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I knew I found an instance where Constance mentionned the “Progenitor God” and it wasn’t just a fragment of my imagination!
It’s against Aelfie!
This is what comes of meddling with a sacred tool commissioned by the progenitor god.
(even if in the Teaspoon translation, JP!Constance wonders what the eff are those artifacts : So this is the power of the chalice… These holy artifacts created by the progenitor god, what in the world are they…)
And I found it very strange because the only persons who call Sothis by the epithet “Progenitor God” are, afair, Nabateans!
Otherwise it’s Goddess or whatever slurs Agarthans think of, but Constance, a human, talks about the “Progenitor God” as Seteth, Rhea or even Flayn do!
Now, even stranger, is this part :
Ah, yes, the chalice of legend! My father mentioned it to me a very long time ago.
The Chalice is an old and forgotten legend by everyone - save for the Apostles themselves, but given how the precedent Rite of Rising ended up, Rhea asked them not to pass down their blood (lel) and imo, most likely, not to reveal what the frick was that Rite, something Constance’s dad, who’s obviously not Saint Noa, does as if he was talking about her grandma’s canelloni’s recipe.
So, we have House Nuvelle that is privy to secrets no one bar Nabateans are privy (or high ranking members of the Church), calls the Goddess as Nabateans do... and we’re told she descends from Saint Noa.
Now, Nopes highlights how House Nuvelle had super mages and was “favoured” by the Emperor :
Long ago, part of this area belonged to House Nuvelle. They produced a number of distinguished mages, and were even favored by the emperor. Word has it they were utterly obliterated in the wake of the Dagda and Brigid War. I suppose no matter how prosperous a house is, they all fall to ruin eventually.
(from a kingdom general in chapter 11)
Now bar the eternal question of “are they distinguished because they are super talented thanks to their hardwork, crest or both”, I earlier had a HC about the Apostles being Nabateans, and if Chevalier and Aubin gave their crests by, uh, blood transfusion/ingestion, we don’t know jack shit about Timotheos, but Noa most likely had her own kids - members of House Nuvelle - and did more than just, “have” them, since she told them what was the Rite of Rising, what was the Chalice and most importantly, told them Sothis was the “Progenitor God”.
Constance being 1/7394th nabatean confirmed
#random stuff#adrestia stuff#sort of since House Nuvelle is in Adrestia right?#Constance is part nabatean#not thanks to transfusion but bcs someone had babies with Noa?#I don't remember anyone else calling Sothis the progenitor God#bar Nabateans#more food for thought I guess#FE16#in the half-lizard lycaon AU#House Nuvelle would have missed the part where Lycaon was rekt'd by his sibs#and how the current Emperor does not descend from him#House Hresvelg'd just be cousins#and no one bothered to reveal the truth so centuries afterwards#House Nuvelle and House Hresvelg are still close for reasons everyone forgot
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live drama adaptations part 2 (prev)
cast reveal and girls movie night 🔥
#i actually had the first three pages done for like. months now. and then i just forgot 🧍♂️#theres one more part to this but as to when ill finish that. haha#duck scribbles#minicomic tag#midoyuzu#and a bit of tomohaji on the side#doodles#enstars#midori takamine#hajime shino#yuzuru fushimi#tori himemiya#ibara saegusa#this is. a lot better quality than the first initial one amsdkjgshdgsmd i kindaa wanna redo it but its already a multiple part one i dont#think ill do that to myself rn akjdgskjwkjgjkd#its been 8 months i doubt anyone would remember the initial one but its ok u dont have to read it#i completely made up this manga and am now a little sad its not a thing that exists#i wish haruno was a real character i could post mangacaps of#thought too hard about it and there isnt any way to fit it into here but there is also a fourth character harunos childhood gyaru friend#also in love w her. she ends up having some sort of alliance with naoto but obviously its in vain too but its all chill#manga ends with haruno opening her dream cafe and asahi later joins her there after training a new team to take care of their old one#naoto becomes a regular there also w his new bf :] happy ending !!!#wow i have drawn Way too much lately. forgive me for such behavior ill probably be posting a lot less from here on out askjdgksjhgs#needed the food for when im away from my laptop for a week....#guess ill never get to finish that other lil comic i had planned for that sleepover drawing i made back during rarepair week </3#does anyone actually read these anyhow. i talk too much maybe
