#middle and high school me are SCREAMING

[nanowired-lover]

Outing myself as a (sort of) Muse fan but-

Is there any Miguel O'Hara enjoyer/empathizer out there listening to Muse and being like "yeah this is Miguel" "yeah the vibe fits" "yeah the lyrics" "yeah I WISH it could fit logically but it somehow irrational fits him" ?

No bc I was listening to Pressure, then the whole discography, and some songs were very Miguel-coded I'm 🧍🏼‍♂️

[moominpopzz]

Nothing can break the bond of a person and their 6th grade hyperfixation when it gets an update

[akkivee]

there’s usually a q&a section in the hypster magazine where the cast are asked a question and the recent volume had them answer what do they do to relieve stress and tbh bat’s has been on the mind lately lol:

📿: he responded by saying that’s a stupid question since he couldn’t call himself a monk if allowed stress to build up. but if there’s a situation that he has no control over, he goes to surround himself in nature

🌙: he likes weeding the family garden!!! it helps him clear his mind and forget about the things that were bothering him and it makes his family happy to see the garden looking pretty too!!

⚖️: he finds a place where there’s nobody around to scream with all his might. it’s a great feeling since you don’t often get the chance to let out as loud as possible

[canisonicscrewyou]

coworker butted into a conversation one day MONTHS AGO where I was telling someone else "yeah, one of my friend groups in high school were all really mean to each other, because we were all repressed queer teens in catholic high school, we were all biting each others' heads off" <- they missed all of the actual conversation so that they could say "I never had the energy to be mean, but okay." whenever me and my other coworker were talking.

Cut to today. They are talking to me about the environment at another store. They then say out of left field "Oh, it's like that thing where you... Oh. Well. I guess you were the one who was the bully growing up, right?"

Readers. Besties.

The way I stared at them for a solid minute of confusion before finally, awkwardly saying "... I was bullied growing up for being autistic and queer...?" because like. I'm. What??? How the fuck am I supposed to respond to that??? How does one respond to that??? (Also. The fact that I needed my partner to look at me and go 'they said you were a high school bully to be mean to you Ryker'. Sometimes you cannot take the autism out of the boy even a little even if you try really hard.)

[shigussy]

i keep getting tiktoks of these younger gen z kids referencing a time they did something relating to fandom in public and now they're embarrassed by it and everytime i see one i sit there thinking over all of middle and high school and having genuinely 0 moments that i feel embarrassed by, like i definitely did a lot of shit these kids would be embarrassed by but i think these are all just really fucking funny

also photographic evidence of the kinda kid i was. these are from 2014/15 when i was in 8th grade

-desolation row one shot(still on wattpad gerard way/reader smut)

-twerk it on (mcr crack fanfic no longer on wattpad but i have another fic in my library called twerking in taco bell which definitely ALSO used for my reading log)

-frank iero must die(a serial killer/assassin frerard fic, still on wattpad)

-hair (really vague maybe a phanfic? nowhere in my wattpad library rip)

my binder i used in 7th grade i had a blue one that looked pretty similar to this for 8th grade but idk where it went, also the parts i scribbled out are my full legal name i had written on it. i wrote it normally and then the big spot is where i wrote my name REALLY BIG in elysian code from the vladimir tod books. also the lines are from when i used an exacto knife to cut up some papers and forgot that my binder was underneath

in conclusion yall can now see why im so shameless about talking about shigaraki the way i do

[drowninginthoughts27]

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[wrinkledparchment]

if we meet again, somewhere far away

My dearest, I will not rush to join you in heaven, to stand by your side again.

I will not run to the arms of relief, the sweet embrace of death, to escape this pain.

I will not end my time prematurely, I will not do as you did.

I will take my time, picking flowers in the field, buying every souvenir, eating something new, meeting the people you did not.

I will take my time, in visiting the places that you wanted to go with me, smiling in the sunshine, getting wet in the rain.

I will gather these experiences, photographs, trinkets, flavours, scents, and I will present them to you, when it is all over.

I will empty my pockets before you, and show you what you willingly gave up. I will show you the laughter, the joy, the love, the light, and the sadness, the grief, and the bittersweet.

I will present it all to you, and I will tell you, smiling, "Do you see what you missed?"

And I will sob before you too, and I will ask what I've been wondering all this time, "Why didn't you want to Come with me?"

And I will have to settle for the answer I didn't want, "I didn't know there was such beauty, until you showed it to me."

And I will grab your hands, and I will look you in the eyes. "I could've shown you, if you'd asked." And we will both cry and apologize, finally understanding each other, because we will both know that I was lying.

[gouinisme]

i need to scream sing unfortunately i have neighbours

[redhotarsenic]

If I do not pass this test later today I will bite all ten of my fingers clean off!

[notthebeststufftbh]

I think teachers shouldn't yell in school..ever... Scratch that I don't think it I stand by it if teachers yell they should get fired

[not-actually-human]

i think ive figured out that while i am a guy and prefer he/him and masculine terms 90% of the time, i am simultaneously an angry teenage girl who has been wronged by everyone around her, about to snap at any given moment, and ready to start fucking up and making mistakes

[ailelie]

My younger brother got the name I would have gotten had I been a boy.

(Brother after that got the name my mother was peer-pressured into giving him though she still made his middle name the one she wanted him to have).

Random fact: I'm the only one of my parents' kids who doesn't have a Y in my first or middle name. (Brothers both have Ys in their middle names, sister has one in both her middle and first names).

super curious today about how people feel toward the names they might have been given. apparently i used to ask my mom about my “boy name” several times a week and get really sad i couldn’t have both my given name and that name. being trans this is hilarious to me now so wondering

also curious how this intersects with being trans!! i feel like my fixation with it definitely had a lot to do with that, so idk add in tags? if you feel like being trans makes you more/less curious about it

[sillimancer]

I'm caught up on all the volumes of witch hat atelier that are available at the library right now so now I gotta waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaait

[nexus-nebulae]

love when im watching a video and someone uses a scream sound effect and i can just Tell they probably took that sound bite from that one jacksepticeye screaming video

[arolotl-queen]

Today in school, I was eating my potato wedges and this kid who I don't even know the name of comes up to me and says "You give the vibes of that one office worker in a sitcom who drinks there coffee in the morning"

And I was like ????????

then he comes up to me again and said "You know the saying another day another dollar? if sayings were people you'd be that saying."

WHAT DOES THIS MEAN????

[celestiachan]

nvm youre a Christian age regressor you know way more about gender and sexuality than anyone who has ever read a book

????