#millions of people DO tolerate it and dont care

[swagging-back-to]

just found out one of the biggest series has incest in a main plotline

[readingwiththestars]

₊˚⊹♡ NOTHING LIKE THE MOVIES

["Trust me, Lib," I said, picturing her lips. "In a crowd of million ski masks, I'd still be able to find you."]

| ✮ 3 stars |

ᝰ.ᐟ ⊹ arc review thank you to netgalley + simon and schuster for providing me with an e-arc in exchange for an honest review

THOUGHTS ° ᡣ𐭩 . ° . [minor spoilers]

ok. i put this review off for a couple days cause i knew this was gonna be harder to write because i love lynn painter books, really. buuttt i was horribly disappointed with this one. i'm the biggest wesliz fan but... like yeah i cant even form coherent thoughts about it. like this was unnecessary there was no point in shattering their relationship to write this.

like it was good to see wes's pov and everything but it felt so... idk yeah. (see im still struggling so bad to find words.)

one thing i would formally like to invite lynn to STOP doing though is shoving every taylor/ pop culture reference on the planet into the book. like holy shit woman. i few is okay BUT NOT THAT MANY COME ON!!!! they were in the middle of a fucking argument and wes is quoting illicit affairs or some bullshit. usually i love finding little references on page but this felt like too much.

i feel like she's whipped out her computer and gone straight to some dog fanpage or just plainly scrolled through edits seeing people saying "this song is so wesliz coded" and shoved those songs into the book. there is an on page reference to in between reference saying its their montage song.

also um this shit: ”little liz can’t come to the phone right now. why? oh. because she’s dead.” and somehow when jack antonoff was randomly brought up??? like some people are good at weaving taylor swift lyrics into books. lynn you are not.

also lynn take this a plea to never use the word "growl" or "growled" in a sentence ever again when describing your male characters. and to never write this sentence “she’s one of the guys you know? she’s just… different,” EVER AGAIN. PLEASE.

WHAT I DID LIKE THO WAS THE TINY TINY CRUMBS OF BAILEYCHARLIE AND NICKEMELIE (even tho nick was only mentioned and i dont think emelie was even there but eh)

CHARACTERS ° ᡣ𐭩 . ° .

liz - ok so weirdly enough she was the most tolerable and still intolerable at the same time. like she was so different from the liz in bttm the sunshiney, wearing dresses of all different colours and her love of romcoms. she was described as anti-love and was practically a full on different character seriously. if you liked the first book maybe dont have high expectations for nltm. like i do understand she had her heart broken and so obviously that makes sense for some of the change but it had been two years and as liz likes to say SO FUCKING MUCH "she's moved on, she's moved past it, its in the past" well for someone who's moved on you sure like to avoid the past a lot. also idk who tf she was trying to fool with that whole "i don't like wes, im over him." shit like gurl- you were literally kissing 2.5 seconds ago whats with the switching sides. and there was SO much about her leaving "little liz" behind. like what was so wrong with liking flowers and romcoms? and being a hopeless romantic and wearing bright colours?

wes - okay so it was quiet heartbreaking to hear abt wes's side of this book (except for the whole pursuing liz part) and i did feel sorry for him. but like what happened to the sweet, caring wes in the first book. and tell me why i had to read THIS sentence “climb on me like a good girl,” LIKE MY EYES LYNN WTF????? i did not sign up for this wes, like no stop telling me how obsessed you are with liz's lips or how she's a mythological sex goddess- boy sit ur ass down. and don't even get me started on the beginning of the book. WHAT WAS THAT SHIT? why was wes acting like a 7yr old excited for school and talking (so much) abt his love for scootering? SCOOTERING. LYNN PAINTER WHAT THE EVER LOVING HELL? SCOOTERING. DO YOU HAVE SOME OBSESSION WITH THEM OR SOMETHING? WHY DID THOSE DUMB THINGS KEEP SHOWING UP?? like tell me why i needed to read this shit: "i fucking loved the scooters ..... wes + scooters = HEA" ..... lynn.

QUOTES ° ᡣ𐭩 . ° .

im not going to bother to find any of these, see: im too lazy

all in all i still liked some points when both of them were acting normal. which is why its a 3. but i feel like this is leaning towards a hate review but yeah idk i cant actually pin point parts that i remember liking- also the ending??? what was that? it made no sense to me.

[rise-my-angel]

Because I love salt, what do you find to be the most annoying lines of so-called evidence or foreshadowing for ships you hate? For me it’s hard to pick just one but Jon saying Sansa looked radiant is up there for me because the idea that Jon had a crush on Sansa in the first book or before is so much worse than the thought of them meeting again and then developing feelings (which I still hate, but it’s just not as bad). It’s super normal for people to think their siblings look nice. Arya’s POV chapters also remark that Sansa is beautiful. Ashford theory is annoying because it was originally about the hound and Sansa (also hate this ship but the fans are a million times more tolerable). I also roll my eyes when fans insist that the bride of fire line foreshadows Dany marrying Jon (and I even LIKE that ship but only in an AU in my head where Lyanna is Jon’s mom but Rhaegar is NOT the father)

"Because I love salt"

You have come to the right place as this is an accurate real life photo of me running this blog:

Thats a good one I hate though, multiple siblings and family members in this series all compliment one another. Even characters with bad relationships compliment each other. In the books, Arya recalls that her father calls her pretty, which only Jon ever also called her. Does that mean Ned had romantic feelings for Arya? Or Lyanna for that matter? No of course not. Thinking someone in terms of beauty is zero indicator of attraction in any way.