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Pages from trying to keep a little sketchbook-scrapbook type thing going for two weeks lol. I gave myself specific rules in hopes they might all end up more cohesive/consistent seeming, but alas, scribbly chaos reigns, it seems
#sketchbook#scrapbook#Actually I feel like these are kind of incomprehensible in photo form like.. In person holding the book its easy to look at#but as images on this scale I feel like there's so much tiny little text and small scribles and stuff you'd have to 'right click > open#image in new browser tab > zoom in' just to actually really see the thing. which for 7 images is excessive lol.. so. probably not the best#medium for sharing really but. I suppose I thought they might look cooler lined up next to each other. The whole part of using a#limited color palette is so that maybe they kind of seem to have more consistent color schemes or something throughout. but I dont#know if they look all that 'related' or not. I think these types of challenges I have always sucked at because I am a being of clutter and#excess. I can't just do like one little simple nice looking design and have that Crisp Neat calligraphy with evenhanded perfect lines#and perfect symmetical composition and etc. etc. Like some poeple post very aesthetically clean and cohesive looking sketch#pages or something but I simply cannot hold back the brain impulse to add more. more. more. Fill every single blank space with color#or a little drawing or a sticker or something. I take away 500 things and there are still a million there. Even when I thik I'm being#'simplistic' I'm still usually being 2x more complicated and cluttered than the standard or whatever lol. I guess thats clear from my#outfits/costumes though too. Like whatever that saying is from that person about something like 'before you leave the house take off one#more accessory. you dont need it' for me is like.. 'before you leave the house. add 10 more accessories. and 6 more layers. and another'#AAANyway. I wonder if also maybe some people would try to plan theirs in a way to look good or something or like.. plot things on the page#before placing them. I did sometimes have a theme for a day kind of (like day 10 I ended up finding a few gold and green things and then#was like.. hey... what if I looked for a few other things and only used these colors today') but aside from that I was just slapping down#stickers randomly and working around them to fill the page. Maybe a lot of neat minimalistic asthetic design is about planning and#having a Vision set ahead of time. instead of just complete random whatever. doodling whilst watching youtube videos or eating lunch. It's#a miracle actually I've managed to not spill any food on the book the whole time. anyway.. I do wish the highlighter really showed up. the#scanner kind of makes the colors look VERY different to irl. But also it got much clearer images than just camera pictures of pages. alas..#..Still oddly enjoy the phrase 'Salisbury Steak gently kissed with industrial pollutants'#probably my favorite section of 'gluing random papers and things onto the page' lol#Also I wonder if it's super obvious that I literally never ever use references when I draw (save for the few freakish looking youtube#face sketches) since everyone is always in the same positions and looking very similar ghhb. This could have been a good opportunity to#work on not solely drawing from my mind and try to do more Dynamic Experimental scribbles. NO. Same exact eye for the 90th time#be upon ye. But I guess it was meant to be casual 'daily doodles'. True 'practice' would make it seem too effortful like a full project. hm#(lol the one decimated pencil in the set... never hand me a writing utensil. i will passively destroy it somehow. shaving the sides of a#pencil off with a knife or snapping a pen in half as a nervous fidget without even realizing i've done it. sorry to the drawing implements)
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Sorry if this has already been answered, but does Ford celebrate his birthday? I know its pretty hard to keep track of time when its ... nonlinear in the multiverse but I feel like Bill would know. And to ford every once and a while Bill demands his attention and he comes back to the pyramid to the wildest (worst) surprise party. The cake is human skin, candles are those really long wisdom teeth. Ford hates it.
