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ᥫ᭡just sit back and relaxᥫ᭡
let’s talk about pure consciousness // “I AM” state
So i realised i can’t just leave you guys hanging. i can’t just post about how you need to do shit yourselves and dip again. Even tho you guys have all you need on this app i will just be reiterating certain things.
all that’s needed is to relax
everything you do is correct, you can scratch that itch, you can lay any how, sit, even stand, when you set that intention, everything you do is correct, because when you are in that “I AM” state of mind, you are a god.
you don’t need anyone’s help, not any person who has a success story under their belt or any bloggers, including me. you don’t need anyone or anything because you are “I AM”
All that’s need is to relax, deep breathing, but don’t try to hard, this is first nature to you. A lot of you hear that you MUST relax so you force it. Don’t do that. When you hear these success stories it’s like they were so zoned out they didn’t realise they induced for a second. So let those thoughts pass through, accept them, even thoughts about what you ate today.
You CAN focus on the back of your eyelids but don’t force it.
A lot of you can’t and won’t admit that you still feel desperate for the void, you try and act like you don’t care but you do, it’s like that meme: “pretending you don’t care so your screen will load faster”. You still think that it’s your only way out and while trying to act all effortless, you’re begging for it to work on the inside. After acting relaxed you sit up confused as to why it “didn’t work”
you force the relaxation (which means you aren’t actually relaxing) because you still think you need the “I AM” state,
you can’t try to be effortless
you can’t try to zone out
just let it happen
and as for problems, they don’t exist, because the 3D doesn’t exist. The outerman may have woken up in unfavourable circumstances, the innerman has what it wants, what even are circumstances? The outerman keeps falling asleep, the innerman is a void master who gets whatever they want when they want.
The innerman is your true self. You have everything you could ever want, just relax and align.
remember:
deep breathing
relaxation {don’t force relaxation, it’s not going to help anything go “faster”, and that isn’t even needed because time isn’t real, you’re okay, you’re not running out of time no matter what circumstances show you}
affirm “I AM”/ let thoughts pass you by/ sing in your head/count/ replay scenarios whatever
don’t focus on how much time has passed because it doesn’t matter it isn’t real. don’t focus on “if it’s working yet” it has worked, {your innerman experiences your intentions as soon as you make them, you have an intention induce the void state, your innerman is already there, creation of events are already finished, it’s already happened}
immerse yourself in your thoughts and you’ll induce before you know it.
there’s no such thing as you tried and it didn’t work. trial and error does not exist for your innerman the REAL you. you’re not gaslighting yourself or being “delusional” it’s real. It’s done
pure consciousness is as easy as breathing, isn’t it wonderful?
#hoping this is helpful#don’t try too hard#you got this#salemlunaa#shiftblr#reality shifting#shifting#permashifting#void state#loa#law of assumption#success story#the void#void concept#respawning#pure consciousness#shifting awareness#shifting consciousness#i am state#god state#void#the void state#void state tips#voidstate#loablr#loa tumblr
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One of the differences between a groupie and a random hook up
#groupie#people who try to hook up with any artist are so lame#hook ups love name dropping#don’t try too hard#i don’t chase i attract
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comics as an art form make me insane. they’re so difficult to do well. there’s so many different ways to make sequential art work and most of them are deeply unintuitive. onomatopoeia that feels completely ridiculous to put down often reads seamlessly. panels on a page become a fractally nested image composition challenge that’s only possible to lose because if you do a good job no one will notice. you have to direct the readers’ eyes on a specific path across the page but also account for the fact that they won’t follow it. comic time isn’t linear. if the order of events isn’t crystal clear the story becomes incomprehensible. sometimes you need to do this on purpose. all this for a medium almost universally considered less effective than animation and less respectable than plain text. even its own name doesn’t take it seriously
#don’t mind me just chewing on drywall#some of the absolute best comics don’t look remotely impressive until you try to make one yourself#and some absolutely beautiful panel layouts and art combine to make a stunning visual that barely manages to get any meaning across#you have to emulate cinematography by cultural necessity at this point#but if you lean too hard in that direction your comics just become Worse Movies#there’s barely any standard practices for anything because people are just barely starting to look at comics seriously#mumbling
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every time I say “starting nooooow I won’t have any major expenses” something HAPPENS! there’s raw sewage backing up from my drains, and apparently the plumbers will need to break the floor and the wall to get to the pipes and fix it.
if the cat stuff hadn’t wiped out my bank account, this would be annoying but manageable. as it is…..I’m going to try to get everything up in the store for Friday.
