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two fools, you and i cut from the same miserable cloth
#austin's eye bags :(#ts4 edit#short walk to heaven*#austin st francis#yves archambeau#idk what this is i'm experimenting for an idea i have#might as well drop it into the tag#bc i love yves and his bald ass being smug#smile while you can faux french imposter! im about to fucking get you
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I came here for the silly haha doodles, but I've stayed for the absolutely blazing commentary in the tags. Your analysis of this story is so so so good! Thanks for all the work and thought you put into this!
I am just a silly little comics blog. I am not hiding anything in the tags, no way. Never.
#ask#digital art#I truly am grateful for the amount of people that not only read my journal-essay-thoughts on my comics#but also take the time to respond and/or write their own thoughts on the themes and scenes.#I really love taking apart stories and seeing how the threads weave together. Like flipping over an embroidered tapestry!#Some people thinks it ruins the illusion of what a story is - to me it *elevates* the experience to see the seams.#It's like knowing how they did the practical effects and stunts in a movie. It give you a deeper appreciation for the work that went into i#Thank you for acknowledging the work I put into every part of this project!#When I started drawing I....well...wasn't really the strongest with my visuals.#Humorously recapping scenes played off of my strengths (silly billying) and also just made the project *fun*.#But right from the start I also wanted to take my time and marinate on the themes and journal my thoughts.#I never really expected people to read them!#What might seem like a quick comic takes me several hours and I often spend a good bit of time with my tag essays too.#I owe so much to everyone who's dropped by to cheer me on and make this blog into part of the community.#to those who just lurk or drop by once in a blue moon - I thank you as well for coming along for the journey.#So even though it adds extra time; these little essays are a treat for you B*)
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supa old homestuck art for you!
#i see im gettin followas cuz my old rezi art is circulating again…#might as well drop this thang that been in my drafts for forever#hope the spvtw show gets me posting again.. hope everyone is doin well :’)#hard to get over the hurdle of posting again when my blogs been stagnant so long naow#homestuck#june egbert#john egbert#eitha#terezi pyrope#vriska serket#roxy lalonde#deaspite the glasses.. it is a roxy actually#calliope#yeah not tagging any ships but heres this!#hs#rart
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brush test slash rendering practice with ayem
#morrowind#almalexia#the elder scrolls#tes#tes fanart#art#id in alt#ok that's all the tags this needs ANYWAY#i started this 1. for experimenting with coloring from dark to light#2. because i wanted to draw someone kind of back turned to the camera#3. rendering practice for hair particularly#4. to go from sketch to rendering rather than doing lines to see if that doesn't smooth out my workflow a bit#5. because i've never actually used this brush past flat coloring#and out of those 1. i don't think i had enough of an idea of the palette or process to jump into dark to light painting so i did scrap that#and go with my usual “flat color with one of the mid shadow tones add shadows add light”#i do think that painting from shadows out is a thing people do digitally i just think this wasn't the drawing to test it on for me#i think i'd need to look at some other peoples processes and start with a more fleshed out idea of where to go#2 and 3 i think worked out. i'm gradually figuring hair out which i think is sick#4 i also think worked out for me which is also sick because i do get caught on lines a lot. they're fun sometimes but i think some drawings#benefit better from not having them and that it might be a bit faster#and of course everything i do is so that i can draw slightly faster and better for next artfight#as for 5. i have mixed feelings on this brush but that might be because i hate change. and also because i started this drawing on the 15th#of november and finished it yesterday. so im kind of just sick of working on and looking at it#it was a valuable learning experience and i think it came out well! i am also going to drop to my knees and rejoice when i can finally#close this file out and free medibang paint from under it so i can work on Literally Anything Else#thank you almalexia for being my test subject i should've used a reference for your armor when i did the sketch but i didn't#maybe the crown looks weird because of it maybe it doesn't. not my problem anymore i can draw other elves again#my art#iiii think i forgot a my art tag last time
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A terribly angled image of some silly Okazaki doodles I made while I was getting up to date with TDRP...... I adore her!!!!!!