i'll call out that a main plot point of chapter 4 is the fact bill gets ford presents on his b-day so yah its a regular thing, but they celebrate the day after his b-day
first birthday together bill probably does the skin cake thing but ford just rolls his eyes and sighs . bill almost fucking shoots himself after that response
#stump asks#gf theseus’ guide#sorry man your skin thing is lame . its tacky .#i thought you were more evil than that . guess you're just a cartoon villain loser . whatever#can't believe i was having mental breakdowns because of you . when youre LAME . youre a LOSER . no one will EVER LOVE YOU . LOSER . IDIOT#i like my brothers suggestion that sometimes he takes ford out to a fancy restaurant#tortures the man by forcing him into a place thats all about understanding social cues and behavior#now htaths the REAL fucked up shit#bill has to learn and grow as a person . and find more subtle means of harassing the dude . marriage is beautiful#otherwise i imagine there's just a year long game the crew plays where someone has to get the most embarrassing photo of ford possible#and they get the albertsons sheet cake with that picture printed out on it#thats my personal belief . this is just fanfiction though all birthday beliefs are valid here go nuts folks#maybe they get an ice cream cake that bleeds when you cut into it i dont know#ford is always made to guess where the blood comes from . no matter how obscure the source he somehow always fucking knows . what a guy#the blood thing is a CANON ford trait alright dont nobody come to me saying bill did that to him#brother was already ranking blood flavor profiles okay . jesus#number 1 ford pines was already Like That defender . bill fucking wishes he could have corrupted that mind . he fucking WISHES#okay ill stop rambling ty for the ask & food for thought#hearts
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I WANT ENDLESS BLISS!!!
HALF-AWAKE, HALF-DEAD, HALF-LIFE CRISIS
ALL NATURAL POMEGRANATE PULP.
FERMENTED TO PERFECTION, SAVOUR YOUR SAVIOR.
Q: What's your favourite food? A: THE ALE THEY SERVE AT THE TAVERN!
other versions : )
#uhhhh happy pride month have a fucked up chilchuck that im really proud of#i took so long on that hair rendering just so i could cover it up with the stars...#this was a reaaaally experimental one#if i had another go at this id change a lot of things but sometimes you gotta know when to stop#ive learned my lesson from this one so ill do another one with my knowledge now ykyk#ive discovered i reaaaallly reaaaaaally like thin lines#still figuring out how rendering + painting works but hey it was a nice attempt!!#this is my first finished peice in a looongggg loooooongggg time and it makes me really happy how well it came out#i guess switching things up really helped with things.. i usually get stuck at flat colors because i get so bored#cw alcohol#cw alcoholism#eyestrain#<- maybe? its really saturated#chilchuck#chilchuck tims#dungeon meshi#by the way i always thought him saying “ale” as an answer to “favourite food” was odd#maybe its a translation thing where theres a japanese wprd that covers both food and drink and the translator just estimated it to “food”?#cause if its not... sir??? chilchuck thats not a food... my man... you have a problem...#this is#[ tragedy au ]#but honestly you could take it as set in canon#by the way do you like my little poem : ) im pspspsps-ing at the dungeon meshi fandom/fandom in general to write more poetry/short lit#maybe ill tweek it and post the poem on ao3.... shrug !
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no childhood should be like this
#qsmp baghera#qsmp#baghera jones#qsmp fanart#baghera fanart#guess what? more qbaghera content#im starved#anyways do you ever think about how this little child harmed and abused by the very entity that created her had to live in constant edge#for all of her little life and childhood only dreaming of escapes and nicer guardians#because i do#how little was she when she was already thinking about how and when to leave this hellhole that was the only thing she ever knew#how young was she when she stole that doctor's lighter and started planning boat rides and collecting oranges#how many other experiments did she meet that disappear or died the next day?#food for thoughts
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I become 300% more of both a lover and a hater when I'm on my period. just a time of the month when I have strong opinions I would say
#i want to kiss a butch for 3 hours. also i'm the only one in the world with correct opinions about everything#me the main character of life#anyway i saw this post complaining about sanitized mass marketable queer art#where the person described themselves based on the interests i guess they thought were most stereotypical and then were like#isn't there something rawer or more real than this#to which i would say there is! but you went to the queer market day#idk it is a frustration of mine too i do get it#but i think some people could stand to just get weirder and like the things they like#idk i buy cute little queer stickers all the time but i regularly stand out as a strange person in both queer and straight communities#get a friend who worked the same shit job who will sell you abstract alien art they made while they were high it's not hard#go to goodwill more. you'll find some raw expressions of humanity.#if you just want your interests to be more genuine to you it's simple#you just have to accept that maybe 2 other people will be able to rec you music or foods you enjoy#being more specific isn't everything it's cracked up to be sometimes#i think the problem here is mainly capitalism
