#memes getting in your head and not leaving
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Note
Hello love,
I was hoping to request a jayvik x reader with depression. Ideally a modern college AU, maybe reader hasn't left their room in a few days and the boys check on them?? Angsty fluff?? Do with this as you will, take what you want leave what you don't, whatever you write will be amazing. Make sure you're resting, eating, and touching grass love <3
Hi love! I'm sorry it took so long, I feel like two weeks might just settle as my current waiting time :v I confirm that eating and touching grass has been done today. Here it goes!
Help me get back to your arms
viktorxgn!reader general audiences, Modern college AU, depressed reader, comfort and fluff
author’s note: title from Radiohead's song Motion Picture Soundtrack. And thank you guys for sending me such lovely requests. Forgot to say, @rennethen beta read this, thank you!
word count: 0,9K
—
Your phone keeps buzzing, and after some time, you stop bothering to check. You bury your head under the pillow and groan. It’s only been two days, hasn’t it? Or was it more?
The vibrations become so annoying that you finally pick up your phone, intending to turn it off—until you see the notification, and your heart melts a little. Jayce and Viktor are bickering in your group chat over the propriety of the memes Jayce has been sending you. And while some of them are, well… corny, the whole conversation still makes you smile.
Until a sharp knock on your dorm room door makes you jump, and your phone slips from your hand before you can finish reading.
“Shit,” you mutter under your breath, calculating whether you can just ignore it.
“Hey, it’s me!” comes a cheerful voice, and you already know Jayce is pressing his ear to the door.
“And me,” Viktor adds, with a hint of sulk that makes you sure he just rolled his eyes at Jayce and huffed.
“Yeah, right! It’s us. Can we come in?”
You glance around your room—uh, it’s a mess. You glance down at yourself—uh, you’re an even bigger mess. But before you can answer, the door cracks open.
Viktor’s worried face peeks through, his eyes lighting up as soon as he sees you. “Hey, darling. Can we come in?”
He pauses, waiting for confirmation, and you find yourself frozen in place, standing in the middle of the room, unable to say anything. So instead, you just nod and hold your arms out in front of you.
Viktor is between them instantly, pressing your face into the crook of his neck, his hand rubbing slow circles over your back. Moments later, Jayce presses up behind you, resting his chin on top of your head and sealing the group hug by placing his hands on Viktor’s shoulders.
Their scents mix together, and suddenly, you find it easier to breathe. Their chests press against you, squeezing the exhales from your lungs, and warmth blooms deep in your ribs. Viktor’s hair tickles your cheek, and Jayce’s palm rubs the back of your neck.
It’s safe.
“We brought food,” Viktor offers, tilting your chin up with his finger and giving you a soft smile.
“Or rather, snacks, since we figured real food might be too demanding,” Jayce corrects, and Viktor rolls his eyes again, murmuring something under his breath.
You sigh, your body sagging slightly between them. Food is the last thing on your mind right now. Instead, you ask, voice quiet, “How did you even know I was here?”
Viktor’s lips curve into a knowing smile as he tilts his head toward Jayce. “He has been refreshing Find My Friends for the last couple of hours before we decided to check.”
Jayce scratches the back of his neck, looking a little sheepish. “Well… yeah,” he admits. “You weren’t answering, and we got worried.”
His eyes search yours, warm and careful, and after a moment, he asks, “How are you?”
You wince, and the reaction is instant—Jayce doesn’t push. Instead, he wraps you up in another firm hug, squeezing the answer out of you without making you say a word. “It’s okay,” he murmurs against your hair. “You don’t have to talk about it.”
Viktor, still holding your hand, squeezes it gently. “Do you want to watch a documentary instead?”
You nod, feeling the weight in your chest ease just a little.
“Good,” Viktor says, brushing his thumb over your knuckles before leading you toward the bed. “I have one on deep-sea creatures that might just lull you to sleep.”
“I like deep-sea creatures,” you mumble as you sit down.
Jayce chuckles. “Guess we’re watching creepy fish, then.”
The three of you settle onto the bed, shifting and adjusting until you find the right fit. Viktor puts the film on, the soft glow of the screen casting shadows across the room. You’re nestled between them, your head resting on Jayce’s arm, the steady rise and fall of his chest grounding you.
On your other side, Viktor nuzzles in, his head resting on your shoulder, his hair tickling the curve of your neck. His leg is lazily thrown over your hips, anchoring himself to you, as if making sure you won’t slip away. Their hands intertwine over your stomach, fingers laced together in a quiet show of solidarity.
For a while, the only sound is the deep-voiced narrator explaining the eerie bioluminescence of some deep-sea creature, but Jayce, never one to sit still for long, eventually rustles open a packet of jellies. He pops one into his mouth before holding the bag out to you.
You hesitate, but when he gives you a little nudge, you sigh and take one. As soon as you do, he grins knowingly and flicks his gaze to Viktor, who, despite his apparent focus on the documentary, quirks an amused brow.
“Predictable,” Viktor murmurs, his voice warm with affection.