#it’s hard because I’m trying not to push myself too hard with mono#the nerve damage stuff is scary#so I’m doing my best to have a zen attitude about all these goings on#but like another surprise 3.5k expense?? how is anyone supposed to live in this world?#there will reach a point where I’m forced to sell this house.#because I don’t know how much longer I can do this all#sorry to be nothing but complaints recently. but things have been hard!
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Sketchy sketch
#where’s Lucifer and alastor’s other hands!? doing something dirty!?!?#nope#they’re just holding hands#so it’s worse#how are they holding hands based on how I drew it?#idk don’t think about it too hard#cuz lord knows I didn’t#lots of sketches lately cuz I have been trying hard on other art hehe#hazbin hotel#my doods#hazbin hotel fanart#alastor#radioapple#lucifer hazbin
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Starting to think that dnp’s Hard Launch Door is actually a revolving door bc it’s never going to be all the way open and they’ll keep hitting us with it
#in trying to come up w a way to say ‘how open is the door going to be’ more concisely#I propose the Hard Launch Door I guess#but tbh gang I don’t think I’ve processed the past month of videos. it feels like we’re too close to the sun#dan and phil#phan#dnp#tracking tag
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icant get them out of my HEADDGEGSGS ARGHH
#jayce x viktor#jayvik#viktor arcane#arcane jayce#jayce league of legends#viktor league of legends#vikjayce#jayce talis#this is a weird hybrid of lol and arcane shhhh don’t think about it too hard#i am. trying my damn hardest to reverse twink them i PROMISE IM SORRY
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requests but it's just the g4 unicorns
@affetrollkarl here is my take on tempest 🤣
#I might do a few more but I'm not taking new ones#my little pony#mlp g4#starlight glimmer#trixie lulamoon#sunset shimmer#moondancer#startrix#I LOVE STARTRIX THEYRE SUCH A FUN DUO#affetrollkarl#mythough#pfeffaroo#ask#trying to learn to draw faster so don’t look too hard at these#lol
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xiao again but traditional this time
#xiao#genshin xiao#genshin fanart#gouache#traditional art#i actually did this back in JULY#before i even drew my last drawing of him#i kind of forgot to post. for the last few months. by few months i mean like six months#this was another “how complicated can a character be before it becomes too hard to paint” challenge for myself#maybe i’ll try and get this and that falin i did in higher res if people want#i’ll be real not having access to a scanner really sucks because i don’t have any great options for better photos atm
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The darkness will spare my soul.
#PLEASE LOOK AT THE RUFFLES#PLEASE APPRECHIATE HOW LONG I SPENT ON THEM#actually please apprechiate all of this because I spent like 3/4 weeks on this bad boy#this piece reminded me why I’m lazy with most of my art because when I actually do detail properly it takes forever#also- idk how to do lighting I’m learning rn do don’t try and deep it too hard ok#anyway I’m out here shoving religious symbolism into my artwork oh look how original#I think grace would be dismayed at the fact this took 6 9 hours- a holy number#grace chasity#grace chastity npmd#grace chastity fanart#npmd#npmd starkid#starkid npmd#npmd fanart#nerdy prudes must die#starkid nerdy prudes must die#nerdy prudes must die fanart#starkid#starkid fanart#fanart starkid#team starkid#starkid productions#hatchetfield#hatchetverse#hatchetfield universe#fanart#my art
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Patho fanart of varying quality
#*combines my interests like ingredients in a soup* you WILL look at my historic clothing doodles I COMMAND you to#pathologic#мор утопия#daniil dankovsky#artemy burakh#burakhovsky#<- as a treat#trying to figure out how to draw artemy is giving me a migraine#he was designed in a lab to be as difficult to draw as possible#also#Daniil is ukrainian. to me#shamelessly projecting my ethnicity onto fictional characters once again#don’t think too hard about the social/economic implications of artemys clothing#I just like the trim look that kaftans have….#my art
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Curly not immediately punishing Jimmy for assaulting Anya is something I don’t think a lot of people are viewing in the complex context for Curly as the superior to both of them and closest confidante they had.