Veronika's also here on my powerbank. these freaks, they're both iconic (and also my favourites from their respective series). The larger Hanano is a sticker I have no clue where to put yet so she's instead blue tacked onto my closet for now.......
some clearer(-ish) images ↓↓↓ konkonkonkon...


Perhaps I'll make some more polished digital fanart after I'm done with all the things i need to do. so much to do and so little time...
#tdrp#tetro danganronpa pink#tdrp spoilers#i guess? the gun? might as well tag for that#anyways#suffice to say chapter 3 both blessed and killed me#even if i was spoiled for victims and culprits#alas now my top two favs (hitomi and hanano) are now dead 💔#im seeing a lot of mentions of lore in 'staffside' which i assume are lore drops in an official discord server?#perhaps i should have a gander at that sometime#i tend to take screenshots of funny/interesting moments in things i watch/play and i have like so many of tdrp#mainly okazaki. my beloved#ive been doodling her smmmmmmmm#i often have the tendency to favour the egotistical and self-obsessed characteds in media#and . i find it so funnyi got so attached to okazaki before her theatrical trial reveal/breakdown#and then she's revealed as egotistical and self obsessed#the ego radar as my friends dub it#😭#did i even tag okazaki#okazaki hanano#hanano okazaki#should i tag veronika#hmm#veronika grebenshchikova
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The thing about me is that I don't know any yiddish pretty much, but I can sing you some yiddish songs. I couldn't tell you what I'm singing about (couldn't even point out individual words I know, either), but I could sing it for you, which seems like a very odd order to learn a language
There is something special to me about not even being able to understand the language you're singing in but being able to sing in it and connect with people like that
#jumblr#yiddish#personal thoughts tag#the song i'm currently most familiar with is tumbalalaika#i learn the songs by singing along to them in my car. if you see me driving there is an 80% chance that i'm singing along to something#when i listen to hebrew songs i also might not be able to tell you what they're *about* but i could tell you what words i do know#there are a few songs in languages i don't know that i could sing you#i love blasting songs like un rayo de sol even though i dropped spanish in 2019 or so#i'm by no means saying that i could sing it *well* either. i know i'd get things wrong
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Isn’t there something you’re forgetting?
#I don’t draw traditional art much but when I do it’s johanna#might re upload this tmrrw with a better picture#cause since I never draw traditionally I am SO bad at picturing my art lol#some stuff at the side got dropped out :(#anyways#this isn’t perfect but I like it well enough!#was experimenting#got symbolic with it 😎#will post close up detail shots tmrrw lol#hilda#hilda the series#netflix hilda#hilda netflix#art#my art#fanart#doodle#drawing#traditional art#haven’t used that tag in a while#johanna hilda#Hilda johanna#Hilda season 3#Hilda spoilers#Hilda season 3 spoilers
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I genuinely love sn and ln so much. They re not the only gachas i play/have played, but the nikki series has consistently brought me joy and allowed me to express my creativity and its just a wonderful place to be yk? I complain about a lot of stuff but at the end of the day it s series im really happy to have spent so many years in, and im happy to continue to support it. I just really love this world and these games man
#i play genshin and wuwa and have played other gachas#im a filthy gacha gamer sorry 😔#but nikki is the only game i truly have never felt like i was wasting my time while playing if that makes sense#like it feels like an actual net positive to my life?#wuwa hasnt pissed me off severely yet but it also doesnt feel like im enriching my soul when i play it 💀#it s quite more fun than genshin at this point tho. i kinda only play genshin for the story now and dont log in for dailies anymore#call me when natlan drops#love nikki#shining nikki#might as well tag#lets all come together and love nikki (series)
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Was looking through my notes app and found this little Noah and Martin blurb that I had plans of turning into a little comic (and still might) but I think the writing itself is worth sharing c:
Martin turns up just when Noah is starting to think he's succeeded in leaving unnoticed. He should have known better. He's tried fleeing from Martin's bed a few times before, but with how light of a sleeper he is, Martin always notices.