Jayce just smirks, nudging your side playfully. “Yeah, yeah. But at least she’s eating.” Viktor hums in agreement, pressing the lightest of kisses to your shoulder before settling in closer. The weight of them, the warmth of their bodies, the way their presence demands nothing from you—it’s enough. For now, it’s enough.
#viktor arcane#arcane#arcane fanfic#my writing#ao3#ao3 fanfic#viktor nation#request#jayvik nation#jayvik x reader#jayvik x gn!reader#jayce talis#jayvik#jayvik fanfic
107 notes
·
View notes
Text
Chapter 3: Wake Up Call
The morning started like any other. Y/n threw herself into her routine, hoping that keeping busy would distract her from the unease growing in her chest. Her conversation with Se-Hun the night before lingered in her mind like an unwelcome guest. He had promised they’d talk, but she didn’t believe it not fully.
At the practice room, the members were their usual lively selves, filling the air with chatter and laughter. Y/n tried her best to match their energy, but it was hard.
“Y/n, check this out!” Mingyu called, holding his phone up to show her a silly meme. She couldn’t help but laugh a little, and Mingyu grinned, proud of himself.
“That’s so dumb,” y/n said, shaking her head.
“Hey, I’m sharing quality humor here,” Mingyu joked.
“Yeah, sure,” she teased back, grateful for the brief distraction.
The conversation shifted as Hoshi and Woozi joined in, debating a new dance move. Y/n listened quietly, only speaking up when someone asked her opinion. For the most part, she kept her head down and focused on rehearsals, but every now and then, her phone buzzed in her pocket. Each time, her heart leapt, only to sink when she realized it wasn’t Se-Hun.
The hours dragged on, and y/n’s mood grew heavier. By the time they were done for the day, she was exhausted not from the physical work but from the mental strain. She trudged back to the dorm, hoping to collapse into bed and shut the world out.————————————————————————————-But as the evening wore on, the silence in her room became unbearable. She found herself scrolling through old photos of her and Se-Hun pictures from dates, random selfies he’d sent her, and the small, sweet moments that now felt like distant memories.
Her door creaked open, and she looked up to see Dino stepping in, his expression serious.
“You’ve been quiet lately,” he said, closing the door behind him.
“I’m fine, Dino,” she said quickly. “Just tired.”
“Don’t do that,” he said, sitting on the edge of her bed. “Don’t shut me out. I know something’s wrong.”
She sighed, hugging her knees to her chest. “It’s nothing. Really.”
“Y/n,” he said firmly, his eyes locking onto hers, “I’m your best friend. I know when you’re lying.”
His words broke down the last bit of resistance she’d been holding onto. Her shoulders sagged, and she looked down at her hands. “It’s Se-Hun,” she admitted.
Dino’s jaw tightened, but he didn’t interrupt.
“He’s… distant,” she continued. “He barely calls anymore, and when I try to talk to him, it feels like he doesn’t care. He says he’s busy with school, but… I don’t know. I feel like I’m losing him.”
“Has he tried to make time for you?” Dino asked, his tone calm but pointed.
She hesitated. “Not really. But I get it he’s in med school. He’s stressed and busy. It’s not fair for me to expect so much from him.”
Dino shook his head, his frustration clear. “Y/n, stop making excuses for him. A man who really loves you doesn’t go 24 hours without checking on you. No matter how busy he is, he’ll find a way.”
She opened her mouth to protest, but Dino raised a hand to stop her. “Listen to me,” he said, his voice firm. “If a guy doesn’t call you, it’s because he doesn’t want to. If he’s acting like he doesn’t care, it’s because he doesn’t care. I hate to say it, but sometimes the truth is right in front of us, and we’re too scared to see it.”
Y/n’s chest tightened. “You don’t know that,” she said softly. “Maybe he just… doesn’t know how to show it.”
“Y/n,” Dino said gently, “you’re an amazing person. You deserve someone who will love you and fight for you. Someone who would move heaven and earth to be with you. Chasing after someone who’s emotionally unavailable will only break you.”
His words hit her like a wave. She looked away, trying to process what he was saying.
“Sometimes,” Dino continued, “a guy doesn’t love you the way you love him. He just doesn’t want to see you love someone else the way you loved him. You deserve better than that. You deserve someone who chooses you every single day.”
Her throat tightened, and she blinked back tears. “But I love him,” she whispered.
“I know,” Dino said softly. “But love isn’t enough if it’s one-sided. You have to stop hurting yourself over someone who won’t fight for you. Let go of the guy who’s wasting your time so you can find the one who will actually value it.”
Y/n didn’t respond. She couldn’t. Dino’s words swirled in her mind, forcing her to confront the doubts she’d been pushing aside.
He placed a comforting hand on her shoulder. “I’m not saying you have to decide right now. Just… think about what you really want, y/n. And what you deserve.”
With that, he stood and gave her a small, reassuring smile before leaving her alone with her thoughts.
