#mindless ramblings

[catboy-dummy]

Whimpering against my knight’s neck as he orders me ride to ride his cock on my throne. Feeling his hand guide my chin to face him, admiring and kissing my tranced out face. Telling me how cute I look when I drool my mind away for him. Whispering in my ear how cute it is that the prince is so needy for his knight’s cock. My body becoming limp and even more needy as he pulls me deeper into his trance. Feeing my body shiver when I I’m made to watch my crown being lifted from my head and see it lower onto his head. His cock thrusting into me faster, kissing me, telling me what a good little prince I am for him. Panting, he pulls my body even closer to his, whispering in my ear to cum and break for him. Trembling as I moan out in pleasure and milk his cock, feeling him quickly start to twitch and cum inside of me. His hand caressing my back while I weekly babble what’s left of my mind away. My chin being guided back to look at him, unable to do anything but let him fill my head with his control.

[chokherbalii]

i like rain. but not in a sad artistic way. i like it in the way where i'd laugh if my friend stepped in the water on the road, or if it starts raining midway and i've no umbrella. i like it in a way where i'd worry about my bag getting drenched and the things inside and not myself. or rather not worry at all. yes, i like the rain, like my i love my favourite things, too much and never too little.

[leadenn]

I know a lot of people don't think Scout would have a good relationship with his brothers, I haven't seen a lot of that, but I like to think he's very close to his family. He's getting a call on the phone or a letter in the mail from a brother, or a niece, or a nephew, or his Ma, or-

Like for a dude who lives super far away from his family in the 60s, he keeps in great contact with them. Anytime Miss Pauling drops their mail off (bc I doubt that they're allowed to get packages or letters directly or send those things out, they probably get screened first) there's always like eight letters for Scout.

Do I think it's perfect? No. Scout probably got picked on by his brothers growing up bc he's the youngest of eight, but they were there for him when he needed them and they love each other a lot. They all had an agreement to stay in line bc their Ma has enough on their plate having to take care of them all while working two jobs. There's an unspoken agreement to NOT pull their Ma into their shit, if you get arrested or in a fight you call the oldest brother first bc Ma has enough on her plate.

Which means there were probably so many fucking shenanigans growing up, and who doesn't bond over various sibling shenanigans? So even tho Scout probably gets pissed at his brothers or argues with them sometimes, he's never gonna turn his back on them bc they've all been through so much together. Like why would he let one fight with Mike ruin their relationship? They had to drive five hours to pick James up from some dive bar in Rhode island together. Who else can he sit in a car with for five hours with a busted radio, no a/c, and nothing to do and still have a good time?

ALSO HE'S TOTALLY THE FUN UNCLE.

I also picture that Scout and his brothers once they all got their shit together somewhat when it comes to having a job and a place to live, they all make sure their Mom has to never work again. Scout makes the most, and like he splits his check so 1/4 goes to savings (Tom Jones merch), 1/4 goes to his Ma, and then the rest is for him. He'll also send his brothers money if they need it bc again, he loves his family.

Besides Heavy and Sniper he's like the only merc that has family he's close with.

Oh and you know what? I feel like he'd probably get really fucking mad when he finds out Spy is his dad, bc why try to be in his life now? He doesn't fucking need him now, he needed him when he was a kid. He's not even that mad about that, he had older brothers. He's mad Spy left his Mom. His Ma, who in Scout's mind is the most wonderful woman in the world, had to work two jobs and skip meals to make sure Scout and his brothers are fed and clothed. That's what Scout is pissed about. Spy couldn't even send a check every month, let alone be Scout's dad. Now he's an adult and he doesn't want a Dad (lie, but he doesn't want his dad to be Spy if he has one), and it's like Spy wants to step in now that the hard part of being a parent is done.

Scout loves his family, and in his eyes I think family is just the people that you know have your back no matter what. If anything, Spy was closer to Scout's definition of family before Scout knew that Spy was his dad bc they're on the same team and they had to have each other's backs on the field for work. Now Scout wouldn't trust Spy to get him a can of soda.

[sparkleylittlepoo]

that one scene in mona lisa smile when kirsten dunst’s character is being cruel and upset and maggie gyllenhaal’s character forces her into a hug.

[big-low-t]

Brain Dead Monday Morning

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Spray killed the bug

Don't tell the bat

He's hanging right side up

What's wrong with that?

