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💫 WIP Game 💫
RULES: make a new post with the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and then post a little snippet or tell them something about it! then tag as many people as you have WIPs.
Tagged By: @qcomicsy (thank you, my love!)
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My WIP’s: Note: Some of these range from almost finished, to a couple paragraphs, to just a few sentences.
Jason Todd x Reader:
Dickpic!Jason x Reader (Part 12)
Quiet Realisations (Part 3)
Between His Teeth (Smut - No plot, Jason x Biting, that’s it)
Turn me On (Mini Series: you know that reddit thread titled ‘what did your friend do that accidentally turned you on?’. Yeah. That)
Gunpowder Petals
Backdraft
Hit My Limit
Joined at the Wrist (!!!)
Violence as a Language (Jason x Enhanced!Reader // Healing Abilities)
Currently Untitled (Smut - Sex Pollen)
Currently Untitled (AK!Jason x Medic!Reader)
Smaller WIP Ideas:
Manhandling w/Jason
Complete Annihilation (Reader gets kidnapped ft, Jason’s reaction/rescue)
Challenge Accepted (!!!)
Dick Grayson x Reader
Caught in the Crossfire
Takedown
This was Supposed to be Casual
Exbf!Dick x Reader
Mean!Dick x Reader
Smaller WIP Ideas:
Competence (He has a thing for people who just get shit done)
Apologise (Smut - Dom Vibes)
Koriand’r x Dick Grayson x Reader
Atmospheric Disturbances
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Wow. Okay so. Wasn't expecting to have so many.
ALSO! Hi guys!! It's been a while huh? Turns out I haven't been experiencing writers block. It's been depression. Yuck.
Motivation is slowly coming back so should hopefully be posting things again soon. I need to flex my writing fingers a little so if I start posting complete garbage then please forgive me!!
Little bit of a sidenote: I'm going on a night out with friends tonight, (One of them is playing in a band so we're going to support him). So if I start drunkenly posting nonsense I'm NOT SORRY. That's a problem for tomorrow me.
If any of you want a more in-depth look at any of these, shoot me an ask 💕
#uh hi??#long time no post#miss you all and hope you're okay#have a tag game detailing all my many WIPS#jason todd x reader#dick grayson x reader#ask game
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I will be posting a little Astarion piece later today! 🤗
#I really hope you guys don't mind!#-and I hope you'll like it!#ALRIGHT BUT OKAY' COME HERE *grabs you by your shirt collar*#I'm putting up missing posters all over town for my marbles' cuz I've officially LOST THEM#LIKE ARE YOU KIDDING ME#hey uhh' bg devs' uhh' why is it that I'm able to customize a character so it looks almost exactly like me#and then when I romance astarion' he makes me PICK HIM UP??#HELLO???#LIKE YOU'RE KIDDING#also' not me actually getting frustrated and upset over the fact I'm not in the bg universe-#-since astarion hasn't seen his face in hundreds of years and I can literally draw him 💔💔💔#these vampire boys in my head better start paying rent real' soon....#anyways... imma stop being cringe for now#-astarion piece coming up in a bit 😊👌
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#ok finally making a post about meds#I've not ever tried taking medication before. I was sorta raised with that classic 'dont rely on meds you have to learn to manage without'#I mean I was also raised with the idea that therapy is stupid unless you have 'real' trauma. and also like idk.#can't stay home from school unless your temp is over 100 or you're throwing up. etc. very suck it up mindset#so I was just really nervous to start. also of course worried about losing myself or whatever I know that's a silly fear but#it's also a common fear for a reason!!! anyways#so I finally was like 'I need to do something' when I realized I was so anxious I couldnt even get myself to go outside alone#like I just don't want to do ANYTHING alone to a detrimental effect. and it was butting into my ability to do my work...#for various reasons. but then ALSO adhd has been a constant issue with my work as well!#it is SO hard to write and draw on a weekly pace like I am without being able to focus#my whole life I've had these terrible nightmares constantly and I've always woken up constantly in the night#sleep has always been terrible so I've always dreaded going to bed.. ESPECIALLy because it didnt even make me less tired#it was more something that I just did because I had to.#but going to bed was always terrible. there have been times I was too scared to go to sleep for weeks on end...#I've been mitigating this for years of course. and recently I've been taking melatonin which has been helping too.#but I've also always struggled to get up. because I've always been EXTREMELY exhausted#but also anxious of what the day might bring... idk.#anyways it has all hit a point that I was like okay. I am doing as many coping mechanisms as I can. the psych said they were good too#but... it just has never been enough. it's never been enough to make me not tired it's never been enough to make me not scared#so I finally talked to the doc about it. and she was like youve def got smth wrong basically. which yah I know.. but yknow#anyways so I started taking wellbutrin. and I am so frustrated now. because it's WORKING#that constant looming sense of dread is gone. I'm excited to get up. I'm excited to go to bed BECAUSE I'm excited to get up#I feel like for years I've been holding on to the idea that I have to get up because I have to put something good out into the world#and I've been clinging to knowing that if nothing else. I am able to help other people feel better.#but now for the first time in my life I'm like. free of it. I didnt even know it was possible... and I'm so sad how much I've lost out on#and so frustrated how my whole life I've been told to put up with it and push through it. and treated like a failure for it being too much.#and just. It has only been 2 weeks. but the lack of anxiety is SO noticeable I'm so...#I'll never miss it. the adhd is still pretty present but like whatever. I can manage that better.#and I'm just crying because of all this combined.#I just. I hope I get to finally be the best I can be now. for myself but also for you guys!