As y/n lay in bed that night, staring at the ceiling, Dino’s words echoed in her mind. She thought about all the times she’d made excuses for Se-Hun, all the times she’d convinced herself that his silence didn’t mean anything. But deep down, she knew Dino was right.
For the first time, she allowed herself to wonder: what if Se-Hun wasn’t the one?
The thought scared her, but it also planted a seed of clarity.
And as she drifted off to sleep, her mind was no longer consumed by Se-Hun but by the quiet voice telling her she deserved more.
Reminder: Self-love is the first step toward everything you wish for.
#seventeen#seventeen x reader#seventeen x y/n#svt fanfic#svt x reader#svt x y/n#seventeen imagines#svt imagines#svt fluff#seventeen fanfic#svt x you#seventeen fluff#seventeen angst#svt angst#seventeen 14th member#14th member of seventeen#scoups#scoups x y/n#Jeonghan#Joshua#jun#hoshi#woozi#wonwoo#mingyu#the8#dk#seungkwan#vernon#dino
60 notes
·
View notes
Text
boyfriend!Caleb ideas!! because i've been sick and he's been living rent-free in my head since he came out~~ i think he's tied for top fave with zayne now
(warning, this is VERY self-indulgent)
This is SWF.
boyfriend!Caleb who comes home from work the same time as you, who is happy to be the one who cooks dinner. is a master at meal prep. will begrudgingly let you do the clean-up afterwards because he finds you cute in the way you stubbornly insist he doesn't do all the work
boyfriend!Caleb who is more than happy to come with you to every late-night showing of the horror movies you've been super excited to see. You both were entranced with the film Longlegs and were freaking out over Nosferatu. the car rides home are always filled with you two gushing about the movie you just watched
boyfriend!Caleb who is also your video game buddy. you both play games together whether it's a co-op or an open world game. you both take turns playing through your favorite series, be it Resident Evil, Silent Hill, Dead Space, Fatal Frame, etc. Will happily take over playing for you if you get too freaked out playing a survival horror game, like Outlast
boyfriend!Caleb who is open to trying out different movies or shows you recommend, especially if it's something you tell him you think he'll really like. saw someone else's post saying he'd get upset if you watched an episode of a show you're watching together by yourself first, and that is SO TRUE. he'd totally pout about it
boyfriend!Caleb who jams with you to your favorite tunes while traveling together in his car. windows down, volume up all the way; just having a blast together with songs from your guys’ playlists or old tunes you guys recall from your childhoods.
boyfriend!Caleb who will fit in super easily with your family. Will gush over pilot stuff with your dad, your mom will dote on him even more than on you (and will even take his side on things sometimes) got brothers? is right there with them ranting and raving about sports they all like. sisters? he will care for and protect them.
And of course, if you’re not on good terms with your family, he will make sure they don’t cause you any grief. Ever. the guard dog mode will be ON.
boyfriend!Caleb who will always worry about your health, to the point of nagging sometimes. if you’re bad about keeping up with routine check ups, don’t worry. he’s got you covered. will be more than happy to schedule appointments for you if you don’t like talking on the phone.
that of course, also goes for your mental health. though, he knows well enough to leave that depth of care to the professionals. of course, he will always lend an ear if you need to rant or just cry about something. he’s there for you no matter what.
also will basically be your at-home nurse if you’re sick or injured. Would willingly take time off to care for you if you’d let him - even if it’s something as minute as a seasonal cold.
the biggest memelord. will share any and every thing he finds funny with you, no matter the time or place. you’ve got your own inside jokes and memes you share with each other that you guys reference and quote almost daily
The best cuddler. Will snuggle up to you like a cat if you let him. Definitely likes resting his head on your lap or vice versa.
Basically, he’s your best friend and someone who is utterly devoted to you and you alone 🧡
#help he’s ensnared me#I’m sorry if this is silly lol#love and deepspace#lads#lnds#lads caleb#lnds caleb
43 notes
·
View notes
Text
Me: Oh man! I actually hung my clothes up yesterday. Also me for some god damned reason: Clothesmaxxed hangpiller. Not beating the clothes hanging charges. The clotheshanger. Me: Stop it. Why am I doing this to myself. I'm my own worst enemy. A distant echo from somewhere in the recesses of my mind: ...worstpilled enemymaxxer...
#friendpilled visitmaxxer#memes getting in your head and not leaving#I'm still jazzed I hung up my clothes
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
I am once again thinking about how odysseus who witnessed the horrors that the captured women went through (one of his main duties in the iliad was taking the women back home and making sure they were as comfortable as possible and safe because he was the only one trusted not to violate them further due to his devotion to penelope. And in the odyssey part of the reason circe sent him to the underworld was so that he'd have to listen to all these women's stories (before he could talk to the prophet) ). Who was one of the few that saw women as people and respected their space and opinions. And was then put in those exact same situations. I don't have the motivation right now to do a full literary analysis of this (I'll site the sources too) but oh man one day I'm going to write a full essay on this.
