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#me when art#me when tism#me when I love these characters so much I can’t stop thinking about them#golden’s art#invincible fanart#invincible#invincible show#mark grayson#mark grayson fanart#rex splode#rex splode fanart#rex sloan#rex sloan fanart
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happy february to them and absolutely nobody else
#fairy tail#fairy tail fraxus#fraxus#fairy tail laxus#fairy tail freed#laxus dreyar#freed justine#fairy tail fanart#i am SO embarrassed to post this#freya if youre reading this look away#only sketches bc im super burnt out#i WANTED to add mira to this but only remembered halfway through#this was also meant to be for valentines day but took me longer than expected#can you tell when i got tired lmao#also that sleeping one.. i just KNOW freed's hair gets everywhere#realistically he probably has to plait it otherwise he wakes up w a rats nest#<- from someone who used to have very long hair#i love my cringe gay fanart#raijin tribe art may be coming bc the tism is getting to me#uuughhh im so embarrassed gonna go kms now
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Early morning thought. What if Ethari and Runaan were both extremely strong in their own ways? Like I don't see a whole helluva lot of people talk about this but like. Blacksmiths have to be pretty fuckin strong. But so do sword weilders and bowsmen. Like Ethari is strong in a "pick up a moonstrider and throw it" kinda way, while Runaan is strong in a way that's like "I can stab you so hard your brain falls out of your ass and then I'll shoot you with immense force using my bow and then I'll throw myself into the branches of a tree" kinda strong. Am I making sense?
#gay#the tism#the dragon prince season 7#the dragon prince#tdp#tdp s7#the saga continues#continuethesaga#greenlight arc 3#arc 3#runaan x ethari#moonfam#ethari tdp#ethari#runaan#runaan tdp#me thinks#me when#me when strong in different ways#ruthari#elf husbands
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TBH AUTISM CREATURE DANCING GIF!! ^w^
I got bored n made dis gif! Hope ya like! X3
u don’t have 2 credit me if ya use in chats XP or at all but it wud b appreciated ^^
#tbh#autism#tbh creature#autism community#autism creature#autistic artist#autistic things#X3#creature#dance gif#gif#dance#dancing#gifs#jig#doin a little jig!#me when ma favorite song come on#jamming out#tism#the tism#aw little guy#awwwwwwissikskksk#ususjsusjusjsjsjsjsj#cute#kawaii#cute gif#animation#animated gif#pixel art#pixel animation
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I may have drawn me and all my moots :>

@thurio-edau @mildlybizarrecorvid @niredsw @aredeemantagonist
@sn0w-o @exy-mybeloved @my-mom-named-me-duck
@erklen11 @piigeonss @kalcium-yippee
#We ain't gonna talk abt all the details I built in#Like I love my moots sm#drew blake as the tism creature because that is jst the image that pops up when I think abt him#And ofc the crow pic I promised#Drew remi as remy from ratatouille#And kris and my mutual love for traumatizing our OCs#Also like the little vampire teeth on exy#Kicking the haters off a cliff <3#Not to mention the PIDGEZILLA#I also still stalk u kal#If u read this#Duck and I stalk each other too#I don't think kal stalks me tho#I jst realized I revealed i'm the 🥑 anon#Eh who cares#also SNOW I LOVE DRAWING SNOW#It's jst so pwetty#Also ignore that it's on paper I was bored in class
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I think a demon possessed me to make this
#the great thing about this is that its definitely going to be the worst art I ever post on anything ever#moots do NOT feel obligated to interact with this. even you irl moot#just. you don't have to look at it. I made it to satisfy the 'tism that filled my soul like a swarm of bees#art#fanart#my art#comic#fan comic#fancomic#gravity falls#bill cipher#dungeon meshi#nuclear war speaks#anyway they kill and eat him. he's surprisingly tender and tastes delicious when seasoned properly#laois touden#marcille dungeon meshi#senshi dungeon meshi#chilchuk dungeon meshi#ignore the paper being bright yellow. the lamp I used I was not ideal#I had 'draw a comic' on my bucket list. this is the first item I will tick off my bucket list#btw moots I am NOT back on tumblr#just here to leave this like a cat delivering a dead bird. then I am off again#I am begging everyone who can actually draw to draw this. then @ me cause I want to see it
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I am so incredibly autistic about this stupid LEGO show... 💛🌟⛅💫☄️
This is not my usual content I don't often make edits ––
This is my fourth edit ever, actually☝️ (I counted, but I mean, it's not exactly hard to count all the way up to four lmao...)
