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dailyloopdeloop · 4 months

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DAY 75: onehat

#codacheetah #isat #loop isat #siffrin isat #isat act 6 spoilers #twohat spoilers #isat spoilers #yea im tagging the onehat post twohat spoilers. watch me #..do we know what time of day it is when siffrin goes to the favor tree?#i always imagined the evening for some reason.#um so anyways. hey do you guys ever think about onehat. do you think about it #do you ever think about how siffrin never learning about loop and never getting closure with them #is just as valid of an ending as twohats. you dont have to get twohats. loop getting some catharsis isnt necessary to siffrin's narrative.#they asked to be here. they were here to help siffrin. and they did. and it ended #that's it.#i've always wondered if loop saw siffrin perform the ritual for them #i wonder if it would comfort them or not. if you ask them if they're a ghost they say yes (and no) after all #the tree is their grave.#something something from main character to stage director to sponsor to corpse #and with how arcane the prereqs for twohats are. yes you can get them naturally on a first playthrough but it's definitely not the majority #experience especially playing blind.#to give loop an ending you have to reach back in with both hands and grasp at that connection #i dont rlly know how to articulate it but it makes me feel a kind of way tbh. you only learn the prereqs (w/o guidance) by talking to loop #very frequently and paying attention to the hints they drop to you about the coin. labor of love situation #self love. siffrin reaching back for loop. We Are Getting Out Together Bitch #Is this anything i dont know that it is #idk onehat fascinates me a lot and im not even gonna touch on the onehats playthroughs where u actually do get the prereqs #i think there is a slight tendency among some fans tocharacterize loop as. more vindictive than they are? i guess?#it's easy to stare down loop's big twohats breakdown and see them bare their fangs and look into their anger #but loop's willingness to fade into nothing and leave siffrin alone shouldnt be forgotten i dont think

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fluentisonus · 13 days

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part of the problem is that a lot of hugo's politics are really well thought out & considered & good but then some of them are like. entirely vibes-based to the point of feeling muddled & inconsistent & even straight up Bad sometimes. which is annoying

#sometimes it's like he's just saying things. chewing it over in real time but not getting anywhere really. which is frustrating when you've #just been immersed in a really deep & serious point he's carefully made & laid out just before #<- e.g. this section of revolt vs insurrection has some good points ig & could be interesting if it was actually grounded in some sort #of idk. political theory or something. but instead he spends a lot of it just falling back on ~vibes which sucks Especially bc #sometimes that 'sense' misleads him i think! and he ends up wandering closer to certain reactionary ideas than he intends #like he starts w this really banger bit basically making fun of the bourgeoisie opinion on violent uprising but then?? kind of ends up #doing that a bit himself by the end? not to mention that tbh i think the whole distinction he's trying to make here is kind of bogus anyway #it really feels he's trying to soothe his like lingering bits of conservative discomfort around this sort of armed uprising #by sorting it into a 'good' 'type' while maintaining a 'bad' 'type' for anything he's still not comfortable with #<- i wouldn't phrase that quite so harshly except i still think his bit on 1848 is annoying & this sort of goes hand in hand w that towards #like. actually actively working against the values he's trying to strive towards. y'know.#it's like you can see genuinely him intellectually trying to come round but he has still not let go of these #sort of like. instinctive conservative bourgeois discomforts in his subconscious. if that makes sense #thoughts #<- also the take on caesar & alexander & columbus etc. 😑🚬 i'm tired #kind of funny though bc sometimes his characters (i.e. like the amis) come across as having more clear grounded discussed well #thought through political opinions than he does. lol. it's like he saw the vision but was struggling with it personally at times

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volfoss · 3 months

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lestat being a trans ally is actually the most mind boggling part of this book so far

#twist rambles #i need a tag for this tbh. but its insane i love gabrielle so so much and the ways that he is willing to do anything to make sure shes #comfortable and affirmed is genuinely very sweet.#vc posting #<- my tag nowwww i needd to go back and tag the posts i missed later. show tag is diff but this is my whole series tag as im chugging thru #them all :)#like when i sincerely tell you that the stuff anne is doing here is more impactful to me as a trans person than what ga.iman did in sand.ma #i mean it wholeheartedly. this book (and their relationship) is not w/o flaws but its a fun read minus the horrors #making that comparison btw bc these came out around the same time. TVA being 1985 and the gam.e of yo.u arc started 1991. actually insane #that this came out before and did a more meaningful representation of caring for trans loved ones <- used loosely bc stuff w gab.rielle is #kind of wild and ambiguous but still. would i recommend this to anyone. no.

