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HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO OUR LITTLE GAY WITCH STORY!!!
#my art#witch au#YE!!!#man I haven’t drawn them happy#in#a year#🧍♂️#the story is not ending anytime soon#I still have a lot to tell#witch au and afterland postal has some overlap plot lines#I’m working on both#people who followed from the beginning#and actually know the heck is going on#first I love you so much you don’t understand#second is how#the story is all over the place even for me#I might do a story overview post later someday#maybe after I finish the Alleno part
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swap au or something
ekko -> viktor
viktor -> jinx
jinx -> ekko
i read this fic and got inspired. it doesn't follow the canon to it but it inspired me (do check it out though it's really cool)
if you got any au questions then throw em at me (i've only watched arcane once tho so i might not have answers)
(more in the tags)
#diinoposting#yippee diino art#random au ideas#arcane swap au#arcane#ekko arcane#jinx arcane#viktor arcane#forgot to add#viktor gets 2 hexclaws for braid equivalent#they also are what he uses the stolen hextech to power#as like equivalent also to jinx's guns and weapons#it's cool#ekko here still becomes machine herald in place of vik#it's less religiony but he is still saviour in the eyes of the healed#jinx at first still quite likes bombs but switched to more defensive weapons after creating the firelights#definitely will still create time travel too#jayvik probably won't happen in this au except for maybe really later. they kinda fought at the start and it was pretty irreversable#viktor hates jayce and piltover with a passion because viktor created a bomb and was gonna use it on enforcers but jayce thinks now that al#-zaunites are chaotic and violent. he doesn't want to work with someone who's making bombs that will kill their beloved police force#this is like really far back tho. a couple years or so after viktor's boat scene. so it's not exactly fully rational thought yet#since they got small child brains (in terms of development and core values. they're still both super smart)#then since hears their argument and viktor accidentally sets off the bomb. jayce retreats and takes their main notebook back to piltover.#singed i mean. typo#meanwhile vik gets adopted by silco who promises that jayce and the rest of piltover will see his potential someday (likely violently tbfr)#the bomb and the boat are currently his best work and silco sees use in all of it. the bombs are well. bombs. but the boat has really well#-made mechanisms which can be used for other stuff#i think im gonna stop rambling in the tags now lol#any questions feel free to ask cause this idea has definitely split off from it's source inspiration#ok thanks gang
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I knew about the post concert depression but no one told me about the post concert constant feeling of AAAAAAAAAHHH that lasts days and makes everything much more bearable and beautiful and some sort of ethereal type of hope is restored into the world, or maybe it's just the "seeing your favourite band after first thinking that it would never happen and later spending many months waiting for it all the while fearing that it wouldn't happen after all because of circumstances outside my control or feeling like it was too beautiful and wonderful to be true so ofc it wouldn't come true" part of it all
#guys i love they might be giants. did you know about this#me days before the show: crying because i will see they might be giants#me days after the show: crying because i saw they might be giants#truth is that i didn't actually full on cry until yesterday evening though so once i was back home so it was all officially over#and it was time to just slow down and realize that oh well wow. so all that just happened. like for realsies#i also finally looked through my videos and my recording of the whole show (yes as an archivist freak who records audio from most concerts#i obviously had to record this one also. now i can listen to it again and again and be remided that i didn't dream it all up after all)#but yeah all this and now i'm supposed to move on and go back to my stupid daily life#like i didn't just have one of those real actual life experiences and moments of pure fun that other people generally get from time to time#and that i haven't had since idk even when a year and a half ago#thats the last time i consider truly amazing on a level somewhat comparable to this. but back to the show and the whole thing.#like this wouldn't have been quite as perfect if i didn't share that time with fellow fans / friends that i ended up attending the show wit#you don't realize how badly you've been wanting to be included in things and for people to be genuinely fond of you and like your company#until you get included and shown that fondness. like wow i'm allowed to have fun too after all. can it happen again someday please. anyway#i'm just glad that in midst of my big bad awful times i could have this truly amazing 10/10 time#and i guess it doesn't have to be the last such time right. even if it's easy to give into the feeling that it is#but ok anyway i'll get to that proper show recap later when i can think clearly again#and maybe more on that more personal side of it all too because well i have many more thoughts obviously#but whether i get to that in 3 days or 3 months is a mystery for now. just kind of a lot to think about once again#and my stupid baka life continues on also whether i like it or not so that has to be taken into consideration as well#time to think again about school that i'm so totally fully failing now with my two weeks long absence yayyy. its fine i'll figure it all out#goosepost
