#monstrous existence

[artsyebonyrose]

inktober day 23: celestial

(sky cat and mae from nitw)

i was so eager to draw this scene!! my favourite one in the game :) kinda want monstrous existence tattooed on me

[bizarrobrain]

"Belial" by Everson Poe - From "Monstrous Existence" (2020)

[tinyopossumscreaming]

Halloween will never feel the way it used to when you were just a silly kid who couldn't comprehend the horrors of existence. Life might have been horrible but at least you couldn't tell how bad it was. Oh to be young and foolish again

[gummi-ships]

Kingdom Hearts 2 - Shadow Stalker & Dark Thorn

[spoopy-moose]

mouthwashing so interesting cause you can see the characters getting warped by the fandom perception in real time

[potato-lord-but-not]

some dw doodles and my wife 🫶

[vehemourn]

found

[lorawant2sleep]

replayed nitw for the fourth time

thinking of a tattoo about it because i want to carry a part of this game with me forever

[catsxratsxbats]

Ultimate favorite horror trope is when the monster is also the victim

[pcktknife]

garfield poll????

would the touden party eat garfield the regular normal ass housecat

[thedeafprophet]

I ❤️ evil fantasty drugs. More stories should have evil fantasy drugs

[dariaspetgiraffe]

Yellow Jackets viewers who want happy endings and romance and healing get on my nerves because what kind of show do you think you signed up for. Its dark and fucked up theyre eating teammates like go watch a dramedy?? This show had been such a wonderful mindfuck of an experience and its very much thought process on life and shit not every good media needs a happy ending. 

[ofdarklands]

slamming into the wall of your inbox at top fucking speed to ask you to answer "Monstrous" and "Wound" for Mitr'a thank uuuuu

monster: Is your OC monstrous in any way? Is there something that makes them monstrous? Are they aware of their own monstrosity? Do they accept it or reject it?

hmmm is being perfectly suited to your role monstrous? being a keeper man is a job and he was excellent at it, in his opinion. he's proud of it. you must survive by yourself within the powers of the shroud, being forever a useful stranger wherever you go. you carry memories and news, are both source of life and passing interest, first defense and first to fall, to be welcomed but not kept too close. integral to your society but also expendable. you need a certain way of being to thrive in this role. i tend to think life expectancy for keeper males isn't overly high

being the wol is not so different, really. he's really good at it. it's just the framework around him that is not used to it, and he forgets sometimes that everyone else hasn't caught up yet to the obvious

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wound: How does your OC handle being wounded? Are their wounds mostly physical? Mental? Emotional? What's the worst wound your OC has ever experienced?

physical wounds are a fact of life. you do your best. you learn so you are better prepared next time. death will occur anyway. i need to actually make a general map of his scars, even if the most notorious are mostly from before hw (upgraded to whm then). definitely a big burn from ifrit in his chest. wasn't expecting the primal surprise at the time

emotional wounds... as he had a fulfilling life before arr so he's had the advantage of being very stable for the woes of the msq, but the increased closeness with people from hw on does have its effects as the story goes on... was fully willing to turn the exarch into paste about it too. lucky for him that he knew him from before!

i don't think wound is the word, but the end of shb revelations about his mythological role in the future and the past(azem) is the closest his idea of how the world should work got to outright wobbling. people should not be that loadbearing. these kinds of things should not be done for one person. they should not be done for the past. but he's also good at rolling with the blows, and also slightly distracted by feeling like absolute shit from light poisoning and spending all his energy in keeping focused in not staring at the wall listlessly so...

the final walk in ew also sucked balls but it was less immediately crushing because there was 1) hope and 2) his conviction that people choosing how they die is to be respected completely no matter what

[redstrewn]

I think its funny that touchstarved fans are nice and super warm and welcoming and friendly and then some acnh fans have seething fucking rage rants tangents online over an animal they think is ugly or mildly annoying and like scam each other out of raymond or something

Also dont come for me im an acnh enjoyer

[aliusfrater]

thinking about dean using the idea of angel disapproval for the first time in 4.04 -> sam meeting them and ultimately understanding that angels are not creatures of mercy who save in 4.07 -> sam using his powers for the first time since 4.04 towards the end of 4.07

[prouvaireafterdark]

Friendly reminder from Jacob Anderson himself that this series is difficult to moralize, there is no right or wrong way to feel about an Anne Rice character, and it's okay for your opinions on them to change over time 😘💜