#me 10 years later: and another thing!

[c-eylanfarhi]

Ceylan Farhi

She/Her

23 years old (Birthday: 31st May)

Witch - powers currently dormant

Neutral with a touch of Resistance Ally

So What Happened?

Prom Night

Prom Night was a lot. And that’s not even counting that little dance between Rachel and Joey! No, both Ceylan and Cole Atwood were roped into chaperoning. After about a hundred longing looks from across the room, that damn song had to come on and... Well... The reality of how she’d broken his heart yet again came crashing down. Ceylan looked away. She ran out the room.

But this time? Oh, this time, Cole Atwood was not going down without a fight. Forget the way they’d been hooking up on-and-off since that fateful night when Roxy Kane kidnapped him. Forget the way they argued and screaming ‘this is the LAST time!’ before, well. Forget that beautiful, heart aching day of being human together. Forget all that and there was one question that Ceylan had never answered: Why?

Why did she leave him? Why did she break his heart? Why could she just never tell the whole damn truth? They scream, they cried, it started raining. And she finally screamed the truth: ‘I’m not good enough for you’. There it was, the driving emotion behind every terrible mistake she’d made. She wasn’t good enough for someone as kind, as sweet and caring, as Cole. Cole who should have had a big future ahead, leaving her behind for his college scholarship (pre-werewolf bite).

The world might as well have stopped spinning when they both realised that they’d been wasting so much time. That they were in love with each other. That this was it. That’s what it had always felt like and it was time to just shut the hell up and get it together.

They were snuggled in bed the morning after when the news eventually broke about Leo and Effy. It was beyond devastating for Cole. Ceylan hadn’t known what to do- she even offered in a terrible whisper to bring Effy back at the expense of her own humanity. But in the end, the best thing she could do was stay.

Founders Festival and Domesdale

Ceylan and Cole were together when everything happened. Going to the Founders Festival seemed like such a pointless idea, you know? But maybe they needed a little embarrassing town spirit. Danny was gonna be selling pancakes and everything, so! It should have been just what they needed. 

When everything went down, they both knew they had to keep their loved ones safe. It was one of the last times she used her magic as she was still suffering the after effects of Roxy’s provoking. Thankfully, they made it but it was only the beginning.

There were devastating loses in the beginning especially... That among other things made it clear they had to try and help in any way they can. But for Ceylan, her unstable magic threatened to push her over the edge more and more. She decided to ask her grandma to box it- make it dormant- before something bad happened.

In this time, she watched Cole step up to be the leader- the Alpha- for wayward werewolves and friends. He saved Stella Bell’s life when he bit her and she more than agreed they should take care of her. (Cole using the word ‘pack’ might be too soon but let’s be honest...). When Jake Howell was left the stand-in leader of the Sparks Pack, he leaned on Cole too.

Ivy O’Connor also took manners into her own hands to help protect people. She turned the Inn into a safe place for people to live/hide/take shelter. The magic of Havensdale’s witches help to keep it that way although sometimes Ceylan wonders if Engel is just letting them play pretend.

Wanted Connections

Anyone taking up residence in Ivy’s Inn!

Warlocks that have tried to antagonize her or have gotten into it with her before she suppressed her magic.

Werewolfy connections from being in Cole’s life etc etc.

[3-aem]

my arts been doing bad on twtter. ive recovered in the past but i worry this time will be different. the idea of losing such a large platform makes me wonder if theres point in continuing even if i feel tremendously guilty admitting that.

as my therapist pointed out today: ppl still like my art. still when i think about it i think there are other artists for you all though. better ones have come along and better ones will still come.

im in my 20s and i haven’t really gotten a chance to live my life properly since the pandemic bc of it. still art is important to me and the idea of losing it has me feeling listless. what do i do when its been who i am for years.

im unsure tbh if im going to quit.

i draw what i like but i don’t see purpose in drawing for myself.

anyways this isnt that deep my therapist is just on leave next week and i wanna cut my hair again

[ismyteadoneyet]

How fortunate am I to have so many Things to love and be excited about, to appreciate and look forward to?