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On the topic of Charles and sports, I bring you Charles playing Murderball! (Wheelchair rugby)
local wheelchair-bound professor shocks students by how visceral he gets during a game of murderball (name unrelated)
#snap chats#MURDERBALL??? THEY CALL IT THAT????#theyre not fucking around and you know what Yeah.#whats the equivalent of breaking ankles. i need charles to break some spokes#go grandpa go .... and speaking of Go Grandpa jvaelkjvealJ#good news! roommate checked on me 🥺 we all never talk to each other so i just thought it was sweet ..#people are so nice today ... like i was talkin bout being Food Poisoned in another class and this girl gave me a buncha mints....#on that note Bad News a guy from that class was like 'well pregnancy season is starting up. Allegedly So Ive Heard'#and chat listen to me right now should i ever so much as be on a DATE. with a man. assume somethign terrible has happened#call me charles xavier the way im being dealt twink and pregnancy allegations this week 😭😭😭#anyway ...... ima just hang out a lil more than go home.. its officially my winter break .. kinda ..#got online assignments due monday and one (1) exma i gotta come in for next week but then im chill ...#ugh my chest hurts this sucks. i dont have to throw up anymore i just have chest pain#ANYWAYS talk to yall soon three cheers for the fact im not dead !!!!! i guess !!!!!!! BYE
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Me likes to think, monsters in Horrortale would consume other monsters who haves some magic with them.
So
Horror doesn't lets his teammates come to his timeline. But its not because he wants to protect them, its because Dust and Killer could kill them all.
Horror is the only one allowed to remain in his timeline because Nightmare has enough of him and the others with the natural flow of things.
Why Horror and Nightmare made a deal, no one knows.
#some people say he would go with Nightmare for food#but id like to say is more related to Horrors Papyrus more than anything#i will let yall imagine the reasons#even if Horror is cruel enough to fit in the diabolicule#teehee#cw cannibalism#monster cannibalism i guess#undertale au#utmv#killer sans#nightmare sans#undertale multiverse#horror sans#dust sans#buu shares a thought#horrortale
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it has always baffled me that ASL isn't taught as a second language in American schooling. or as a requirement for certain jobs that work with, well, people. the HLAA says that around 48 million Americans have hearing loss!! 1 in 5 teenagers!! 1 in 3 people over the age of 60!!! it's crazy to me that sign isn't more widely taught and used considering that you probably DO or WILL know someone who has hearing loss at some point in their life
#i know this is definitely not a new topic of conversation but i just think about it so often#obviously ableism and ageism is just rampant in america and thats why asl isnt more widely taught#because the thought in america is why would we help out the minority#or people think to themselves 'whats the chance ill ever need it'#and im like ???? probably higher than you think dude!!#i have friends with hearing loss and i have deteriorating hearing in my left ear as well (enough to notice in school but nothing crazy)#and thinking of that makes me think wow. i should really learn ASL#working in food service makes me think wow!!! i should really learn asl!!!#which i AM going to do mark my fucking words#anyway. i dont even know where this rant came from#motivation to learn!! and communicate with people different than me because i CAN#i guess i just wish it was more accessible to learn in schools or even mandatory!#westy's shit#rambling#i need to educate myself more on this topic and this is serving as my reminder
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i just realized both of my ocs (lilypad and hugh) left their home behind in their backstories and appear to be okay with it but, deep down, are lowkey miserable
im sure this says nothing about me, an immigrant
#if you asked me yesterday if i thought i put any part of myself into my ocs#id confidently answer ‘no these little guys are so far from me’#and then this thought occurred to me#hm#food for thought i guess#ive never felt particularly homesick or anything (the pandemic severed much of my connection to brazil esp since i left during/at the tail#end of it)#so i am actually fine i guess unlike those two lol#thought it was interesting though#because yeah parts of you will always end up in your characters whether you intend them to or not#the more you know#anyway ramble over#jade rambles#not art
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Yuma Month: Day 18: Future
“Thank you for coming... Makoto.”
“Oh come now... Discard your emotions.
