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Almost there . . .
#ghduck defecates#coming soon#maybe very late tonight#ive been making rapid progress#its gonna be a thing most definitely
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just got home from seeing miles and oh my GODDDDD. so much to unpack. SO MUCH. i’ll do a proper post tomorrow when my brain is remotely coherent again, but for now the headlines: he is (as always) absolutely fucking incredible live; i had not one but TWO super awkward run ins with him before the gig even started; i will never recover from hearing shavambacu; there was a VERY interesting moment when he was introducing “see ya when i see ya”; and, in the least creepy way possible, i may or may not now know what it’s like to be spat on by miles kane mid performance 🫠
#such a wonderful musician and an absolute GEM of a human being 💖#thanking all the deities for letting my health be good enough for me to go tonight 🙏🙏🙏#it was so ridiculously good#he really is so special live ✨#though i got sad vibes from him tonight too 🥺#i hope he’s okay#he was wonderful and talented and engaging but idk. it was just an impression i got#he definitely comes across as someone who feels things very deeply#like that was very much something i got the impression of last time#and he just seemed#idk#like maybe he could have used a hug from someone who knows him really well 🥺#but anyway#enough rambling from me#it’s so late and i am almost certainly making no sense at all at this point because honestly#who would be in my position??? 😭#miles kane#lulu posts
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Prompt 21
This past winter, Geralt grabbed a tower of books from the library and holed himself up in his room for practically the entire season. Eskel walks in one night, intent on just checking in on his brother, only to poke around and find that every book that Geralt is painstakingly studying is medical books, from how to deal with a sore throat to the most rarest of diseases. Eskel asks Geralt why he needs to know all of this, worried Geralt might be losing his mutagen-induced healing factor?! Is he getting sick!? Are his wounds not healing over time!? Oh GODS! Oh nvm- Geralt says he's fine :) He's reading all of this because... He met a human bard he wants to keep safe? Odd... Especially for Geralt... But whatever makes his brother happy! I just want a scene after some nice gay brotherly teasing that's like "Ow- Oh no.. Geralt, my arm was scratched by a branch. Hold on, I need to-" And geralt is like FROTHING and is like "WE NEED BANDAGES, THREAD, A NEEDLE, DISINFECTANT, NUMBING SOLUTION, AND I KNOW FOURTEEN DIFFERENT NATURALLY MADE POULTICES I CAN MAKE, AND I KNOW A HELPFUL SPELL A HEDGEWITCH CAN CAST AND-" "It's just a scratch, Gera-" "SHIT, SIT DOWN, I GOTTA FIX MY HUMAN BEFORE HE DIES AND I LOSE ONE OF THE ONLY GOOD THINGS IN MY LIFE"
#fanfiction prompts#geralt x dandelion#geralt x jaskier#geraskier#witcher fanfiction#the witcher#geralt loves his bard!#writing prompts#requited unrequited love#friends to lovers#Worried Geralt#protective geralt#good husband geralt#I STAYED UP REALLY LATE READING FANFIC SORRY IF THIS IS SHIT#Also my best friend randomly found this account (i told him about it without any censorship and made no attempt to hide it at all)#so everyone say hi to him#yeah thats right#i see you there you gay fuck#I KNOW YOURE HERE#READING THIS SHIT#HOW ABOUT YOU ANSWER MY TEXTS AND PLAY BALDURS GATE WITH ME ALREADY?#gonna eat some bagels and pass teh fuck out#its 430 am and usually yk i am chilling lik ea villain at tis tme of night but tonight i am the very tired gorl#gorl (?)#i am a “gorl” but deep down#I am a ball of gas with thousands of eyes and wings that makes a low ominous humming noise and vultures follow#i am LOOKING at you with my EYES#I just think geralt could love his bard a little and his bard could find it sweet (and maybe a little exasperating)
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Me: Oh boy, I finally have some time and energy to work on my own projects.