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i was clearing out my notes app (because finally getting a new phone yay!) and this entry from 2022 is so heartbreaking

#2 years and 1 even worse situationship later im still too much i still want too much need too much have there are claw marks#jn everything that ive been forced to let go of lol#saving this for later so hopefully idk 2 more years later someday ill be just enough for somebody#there's a whole list of reasons titled ' why we shouldn't get back together' my heart breaks for younger me#i mean i know i was still quite old at 19 but it was first ever heartbreak for me and i was so dilgent in getting over it#i kinda think that was the healthiest grieving ive done for a person not like perfect because i still fuckef up#and failed my exams and fell 6 months behind but still i let myself FEEL#all these recent ones are just one layered on top of another i see something that reminds me of someone and i break down lol#i begged and begged for a new phone but wow this phone has soo many memories it's been with me#from july 2020. lmao lasted longer than pretty much all my relationships#baby me made such a compelling argument logical fact based about why we shouldn't get back together#i used to be so earnest and obsessed with making myself better maybe it was self centered but it was better than#the self loathing dirtbag ive become. what happened to u girl#save
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hello! have you posted any speedpaints or process videos for your art? i love your style and the way you paint forms and shadows, it's really inspiring!
thank you! i don't have any speedpaints but i do have some streams from last year
puella care playlist (full process)
kamihama magia union (sketching)
heruka & dolma (rendering)
amaryllis (rendering)
#i guess technically i could edit the puella care playlist into a speedpaint but i don't want to download 14 hours of video#i've been wanting to record something recently but i've been working on stuff in pieces bc my arms hurt so it's not super convenient#maybe later. someday. eventually.#i remember i made a speedpaint a couple of years ago of niigo miku but i seem to have misplaced it idk where the file went#the only one i have lying around is from 2011 lol
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have 2 ask… what’s ur rendering process??? because like idk if this makes sense but your work always looks like if someone drew with oil pastel colored pencils and i have NO IDEA how u do that shit ���😭 sorry if this is like. a lot to ask i’ve always been so curious
i usually start out w a rough sketch and lay down base colors under it and when i’m ready merge the layers and start painting it and adding detail ! sometimes i even just paint over the sketch on one layer

i do this with most of my stuff becasue it makes it easier to bring together the lines and color in an interesting way and also easier to like. redo a face or something without having to go back and forth on each layer.



and for colors and shading i just experiment with colors and diff hues. go crazy use a bunch of varying hues and shades for shading and lighting instead of one chosen color. putting a slight hue change/jitter on ur brush also adds a lot to the piece. and when i render if it’s more stylized i just go in with fun shapes and scribbles and lines!!! sometimes a color choice looks really weird up close but really good once ur finished. just go crazy and experiment is my advice.
#layers are a lifesaver at times and i definitely use them like crazy but also making urself use no layers is a very good exercise#it’s why i like ms paint so much lol#i don’t have the brushes k use rn sorry…. maybe i’ll share later if i remember#also i don’t remember where i get most brushes i download them then find them one day years later#but the reg airbrush with pen pressure is VERY GOOD!!! use airbrush#and i use clip studio paint#☀️🌈🔥#asks#maybe i’ll go more in depth about how i pick colors someday …..
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rereading the hunger games series for the umpteenth time and one thing i always lament them omitting from or changing for the movies was those little details that show you just how fucked up the capital is. things like making the mutts look like the dead tributes, to the point where you wonder if they used actual pieces of them. things like them making those same mutts slowly munch on cato, dragging out his death for hours just for the sake of drama. it took so long for him to die that katniss actually feels bad and shoots him out of mercy.