#The odyssey#iliad#Odysseus#Tw: rape#Tw: sex slaves#Tw: camp slaves#Tw: That one time Calypso kept odysseus as a sex slave for 7 years#circe#Something about the inherent trauma of witnessing how your friends treat women#Watching them keep sex slaves#Then having to bring these girls home hearing about their stories seeing the aftermath#Then living in a situation where you have to let a powerful witch use you as she pleases half in payment for lives/food/medicine#Half because she has the equivalent of a gun to your best friends head and if you don't keep her happy then youre all dead#And then that witch sends you on a quest to the underworld where granted you'll benefit too but first#You have to listen to every single captured women from the Trojan war that you didn't Shepard home tell you their stories#Tell you that you're a horrible person while you are living in a disturbingly similar situation#And then later finding yourself trapped as a sex slave for seven years to an immortal nymph#And then being labeled as a horrible cheater for the rest of history#And none of this well historically everybody cheated or it's up to interpretation bullshit#Because it fucking isn't and granted a lot of abridged versions skip this shit#But if you read the full original stories and still think odysseus cheated then you just have an issue with men being victims#Or weren't paying attention i guess#Where's that meme where's it like the text was up to interpretation cut to the text where it very bluntly states what's happening#And I'm not saying odysseus was a good person or that he didn't have slaves because he did. And he wasnt#But first off nobody deserves to suffer that violation#Second they weren't sex slaves they were all nurses/maids/spys and I'm not getting into the ancient culture slavery issues rn#Third there's a lot you can pick to hate odysseus for but cheating/disrespecting women wasn't one of them#They literally invented a new word to describe his and penelopes love and it means to be so in love that you think the exact same way#Also forcing this narrative of odysseus cheating and penelope leaving to be a single girl boss is#Just the fake feminist mindset that stay at home moms are weak and wrong and live awful lives
79 notes
·
View notes
Text
who up seeing their disorder in a fictional character but feel like its not their place to put a name on it
#id have to be waterboarded before i can talk abt how i see a lot of my adhd and personality in mitsumi iwakura let alone post it#idk how to talk abt this without feeling like im talking over or invalidating ppls experiences relating with a character#someone was talking abt how ppl tie laios' autism to special interest and social difficulties but not much else which kinda flattens it#and then went into a respectful in depth analysis of other autistic behaviour that laios exhibits and it wasnt phrased meanly#its fascinating and important to me to hear someone explain a little bit abt traits that they recognized and often go overlooked#because it does help me learn more about it. but i think thats also where hesitancy kicks in when it comes to depicting it accurately#like i have adhd and some of my adhd symptoms overlap with autism (time blindness and pattern seeking behaviour) but that only means#it feels familiar to me even without having autism. on top of that traits arent always cleanly determined as being /caused/ by#a disorder. to understand my environment i compare it to something unrelated but similar to make it more familiar and for the longest time#i thought that was a personality thing and not an information processing thing since i loved playing pretend in my head as a kid#so if you make a character who experiences that hoping to reach people that also experience that and tell them its not weird or#smth youre making up like. thats the goal. ppl who dont get it arent expected to it just means it doesnt cater to them but it helps them#become familiar to it yk? since i dont have autism myself i dont feel confident i can depict it properly or explain it in my own words#but that doesnt mean im trying to dismiss it or try and cut it out completely.. ill just leave the floor open to someone who /can/#a lot of issues around fanon depictions are when smth is baselessly popularized or a characters personality and behavior is flattened#especially to fit them into a trending meme. its harmless and its supposed to be for fun but it gets tricky when you drag things that#need to be carefully explained beforehand or else it gets lost in translation. like that tweet abt 'hyperfixating' on cooking pasta#once it becomes popular language usually the original meaning is left out for the sake of simplifying it for everyone that when it#circles back theres a sort of hesitancy like. am i using it the way it was intended or am i unknowingly using the popularized version of it#actually thats probably why i felt wrongfooted during diagnosis bc it felt like i was misusing the words i heard to describe what i felt#i /know/ i see a lot of myself in mitsumi because our minds are always somewhere else and we tend to put good faith first and for me#that personal connection is enough. but idk it feels like its always gonna have to be 'palatable' first before i can talk abt it openly#mad respect to writers and creators who stick to their story even if theres the looming fear of ppl misinterpreting it and letting them#have it.. its been almost 2 weeks and i am so close to deleting that m3 dunmeshi drawing bc ppl keep saying chilchuck wouldnt have 200 HP#IT LITERALLY SAYS I MADE IT WHILE WATCHING EP 1. I USED EARTHBOUND LOGIC AND I WASNT EVEN TAKING IT SERIOUSLY CHILL#yapping
22 notes
·
View notes
Text
opening the group chat for the first time today and there's like 200 new messages because everyone's Going Through It today it seems but one of my friends dropped 'I'm separating from [terrible boyfriend she's been living with for like eight years] for real this time, I just moved a bunch of stuff to my parents' and I'm losing my mind because y'all the subject changed almost immediately HEY HI EVERYBODY ELSE SHUT THE FUCK UP I WANNA HEAR ABOUT THAT???
