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I had a dream last night, or early this morning, that I was reading this scholarly book about how to write a dissertation. I have no idea why. But the book kept having... utmv references? Like, it would tell you how to do something and then use utmv characters to demonstrate
I got to one point where it referenced this supposed "famed" fight of Error and Ink. They went to a wild west au and Error supposedly "braved the chacoa in the canyons."
What is chacoa?? And why did Error have to "brave" it??? I don't know, man, but that is an exact quote that I remember
Anyway. I was reading, trying to discover more about this famed fight because it sounded low key interesting. Then, the book mentioned that Ink ran into… Coshuss. It was the au's variant of Cross. Imagine a very disgruntled bounty hunter cowboy and that was him. Getting angrier and angrier because it was apparently a source of comedy that Ink was having difficulty saying his name right
All I could think was, "Yeah, same, Ink." I had no idea how to pronounce that name
Well, the librarian who was in the room with her daughter with me, the daughter eventually had to run out of the room to get something. The librarian somehow knew what part I was at and said, "You know, you can admit what you thought his name was."
I didn't know what she meant. I guess she thought it was supposed to look like a bad word?? Dream version of me thought that too since I went, "Nah, I think it looks like... Koksue. Kosueh. Koshu."
Cue me badly trying to pronounce this poor man's name. Finally, I settled on one name I pronounced consistently, "Koshussss." Basically, "Koshu" with an awkward, annoying "s" sound dragged out at the end
The librarian woman started busting a gut. I laughed along too, even though I didn't really know what was so funny. Sure, I meant my pronunciation to be kinda funny, but not that funny
I then looked at the book and that was when I saw the correct pronunciation written out in parentheses
It was supposed to be pronounced CrossCross
I literally thought that was so funny, that I snorted so hard from laughing in my dream, I woke myself up.
A part of me is sad. I kinda really do wish there was a "How to Write Your Dissertation 101" book out there with utmv references I should know, but apparently don't
#utmv#undertale au#undertale multiverse#one time i dreamt#What au or ��famed fight” is this even supposed to be??#I don't know but *I want to find out*#S i i i g g h h#I'm going to have to write a cursed one shot about it; aren't I-#I don't know why I was looking up information on how to write a dissertation#I'm not even *planning* on going for one or anything#Too much work for very little other than “I can have Dr. to my name and I can teach now”#Maybe. I have no idea man; some of my professors were teaching without a doctorate#S t i l l. I don't really want to do a dissertation man#So why I was reading that book is anyone's guess#AND WHY A BOOK ABOUT HOW TO WRITE ONE CONTAINING UTMV REFS IS A L S O ANYONE'S GUESS#But honestly based#Imagine becoming so successful that you write a very popular textbook#And then you use that to reference popular and obscure facts about utmv lore#That would be so based ngl#I think the hardest part about this dream was the utmv refs were written like I should know them#Was there like... some utmv show/anime or something that dream me didn't know about; like what-
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this pic is frying me so bad LOL 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
#this is vee speaking#was reviewing the bb vs dh battle in the manga for sumn and saw the way that artist drew sasara getting serious#and shortly after this post popped up on my feed lmao if there’s one thing that i simp over about sasara#it is his eyes lol he happens to have my fav eye shape design#these visuals tho LOL#how intimidating is sasara like RLY????#ik i personally have found him a little intimidating in his mcd days (specifically in the tdd manga lol)#but the story doesn’t really present sasara as a scary individual the way it has with rosho and rei#but i kinda?????? wanna say all three have been shown as intense when their eyes aren’t obscured#it’s why sasara told rosho to wear glasses lol#and i still get shivers thinking of that glare rei levelled at otome after repeating that he’s minding his own shit lol#sasara with his eyes open ig on the principle of it him being serious has the same effect huh?????#like maybe he’s not scary but you’d find yourself thinking his eyes are intense when open#eyes open sasara no glasses rosho and a pissed off rei with no shades are walking down the street towards you wyd LOL
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I know we all kind of assume Anthy and Akio are Indian because of the brown skin and bindis (Google tells me that while it's less common, men do wear bindis sometimes), and I agree, but also. "Dios" is Spanish, "Anthy" is derived from a Greek word, "Himemiya" is Japanese (I would theorize that her name hasn't always been "Himemiya", though she does seem to have had the name "Anthy" as far back as we're allowed to see into her past), and Akio drives an American car and plays jazz (a style of music that developed in America) over the radio in said car. Also, despite bindis being a Hindu, Jain and Buddhist thing, all the religious shit the two of them have going on (the martyrdom, Akio drawing a comparison between himself and Satan, Ohtori looking like a fucked up Cathedral and Dios appearing to Utena in a church) is Pretty Christian.
