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interesting how they didn't spend much time at ALL focusing on human relationships in the last season (especially with the team changing so much with the additions of smokes and mags and sometimes jackie) so like. how are we really supposed to feel the impact of them Leaving For Cybertron........
#mine#prime rambles#we got. a goodbye scene for each of them and that was it#made no sense for ratchet to stay behind (why would he be needed on earth when there's so much to do on cybertron)#so that really undercuts it as well#there was just generally less and less bots + their humans per season which sucks#i know it's transformers not transformers and their humans but cmon it was the end of the series the least ya coulda done was put a little#more emotional oomf into it idk#cut out all of fowlers terrible Uncle Sam-isms and you'd have time for some real stuff#there was like nothing about anyone joining the team besides Jackie outside of one line like 'hi you're new' when smokes showed up#puts my filthy little complicated team dynamics hands all over your children's series
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if chibnall was the one writing this season you lot would be talking VERY differently
#anti rtd#oomfs ur so right#s14 is the kinda mid that people think his era was#and yet#you throw in that razzle dazzle written by rtd and all of a sudden there's no criticisms!#or worse somehow#is how its a polite and gentle reframing of chibs criticism#like with him it was hey he ate this singular one thing But I KNOW CHIBS IS BAD HE'S TERRIBLE DONT WORRY I KNOW IT#and with rtd its oh i disliked this nonsensical and objectively bad writing but ummm guys i lOVED LOVED everything else i swear#its soooooooooooooOOOOOOOOO#it must be studied#but i knew yous were a lost cause when we had 14/15 running around calling men hot bc yes totally something the doctor just does#not ooc at allllll#bc this is how we know the doctor is queer now guys#dont you know it#i have like a million other complaints i miss being like oh hey that was mid/bad and moved on with my life 😭😭#god i think 13 era killed me bc now i do care about u hypocritical losers#rip 15ruby i wish i cared and that you had any development#ncuti millie i would like to hang out with you though#15 maybe you'll cry less next season so that the emotional scenes have impact perhaps 🙏🏾🙏🏾#ramblings of an insomniac#god i just remembered the whole real mum antics#fuck i need to go i gotta go!!!!#ps the ncuti conundrum where he's the most charismatic dr in nuwho whilst also being the worst actor is driving me nuts#idk if its the characterisation or his lack of ability in creating that inner psychology that connective tissue between his louder acting#which he's great at btw!#idk maybe that one monologue in boom made me go yes okay here we goooo#but then every other moment has been like hmmmnnnmtgodhd okay whateve#i think he needed more acting prep before he got this role bc he's got Something he could be Great but the subtle stuff is lacking#sooo hoping he can grow into that but it's giving perfect actor wrong time.... and if ur white ur not allowed to agree with me shush go away
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dissecting act 3 & emmrichs final romance scene (mortal & lich)
dissecting the graveyard scene dissecting the mortal romance path scene dissecting the mortal emmrich argument scene (all routes) emmrich x rook cinematic (mortal)
lich version dissecting the alternate romance path dissecting the argument scene (lich path) dissecting the emmrich romance scene (lich) mortal vs lich romance path emmrich x rook cinematic
look this is half a thirst trap post im not gonna lie to ya
ACT 3 - OH MY GOD.
Now. We all know that dreaded argument scene that fills us with angst and really gets us in our feelings for the final 4 hours. which was 100% done on purpose, thanks bioware, you succeeded. i did in fact regret that conversation and cried immensely
We have the argument with Emmrich, then we have our mini resolution of Emmrich trying to apologise, and Rook responding with, "We'll talk back home Emmrich, I promise."
Fast forward an hour, and ive just about pulled the plug because emmrich gets trapped by Ghil, someone dies, and then we are sucked into the fade - trapped. FOR WEEKS.
I truly wish bioware included flashbacks, or rook being able to see the lighthouse whilst they were trapped so that we see our LI panic, and fret. Can you imagine Emmrich? The last conversation they had was a fight, and a fight that stemmed from love at that. regardless of the route you took, both rook and emmrich regret that argument deeply. I mean deeply. And most likely regret not saying, i love you in that moment. or any moment. god when emmrich got sucked up by ghil i was locked IN. nothing was stopping me.
Emmrich wouldn't of been able to sleep, he wouldn't of been eating, he would've been working day AND night like a dog on the dagger. he wouldve been irritable, he wouldve been incessant, he wouldn't of been put together, not clean shaven. id bet money on this.
despite bioware not giving us a good reconciliation scene or a glimpse at what happend during those weeks - BOY DID THEY FUCKING EAt with the pulling you out of the fade section. Oh my god. Emmrich's voice being timed right after Varric saying with "You have everything you need", AND THEN PULLING YOU OUT OF THE FADE WITH HIS ARM.
anyway - AFTER T H A T.
You have the romance scene (mortal dissection | lich dissection)
and then my god - i have no words - literally - just look
goodbye ovaries
The Final Goodbye (Mortal/Lich)
Now these are the exact same for both mortal and lich, ill tell you when its different below - to which this is dissapointing as I feel like the final romance scene is so 'meh'? it's very idk, scripted. I feel like there needs to be a dip in emmrichs voice when he says i love you to rook - maybe its just me, but regardless, its meh meh to me. the whole scene is just kinda -
I'll skip to the romance part anyway as there is nothing of substance in the first half
1. I love you, too.
I feel like - underwhelmed with this response. its just slapped on like a bumpersticker
2. I'm glad we met.
I cannot believe that this line of dialogue is hidden beneath the most basic of thought processes - i love it
its emotonal - its hopeful
YESSSS - PLAN WITH ME!!!! This is digustingly impactful if playing the mortal path. the man has hope for the future. oh I need not say more for its delivered so wonderfully.
HEHE
3. Be safe. I can't lose you.
I thoroughly enjoy this path, I feel so much emotion from Rook and Emmrich in these lines. the worry, the love. although it is kind of a shock to the system because we still went from. OH MY GOD DEATH, to oh yeah death with Emmrich.
exactly how the argument scene should've went, BUT, I get it, now if only we had a reconciliation scene in the middle or a conversation, i'd have no notes and be out of business
Now here is the divergence, of like two lines, that occurrs directly after the above dialogue
Lich Version
Mortal Version
its sweet, its sensual, its loving. but there no oomf. theres no, fear. the mortal version is my preference here as I like the slight reminder of emmrich being alive. in saying that, considering what we have been enamored with and reminded of at every single quest of his. but in the last romance dialogue its, gone? the fear overcome? one line, one word makes a difference. idk man. like I have my full speculation that there is a sequel with rook and companins again, and if there is ill let this go. but if this is it, WITH no epilogue screen? please, as much as i like fanfiction and headcanons and art. id like it IN the game.
a fantastic romance, but a stale last conversation. IN SAYING THAT. I choose to look past it as much as possible as it is sweet and I just love him.
ANYWAY, love you all, im pen for questions and the full emmrich dissection with all my very detailed explantions is coming in a few days
♥
#dragon age#dragon age veilguard#datv#im going back to play poe#datv spoilers#emmrich#emmrich romance#dragon age emmrich#emmrich volkarin#dav#da4#da4 emmrich#maeve ingellvar#rook ingellvar#rook#dragon age the veilguard#mourn watch#gif set#rpg#veilguard#veilguard spoilers#dav spoilers#emmrook#emmrich x rook#emmrich dragon age
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your recent art with tighnari and emilie is lovely!!! your other emilie art is also my phone wallpaper. she is beautiful. majestic. amazing. the most elegant. and the fact that she is friends with tighnari makes me so happy. thank you so much for drawing them together!
