#me being indecisive
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I have two very different, but both very cool, styles that I dress myself in. I love both of them very dearly, but I wish I could wear only one! But I love them both so much so I can't.
One day I might be in a very cutesy get up and have bows in my hair and the next I might wear a more alternative style.
I love them both, and I wanna smoosh em together so I never have to choose. But then again I love my clothes separately in their different styles. I know certain things can definitely be cross worn. I've definitely done it!
I love mixing my styles and making something fun outfits that I love, but not everything I like to wear mixed well in my opinion.
It's also a particular headache when I fall into only wearing one or the other for a while, because when I eventually excape singular style hell, I find myself not owning everything I want/need to throw the outfits I want together.
It also feeds into my shopping addiction, I think. Because when I find I don't have something I want to wear, or I forgot to add a piece to my outfit, my first thought is to buy it.
I'm not worried about my finances, or overconsumption, because I know that I'll use everything I buy, and I'm not always buying new.
I'm on holiday leave right now and I packed for my more light colored, cutesy style and I'm very much wishing I had more of my darker colored alt styles clothes. I know, I know this is really a first world problem at its finest, but why am I here if not to vent?
I didn't get dressed today, I just stayed in my pajamas because I didn't like any of my clothes. It's later at night now and I feel like a terrible, lazy person. Which is no good.
Anyways, it just feels like figuring out what to wear should be the easy things I have to deal with, but sometimes it feels like the hardest.
But it's whatever I guess, so don't mind me too much, I'm just talking to talk, you know how it is
#clothes#fashion#me being indecisive#its hard for me to decide what to wear#I'm on holiday leave and i packed for only one of my outfit styles#im feeling like the other one#very unfortunate for me#i can hear the worlds smallest violin playing in the background#my brain says I suck today#all because I didn't like my clothes!#outfits#I'm cranping my own style#woe is me
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Voice Claim Time
I finally figured out who my ads are supposed to sound like or be close to.
Banner’s voice claim is the sheldrake brothers, Cosmo and Merlin Sheldrake. They are oddly similar but Cosmo is more expressive but Merlin has that analytical way of speech Banner also has so it ranges between the two. I couldn’t decide if Banner is more masc or femme sounding so also Florence Welch just cause her voice has that calmness despite the power we know is behind it
Surv’s voice claim is Deltron 3030 which also happens to be Deltron from Craig of the Creek. His voice is mellow but serious and oddly comforting and solid, like Surv. It’s a voice that doesn’t command but garners respect and attention. Surv was surprisingly the hardest to figure out from this list cause his voice has to be dynamic enough to be energetic enough for his commercial but mellow for the ads in my mind.
Vidie’s voice claim is Janelle Monae. I just linked the entirety of Dirty Computer cause I have this specific HC scenario where “Jane” is Vids and Audi as Zen and it stuck. Also Janelle has the sorta “fuck you im me” attitude and voice that fits with Vids perfectly. (Ignore Vidie doesn’t retain their singing capabilities)
Audi’s overall voice claim is Indya Moore, a caster member of the show Pose and the voice of Shep in SUF. Her voice is just the right mix of soft but poignant like not needing to get loud to say something that may deafen a room or have people rethinking. Tho I do play around with Vince Staples, specifically his role as Vinz in MFKZ
Spamton’s voice claim is Teddy Hyde, specifically the two songs I linked. It’s ranged and I feel like it hits all the emotional ranges. It’s normal but in the songs there’s always a forlorn sorta aspect to it and that embodies Addispam. When he’s a puppet it’s Tom Lehrer cause I like to imagine it gets messed up but in a way he sounds a bit more nasally and snide. Like I can imagine Tom Lehrer’s side comments in the shows he did being comments or insults Spam would make during a deal. Also Spam has to be good at math he’s a sales man AND a car guy.
Did I mention this is still all very subject to change?
#me being indecisive#I spent too much time doing voice matches#time to sleep#spamton#utdr#deltarune#royal blue#pink drink#marmalade#when life gives you lemons#CDAP au
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I think this is the universe's way of telling me to put more effort into coming up with a title for the fic I was otherwise all ready to post. So let's play Help me think of a title in the meantime!