I tried🫶 idk if the music is too loud or too quiet, I don't know nothing, I can't make edits
I had fun with it tho☝️❤️
I also noticed a small mistake way before posting, but not early enough to be able to fix it </3
Edit: I changed the audio bc the quality was awful for some reason
Lesson learnt💔 My phone can't record audio properly. Got it...🤕
#grgrgrrgrg I wish edits on the post would include the ones that ppl reblogged too💔 eugh#I'm just showing it around bc I'm proud of it. Like when a little 4 year is going around showing their drawing to everyone and#and the drawing in question is....2 orange lines on the left side of the paper#fanart by me#??? i guess??#lmk#lego monkie kid#monkie kid edit#are edits a thing here??#probably. idk :P#my edit#edit#lmk edit#lego monkie kid edit#lmk qi xiaotian#the logic in me tells me to schedule this post but the tism is stronger so. posting awaayyyy#qi xiaotian#monkie kid qi xiaotian#qi xiaotian edit#lmk season 4#monkey mk#mk monkie kid#monkie kid#lmk mk#edits#the translation might not be the “MOST” accurate bc I wanted it to rhyme
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man. the idea that some people walk around in the world with functionally infinite money and there’s still so much fucking suffering is bananas to me.
do you know what i’d do if i suddenly had a billion dollars? i’m walking down the street and paying off the medical debt of everyone i see. pass by a grocery store? oops, bought everything inside and now the food’s free! people experiencing homelessness get to be first in line to check out, just so i can give them the keys to their new house. i bought every hospital in the country and burnt down their billing department— same with the insurance companies, but they don’t get to rebuild. every single public school just got an anonymous donation big enough to revive the arts department, and give every kid in town free meals until they graduate from college. which, by the way, is also free.
the absolute most that money is doing for just me is like, getting a really big tattoo. and i’m still tipping the artist 1000% just because i can!!
what in gods name would anyone even want with all that money, if not to make the world a better place???
#mm says stuff#anti capitalist#the last few years have been deeply radicalizing for most people#maybe it’s the tism in me but i cannot empathize with someone who turns their back on the world when they have the capability to fix it#jeffery bezos i’m coming for you
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Lae’zels love language would be acts of service but the only act of service she knows how to perform is murder
#baldurs gate 3#bg3#lae'zel#bg3 lae'zel#she got that githyanki tism#also yeah she loves sex but like#i think to her#sex and romance are entirely separate#sex is a recreational activity#to be partaken with an individual of sufficient trust and ability#but like when you actually start ROMANCING her#sure the sex is still great but that’s just like#an entirely separate aspect of your relationship#to her#please note I haven’t actually finished romancing Lae’zel#or playing baldurs gate#i keep playing act 1 over and over#but I love her#i also saw a romance scene compilation#and source of my bruises/source of my joy obliterates me it’s so good I love it I love her#babblestar#but yeah I think Lae’zel would kill people for you as the highest of affections#like not kill to protect you that’s nothing that’s sensible#but to go out of her way and spend time and energy to kill someone for purely YOUR benefit#not her own or the githyanki people
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Road House (2024) dir. Doug Liman
#self indulgent gifs for me and michelle#when you're on the same frequency of tism#me when a fellow spag hears me out on some unhinged shit#elwood dalton#ben brandt#jake gyllenhaal#billy magnussen#road house#road house 2024#my gifs#roadhousegifs
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"how old did you say your professor droid was?"
shin grunted when sabine had narrowly evaded her strike, the wooden bokken saber barely grazed sabine's nose. that's the second time sabine had to be grateful that they are not sparring with real lightsabers at the moment.
sabine strikes. "i don't know for certain, but i kinda remember him mentioning somewhere around..." the mandalorian jumped backwards when shin striked with aim towards her torso, huffing harshly. "uh, i think more than a few thousand years old."
shin halted in the middle of a strike, bokken raised mid-air. her eyes remains focused, but sabine deciphered the slight widening of her eyes indicates shock and/or confusion. sabine wants to bet its both.
"a few thousand years old." shin repeated, slowly.
sabine nodded. "yeah. he's as old as the jedi order itself, if not more."
shin drops her stance, her bokken slowly returning to her side in a manner of ending the sparring. she huffs, curt and sharp. "i suppose that explains it..."
sabine quirked a brow, leaning onto her bokken. "explains what?"
