't expect the year of our Lord 2025 to get into Alan Rickman, but I guess that's how it goes sometimes



The year of getting into an actor that so far I have only seen portray maladjusted men
#mctalks#alan rickman#really only had watched Die Hard and the HP movies the series being just something i watched as a kid and Die Hard being more recent as of#like the 2020s but rewatched Die Hard last year and my interest of Hans spiked cause to be real 80s-90s Alan could get it respectfully#also Alan is a good actor actually so yeah gonna check out more of his movies#watched Quigley Down Under like last Tuesday and The January Man last night#beating the shit out of elliott marston as a way to fix him and giving a lil smooch and a decent meal to Ed the Painter#next goal is to watch the robin hood movie cause his looks do be serving in the promo images i see#uhh ranking of those alan movies i guess will come later but so far from best to worst#die hard quigley down under and the january man#not ranking the hp movies cause one its been like maybe about 6 or 7 years since ive seen them so idk how well they aged#i mean i know im not gonna like them purely for reasons associated with jk rowling obviously#im sure ill like Alans performace tho if or when i do watch them again#that and also the main three in the hp movies too thank god they came out normal#also did not realize how much of a culture alan had on tumblr like it might be the only time ive seen an actor tagged in the work#that they do? like other fandoms for movies and tv shows i dont see the actors tagged in as much but Alan hes literally tagged#with everything which idk if that stems from his impact on harry potter or what#i mean thats likely what it is plus the passing im sure#so like i guess when i make art pieces ill tag him too? just so more people see it cause generally it seems like people really appreciate#his work and the movies hes in#anyway thats it for my ramblings lol its late as i rig#anyway thats all for my ramblings lol#i will say its amazing how in all three of these picturea i used he looks different in all of them even though two movies were released#in the same year and the other only two years later
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Sorry not much art :( but look at my backgrounds hehe I love rhemmmm gonna do a Ajax and spring trap one next lol lol
#rambles#idk#artwork#sketchs#my art#my ocs#Esper💫#also it’s so late lol opps night#I need more art of Esper aaaa alll of it is old art ksxkkskckd
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in this essay I need to talk about the way Dorothy acts around & reacts to stan in this clip (season 4 ep 5) specifically or I will simply perish.

enjoy the unorganized (unedited, and definitely not reread) chaos, this will be more of a ramble than anything - it’s so late & I need to get these thoughts out of my head before I explode.
Firstly, the clip in question:
( 1:15 - 2:22 )
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now. Oh boy. Where do I even begin.
As much as I know it was done for comedic effect; the way Dorothy doesn’t hesitate to let herself cuddle into stan (STAN!!! CUDDLING. with STAN. And **publicly** there are so many layers here) when he puts an arm around her, describing what probably were the happier times Dorothy’s mentioned having with him despite it all (or at least a version of them. his version, that he’d created in an attempt to persuade her, as we learn pretty quickly) - oh god it just breaks my heart. She lets herself feel those memories for just a moment, before it all inevitably comes crashing down again. The way she snaps so quickly… that’s something we do not see in younger Dorothy. Younger Dorothy comes off much more passive-aggressive leaning more on the passive (shy?) side, she’s just very logical & no nonsense (but not in the way she is now). That’s something that Dorothy never really loses - Whereas current Dorothy has lost that (passiveness) completely with stan, and seems find it natural to come off as ���aggressive” & dominating around/toward others. So - that ability to shut off & become defensive like that, & so fast, was developed later on. She’s got a bite now that was learned, because she had to bite to survive. For her own sanity. Do you know how much work that would take to unlearn & heal, if she ever even tried? oh my. Yeah I’m not well. I don’t think she would have much faith in it changing either, it’s become such a part of her. I think she would feel a little lost without it.
That first bit kills me - but what kills me about this scene most, is that last bit. Where she tries to push back further with a comment she know will be funny and just a little hurtful (towards stan, im sure she thought) and that will further deflect. But it backfires and hurts her instead. Her voice breaks. It breaks and her eyes soften and it looks like that just for a moment she lets the hurt shine through. Because that is especially painful, she cannot bury it. Her entire demeanour changes as those last few words are delivered (and Oh My God do they register fast - like she’d reopened that wound having no idea it was going to sting so badly.) and I just - oh my GOD. For that split second she looks like she might crack, the pain in her voice is so clear. & then the walls go right back up & it’s pushed right back down. I cannot deal. I absolutely cannot. Dorothy has let herself be vulnerable in the past, but has there ever been more than maybe (maybe) a handfull of instances where her voice & face soften that way? Anyway, I’m absolutely losing it over those little details. I’ve yet to find another scene where it feels like younger Dorothy shines through in the current. It hurt my heart so good and I cannot stop thinking about it :’) I think this is my sign to rebinge every episode in order. Because I am definitely forgetting - there has to be more.