My dad walking in about to give me a 3hr lecture on planning for the future and careers:
#ghost posts#ghost family#I am very tired lol#well guess I’m getting nothing done tonight#he’s worried I get it but I’m fine#if anything not being able to sit down to get anything except chores done has been stressing me out lol#half inclined to just say okay let’s just toss all my stuff since I don’t have time anymore to do art#i love it I do but I get maybe 4hrs a month it feels like#I’ve got a small closet’s worth of art supplies I’ve collected#but not enough pieces to show for it#I’ll probably feel better about it later but it’s been discouraging lately to not be able to paint or sculpt#not happy things#i need to float down a river for a while man lol#a lazy one. not rapids. no rapids.
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#john and kimmel are my guys but listen i do not think they'd fare very well in a fight#unless MAYBE you pissed john off enough that he starts beating you to death with a copy of your own search history#conan fights like one of those wacky inflatable arm flailing tube men and that terrifies me#jon's got all that pent up rage built up in him and he's just waiting to go apeshit i would not want to fuck with that little man#stephen could be a wild card but all he'd have to do is look at me and i would perish immediately#seth barely moves one inch and i pretend i have been shot so i don't have to fight him#i feel like craig is the only mfer here who can legitimately fight#stephen colbert#john oliver#jimmy kimmel#seth meyers#jon stewart#conan o'brien#craig ferguson#strike force five#strike force memes#strike force#last week tonight#the late show with stephen colbert#the late show#the colbert report#the daily show with jon stewart#the problem with jon stewart#the jon stewart show#jimmy kimmel live#late night with seth meyers#conan#conan o'brien needs a friend#late night with conan o'brien#the late late show
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Not to be extreme but dear God hold onto hope.
Things will be better one day. People will sing and dance in colorful clothes under dazzling lights again. A parent will rock their child to sleep on a quiet night again. A grandparent will teach their grandchild to cook a family recipe again. People will laugh and cry and love and grieve in the most mundane of ways once more. This will happen no matter what you believe, but hoping and believing in such things will ease your heart and kindle your resolve to see it within your lifetime. Have hope, and you will give life to the world you hope to see.
#ra speaks#personal#current events#okay to reblog btw it’s easy to fall into despair with the news of late but do not surrender your hope#hey so like. had a kinda bad breakdown last night. for personal reasons and *gestures* my deep rooted sense of justice as an autistic human#and I saved the first line of this post as a draft while crying at 10 PM#and not much has changed today but. I am secure in my hope for a better world. my belief in justice for those wronged.#maybe not tonight. maybe not tomorrow. but soon - one day - I will see celebrations of life and love and home for a people torn asunder#I can’t do much. I want to do more than sit safe and cry out for those who have lost their voices to the violence#I’m angry. I’m grieving. but most importantly I’m imbued with hope and love. it’s the least I can do.#and most days it will be all I can do. and should the opportunity arise to do more I will take hold of it with both hands until it burns me#the very same way hope now burns in my heart with the complete conviction that there will be justice and reckoning for these crimes#anyways. my blood sugar is low I forgot to eat dinner. have hope and feed it with the anger and grief you cannot act on now.#vocational woes
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I don't have anything finished to share today, but here is a WIP of a reference sheet for Kioku Kyuurei.