#'I moved my stuff and my dog' can't leave the pup behind! 'I had to last winter and it was a big reason I wound up going back' HELLO--#was he holding your fucking dog over your head. I will kill the man?????#I DIDN'T KNOW SHE'S TRIED TO LEAVE HIM BEFORE??#I'm-- so-- okay listen. admittedly I am of course simply nosy. of course I am.#but also I have never liked david Ever. justin and I were LITERALLY talking DAYS ago about Worrying About Her being stuck with him#because she moved TO CALIFORNIA with him and he was being a piece of shit then and she had NOBODY out there#and now they're in denver and like. it's his house it's his money etc etc it's a really... logistically difficult situation#but at least she's made some friends in denver and convinced her parents to move out there so she's not COMPLETELY unsupported#like she was in CA#my point is: I'm nosey but I'm also INVESTED. I fucking hate this guy darling I've wanted you to leave him this entire goddamn time#she's talked *a little* about problems with him before but also we've been around him before and he's just generally awful#and it's. like. I'm so so so fucking glad you're moving in with your parents but also. genuinely are you OKAY--#MAN AND ALSO. EVEN IF IT WASN'T 'I HATE THIS GUY AND I'M WORRIED ABOUT WHAT THE BREAKING POINT WAS--'#THIS IS A SERIOUS LONGTERM RELATIONSHIP? IT ENDING IS A BIG DEAL REGARDLESS?? WHY DID WE CHANGE THE SUBJECT SO FAST HELLO#.... actually I've identified the source of my Wanting More Details#which is: hey babe are you in a phase of this where hearing about how much he fucking sucks shit would be upsetting or affirming.#because I wanna tell you how fucking happy I am that you're leaving him. because he's a piece of shit and you deserve better than that.#ARE YOU IN AN EMOTIONAL SPACE TO HEAR ABOUT HOW I AM SCOOPING YOU INTO MY ARMS LIKE THE CAT SAMURAI MEME.#AND THREATENING THIS MAN WITH A SWORD. BECAUSE HE'S TERRIBLE. CAN I GET A VIBE CHECK THERE. SHOULD I WAIT--
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
so tonight starts the first night of me living alone in a farmhouse for a full month. bthe closest town in 15 minutes away (and is also the town they filmed friday the 15th in) and i'm gonna have to both clean the house and take care of some animals. but! luckily my cousin only lives 15 minutes away (not in the town) so we can hang a lot and i can get her husband to teach me how to do work on cars and how to play guitar or smth :3
#im lowkey sad about leaving my brother at home esp since we're in the middle of watching a show together#but tbh he's been a straight up dick lately to me so fuck him lol#like i GET IT he wants to spend as much time as possible with his girlfriend I GET IT#but if you say we're gonna have a night to just smoke and watch as much of our show as we want#DONT COME HOME AT 11 PM AND THEN STOP AFTER 3 EPISODES JUST SO YOU CAN CALL YOUR GF AFTERWARDS#OR AT LEAST GIVE ME A HEADS UP BC I WILL UNDERSTAND!! AND DONT BE RUDE TO ME WHEN I TEXT YOU A MEME BC IM APPARENTLY INTERUPTTING TIME WITH#UR GF WHO YOUVE SEEN EVERYDAY THIS WEEK LIKE LITERALLY YOU DIDNT EVEN HAVE TO RESPOND TO ME IF IT WAS THAT MUCH OF AN ISSUE#anyways. yeah glad to get some space from him and also i'm gonna start making him pay more for his cut of weed.#also he said he didn't want to hang with me on my birthday so he's legit just being a dick#anyways#rant over#lonely farmhouse time :)
27 notes
·
View notes
Text
What's with all the "Them and Us" stuff I mean. I thought the whole point of this acceptance stuff is realising that despite all the little differences everyone is still kind of similar in the way that they should be granted at least the basic but of respect everyone deserves? Call me naïve and childish but isn't the point of all this to Not have the clear distinction between people who are slightly different? Isn't the whole point to Not have a "Them" and an "Us"?
#been doing a lot of national socialism in history again and idk#something about the goebbels speeches man#i know i know insane comparison but there everything also started with establishing a ''Them'' against a ''We''#that was like half of the ideology you know?#and I don't like seeing stuff like that these days because it's so stupid and actually seems more harmful in the long run#if thid makes sense#now you feel good because you have your bubble of other...idk. socially acceptable level of mentally ill people for example#and you're in this community with people who understand you so obviously you don't want to leave#and thats fine#i just always think it's a bit stranhe when it starts sounding like... you know#there's a lot of memes juxtaposing a very specific symptom of a disorder or something with just ''non mentally ill people'' for example#and I get it its a silly little joke#but words do something and if it's this ''oh they'll never understand they're just not X enough'' it just#i really really can't explain it well but it just rubs me the wrong way#is this silly?#it feels a little silly#maybe I just have too much Nazi ideology in my head but it's this pattern of infighting and the growing comfort with being rude or outright#mean online and the splintering in more and more groups with little sub groups and nobody actually seems to take a step back and look at the#larger picture#because they're all content in their little groups of people who are exactly like them#I'm not even saying I'm exempt from this who knows maybe I am also like that#but I don't really like half the people i see every day and I always feel a little like i don't fit in because with most of them I don't#but I don't really think thats a bad thing because how boring would it be to be surrounded by people who think just like i do#nothing new can come of that after a while no?#I'm sleepy i don't know if I make any sense but I've just been marinating on it a tad...