OH THANK YOU SO MUUUXH she is also my phone background !! We r matchinf oomf !!
AND YES THIS IS OTOME KAIBOU omg so glad someone notice it ! 😭😭 not I believe Emilie has depression, it is just only about the vibe of dancing with bones and death idk !! Nothing deep in my sketch
I just love how elegant, modest and empathetic she is and work as forensic doctor and perfurmer !! I enjoyed her quest so much 😭🫶🫶🫶 she is so pretty, eloquent and smart ! Humanizing victim and guilty, she found empathy in rationality, and she's high emotional intelligent too
I have a lot to say about her, I'm so sad a lot disliker her because of her design, and don't see her potential </3
And yes I am SO SO SOOO GLAD she is friend with Tighnari. With this kind of personnality and portrait, I believe it would be a crime if they didn't know each other !! 😭 so when I learn they are actually penpals and send often each other letters, and it happened they met too, i was so happy 😭🙏 tighnari have this flower scientist doctor friend as he deserve.... both being into cosmetic as well (tighnari making himself his own cream/shampoo and emilie make perfume,, while emilie it is her job, for tighnari i believe it is more a hobby and he makes it for him and his friends)
Huuuh i don't know if I will continue the sketch for now 🥹 one day maybe !!
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Lauren with a reader that acts similar to Julie?
Oomf... i feel like i cooked too hard in this.. not as silly as i usually do, i am also lowkey insecure with this one idk if its good or bad lesakjn ;;
Cold. (Yandere!Fem!Bully x GN!Reader)
Lauren's Masterlist - General Masterlist.
Synopsis: Lauren's mother never expressed emotion, yet she still loved Lauren. Would it be the same with you? Lauren's crush who is just as unfeeling and cold as her mother? Or maybe even worse.
Lauren McCanister x GN!Reader
Warnings: where do i start. Again, mean reader, kind of a manipulator lowkey. Lauren used to be a manipulator, she is now the manipulated.
Lauren McCanister had spent her entire life shaping herself into an intellectual force. She excelled at everything, from academics to manipulation, carefully constructing a facade of control. And yet, none of it prepared her for you. You were nothing like the others—aloof, cold, distant. Your reactions—or rather, lack of reactions—drove her to the brink of obsession. Every sharp word she threw at you slid off like raindrops on glass, and it enraged her as much as it intrigued her. How could someone like you remain so detached?
She had long since given up on eliciting anything from you verbally. Her jabs, insults, and teasing always fell flat. No matter how sharp or cruel her words, you never flinched. It only made her dig deeper, press harder, desperate for some kind of response—anything that would give her power over you. But you remained unmoved, expressionless, analyzing her words like they were data to be sorted and discarded. It was maddening.
It wasn’t until Lauren discovered a small, delightful chink in your armor that she felt a spark of triumph. When her teasing turned physical, she finally got what she wanted. The slight widening of your eyes, the furrowing of your brow, the minuscule flinch when she pinched your side or tugged your backpack—those were the moments that thrilled her. Watching you, the unflappable you, suddenly thrown off balance by a simple tickle or a light shove made her heart race in ways she couldn’t explain. The look of surprise that briefly crossed your face before you quickly masked it again was like a drug. She loved it. You hated it.
And that only made it worse. The more you recoiled from her touch, the more she sought to invade your space. It wasn’t enough to merely watch you work from afar or sit beside you in silence during class. Lauren needed to get under your skin. She needed to feel your presence bend to her will, to watch your carefully constructed walls crumble—if only for a second. But even then, after you’d jerk away or give her a startled look, you’d retreat right back into your composed bubble, as if nothing had happened.
For you, it was all so calculated. You were fully aware of her growing obsession and had long since factored it into your life. Lauren McCanister was a variable, one that you could predict with startling accuracy. Her teasing, her bullying, her constant presence—it all fit into a pattern you’d mapped out. You knew when she would approach, how she’d attempt to provoke you, and you knew how to dodge or deflect her efforts. But while you could avoid her words and resist her psychological games, her physical intrusions were more challenging. You’d caught onto her fixation, her fascination with your reactions when she touched you, and it irritated you—not because of the touch itself, but because it broke the flow of your usual, calculated responses.
The unpredictability of physical contact was something you hadn’t fully accounted for. It threw off your mental algorithms, disrupted your focus in ways that frustrated you more than you’d ever admit. But you didn’t show it. You remained the same cool, detached individual, offering her no more than the occasional blink or a calculated word, knowing full well that your lack of emotion was only feeding her obsession.
Lauren, for all her intelligence, had yet to recognize the full extent of your indifference. She misinterpreted your silence as another layer of mystery rather than the simple truth—you did not care. Not about her taunts, her presence, or her obsession. To you, Lauren was another factor in your pursuit of long-term goals, and in that equation, she was useful.
You observed her with cold detachment, analyzing the potential benefits of indulging her obsession. Her intelligence was undeniable, and her genetic lineage is impeccable. A relationship with her could yield favorable outcomes. The idea of manipulating her feelings for your own gain wasn’t off the table either. In fact, you had already begun to calculate the potential benefits of leveraging her obsession for your advantage.
For Lauren, however, the dynamic was far more chaotic. Every interaction with you left her heart pounding, her mind whirling in frustration and excitement. She couldn’t understand why she cared so much, why your calm, unfeeling demeanor pulled at something deep within her. It was like she wanted to break through your walls, not out of malice anymore, but out of a desperate need to see some emotion, to know you were human. The more she failed, the more her obsession grew. You had become a puzzle she couldn’t solve, and that terrified her as much as it thrilled her.
The moment she found out that you had invited her over for an experiment, her heart leaped in a way it never had before. It wasn’t about the science or the experiment itself—no, it was the idea of being in your space, of seeing a part of your life that wasn’t cold and distant like the walls you’d built around yourself. She spent hours planning what to wear, imagining how the evening might unfold, oscillating between fantasies of you opening up to her and the fear that you’d remain as unreadable as ever.
When the time came, and she arrived at your door, her nerves were on edge. She had rehearsed what she would say, how she would act, but all of it fell apart the moment you opened the door with your typical, expressionless gaze. Your monotone greeting sent a shiver down her spine, not because of any warmth or affection, but because of how cold and detached it was. You weren’t just cold—you were calculating, analyzing her every move even now.
“Hello, Lauren. Come in,” you said, your voice devoid of any inflection.
Lauren hesitated, her heart thudding in her chest. She stepped inside, expecting your home to reflect the same cold, sterile environment that you embodied. But instead, the warmth of the decor took her by surprise. The soft lighting, the earthy tones, the subtle scent of lavender—it was all so inviting, so… unexpected.
“You… live here?” she asked, her voice barely concealing the disbelief.
You nodded, walking ahead without turning back to face her. “Yes. I purchased it 3 years ago. A logical decision. My parents' residence did not accommodate the necessary space for my research.”
Lauren’s eyes widened, taking in the realization that you, of all people, had bought a house—at fifteen, no less. It was a shock that rippled through her carefully constructed image of you. She had always known you were brilliant, but this? This was something else entirely.
“And… the decorations?” she asked, still grappling with the contrast between you and your surroundings.
You shrugged, as if it were the most mundane detail in the world. “Warm environments stimulate brain activity. They improve efficiency and productivity.”