You are my homunculus are you not?”
"...You are cruel for this...shouldering me with yet another burden…
Kurumi...is still looking for you..."
“I know…I’m sorry.
Tell her…my journey has been extended.”
#Yuma Month 2024#rain code#master detective archives: rain code#whumpcode#yuma kokohead#makoto kagutsuchi#makoyuma#rain code spoilers#pixeldoodles#my art#im sorry#I didn’t have any other ideas#everyone's likely drawing happy futures#I wanted to do something different#so I went the angsty/tragic path#for the record yes I did cry drawing this#makoto is the only one he told#and he used kurumi as a means to cover up his own sadness#makoto wanted yuma dead before#but now...he doesn't want to lose him#he doesn't want a future without him in it#its even more tragic when you consider makoto's immortality#he will lose yuma eventually... forever.#be it of natural causes or outside circumstances.#and there's also his time with shinigami to take into account#as well as her possibly reducing his lifespan...by a lot#or something like that idk#its some food for thought I guess#yuma’s age is completely unknown here#long haired yuma is still not something im used to drawing
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slowly I'm recovering the beauty of discovery
(creature by half•alive)
(textless + timelapse below cut)
#yellowart#subnautica#i feel like the timelapse is kinda long but also this did take a long time to make#anyways. let me yap about the meanings of all the panels <3#'i am creation' -> the ocean being the source of life and where shit evolved from also a good way to sort of 'set the scene' for subnautica#'both haunted' -> GHOST leviathan; in the BONE fields#'and holy' -> this one was a bit trickier. debated about using the emperor but i knew i wanted to use her elsewhere#also debated hoverfish because its cute and well liked so i thought that would be funny for 'and holy'#also something something jesus walking on water also makes it fitting. in the end though i decided on a peeper with the enzyme trail#and i *tried* to make it loop over its head like a halo but idk how well that imagery came through. still mentioned it in the alt text tho.#'made in glory' -> was REALLY torn about this one. on the one hand i wanted to have like a picture of the code because something something#divine machine and it being made out of code making it inherently holy or something; but i wasnt sure if that would be too#'immersion breaking' since most of the stuff in this is like in game stuff i wasnt sure if acknowledging that it was a game would be#too much. my other idea was to draw a couple of creature eggs like a stalker egg and a spadefish egg or something; but in the end i just#went with the one that i personally thought was cooler so if you think it does feel out of place uhhhh sorry i guess lmao.#also yes that is code from the game. idk shit about programming i just think code shit is cool so i poked though a modding tutorial til i#found what it is they use to look at that shit and started poking around. its pretty cool tbh. anyways the specific part i chose for the#drawing was something under the peepers; i think its the bit that tells the enzyme peepers to do the enzyme stuff like the trail obviously#but also some other stuff. not 100% sure though like i said idk shit about this sort of thing but everything in there seems pretty well#labeled its kinda impressive. and very helpful for navigating even if you dont know shit lol.#anyways. 'even the depths of the night cannot blind me' -> blood kelp trench is i think one of the darkest biomes in the game#possibly THE darkest so i thought it would be fitting. probably my least favorite panel though i dont think i did a very good job#representing the area or representing the bloodvines :/#'when you guide me' -> sea emperor but more specifically her messages to the player telling you to 'come here'#'creature only' -> not sure how well i can articulate this but basically the idea of humans beig animals with animal needs to eat and drink#and the idea of being a part of the ecosystem. modern life tends to make us forget that sort of thing but id imagine for ryley being on the#planet would violently remind him of this with things trying to eat him while he has to try to eat things as well. being part of the food#web. 'creature only' because he is only a creature not non-essential systems maintenance chief; but a creature living in an environment and#trying to survive. or something like that. does that make any fucking sense to anyone besides me? whatever.#anyways yapping over 👍
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#corphish#hey‚ hey! insert some corphish line here?!#that's all i know about this guy also. he wasn't super relevant in the guild but just the fact that he always said Hey‚ hey! i always liked#he's memorable. not for being a complex character‚ but for saying Hey‚ hey!. and he does that. and i appreciate him for that#shit i don't have anything to say here. what the hell#i thought i would have more bc this is the guy from the guild from the greatest game of all time but. damn. i guess. fuck#guess i gotta go make some food for myself for the first time in a week and finally take my meds. i guess. strange
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Daisuke's Notes on Venom's Concept and Design:
Like Millia, he was raised in the Assassin's Guild from an early age. He adores Zato.
