#even my shitty apartment with the broken heating and the dodgy water heater was more of a home than this house ever was
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overwhelmed with the feeling of how much I want to leave this hellhole of a house for good
#even my shitty apartment with the broken heating and the dodgy water heater was more of a home than this house ever was#it's tearing me apart always having to be on guard here to keep myself protected from the moldy crumbling walls and my parents ignorance#they may have created me but they don't know anything about me and don't care to learn#they have hurt me in so many ways and robbed me of my childhood and teen years and are still a burden on my mental health#and they have the audacity to act like everything is fine and dandy between us. they don't know me#and i don't want them to know me tbh#i just want to leave#i want to find a place where i feel comfortable and where i can rest for the first time in my life#where i am surrounded by people who see me and know me and care about me#i want to feel loved and seen for the first time in my life#no more pain no more punishments no more hate. i am begging on my knees
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