#admittedly i dont draw certain characters very often. i think maybe they wont be as favored as the more familiar ones.#but i want to draw kioku and i like her design. and i want to submit her for artfight minigames. and skeb. so she needs a real refsheet.#YES kioku is just kori disguised. YES she showed up only twice and only in one book. thats okay because i love her and i want to draw her#but. maybe not tonight because its late and I have a lab in the morning.#drawing#artists on tumblr#drawings#manga#anime#artist#mangaka#rkgk#original character#original character art#oc#ocs#wip#work in progress#original characters#oc art#kioku kyuurei#myrios series#refsheet#ref sheet#reference sheet
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keep thinking i should make a fresh promo for this blog... but then i remember how fucking slow i am and how much happier i am having this as an almost private blog where i just play around w/ some of my other muses with anyone who happens to be interested in them
the temptation remains, but i know better asjgksh
#also find myself thinking i should do a starter call for jinx bc i want more things with her#but then i remember how frustrating it can be to concoct a scenario out of nothing & i just don't have the energy 😔#i don't have the energy for any of it. new mutuals OR random starters adjgksh#maybe i'll reblog some more memes once i'm more caught up on byan? hm 🤔#idk i am just thinking to myself. meant to write more tonight but wandered off to finish rewatching s1 of sq.uid game & start s2 lmf#we'll see how late i get home from counselling tomorrow & how tired i am... maybe i'll get some more done idk#tysm for sticking around despite me being twice as slow here as i am on byan & how very fickle my muse for some characters is 🥺#it means a lot. and this is precisely why i'm sm happier to keep a smaller number of moots around here hehe 💜#♡ ⁄ 𝙾𝙾𝙲
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Why am i so hurts
#like i understand. flu shot and covid booster cause Some Aches And Pains#and maybe its just that compounding on the kinda achey joints ive been having lately#but still! its so much!!#it is. at the very least. a good excuse to go to bed early instead of finishing this plushie tonight#sev rambles
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good morning!! <3
#so either world quests or maybe i'll take a day off from games for today#depends on how i feel when i start playing#but i still have to do my dailies & my genshin weekly bosses & stuff :3#i very much want to write something#but my brain hasn't been letting me lately#like i get a mild headache whenever i start trying to think of ideas#which probably means i still need a break but :/#maybe i'll draw something if i can't write tonight#oh yeah i have those gushes to answer sometime today :D#but anyways#i hope you'll have a good day/night!! <3#morning rambles
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hello
you will all be playing the fields of m.istria demo
#ooc.#tbd.#mobile.#posthaste ‼️‼️‼️‼️#i’m a day late to the party but when has that ever stopped me#i’ve been following this game for like. maybe a year?? several months at the very least lol#but it looks soooo cute i will be checking it out tonight 🫡#and thus i away
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#today is one of those days where I really wish I had the support my parents had when they had 3 young children#they used to drop us off at my grandparents house all the time constantly#whenever they wanted#my mom got time to rest and clean as needed#today my cycle started and I feel absolutely insane#it’s one of those days where you’re constantly struggling with thoughts of ending it#and my entire body hurts and I’m exhausted#but I don’t have anyone I can talk to about it or anyone to help with the kids even for 15 minutes#my partner works late tonight so it’s all on me#we very rarely get to have a babysitter#maybe once every 6 months but usually closer to once every 9 months or so#I don’t get breaks and most of the time it’s fine I handle it#but today…..#today any help at all would be nice#unfortunately it’s just not an option#I don’t enjoy complaining about it but I need to vent a tiny bit so I don’t feel quite so crazy#and I don’t have anyone I can rely on irl to talk to so shouting into the tumblr void is my only option
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(rant in the tags, might be triggering or something)
#not to be a bitch and rant on tumblr but WHERE ELSE this is my diary since 2011 etc.#soooo i've been very alone for the last two weeks because my fiance is in germany at work and i am at home also working#and oir flatmate is spending the last weeks before uni at home so i've been absolutely alone for weeks now#the only time i talk to people is at work and it's starting to have some weird effect on me because.... i miss work lol#because i miss talking to people and just some interaction.... i am generally a loner and i like spending time in my own company!!!!#but#..... thats just too long. i feel bad and alone and unhealthy. and above all sad.#and today i talked to my friend from work like yeah so it's saturday maybe wine in the late evening?? and she said maybe#and then after a few hours it was no soery i can't i am too tired which. VALID girl i understand#but i let myself hope that i won't be alone tonight and idk maybe have some fun some karaoke whatever#and then#well it won't happen#i feel horrible#i shouldn't but i do#i feel like i will start talking to the walls because i've been talking to myself for too long#also i have the massive urge to just get drunk alone but also like what's the point. of anything#personal#alcohol tw#depression tw#uhh