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it's normal to be disappointed when you learn that your dreams are already dead. but just like a phoenix, our death will lead us to our own rebirth; and like a supernova, some deaths are beautiful.
#context is in the tags where i hide#which will be a lot#so uh#you all probably know about... my au.#all the team is busy. of course including me.#one's in uni; the other... idk. probably living his life.#as i mentioned in a previous post i've been missing the times when the group was still as active as how young people would be#and the youthful days i had in general#one thing i used to be scared of is change.#now i don't think i'm scared of change anymore. just dreadful but no longer scared#because change is inevitable and there's nothing we can do#so uhhh#go with the flow i guess#i always let the people i cherish live their own lives and i give them all the privacy they need#even if it means not being able to keep in touch with them#that is if they'd still remember me#whether they would or wouldn't that's okay with me#(no hard feelings everything is genuine and honest)#so... let's go straight to the point#the au would probably end up being solely written... that is if the art stuff doesn't push through#it's not like i've grown sick of those 'promises' i totally understand them i SWEAR.#i just don't wish to be misunderstood but like i just. couldn't spit all of it out in front of them#i'm sorry for being a coward#and if you see this... i don't know. probably tell me how you're doing? and either give me hopes that this could all still be sorted out-#or tell me if it's impossible at this point?#please just don't give me any false hope.#and... if we all ever don't push through#i'm genuinely sorry if i tired you or wasted your time and energy.#i'm sorry for dragging you to all my demands and perfectionisms and insecurities#missing entry
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monicaaa my girlll I'm so glad you're watching US tooo omgg I'm having so much funnn!!!
ISMAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 HI DEAREST I MISSED YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 💜💜💜💜💜💜
it's so nice to know that we're both watching 'us'!!!!!!! but since i always try to be honest, i have to admit that im still not quite sure how i feel about the show ;;;;;;;;
i've liked episode 2 and 3 a lot, however i had a really hard time with the first one, mostly because the beginning just felt like a long exposition dump to me, and while im sure that in the future we're gonna revisit some of the moments we've only seen flashes of (like rak and pam's first meeting), i think all that initial telling (rather than showing) is making me have a bit of a hard time connecting with the characters. the story is also moving way faster than i expected (i didn't think pam would find out about the drawings and that they would already be kissing by episode 3), so im kinda worried about where the plot is gonna go
that being said, there are many things that im really liking too!!!!!! i love how charged the romantic moments between pamrak are, and part of it is definitely due to emibonnie's chemistry (which is genuinely out of this world crazy deranged), but there's also a sort of 'weight' to them that i think comes from the way they're filmed and that makes them feel very realistic and raw. what i might be enjoying the most is mim as nene tho, i think she is doing an incredible job in portraying her and i can't wait to find out why she hates rak's family so much (the flashback we got in this last episode gave me illegitimate child vibes??????). and then there's view who is.. well, VIEW. she makes everything better just by being in it
so yeah, i AM enjoying the show a lot, but i can't tell how much im actually liking it yet, if that makes sense ;;;;;;;; but it's only episode 3 and i LOVE emibonnie, so we'll see how things go!!!!!!