That response sent a jolt through Lauren. It was so you—so perfectly logical, so devoid of any personal attachment to the concept of “home.” But to her, it felt like a glimpse behind the curtain, a small window into the way you functioned. It should have made her feel closer to you, but instead, it left her feeling even more out of place. For all her brilliance, for all her attempts to get under your skin, you were always five steps ahead, unbothered by her presence.
You turned to face her, finally acknowledging her with your cold, calculating stare. “Lauren, I invited you here for two reasons,” you began, your voice steady, precise. “The experiment, of course. But also because I am aware of your feelings for me.”
Lauren froze, her entire body tensing as her heart skipped a beat. “What? What do you mean?” Her mind raced, panic bubbling up in her chest. How could you know? How much did you know? Had you seen through her all along?
You took a step closer, your gaze unwavering. “Your obsession has been noted. I’ve analyzed it thoroughly. I have concluded that engaging in a romantic relationship with you will be beneficial.”
Her heart pounded in her ears, the blood rushing to her face as your cold words hit her like a slap. “Beneficial?” she echoed, her voice shaking, a mix of hope and disbelief filling her chest.
You nodded, your tone flat. “Yes. Our combined intellect will produce offspring with a high probability of exceptional intelligence. The genetic benefits are clear.”
Lauren’s breath hitched, her entire body frozen in place as your words washed over her. Was this really happening? You weren’t rejecting her, but… this wasn’t what she had imagined. There was no warmth, no affection, just cold, hard logic. And yet, despite the lack of emotion, her heart swelled with a strange mix of joy and confusion.
You stepped closer again, this time reaching out to her with the same precision you used in everything else. “As per societal norms, I will now engage in a romantic gesture.”
Before she could respond, you leaned in, pressing a brief, mechanical kiss to her cheek. The gesture was clinical, devoid of passion or warmth, and yet, it set her skin on fire. Lauren’s breath caught in her throat, her cheeks burning as she stared at you, wide-eyed and speechless.
You pulled back, your expression unchanged. “This marks the beginning of our relationship.”
Lauren could barely breathe, her mind spinning. You—emotionless you—had just kissed her. But it wasn’t the kiss she had always imagined. It was methodical, planned, like everything else you did. And yet, it meant everything to her.
“I… I don’t know what to say,” she whispered, her voice shaky, her confidence shattered.
“There is no need for further emotional response,” you replied, stepping back with your usual detachment. “This relationship will serve its purpose. That is all that matters.”
Lauren stared at you, her heart torn between elation and a deep, gnawing sadness. You had given her what she wanted—or at least, what she thought she wanted. But now that she had it, she realized that it wasn’t enough. Not like this. You were still untouchable, unreachable, wrapped in your cold logic. And even though she had won, it felt like a hollow victory.
But she wouldn’t let that stop her. If this was what it took to be with you, then she would take it. She would take whatever pieces of you she could get, even if they were cold and calculating. Because at the end of the day, Lauren McCanister wasn’t just obsessed with breaking down your walls—she was obsessed with you.
You turned away from her, heading toward the table where a complex array of scientific equipment lay waiting, a soft hum of electronics filling the air. “As for the other reason I invited you here tonight,” you said, your voice as flat and methodical as ever. “I require your assistance with an experiment. Your expertise in certain areas will improve the likelihood of success.”
Lauren blinked, her heart still pounding, but the abrupt shift in conversation caught her off guard. Of course, to you, this wasn’t a night of emotional revelations—it was a continuation of your work, and she was merely a useful tool in your grand design. It stung, but she quickly pushed that feeling aside. You needed her. That was enough for now.
Stepping closer to the table, she looked over the experiment you had prepared, her eyes scanning the intricate setup. It was a daunting task—calculations, measurements, and variables that all needed to be meticulously balanced. One wrong move, and the entire thing could fail. And the thought of disappointing you, of failing to live up to your expectations, made her palms sweat.
“I assume you’ve read the documentation I sent you,” you continued, your eyes never leaving the equipment, even when you weren’t looking at her you made her heart skip a beat. “Your role is crucial to this experiment. A miscalculation on your part could result in catastrophic failure.”
Her throat tightened at your words, and her fingers twitched nervously as she glanced down at the tools she would be using. Catastrophic failure. Those words echoed in her mind, amplifying her already racing thoughts. She had always excelled under pressure, but this was different. This was you. She couldn’t afford to make a mistake. Not here. Not now.
“Yes, of course,” she replied, trying to keep her voice steady, even though her nerves were fraying at the edges. “I’ve studied it all. I know what to do. I think I also did this with my mom when I was younger.”
But in truth, her confidence was wavering. She had spent hours poring over the documentation you had sent her, but the reality of being here, in the moment, with you watching her so closely, made her doubt every decision. What if she missed something? What if she miscalculated? What if—?
“Excellent. Then begin,” you said, handing her a delicate instrument, your gaze focused and emotionless. “I will monitor the variables.”
Lauren swallowed hard and took the instrument from your hand, her fingers trembling slightly. She forced herself to focus, to push aside the swirling storm of doubt in her mind. This was her moment to prove herself to you, to show you that she could be more than just a pawn in your grand plan. She could be an equal, someone worthy of your attention—your admiration. But what if she were to disappoint you? Would you forgive her? Would you comfort her? Lauren could only wish.
As she began the delicate process of measuring and calibrating, she felt your presence beside her, your eyes watching her every move. The weight of your scrutiny only heightened her anxiety, but she forced herself to keep going, her breath coming in shallow, nervous bursts. She had to do this. She couldn’t fail. Not with you standing so close, your cold, calculating gaze bearing down on her like a spotlight.
The minutes stretched on, each one more tense than the last as Lauren carefully navigated the intricate steps of the experiment. Her hands shook slightly, and she cursed herself internally for every small tremor. She couldn’t afford any mistakes. Her entire body was wound tight with nerves, her heart racing as she made each delicate adjustment.
But then, just as she reached the final step, disaster almost struck. Her hand slipped, the instrument wobbling precariously in her grip. A small gasp escaped her lips as panic surged through her chest. She could already imagine the failure, the disappointment in your eyes, the cold dismissal that would surely follow.
But before she could spiral further, she steadied herself, forcing her hands to stop trembling. Focus, Lauren. Focus. She breathed deeply, centering herself, and carefully, painstakingly, she corrected the error. With a final, precise movement, she completed the task, her heart pounding so hard she thought it might burst out of her chest.
“There,” she whispered, her voice barely audible over the hum of the equipment. “It’s done.”
You approached the experiment, your eyes scanning the results with your usual calm detachment. You checked the readings, ran a quick calculation, and then nodded in approval. “Adequate,” you said, your voice as cold and neutral as ever. “You have performed as expected. The experiment is a success.”
Lauren felt the tension in her chest release all at once, a wave of relief crashing over her. She had done it. She hadn’t failed you. She had proven herself. I’m so awesome and sexy, they have to love me soon. But before she could fully process the moment, you stepped closer, your gaze steady and unreadable.
“Good work,” you said, and before she could react, you leaned in and pressed a quick peck on her lips—a gesture of reward, as emotionless and calculated as everything else you did.
For a split second, Lauren’s world stopped. The brief contact of your lips on hers sent a jolt of electricity through her entire body. Her heart skipped a beat, her mind went blank, and for a moment, she forgot how to breathe. It wasn’t the passionate, romantic kiss she had dreamed of, but it didn’t matter. You had kissed her. You had touched her. And that alone was enough to send her mind spiraling into chaos.
But as quickly as the moment came, it was over. You pulled back, your expression unchanged, your gaze still cold and detached, as though the kiss had meant nothing to you. And for you, it probably hadn’t. It was merely a gesture, a small acknowledgment of her success. Nothing more.