Like I am in no way saying he didn’t under react or fail Anya by not being harsh or direct with Jimmy but it really is the case that he really couldn’t. Imagine being stuck in such a confined space with very little areas to genuinely hold someone if they commit a crime. It’s not like this was an event that occurred before they departed or that they have easy communication with The Pony Express to ask for how to proceed when something like this arises. Not to mention, Jimmy’s relative power in relation to Anya as the co-pilot and second in command, he has the knowledge and access to do something to her had Curly directly punished him in this setting.
They were also Curly’s friends. It’s not just the case of him mediating something between his subordinates but people he is personally invested in don’t want to see spiral further in Anya’s case while also not wanting believe his friend go that bad in Jimmy’s actions. They were both suicidal and Curly putting Jimmy’s stability first is both out of bias but also the fact he’s aware at some level Jimmy is a danger to himself and others if not constantly placated. Combined with the fact he was in denial or just not piecing together what Anya said it’s hard to say what he buying time for and what he had treat as urgent. This isn’t even saying he doesn’t care about Anya but he’s not going jump to the worst conclusions about his friends even if part of him acknowledges the evidence saying so. It’s a complicated thing but he’s still human and needed to process it on top of trying to keep a ship that already took on a lot of water from further sinking, metaphorically.
I just personally think that while Curly failed Anya, it was a scenario where there wasn’t much he could do to the best thing by her safely and like Jimmy, we are underestimating what a good leader would do in a very fragile and tense situation like he was in. By the time he may have been ready and had a plan, things were much too late.
#like in my one Anya still respected Curly after he didn’t punish Jimmy so I assume he still respected her or reassured her he’d do something#it just was never enough because sadly Jimmy just needed to be removed from the ship and that’s not possible#cause no matter what Jimmy was going to do something stupid to fix it and Curly had to be thinking of a way to avoid that but also trying to#play the subjective role of friend and objective role of captain with two of the people he is currently closest with#not to mention how he’s a big picture guy and it’s not an excuse but those little detail and subtle behaviors are probably lost if the big#picture looks fine still and he admits he’d drive himself crazy trying to look for it#like weirdly Curlys character is only seen through the people he tried to protect and we judge him on his failures but we don’t get too much#on his insights directly as Jimmy is unreliable and he tries hard to be gentle with Anya#personal note is I don’t think Curly underplaying Anya’s trauma is a guy code protecting my bud thing but more a flaw in his personal#character in where he just wants everything and everyone to be ok in the end and taking responsibility that isn’t his to bare like he can’t#make up for what Jimmy did but he tried and that’s the problem really cause he’s just used to actually fixing it for him and it’s the case#this is the one thing he really couldn’t like I think he’s a good guy but he’s trapped in his and a bunch of other peoples worse moments#anya mouthwashing#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#mouthwashing curly#curly mouthwashing#mouthwashing anya#jimmy mouthwashing#captain curly#nurse Anya#mouthwashing spoilers#rape tw#suicide tw#also last thought is how he like also was being emotionally drained by Jimmy constantly like Anya and his relationship with Jimmy parallel#each other in such a way that both him and Anya warily follow the words of the others abuser because they fear the physical or emotional#repercussions if they don’t like her not being able to really tell curly what happened and then curly not being able to do the same and how#jimmy assaults and dehumanizes both when they are no longer a service to him like god they are more adjacent than Jimmy and Curly like Curly#messed up in a already messy pile Jimmy mad it into a dumpster fire in a landfill they are not the same
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Mikey and Leo episode centered around Mikey wanting to push Leo and Draxum together since Leo’s the most reluctant to give Draxum any grace (for good reason!) But, thinking on the spot, Leo says he’s gotta go do something for Hueso and “just can’t hang out right now 😔” (yes, he says the emoji out loud.)