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seonghwasblr · 3 days

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A fun fact about me is, that it's been my dream for a very long time to become a nailtech

#maja talks #I still haven't given up tbh #I just haven't had the money to buy all the stuff for it you know #i like to think my dreams are realistic #I need a job so i can buy stuff for gel nails and then i can practice and get good in my free time after job #a realistic dream if you ask me #my other dream is just to have money enough to live comfortably and a thing about me is i have never had a lot of money #so literally anything more than what i get from the state now is a lot to me and thus will fulfill that dream #like any fulltime job is like three times the most money I have ever had so...#also since i'm not having kids it'll be even better!!#realistic dreams I tell you #which reminds me i should really do my nails (with the limited amount of nailpolish I own lol)

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tohakumaru · 1 year

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the nomad and the horrors

thank you to everyone who sent a reply or ask from my little rant yesterday afterwork. it was refreshing to listen to different music. special mention to anon who recommended yves tumor, young the giant (which was very nostalgic), and @daydreamingofausten for cecillia... i used to love screaming this song when riding my bike around town.

i haven't done this in a few years now, but this was my eventual playlist for the night. i put this together on youtube today because i don't have spotify but you get the idea! also in response to @dogboyrevenge tagging a few weeks (?) ago...sorry it has taken so long!

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sunnibits · 7 months

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welp, I finally caved and made a nsfw sideblog. I reckon I’ve been an adult for almost a year now so I’m comfy enough to get a bit nastier on here, but I still feel weird with the idea of just putting straight up porn and shit on my main blog, so!! in the effort of keeping my blog at least somewhat appropriate (appropriate being a very vague, loose term here), I’ll be making a separate sideblog for the nastier stuff.

if you’re into that freak shit, feel free to follow me at @sinfulsunni !! if not, go about your day 👍

to be clear my main blog is still gonna be pretty untamed bc like. that’s just who I am. but hopefully this will allow for at least some level of containment for my absolutely unrestrained lust. just wanna make sure everyone is comfy yknow!!! plus I’m shy. lmao.

#there will probably still be some overlap between blogs and whatnot tbh #it’s more for my comfort than anything else honestly.#but. anyways.#that’s a thing now!

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swinging-stars-from-satellites · 1 year

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why does everything have to be a hecking issue with my sister

#she keeps getting on my case about the Theatre Boy thing which I would just like to hecking leave in the past #she keeps getting on my case bc I wear short shorts and spaghetti strap tank tops AROUND THE HOUSE AS LOUNGE CLOTHES #she's like DO YOU EVEN CARE ABOUT MODESTY and I'm like YOU WALK AROUND IN SHORTS AND A SPORTS BRA ALL THE TIME #(possibly bc I thought I could get away with wearing lounge clothes with a long shawl thing overtop the other day to worship practice #but I did in fact change my trousers after my mama pointed out that it wasn't super modest)#she keeps making comments about how I do inappropriate stuff on my phone bc I... watch one(1) sitcom?????#shows like that are IRREVERENT AS HECK like come on of course I'm not going to be totally open with my kid sister about them #I am an ADULT I can make my own choices about what content I will put up with in media #I can make my own choices about clothing if I think my mom's idea of ''anything more than an inch above the knee #is immodest'' is silly and restrictive for my body shape and comfort level personally #like... why does she have to act so high and mighty around me? she's in MIDDLE SCHOOL and I know I haven't always been the nicest to her #but I'm making the effort. I'm trying to get along with her and what I get is disdain on the daily in return :/#our mom said it's probably bc she was hoping I wouldn't move back in so she'd have our room to herself and now she's mad #that I'm back bc she has to share a space again and like I KNOW middle school ages SUCK I've BEEN THERE #but still I just. want to get along. but she picks on me and then I get frustrated and then I snap at her and it just doesn't end well #it's a nasty cycle tbh. I'm praying about it.#Lu rambles #personal #delete later