The gravel crunches under Martin's boots as he walks up.
Noah ignores him, keeps his back turned as he stuffs his clothes haphazardly into his saddle bags, eager to be off before Martin can say too much. It's early morning still, the sun barely threatening to creep above the horizon. It's warm, he's been awake most of the night, tossing and turning in the stifling heat of Martin's bedroom. He tugs the strap of one of his bags shut with force.
Every little sound coming from behind him ramps up his already bubbling frustration. There's the slight shuffle of Martin's feet, and Noah just knows he's gearing up to say something. He's yet to outright ask Noah to stay, but the words are still there, held in that awful tension between them. Martin shuffles again. It grates on Noah's nerves until his jaw aches with how hard he's clenching his teeth.
He doesn't jump, but he does flinch when Martin finally speaks up.
"Got you something."
Noah bites back his irritation and turns to look. Martin is holding out a small rectangular box towards him, the plastic glossy and clear.
It isn't until Noah takes it that he realises what it is. "A tape? How am i supposed to listen to this?" He gestures to his disaster of a bike as if to say, 'where's the tape deck, idiot?'
Martin's face falls. "Oh." He looks away, rubbing the back of his neck the way he always does when he's embarrassed. "Right."
Noah regrets his words immediately, but he doesn't know how to take them back. They're both silent for a moment that seems to stretch on for too long. The plastic of the cassette tape in his hands is cool to the touch. Noah looks down at it. Inside the case is a torn out piece of what must have been a page from a notebook. In Martin's hasty hand it says 'For the road' in blue pen, with what must be Martin's best attempt at drawing a motorcycle next to it. It's a mixtape, Noah realises. One that Martin put together for him.
Noah feels the guilt like the sharp point of a knife against his heart. He tucks the tape into his jacket pocket. Martin is still not looking at him, just frowning down at the ground.
"Hey." Noah says, keeping his tone light. "Saw you had a new horse down in the front pasture, tell me about it?"
That finally has Martin meeting his eyes with a small smile. Both of them understanding that this is Noah's way of apologising. He's never been very good at the real deal.
Noah finishes packing his bags to the sound of Martin explaining why the mare is in for training and how he's planning to solve her problems. He's using a bunch of terms that Noah doesn't understand, but that's okay, that small smile stays on Martin's face while he talks and that's all that matters.
Months later, Noah pulls over to the side of the road. He's surrounded by pitch dark woods. There are ghosts or worse howling at his heels, he's sure of it. Still, he puts the kickstand down and gets off his bike. He leans back against the solid weight of it and with trembling hands he pulls the smooth plastic case free from his pocket.
The old walkman he picked up from a second hand store a few towns back sits at the top of his saddle bag. The ear pieces feel strange when he pulls them over his head. The cassette clicks as he inserts it and when he hits the button there's a few seconds of crackling static before the first song fills his ears.
He buries his face in his hands and suddenly he's in the Bronco. Martin is next to him. They're checking fences, driving down the bumpy gravel road towards the back pasture.
Martin's neck is sunburnt. There's dust clinging to the fabric of his jeans. It's been dry for weeks, too dry, Martin says. Noah's shirt is clingy with sweat.
Martin turns the radio up and hums along, mumbling a few lines under his breath. There's the faintest bit of a smile curving the edge of his mouth, like there's nowhere else he'd rather be.
Noah pulls his hood over his head and ignores the chill of the forest biting at his cheeks.