#sorry for rambling and for the unsolicited commentary ;;;;;;;;#i always have too many opinions ;;;;;;;#but im happy we're watching a couple of the same shows!!!!!!#i saw you're watching p10l too!!!!!!#ALSO I'VE MISSED YOU SO MUCH AND IT'S SO NICE TO HAVE YOU BACK!!!!!!!!!!!#i hope you're doing okay and taking care of yourself 💜#im sending you all the hugs!!!!!!!!!#ismay 🤍#us the series#m: ask#also sorry for the late reply ;;;;;;;;;
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LEXIIIIIIII MY BELOVED
[ KAI MY DEAREST!! ]
#Im aliveeeee#and doing well <33 promise#for all ( ooc. )#for all ( answered. )#need to stop using whatever free time I have vegetating on the couch I swear!#I'm going to try and move away from wfh desk work because I think it's ruined my relationship and enjoyment of my computer!#I avoid it whenever I'm not on the clock which is bad cause all my gaming and writing stuff goes on at the computer#but yeeee I'm going to make intentional changes to move away from my work style/industry#change is long overdue <33#miss you and writing with you and hope you're doing okay <3
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HAZE ART WOOOOOOO i love it as always ♥️
Hi, I typed this reply on Jun 26th (how is it December already?!?!) 😭😭😭 and I just never posted it for insane paranoiac reasons but I'll just post it now (below cut):
THANK YOU GEN i am actually just clearing out my drafts though and tidying up my screenshot folder haha I actually haven't been drawing anything worth posting lately. But I'm glad you're enjoying.
#i've like been making alexander iii of macedon iconography 😭😭 i cannot be posting that shit on my tumblr man#i miss you though gen keep in touch ok i hope you're holding up okay#those were my old tags but they do stand. hope all is well in genland :')#ask#gendervapor14
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hiiii guys 🤍

#it's been a hell of a week but i miss uuu#so much's been happening 😔#have you been okay? hope you're all well 🤍
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"The truth is, I also wanted to see you change the future. But there wasn't enough time."
is far too potent a line to come from Yugioh
#yugioh 5ds#this is not a jab at yugioh btw#it's a jab at people who think yugioh is silly#like you're entitled to your opinions and not everyone has to like everything but if youve never watched it#then you're missing what its fans actually love about it#yeah sometimes it IS silly#like the time judai/jaden duels a freaking monkey in gx#but then you have stuff like *z-one*#and maybe this line is only potent in context but idc#i watch the end of that duel and this is the line that sticks in my head from it#because the whole time youre fed this idea from him that hope is pointless that he *tried* that and it didn't work so he gave up on hope#but no he actually *didn't*#he never actually gave up hope the real problem is that he ran out of *time*#so he came back to *change that* to give everyone else the time that he didn't have#(i mean his methods were terrible but that's not the point)#(i could write a whole frickin essay on z-one okay he intrigues me as a character)#anyway all that to say that yeah sometimes it IS a silly card game anime but sometimes it tells really great stories too
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Willy, honey sweetie baby gravy, I love you tenderly but I'm not gonna reply to all of this bro. You've sent me over 30, baby 😭. My inbox is a mess as it is, please have mercy on my sick brain 💙🤧😷
#i panicked seeing all of this ngl#hope you're doing well tho king 🫂 i miss you 🥺#i'm better but still not very fly like a g6#okay that's it for today see you all soon hopefully#darya answers#💙 nerites 💙
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https://x.com/seafiltrs/status/1889999295912583524
mon😭

NOT TO BE DRAMATIC BUT MY HEART JUST TRIPPED OVER ITSELF AND BURST OUT OF MY CHEST AND FELL ONTO A SILVER PLATTER I AM NOW OFFERING THEM WHILE CRYING SOBBING SHAKING SCREAMING WAILING WEEPING HOWLING SHRIEKING BAWLING BLEATING KEENING YELLING SCREECHING DRY HEAVING
I NEED THE PAIRING ONE SO BADLY I'VE GENUINELY NEVER WANTED A PIECE OF PAPER MORE IN MY ENTIRE LIFE THE BOTTOM LEFT HEART IN PARTICULAR SEEMS SO FUCKING CUTE I NEED A BLOW UP HD VERSION OF IT TO HANG ON THE WALL NEXT TO MY BED SO IT'S THE LAST THING I SEE BEFORE FALLING ASLEEP AND THE FIRST THING I SEE EVERY TIME I WAKE UP
WHO NEEDS A ROMANTIC PARTNER FOR VALENTINE'S DAY WHEN I HAVE JIMMYSEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#IDC IF THAT SOUNDS PATHETIC THEY ARE MY CUTIE PATOOTIES MY SWEET CHEESIES MY GOOD TIME BOYS AND I MISS THEM SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!#this is probably all we're gonna get this year but it's okay MY HEART IS FULL#thank you so much for sending this to me anon!!!!!!!!#hope you're having a wonderful day!!!!!! 💜#sea tawinan#jimmy jitaraphol#jimmysea#m: ask
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Hey did you guys know that she