I know all of this is probably just a product of the writers not having a concrete idea of where they wanted Akio and Anthy to be from other than "not here" but it implies a lot of travel, which does kind of fit with Dios' whole "trying to rescue Every Girl Ever" thing.
Where do their names come from, anyway? "Dios" sounds like it could have been a name given to him by the people he saved. We never hear hide nor hair of their parents, they're fully irrelevant even by the farthest flashback.
#revolutionary girl utena#anthy himemiya#akio ohtori#shoujo kakumei utena#himemiya anthy#ohtori akio#rgu#sku#if i had to guess#i'd say they were born in india and spent their REALLY early lives there#and then started travelling#i think they've been to europe- maybe italy given anthy's weird obscure knowledge about Cantarella#also if they were the ones who BUILT ohtori (which seems likely given their influence over it)#then i would think they went to France at some point because HOLY ROCOCO BATMAN#and america. akio probably got The Car there.#and then eventually set up shop in Japan for. Reasons.#I don't know what the in-universe reasons could possibly be honestly but there they are#honestly i don't think they adhere to any religion besides the one they're living out.
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How long do you want your title to be? Historical non-fiction: y e s
Last year I actually started making a proper list of films, series etc that I want to watch - something I've been wanting to do for a long time but never did. That probably caused me to forget about things more than once😂
I mainly started it for historical movies at first, because my history phase that I had when I was about 14 or 15 came back big time, and there's been some things I've wanted to watch since then already but still didn't! I knew about Downfall since like 2017 or so but didn't watch the full movie until last year😅 I'm having a lot of fun with it though since I've of course grown and developed through these past few years and have now more knowledge in general, more experience on how to do research and also a more reflective and mature thinking. Of course not all historic/history-inspired media is accurate (and I don't think it has to be for every purpose, like Hogan's Heroes is still incredibly funny even if the timeline doesn't always makes sense or ranks and uniforms don't match up). But I think it can be a great starting point for getting interested in a specific person or event and then delving into more detailed research about it.
I've also added some newer ones though that I didn't know about back then, or that didn't even exist yet. The list is really a great help for organising my brain. I've also started to add in things not related to history though (like Arcane - I still haven't watched season 2 rip - or The Dragon Prince). I wasn't sure if I should make a separate list for them but at least for now I just threw everything together in one. It helps a lot especially for series because I try to always write down which season and episode I'm at (I just didn't include that column in the screenshot) because sometimes I get distracted by something else and don't continue for a while and then forget where I was at😭
This was just a bit of random babbling but like this is kinda what I've been up to. I haven't actually continued on that many things in a while because I was too stressed with university, but I hope to continue soon. Also if you have more recommendations you're welcome to let me know👀 I'm currently mostly interested in the World Wars (there's so much to be learned about both but I think I really want to broaden my knowledge on WWI), the Weimar Republic/interwar period in general (also Austrian interwar history of course but to be honest I don't know if there's actually ANY movies on that), but also pre-WWI Austria-Hungary and the German Empire and like generally the 18th/19th/20th century (other countries too of course, but with these two I have many historical sites basically in front of my door, and as a native speaker a lot of primary sources are also relatively easy accessible to me). There is so much interesting stuff in history as a whole (I love watching historical documentaries about like any time period or country, there's always something fascinating to learn), these are just the ones I'm most focused on at the moment and want to study in a bit more detail!