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The fish aren't biting

Don't tell the cat

Playing with ball lightning

Under the oak out back

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We are left with no cheese

Don't tell the rat

I was hungry, please

And yes I'm getting fat

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There's no point in any of that

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[samurai-yaiba-sillies]

Interesting Thing About Ursheen and Sara's Mini Episode

I am fully aware that I am finding meaning in nothing and that this can easily be explained away by Nankidai not wanting to make a new sprite for one (1) Easter Egg but just let me ramble.

When Sara and Joe are playing at the board game thing we see the silhouettes of some characters, (the only ones I can remember right now are Ursheen and Shin Tsukimi), which gives us an interesting insight to the aftermath of Samurai Yaiba's disbanding.

Ursheen has not changed in those two years. Style-wise, at least.

We know seeing Alice and Reko that both of them changed a LOT since then. Even in her own flashback, Reko is wearing casual clothing, no longer in her funky get up. But the only time we've seen another bandmate was Ursheen (Stronghold has nothing sadly), who was dressing and styling her hair EXACTLY the same.

We have virtually no idea how those two reacted to the end of Samurai Yaiba and their connections to the Yabusame siblings. But this suggests that Ursheen, in parallel to Reko who tried her hardest to move on and forget EVERYTHING, is still holding on to those times and those memories two years later. Which also makes me curious as to how Stronghold is doing now.

[rackleg]

found a mental peace. i imagine this is what my brain looks like at the moment.

[raythefool]

uhh uhhhh more fuckin genloss posting uhhh because im so normal about it :))))

uhhh uhh spoilers for episode three, also

but uh. yeah so. um

au where sneeg literally gets to take like two more steps and lives and doesn’t get absolutely torn apart by funny wire beast and he lives :)))) please :)))))

i will never not be going absolutely mad over the fact that he died RIGHT BESIDE THE EXIT. BRO WAS SO CLOSE GODDAMN LET MY BOY LEAVE !!

i am miserable

(this isn’t a request for someone to make this for me by the way i’m just in the process of going insane, i am talking to no one)

[thechaseofspades]

I had a crazy dream "The Marvels" was actually a big Disney crossover movie that threw in as many references to all of their different properties as possible in the most "look how many things we own" way. Typical stuff like product placements, advertising, etc. but also like really on the nose references. There was one scene where they literally just did a straight up ad read for a real upcoming movie (in dream world).

Anyway Captain Marvel needed help and so they went to find Moon Girl but it wasn't her it was actually Casey and I did a backflip. And eventually Lunella did show up but they saved that reveal for a fight scene.

Then for whatever reason they also had Violet (??) show up in another scene but it was claymation somehow? (Casey was animated like the show). Idk after that I got kicked out of the theater so who even knows how it ends.

[catboy-dummy]

I keep getting distracted at the thought of her using my little body whenever she pleases//

Maybe we’re walking to my dorm and she gets too needy to wait and starts to slide her hands under my shirt. Maybe she’d already he so close that I could hear her breathing pick up as her hands travel along my body.//

By the time we’re at my dorm I’m struggling to reach for my keys because of the feeling of her barely controlled breaths against my ear, whining every time her teeth just barely graze my skin.

I’d drop my key before even getting it near the slot, my heart beating too fast for my hands to keep still. She’d tell me how clumsy I am and to pick it up before she just uses me then and there. Leaning close so I can feel her cock pressing against my ass//

God I’d bend over so slowly to so she can feel every little movement I make. Before I get back up I’d feel her nails digging and locking into my waist. Her sweet intoxicating voice telling me to be good for Mommy and to lean against the door. I’d be so good for her and obey without a second thought//

I wouldn’t notice the crowd that was slowly gathering. Everyone stopping to watch as she forces herself all the way inside in one thrust, making sure all my desperate little noises slip out. One of her hands trailing up to my neck as she thrusts harder, her voice low, “you’ll be a good boy for Mommy, won’t you?”

My brain fuzzing as I utter out a weak “uh-huh”

“You’ll tell Mommy everything she wants to hear, right?”

“Uh-huh”

“Good boy,” she purrs before pinning my chest against the door, her cock twitching inside of me “who’s a good little puppy for Mommy?”

My whimpers becoming louder “I’m a good puppy I’m a good puppy.”

“Who owns your little pussy?” Her body now pinning me in place against the door.