#Someone asked if i would ever share any of my writing for these guys and I might drop a little blurb like this every now and then#I'm shy about letting people see my writing but i do so much of it i might as well share the stuff that's decent#I'll always tag and do a readmore so they won't clog up your feed#But yeah i haven't been able to draw the boys for a little while so have this instead :)#My writing#Noah#Martin
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more 'stats
#interview with the vampire#art tag#lestat de lioncourt#the vampire lestat#nicolas de lenfent#nickistat#lestat arc might be over after this sketch dump </3#well over for now amc needs to drop like a trailer or something to give me life
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What could be consider laws of the multiverse?
Or is there no such thing?
Aight aight
Let's go, explanation for time
For this one I will speak as creator
This is infos I've shared before on my site, and I got the greenlight to share it here !
Reminder that @neonross was the og creator of Out of Bounds and I am merely one of the artist and writers ( and alternatively the lore gremlin that make sure everything is smooth good lore lol ( so for lore clarification yeh I'm the good person to ask haha))
So here are the "laws" of the multiverse and how it works in wttmv specifically !
Those rules apply only in our story, but anyone who wants to use those concepts are welcome, of course ! Neon Ross's og intent was to have rules flexible enough for people to make characters and have fun with the concepts, but we don't mean to be an autority of any kind and ruin people's fun... Anyway, explanation time
It's not really "laws" so much as rules for ourselves and for our story, to give it nuances and stakes and the right amount of lore scratching complexity
Some characters however might tell you that these are laws lmao
✨Out of Bounds ✨
___-Lore Guide-___
Out of Bounds (OOB) is a realm existing beyond the multiverse, operating by its own rules and devoid of time. This guide provides insight into OOB's nature, its role in the multiverse, and the mechanics governing its interactions.
Nature of Out of Bounds
Definition :
• OOB is a space outside of alternate universes, akin to the Void Realm in Towags where forgotten characters and places reside.
• Awareness of this space is limited, known only to those who reside within or encounter its inhabitants.
Television :
• Floating televisions within OOB display AUs, acting as viewports or portals for interaction.
• Televisions serve as a primary means for Multiversers to observe and interact with AUs. ( While it is the primary way, note that there are exceptions and other ways to travel )
Shows :
• We call "show" the stories within the multiverse. Includes the Original, Variants, Alternate Universes.
• The Original cannot be touched or interacted with by anyone.
• Variants are copies of the original with very minor changes (art style, design, head canons). They can be interacted with on varrying degree, depending on the creator of the variant will.
• AUs are copies of Welcome Home with major or noticeable changes, from the story, to the characters and their designs.
Vintage Tapes :
• AUs are stored within vintage tapes, with the film inside representing the universe's timeline.
• Tapes categorize AUs into Fixed and Flexible, depending on the level of interaction allowed by the creators of each AUs.
Interference Mechanics :
• Interfering with Fixed AUs poses risks, as altering their storylines can lead to universe corrupt and/or collapse.
• Flexible AUs allow more interaction, often featuring crossovers and Y/N scenarios.
Out of Bound Spaces
Channels :
• Spaces integral to the multiverse system, including the Observer's TV room, the Archives, and Admin's film room.
Shows :
• The AUs themselves, contained in the multiverse, then OOB
Lost Media :
• Spaces not categorized as channels or tapes, such as the Keeper's domaine, Trader's space, and Stitcher's atelier. (Often time those are kind of like shells of dead/collapsed/modified AU, or pocket dimensions)
Pillars of Creation :
• Vast space outside of the multiverse, a galaxy-like zone full of stars, that is said to be where the creators of AUs reside. Very few characters go so far in the OOB.
In between :
• The void between the AUs. It is devoid of breathable air, often dark and lightless as well. Some multiversers are unaffected by the lack of air, but stay careful ! We don't know what lurks or leaks in the in-between
Diagram made by Bloomenvogel and Neon Ross for the Out of Bound as we see it in WTTMV

Note : this diagram applies to wttmv, but feel free to use I with your characters if you want ! Just like all of those rules, we made those to help make the story as a whole
Out of Bound Inhabitants
Natives of OOB :
• The Out of Bound is often said to have a mind of its own... It will sometimes create its own variants of the core cast, for reasons still obscures to this day. Notable characters born from the OOB : Observer, Courier, Messenger
"Refugies"
• Cast or OC characters that had their worlds destroyed/corrupted/collapsed, and who are left to wander in the multiverse. Most often they will end up in Peacekeeper's domaine until they can be rehomed in a flexible tape or new universe, or adapt to the Out of Bounds.