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finally at that age where i'm thinking i should get a tattoo. not bc i feel strongly about it, just seems like a waste not to. i've got so much skin i'm not using
#feels so selfish like. all this skin what am i saving it for?#open to design suggestions! (please make me regret this offer)#maybe some deep sea horrors. a pretty watercolor of a gulper eel#once saw a person on the subway with various Skeleton Tattoos on all their limbs#i respected their commitment to the theme#but more than that i respected how all the skeletons were engaged in Activities#dancing in a ballgown. juggling its own (and two other???) skulls. swordfighting. being a mermaid skeleton#ANYWAY. the only reason i haven't already gotten tattoos is i just couldn't be bothered#i'm old enough to know i don't have any strong-but-potentially-temporary feelings driving me towards it#aesthetically i prefer decorated to non-decorated surfaces. but i'm not artistic or thrilled with commitment#honestly it feels like sheer laziness. indecisiveness--nay. immaturity!--that i HAVEN'T gotten a tattoo yet#letting all this blank canvas go to waste. tut tut i need to grow up and be an adult and get a tattoo sleeve already.#really i've put off my responsibilities long enough#(in fairness i DID at one time have 18 different piercings)#(but i took most of them out bc they interfere with wearing headphones and/or shoving my face in my pillow during Sleep Time)#(i only kept the nape piercing bc oddly enough it ended up being the most convenient. and the least painful to get now i think about it.)#(neck piercing? no problem. normal pair of earrings? Tribulations And Suffering. i don't make the rules i just poke them with a stick.)
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#xmen#xmen comics#magneto#is this the part where i have to tag everyone because everyone actually is like. semi significant in these. sure JVAELKVJEALK#cyclops#jean gray#beast#iceman#angel#warren worthington iii#hank mccoy#bobby drake#toad#mortimer toynbee#snap sketches#welcome back to Finally Drawing Months-Old Ideas VJELVKJAEKL#I Repeat love how you can tell what comics ive been reading based on what i draw like No Shit but still... lol ...#this comic is so niche but so is most of my stuff jVELAKJA I MADE THIS FOR MEEEE#it has my kids it has toad it has magneto being Unnecessary. this is for ME. also charlie lookin darlin but thats normal anyway#also hi remember how i was complaining about colors from my tablet some days ago.#i didnt realize the 'protective eye' setting was on. which yk makes the screen tinted yellow#LIKE I SAID OUT LOUD TO MY BROTHER 'lol my screen's yellowish' AND IT DIDNT CLICK#i only realized it was on when i went to turn it on at night one night and i was like. Oh 🧍♂️#anyways. sillies. all the kids....#see i thought i was gonna post this WAY earlier but as i was finishing the first version i. well i changed the last panel like three times#but even then i was like 'ok but i wanna draw the boys bein silly..' and indecisive as i was with which version i wanted#i . drew both. and have just made this a goofy two parter or whatever#ANYWAYS !!!! its great bein able to do personal stuff again ... i still have work this to do but its significantly less#so i feel more at ease to do small stuff like this#i do hope to tackle a bigger idea this month tho. while i was drawin this out all i could think of was That idea
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finished up designs for my nari and lamb! mostly so i could actually settle on designs for them teehee
bonus doodles under cut w some of my headcanons for them :)
i like to hc narinder to still have the ability to read minds :) they have an unspoken little agreement of "tap if its ok to read your mind right now" (which i add in my writing sometimes!)
i think pre-that they kept eachother out of the others mind via. well. basically a swear jar for mind reading. if they get caught they have to give coin to the other. really effective because narinder hates losing and lamb would prefer to keep their money, honestly
my pretty princess also gets a cool scythe. but i decided the way he gets it is evil.
I had the idea of lamb finding an old scythe in silk cradle while on a crusade, showed it to narinder because LOOK AT THIS. COOL AS HELL. and well. turns out thats a scythe shamura had gifted him. he had no idea they kept it!!! suffer, catboy.
anddd some other lil doodles. ok thats all frolics awayyyy
#cotl#cult of the lamb#cotl narinder#cotl lamb#cotl designs#cotl narilamb#<- they are married as hell#my art#I DONT COLOUR PICK WHEN I DRAW THEM ME MAKING THESE REFS WAS LITERALLY SO I COULD STOP BEING INDECISIVE LOL...#ok enjoy (throws petals and does a gay little pose)#also can you tell i dont do lineart that much..... release me.... i need my lineless funnies.....