Okay that’s all for now! If any of you have any thoughts or personal fav scenes (etc) to share as well please feel free!!! Dorothy angst seems to be my drug of choice lately lmao
(like two bits of this were my own interpretations of Dorothy’s character based on observation, don’t take them as canon nor am I claiming they are, because we obviously don’t know exactly what happened in between + younger Dorothy didn’t have much screen time :’)! Headcanons are just so much fun to throw around!!)
She <333 <33333333 <3 <3 <3 heart heart heart xxoo literal angel


#this indirectly implies Kate having some serious oldest daughter/finding out about All This/possible conflict with dorothy angst potential#<- thinking very hard. i don’t want to think anymore. make it stop my poor heart#i might edit this and add more coherent thoughts when it’s not late at night & im not half awake#i am so sorry if this makes 0 sense I was falling asleep through writing half of this lol 😭😭#anyway :)))) :))))))))) I can’t do this#the golden girls#dorothy zbornak#stan zbornak#i don’t even feel comfortable putting their names next to each other in tags#like. oh my god I HAATEEEE HIMMMMMM 😭😭#GET AWAY FROM HER !#EVEN IN TUMBLR TAGS!!! I#thank you for coming to my ted talk (ramble) (this fixation has hands)
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4 AM and I can't sleep... so it's time to post my deeply unpopular, but fervently held belief that Rimmer fell first, but Lister fell harder.
#obviously it's awesome if you see otherwise but that is just how it is in my brain lol#to be fair. i think that rimmer is gonna have to fall in stages and that process isn't going to be finished until lister already loves him#but he definitely starts first in my brain#and. tbh i think if it all went catastrophically wrong he'd handle it better than lister#not HEALTHIER mind you. but he'd get on with his life and just never trust anyone ever ever again 🙂#i think lister would struggle a lot more#they both have to really tear themselves open to fall in love. i think in hindsight lister knows this. rimmer des not.#idk i'm feeling a bit morose tonight so you guys get Late Night Ramble Tags i guess lol#rimster
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I LOVE the way you drew ryomina they are soooo 🥺💖🥰🥺🥺🥰🥰🥺🥺💖💖
Curious, I would love to know if you have more personal headcanons for them! I love your art of Minato wearing glasses
Good luck in uni!!!! Hope you have an amazing day/night ^^
THANK YOU ANON :D !!!!!
and yes I have a few more hcs !! thanks for asking hehe now i get to ramble >:)
I have some hcs regarding fashion and such !! I've kinda been thinking about this a bunch ever since I made those casual outfits for ryoji
-ryoji loves expressing himself through fashion, he really enjoys experimenting with clothes and discovering his style
-he likes going on shopping outings with yukari (minato has been dragged along a lot as well) (yukamitsu ryomina double shopping dates !!)
-ryoji's a big fan of yellow and also just any bright colours that go well with it. he's a bright and colourful boy :>
-minato never really cared much about fashion or style, a t-shirt is usually just good enough for him (his style is just. if its comfy and it looks nice then its good) and he's not a fan of bright colours or anything that makes him stand out too much. ryoji's been trying to get him to experiment a bit
and here's some of my more general hcs for them ^_^
-ryoji's a lot quieter when its just him and minato and minato smiles more around ryoji (minato is completely unaware of how much he smiles in ryojis presence and he'll get a lil embarrassed if someone points it out)
-minato's sleepy and tired all of the time. chronically sleepy (<- lol). god's sleepiest soldier. but he feels super comfortable having naps around ryoji. sleeping when he's nearby just feels safe.
-if ryoji and minato are hanging out at the dorm together, there is a fairly high chance that minato will end up asleep.
-also i like to imagine that if the two of them have a movie night at the dorm, they'll both end up asleep by the end with koromaru all cosied up with them too (<- i should draw this sometime)
-minato's super introverted. while he loves spending time around the ppl he cares about, he only has so much energy for socialising. ryoji is the one person minato can spend all his day around without draining the social battery
-also minato's a pretty quiet guy, he's a man of little words. he prefers to listen to people, rather than be the one leading the conversation. and bcs ryoji and mina know eachother like they know themselves, they don't always need to communicate verbally. I like to think they spend a lot of their time sitting in comfortable silence together
-ryoji's super fascinated and interested by all the simple joys in life. whenever he's out with minato he'll point out things like pretty flowers, birds, the way the clouds look. and they'll stop to admire the sunset if they're out late. and of course minato takes a lot of interest in the things ryoji points out to him :>
also i hc ryoji as bi and minato as greyromantic ace ^_^ !! ryoji and minato's relationship is something so much more than a typical romantic relationship to me
#also i saw this in my inbox this morning but i didn't have the time to answer until now#i just want u to know that i was up very late last night working on an essay and seeing this this morning brightened my day a bunch :D#so i appreciate the ask anon <3 !!#also i hope u enjoy my ramble about the boys :> i ended up typing out way more than i expected to lol#persona 3#ryomina#ontos.text#i care these two so much they live in my brain constantly#btw i was fighting for my life trying to focus on that essay bcs i was constantly having images of ryomina being projected into my brain#like how's a man supposed to focus under those conditions#anyways !! now that I'm free from essay hell I'm gonna go relax by drawing them some more ehehe