Lauren stood there, staring at you in stunned silence, her lips still tingling from the contact, her heart racing in her chest. Inside, she was a whirlwind of emotions—elation, confusion, hope, fear. She wanted to scream, to cry, to laugh, all at once. But outwardly, she forced herself to remain composed, to mirror your calm. She couldn’t let you see how deeply that simple kiss had affected her.
You turned back to the equipment, already moving on to the next phase of your work, as if nothing out of the ordinary had happened. “Prepare the next sequence,” you said, your voice as steady and emotionless as ever.
Lauren blinked, trying to regain her composure, her mind still reeling. She had to remind herself to breathe, to focus. You were already moving forward, and she needed to keep up. But as she turned to follow your instructions, her thoughts kept drifting back to that brief kiss—the first and only sign of affection you had ever given her.
Her heart pounded in her chest, the thrill of the moment lingering long after you had already dismissed it. For you, it had been nothing more than a calculated reward, a logical action in response to her performance. But for her, it was everything. That tiny, fleeting moment of contact had sent her spiraling, her mind spinning with thoughts of what it could mean, what it could lead to.
She knew, deep down, that you didn’t feel the same way she did. You never would. But she couldn’t help but hope—hope that, maybe one day, you might see her as more than just a useful tool, more than just a variable in your equation. Maybe one day, you might feel something, anything, for her.
But for now, she would take what she could get.
#yandere x reader#oc x reader#gn reader#yandere oc x reader#yandere oc#yandere x darling#yandere#gender neutral#tw yandere#x reader#yandere x you#yandere x y/n#Lauren McCanister#Love yapped on this one sorry guys :(
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HELLO OOMF I HAVE COME TO BE OBNOXIOUS AND ANNOYING I HOPE YOU ENJOY
I use text effects here so. guide is . Bold and italic are the lyrics. Orange text is just text im highlighting and Red text is additional voices that arent from the singers perspective. This makes sense i swear
OKAY THIS SONG IS SO MIGO. and her thoughts about lunia when she was starting to corrupt herself. I'm going to explain why trust me on this
So just to overview, the songs meaning is the seeing the worlds inhumanity of violence and feeling like a lone monster for despising it. The world needs to be purged and the singer will commit the killings that have to happen for it. The "you" referred to in the song is someone the singer cares for and the only one who can be salvaged from their deeds. this song is so me core (im unwell) !! Just want to get that out the way because it maybe influences my thoughts a bit idk
"Somethings terrorized my psyche to get even/ Lately you're the only human I believe in/ I try to understand his logic but there's just no pattern there / No sympathetic voices anywhere, there's blood in my hair" The highlighted lyrics Are repeated multiple times throughout the song… I'll get deeper into it in the next verse
"I'm considered ugly from every angle" THIS LINE IS FOR ALL OF YALL WHO CALL MIGO AN UGLY LITTLE SHIT!!! LEAVE HER ALONEE 😭 Okay but slightly more seriously but still half joking This line is about how everyone sees migo as just lunias dream creature yah 🔥 (I'm making shit up to be able to mention this line I just like it)
"You're the only beauty I don't wanna strangle" Going in hand with the previous line, how being a dream creature makes her 'lesser'(ugly), either that's how people view her or how she feels people view her SO That would make Lunia the beautiful one in comparison. Migo started holding a grudge against dreamers but Lunia was the only one she thought was okay
"Cant you hear me crying out for guidance? "Yes we hear but we dont care"" I think this line is like. I think it could be Migos goal really is just to spend more time with Lunia despite her fucked up way of going about it .yk? Lunia made Migo because she was lonely, and when Lunia no longer needed migo she left her at the castle by herself. Shes like an emotional support dog that gets abandoned when theyre no longer needed. Thats kinda how i see her and why shes sorta crying out for Lunia to come back and spend more time together like they used to before she became a dreamkeeper
"No sympathetic victims anywhere, Theres blood in my hair" YIPEE I can talk about this now !! I think. this line is very much a lot of the reason why i think this song fits migoo. The line seems like the singer is crying for help to their own victims, thus being sad that none of them feel any sympathy for them. "theres blood in my hair" represents the violence theyve caused. So here it shows how migo wants the children she takes the imagination from to make grimspawn to Feel bad for her, for Lunia to feel bad for how she left her and to go back to her. Migo acknowledges the violence theyve caused and the intensity in which the line is sung (especially at the end of the song) Makes it feel like shes starting to understand theres no coming back from this, but does it even matter? Whats done is done
Okay i COULD analyze nearly every line but i feel like passing out so i will only do the important onesss
"When I die, i want you to die too not trying to stay in this dimension without you, spit on this planet without you" This is like showing migos want to be with lunia to an unhealthy degree !She jsut wants to be with her always and forever and I think the abondment she felt made her angry at lunia but migo doesnt truly hate her, shes just mad. Like. idk if this is making sense .. Like migo is saying wherever She goes herself whether that be to glory or to death she wants lunia to be there tooo
"..Lament our descent into some ancient reptilian form like an agnostic transubstantiation/ You wanna know what that is? Use your imagination"
Yaeh i just think this line is silly because. saying Use your imagination To a person who can actually dreamcraftt. while she cant. envy. also cause night hunter says that line in ep 2 and idk its sily
"They paralyze my psyche to get even / Lately youre the only dancer I believe in/ Im a butcher now with blood in my hair / No sympathetic voices anywhere, theres blood in my hair/ Anti-human armies spring from every angle/ Youre the only soldier I dont wanna strangle"
'Anti human armies' is the Night Bureau, and once again saying that the only agent migo will spare is Lunia herself
"I can see its a dolorous fate/ "So dont expect us to cooperate"/ Anyway, its five lives too late and theres blood in my hair"
I had to google this but Dolorous means sorrowful. The Night bureau will probably never forgive her, "five lives too late" as in shes already commited violence. Shes doomed herself to a bad end where no one will be happy so its like the Night Bureau telling her Yeah dont expect forgiveness from us 👍
"My head is a most obliging harbor for this illusion/ Will these Irish eyes be stung by tears of confusion/ Will you meet the common end to your odd shaped mission, hope it isnt true/ I dont believe in that kind of god but still I pray for you" I think this passage can be sung from Lunias perspective !! Shes worried and shes scared but she holds out hope that migo will come back around. The Odd shaped mission being her violent way of getting what she wants but Lunia hopes they can comprimise and all of the nightmares will stop.
"We will produce vanity holocausts / We will commit acts of misery/ We will weaponize sightless innocents/ Then we will forget" Basically what the nightmare king has done and what she will continue to do. Acts of misery. Theres no stopping this
NOW THE SECOND BIGGEST REASON WHY I THINK THIS SONG IS SO HER, THIS LINE
"I suffered pompous death to find her kingdom razed" The rediscovering of Castle Nocturnia and the hope that Lunia may still be there. When the Nightmare King gets to it he sees the state of distruction and knows that after migos own self death that she experienced being stuck in the guardian for quite a while, that Lunia was also truly gone. Revalation.
"Cherub corpses in the vapor, Martyrs wrapped in butcher paper" Its at this point where she sees all the damage shes caused to get here, the death and the tragedy. Shes most definetly responsible for many deaths for those who fought till the end to protect the dream world from her. But at this point of so much what is the point of stopping? The blood has been spilt already and its not like she feels bad about it . "There's no sympathetic voices anywhere, there's blood in my hair"
Now the end of the song, I love this part because it sounds like a final breakdown after everything in the song. so so cool
"I saw you laughing but tomorrow you'll say you were there" No one takes her seriously beofre she becomes the nightmare king 😎
"You looked at me in disgust, girl, Why should I care? Theres blood in my hair... Fuck!"