Also its even funnier with Jonsas because Sansa herself notes that Arya looks just like Jon, and then on multiple occasions notes that she thinks Arya is ugly. So, its even less compelling.

In the show Tyrion compliments Cersei's beauty all the time and we know there is nothing to it. It's reading into something that isn't there beacuse if they ignore the way beauty is used in this series as a common compliment towards other highborns, then its a really simple box to check on really stock symptoms of attraction. (I also dont really enjoy Sansan but it is funny how they just stay in their circle and mind their business like they somehow are winning based on being not fucking annoying alone).

I'm gonna rapid fire for Jon here because pretty much every single ship he has is backed by the worst evidence known to man.

The idea that Jon never thinks about Sansa because he loves her the most is dumb and not how we know Jon works. He holds back what he says not what he thinks. He thinks of Sansa the least because despite being his sister, she treated him like shit because she looks down on him for being a bastard. Jon cares about her, but not anywhere near how he cares about his other siblings who have clearly shown him love and respect.

The worst of Jon and Arya is a very very old outline that grrm scrapped. Its an outline that wasnt used and most of it isnt canon so it is literally a piece of non evidence for a ship that is disgusting. (Both Jonsa and Jonrya make Jons good older brother behavior towards his sisters look predatory and the shippers are all literally too blind to realize it)

Jon and Dany have literally nothing to back that up, because they are staged as moral oppositions to one another, dont know the other exists, and the idea that the motif of ice and fire will be about the coming together of romance is antithetical to everything grrm has established about the themes of his story. They are so far from being a ship that literally the ONLY thing they have to support it is the show and thats an absolute joke (see my every post that got me blocked by jonerys stans for more detail)

Ygritte is a rapist, so I accept literally zero "evidence" on that ones validity.

I also hate the "the actors have chemistry" argument to support really bad ships, because some actors having chemistry doesnt equal good romance, it equals good on screen dynamics in its own unique way. Like Tywin and Arya in season 2 have GREAT chemistry, but I don't need to explain why shipping that is creepy. Catelyn and Jaime have great chemistry, but it doesn't mean anything was actually there which could've worked.

Like shipping is fine, but so many people just INSIST it is canon or meant to be instead of something fun to think about. I joke ship about Stannis and Davos because its fun but I'm not over here arguing that people who don't ship it are "ignoring the text in front of them deliberately".

Also honestly, its really funny to me that you had to specify you'd only like that ship if they weren't related. Big oof on that one. Jonerys stans hate the idea they couldn't be related because they somehow think Dany being his AUNT isn't at all creepy. Like, Dany is related to Jon the way Jon thinks hes related to his MOTHER. There is no capability of romance or attraction there, that's crazy.

People who are biologically related but don't know it, 99% of the time are in fact, still not accidentally attracted to each other because that's biological survival instinct. Anti inbreeding protocol. But they think because DANY was raised to think her families blood superiority driven incest is fine, that somehow means JON would think its fine. Jonsas have no argument for that they just have to pray desperately that Jon would want to fuck his little sister despite how much it makes him look like a predator.

I'm sorry, I hope you have water on hand to wash down all this goddamn salt I just threw at you all at once.

Really, it isn't individual lines that irk me, its the overall tendencies of these ships to put more emphasis on things that don't even exist to justify something they don't even realize WHY people think it's creepy. I don't hate a lot of ships, just...all pro incest ones, and ones that promote predatory/rapist behaviors. Which is why I don't ship much in this series.

We're probably not meant to ship many people in this series if I in any way understand even a modicum of why grrm writes the lack of romance the way he does.

[mrpersikdream]

Okay, so i cant post on tiktok for ✨️russia✨️ reasons, and i dont know where else to put this but tumblr, so here we go

I have an idea on how to help families (and their dogs!!!) In Palestine

(❤️TLDR: read text in bold. Repost to tiktok if you can, please)

So we all know and love @ weratedogs on twitter (and most recently on tiktok).

They are a nice little acount with millions of subscribers on all their platforms. They regulary fundraise for dogs all over the world, but i couldnt help but notice the lack of speaking up on Palestinian gen0cide, and we dont tolerate that.

So basically my plan was to try and reach out to them and make them highlight a couple gofundmes that help doggos in Gaza and their families. Like, there are families with dogs there, there are kind people, bless their hearts, who still run shelters in theese conditions, and they need help too!!!

Like, i dont see a problem there. This would be intact with the theme of their profile - helping dogs in need. If they got a family with together their puppy out that would make for such a heartwarming story and make dog of the year! I see it as totaly doable.

But I cant make it alone. We need to all contact them in dms and via e-mail with messages and gofundme links, to the point where it would be impossible to ignore is anymore.

Contacting them is easy!

You could dm them on twitter, tiktok, wherever, or, i suggest, we all contact them via E-mail using their website:

I already DMed on tiktok and sent an E-Mail. Heres what i wrote. You can copy and paste if you dont wanna come up with your own:

Hey! I really love your profile and everything that you do for puppies and dogs, you seem like a really nice person. In the light of recent events i couldnt help but notice your lack of acknouledgement of the wая in Ра1еsт1ие.