Mikey calls his bluff and now the three of them (Mikey having grabbed a weary Draxum along) go to Hueso’s to find that yes, he actually does have a job for him. Said job asks for Leo to go with Hueso to deliver multiple pizzas to this giant yokai quite a distance away, and Hueso figured it would probably go better with Leo’s help (emphasis on probably.)
Well, Mikey decides that this would be a great bonding opportunity for them and basically invites he and Draxum along. Unfortunately for Leo, Hueso doesn’t care enough to wave away more help, though he does side-eye the wanted criminal Baron Draxum coming with them. But who is he to judge? (This choice has consequences.)
The journey goes about as terribly as you’d expect, but at least the pizzas get delivered on time.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt mikey#rottmnt leo#rottmnt draxum#rottmnt hueso#listen you don’t understand#imagine mikey trying to get leo to accept draxum as a father figure only for this to push leo to purposefully turn to Hueso instead#idk I love when this accidental flaw of Mikey’s is explored and I think it meshes well with Leo’s own AND fits nicely with their dynamic#100% this ends with Leo & Hueso bonding and Mikey & Draxum bonding and Mikey & Leo bonding and even Hueso & Mikey a bit#but notably only a little Draxum & Leo - because it’s important that Leo isn’t forced to accept him imo#Leo realizing during all his denials of Draxum that oh you know who he DOES think of as family? Hueso#Draxum is trying mainly for Mikey’s sake#Hueso is too tired to care about all this family drama but is reluctantly worried about Pepino#Mikey just wants one big happy family because - that’s just easier y’know?#he tries so hard to work with everyone’s emotions that he just wants things to be easy for once#he wants love and family to be easier than it is - than has BEEN lately#gimme that heart to heart Mikey & Leo moment in this regard#by the end Leo DOES raise Draxum up a bit from ‘complete distrust’ to ‘mild side-eye’#but it’s a long ways off if he ever gets pushed into the family tier#and also#SO MUCH SLAPSTICK COMEDY and sarcastic comedy in this episode fr#and if you’re wondering-#yes they DO fight the Yokai monster they’re delivering the pizzas to#but they get paid so it’s whatever#kinda wanna attempt to copy the style of the show and make fake screenshots of this ‘episode’ ngl
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WELL THAT WAS AN UNEXPECTED RESPONSE :( /pos
#good to know I could make people insane about them#I’m trying so so so so hard to be normal about them and I do a bad job of hiding it#but at least I don’t have to feel bad about it too much if y’all are enjoying it hehehe#<3#ty for your support as always (makes the most pathetic face ever of all time)#art escapades#docsuma#dbhc doc#dbhc xisuma#the shepherd#my sona#ask#dbhc ask#ALSO#DANCINGLIFEBOAT I SEE YOU AND IM LOOKING AND NODDING
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I had a silly idea…
Plus a textless version, WIPs, and alternate layouts below!!
#Ignore how crusty some parts of that cat version of the promo image is Procreate is not meant for photo editing#I had to draw that background myself#Don’t ask me about how anything in the show would work logistically if they were all cats#I’m trying not to think about it too hard#art#cat#agent curt mega#owen carvour#the deadliest man alive#tatiana slozhno#barb larvernor#Some of the images are low quality sorry my iPad is on life support rn#Hoping the fact I’m a warrior cats artist doesn’t show through#Help I forgot to tag#spies are forever#How did I forget that….
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finished my sketchbook today!!! i think this works quite well as a final piece
#i am trying to learn watercolor. it is very hard.#anyway. last words. last page of my sketchbook. don’t think about it too hard#tma fanart#tma#the magnus archives#jonathan sims#mag 200#jaspers art
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