• A character that adapts to the Out of Bounds will then be called "Multiverser" along with the native of OOB
• Characters considered "refugies turned multiverser" in wttmv : Peacekeeper, Filante, Trader, ShopKeeper, Watcheye, Stitcher, Croupier
Multiversers :
• Multiversers are the inhabitants of the Out of Bounds. Often times, they are anomalies that have developped specific abilities allowing them to reside or survive in the Out of Bounds. Those abilities often includes being able to travel to multiple flexible tapes, but not always. A multiverser will almost always be a variant of a cast character, and rarely, if not ever, a y/n or fan oc. (If you wonder why y/n and ocs are excluded from being multiversers specifically, it's because Y/N is at its core a you self insert, but *you* are supposed to be viewers in the story. It's fine when in a pocket universe like Keeper's and Trader, a y/n can exist there, but in the oob it could causes some problems of logic with viewer influence and control, or the focus of the story could go astray to fit a y/n, which is not a story we want to tell. It kinda goes for ocs too)
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I tried to say as much as I could without much spoilers... For the reminder, I already explained the main, general chronology of wttmv on the site
Ik, ik, it's a bit of a hassle to go search and look and all. Tbh the site is kind of a way to give a bit of a treat for the really big fans who are ready to go on a separate site to get lore lmao /lh
But now I get to ramble here too ! Hurray !
TLDR :
OOB is big and weird. The AUs and Variants can be interacted with only if allowed by the creators. Multiversers are the weird cast variants living in the oob. The OOB is kinda like an onion, it has layers. Most characters always stay in the multiverse part.
#ooff big lore one#rambling time#yk I love to ramble#anyway - you can use this as official lore guide#it's Ross approved#mostly-#you might notice the lack of Nyxie inclusion in this post /j#well actually it's because that even as a multiverser she doesn't fit in here.#also Nyxie runs under an other set of rules that loosely connects to wttmv so that she can be disconnected whenever I need her to#i am smart like that haha#you might also notice some characters are not mentionned#it's either because their originin is “unknown” or because they have been created by a third party outside of AUs#but if I say that - I fear people might roll with it and go too crazy - so just in case i put it here for people who read all the tags only#to you - you are allowed to know that some characters were created in the pillars of creations by a third party and it's an anomaly#welcome home au#welcome home#whmultiverse#keeper poppy au#multiverse mom#ask peacekeeper poppy#ask blog#welcomehome#lore time#big lore drop here#lore guide
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CHAOS!!! YAYYYAYYAYY
Now with new markings, teeth, and title! No longer the god he once was! He's still a god but not THE god! Just some loser with a reputation! Yay!