I would love to bring to your attention that there are thousands of dogs in Gаза who need our help and thousands of families who have dogs who need money to get out. I found at leas 5 gofundmes just by searching "gаза dogs" on gofundme . com. You raise money for puppies in need all the time, and dogs and most importantly their owners in Ра1еsтiие need our help now more than ever.

Im sure you care for all the innocent lives lost there, but might be scared of public backlash. I assure you, whatever small thing you do would count. Even though the best time to speak out was months ago, second best time is NOW.

Here is one popular foundraiser i found on gofundme, but there are many, many more, less popular ones. If you speak about them that can make ALL the difference to those doggos

https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-the-sulala-animal-rescue-in-gaza?qid=e7e0be6b60e9067a01da3aea85cfd66d

Thank you so much for your concideration

Now, I am not naive, and i know that it might turn out that @ weratedogs os a terrible person and just does not care, or worst, a z10n1st or something. But thats not the point right now. All that mattsrs is that we come together and try our best to convince them to advertise those gofundmes to their millions of followers, or tell stories of Pаlestinian doggos and their owners who are stuck in a terrible situation right now.

Thank you so much for staying this far and

REPOST TO TIKTOK IF YOU CAN!!!!

I cant post to international tiktok from Russia with my cracked version, so, please, if you have tiktok, TELL THEM MY IDEA and lets raid @ weratesogs' dms!!!!!

Love yall!!!! No freedom untill we are all free✊️

[suite-purgatory-a-hh-what-if]

Charlotte "Charlie" Morningstar redesign

Charlotte Morningstar was the first ‘Alive’ child of Lilith and Lucifer Morningstar born in 1830. She was the first child they could have after Lilith's 100 still-born children and because of that she was protected very much in her Mansion in Pride ring. Throughout her life she was Sheltered both at her mansion and in her daily life; for example she wasn't able to go out into Pride very much, hell she was more accustomed to the other rings rather than her own.

It has been like the for the next 170 years until charlie had soon learned about the the exterminations one day as she home in pride; she saw plenty of scary looking angels coming down from the sky and kill the sinners; she was shocked and confronted her parents on this and there was a nasty spat between them it ended with charlie crying in her room accompanying her was her fathers assistant snake Milu.

For the next 19 years she has been trying to avoid her parents so much the only one who she could tolerate was her Mother Lilith but that had a limit around 2017 her mother left, she didn't know if it was a divorce, a separation or anything else but she was gone. Only now it was Lucifer, Charlie and Milu.

And in that 19 years charlie has been hatching a plan to research about the sinners, she believes that none of them deserve the second death and that they should be given a second chance; so she studies, research and plan to make a place to help rehabilitate these people. Five years ago she decided to leave the mansion after a rather intense argument with only three bags worth of items and a few million hellbucks shes been saving up to leave, and one angel demon she decided to leave her mansion and move into a deserted hotel. With her and Aggie she decided to make this hotel into a rehabilitation center to help sinner who want to become better people, with her first guest the Pornstar Angeldust and a benefactor being the Radio demon she ready for the future.(Slightly vague but their will be more details in the future so dont worry)

Changes in her designs:

-I do enjoy Charlies OG Design a lot , but some faults i think the og has is that the suit should have been a different color then the red she wears mainly due to that color being in nearly every single design for the characters she should at least stand out with a different colored suit like gold.

-she has Pink hair in this version because its meant to be a mix of her dads (light blonde) and her mothers (Pink red), and her hair resembles a mix of Rapunzel from tangled and Fiona from Shrek.

-I gave her a golden suit rather then a red one to stand out amongst her sinners to show that she's different from them.

-And I gave her a skirt instead of pants cause all the girl bosses need one

-while she doesn't have hooves I made her boots hooves inspired.

-Horns because she using 10 percent of her own power

-Gloves for professional-ism

-She has fangs and pointy ears to show more of her demon form(Also no cheek-marks cause I didn't like them)

10 Facts:

-Her birth year is a reference to her first ever beta design dying around 1830s and in the time of writing this she's currently 194 years old.

-She still Bisexual even in this AU/rewrite and we will mention some of her past lovers in this au :3

-She's currently using 10 percent of her own demonic power in her current design meant to show that she wants to be shown as professional and make sure that she has enough power to protect herself and the hotel if something goes awry.

-She's been studying psychology in the past 10 years to try to understand the sinners so that she can use the knowledge that she can to help the sinners and understand their issues but she still has that rather naive/parental thing to her while she does try to be kind and caring it almost comes off as condescending to the other guests

-Went to her education for the most part in a elite private school for higher up demons in the envy ring for k-12.

-After she had left home the only things she took where three bags worth of her items and about 2.5 million hell-bucks and decided to that she would want to try do things on her own.

-her relationship with her parents is a complex situation, she adores her mothers and her relationship with her father is rather rocky and complicated, due to an event when she was little she wanted to stay away from her father and after 10 ish years she slowly wanted to reconnect with him, and as they were slowly working on it she found out about the exterminations which made their relatiosnhip even harder and then their was the fight that made her leave.

-Her favorite foods include: Frappuccino's, Hells deep dish-Pizza, strawberry shortcake, and Pink Lemonade Alcohol.