After migo tries to trap Lunia, she knows she now sees her with fear in her eyes so at this point there is no going back. Full force into violence! To do all that she will do and cause all the pain she will cause
SOOO THATS MY ANALYSIS I HOPE YOU ENJOYED. im normal about this song and about migo. !
OH MY GOSH OOMF THIS IS INSANE 🔥🔥 I’m gonna do a live breakdown cause I think I would forget what I’m gonna say if I go back and forth.
First things first the text guide that’s how you know it’s gonna be fire.
Sorry oomf I was one of the ones who called Migo ugly SORRY 😓
Lunia really did do all that now that you think of it tbh 😭😭 she really made a whole dream creature (which probably takes a lot of energy) just to leave it as soon as she didn’t need it GIRL THAT IS BASICALLY YOUR CHILD WHAT ARE YOU DOING
Migo wanting to spend every single second with Lunia only to be left alone abandoned by her TRAPPED BY HER OWN CREATION?? I wouldn’t recover actually I guess nightmare king had some right to act like that
“You’re the only solider I don’t wanna strangle” OKAY WOW
“Five lives too late” yeah buddy no one’s forgiving you now 😭 i can see a timeline where lunia somehow got her to calm down and for the bureau to be maybe somewhat understanding of the situation (especially with the old nice grand inspector in charge) but with Lunia being the only one who knew the full side of the story (other than NK herself) disappearing all chances of the story being told and some sympathy being brought up is gone
Lunia holding hope for Migo I feel sick
GOING TO CASTLE NOCTURNIA HOPING SHE WOULD BE THERE YOU SERIOUSLY WANT TO KILL ME
Sooo glad you brought up all the deaths she’s caused. No one really talks about it?? Even though it’s such a real possibility to everyone, imagine dreamers CHILD dreamers going to sleep one night and never waking up again because a night terror got them.
Also a big issue with the bureau in general cause why are you employing everyone of every age to fight and become either child soldiers or soldiers past their age 😭 Dawg Royce should be in retirement NOT the grand inspector!!!
SO PEAK OOMF. PLEAAASE I UNDERSTAND SO DEEPLY THIS IS SO GOOD. Oh my god I think you should also be the number one Migo/NK fan THIS IS INSANE!!!
If you have any more…please…share… this is so peak
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Okay as someone who adores Jimmy and Martyn's dynamic (don't really ship it but they are so jsdhsdcns) may a present a bit of context about them. Especially bc irl, outside of streaming and videos, they are best friends and that's never talked about, the same way that Grian and BigB are best friends irl and everyone chooses to ignore it for some reason
So ccJimmy was a huge Martyn fan before they met. Like that's smth that comes up from time to time and it never stops being funny, he was a freaking fanboy, he has said that Martyn was his biggest youtube inspiration and that it's wild that they are so close now. They met bc Jimmy's close friend Netty, who also used to be a cc, was like "you won't believe who I'm dating >:)". Also, Netty was one of the creators of the Timmy nickname alongside Grian, and until now Jimmy's contact name in Martyn's phone is "Timmy? Jimmy? idk idc" bc of her, which is iconic
Anyway, they really hit it off and became really close friends. Jimmy was one of the groomsmen in Martyn and Netty's wedding, which I consider the platonic equivalent to a wattpad y/n fanfic. They even play valorant and stuff like that together in their free time, and their each other "oh what a funny meme gonna send it to oomf". Jimmy complains often about Martyn living too far away, as Martyn is too busy with his kids to join most of the time the Brit ccs hang out, but he still visits him from time to time, and when Martyn is able to travel Jimmy is usually involved somehow. There is an incredible catalogue of photos of them together dating back to eight years, and I have observed the easiest way of assuring a Martyn reblog in tumblr is posting about him and Jimmy; there are far less posts about them than with other duos, but they have they highest proportional rate of Martyn reblogs, and not only include fanart, but also photos or gifs
They often stream together, at least once a week, and they are always messing with each other, and they match each other's sense of humour so well, they have tons of inside jokes no one understands but them. I saw someone say once that Martyn could say the stupidest joke ever and Jimmy would still find it funny, and yh, I confirm that's true. In general they just know each other well. In a better world, Martyn would appear in more of Jimmy's videos, or they would be in the same smp together more often. In lots of their content they really gravitate towards the other. Although they have technically only been allied in the life series twice, Martyn often ends up wandering to whenever Jimmy is to mess with him or just talk; for example, in DL I swear Martyn was in the Ranch like half the time. His first reaction when smth happens is often "oh I can use this to prank Jimmy" or "I have to show Jimmy this". For me though, the best examples of their dynamic are in New Life smp, a series that was discontinued bc of external factors but was sooooo good, it is the one of the very few times Martyn has been in a proper long-time smp and it proved he was great at it. Anyway their dynamic during those series was top-tier. They are also one of the most frequent duos in mcc, especially during the early days of the competition,during the first season they were ALWAYS in the same team. In MCC 30 they won together for the first time (while teamed with Scott) and it made me soo emotional when Jimmy was like "omg Martyn after so many times, finally".
And of course it is so easy to make lore with them, as they were a duo in Evo, forming the property police which even today is their most common duo name. They were incredibly silly and it's funny to see how much they've changed and at the same time, how they are the exact same dumbasses.
As I said on the beginning, although I respect the ship I don't really ship it myself, it's one of those cases I love a friendship so much that I just don't see it as romance, but yh that's a bit of context for these two freaks's dynamic/ aff. They are so underrated as a duo it drives me a bit crazy ngl
that's insane!! i had no idea about exactly how far back they really went or even about Grian & BigB!! i think there's something so special about seeing how far they've come together & just how much they care about each other. it's sentimental. i did laugh at how you described it as a wattpad y/n fanfic tho it's so true
i have seen most of Martyn's New Life smp & i loved watching Martyn come up with the toy boxes or when he took Jimmy on as an apprentice during his penguin life.. they got up to so many shenanigans & i love how Martyn doubles down on a bit & Jimmy genuinely loves & goes along with it. like the toy versions of him in New Life or the Rancher's HOA iirc lol
unfortunately, i don't watch much MCC in general & while i've been interested in Evo, i know literally nothing about it JKASDL i heard like Pearl and Grian were also part of it? i think anyways.. as someone who loves Martyn's storytelling, i would love to get into it at some point!
i do agree it's an incredibly underrated duo. i would really love seeing more content of them! i honestly don't think i've seen like actual fanart of them of just them together lol. sad. & i totally understand not rlly shipping it, even from the little bit i had seen, there's a dynamic there that shines thru that resonates as like. undeniably guy best friends. it's cute! it's also the main reason why I hadn't rlly given the polycule ship from the previous ask much thought before bc something about Jimmy and Martyn's dynamic felt a lot stronger & complimentary AS friends.
#ask#ofc not knocking the ship. i've read fics that had them as a ship that i thought were GENUINELY cute. but i understand anon lol#AND THANK YOU ANON BTW.. i love learning why other people love certain duos/dynamics#i can feel just how much you care for them & i love it#long post
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Caught up on this, woo. I think I'm leaning between mixed and still good. Borrowing this word choice from the oomf Jane, the first episode very much has a dignity to it - there's some well executed comedy in there, mainly with Takahashi's introductory scene, but the show takes itself seriously and plays itself quite straight, and even gets downright emotional in the final scene of that first episode with Machina showing off her apartment.