#might tweak jt a little but for now hes perfect#hes my babygirl#i oive him so much#one of my oldest ocs yay#he really loves to mess with people <3 a prankster! jusr so so silly! drop a fridge on you then bring you back to life!! silly like that#an absolute mess too!! so troubled! but he hides it well ❤️#ok goodnight#maudiemoods art tag#original characters#original character#original art#character designs#character
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*** weewoo weewoo, Severance rant incoming, avoid or gather 'round depending on your preference, weewoo weewoo***
oofda Severance went from what's gotta be the best episode in the series-- visually, emotionally, character drive, general plot development, etc.-- to probably the weakest. Dgmw, I absolutely adore Patricia Arquette's performance as this sad off-putting woman and was eager for a Cobel check-in, but back-to-back bottleneck episodes leading up the finale was a TERRIBLE pacing choice, just completely missing the mark in a season that has already been plagued with pacing issues-- I'm lookin' at you, beloved by many but meh to me bc I have never been a melly shipper & thought it was a frustrating cut-away from the previous episode's dramatic final moment, Woe's Hollow-- & did not really provide much new information/plot momentum to make up for it-- yeah yeah Cobel lifelong Kier cultist, child labor & mommy issues, groomed & exploited scientific prowess, Lumon ruining anachronistic ether-huffing towns economically & spiritually; didn't really dig deeper or meaningfully build on anything we already know of in a away that needed to be a full break-away episode for, imo. Coulda & shoulda been the b-plot to a Milchick's continued spirit breaking/background to Ms. Huang (which would have very much thematically tied together to each!) -focused episode. And considering how short the episode is compared to the rest, I kind of suspect it might have began production that way but it was changed for some reason further along, but that's purely vibes based speculation.
These pacing issues paired with the knowledge that there are only nine episodes a season in this silly era of television, I am increasingly nervous about the finale, particularly considering ms dipshit mama bear super sibling withOUT a background in neuroscience who thinks she knows better than the scientist who was already digging around inside his noggin Devon followed through and reached Cobel 🤦♂️ like, clearly there are cracks in Cobel's Kier worship/Lumon militancy-- I think she has an ego that 1) cannot forgive how tossed away she was, especially with the newest detail of her being the overlooked inventor of the severance technology, & 2) despite the indoctrination, she has enough self-preservation to bridge the cognitive dissonance that rationalizes Lumon's abuses now that it's HER that might get locked away in the mind wipe torture basement-- but you're watching a different show in a different universe if you think we've gotten any evidence to strongly indicate that she is actually trustworthy. As the inventor of the chip she could be the perfect person to help Mark with the final reintegration steps... or, as I suspect will be more along the lines of what will happen, she could activate any of the other "modes" that have so far been only eluded to/cause further brain damage/betray mark & ragbhari to leverage herself into a better position with lumon/whatever will benefit her in her quest for... well, besides survival & credit for her invention, I really can't say for sure what her motivations currently are, but legitimate compassion & concern for Mark/the innies certainly are not among them.
Idk, just overall I think this season has put its hands in too many plot pies, especially now that the other outies have been given more character development time, a choice I've liked overall but that has not been 😏 integrated 😏 well with the rest of the story, largely because (forgive my repeating myself) of the pacing/9 episode limit-- we've gotten the central Mark reintegration plot, then we have melly romance b-plot, dylan emotional affair with his own wife c-plot, outie irv + his relationship to the testing floor & whatever the fuck is going on with burt/his husband d & e-plot, milchick being racially micro-aggressed f-plot, ms huang & the spectre of child labor g-plot, nasty lady helena eagan & her sinister side swept blunt bang h-plot, whatever cobel's deal is i-plot, the general overarching What Evil Mysterious Schemes is Lumon Up To j to whatever plot, and finally, the most pressing plot point to me that has been frustratingly shelved until episode 7, What's Happening to Gemma plot. I don't expect nor want wrapped packages with bows, but satisfying narratives involve give and take, and I simply don't have much confidence in the real estate provided by the 49 remaining minutes of the season that we'll get much of anywhere (except mad over what bad things are likely about to happen to Gemma, that is one thing I have begrudging confidence in 😔)