"how he knows of my master."
"oh," was all sabine managed to say in response. "i guess he taught your master how to build a lightsaber too, back in the days. huyang said his design is pretty unique." sabine then nods at the wall of lightsabers in the training floor, specifically at shin's old lightsaber. "just like yours."
"i was not taught in the temple," shin reminds sabine.
sabine laughs, nodding. "yeah, i know. it doesn't mean you don't carry the same unique lightsaber. yours even had a little more personality."
shin tilts her head, muttering, "i crafted it myself."
"i know." sabine reached at shin's lightsaber, the hilt flying gently into her palm. she studies the well crafted hilt; shin's first weapon. "it's still beautiful."
"even when i used it to stab you?" shin's voice is level, but her tone was teasing.
sabine laughed, shaking her head. she returned the lightsaber back to the wall, next to her old one. her padawan lightsaber, the gift from ezra. both shin and sabine had retired their old lightsabers when ahsoka concurred their apprenticeship. it was only a few cycles ago when ahsoka had knighted them as jedi knights and cut off their padawan braids.
shin crafted her own new lightsaber, finding an appropriately bonded kyber crystal in huyang's collections, much unlike her first lightsaber's crystal of kohlen. both her and sabine held their breaths as shin ignited her new lightsaber, and gasped when the blade emits a brilliant yellow hue; almost golden.
sabine focused on building her new lightsaber the next day, only slightly nervous under ahsoka's eyes. she felt a particular crystal in huyang's collections calling to her, and ahsoka encouraged her to bond with the crystal. she never really thought anything when she ignited it the first time, expecting a bright blue hue like ezra's, or even the same green as her old lightsaber. her eyes widen when it emits a striking violet, the blade humming confidently.
ahsoka nods proudly at her padawan, congratulating the two newly knighted jedi knights. shin thanked ahsoka with a grateful smile, while sabine was beyond ecstatic and was jumping around with her new (and a pretty one, at that) lightsaber.
ahsoka's voice crackles through the comms, earning their attentions. "sabine. shin. hera's on comms."
"c'mon," sabine nods at the cockpit, "sounds to me like there's gonna be a new mission."
shin nods, following closely behind sabine as they entered the cockpit. hera's hologram projection stands in their comms, while ahsoka and huyang are sat on the seats. hera nods at the two young jedi knights with a smile.
"hera! what do you got for us?" sabine asked as she leans between ahsoka's and huyang's seats, shin peeking from behind her shoulders.
"ezra had new intel on rogue imperial remnants activity, and we're going to investigate it further," hera briefs carefully, continuing with, "i hear whispers of shady clonings ongoing on that base, some kind of ambitious project to imbue the force into these clones. from ezra's intel, this group is continuing moff gideon's works."
"moff gideon." sabine repeats the warlord's name with a distasteful hiss.
hera nodded, almost understandingly. "we should assume there will be hefty and nasty resistance from them, so gear up. we'll rendezvous at home one, i'll be taking the ghost and my fleet with you."
"a joint operation?" shin spoke from behind sabine, inquisitive.
"yes. senator organa had just approved the mission. we're clear to go."
"i love that woman," sabine remarks excitedly, earning a questioning head tilt from shin, and a collective amused look from both ahsoka and hera. "uh, i mean, she's just so... y'know..." the mandalorian flustered instantly, backtracking awkwardly.
ahsoka laughs, shaking her head amusedly whereas hera merely sighed visibly from the holo. sabine groans as she facepalms herself from embarrassment. shin doesn't say anything, but sabine didn't even need her to, because she can sense her amusement in the force.
"anyways," sabine drags with a final exhale, mitigating her embarrassment, "go on, hera?"
ahsoka jumps in instead, "you two should get ready. we're already en route to home one's coordinates."
shin tilts her head, confused, and was about to offer some kind of input, when sabine grabs her hand and drags her out of the cockpit. the mandalorian had a faint knowing smirk on her face but didn't tell shin anything until they returned to the bunks to prepare.
sabine tossed shin's new vambraces, at the blonde. "you wanted to say something?"
shin hums, observing sabine. "yes, actually. why did you pull me out?"
"vambrace check. adjust shields?" sabine calls instead, adjusting her own as she waits for shin to copy, amused when shin sighs and began setting up her vambraces.