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mumblesplash · 2 years

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getting better at drawing when you’re not trying for realism is kinda funny bc it’s like wow now my art looks even MORE like the exact midpoint between old-school disney and late 2010s anime. i didn’t think it was possible and yet i’ve done it again. inspiring

#and soon? even More.#there’s also the additional layer of not being able to explain what about my art is better than it used to be #like idk what to tell u it’s just better now. all my old stuff is crap compared to this. leaps and bounds #source: dude trust me #tbh i think my artistic abilities probably seem much more consistent from an outside pov #bc i never want to draw anything i can’t draw #like if i TRIED to draw that cuteguy stoplight drawing a few months ago it would have looked terrible #but i wouldn’t have tried bc i wouldn’t have wanted to bc i couldn’t you see #that’s the thing about art it never feels any easier #if you start out frustrated by your skill falling short of your vision guess what #your vision will continue to improve as you gain skill and that frustration never goes away #but it also never feels any harder #my first experience with drawing was being pleasantly surprised to find my skill slightly exceeded my aspirations #(i was 3 and my aspirations were draw a duck)#and you know what. to this day the pleasant surprise remains #what i’m saying is dream small stay in your comfort zone and do not strive for great things #cannot recommend complacency enough #this isn’t sports you don’t get gains through effort you get gains and then the effort happens on accident #don’t listen to me i probably don’t know what i’m talking about #but i AM having more fun drawing than you so maybe i’m onto something #impossible to say #i’m certainly not smart enough to figure that out i’m an idiot have you seen the kind of advice i give #mumbling

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moe-broey · 3 months

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VIVID fucking idea I had last night....

Background info, I think Moe has some really distinct tendencies that Alfonse ends up being able to immediately identify it by (and finds a lot of comfort in doing so). One of which, is it doing a quiet, hesitant, but steady knock. Persistent, but with long pauses in between.

ENTER..... the Vision........ just. This entire sequence. "You'll never hear from me again". Into, the quiet knock only a few hours later. Into bursting in with the MOST enthusiastic, "HOLY FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Moe really is Some Type of Guy LMFAOO

Fave panels.......

#fire emblem #feh #thinking way back to that one ratatoskr moe comparison comic i made. where in one scene #ratatoskr startles alfonse vs alfonse immediately identifying moe is following him due to it's shuffling/Noticable Presence #like i feel like you would just be able to Feel it. like when you can feel your pet Looking at you #staring at you. intensely.#a little bit of characterization i put into alfonse there is him preferring that actually.#finding comfort in knowing exactly where his loved ones are/being able to tell immediately if they're near #this comic is also. such a good portrayl of how their dynamic ends up being actually.#moe says A Lot of things. that aren't always necessarily true. it makes odd jokes and can be VERY flighty #its number one response to anything stressful is to Leave. also deeply psychologically.#it just feels like it Has To. it is always saying it.#but after a while it becomes clear to alfonse that moe's words really don't match up w its actions.#and after a lot of work. esp on moe's end for alfonse's sake. moe still has a lot of trouble w it tbh #that response is just so deeply ingrained in it. but they Do end up building a level of trust between them #alfonse has faith in moe. moe's love for alfonse is stronger than its fear and seething hatred of romance in general #they are.. best friends.... in the historian sense but also. literally. that is the most important part.#also. moe absolutely is on the other end of this as well whenever alfonse has to do something and moe needs to stay behind #AND IT IS. handling it WAY WORSE LMFAOOO it is soooooo fucking mad..... entirely at itself/its own feelings 😭😭😭#moe is just. a guy who has A Lot of VERY intense feelings. and it hates every fucking second of it 😭😭😭😭😭#but it's like. it doesn't even feel That strongly.... it's FINE..... it's handling this sooooo well.#it's SO much better than alfonse. way more well-adjusted. clearly.#fe alfonse #moe tag #summoner oc #my art #my comics #moe lore #esp @ the tags LMFAOO the Snippets..... the Glimpses into its character.......