#severance spoilers#her mother was a catholic ✝ her mother was an atheist 🔬 but her mother was NOT a kier cultist so be sure to jot that one down ✍#ever since the OTC episode where we see that long list of different chip settings i have been waiting for that shoe to drop#contrary to speculation i dont think cold harbor's goal is to physically kill gemma. i think it's going to activate a mode that essentially#erases gemma forever. because thats been the writing on the wall with lumon the whole time- tame the worlds tempers by everyone getting a#brain chip that replaces them with their kier version full-time. maybe not SO cartoon villain but yeah thats the big obvious goal imo#the 'mysterious important work' is refining the tech itself. so the chips can enter the next stage of development: fully severed society#completely in lumon's control. w/ all the ickiest implications that carries 🤮#anyway not getting into my big theory/the nasty unspoken but natural conclusion that this tech would lead to thoughts#severance#dani talks about tv#would have rather had a milchick backstory episode than cobel but i guess we'll find out more about him in 2029 or whenever#imagine getting an awful painting of your boss/religious icon in blackface as a reward for all the shady nasty stuff you do for them...#getting a multi-hour dressing down in a typed & laminated binder over being too well-spoken... wake up seth! stop imprisoning women for#this evil family of rich white people!!#i go back & forth if cobels reactions during whats for dinner indicate the shadow of a beginning of genuine split loyalties but overall idt#like shes for sure pleased the chips are working but also does seem to have a brief look of slight disappointment? hard to read....#we see in the way she relates to the kier mythos & her own life that shes drawn to storytelling & romanticism. i think its possible#part of her hoped that True Love(tm) might have posed a real barrier to her tech & as eager as she was to serve kier & OVERCOME that barrie#part of her is just...a little disappointed! in a similar way that helena despite having it all still coveted the romantic relationship tha#helly was authentically having. which her alienated corpocult real life has prevented her from ever forming w/ the same authenticity#its a very small chance inflated by my imbibing of the devils lettuce lol but cathedrals are everywhere etc etc & anything is possible#and then immediately afterwards shes fired like she hasnt given lumon EVERYTHING. she def cracked a bit but will it be enough? hmm#ANYWAY STOP TAG YAPPING EACH RANDOM SEVERANCE THOUGHT DANI PRESS POST NOW BUTTON
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just cuz i'm curious
(also i know some probably have multiple/bias line so i'm sorry on that front for making you pick just one :< )
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I miss old tumblr in the sense that i could complain about board exams and worrying about not getting enough to be eligible for my medical entrance test and i'd have summoned half the indian side of tumblr to sympathize
#im in sm stress#if i dont score above 75% im not eligible for my neet exam#which im planning to take a drop year for#and its gonne be both expensive and emotionally taxing#and i have to give THIS years neet exam too#for reasons#im not in the clear until may 20#adulthood is a scam#And that is well BEFORE i even start preparing for neet#well before i even have to consider the possibility that i might not get in#im pretty much using this post to vent in tags#its like 4 am#and im stressed. scared. everything#its really difficult just existing w adhd and mental illness#much less studying#and neet is like highly competetive#the cutoff goes so high#i want to get out of this city#and be safe and actually be alive for once#a big part of me will shrivel up and die if i stay#and this is the first time i've actually wanted smth for real#tentatively and doubtfully#but wanting still#and idk if i'll make a good doctor or if i'll fuck up and have it all blow up in my fsce#overthinking basically#im worried im not. capable of doing this#anyways desi tumblrinas where are you😭😭😭😭
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oh yeah uh
so i wanted to make a post about this much earlier than now but i forgot
but uh, in my rh au, ghosts exist. yeah. those who died/didn't make it, they are ghosts now. wahoo.
i imagine that they're semi-corporeal-- they can't be seen by living beings but can interact in small ways with the living world, like moving small objects, flickering lights, giving chills to anyone they phase through, classic horror movie type stuff
i actually don't know why i didn't mention this in the original post, i just kinda forgot i guess
so because of that, in my notes and concepts, i usually call the au "ghosted," as a sort of double-entendre. the games that didn't make it to megamix were "ghosted--" left behind, and they also became ghosts. i'm a genius, i know (sarcastic)
so there's your new possibilities for angst. have fun.
#rhythm heaven#rhythm heaven megamix#since i name dropped the au i might as well make a tag so people can tag stuff#let's go with#rh ghosted au#yea sure#sorry im dryer than usual here#im just really fuckin out of it guys
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