"shields adjusted." two pairs of energy field shields emits from shin's and sabine's vambraces. shin also checks the weaponries inside her vambraces, making sure everything is in top shape. "what is your rocket count? mine is on three."
sabine taps on the little screen on her right vambrace, replying, "i'm on five. if we need to use 'em, i'll shoot first."
shin nods, before shifting her weight on one leg. "okay. now, will you tell me why you dragged me out of the cockpit?"
sabine grins, mischevious. "well, if you missed it, ahsoka kicked us out to chat with hera."
"okay...?" shin doesn't quite get it; doesn't ahsoka chat with hera all the time? sabine shoots her a look, which doesn't really help shin understand anything.
"you're so adorable when you're confused like this," sabine said with a laugh as she clasp shin's new pauldrons on her shoulders. "ahsoka looks at hera like she wants to raise jacen together."
shin tilts her head, processing. sabine lets out a silent chuckle, amused by the blonde's clueless face. the mandalorian had to hold back a laugh when the gears in shin's mind appear to finally click, the same time she finished clasping on shin's custom-made beskar alloy breastplate.
"oh," shin muttered, the exposed tips of her ears dusted in soft pink, "that... made sense."
sabine shakes her head softly, landing a small kiss on shin's temple. she adds, "you are so endearing, cyar'ika," that made shin's eartips grew pinker, as the mandalorian made her way to the cockpit after ahsoka's voice crackles through the comms to summon them back.
if sabine had missed it, shin was thankful.
ahsoka and sabine were getting ready to punch in the coordinates for the hyperdrive jump, shin and huyang were sat behind to re-check everything else to ensure all are well. once sabine had cleared to jump, ahsoka initiates the hyperdrive sequence to home one's point. they arrived in a short count of leaps, as the fulcrum's position was not that far beyond from home one's system.
once ahsoka and sabine landed the t-6 ship in the landing bay, shin and ssbine descended the ramp not too far behind the togrutan jedi master. up ahead, the general of the new republic's fleet stood, a welcoming smile adorning her battle-hardened face.
"general syndulla," ahsoka greets, tone slightly teasing in contrast to the formal salutations, "always good to see you again."
hera sighs, shooting ahsoka a look (sabine dubs it THE look, which shin never really understood what it means but plays along anyways), "you too, 'soka." she turns her gaze to the younger jedi knights, "sabine, shin. great to see you two as well."
sabine goes in for a hug, full-bodied and warm. she then cheekily quips, "it's been a while, hera. don't you miss us?"
"well, i've already got ezra and jacen tag-teaming with chaos in this ship," hera laughs, "so, i wouldn't say i miss your shenanigans by that much, 'bine."
"oh, i'm wounded! woe becomes me!" sabine dramatically returned, placing a mock-distressed hand on her temple as she leans against shin's shoulder. ahsoka merely shakes her head at her antics, while hera chuckles in amusement.
shin, partially playing along, pushes sabine in faux disgust as she mutters, "you are too dramatic, even for a mandalorian."
"woe! woe! backstabbed by own comrade!"
"i stabbed you once, on your stomach."
hera and ahsoka laughed at shin's dry humour, recalling their first meet, while sabine pouted as she mumbles, "that's supposed to be my card to use."
the general brought the fulcrum crew to a meeting room to go over their plans and to contact ezra, as he was still commandeering his own recon unit at their target location. they were set to dispatch two five-pilot x-wing squads under the ghost and the fulcrum as the respective leaders.
hera and ahsoka are to command the ghost, while sabine and shin are in charge of the fulcrum. sabine flashes a smirk at shin, which was responded with an exasperated sigh. shin takes out ten credits out of her pocket to hand over towards sabine.
"told you."
"i cannot believe you bet for this."
sabine shrugs. "you played too, cyar'ika."
"what are you two up to?" ahsoka questions, arms crossed in front of her.
"just a lil' bet," sabine pockets the credits, mischevious, "on how the teams are split."
hera eyes ahsoka, an inquisitive kink of her brow was responded with a shrug. she asks, "what bet?"
"ten creds i say you and ahsoka are teaming up together." sabine shot the older women a knowing look, smirking when ahsoka returned with an exasperated face. she points her thumb back at shin, "this one wasn't buying it."
"for the record, i did not participate willingly."
"you are ridiculous," ahsoka sighed.