The second episode then was a step down in a lot of ways, turning back to a lot of your rather trite isekai staples - play up Maou's love of Veltol and even do a rivalry bit with Takahashi, wax poetic about the glory of a tracksuit, and ending with getting Veltol into streaming. I think the show has good presentation and some of these scenes have pretty good comedic chops such that I was still enjoying myself somewhat, but somewhat disappointing coming off of that first episode.
I think that the third episode however, kinda brought it back a little bit, maybe even struck a balance? Comedic chops hit a little harder this time - "let's see how much my power has been restored with my million subscribers" being quite a funny line in context - but you've got more of the actual plot and characterisation stuff coming back in stronger force, such as Veltol's meeting with the now eternally young Hero Gram. Although having said that it still sort of drags itself down a little bit with some ecchi jokes - like I'm not here to be a prude or anything but that aforementioned dignity is sort of gone here in favour of things you'd see in any other seasonal slop isekai. It's weird. I don't think as a series its abandoned its strengths or anything yet and despite occasionally somewhat wonky artwork I do think the presentation is pretty strong, although I just get the sense that like. I suppose the series I expected to be getting and enjoying isn't fully there, although what we're getting instead is still pretty good? But I wish it was closer to that initial idea as presented in the first episode. Idk. It's a whole thing.
But I mean, as you can see it's still in watching. That's not always a guarantee so. We'll take it.
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The thing about taylor mimicing whoever she starts dating is so accurate. I became a stan during the folklore/evermore stage, and now i am just standing here thinking "what the fuck"
And also, stanning TS is a hell of a drug???? Like, idk what they are putting in it because ever since i stopped "stanning" her it is almost as if a veil is being lifted from my face?
Not only is it apparent that she is horrible and vile and possibly a narcissist with a teenager's emotional maturity, her music also sounds trash! Lines that I used to find oh so endearing now sound like a crime against the english language
But yeah, totally here to see even more ex-swifties realise they don't really like the "real" TS, and who they liked was who she was with Joe...
"stanning TS is a hell of a drug"
Past me would've dragged the hell out of antis because that's how obsessed I was with her. There was this emotional urge of defending my favourite artist because she was the most innocent and oppressed person to ever exist in this planet😭, never gonna forget the day when she dropped ME! with that basic ass music video and I pretended to like it because seeing bad reviews might hurt her. I also dragged anybody who said they didn’t like the song and my other oomfs were doing the same. 😭😭😭 Now that I'm not a stan anymore, I can see the black and white pattern in their behavior so clearly because I have been there once...and it's embarrassing.
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20 Writer Questions
Tagged by the amazing, the wonderful, the talented @taumoebaa (ily oomf🫶🏻)
1. Total number of AO3 works?
39 (with like double in WIPS 🫣)
2. Total AO3 word count?
230,598 👁️👄👁️
3. Fandoms I’ve written in?
oh boy. Uhhh recently (like 5 years) has been Smosh, DreamSMP and Fourth Wing, as those are the most prominent on my AO3. If I️ still had my Quotev account (the place before AO3) there was definitely Warrior Cats and One Direction back when I️ was 11-13 years old or so. There was probably a murky time in like 2014-2015 where i wrote Hetalia fanfiction on WattPad? But I️ haven’t touched wattpad with a ten-foot pole since then.
4. Top 5 Fics by Kudos
1- Would You Follow Me? (DreamSMP)
2- Family Are The Brothers We Found Along the Way (DreamSMP AU)
3- Half Past 3, How Are You? (DSMP AU)
4- Parental Advisory (DSMP AU)
5- The Hair Dye Incident (DSMP AU)
Mainly because when I️ wrote these, it was at the HEIGHT of the DSMP days and that fandom was… something… It was also the most I’ve written in forever.
5. Do I️ respond to Comments?
I️ try to! I️ respond to about 80-90% of comments as I️ do love getting them and getting that sweet sweet validation.
Gimme all the comments and validation and I️ will love you forever tbh! I️ write for myself but I️ also love to know if people are actually enjoying my work as well, helps justify it when the self-critic is being too loud.
6. What has the angstiest ending?
Parental Advisory most likely. Though Storm in the Pouring Rain is gearing up to be a heartbreaker! 🫡
7. What has the happiest ending?
Would You Follow Me! I️ have a little soft spot for this fic tbh even though I️ don’t interact with, watch or really even follow along DSMP content creators. It’s a sweet little fic!
I️ also love Quiet Day In as well, because it’s just soft and fluffy and cute! No stress, no qualms. Just love and affection and comfort 🥺
8. Have I️ received hate?
Hmm I’ve had criticism that I️ didn’t want or ask for, of which was very nicely put but was just unwarranted tbh. 99.9% of people who have read my stuff are very sweet and very kind. There’s been some comments way back in ye olden days where there was more criticism, mainly just because of how young I️ was when I️ started writing and the internet wasn’t as chill.
9. Do I️ write smut? And what kind?
Like once. I hated it and I’m so tempted to orphan that fic anyways because I️ don’t like it. I️ will probably never write it again tbh because I️ just don’t like writing it. Reading and writing it myself are two different things in my brain.
10. Do I️ write crossovers?
Nah, not really my cup of tea. It’s too much to juggle and I️ don’t really like crossover fics that I️ have read, so I️ don’t read them.
11. Have I️ ever had a fic stolen?
Probably. Honestly it would have been when way back in like 2012-2014 era of writing tbh.
12. Have I️ ever had a fic translated?
I️ think someone has offered to translate a fic of mine but it never came about from what I️ know. I️ exist in a bubble tbh.
13. Have I️ ever co-written a fic?
I️ think so?? When I️ was much much younger in my writing style, I️ think I️ co-wrote a warrior cats fanfic?? I have done a “finish the fic” story with one of my mutuals a while ago, if that counts.
14. What is my all-time favorite ship?
Besties idk! I have jumped through so many fandoms in the time I’ve been in fandom that I️ have no clue what my all time favorite ship could possibly be. I️ just love fan works and appreciate the time and effort that goes into them.
15. A WIP I️’ll never finish?
Anything critical role related. I️ was in a two year writing slump and I️ started and quit a dozen fics when I️ was neck deep into C2.
16. Writing Strengths?
Probably fluff scenes in my opinion. Anything with a lot of prose and descriptives!
I️ also love writing angst and the hurt/comfort. The tumultuous emotions with an aching want to be held softly and treated like something precious. Mmm I️ love it!
17. Writing Weaknesses?
Fight scenes or anything really action packed. It’s surprisingly hard to make them flow without seeming repetitive or monotonous in my own experience.
Also smut scenes. Can’t write them to save my life. It’s for the same reasons as fighting scenes. It’s the same repetitive words and emotions that I️ just prefer skipping over them.
18. Do I️ like foreign language dialogue?
I️ think it’s fantastic! Love the incorporation of foreign languages whether it’s translated to English or not.
19. First Fandom I️ wrote for?
Oh boy… I️ think it was either Warrior Cats way back in like 2011??? That or twilight self-insert in that same era. 👀
20. Favorite fic Ive written?
My current WIP, Storm in the Pouring Rain is one that I️ am loving right now. It’s my baby! Otherwise, I️ love the style and flow of Half Past 3, How are You.
It’s hard for me to pick favorites, because they all reflect really well on where I️ am in my life, and they are all products of myself so I️ like most of my fics. Some are silly, some are sweet and some are really in-depth character studies or angst fics. They all bring a little something to my life that I️ love and appreciate.