“Yyou Mommy, my pussy belongs to you Mommy”

I’d be so weak and dizzy and as her words fill my little head, her sentences becoming shorter as she gets closer to the edge, the only words anyone can hear being hear is “you’re mine, mine, mine, mine mine, mine.” Her hand so tight and rough around my neck, her other sliding down and pumping my sensitive clit “Be a good little slut and cum in front of everyone for Mommy.”

Before I can even process it, my pathetic moans fill the room. Cumming any last thought I had out as she breeds my little womb. My little cunt milking her cock dry as we both struggle to keep up right. Feeling her cum slowly start to drip down my legs as I come down. Only then truly noticing all the people she bred me in front of. Hopefully none of my roommates were in the crowd///

[chokherbalii]

i am gonna fail

[vynnysvalley]

꒰୨୧ Project Sekai  - My Favorite 2023 Commissioned Song For Each Group  

Woah, another Project Sekai post. I need to start posting about other franchises lol.

I was going to post this before 2024 but I was on vacation for most of the winter break and then I wanted to finish the Kanade Fragment Sekai analysis and THEN school got in the way, but hey I’m here now!

I’m just gonna be poorly bullet-pointing my thoughts since 1) I’m lazy and 2) If I ever want to do full-on analyses for these songs then I still have material to work with. 

Note: These will be songs released in the JP server since those songs are completely new to the franchise.

ˏ°•⁀➷・VIRTUAL SINGERS

“Everything’s gonna be alright. Creators of the next generation.”

I’m Mine - halyosy ft. VIRTUAL SINGERS

━●─────── 0:39

Nostalgic in every sense of the word; reminds me of the Project Diva games 

This is probably some of my favorite tuning in the game all the VOCALOIDs sound so good 

I love all the electricity and mineral symbolism in the lyrics it’s literally the coolest thing 

Speaking of which the fucking “a cobalt, coral, almandine red…” etc. etc. goes SO HARD I keep replaying that bit because it’s so good 

Also the references to halyosy’s previous VOCALOID songs are really cute 

There literally couldn’t have been a better VIRTUAL SINGERS song for Project Sekai’s 3rd anniversary it feels like a massive love letter to both the Project Sekai fandom and the Vocaloid fandom

ˏ°•⁀➷・Leo/need

“As I look back, all of them have become a constellation.” 

Hoshi wo Tsunagu (Connecting the Stars) -  40mP and Hifumi ft. Leo/need x KAITO

━●─────── 0:39

This is supposed to be an Ichika focus song but it does such a good job at conveying Leo/need’s arc as a whole like this is THEIR song 

This song is so oversaturated in sweetness that I’m going to be sick /pos it’s so cute I love their little friend group 

The instrumentals are so so good and they all get a chance to shine (my favorite is probably the guitar) 

The references to everyone’s first focus events and their character arcs is like the cherry on top 

Everyone sounds so pretty, I especially like the harmonies between Ichika and KAITO

This song feels like an acknowledgment of all obstacles they’ve faced and a celebration of a new beginning for the band and it just makes me ldksjflk

ˏ°•⁀➷・MORE MORE JUMP!

“The glittering lights and the falling shadows, I want to love them all.” 

Momoiro no Kagi (Peach-Colored Key) - iyowa ft. MORE MORE JUMP! x Megurine Luka

━●─────── 0:39

This song sounds beyond divine and has that perfect bittersweet mix of melancholy and joy

Something about the instrumentals in this song scratches my brain in the best way possible ESPECIALLY the piano 

Also incorporating morse code into the song is such a cool idea like??

AIRI’S VOCALS?? SOOO STRONG AND MELODIOUS I LOVE GETTING TO HEAR HER SING LIKE THIS 

This song was so good that I went ahead and read the event story for it and god damn this song did the event storyline justice

I love how uncertain yet optimistic the lyrics are it ties into MMJ’s whole theme of finding light in the darkness 

ˏ°•⁀➷・Vivid BAD SQUAD

“Just like that, what we yearned for is on the other side.”