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bishonenspit · 9 months

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every time people fundamentally misunderstand the patalliro characters i lose years off my life

#bii talk tag #this isn't about anything specific dw im just thinking in general #the amount of bad takes ive seen in my time here.... augh #mostly abt The Mawaich obviously ppl just don't GET HIM... like obviously i consider myself the CEO of him but actually #the one thing ppl get wrong imo is that he was softened and lost his bad assery later in the manga which i DISAGREE WITH #at no point in maraich's life did he CHOOSE to be trained as an assassin and do what he does that's like key lore #he was raised by larken and trained as an assassin since he was a child he didn't really WANT to do any of that business #and even post figaro he still shows up and participates in major plots more than ban does!!! tbh!!!#just bc he had a kid and started doing housework doesn't mean he became useless that's literally the opposite #and even before having figaro ppl say he got softened GOD FORBID!!! like u know!!! and he's STILL doin shit!! whatever man #i hate it fr he's not a weak character for living comfortably he's still capable you guys are just haters 🫵‼️#also any time ppl call patalliro annoying i get annoyed bitch it's his show don't watch it if you're not here for him #also ppl give ban way too much credit he is Stupid #anyways im just Thinking

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reflectionsofgalaxies · 2 months

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i’ve been cursed by beautiful wide hips that i do not want, and thick thighs that make finding pants that fit near fucking impossible.

if dresses weren’t seen by most people as inherently feminine and i wasn’t wildly uncomfortable being seen in them most of the time, i would wear dresses and nothing else simply for ease of not having to find pants that fit or match my shirts.

#this brought to you by today’s frustrating costco run bc i only own a single pair of shorts #and it’s hot as balls lately so i definitely need more than just the one pair #and everything that fits my thick ass thighs is way too big around my waist #but anything smaller in the waist i can’t even get over my hips #i also need a pair a black dress pants so i grabbed a pair that SHOULD have been my size #only to have them stretch in a very unsightly way around my hips and thighs and STILL BE TOO FUCKING LONG #and they didn’t have anything shorter!#i’m short! i’ve got tiny thick legs!! nothing fits!!!#ugh #anyway thank you for letting me rant #leggings and eleastic waists by beloved #leggings and stretch to accommodate my thighs and hips and they’re soooooo comfy but AGAIN #they’re considered ‘feminine’ and ‘unprofessional’#at least elastic waists will never fail me #i can get a size large enough to comfortably fit over my hips and not have a gap big enough for my fist in front of my tummy #anyway i hate wearing clothes in general just let me be naked #personal #venting #oh and also the beautiful hips thing is because on anyone else they WOULD be beautiful #but on me it feels like Gender Hell #tagging this as #gender mess #bc tbh that’s a big part of why it bothers me i think

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arcaneyouth · 5 months

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it is So Weird how working on my comic makes me feel like i have more free time. and gives me more free time. logically, working on 3 comic pages a week would mean i have Less Time. but no. despite everything, i'm getting more done and able to use my time better now that i'm working on comic pages again. what the hell is up with that.

#it's probably the structure and routine tbh i've been doing this for 6 years #i feel way less stressed about all the stuff i have to do than the 2 months i wasn't working on the comic #and arguably i have more to do now!!!!!#there's just so many little things that working on my comic helps me with. vital part of my daily and weekly structure #1) gives me a Main Goal to focus on every week and it's a goal that i know is achievable #2) gives me things to do almost every day that i am able to get started on right away and then will have free time later when i'm done #3) on days i'm not working on it i feel more comfortable doing things for fun or completing smaller tasks #4) because it's a weekly schedule i actually know what day it is now. completely lost track of the days before. made me really scared tbh #5) actually allows me to relax. the way i make pages means it's a lil bit mindless half the time. which is nice #i spent most of the last 2 months when i wasn't making comic in bed. because i had nothing else to do #now i am not doing that! because even when i'm not working on pages i have the motivation to do things!#this is an ironic post to make when i've spent like 6-7 hours today just playing fathomverse #but that's the thing!!!! instead of hating myself for doing that i still feel like i can get shit done!#also i already knew all this about making comics and how i function but. man idk how to put this #i spent the last 2 months struggling to do fucking Anything #and it was after i was so sure i could handle taking a break from the comic #and it was after lots of people have told me i need to put the comic down and get a job #or do anything that isn't making a comic #i have been working on the comic again for 9 days. and already everything feels more manageable #i literally Need to have projects like this. if i dont i will lose my mind. nobody tell me i need to do other things with my life ever agai