-She's 6'0 (182.88 cm)

-She would be still be voiced by Erika Henningsen.

Some outfit ideas:

(I will accept reblogs but don't reblog with any Antis in the tags please)

[bananonbinary]

? in your post about queer christianity being about value, not tolerance, you said naomi and ruth were lesbian? they are mother and daughter in law

i have absolutely no idea what post you're talking about, i think it mightve been from several years ago.

naomi and ruth as lesbians is a very common reading of the story. like, literally google "ruth and naoimi queer" and you'll get a million results. i dont want to do a sermon here, bc frankly i will butcher it, but you def should check some of those out. it is of course not the ONLY reading, there isn't like, a verse that says "and then naomi and ruth were gay homosexuals for each other," but it's a very valid one.

im not sure what your point is here. are you implying that a romantic relationship would be incestuous? cause. it wouldn't. they have no blood relationship or legal relationship post-widowing or even social relationship of "one raised the other." in fact, when a man died and left a widow, it was considered the duty of the remaining men in the family to marry the widow and continue to take care of her. naomi couldnt do this because the social status of widows was basically nothing, but the rest of the story certainly seems to be her fulfilling that role. that's why she urges ruth to marry boaz.

"For where you go I will go, and where you lodge I will lodge. Your people shall be my people, and your God my God. Where you die I will die, and there will I be buried. May the Lord do so to me and more also if anything but death parts me from you." is so damn romantic that even straights use it.

ETA: it's a bit strong to call them "lesbians," i am doing so fairly flippantly. there's no way to "prove" the sexuality of two women from thousands of years ago with a vastly different understanding of gender and sexuality. however, i think it is beyond debate that they loved each other far more than was socially expected of them (since the other widows went back to their families and ruth made a fucking life vow to naomi). the story has a lot of queer elements, and straightwashing it because we have to no homo everything does a great disservice to them.

[meowm1x]

similar to the whole like, being old enough to remember when youtube was free and had no ads to begin with to the horrifying shit they're doing now. it's the same with video games. like everytime an AAA or other big budget over the top game comes out today and it already demands £70 upfront, and it requires Day 1 patches and there's still game breaking bugs, and grindy unfun gameplay forcing you to buy their microtransactions to make it easier and "oh if only you bought the premium edition. you start with these pay-to-win items!" and it makes me fucking crazy because it's like. remember when they just made games? like they made them, tested them, get that on a disc or cartridge, and shipped it out? you owned a physical copy of this game? you could keep it forever. you can play as much as you want. no forced online bullshit, no changing gameplay to be tiring to shove you into gacha or online stores. fun items and skins were rewards for stuff you did IN THE GAME.

like i know how i sound, it's very Older Person Pining For The Good Ol Days, i get that. but this isnt about nostalgia, it's about advertising and capitalistic agendas genuinely destroying video games. like actively scooping out content or making it painful to play, all to manipulate people into buying more shit, and sadly it works! because there are actually experts in the industry that talk about how to psychologically exploit these players and take as much advantage as possible. they ARE aware they're doing this, and they don't care because it rakes in millions.

it is actually upsetting to see this shit when like, not only is it dire compared how things used to be, BUT even right now you can contrast it to the independent scene, and immediately see the difference! actual games that are a joy to play, dont constantly demand your attention, actually have stories to tell or just exist to be silly fun, and don't need to extort you for the pleasure. like the proof is right there in front of us that AAA games' horseshit behaviour should not be tolerated. games can be a huge hit with people and dont require crunching devs and exploiting players, shocking! it's just so frustrating and i wish the ceos and shareholders of big game companies a very die :)

[justaboymadeofhoneyandglass]

thing is, wasn't I supposed to have all this power? when i was younger and people bullied me it was "Oh they are powerless and they pull you down because you have power" "they're just sad they're not you" "they pull you down to make themselves feel better"

but i dont feel better. I don't feel powerful, I just feel weak. and angry so fucking angry I could kill someone, I could hurt someone but I can't so I hurt myself.

I was supposed to be so much better than them but all I feel is powerless. because CANT YOU SEE that they took away all the power you told me I have? I might have power but god don't i also want love

mother?

don't I also need love?

and when I do feel powerful? what then? what is of the times when I do know that I have power? when I'm aware of how much better than them I am. is it not also you who tells me that ist rude, mean, cruel, unjust for me to say these things, act like this, I should pay more attention to the situation I'm in before uttering a word of my own accomplishments, I might hurt someone. I don't and I haven't and I won't. they only hurt themselves by caring, mother. it would be better if they didn't, you know that, right?

it'd be better if I didn't care either, I know. but then, I'm afraid, the little people who do tolerate the power you say I have and the awfullness that seems to come with it - by nature or nurture I can't tell - would leave.

I guess my question is, what does power matter, if I can tell themselves to kill themselves a million times and I will still go home and wish I could.

[oogmonster]

Hahaa my bad, didn't mean to kill the vibe. Dont worry though, I'll be pushing everything relating to this moment as far out of my mind as possible for years until I look back and realize I was cool and funny as fuck and you were just wrong.

Yeah sorry man, didn't mean to talk over you, it's just that you've been spewing so much garbage for so long that my brain is physically tearing itself apart by the seams. If I don't stop you now, I might actually end up in a million cartoonish little bits on the floor

Hahaha, yeah I know we haven't talked in a while. I made it that way so that I don't have to think about you anymore. I didn't plan on explaining it to you, because you're a difficult person to be around to begin with.