I’m tagging: @dostthouhavekittens @dont-fold-the-pages @mangopit if you want to! Idk any other writers who haven’t already done this tbh so Otherwise it’s open to anyone who wants to do this
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Hey Jessie question;
Does Jessie consider Samwich a prophet? I get the feeling (and correct me if I'm wrong) that Samwich was chosen to be raised up less out of deliberate choice and more they were the ant Jessie happened to choose. While I feel like Samwich considers themselves a prophet, or at least a clergyant, of Jessie, does Jessie reciprocate in the act of being the Prophets God? Or does she just continue life and Samwich watches from the sidelines? If the former, how does Jessie react to someone with the blind devotion of a prophet? If the latter, does Samwich understand they are not part of Jessie's life at all?
And;
I keep thinking about the panel from the Shiloh soda comic where Shiloh is finally commanded to get the pop. The fact it's right->left to show the uncanny nature of the act. Shiloh's withering expression. The fact they're arguing over a problem Jessie created and then had to solve. The fact the solution is disatisfactory being reflected in layout and design. It's such a good character moment for the both of them. Makes me mental. Scratches the good parts of my brain. I like it
i think jessie doesn't consider samwich a prophet, and probably doesn't think of them much outside of when they insert their presence directly in front of her. a prophet imo would need to act as a mediator between God and the masses to deliver info that God won't, for some reason, just communicate to everyone directly. to jessie, sam is probably more like a spider she sees in the corner of her room; she knows she's not supposed to want to kill it, and it's probably catching bugs she doesn't want to deal with, and also it's more effort than she wants to put forth to go kill it. later in the comic, she might see sam as vaguely friend-shaped due to their constant availability to provide unrequited and unconditional emotional support while jessie ruins her relationship. to sam, they might be closer to an apostle or missionary than a prophet. their relationship is not particularly special from jessie's point-of-view, which has always been abundantly clear to samwich.
that is to say that sam would function exactly the same regardless of whether they ever had direct contact with jessie or not, whereas a prophet would not be able to... prophesize without some form of contact from god. jessie's actions naturally insinuate her beliefs and psychology, like above, which sam has spent hundreds of hours collecting info on and poring over, then distilling the deductions and promulgating them. i definitely think they self-identify as clergy (although idk if jessie sees any of them in such an official light, they are all just oomf's to her or something even in person).
also yeah i noticed it read RTL and i just did not feel like drawing two separate panels instead. i liked shiloh's extremely subtle smirks too much to sacrifice it and try to redraw it, specifically.
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Clear card pros and cons (that i can remember i need to reread it again)
Pros:
SYAOSAKU DATING ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥
idk more content around our fave characters (though not as much but take it as you will)
The wierd ass technology update all of a sudden everyone has iphones (minus syaoran)
It picked up from the og ending where syaoran comes back from hong kong
SYAOSAKU DATING 🥹🥹🥹
SYAOSAKU WENT ON A DATE ‼️‼️
Unlocked sakura new swag (at the cost of ending her cardcaptor retirement…)
(Anime only) english dub actors of trc syaosaku voice ccscc syaosaku i thought that was pretty cool (syaoran sounds like maybe he went through puberty a little too early but thats okay)
(Anime only) SYAORAN SPEAKS FRENCH IN THE ENGLISH DUB
cute art style
Maybe just me but sometimes i get a little emotional seeing sakura in her daily life in middle school because its like !! Wow i remember when you were in 4th grade and now you’re in 7th grade im so proud of you sakura 🥹
Momo (new mascot to make marketable plushie off of)
(Anime only) MEILING COMEBACK ‼️
THE SYAOSAKU SONG HOSHI NO TEGAMI 😭😭😭😭😭 BEST SONG EVERRRR WTF SYAORANS SINGING VOICE IS SO!:?:)/$/? THEYRE SUCH A GOOD DUET
SYAOSAKU DATING. Btw. Theyre a couple. Theyre dating and theyre in love.
Cons:
KAITO.
New characters who happen to be mediocre
Akiho is literally just a carbon copy of sakura who is just sad (they refused to touch on the different aspects of her like reading books, singing and from kong kong only very rarely)
Kaito fucking sucks literally worst ccs of all time and THATS A LOT saying theres literal PEDOS in the fucking show but theyre all background characters but they can also piss off
Tbf i got confused along the way
Too many plot holes
Syaosaku angst
Syaosaku couldnt touch for a while 😔
Anyway why did yelan do that (referring to point above)
Some shit does not make sense
Tsubasa/xxxholic references (this is for you oomf)
Syaoran???? Is part of the “im keeping things from sakura” gang???? And it sucks so bad (yes it got resolved in the later half BUT IT STILL SUCKED)
TOO MANY THINGS KEPT FROM SAKURA JUST TELL HER DAMN
pushes most characters from the og manga aside to focus on akiho and that man 🙄🙄🙄
Clamp forces us to care about them but in reality we really do not gaf
(In reference to point above) Clamp sees that and pushes the nostalgia tactics/references sometimes and its lowkey tiring
The part where the syao/saku/tomo were reminiscing that fuck ass teacher made me ill i genuinely wanted to kms
Still hasnt gotten rid of their p*do ass shit thanks clamp very cool (sarcasm)
Did i mention that the og characters were pushed back? Because they really were
Akiho felt more of the main character of this story instead of sakura
Tbh not much happened in the entirety of this manga ESPECIALLY considering time shenanigans
Im still mad that syaoran hid stuff from sakura tbh
HOW CAN I FORGET THE UGLY ASS “YUNAAKI IS SIMILAR TO SYAOSAKU” PARALLELS AND HOW BADLY IT PISSES ME OFF
syaosaku dont look but theres an ugly bitch trying to be like you (yunaaki)
Yunaaki becoming borderline canon despite it being a toxic and p*dophilic ship
Kaito still exists in this fucking story and got a somewhat happy ending (befriending syaoran dont piss me the fuck off)
COMPARING KAITO TO SYAORAN KYS @ CLAMP
Kero/tomoyo/yue/nakuru/spinnel basically everyone magically involved is pushed back basically useless until the final act (i think i mentioned the character pushback before)
Still major plotholes
Yamazaki tells the truth now
Touya got whitewashed
Akiho still has too many similarities to sakura it still pisses me off. Why cant they make her her own character
My girl sakura developed anxiety
MY BOY SYAORAN DEVELOPED DEPRESSION
angsty ass middle schoolers
Didnt like the scene where sakuras grandad was basically throwing shade at syaoran comparing his romance with sakura to … sakura’s fuckass dad grooming her mom. What
Syaoran calmed down a bit i miss when he was chaotic af but whatever #middleschoolerthings
Season 2 is taking forever to release good lord
#thats about it i can think for now#if i remember i’ll probably add more idk#clear card spoilers#thoughts
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The Church on Ruby Road
So I watched the first episode. RTD is a good writer. He's simply. A good writer. He puts in pieces, the pieces come together, they make sense and emotional sense.
It was very silly. I loved his classic tricks for the Doctor. Implying he's a bit more magic if you just meet him. Because he knew. He knew the glass was going to fall. Knowing the police officer's gf is going to say yes, knowing the guys going to propose at all. TIME LORD. He just shows up - he's somehow there every time.
Disdain for other time travellers. Nice. Near Instant understanding of new technologies (because he's an alien genius scientist what have you - god how I HATED the absence of that in chibs' work, the reversal of that! For the female doctor!!!!) Rope language. Very cool little worldbuilding.