4 notes
·
View notes
Note
Anon fairy! Going around sending my favorite blogs some questions. How does Lorelai like to be kissed?
AAAAAAAAAAAAAA thank you so much for this ask !! i'm so happy :0)
lor isn't the biggest on intimacy, at least not at first. kindness, gentleness, etc is all very foreign to her and something she doesn't quite know how to handle. she's blocked out a lot of good feelings in favor for numbness, so when she's presented with them, it's a little bit overwhelming.
she's good with being kissed hard and biting. she doesn't necessarily view kisses as intimate always, because she's good with dirty and quick and messy, and as long as the kisses are in that general realm, she's fine.
i think if she actually is able to be kissed without the intention of it turning into something else, she'd like kisses more. i think she'd like them more gently, too. something a little bit softer. she's always so used to rough hands, both hers and her partners, so she'd be a little clumsy with the softness of a sweet kiss, but i could see it becoming some sort of a craving, too! she actually very much craves intimacy. she just doesn't want to lose it so she doesn't let herself have it, but once she does, i think it's all over.
that's a long winded way to say she has a lot of fun with messy kisses that don't mean anything, but she would definitely like some meaning to them once she works on some of her intimacy issues lmao
#▎「 the sea gets in your head / and refuses to leave you alone. ( lore. )#i'm not kidding i sat here staring at this ask about to weep HAHAHAHA thank you for considering me a favorite blog i'm so!!!#lor is just my lil oc and i'm so honored anyone even likes her a little bit omg#please feel free to come off anon and write and plot with me if you don't already! <3#if you sent a kiss meme i am getting to them shortly i just have a headache 🫡
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
On our oldest sister.
Sweet thing.
God damn dumb as dog shit though.
#sorry if you've had to listen to me speak about the elder#yannno....go get your stomach stapled in mexico and leave your oldest behind to watch your sex leaking out#let's go brandon....how the fuck did her ass get so fucking big#she stayed close though didn't she#and that counts more than anything#if course I love her I wouldn't be going to see a real life keke meme otherwise#yeah I gave thought about seeing you and getting a kiss a lot#french even if that is also mother there I guess she will understand#love you Jane...still don't want to know#you keep your id on half of the phones and your huge apple serpent head on the other#no teeth though or you're done dude#like you get one chance#I see you unconsciously become a mouth breather as you're such a drag#yes I like how your fire stick glow red mmm good suck on it
0 notes
Text
i actually think London might be hell for me 🫶
#local deli posted a meme abt the area#and I was like why are people so mean about my town???#cos I have worked almost everywhere in London#and I agree my town is a shithole but there are many places that are much worse#and if you live in a so-called nice place you have to be ultra rich firstly#and secondly you’ll either be swamped in tourists#or dealing with ultra snobby adults and their coked up teenagers#fully only place I would wanna live is Crystal Palace#a good pocket of south London. full of creatives and nice small businesses#but more laid back than the loud east Londoners who’ve moved in from everywhere#even though it’s expensive af now many people have been there for decades when it used to be cheap#so at most they tend to be middle class#like although people do have money there I’ve never encountered the same snobbery#some of the boutiques are pricey but worth it.#and some shops are considerably cheaper#but everywhere is a delight to pop your head in and see what they’ve got#then there’s my beloved park#the view of London etc#but the prices there are now getting ridiculous 💔 so I’ll never be able to live there#anyway I’m gonna start working hard towards leaving
0 notes
Text
ᥫ᭡just sit back and relaxᥫ᭡
let’s talk about pure consciousness // “I AM” state
So i realised i can’t just leave you guys hanging. i can’t just post about how you need to do shit yourselves and dip again. Even tho you guys have all you need on this app i will just be reiterating certain things.
all that’s needed is to relax
everything you do is correct, you can scratch that itch, you can lay any how, sit, even stand, when you set that intention, everything you do is correct, because when you are in that “I AM” state of mind, you are a god.
you don’t need anyone’s help, not any person who has a success story under their belt or any bloggers, including me. you don’t need anyone or anything because you are “I AM”
All that’s need is to relax, deep breathing, but don’t try to hard, this is first nature to you. A lot of you hear that you MUST relax so you force it. Don’t do that. When you hear these success stories it’s like they were so zoned out they didn’t realise they induced for a second. So let those thoughts pass through, accept them, even thoughts about what you ate today.