I hate you. I hate you. I hate you.

I can't say any of that -- being direct is difficult for me, you see -- but lately I've seen you as unworthy of my time.

In my case, being nice about it is destined to be misconstrued as tolerance. Being mean about it will only solidify the false perspective that demonizes me and the people I align with.

I do my best to stay silent these days.

Haha, yeah, sorry I got too passionate -- I should calm down. It's just that you got into this thing I really like, and I love when people want to learn things I know about, and --

Oh whoops lol, sorry I was half asleep. Yeah I didn't really mean that message, where I told you about how somewhere out there -- in those infinite versions of the world -- I hope we ended up together.

The message that never got sent. I thought I knew better. Maybe I should have, just to be satisfied with erasing you from my mind, but I couldn't help my nature.

Of course, it's no problem, I understand. We were on a break -- partially, at least, because I was new to sex -- you said so yourself. You chose someone close to me to spend the night with instead. I still comforted you in the event of your grief. I don't miss you anymore -- you barely even cross my mind -- let alone come up in conversation.

I do my best to stay silent these days.

I'm sick of it.

I've masked such beautiful and powerful emotions for so long.

Fuck you. Be upset at me. If everything I love about myself is something you hate about me, so be it. We'll both be loud.

I love you. I don't care if you don't feel the same, or don't want to talk anymore. I need you to know before this stupid fucking rock gets consumed by the sun that I love you.

I will not stifle my beauty for your comfort.

I respect your boundaries with surgeons precision, but asking you to even remotely respect mine makes you upset?

Pathetic!

You should be ashamed of yourself.

Nobody holds you accountable, and that's because I do my best to stay silent these days.

I'm sick of it. I hate you. Fuck you.

I hate this. I'm so tired. I've been fighting for do long. It's so hard to ask for help, and the world is so heavy, and I just need to be held, and and and

I love you. Please stay around. I'd choose you to the ends of time, in every instance of us.

I want to live. I want to grow. I want to change. I want to move. I want to cook and take pictures and write and make music and draw and sit outside and and and

and if we get along, you can join me if you'd like

[salaciousslut]

Done! Also do you have a favorite tequilla brand? Just curious! 🫣

Technically i have freckles all over my face but i only really count the ones that are darker and in a line under my eyes and over my nose, the other ones aren't prominent enough to call them freckles imo. And i'd feel more than lucky if you did worship me, sweetheart<3

I would love to take you to the gym with me, it honestly helped me with my depression as well! And of course i'd watch over you sweetheart<3 i wont lie, i love to go after dark bc theres less people. And i had the same problem but now i catch myself and try to stand straighter. I mostly lift weights when i work out so I know my posture improved due to needing to have a straight back to lift. Plus its super fun imo!! I miss the gym so bad but i hate going alone. I also miss feeling sore, im a bit of a masochist so i love feeling sore the day after working out🤭

Dont apologize for giving me info<3 organization's overrated anyway. Ive found that girls with glasses tend to be my type🫣 you literally sound so pretty sweetheart<3 i knew i wasnt wrong calling you a pretty princess<3 im kissing the tip of your nose and your forehead rn🥰 you are literally so cute, puppy coded too🥺 ive never had crawfish it seems yummy but im not sure if i should try it! Shrimp ceviche used to be my favorite but then i developed a shrimp allergy to uncooked shrimp and around 17 i had to call it quits bc it stopped being worth it to risk it. Im still pissed but at least i can still eat shrimp its just gotta be thoroughly cooked, not just get cooked through the acidity of lime juice like its sucks so bad i just miss ceviche so bad. Ohh just a butch latina and a pretty asian girl what ever will they do hehe<3 and i knew but not cause you told me 🫣 your dni made it obvious, like yeah im just now saying hey but ive been aware of you for a little bit now🫣 also please lemme be ur body pillow one day<3 savory is good!!! Whats your favorite kind of snack?

Also thats adorable, youre just a cute little puppy that has to get off once a day to function her best<3 i mean if i were stressed from school i'd probably need the same thing🤭

tbh im not too picky about my brands, as long as it gets me drunk, then im happy!! also tequila makes me take my clothes off oopsies i think i should warn u about that!! but if im buying for myself, i typically will get espolon bc i feel like its yummy and reasonably priced!

yes i love feeling sore after a workout!! i am also a bit of a masochist (omg who knew)!! but ive never lifted weights before. all the dude bros scare me and i feel like im always being judged but if we went together i know u would take care of me!! i like aerobics and like calisthenics (i had to google how to spell that word) and love yoga sm!! the burn of stretching feels amazing!!

hehe i am very puppy coded! i used to think i was more kitten coded but now ive grown and realized puppies are sooo fun!! so much energy and just wanna be cherished and loved!! which is everything i want!!

nooooo thats so sad that ur allergic to ur fav food :(( i love ceviche but at least u can still tolerate the cooked version. i know its not the same but its still something!!

