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x-heesy · 27 days ago

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hElP mE

i DoN’t DeSeRvE a ThInG

i HaTe Me

I fEeL aShAmEd

WhEn YoU dOn’T hUrT mE

hOw CoUlD i GiVe ThIs AlL tO sOmEoNe ElSe

WhEn I dOn’T lOvE mYsElF

wHy YoU aLwAyS wAiTiNg On Me

WhEn I dOn’T dEsErVe It

WhY tHe FuCk YoU wAiTiNg On Me

WhEn I cAn’T cOnTrOl It

I dOn’T tHiNk YoU uNdErStAnD iT

wHeN i FaLl BeHiNd On My PrOmIsEs

WhY dO yOu KeEp WaItInG fOr Me

If YoU’rE tIrEd Of ThIs

TwIcE tHe LoVe

In HaLf ThE tImE

bUrNs ToO fAsT aNd ToO bRiGhT

aNd NoW wE’rE tRaPpEd In ThIs

TiNy BoX

tHaT’s EvEn WoRsE iN mY hEaD

hElP mE

hUrT mE

i DoNt DeSeRvE a ThInG i-

HaTe Me

HuRt Me

HeLp Me

I dOnT dEsErVe A tHiNg

I hAtE mE

i FeEl AsHaMeD wHeN yOu DoN’t HuRt Me

HoW cOuLd I gIvE tHiS aLl To SoMeOnE eLsE

wHeN i DoN’t LoVe MySeLf

So WhY tHe FuCk YoU wAiTiNg On Me

WhEn YoU sHoUlD kNoW bEtTeR

wHy CaN’t I jUsT lEt Go

I nEeD sOmEtHiNg To HoLd

To ChOkE tHe LiFe OuT oF

tO cHoKe ThE lIfE oUt Of

To ChOkE tHe LiFe OuT oF

tO cHoKe ThE lIfE oUt Of

TwIcE tHe LoVe

In HaLf ThE tImE

bUrNs ToO fAsT aNd ToO bRiGhT

aNd NoW wE’rE tRaPpEd In ThIs

TiNy BoX

tHaT’s EvEn WoRsE iN mY hEaD

hElP mE

hUrT mE

hElP mE

i DoNt DeSeRvE a ThInG

i HaTe Me

I fEeL aShAmEd WhEn YoU dOn’T hUrT mE

hOw CoUlD i GiVe ThIs AlL tO sOmEoNe ElSe

WhEn I dOn’T lOvE mYsElF

wHaT i LeAvE yOu WiTh

WoN’t Be EnOuGh

At LeAsT i WoN’t TaKe It BaCk

AnD aLl ThE sCaRs

ThAt I lEfT oN oUr HeArTs

WiLl BeCoMe MeAnInGlEsS @pulsantilla <3 X

Help Me by AWAY, Koda <3

#fancy discrepancy #i vs i #x-heesy #me against me #glitches #inner demons #12/2024 #my art #artists on tumblr #quote #quotes #qotd #quoteoftheday #mental health #you are loved #you are not alone #now playing #music and art #lyrics

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yeesiine · 1 year ago

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The good things abt yeesiine/yassine have two sides which both of them commonly only for one thing is wearing black n white

#me #selfie #myself #me against me

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morganbritton132 · 7 months ago

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Me: You know how when you were a kid and you’d wish that you’d get sick or injured in a way that would justify why you didn’t live up to your potential?

Everybody, apparently: No?

#just me?#okay #it’s just me and the anxiety disorder my parents were sure I’d grow out of against the world

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bixels · 5 days ago

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As gen-AI becomes more normalized (Chappell Roan encouraging it, grifters on the rise, young artists using it), I wanna express how I will never turn to it because it fundamentally bores me to my core. There is no reason for me to want to use gen-AI because I will never want to give up my autonomy in creating art. I never want to become reliant on an inhuman object for expression, least of all if that object is created and controlled by tech companies. I draw not because I want a drawing but because I love the process of drawing. So even in a future where everyone’s accepted it, I’m never gonna sway on this.

#personal #im still fighting it but im also a realist so I’ve accepted that this will be our future #rant #gen ai is fucking boring #I hope this doesn’t make me sound like a ‘going against the crowd. not like the rest of society’ type (it would be depressing if it did)#but yeah even in a world where it’s considered totally fine to use ai to make art I’ll still be using my bare hands #because I like it and nobody can take that from me #if you’re a young artist interested in or already using ai. just know that the thing you rely on to make art can be taken away at any point #all of it. and there’s nothing you can do about it if they decide to. it doesn’t belong to you

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ionomycin · 4 months ago

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temple at the end of the road

#artists on tumblr #i'm surprisingly okay with saying goodbye to summer this year #never had anything against autumn but i hate winter #but now i'm a little bit even looking forward to it?#maybe my mood is just better #hopefully the seasonal depression doesn't get a hold of me to change that #for now i'm very happy with hot soups and warm blankets

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cloud-ya · 9 months ago

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outcast of the village

#werewolf #folklore #slavic #poland #folk clothing #folk costume #wolf #me when The Peasants (2023) i hate that movie #nothing against it I actually love how it's made along with the soundtrack and references to polish paintings #but having watched it in cinema it triggered so many traumas that i wanted to immediately leave the screening room #kto się wychował na polskiej wsi ten się w cyrku nie śmieje #art #pl #polblr #how much more tags can i fit to get people to notice this? let's see!