You CAN focus on the back of your eyelids but don’t force it.
A lot of you can’t and won’t admit that you still feel desperate for the void, you try and act like you don’t care but you do, it’s like that meme: “pretending you don’t care so your screen will load faster”. You still think that it’s your only way out and while trying to act all effortless, you’re begging for it to work on the inside. After acting relaxed you sit up confused as to why it “didn’t work”
you force the relaxation (which means you aren’t actually relaxing) because you still think you need the “I AM” state,
you can’t try to be effortless
you can’t try to zone out
just let it happen
and as for problems, they don’t exist, because the 3D doesn’t exist. The outerman may have woken up in unfavourable circumstances, the innerman has what it wants, what even are circumstances? The outerman keeps falling asleep, the innerman is a void master who gets whatever they want when they want.
The innerman is your true self. You have everything you could ever want, just relax and align.
remember:
deep breathing
relaxation {don’t force relaxation, it’s not going to help anything go “faster”, and that isn’t even needed because time isn’t real, you’re okay, you’re not running out of time no matter what circumstances show you}
affirm “I AM”/ let thoughts pass you by/ sing in your head/count/ replay scenarios whatever
don’t focus on how much time has passed because it doesn’t matter it isn’t real. don’t focus on “if it’s working yet” it has worked, {your innerman experiences your intentions as soon as you make them, you have an intention induce the void state, your innerman is already there, creation of events are already finished, it’s already happened}
immerse yourself in your thoughts and you’ll induce before you know it.
there’s no such thing as you tried and it didn’t work. trial and error does not exist for your innerman the REAL you. you’re not gaslighting yourself or being “delusional” it’s real. It’s done
pure consciousness is as easy as breathing, isn’t it wonderful?
#hoping this is helpful#don’t try too hard#you got this#salemlunaa#shiftblr#reality shifting#shifting#permashifting#void state#loa#law of assumption#success story#the void#void concept#respawning#pure consciousness#shifting awareness#shifting consciousness#i am state#god state#void#the void state#void state tips#voidstate#loablr#loa tumblr
1K notes
·
View notes
Text
On the subject of the logistics: I’m a Floridian, both of my colleges in my BA were in Florida, and I can also say, on an anecdotal level, that they also NEVER called classes off until the last moment. I had multiple professors essentially tell us “you can come to class, but I’m not going to be there, because I have two small children and I intend to be on the road with those two small children by the time they make the call”, because admin was dragging its feet to make the call. I don’t KNOW this, because I am not functionally working in the State and am out during the worst of hurricane season, but I imagine that my old unis are not the only employers to do this. (I mean....Waffle House. It is a meme but....what they ask their employees to withstand is horrific. Them and The Mouse™.)
They did this with Irma, they’ve done this with every hurricane that I’ve had the displeasure of being in the area for. The result? Massive traffic congestion by the time that they DO make the call. Suppose you’re living in the central/southern end of the state -- it is ordinarily a hard day’s drive to get to Atlanta, maybe an hour, two hours, three hours to get to Orlando depending on where you are specifically situated...the planes aren’t going to be flying, depending on how intense the storms are before it makes landfall. That’s one route of escape out. You can try to make a run for the panhandle, in the northern end of the State, possibly go into Georgia -- you and everyone else who had the same idea. You can now safely double or even triple the ordinary ETA for a trip to Georgia. Unless you have a head start, you aren’t going to make it, and depending on the storm’s path, you risk running into it on the road, and if not the hurricane in its full glory, heavy rain and thunderstorms.
This week it is Florida, but the same applies.
#it's the horrific combination of capitalism and natural disasters#if you leave early and get a head start then you risk having your employer run down your throat#if you don't leave you're risking your family's lives#my family does not generally evacuate because we specifically fixed up our house to functionally be a fortress#but god help you if you don't have those resources#i won't take any shit talking about Florida's hurricanes (except for from Floridians)#(where I will happily meme about Publix's old hurricane cakes)#just because...I worry every single time about whether my family is safe
50K notes
·
View notes
Text
⋆.ೃ࿔*:・ teddy’s notes: gahh loser girlies unite!! part two of my bakugou x loser reader headcanons <33 no warnings, just stupid fluff, enjoy!!
bakugou, whose heart is ready to burst out of his chest whenever he sees the way your eyes light up the sight of him. “hey, loser” he’d mutter from behind you to get your attention or send you a subtle nod from across the room, and there you are: your naturally pouty lips splitting into a blinding smile across your pretty face and your eyes glimmering with joy as you abandon whatever you were doing to run up to him. you don’t attempt to hug him or anything though, not in public at least, a little wary of making him uncomfortable, but if katsuki is the one offering a hug, his expression still one of mild, faux annoyance, you immediately burrow your face into his chest and sigh happily, and bakugou wonders if he’ll ever get tired of feeling so wanted.