ohhh i forgot that i put that in my dni, people are so weird about race here smh i just gotta cover all my bases so i can have fun on this website!! but aww we would look soooo cute together

im a sucker for chips. u know how they say all bi girls do is lie and eat hot chip? yeah all i do is eat hot chip hehehe. not so much lying but hot chip very much so. i also loveee chips and salsa and chicken wings and yeah all the fun savory stuff i guess!!!

hehe cumming is like a lil treat!! a reward for myself for being sooo good you know? but it would be a million times better if someone else was making me cum rather than myself 😳🫣

[boobexplosion]

BLACK PEOPLE QUEER PEOPLE DISABLED PEOPLE ALL OF THESE PEOPLE DESERVE TO EXIST MORE THAN A FASCIST DOES

look up the tolerance paradox.

the centrism on here disguised as "caring for all people" is misguided. slave owners do not deserve to live. people who shoot up queer events do not deserve to live. "if we do it we're just like them"! fallacy! im not like a nazi because i want to kill people who want hundreds of millions to be tortured and killed!

"nazis r human" damn thats crazy did you know the 12m+ people they murdered were also human it's almost like being a homo sapien is a bad litmus test for determining if someone deserves to live. people who walk around saying hitler was right and commit hate crimes actually dont deserve to live.

it's so crazy how people r bootlicking nazis omg everyone deserves to live!!! even "bad people"!!!! how are they bad? what have they done? go ahead and really spell it out. you want people who lynch black people to live. you want people who punch the lights out of lesbians on public transit to live. their existence is to continue evil.

the limp pacificity you have is the reason we currently live in the state we do. please look inwards. i was also an apologist once.

[paralien]

Is it dual wielding 50% school and night shifts or is it me that's giving me at work panic attacks. is it a me issue? sorry I'm like barely holding back a world breaking anxiety/panic attack at work and using all my will power to sit very still and breathe normally so this might be a long one but like, is it a me issue? am I just bad at managing my time and myself and is it me that's causing the world to feel like it's ending?

I mean, the world feels like it's ending for very many reasons that like, I refuse to properly share even on the over sharing website or w people i know which might be it like. I've got it in my head that as long as I just suck it up well enough it'll somehow disappear into a deep dark void never to be seen again and magically, somehow, my friends will talk to me again and I'll stop feeling so awfully world breakingly heart crushing lonely which doesn't even make sense. Because I'm currently living with my best friend and i love them so much so why do i feel so heart breakingly lonely and as if my life is irrapearily broken and destroyed and nothing will ever be well again?

I just, I have a 0 tolerance now for anything going wrong and it's making me isolate because I don't want to lash out but im also tired of the fact that all that'll excit my mouth is hi how are you doing I've been crying for a week straight ♡ like hello shut up shut up shut up what the fuck no one cares! that's stupid shut up! suck it up! I go to work i attend my classes I don't have any time to do my schoolwork bc all i do is sleep and then wake up for work and work and it has to be a me thing how can't I actually find the time to do it I'm supposed to have 8hrs free for school work but all i do is sleep.

I want to be kinder i need to be kinder i need people to love me and miss me and care if I'm here but I currently feel like if I didn't no one would even notice because why would they? I feel so awful. And i dont get it i try so hard to be nice and supportive and kind but does it matter? does it matter. does it? it's so childish. it's so insanely childish I'm in my mid 20s so how can I suddenly end up so unstable iut of nowhere? I'm exhausted of being exhausted and I'm tired of being lonely but I'm too terrified to reach out to people because if they don't do it first and havent done it first in weeks then why does it matter?

I want too much. I think that's what it all boils down to. I want too much and i can't have it and I can't speak up about wanting it either because how childish is that? how childish how foolish how absolutely ridiculous. how stupid.

I wish I could break into a million pieces and everyone would say how sad and they'd feel sorry for me but i can't those pieces are no ones responsibility but my own. how silly how foolish i just want attention but that's selfish so so selfish so i can't ask for it. I just want a hug. I want someone to hold my hand. I want someone to hold me in a tight embrace for hours until I feel steady again like i can breathe again and i think I had a realization and I can't I can't. I don't want to be selfish i don't want to be a burden i don't want them to grow tired of me. I feel like people have already grown tired of me. I've grown tired of me. and I've had a realization and I think ill take it to my grave because I cannot say it i can't how foolish. how absolutely folish. how selfish. how absolutely selfish you are

[fnvbennygecko]

fear, ghost, pain?

fear: What is your OC's greatest fear? What do they do when confronted with it? Are they open with their fear, or do they hide it away?

i think clover's greatest fear above all else is death. they're scared of dying though they got a complicated relationship with that. but they're just so scared of people they care about dying in general and just. clover has a million problems. clover loves to run away from any of their fears and i think they're sort of quiet about it until it becomes too much to handle like after coming back from the sierra madre because that place was ONLY death.

ghost: Who or what haunts your OC? What happened? How do they live with their ghosts?

i think the thing that haunts clover the most is what happened with their family and the rest of their chapter when they were 17 like genuinely that ruined their entire life. they dont really live with their ghosts they keep running and running and running trying to get away from where it happened as much as they can further and further away but sadly i think that will always haunt them forever. they just feel so so so much guilt over it. they truly think that if they didnt run away then that wouldve never happened but maybe they wouldve never been able to leave the brotherhood at all if they didnt. so it's just. kind of agonizing.

pain: What's the worst pain your OC has ever felt? Do they have a high pain tolerance?

oh this one is hard clover has felt A LOT of pain throughout the years. i can at least say that clover has at least a decent pain tolerance. they experience pain a good majority of the time in general. worst pain.... i cant even say when benny shot them in the head because that's maybe the most efficient way to kill somebody they wouldnt have had enough time to even really experience the pain before going unconscious. i think maybe the sierra madre? they were extremely close to death the entire time they were there and wouldve had a lot of wounds on their legs and arms and truly all over. the red mist doesnt help either since it's an actively toxic gas that eats away at your body LOL

[kirozai]

Heyy!