#I don't know if I'll post a lot about it but like maybe a little bit! at least those historical media that are more heavily fictionalised#of course this doesn't mean I'm abandoning self shipping or other fandoms in any way#but I've always used my blog for more than just one specific topic or interest and will continue to do so#and sometimes there are even ways to intertwine them like I love imagining infodumping on my f/os and telling them obscure history facts!!#I just really love being passionate about things!#I also want to get more into historical costuming (I already enjoy 'regular' cosplay even though i barely have one finished costume😂)#but I also love learning about the crafting techniques people used back then#I actually started working on an 18th century dress last year but still have barely finished the underdress rip#hope to pick it up again because I really miss sewing!#it's the patterning and planning that stresses me out so much but the actual sewing part (especially by hand) can be so calming actually#but i digress#I'm not actually sure where I was going with this whole post I just wanted to talk about interests#history#historical fiction#selnia talks
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Nobody follows me for Honkai stuff as far as i'm aware but who gives a shit. this is Rêverose, she's a Knight of Beauty and she hates herself because she "wasn't pious enough" to stop the Fall of Idrila. TBH she couldn't have stopped that shit she just has a lot of self-hate and other issues
#Honkai Star Rail#HSR OC#Honkai Star Rail OC#Knights of Beauty#Rêverose#Vio's Art Tag#Vio's OC Tag#ok to reblog#HI AGAIN it's been too long since i've done some art auuuuu#job hunt is still kicking me ass and stuff#ON THE BRIGHT SIDE MY NEPHEW'S THIRD BIRTHDAY PARTY IS COMING UP i love him#anyhow this isn't about him. this is about Rêverose. she's just really Emo and Pathetic#fun fact: she does some visual kei music on the side and has a small following for that#mostly amongst hipsters who think they're hot shit for liking obscure music#I'll draw her with Argenti soon..... maybe.... one day#even though i didn't even make her to ship with any character she's here because i like nuns and star rail doesn't have any nuns afaik#anyhow time to wash my hair mask off GOODNIGHT!!!!!!!
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me realizing i havent ever posted my initial designs for tox and leo/ive stopped talked about ttos as a whole:
#that have yet to be or are already mentioned in the story#idk lmao not too many ideas for it after my initialization#like should i turn it into a fic? probably#im just so awful with long term motivation/completion of fics i can never write anything longer than drabbles#and by that i mean i can write PARAGRAPHS upon paragraphs but those are literally just certain specific scenes within a whole story#i think i would gen burnout trying to write it bc i would spend HOURS writing a few paragraphs and be like 0.5% done with the fic as a whol#bc im just nitpicking every paragraph to be as specific and detailed as possible bc; as i like to say; im a maximalist in writing#not only do i suck at zooming out bc i get too invested on a small part of it; but also generalizing as a whole for that matter#bc my writing style (ego) cant suck it up and write a less detailed and non obscure/not referencing 6 other things paragraph- /hj#less detailed non arbitrary not obscure and not referencing 6 other things#this is literally my toxic trait which is really unfortunate bc i'd like to turn this into an actual fic i just know it would be REALLY lon#which is something i personally find hard to read at sometimes- like pen's fics are a good length but theyre not more than one chapter#and i'd have like 6 million or something- /hj#ALSO THIS?? WHAT IM DOING IN TAGS RN??? being so damn repetitive only to say the same thing over and over again-#ik you guys dont mind but its really hard to make long term projects/writing pieces with this writing style/toxic trait /gen#oh well.. maybe one day ill turn one of my 70 aus into a fic fr.. if we dont get outed first.. /hj /srs#(also me when my au masterlist has been rotting in my drafts since like a week after i first made this acc- /gen) (its never getting posted#i havent even told you guys half of them tbh- /gen#pc rpf community#pc rpf#rpf#the taste of sugar
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it is so strange to me that when you study shojo culture, shojo manga, authors like matsuda aoko and yoshimoto banana - everyone cites oshima yumiko as a key influence in the 1970s - 1980s (< the 1980s are generally under researched because they were the cobalt era of 33 volume novels and no one has time to read all those to write about them)
but in my research I have never come across an article about oshima (maybe they're out there in a japanese library to be fair), her manga appears to have never been reprinted at least after 90s, she has never been translated, I have not even found her works illegally translated anywhere