The CRAZY goblin stuff lol. They looked enormously good. And the song! Lol
The setup for the gloves, Chekhov's gloves. Pieces come together.
And the whole episode about A CLASSIC CHRISTMAS THEME time story - how much worse would the world be without you in it? Alternate history. A wonderful companion introduction. And a great embedding in family. I always love RTD for that. The mundane is fully fleshed out.
Gatwa did a GREAT classic Doctor. The running through corridors, the joy at the weirdness of the world even if it wants to kill you, the crying. God I LOVE that RTD is going with the timeless child - I LOVE what he's doing with it. It's such a great idea and he's doing it justice - he's themed the companion around it - he's built in a mystery to the companion which reflects the Doctor's. And a moment which emphasises that the Doctor COULD find out about Ruby's mother - but doesn't...
Wonderful grandma running gag tea joke. Not killing the goblins but destroying them... Probably. Always an interesting ambiguity there from RTD I think - which sometimes turns into explicit hypocrisy
The companion I think is.... Generic. I mean the acting is generic the dynamic is generic. About Amy level for me personally. I really really loved it when they were bickering - that's when they really had a spark, and when Ruby got some oomf. The one braincell improvising between them also lol
Great climactic suspense,great foreshadowed solution, great emotional moment when the Doctor puts her bacK . GREAT emotional moment when we see how Carla and her mum are doing without her. So many lives... Really loved the moment when the coincidences keep mounting and thunder keeps cracking also.
I really hope Ruby wins me over because she hasn't quite yet. she's just so... Idk generic British girl I guess. The pacing was a bit weird at times... And their first meeting didn't quite do it for me...idk. but they got better
It's interesting, I did miss thirteen era a bit. There was something very... Hmmm. Close. To it. And I don't mean the shots.. very raw somehow. While this is very much a NARRATIVE. Trade-offs i guess
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dear diary for the first time in 813 days i didn’t panic call the cops on oomf or sob so hard i vommed listening 2 their thoughts on d34th instead i was able 2 have a Real convo ab it without shutting down or changing the topic which !!!!
i also ate flatbread w my mommy n told her ab 🥅’s babie :/ 4 once in her life she was not Mad n says i am Not catholic guilt eldest girlfail 4 i am “as long as u get home safe now” girlboss :”)
idk if it’s watching awsten become more comfy w himself on tour or chappell’s music but the more shit i find the easier i can accept the reality of how He took advantage of my naivety and compulsion 4 safety. it’s harrowing but comforting in knowing it isn’t a singular experience.
i’m Angry and it’s strange. a very new emotion i’ve never allowed 2 feel about anything ever and now that i can without any1 pulling the “do u rly wanna be like her” card or feigning fear i feel liberated. the rage in no way diminishes the new love in my heart i am as miserable as i am magical and i can still care for and protect my people and be livid at the scene god i am finally fucking free.
no more excuses 4 people that hurt me no more waiting around. i don’t need 2 be a bigger person or forgive or wait 4 better i don’t owe anyone shit anymore !!
i even had oomfie help me w my hair and zip my dress the other day n even though i flinched i didn’t kick her or scream this time which makes me really really happy :”>
i’m so excited 4 this weekend !! i ordered purple beads n picky comes home next week n i’m renewing my lenses finally god bless aries szn 🙏
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FauSang? I'm not sure I ship it but I like their connection as the Two Smart Sinners.
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I love the art of them tumblr has to offer, but honestly it doesn't compell me much, again with the cool bird analogy for Rodigreg, just with more bias (though this may be because i'm very tired and my emotions are dulled idk i'll update this if so)
I can see them bonding over discussing Smart Things together though so that's why they're high on the sense scale
But of course, I can't talk about this ship without talking about Fausangclair, primarily because it was technically my gateway ship to this one
Does it make sense? Absolutely not. What am I compelled by? Bias, delusion, a Dream, and oomf.
(I have an oomf who's an irl friend, we watched the Sinners get revealed one by one on twitter, and oomf immediately took to kinning/irl'ing Faust, then a few days later said that, in a bout of divine madness, he found out that Faust, Sinclair, and Yi Sang are in a polycule)
#apple asks#ship chart#faust oomf said this waaay before the promo videos btw#implying he actually saw the mirror world where kraust existed (they tend to get source mems) but didn't realize it#probably idk#i just think it's funny he shipped fauclair and then we have kraust and nclair#edit: i'd like to mention that around the time faust oomf irl'd faust they started speaking in 3rd person#for no particular reason aside from their own comfort#not exactly related i just think it's another addition to the string of funny coincidences
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oomf did ask why i picked pisces so buckle in im about to yap-
so his canon is that he's a taurus, which is like, fine, i can see it. typically described as loyal, down-to-earth, reliable, honest and kinda hard-headed. like i can totally see that interpretation and i also think leland can be described as most of those things, but taurus are also sometimes described as jealous, aggressive, selfish, and controlling. which i simply do not vibe with for leland.
but i also kind of know that they picked taurus bc of his power. yk... bull... knocking people over... i was like don't pmo gun i know you didn't think about their personalities like that LMAOO so i will admit part of it was a spite change.
but anyway i decided to go with pisces for leland bc i think it's a little bit of a subversion from what gun sometimes seems like they're trying to do w him. i feel like they didn't really explore subverting the whole tough guy jock/Boyfriend Character Standin trope much. or they got very close to it, but can never stick the landing with what we've seen from their lore. i think that honestly the voice actor gave the potential/gave me the idea that leland is just, super sensitive and emotional. he is so sweet to everyone in a way you would maybe not expect from his character archetype normally, and he's also like. ok listen he's kind of babygirl when he sounds like he's 2 seconds from tears in every other voiceline. as a pisces myself, i am also always 2 seconds from tears-
pisces are generally loyal, intuitive, compassionate, wear their hearts on their sleeves, and throw themselves into caring for others, often at the expense of themselves. pisces can also be overthinkers, people-pleasers, self-depreciating, and pushovers to avoid inconveniencing others. forgive too easily, have a martyr complex, and are overly emotional/oversensitive. i'd say the only usual major trait he isn't so much is like creative. though he is imaginative. i hc him being into all kinds of fiction and reading. another one of those 'you might not have expected it from him' type things.
the more i explored writing him, the more i tapped into his sensitivity and idk, the idea that he has a lot of emotional intelligence. a golden popular boy, who might be sort of cringe and pathetic in reality, but also giving him the range to have this unexpected depth and idk, sympathy? i personally love when characters are empathetic and soft but also the protector, yk? to me his core character is a kindhearted boy next door, who will do anything for his friends, and who is disentangling himself from the expectations of others and his own insecurities.
ig in short i was sort of ): about how gun talked about him just, being some guy who's not even good enough at anything to do it in college and his whole thing seemed to revolve around being strung along by a pretty girl. and i just thought that was mean spirited in a way? (for both characters fwiw). so i wanted to take some of that 'just ken' type bullshit and give it a little more love. the narrative themes i look at with him are love, devotion, sacrifice, and "doing the right thing".
as for the starsign of it all, i don't think that starsigns always indicate the kind of person you are, it is in fact pseudo science LMAO but i like to select them very specifically for my muses, because it helps me build out their personalities in more depth. it's a fun little writing exercise. anyway sorry for the novel it will happen again
me every time i remember i made leland a pisces instead of a taurus: i'm so fucking right and smart
#this is long and went on a separate tangent oh god#me reading both leland and myself tbh#like yes i will project bc i knew i empathized and resonated w this silly horror game jock for a reason-
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