He was set up to be a long-reach character and flier. I wondered what kind of character I should make. Originally, he had a cello. He actually had a fan for a weapon before Anji did. He also had a large cross, which I thought was the best concept, however, we were told that it was OK to have it as a part of his design, but not to hit anyone with it. When I was struggling, I went out to play games as a distraction. One time, as we were playing billiards, we talked about how interesting it would be to have a fighter who fights with a pool cue. But I thought the character would be too boring with just the cue alone, so I made it so that his hair also covered his face and added a mark on it with a bit of paint. Since the head had such a strong personality, I wanted to keep the body simple. However, I wanted to change the overall shape of the body to make it similar to Zato's, so that's why the legs are like that. As for the pants design, if I wanted to keep it simple, I would have made each leg the same color, but that would've made his figure appear more naked. To find a way around this, I made one leg light and the other dark to add more of a mysterious flair.
#SORRY i got distracted.#also if i had a dollar for every time daisuke described venom as 'mysterious' id be rich#also that last paragraph was a bitch to transcribe in a way that like. made sense?#bc on its own it really doesnt lmao i didnt want to stray too far from what he was saying#ANYWAYS WE COULD HAVE HAD THE RELIGIOUS IMAGERY!!!!!!!! THE CATHOLIC GUILT. FUCK#my first thought was wolfwood from trigun if he carried around a giant cross lmao#and knowing daisuke likes trigun part of me wonders if wolfwood was actually inspiration for venom#guess we'll never know...#EDIT AS IM STILL TYPING THIS POST; HE KNEW WHAT HE WAS DOING#HE ABSOLUTELY BASED VENOM OFF OF WOLFWOOD. CHRIST ALIVE HOW DIDNT I NOTICE#THE PARALLELS. THEYRE THERE. THEYRE THERE ALL RIGHT. YOU SNEAKY SON OF A BITCH#sorry got distracted again bc i needed a moment to process this.#anyways. um. yeah!#sorry for the tag rant. im normal i promise.#thank you for the food kat i might do more if im feeling up for it LOL#guilty gear#venom guilty gear
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26.11.24
Everything has gone to pot. I can’t deal with anything any more. I said I wasn’t coping and my support worker laughed at me. Then I had a meltdown and the manager who happened to call me for another reason had to tell the staff not to force me to travel on the train and hire to my class today (so now I’m behind).
I’m so worried about this course. There is an assessed essay due on the 20th December. I think I remember the convener saying it was optional (the course is not for a formal qualification) but I enrolled firmly intending to do it because I love the subject and want to practice essay skills for further study. I wrote a plan that got approved by the convener. But I’m so tired and stressed and not even coping with just existing in the house I love in and I can’t fathom how I’m going to get my brain together to process any research I do and write academically. I kind of want to give up.
I have spent the day alternating between crying, hyperventilated and being silent whilst being curled up on the floor, trying to hide from everyone in the house and staring at my phone for escapism. I think I’ve very much reached my limit. I don’t really want to exist.
I’m being told by clinicians I should probably stop volunteering and stuff maybe they’re right because I’m feeling more and more like death every week, but then I’ll be stuck in this house even more (and will feel like a burden on everyone/society as a whole as I won’t be making myself useful). There are so many things I want to be doing but that the thought of actually doing them makes me feel like crying and even ceasing to exist because I’m too overwhelmed.
I feel like I’m just watching from afar as I gradually go down a slippery slope. I don’t want to end up in the position I was in early this year but I don’t know how to stop it.
#personal#thoughts#mental health#depression#anxiety#Ed wise I guess things are stable#apart from I have such a small range of safe foods and am failing to have more variety like the dietitian says too#I cried through my dietitian appointment last week because I felt like such a failure#autism#supported living#it doesn’t feel very supportive#im convinced no one here wants me around#residents or staff#studying#or failing to study#tired#fibromyalgia#chronic pain#help
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