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nighthawkes · 11 months ago

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I must sleep. Sleep is the mind-healer. Sleep is the big-life that brings total ability to fucking do anything. I will face my bed. I will permit the blankie to pass over me and snores to pass through me. And when sleep has gone past I will turn the outer eye to greet the new morning. When the sleep has gone there will be everything. Energy and will to live will remain.

#having a come to Jesus with myself about trying to work late #sleep is the only path to productivity. rest is the only thing that lets me get things done.#litany against not laying down #2024

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visenyaism · 8 months ago

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seven years ago in the name of tolerating free speech from all political perspectives my nasty ass evil university let an army of tiki torch wielding nazis shouting jews will not replace us march through grounds threatening the lives of students and community members with zero police presence. and today they retroactively changed campus policy around tents so they could send in the cops to bust up the gaza memorial vigil. genuinely fucking stomach turning

#admin and the cops do not give a fuck about protecting jewish students and they know it #worth saying that most of the activists in charlottesville who organized against unite the right are now pretty overwhelmingly pro-palestin #because i see a lot of people comparing the protests to unite the right which is. well it feels crazy to me #cw antisemitism

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hinamie · 4 months ago

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10 years later

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #yuji itadori #fushiguro megumi #nobara kugisaki #itafushi #itafushikugi #jjk spoilers #jjk manga spoilers #least heterosexual group photo ive ever drawn tbh #u have the kings of subtle pda and their judgy lesbian third wheel #this does remind me a lot of the kind of art i used to do jhgdjghdfj #specifically that one furuba main trio piece i did forever ago. same vibe better art #anyway......i tried my best........ i tried so hard #i do not know how old they look . the goal was 25/26 but atp i've gaslit myself into thinking they look the same #especially megumi im so . throws hands in the air in defeat #but idk what else i can do cries at least i like it??? i think???????#i don't know!!! if they look younger than 25 whatever!!!!!!!!#why is it so hard fr me to make chars look older im gna slam my head against the door #maybe its fine. idc <- (lie)#in other news itfs are married fight me abt it . yuuji rockin the right hand ring fr Lack Of Finger reasons #also i am Eating nobara's fit . she might also look a bit younger than intended the more i look at her gDI why cant i have nice things #new hairstyle carrying tbh. i think she would a. grow it out and b. switch the side she parts it on to make Seeing easier #god just take it all tht really matters 2 me is low pony nobara and Rings On Fingers itfs #i did my time in yoi i know how to make wedding bands Work

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pidgydraws · 26 days ago

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🤎 never let go 🤎

#arcane #jayce talis #viktor arcane #jayvik #and they were science husbands!#and jayce is exactly the sort who would deliberately - lovingly - annoyingly - rub their scruffy face against yours to say he adores you #this boy is an affection monster #nobody can convince me otherwise #like - just insufferable #UGGGGG~!!!!!#>:(#i love him - he's awful - GAWD! HELP ME!!!!#*desk flip*#pidgy drew

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ruushes · 2 months ago

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companions re-classed part 3 - shadowheart 🌌🌚🌝

*shadowdancer isn't a 5e rogue subclass, it's a 3.5e rogue-based prestige class, but it suits her so well and when i played 3.5e as a kid i thought it was the coolest thing ever lol so i wanted to use it

karlach 🔥 wyll ⚔️

#shadowheart #bg3 #my art #*i still think it's the coolest thing ever #ngl tho i hate to speak a word against objectively the best class (rogue) it could use more weird spooky subclasses #rly the only cool supernatural one rn is phantom which i do like a whole lot but it didn't feel like a good fit for her #glad to get this done before succumbing fully to DA brain but idk what the fate of the final three will be lol #next up is lae’zel so im hoping the Do It For Her will motivate me

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emberglowfox · 1 year ago

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Keeper -- a short comic about an angel meeting a robotic lighthouse keeper that doesn't know the world has already ended. Made in about 18 hours for a 24-hour 24-page* black and white comic challenge (that I arrived late to, ha.)

*the actual submission does not include the cover, which was created after the fact for this post.

This was a really great learning experience as someone who's... never really made a completed comic. I ended up really attached to the story by the end of the project (possibly due to all-nighter deliriousness lol) and ultimately am very proud of what I made.There are some things I'd still like to change, particularly text placement, but in keeping with the spirit of the challenge I've elected to leave it as is.