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Andres and Martin heard the British Museum had (most likely stolen) Argentinian artefacts, and decided they'd do their part in returning stolen objects from the museum Granted, they'd keep it to themselves, they're selfish thieves after all, but hey, Martin's Argentinian, so like, he is giving it back to a rightful owner - himself (Andres is just doing it for funsies - also so he can have the chance to rob Tate Modern later)
#rambles#late night rambles#money heist#la casa de papel#andres de fonollosa#martin berrote#I would love to see them in London#I have a feeling Andres might kinda love it (at least the more 'cultural' older parts of london - and the art exhibitons)#idk why but I have a feeling Martin would hate London - maybe because of the weather lol
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why do baby otohan’s colors look like fuckign TOOTHPASTE in this version 😭😭😭
#first version was a red-orange to vaguely green yellow analogous palette then i messed with the clothes a little and now i am failing at#color theory. help. this split complementary teal(ish) color and orange(ish) and pink(ish) is NOT working out#i do like my og colors so I’ll recolor this clothing version with that palette. but make otohan’s skin more saturated lol#i always desaturate skin so much 😭 it looks okay after rendering but OOF. light skin especially fucks me up WHY IS IT SO HARD TO DRAW#but yeah back to the original point I’m definitely gonna try out a bunch of different color palettes#i like the new clothes. i was definitely NOT an outdoorsy kid so idk what I’m doing here but#for the purposes of giving her a pointy stick I hc otohan to be that. i love the outdoorsy toothpaste baby. that’s a normal sentence to say#about otohan thull who is not depicted to be ANY of those things canonically. can you imagine if she was though. toothpaste killed 3 of bh#while screaming and crying and flailing around as babies do. can you imagine#… can y’all tell it’s INCREDIBLY late lmao?#wait i think i have a “late night art rambling” tag one sec#anyways that’s that for tonight’s late night art ramblings lol#<- THERE IT IS!#art ramblings
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I feel like i'm starting to understand my relationship to my art is not the same as a lot of my friends, and that's okay. I don't really get cravings to draw, and I don't really feel serotonin from sketching/doodling.
All of my art's gotta have some kinda purpose, including when starting a new illustration or just designing characters. I wish I could just draw and create with abandon, but that doesn't really come naturally to me. That's why I end up mulling over ideas more then actually sketching/writing things down.
It sort of depresses me that i can't just be happy drawing for drawing's sake, and sometimes I think the creative field just isn't for me. Maybe art will never be anything more then a hobby for me, and that's okay. But damn is my inner child dying at me admitting this, lol.
#late night ramblings#text#i'm never gonna give up on art#and who knows maybe i'll find a way to make my art more personally fufilling#but i've just been stringing myself along with hope for too long now#hope that i might change one day and spontaneously become a different person that can fufill all of my dreams and it ain't working#might delete this later lol
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The fanon interpretation of Vox and Valentino's relationship really is just Satan and Saddam Hussein in South Park huh.
#which I don't think is necessarily wrong?#but I DO think there's one key difference: Vox hits back#like obvs u should leave ur partner if they start hitting u even if you can fight back#but I just don't think Vox is as powerless in this situation as fans initially thought he would be lol#which means their relationship will probably end up more on the “fun to watch” side of the toxic scale#that one dynamic where they just shove two shitty guys together not bcuz they work but bcuz theyd be a fuckin trainwreck y'know?#either way I still think Vox should dump him :)#hazbin hotel#hazbin vox#hazbin valentino#staticmoth#south park#sp satan#I am not. I am not tagging this as Saddam Hussein. I refuse.#I don't have a tag for early morning ramblings so Im just gonna use the late night one#cuz tHIS IS MY BLOG I DO WHAT I WANT!!!!!!!#late night ramblings
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The visceral and hungering loneliness is back. You know what that means! Bedtime
#😴😴😴😴#sweet dreams hehehe I’m sure I will feel better in the morning#🤞#but jokes aside like. I’m okay I think I’m just moody bc it’s late at night and I’m overthinking. the usual#I do really miss my friends and family#and feeling that old but always recurring longing for new friends#I’m slowly befriending people in my music classes and slowly joining some clubs as well soooo we’ll see#idk I also just see all of my mutuals being friendly with each other and I yearn for it so so deeply#kinda silly but I just like to share interests with people#and have a Space together if that makes sense#anyway I know I could just like reach out to people but I’m nervous lol#probably more embarrassing to post publicly about it like 1-3 times a month lol#but it feels impersonal this way like I’m writing in a diary or something#speaking of which. I need to start working on my diary again LOL#I kept one for all of two days a little over a month ago#and then I forgot it one night and refused to keep working on it bc I ‘messed it up’ by forgetting#aaaaah anyway goodnight ❤️#this ramble was maybe a bit too personal but I’ve posted worse shit I think lol#may or may not delete in the morning#sweet dreams! :)#wackyposting
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