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messing around with a more retro style batman design bc my parents are both DELIGHTED to see the retrobat in any context and their enthusiasm is contagious... this is a real thing my dad said about the 60s show
#as usual my mix-n-match mashup designs are less a creative vision and moreso a result of me being indecisive 24/7#art#sketch#dc#batman#bruce wayne#dc robin#dick grayson
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trying out some different things and things i might change in his design
#techno fanart#technoblade fanart#i hate being indecisive#someone pick for me#design study#my art ig
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Pac: Hey. How's it going?
Guaxinim: Hey.
Pac: ...Is everything ok?
Guaxinim: How are you?
Pac: I'm fine, I'm ok–
Guaxinim: [Kisses him] 😘
Pac: WHAT WAS THAT?!
Pac: ...I don't believe this, man. I don't believe it, I don't believe – [Laughs] What was that? What was that??? I'm... what was that? He caught me– He caught me off-guard guys, he caught me unarmed. It was a moment of weakness. Guaxinim is so crazy– [Laughs] 'Xinim is so crazy, right Chat? But he came back, it was good to have him come back, right? But how did he find out, man? He has... a sixth sense, Chat.
After joking about good timing ("Careless Whisper" playing right after Guaxinim left), a certain someone reappeared with a surprise for Pac. 😘❤️
[Very big thank you to Kia for checking my translations!]
#Pactw#Pac#Guaxinim#Arkanis#Guaxitw#October 22 2024#Lord...#Edited#Subtitles#Translated#And thank you to Kia for also dealing with my indecisiveness trying to figure out the best audio levels for that song :'D#The struggle between wanting to accurately represent a clip for VOD watchers who don't have the audio#vs. me wanting people to be able to hear what's being said over the dang lyrics
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what to do when you forget your umbrella!
i will not elaborate.
((these drawings are a GSNK rain scene reference ADSAFFASD))
bonus isolated (isalated?) running isa as a treat for his birthday:
#in stars and time#isat#isat siffrin#isat isabeau#reverse entry au#isat modern office au#this is tangentially related to prev posts bonus#i could not stop thinking about this after drawing that#all i know is siffrin forgot their umbrella#uhh also happy birthday isabeau????#i did not know his birthday was coming up till like 76% being done with this asfsdadasfsa#also also thank you isatcord for helping me decide what isabeau would be wearing in this au as i am Indecisive#i greatly appreciate it!!!!!#yall are cool but also big sever mildly intimidating so i end up not talking like at all and just lurk mostly but yall are cool!!!!!#also in general but the lovely tags and comments on the stuff ive done are so so appreciated!!! make me go WAH in a positive manner!!!!#i am just nervous to reply to anything ever asfaddsas but yea appreciated!!#dw tho the other 2 designs are just sitting in his wardrobe and may be used occasionally AFDSADASF#probably mainly 3 tho as the alternative dsfadasfa#okay tag talk over adfasda
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*kicks down door* ehehehe it's luxe couture yuusha and rabbitwear yuuna :3
#IM FINALLY DONE WITH BOTH OF THEM RAHHHH#i love designing outfits so much#even if sometimes it doesnt make sense how it would work hgsjdkskl#this just took me a while bc i got caught up with other things 💀#also drawing outfits is one thing#but choosing colors is another#i am SO indecisive with colors#but im pretty happy with how this turned out????#we'll see how i feel in the morning o7#[—✦-#-✧ my art#twst art#twst#twisted wonderland#twst grim#tapis rouge#white rabbit festival#twst yuu#twst yuusona#(💝) yuuna#(💜) yuusha#(💜) ramshackle sushi#-✦—]#also also this reminds me i need to redo their intro posts hfdnsnhsh#theyre gonna have two separate ones this time instead of being only one post
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Heyo I have come back from my animation hermit hole with some work to show. It was a blast to make and I think it turned out pretty nice! :33
This is an animation part for the Halloween MAP @the-lion-guard-88 is hosting by the way!! Make sure to stay tuned for the full release of it at the end of this month. And also if your willing, you could also check out the livestream on her channel happening on 26th I believe—should be fun 👍✨