#▌ ◈ ooc ; ⌜ he fucking ascended again! ⌟#tbd#okay that's all. hope you're taking notes there will be a pop quiz.#you can fill in the blank with anything and you get a 100 btw. heart emoji.#im laying low putting things in the queue... my god i miss it here!!!!!#my activity is also fucked so if you see me exploding into your notifs liking everything that's why
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i miss a hat in time
#splat speaks#post unrebloggable bc i dont feel like being given an essay abt the game i was there for so long ago#i was there. i was in the fandom i was part of watching its growth i was part of the aus.#and i wouldn't do it again. but i miss it#the fun and the enjoyment from such a simple game#i played vanessas curse with some friends recently. it brought me the same excitement i got from the main game#all over again. all brand new. and yet so familiar.#i don't miss swamp takeover. i do miss daily condie.#i wonder how the other daily pictures are doing#i miss the diaries. no one really remembers them but simultaneously#they were so much a keystone of my experience#to the other diary writers. i hope you're okay. and living life. and enjoying your new interests.#i know some of you have moved into similar waters as i have and it's a little heartwarming. the natural osmosis of being gay#diary writers in projmoon interest rise up i see u......#idk. im sentimental right now#and i know nothing is going to bring the same joy that ahit had. or the same drive for aus#but it's wonderful to reflect on that. and to get new people into the game even now#i'll keep on creating. i want to be to others what a hat in time was to me.
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hello?🧍🏻♀️
#I'll write in the tags because uhhh-#idk#sorry for being gone for so long#I MISSED TUMBLR😭😭😭😭😭#I'll reply to msgs/asks/everything in a while#thanks for staying around#and to everyone new?? idk why you're here but heyyyy hello#the last time i left was for some very random reason idk but those sem exams weren't so difficult that I had to get off tumblr???#I would've returned last year around Jan but then I had to move out and everything was overwhelming and and and#I'll try not leaving again because it's so difficult to return once you see it isn't necessary???#(I'm not using the right words but I hope it makes sense somehow)#ALSO if you've dropped by at some point then there's a good chance that it was noticed#thank you for checking up on me <333#it didn't always feel like that but I was okayyyy#just too lost#lol#and btwww missing tumblr meant I would come back sometimes and stalk people/posts so my already-filled drafts are more filled now haha#all the notifications I'm going to drop will be annoying#bear with me :3#AND OKAY what's with tumblr and its updates?#@staff are OKAY??#what's this mess T-T#+ issokayyy if you didn't notice i was gone. HAPPENS <3#(assuming you care) it's so much easier to not know you have to miss someone until they are back and you no longer have to do it
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Good day to my beloved mutuals only. I am feeling especially fond of you all today and I love you all

#also the mutuals who have been offline/on hiatus i hope you're all doing okay i miss you and i hope the step back has been going well#anyways i am hugging you all fiercely#rj talks
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Wishing you the best after all that's happened to you. Your happiness still matters after distance and time.
Regards, A Memory
All memories are welcome Anon, no matter who you are 😊 Your message means so much to me, thank you. There are days I truly don't know why I'm still here. I'm not sure what post you saw, I probably forgot to delete one of my personal posts, I'm sorry ;////; I really hope things get better too, it's been a long series of ups and downs and just yesterday, we received really bad news. Amidst everything else going on, my mom was diagnosed with Uterine (Endometrial) cancer. Meh. We're just staying positive. I really hope you're doing well Anon, and that the world isn't diminishing your smile. Please feel free to reach out to me if you'd like to talk again, my inbox here and on Discord is always open. I deeply cherish each and every memory, and often those memories are what keep me going.


#personal#i wasn't trying to add anything depressing to this but literally just learned about my mom being sick yesterday and i stayed home from work#today to process it orz even my dad whom i dont get along with at all had a heart attack three weeks ago and my brother was diagnosed with#crohn's disease along with several other ones and with his situation his mental state is extremely fragile and aaa here i go XD i'm fine#everything will be fine because it can't be changed#just gotta live in the moment and be there for everyone as always#seriously though I have an inkling of who you are and please feel free to message me if you want#unless you dont want to or dont feel comfortable that's okay. I miss you and I truly hope you're doing well
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