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self reminder to look up comfort fics tonight :]
#if I have time (I will not) /hj /silly#OH wait I don’t work late tonight nvm ill have like the tiniest amount of time before I have to go to bed :D#so fun fact getting scrapes is a one way trip to regression#and this morning right before a massive day where ive had to drive a bunch of places#then come to the theatre and lead monologue work for the very first time#i tripped over a rock and just wiped out and scraped both my knees#(which these pants are just cursed bc the first time i wore them I also fell and scraped my knees so hard they bled)#so yea.. tentative first day to stop constantly being little has been a fail#especially now I have a two hour break like I just have to chill now#maybe ill rewatch monkey wrench or watch something cute to keep me occupied while i get notes and everything done#but yeah. ao3 ag3re fics save me
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Having one of those weeks of "is this the monthly Malaise or am I about to have a real mental health rut"
#I think I feel a bit bad for not having seen success for a bit on a large project or one for other people#my to-do list... I'm trying#think I just feel socially weird too. as usual I would benefit from touching grass#I know I've been on more than is good for me lately and I'm just trying to distract from not liking how creative projects are going#or feeling lonely but not very socially confident for a while#for me social media is generally an extremely poor substitute for other forms of interaction (including other online interaction) too#it's like candy. it's fun in moderation but the more of it making up your diet the sicker you feel#and socially ambiguous in a nerve wracking way with how uncertainly part private/part public it is#especially on tumblr where so much interaction is indirect and one way. it's not how I function best I fear#it can be fun! I enjoy it much of the time. but it can also be very stressful and confusing.#a solid 'touch grass' (or touch snow) time is likely approaching if I feel weird a little longer haha#but jeez! I should knock some stuff off the list first.#I'm up too late tonight. I know that. lack of satisfaction on projects I know#okayyyyy I'll maybe prep one last thing (sunk cost fallacy) and go to sleep properly like I should've ages ago. morning will be rough.#I do miss the ways people interacted on Twitter#rambling#you should know half the time I have some way too long tags it's because I meant to say one thing and then just kept going without thinking#I think I talk too much online because offline I don't talk very much. not many people to talk to.
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messing around a bit
#delete later#man i havent rly drawn for myself in a while it feels weird#trying to play around w my style lately but i dont think its getting anywhere whwhkjsdghjdg#shoutout to yuzuru if nobody's got me after burning out all of my creative juices ik hes got me#should probably go to sleep early tonight got assigned another project to work on through next week at my internship 😔#still going through a very mixed feelings stage regarding on how i see my art but ill live i guess#just. nothing is good enough. im never gonna be satisfied. i think this looks fine. this is the worst thing ive ever seen and made.#im gonna fall behind. it isnt a race. everyones already far ahead. maybe this is okay. why are you satisfied with this much its not enough.#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa being an artist am i right ! agony#well i guess lately its not that i just havent been drawing things for me but more like i cant for some reason. burnouts an asshole#even though i really really did want to make things it honestly sucked ass not being able to i rly dont know what id do if i cant draw#actually took some time for myself yesterday and walked around town a bit it was nice. pierced my ears again and treated myself#but as consequence of course i am now broke </3 unfortunate#hmmmmm idk what im saying kdjsjgdhhskgjdhsdg hope things r going well for everyone else if you're even reading this! may u have a good week#man i wish i just knew if things are gonna be okay#hngggg baru aja tiga bulan masuk balik sekolah sama udah secapek ini wkwkwkwkkwkwk payah gk sih gw ini#masih setahun lebih sampe lulus juga head in hands kenapa gk bisa tidur buat seminggu aja aaagh#ya yang penting juga gw masih hidup sih gk mau kemana-mana kyk gini#aaaaaaaaa gk mau masuk studio besokkkk mau tidurrrr#me when i have to do my job at work#i wonder what i should make for lunch and dinner tomorrow. knowing me though ill end up falling asleep as soon as i get out of the shower#sorry this is. all over the place props if you're even reading this far LOL apologies you have to see me rant a bit
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