Do you have requests open?

If you do,

I'd like fluff headcanons with Diluc and Venti if you can :D also modern au if your ok doing that-

Have a good dayyy!

im sorry dear! i dont exactly know how i can do modern au in a sagau au :((

a little bit more…

CW: fluff religious themes, cult au, sagau, self awareness, yandere themes

synopsis: fluff headcannons with diluc and venti! <3 a drunk bard and a bartender with no tolerance for drunk people

type of reader: gn!reader, darling!reader, god!reader

diluc

“thank you for everything your grace.”

i feel like a bunch a fics and things about diluc center around his job.

so it’s time for a switch up!

diluc caring for you when you get hurt.

his range in the medical field is a bit above average.

you don’t get hurt often since the monsters don’t attack you, but this one time you fell and scratched your knee really badly

“please don’t move”

“are you okay?”

diluc’s softer side would definitely come out during this period.

i believe that diluc is very overprotective so it’s wither him carrying you or you waiting for like an hour on the ground

*whispers* choose him carrying you….

live laugh love diluc

expect many expensive gifts.

being the second richest in teyvat he could buy you whatever!

i like to think he can make cute origami figures

swan origami on his head

venti

“its a beautiful day outside don’t you think your grace?”

venti thrives on your happiness, it makes him feel like the luckiest person in the world seeing your smile

and being the reason for it makes it 10 times better!! no wait 100 times better!

i get him being a drinker, but he loves you so much to the point where he literally would stop drinking for you!!

i know i’ve said this a million times, but he values your happiness over your safety, so say if zhongli says no to something, venti would absolutely say yes just out of spite

nothing to dangerous though!!

he could look at you for hours because that’s just how perfect you are!!

he would probably watch you sleep…

LOVINGLY IN A GOOD WAY

clings to you whenever he can!!

i hope you enjoyed this <3 it’s quite difficult to do sagau with modern since it would remove most of the point, unless you meant just like no sagau then i apologize!! D:::

kirozai out!

consider donating to my kofi!

[cadetcama]

What do you think of Ricky/Lily?

oh anon, this is such a good question and you dont even know it.

So...I dont like/ship romantic Lily/Ricky, but I do think they have a lot of potential for a fun dynamic. But more along the lines of step-siblings? So go with me here -

Mike starts dating Lily's mom

Lily just leans into it, refers to Ricky as her brother (because it annoys him) and inserts herself into his life because she CAN.

Lily's a bitch, but she loves her mom and wants a family and damn it, Mike and Ricky will do

(also, lowkey, Ricky's like "oh a person who tells me directly what they're thinking/feeling and I dont have to guess with? cool.")

And because their parents are dating, they spend so much time together - often at Lily's house because its bigger than the Bowen apartment

Lily forces him to get his shit together but also fights some of his battles for him, mostly because Ricky’s the first person who’s tolerated her this long. Most people just start ignoring her eventually, no matter how brash or loud she gets.

She makes him practice his dances every night and corrects him and like... she's not a bad teacher? She gives good feedback - like she’s not needlessly mean if she doesn’t have to be

Lily's probably also good at motivating him. Like she's not above compliments, and he needs positive feedback

She also KNOWS he knows nothing about musical theater so instead of just being like "cross stage left and go upstage" she explains what the terms mean and breaks it down

She's not even trying to fuck with him or get intel for North High, she just wants Ricky to do well and gain some confidence

Plus, Lily makes all the decisions for Ricky and he can just kickback. To the point where she sets out his clothes for the week and he'll just wear whatever she's put out.

The drama club is like “Ricky why have you been dressing better?” And Reds like “a scary blonde girl comes to his house every Sunday and sets it out for him” and they just ???

One day Ricky disappears and word starts going around that he's been last seen with Lily, and everyone is sort of terrified like "omg did she kidnap him???? Is “this about our show??”

Ricky reappears several hours later and he's got highlights in his hair, a haircut, 2 pairs of vans, a giant pretzel for being a good sport, and a million bags and he looks vaguely distraught but generally unscathed.

Turns out Lily had taken him to the mall for a full makeover.

Ricky mostly goes with it because its easier than arguing with her

He really avoids telling the drama club because… it’s embarrassing to be like “yeah my dads dating… not our teacher this time, but our nemesis's mom, who has decided we’re family”

She shows up at East High all the time to bother him and the drama club is like "why is she so obsessed with you" and Ricky just shrugs

One day, she rolls into rehearsal like “I need a ride home, big brother” and everyone’s like ??? But without even thinking Ricky turns and goes “oh my god we’re not related” Lily: “yet - it’s only a matter of time, Richard” “It’s been like 2 months!” “Give it time. Before you know it, you’ll have an amazing new stepmother, a fantastic stepsister, and I’ll have a chauffeur stepbrother” and Ricky's just ???