"i don't get it?" hera was still lost, not quite understanding the bubble they are in.
sabine laughs, while the togrutan jedi master shakes her head to dissolve the atmosphere. "ignore her."
shin blurts out, "sabine says ahsoka and you act like you would raise jacen together."
hera's eyes widen, as ahsoka slow turns towards a cackling sabine and a flustered shin, incredulous. "you two are unbelievable."
to her credit, shin did appear guilty as she shifts her eyes down and mutters, "i am sorry."
sabine ceases her laugh, wiping a tear from her eye, "oh, gosh. that was peak entertainment for me. sorry, guys. it just had to be said; you two are horrible at hiding your pinings for each other."
shin might be hallucinating, but she swears ahsoka's and hera's face grew a shade darker as they avoid each other's eyes.
"to be fair, ahsoka did better than sabine back then. she used to look at me like she would leave the jedi order and devote herself to me instead."
hera's eyes widen for the second time, ahsoka mirrors the general's reaction as well upon hearing the blonde's admission. sabine had stopped laughing, frozen in her stand while seemingly all the blood in her circulation spreads slowly on her face.
ahsoka, after regaining the room from sabine, turns to sabine with an amused expression, teasing, "devoted to a fellow padawan, are you?"
sabine sputters, losing brain to mouth coordination as her face is almost as red as her pilot jacket.
"at least, that was what huyang told me," shin added, her voice deceivingly innocent, though the thin smirk ghosting her lips tells otherwise.
"my, my, sabine," hera joins, arms crossed in a delighted manner, "you've come a long way from your planet-skipping womanizing tour, huh?"
"womanizing tour?" shin parroted, intrigued.
"okay, that is our cue to leave!" at that, sabine suddenly regained her motor functions as she grabs shin by the arms and drags her back towards the landing bay. she shouts back, "see you in ten, guys!!"
shin was amused the whole trek back to the fulcrum, watching sabine distractedly sets up the ship. the mandalorian's face was still pinkish and her energy remained flustered.
shin teases softly, "you are very antsy, commander."
sabine's ears grew red at the nickname, and shin was looking forward to seeing that reaction.
"we are not having this conversation."
shin steps in front of sabine, tilting her face to meet hers by the chin. "not now, we won't. but, we will."
sabine swallows, eyes crotchety, yet nodding anyway. she managed to rasp out, "yeah… okay…"
"that's my girl."
#sabine wren#shin hati#ahsoka tano#hera syndulla#ezra bridger#huyang#wolfwren#herasoka#tired master chaotic padawan(s)#ahsoka#star wars#oftenlywrites#aka sabine tries teasing herasoka#but it backfired TREMENDOUSLY#bc shin's tism clocked her simp ass#WAAAYY BACK when they were enemies with benefit#i've got this drabble sitting in my draft for A YEAR#*in lorax movie vocals* GOOOOOODDDD MORNINGGGGGGG#...dont look at me like that#huyang's just there like these gay ass bitches cant even hide their pinings#like master like padawan fr#disastrous master and padawan#also.... soft subby top sabine at the end#screamibg crying hurling my guts out#merry christmas to you all dom shin truther out there#like i said sabine has it BAD when shin calls her 'commander'#her BSE is indomitable#BIG STRAP ENERGY#also the look herasoka had is that eye exchange they had in eps 1-3#you know what i mean
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obligatory wyll playlist just in case i havent been obvious enough about how insane he makes me
#dont let the casual tone fool you ive been working on this for a while#ask me ab this playlist i promise to talk forever and not shut up even if u beg me#if ur wondering when ill shut up about him the answer is Never. Not on my goddamn life#i also have to share SOMETHING ive made for him while i get to work narrating that wyll essay i wrote overanalyzing him#i finished it and capped out at 5 parts and 10k words because i have aww tism#so . have this while i fight for my life to edit that long rant into something comprehensible<3#wyll#wyll ravengard#wyll ravengard the man that you are#bg3 wyll#baldurs gate wyll#baldur’s gate wyll#the blade of frontiers#baldurs gate#baldurs gate 3#baldur’s gate 3#baldur’s gate iii#bg3#bg3 spoilers#i guess . although yk id assume youve played the game if you read anything at all on my blog ab it#Spotify
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I see WAY too much of myself in Evan
#I've healed a lot since I was younger#but 17-20 y/o me?#that's Evan baby#a lot of it is probably from the tism and the touch-starved-ness and trauma from my childhood#Brennan is just depicting my life when I was younger#oopsie#I do still see a lot of myself in him tho and they're parts I don't know what to do with#but they're part of me so I just try to be gentle and take care of those parts of myself until I figure out a better way#magpie beeps#dimension 20#mismag#mismag 2#misfits and magic