#I'm sure there's some problems in her works but I really doubt that she's been obscured by controversy#thinking about it#it's probably because she never had a crazy successful series like rose of versailles or poe clan or sailor moon#star of cottonland is probably her biggest one(?) but it seems more like she had a lot of relatively popular works rather than one#maybe they were less suited to adaptation to be revamped in the 90s as well#now that I tihnk about it
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it's weird how "things i care about" and "things i blog about" are overlapping but very distinct circles. like yeah i care obsessively about the ulster cycle and also blog about it constantly but there are so many things in my life that i care about that i just..... don't post about. so many books i enjoy that i have nothing to say other than maybe sometimes reblogging a post about them when it comes my way. so many things that i'm secretly feral about but do it all inside my own head
#especially the more obscure shit bc there isn't a lot of point going off on some long character meta if nobody knows what i'm talking about?#i'd rather do it in a group chat with like. two friends who've read the book#also with new publications there's the fear of spoilers and things so i can't yell about character deaths as much#except when in an existing fandom space where it's common knowledge#whereas with medieval literature i think it's fair game. spoilers aren't really a thing in 1000-year-old stories#especially when they're called shit like 'the violent death of [name]'#personal#i should write fic of more obscure things though#dipping my toe in the water writing fic of my friends' books so i know i have a solid grasp of THEIR feelings about the book#gonna work my way steadily through the group chat perhaps#but maybe one day i'll write fic of something modern where i've never met the author. le gasp
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Finished 15 December 2024:

Horror Movie - Paul Tremblay
I don't even know what to say about this one, except that I hope we get a film adaptation, and also I'm not even sure how one would film this.
(Maybe since it is a novel that claims to be an audiobook about a lost film, it should be adapted as a miniseries instead, to keep the trend going of never quite being a movie.)
This is a Tremblay story through and through, in all the best ways, but it also made me think of I Saw the TV Glow, House of Leaves, and Petscop, all of which I love, and at one point had me reflecting on how it was doing something far better than Skinamarink did. If any of those comparisons help anyone decide if they are or are not likely to enjoy this.
#ms p reads 2024#no one asked you ms p#i am familiar with more obscure horror films than the majority of people i think#but i had only heard of a couple of the ones on Tremblay's list of underrated horror at the back of this#which means i have some viewing to do!#(i also have never seen texas chainsaw massacre and maybe i should considering he also claims not to be a slasher fan)#(although i suspect from what i know about it that it still very much would not be for me#i don't particularly like gore for its own sake but that isn't what really bothers me in the horror movies i steer clear of)#(I don't know we'll see--this novel tiptoed right up to the edge of the type of torture i just can't deal with#and i really enjoyed it and will want to revisit it again in a way i never ever will with cabin at the end of the world so again we'll see)
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Everything with factions in minecraft makes me think "oh my god this is just like minecraft guerra"
#obscure maybe#i mean not really it was pretty big#but I guess only portuguese speaking people would know this#anyway minecraft guerra supremacy always!!#will never forget the one where tazercraft were elves
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i know the dumb horse baby in mouthwashing is how jimmy sees it because he has this thing about relating feelign watched with horses but i do wonder a lot how would anya personally see it
#maybe she still sees it as a horse baby because it happened under pony express or somethng..#i rly wish we got to see anya's pov#the only symbolism we got from her directly was the dead pixel and that one night sky i thik#and maybe if you count the pills#also i relate the symbolism of jimmy with his face obscured to curly because he was the one who saw jimmy like that#i really want to see more of anya and curly's povs#i know thats not the point but aaaaaaaaaaaa#mouthwashing
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#it's really fucking annoying when something from your favourite obscure game gets wiped clean off the internet#every link i find just goes to a dead account do i have to hire someone myself to re translate this houfyyv#ngl to get the one part i need i would#or maybe just have them skim read till they find the part i know I'm right about n translate that paragraph#oof annoying#shut up rattie no one gives a shit lol
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Being a horror movie fan is so hard. What do you mean I can't easily find the low-budget indie movie released decades ago that only like 50 people have seen and they all say it sucks?