The whole drama club is like “I’m sorry, I’m gonna need a whole lot more information about what just happened” Lily's like "i can't beliEVE you didn't tell them we're family now? What are you ashamed of me?" "Yes. Yes i am." "you hurt me, Rick"

Lily adores Mike because he's got big dad energy and she didnt have a dad so she's like YES FINALLY

Ricky and Lily bicker a lot, but they do really care about each other This got away from me in terms of what the question was and I have more to say about Lily/Ricky as step-siblings but I'll leave it for now... So in short, anon, I like Lily/Ricky as frenemies/weird bffs, not romantic.

[mermaidxatxheart]

Better Together Chapter One

Pairing: Poe Dameron x Reader

Word Count: 828 

Warnings: Poe being charming. It’s just a baby chapter. Only a couple swear words, mild for me lol.

A/N: this is my new story. It’s angst ridden. I was in a mood. If you like my works, please reblog, leave a comment. My works are not to be posted anywhere else without my consent.

Series Master List

Princess General Leia Organa. 

Legendary badass. 

Ruthless military tactician.

Leader of not one, but two rebellions. 

Beacon of light and hope for millions across the galaxy. 

Powerful Jedi warrior. 

And she’s just given you a mission. It’s not your first, or your second. Shit, it’s not even your fiftieth. But every time she gives you a mission, hands it to you directly, your stomach tingles and you have to fight the stupid, idiotic smile that threatens your face. So what if you have the biggest lady crush on your boss? You’re a Maker-damn professional. Act like it. 

Luckily, you can feel your leader next to you, feeling just as thrilled. 

Poe Dameron.

Flyboy.

Best pilot in the Resistance. 

Probably one of the most trustworthy people on this base. 

A good friend. 

A solid leader. 

Wickedly charming. 

Reckless with his own life, but never anyone else’s. 

He barely glances at you while Leia speaks, giving you the directive. It’s a supply run of sorts, but also a recon mission. Is the planet suitable for habitation, find a decent spot for a secret base. It’s not a big party, just the two of you. You and Poe work well together, you have a gift for maps, charts, a logical head; Poe can be impulsive, but his gut feelings are usually spot on. 

“You’re both dismissed.” She says and you turn to head for the exit, the data drive in your fist. 

Poe only just manages to wait until you’re clear of the doors before his grin breaks free and he’s literally bouncing next to you. “Time to fly again, gorgeous.” He says and you roll your eyes, pretending to be unmoved by his effervescence. 

“Poe, your ship isn’t even here.” You tease and he barks out a laugh.

“Beauty isn’t just limited to my ship.” He remarks, nudging your elbow. “I mean, don’t get me wrong. My girl is probably the most gorgeous thing ever created, but you come in at a relatively close… second.” He shrugs and you can’t help it, you laugh.

“Gee, thanks. It makes sense now.” You say and he looks at you as he subtly guides you out into the bright sunlight. 

“What does?”

“Why you’re always so very single.” You point out and he cackles, head tipped back, hand pressed against his belly. 

“And this is why I keep you around. You keep me humble.”

“Humble? Dameron, you’ve never been humble a day in your life.”

“Don’t know what you mean.” He smirks. “So, we have a couple hours to kill. Think you can convince your boyfriend to let you join us for a night-before drink?” 

“Poe. As much as I like being your friend, I’m not gonna see my boyfriend for a few days. I’d rather spend my time with him.” You say bluntly and Poe shrugs. 

“Don’t know why. Guy’s a dick, but whatever.” He holds up his hands in surrender and you decide to ignore him. Poe and your boyfriend, Bryce, have never gotten along. From day one it’s been a dick measuring contest between the two. Bryce doesn’t understand how you can tolerate the smug pilot, and Poe doesn’t understand how you can let Bryce kiss you. Any time he sees it in public, he makes loud obnoxious gagging noises until you throw something heavy at his head. 

But right now, you don’t care. You bump your fist against his closed knuckles in a friendly goodbye and head off in the other direction. 

“Hey! Predawn means before it gets light.” He calls after you. 

“Yeah, yeah. Don’t show up hungover, Dameron!” You shout back and you can just make out his cheeky grin. 

You practically skip to Bryce’s quarters and knock a secret knock. Rap, rap, rapraprap. It takes a minute before the door slides open and there he is, in all his handsome glory. Light blond hair disheveled, hanging in his soft blue eyes. He looks sleepy, like he’s only grabbed a couple hours of sleep after a long night of being on post. Your eyes trail up the exposed ridges of his abdomen to his broad shoulders to his face. 

“You’re leering.” He yawns. 

“Admiring.” You correct. 

He studies you for a minute before sighing. “When do you leave?” 

“First thing in the morning. It’s only for a few days.” You say, stepping forward and leaning against his chest to look up at him. 

“Who’s going?” His big hands rest on your hips as you hum thoughtfully. 

“Just Poe. It’s a small mission.” You rise up on your tiptoes to kiss him but he steps back with a small scoff of disgust. “B, do you really wanna spend my last night arguing about a friend? Or? Do you wanna give me something to remember you by?” You sigh. 

“Well, when you put it like that.” He grins, scooping you up by your thighs and carrying you over to his cot, his soft lips searing into yours.

Chapter Two

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