Also I have to include this somewhere—it’s my civil duty as a Puzzle enjoyer. Behold the really poorly rushed Procreate photo mashup edits of Puzzles that I snuck into animation as a fun goofy Easteregg detail lol. Same thing with the SMG3 plushie in the corner—although he was included solely because I noticed other people had him in their MAP parts. So I wanted to keep a little continuity going to connect all parts together. We love sillies here <3
#YOU DON’T KNOW HOW MUCH TROUBLE THIS SMUG TV GUY PUT ME THROUGH OHHHHH I’M GONNA TOSS HIM INTO A WALL#the amounts of times I thought ‘oh hey I’m super close to being done we are making great progress on this!!’#only to realize his face is disjointed and his limbs disappear mid-frame and the shadows evaporated and—#point being for a guy with a simple design he’s so hard to keep consistent when moving lol#but I could never hold it against him <3#even if he’s cost me to be late on my Photography class homework#last night was a ‘choose between two evils’ situation of animating or doing homework#alas sometimes our toughest battles fall into the hands of indecisive artists#animation#mr puzzles smg4 animated#smg4 mr puzzles#smg4 animation#hplonesome art
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I can finally use my Transgender headcanons for good:
Just bought his first binder; Eddie Fender
Been on Testosterone for 18 years; Raymond Shields
#Raymond Shields#Eddie Fender#Ace Attorney#The truth come out#I did this EXACT thing for Cole Cassidy when OW changed his name#No he wasn't ALWAYS Cole Cassidy he was Jesse McCree for a time. He just changed it up.#It's called being indecisive. I know plenty of Trans people who do this.#I guess for those of you who LIKE Eddie Fender you can switch it around#But ME an Uncle Ray believer?#Older Eddie will always be Raymond to me.
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russell <3
#end roll#russell seager#my art#for a standee i wanna make AUUUAUA#the background was entirely me being extra on a whim tho 😭 so idk whether i'll utilize that for it at all#been indecisive af as to which colors are better for general aesthetic when posting like this#but i'm pretty use i'll use the second ones for the standee#dying btw because this took me almost like twice as long as it would've#since i screwed myself over not setting up a reference from the start like i usually would 💀
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[ ARCHIVING! ]
hi hii so,,, after a lot of thought and contemplating i think it’d be best for me to archive this blog </3
i came to tumblr nearly a year ago and it’s been fun but now i’m drained + uninspired, n i js have so much stress n negative emotions associated w this blog that now its time to leave and maybe start anew ?
who knows! :>
i’ve gone back and forth with if i should delete my works here or not bcs ik lots of people love them but they’ve js been a constant bad reminder to me and i’m not proud of most of them anymore :<< but as of rn i’ll be leaving them + this blog up!!
(may change in the future but i’m scared of the deact button LOL)
js kinda being on here stresses me out and its no longer fun so i hope that by doing this i can have some peace + you still get to read my old stuff :3
i started this blog js before my first year of uni and i never expected to stay this long on tumblr honestly,, like i was js gonna post a bit for fun n delete my acc LOL but i’m vv thankful for the almost 2k of you who stuck around and enjoyed my writing ^_^
youre all vv sweet n i wish i couldve provided more writing on here for yall to read before archiving this blog TvT i feel like i have nothing here honestly LOL
if my blog does deact, i may repost my fics on my new blog but for now i js wanna be lwk on here and not have to worry abt updating so many series at the same time (so sorry to all dfh, vbs, loveholic ++ all other fans of my ongoing series :<< the stress to write and update is too much for me to handle 😞)
please take care of yourselves and i hope to catch you again someday if you find me !! :3
bye bye!
#the read more is js sum other info its not too important LOL#idk if i should rb this a few times or not but like . we’ll see lolz#it feels weird leaving right before my one year anni of this acc . . . :<#ik ive like— said i’ll archive and move a bunch bcs im rlly indecisive so im sorry abt that everyone LOL#but js being on this acc where i cant priv my blog js kind of stresses me out and i dont like this feeling 😞#++ i havent been active much w my mutuals so i’m sorry all my moots :(( wish i couldve chatted more w you all on here !!#anon is off bcs i get sm nasty anons but to all my lovely anons i’ll miss youuuu#i think thats all i need to say in tags if i think of smth later on i might add it here LOL#( 𝐂𝐋𝐔𝐁 𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐄 )
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