#im sure I'll regret saying this at some point but I really want to watch the camp blood movies#but i cant find them anywhere :/#unless i buy the whole franchise on dvd but maybe not yet#also theres this horror movie from the 70s called private parts that I'd like to see but its also obscure#and theres fatal games which sounds like a weird 80s slasher which i also cant find#like yeah theres a bunch of well known ones out there I've yet to see but i also want to watch the obsucre ones
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Venti, Zhongli, and opposites. Venti, Zhongli, and opposites. I do not want to write Venti, Zhongli, and opposites.
#rambles#three requests for venti#two requests for zhongli#three requests for opposites#out of eight requests#both of them paired up with opposites#tbh i have no interest in writing venti or zhongli with the prompt of opposites#there's so many different words on that list yet two of those requests are for prompts not on the list#so out of 8 requests only four words were chosen#is the list of words really that bad that everyone has to choose opposites or to come up with something original?#i hate people so much#nobody wants to deviate from what they can understand#opposites is such a simple prompt with not much room for interpretation#the only interesting one was xiangling and opposites bc that actually sounds really cute#but zhongli and venti? what do you want from me?#there are so many damn good words on that list that can make cute fics that people would want to read#maybe i'll just send myself some requests 🙄#for example ayato and intrigue is a good one. what would cause ayato to become intrigued with someone?#heizou and obscured is another good one because they play against each other#alhaitham and revelation is a damn good one. how can we make the smartest man have a revelation?#diluc and solace. what kind of person does reader have to be for diluc to find solace in them?#furina and nostalgia is a good one. fischl and resilience. kokomi and dissonance.#ningguang and brazen would be a particularly fun one. someone acting brazenly before her#this is such a good list but people choose the most boring prompts#and no you guys are not allowed to steal these prompts to send in#thoma and turbulence had potential for angst but also dissonance works too#idk man idk
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I was scrolling through "bigender" (not much good there sorted by recent lately btw) and saw that I had voted yes on both of these polls 💀 one saying my two genders are separate and one saying they are intertwined... I think I didn't make the post saying we should coin a term for having the entire man-to-woman gender spectrum (with androgyne in the middle) but yeah: damn this is EVIDENCE I do feel that way.
#bigender#bigendersize#bigendermeld#labels#gender#gender identity#i do think that for one of the polls i second-guessed myself afterwards and thought i should have clicked 'questioning' instead#(i think it was the 'separate' poll) but like this is still the result lol#i said this#personal#i do feel bad about how... picky? i am with 'bigender' - i don't really know why i get all bitter about ppl mixing it up with genderfluid#and get the urge to set rules for its defintions and portrays and stuff#i don't feel that way about even aromantic which is closer to bigender in terms of obscurity#but i guess i do remember i was kinda a puritan as a kid so maybe i just need more time to get over this since it's more recent#like a more recent idea in my head
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every time im in front i can just Feel like pretty much Everybody else in-sys just staring at me like prairie dogs ready to be alerted to any sign of anxiety
#its. mildly unnerving#that. might be contributing to how i obscure front a lot now that i think abt it. scopophobia system-wide and all.#its. a little odd. being.. Maybe the only one in front rotation with a whole lot of anxiety and Definitely the only one with self-hatred?#like it's just new for our system. its really strange to me feeling like the odd one out here#which like. overall? net positive. good thing for us#way way more of us to focus energy on helping others feel better#much smaller percentage of front time spent feeling like shit (emotionally. physical complications notwithstanding)#but also like#growing up and like. now especially as an adult#we've noticed well-adjusted people so often just HATE people with a lot of depression or anxiety or trauma#so our instinct is to Avoid people like that because. none of them have ever understood or cared or were willing to try at all in the past#so like why would it be different now#which. gets in the way of us making friends a lot tbh. we need more friends in a similar state of recovery as us#like. not still in the bad in a way that would very very easily make us spiral bc we overly try to help at our own detriment#but also not so well adjusted that a few bad days or relapsing doesn't ruin the friendship#but like that instinct we have. i keep applying it to my system mates;;;;;#even though they've shown me over and over and over that they care a lot and want to help as much as possible#i just. i can't. i can't accept it. i can't feel comfortable with it#im too neurotic
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