Beyond the Way - Giga ft. Vivid BAD SQUAD x Hatsune Miku

━●─────── 0:39

Yeah yeah I know I’m sooooooooo original, if it makes things better it was close between this and Gekokujou 

Not only does Beyond the Way go hard as hell (I mean, it’s by Giga so no surprise there), but it shows just how far VBS has come since READY STEADY 

I was blown away by how crisp and in sync everyone sounds the mixing and line distribution is peak 

The VOCALS. The singing is BEYOND INCREDIBLE (no pun intended), especially during the rap bits and the chorus 

My friend and I freaked out when Akito said “Find the way!” and Kohane said “Ready Steady? Get out the way” we love references

I love how confident VBS has become in their skills and how they’re evolving from solely wanting to challenge RAD WEEKEND to aiming to go beyond that and pioneer their own legacy

ˏ°•⁀➷・Wonderland x Showtime

“Ain’t no stopping me. Now, it’s showtime!!”

Mr. Showtime - Hitoshizuku-P×Yama△ ft. Wonderland x Showtime x Megurine Luka

━●─────── 0:39

Wonderland x Showtime + a song with a jazzy feel to it + Tsukasa focus event = An absolute banger 

These are 100% some of the best Tsukasa vocals we’ve gotten in the entire game like his VA has really gotten accustomed to singing in Tsukasa’s voice so applause to him 

Also I like Emu’s little shriek and Tsukasa’s “slay it” they’re so silly wtf 

Yama giving the lyrics double meanings/concepts to portray Tsukasa’s mindset/perception of the world is the most genius thing ever I’m going insane 

The 2D MV is SO GORGEOUS literally one of the best 2D MVs so far 

Great song about embracing the unpredictability of show business and persevering through the adversities that come with it (at least that’s my interpretation of it) 

ˏ°•⁀➷・Nightcord @ 25:00

“So in this seemingly collapsing spiral, let’s dance, dance together.”

Twilight Light - toa ft. Nightcord @ 25:00 x Hatsune Miku

━●─────── 0:39

You don’t know how long it took me to decide between Twilight Light and Engeki (Theatre) because I am so madly in love with both songs (and I may have a slight Mafuyu bias) 

Literal embodiment of “hey everything may have gone/be going to shit but at least we still have each other!"

I really hate to admit this but this song made me cry the lyrics are so comforting and everyone’s vocals are so soft and beautiful (including Miku) 

“The melodies that we create, the words that we pull in, the colors that intertwine together, and the scenes that are stitched together” do I even need to say anything about how good this line is??? 

Also the lines where Kanade and Mafuyu sing together and Ena and Mizuki sing together GAH regardless of whether you ship them or not you have to admit that their relationships with each other are so touching 

A very different but very welcome tonal shift from Composing the Future; this song is somber yet hopeful and I adore seeing Nightcord be able to find solace in each other 

ˏ°•⁀➷・Final Words 

TITLE SCREEN JUMPSCARE

This post is already so corny so uh blah blah blah I love Project Sekai blah blah blah thanks producers for creating such amazing contributions to the game blah blah blah don’t kill me for this post please it’s just my silly little opinion okay bye have a nice day <33.  

[sparkleylittlepoo]

the way de selby 1 fades right into de selby 2 does THINGS to my brain

[fuckingstrange]

The stuff I write: ☺️😇❤️

The stuff I read: 😰😵🤧 (occasionally 🔞🚬🤨 (don't even tRY to judge me.))

[morn-yvri-winters]

The fact that Pumpkin isnt an option for Mobile irks me, but at least Goth Rave is an option, so i feel pretty good rn.

[it-is-what-it-is-1141]

It’s true that trauma has changed who I am over the years. That doesn’t make me special, it just is the truth of the way it is. It does me no good to dwell.

I don’t see it as all bad. I see each trauma I’ve survived as a pivotal moment in the creation of who I am today. I now see myself in a different light than I once did. I’m less cruel to myself.

I’ve learned that the path to happiness is a tiring one, but it is oh so rewarding.

I’ve learned that it is okay to go at a slow pace, that all progress is good progress, and that sometimes you just can’t see the progress you’re making and you won’t be able to until you’re out in the other side.

I’ve learned it’s okay to be selfish. Some people will not like this, but I like to think I’m worth it. It took me way too long to understand that putting other’s needs before my own every time was not a healthy way to live.

Being selfish is not to be overindulged in.

The path to narcissism is slippery and it’s easy to fall into. Taking time to de-center is crucial. Not everything is about you.

I’ve learned that space is good to collect your thoughts, but too much isolation can warp your thinking. It’s best to balance the two.