bakugou, who uses the nickname “loser” fully as a term of endearment without even realising it, unquestioning of the fact that you aren’t bothered by that. he also likes to call you a “crybaby”because that’s what you are, clicking his tongue at you whenever you bite your bottom lip roughly — a failed attempt to calm yourself down. however, if anyone dares to call you any of those or even bully? they’re dead: face to face with katsuki’s wrath as his palms crackle with explosions going off and he lunges forward.
bakugou, who is lucky to have you as his biggest supporter. your big eyes never leave his figure whenever there is any competition or just a little quarrel, shouting a determined and very out of character “yeah!” after bakugou threatens to ‘paint the wall’ with someone. everyone’s head turns to you in confusion, to which you just shrug and cower into yourself, mumbling something along the lines of “what? he’s my boyfriend :(”. katsuki’s smirk widens and he sends you a wink, enjoying the sight of you being a sputtering mess before he moves on.
bakugou, who wonders how you can be so stupid sometimes, his hand landing on the back of your head sharply whenever something utterly ridiculous comes out of your mouth. doesn’t even have any desire to scream at you, just mumbling curses in disappointment which makes you giggle, small hand covering your mouth to hide the sounds from him, but as soon as his head snaps to look at you you turn away to the opposite side. “tch, idiot” “huh? katsuki, don’t leave!”.
bakugou, who thinks your lips are very kissable. whatever you do to them always makes them look so pretty, so attractive with how the gloss makes them plumper and he catches himself staring at them a bit too long, snapping his head away with a snarl when you manage to catch him too. he imagines kissing you a lot more than he should, daydreaming about it at random times and wondering if the heat creeping up into his cheeks is visible, but you don’t seem to notice it. it’s another story when you are the one staring at him and he is an attentive little shit so of course he sees and teases you about it.
+ bonus!
and if you’re feeling courageous and get back at him, somehow, i can only see this meme;
“you should be addicted to shutting the fuck up.” he growls at you, leaning in dangerously close, but you seem careless, a cheeky grin spread on your lips as you laugh,
“hah! you wanna kiss me so bad it makes you look stupid.”
a dangerous smirk splits across his face, “so what if i do?”
you try to run away, but the key word is ‘try’.
#— teddy’s writing shop 𐙚🧸ྀི#bakugou katsuki x reader#bakugou katsuki#bakugou x reader#bakugou x you#katsuki bakugo x reader#mha#bakugou katuski x reader#bakugou fluff#katsuki bakugo fluff#bnha bakugo katsuki#mha bakugou#bnha bakugou#katsuki bakugo mha#katsuki x you#katsuki bakugo imagine#bnha x reader#bnha#bnha x you
2K notes
·
View notes
Text
pairing: jj maybank x fem!routlege!reader
summary: john b is sick of u and jj’s shit!!
warnings: smut
a/n: my first post be nice or i’ll cry
-`✮´--`✮´--`✮´--`✮´--`✮´--`✮´--`✮´--`✮´--`✮´--`✮´-
your room was jj’s favorite part of the chateau. the soft pink walls provided him with a softness in his life he so desperately needed. the polaroids taped to various parts of the wall (mainly of you and him, his personal favorite being you in the middle of him and john b when y’all were younger, both boys pressing a kiss to each of ur cheeks) made him feel loved and mattered.
he also loved finding seashells for you whenever he was at the beach, knowing how you collected them and kept them neatly placed on your dresser.
while he would never admit it out loud, you were his favorite routledge sibling. you were the one he sought out after getting into fights with his dad or with a kook. you were the one he spotted first and foremost in a crowded room. you were the only one he let play with his hair, and you were the one he sent stupid memes to. and, he thought he did a pretty good job at giving u and jb an equal amount of his time and attention. but he just couldn’t keep his hands off of u!!
and not like in the way he would sling an arm around or put the other pogues in a headlock.
he had you on your back, hair fanned across your pillow, thrusting in and out of you as he leaned back on his knees. his grip was a vice against your hips, fucking you hard and surely leaving ringed marks where he was gripping. soft whimpers of “uh, uh, uh” leaving your mouth.
one hand gripped the headboard behind you, the other digging ur nails into his bicep. “oh, right there! mmm!” you squealed.
he tipped his head back in pleasure as his abs flexed. “yeaaaahhhhh. my baby looks so good getting fucked. yeah you do. cmon, cum for me pretty girl.”
“mmmfff jayjay!” your pussy clenched impossibly tight around his cock, legs locking around his lower back as you came with a pornographic moan.
“fuuucck” he groaned, hips snapping wildly before his own release filled you up.
he pulled out after regaining his breath for a moment, eliciting a needy whine from you. he bent down and pressed a kiss to your clit before swiping his tongue, greedily eating your mixed juices. causing your hips to involuntarily jerk upward at the over stimulation. a devilish, boyish grin took over his face, looking up at u as he licked the arousal off of his lips.
“jesus fuck!” you heard john b call from the other room, causing you both to jump. “are y’all done now?!”
-`✮´--`✮´--`✮´--`✮´--`✮´--`✮´--`✮´--`✮´--`✮´--`✮´-
2K notes
·
View notes