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lucky-draws · 1 year

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9.6.23

#life drawings from last week #i feel i could have done better but the session itself was fun and i enjoyed doing them #im a bit rusty since i haven't done anything like that for ages and i kind of defaulted to focusing on accuracy i guess #rather than making a conscious effort to be looser/more dynamic idl #idk #like i rly liked one guy's pieces bc he was very bold like a lot of straight lines filling the page thick black charcoal + colours #and the guy next to me had a a squiggly style which was cool .even if he didn't seem to think so lol he wasa bit self deprecating abt it #and i was like noo noo i love the scribbles ..💔#so anyway looking at theirs made me wish id been a bit looser/bolder etc but i think since i hadnt done it in a while it was fine to just #do what im comfortable with quite precise figurative stuff #and tbh i do like these idk #im mad my local gallery stopped doing life drawing but oh well at least ive found an alternative #cant go every week bc its in city like an hour from me + ya know its a bit of an expense + i might be working on some of the days #but hopefully ill go again once or twice at least #original art #tumblr better not flag these looool

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robinsnest2111 · 7 months

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overwhelmed with the feeling of how much I want to leave this hellhole of a house for good

#even my shitty apartment with the broken heating and the dodgy water heater was more of a home than this house ever was #it's tearing me apart always having to be on guard here to keep myself protected from the moldy crumbling walls and my parents ignorance #they may have created me but they don't know anything about me and don't care to learn #they have hurt me in so many ways and robbed me of my childhood and teen years and are still a burden on my mental health #and they have the audacity to act like everything is fine and dandy between us. they don't know me #and i don't want them to know me tbh #i just want to leave #i want to find a place where i feel comfortable and where i can rest for the first time in my life #where i am surrounded by people who see me and know me and care about me #i want to feel loved and seen for the first time in my life #no more pain no more punishments no more hate. i am begging on my knees

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robinskey · 9 months

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i. love. bly. manor.

#i started rewatching it bc i needed a comfort show and i forgot about how fucking good the cinematography is #this is not a comfort show tbh but i love the women in this show more than anything in the world #(other than my cats and like…my family and friends. and also hazel callahan)

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theophagie-remade · 1 year

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I don't have much to say about Magne other than there was an Attempt, but. That time when Twice and Toga got angry with Overhaul for misgendering her was already indicative of what I'm going to get at in a sec, and obviously it was especially relevant because it was a direct show of respect and support from people who very clearly cared about her (and who called her big sis already as it was!!) (×2 imo because Twice was intentionally written to be the readers' insight into the LOV, and the character with whom they were supposed sympathise with the most at/since the beginning, so it's especially important that the first one who spoke up was him), but the story's progression (especially in recent years) is what most assures me that despite a rather poor execution (definitely not the best, but also certainly not the worst) Horikoshi did mean well with her. "People bound together by the chains of society always laugh at those who aren't" :(

#^ when she quotes her friend. like had the manga not gone on like it has that could have very well been a generic #We Live in a Society moment. but it wasn't. and that's what's comforting tbh #in general i think a big issue with magne from what little we know of her is that her reason for joining the lov was fighting back against #a tangibile real world issue (transphobia) vs all the other villains. whose situations Are partially real world issues as well #(eg child abuse) but they also very much present fantasy elements to them (eg toga's treatment due to her quirk)#and i'm not saying this as a justification for killing her off but. when you're writing a superhero comic with a target audience of young #cishet men it is much easier to present them with fantasy solutions to fantasy problems. again not that i think it's right!!!#but i do assume that horikoshi's thought process was more or less this. like. tiger is there alive and well #but he passes and was confirmed to be trans only via word of god so his identity has no bearing on the story itself #while magne's did. which doesn't make tiger's transness any less ''real'' than hers ofc but again i think it was a matter of what horikoshi #could actually deal with (fantasy problems) with the average readers that he has. it sucks all the way around.#which begs the question. ''why create her character in the first place then'' to which i answer: i don't fucking know man #bnha #animanga #mytext #in general. i've seen lots of people do this even with eg toga and her bisexuality (and when it comes to her i completely disagree but w/e)#but. authors who want to depic queer characters in good will but make mistakes or do it awkwardly or anything else #should Not be put on the same level as actively queerphobic authors. at all. do criticise what's worthy of constructive #criticism when you see it but don't even pretend that those two are remotely the same thing #(jic i didn't explain myself well bc i don't think that i did. what i wholly disagree with is that ''toga is a bad bi stereotype''.#i am bi people and i disagree!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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