Things I feel so strongly about that they stumble into my mind, univited, at random times of the day? Things that spill into my speech and vocabulary without me noticing? Things that impact my vision to the point where everywhere I look, everywhere I go, I see ghosts of them?

How lucky am I to have so many Things I love and cherish enough for them to reshape my very person, change my beliefs and make me grow? Things that make my own loved ones see the Things out in the wild, and go out of their way to make sure I see them too?

How wonderful is it that I have Things that I love so much that the very act is deemed and dubbed "not normal", making my love for them seem like it's more than they are supposed to recieve? An out-of-the-ordinary and above-the-norm appreciation for the Things that make the people around me shake their heads, call me "silly".

My dear, beloved Things, may I always stay silly for you ❤️

[bumpscosity]

i'm gonna be honest i'm doing pretty bad rn. i'll live but somethings gonna snap sooner or later

[mariocki]

Shadows of Fear: Did You Lock Up? (1.1, Thames, 1970)

"And they didn't make much mess?"

"No, not really. They forced that door. Smashed the cabinet, slashed a sofa. And kicked a hole in the bedroom door."

"Ah. Big mistake."

"What is?"

"Never lock inside doors. Anything you can to keep them out - but when they're in, let 'em get on with it."

"I'll remember."

[imwritesometimes]

my uncle is the kinda ~leftist~ guy who will say shit like 'DEI is essential to ensuring women are properly recognized and compensated' and 'I'm pro-choice and donate to planned parenthood' and then 30 minutes later will say the most vile, misogynistic shit about his own mother & sister with the ease of someone ordering off the dollar menu at mcdonalds

[ichijokaoru]

i do understand the motivation from people in general to think of ships as together during the course of the piece of media, it's fun to think they're kissing and sometimes it's just interesting to cosnider what it'd mean for them at certain plot beats, but for godai/ichijou i really think if they were together, and their feelings were fully realised and fulfilled it kind of just takes the wind out of a lot of moments i find really impactful... not to mention i just don't think they'd act the exact same if they were together at that point

like don't get me wrong i can see how it's fun to explore them as together during x moment or y moment, but i just don't personally find it very satisfying to view them as together at any point during the show as my legitimate headcanon

[angelgabrielx]

i dont condone harassment but sometimes a bitch attitude is needed

[elenadoeslife]

your first love hits different

[pepprs]

hi im gonna say goodbye to her in like 5 mins im waiting for her to wrap up another meeting rn. and i burst into tears in front of my colleagues and VERY visibly just cried 😁👍👍👍👍👍👍

[ladyjmontilyet]

i'm extremely depressed

[diari0deglierrori]

Thinking about that post that said would you ever date someone who has the same name as you and might have to change my answer as I had ✨Thoughts✨ about someone I met tonight

[lesbianuhaulindustrialcomplex]

today all im gonna be able to think about is how WEIRD it is that i have a cousin out there that i just. don't know. never met her never will. bc the state decided my aunt couldn't possibly care for more than 2 of her sister's kids and placed her with another, unrelated, family. btw the state gave my aunt the next 2 kids her sister had, and one was born like. 10 months after they placed my cousin elsewhere.

[eggmeralda]

- au version of an already existing fictional character (who was based on someone else)

- charismatic <3 and kind of chaotic

- I got obsessed with them a multiple of 5 years later after they were created. which was in 2012

- gave me a career awakening and drastically altered my music taste

- blue eyes

- they get trapped under something which leads to their foot being separated from their body but they survive afterwards

- general themes of escaping/avoiding death/being immune/etc.

[jellyloveru]

ough. little known book series. ough

[beardedhandstoadshark]

Do you have a feeling that you have super strength?

Absolutely not but it‘d be great if the clairvoyance dialed down a bit sometimes