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words can not express how much i fucking hate tiktok
#this video pissed me off so much it had so many likes and comments AGREEING WITH THE 'TOUCH OF THE TISM' PART#can we stop. please.#autism isn't a quirk AAAAAAAAHHHHHH#also why are we fetishizing bisexual people as well as autistic people. come on now. then again this is nothing new for tiktok#also when a person such as a partner becomes ur 'special interest' if that's even possible#it turns into what can be viewed as unhealthy obsession#i get attached to people and trust me. it's not cute. nobody likes it.#it's not healthy#or fun.#so yeeeeaaa can we stop this.#fuk u tiktok#mine#my post not my video
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I was bored so I drew the one and only @hplonesomeart
Art process below
Step 1: Make a sketch
Step 2: Add references
Step 3: Add circle for the head and modify it to a face shape
Step 4: Add color keys (+ draw neck)
Step 5: Draw outline of hair
Step 7: Draw headphones outline (+ small ahoge)
Step 8: Color
Step 9: Draw hoodie and color
Step 10: Draw leggies and color
Step 11: Outline hands (Hardest part TvT)
Step 12: Color skin (+ clothing ruffle)
Step 13: Add dot eyes with eyelashes (+ eyebrows)
Step 14: Nose and mouth
Step 15: Add the very slight freckles (+small amount of blush)
Step 16: Shade back
Step 17: Add details (+ remove color key)
Step 28: Remove references, enlarge, and paste logo
And there you have it! My step by step guide how I drew this
IN ADDITION THIS TOOK 1 HOUR AND 4 MINUTES HELP

This, however took 19 minutes ☝️
But ye :3
#thelionguard88#the lion guard 88#tlg88#hplonesomeart#hplonesome art#2D drawing#drawing#smg4#ibispaint#ibispaintx#ibispaint art#ibispaintdrawing#made in ibis paint#ibispaintapp#Tbh I was kinda thinking of drawing this but also didn’t know if I’d be portrayed as a creep#Cause I’ve been socializing with HP a lot and have been indulged in her stuff and I don’t want to be seen as too clingy#We don’t need the tism kicking in 😌#But this is what happens when I talk to people new (HP isn’t rlly new to me but still)#I want to interact with them more and more but I wonder if I get too clingy or attached for their liking because I always worry they will#be annoyed with me or smth#I know people specify they aren’t annoyed with me but things can still result in me thinking that as much as I know they say it#ANYWAYS RAH WTF RAMBLE ALERT?#But ye#idk#bye
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honestly, the film did what it could in the 2 hours of it’s runtime, but one thing that kind of bothers me is sam’s recovery and how it’s treated.
tw for drug abuse
when he’s losing his shit over george flushing the weed he got, he mentions how he’s been using for four years and this would be a mix of huffing, weed, cigs (yes, they do count), and RX abuse.
personally, as an adult, i have also used weed and even recently relapsed into it because of stress. longest run was 3 years and then i was sober for 7 before fucking that up (weening off as we speak so i’ll be good again). when i abruptly stopped the first time to try and quit, i had the worst withdrawals i’ve had in my life with nausea, sleep troubles, irritability, and worse depression. (hence my current weening to avoid that.)
sam, using for 4 years while still being a teenager, would absolutely have some withdrawals of some kind that even nicotine can’t fix. one day, i’ll finish my fic that goes in depth with this and how it does get a little worse because he does relapse sometimes and tries to stop but it only delays it and makes it worse.
personally, i imagine that sam would relapse but have a better relationship with it because robin would enact some rules this time around because she knows he’s going through hell and as a mother, that fucking sucks to witness. it’s absolutely terrifying.
also, as he gets older, he mostly uses it to unwind rather than forget the emotions he’s having.
i also have a HC that robin does date again after some time of mourning and asking her boys what they think (ofc they say yes bc want her happy), so enter Travis Robinson. A psych who at first just wants to get to know him but eventually sam asks him for some help.
#sam monroe#headcanon#as for me: i’m getting there. i’ll be okay :)#just have to be kind with myself#i honestly expect to stop soon and then when i go see hayden again in june MAYBE have a few hits to calm my ass down but that’s it#cos lemme tell yall … meeting that man stone cold sober was a wreck#the ‘tism was fucking raging#anyways. i love sam.
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