#there are more things ik but those are the two that always come immediately to mind for me#because we are supposed to be afraid of the capital/snow#and don't get me wrong they do a pretty good job of making snow scary in the movies#and donald sutherland is amazing in that role negl#but those little things they changed always get me#because they're just SO fucked up#i still remember the first time i read about them#and they've stuck with me all these years later#idk why they changed them#maybe it was a ratings thing#or maybe it was just for time#like they didn't wanna have to explain it#but i'm still bummed they didn't include them#hoping someday we'll get a fan director's cut ala peter jackson's lotr#ignore me#idk what this post is it's just something i thought of lmao
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in no way is this to rush you or to make you thing you need to post it, of course you don’t if you wouldn’t like :) ! But is church boy yuta gonna be coming?
anyway love you author mwah 💋
you guys are so sweet 😭
i am currently unsure. i just have had a lot of stuff happen irl. i got a new big girl job AGHHH. i quit my other job bc i was being lowk bullied. and now i have the flu. BUTTT. i will be writing.
just not entirely sure if it will be about jjk right now, so i guess a good answer rn is no. but does that mean i wont revisit it? no. just it's not on my radar. 😔
so sorry if that answer is disappointing! i hope you are having a good day babe </3
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What’s your:
-favorite robo-yokai?
-favorite Gemnyan?
-favorite fruitnyan?
now call me basic but my favourite robo yokai is definitely goldenyan. i love the colours (+she carried my team in ykw1 for switch so there’s also that)
now THIS little shithead made me lose my mind in the first game, but imo he’s adorable in both appearance and voice and also a decent healer
he still gives me nightmares to this day send help
if he counts, i LOVE lemonyan. i went through a weird lemon hyperfixation a couple of years ago (extremely random but okay) so lemonyan was like a gift from the gods to me
#ask#thanks for the ask <33#yokai watch#i need to draw these guys tbh#i’m a little busy rn with other projects but maybe someday… 😔#also yes the lemon hyperfixation was caused by a cavetown album#i still have like 12 model lemons just laying around my room years later#i wish lemonyan was in any mainline game#zesty little guy
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are you living laughing and loving
god am i ever
#anonymous#inbox#YOU KNOW. it could always be worse you know?#prayers & good wishes for all those GOING through the worst#sending my utmost love. just keep on going#time is Constantly ticking & what may be the worst time of your life right now may change#not even a couple years from now i bet you're going to be thinking of this time as just a bad memory#& then someday later maybe you'll forget about it so that it may never plague you again#i hope so
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every so often i remember that in addition to not having my name on here (good internet practice), i also do not have a fake name or indeed anything resembling a name, and i can't help but laugh a bit. like i'm starting to make some friends on here and all you have to go on is faggotry enjoyer. literally just some faggot. it's hilarious
#faggotry enjoyer original#maybe someday i'll come up with a pseudonym for this place#but the danger of using a fake name on the internet while trans is the chance that you will end up liking it more than your irl name#that's kinda how i picked my name. i came up with it as a discord username and like 5 years later i went oh what if i did this everywhere#anyway now accepting pseudonym suggestions in the askbox i guess
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It hurts again and again that the only person I can save is myself
#my closest friend just ended our friendship. I don’t know how to feel#obviously I’m sad but also not as sad as I thought? I feel like#I have matured and no longer see losing someone as the end of the world#but maybe I’m also just numb and it will kick in later#morris I loved you and still do. some things will always remind me of you#and I’m sorry it had to end this way. I’m sorry that we hurt each other.#more than anything I’m angry at all the people who hurt us before we even met#everything that made us have such a hard time trusting other people#maybe in another life we could have loved each other properly#I’m sorry again. but I also know that I don’t want to be a part of that unhealthy dynamic anymore#you taught me so much and you were the first person I’m not related to who truly felt like family#I hope you find a way to heal#I hope you keep my letters and think of me from time to time#I chopped jalapenos today and as usual forgot to wash my hands#got some in my eye and now it hurts to shed tears physically as well as emotionally#I wish that someday we could reconnect when we’ve grown more. even if it’s years or decades from now#I know it’s probably not going to happen#goodbye old friend#words words words
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what if i made a mr. skitts ask blog..
#considering it. which means I will remember this 2 years later and go 'yea sure'#maybe. idk I have too many things to draw to do an ask blog atm but maybe someday idkk could be funn..
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how do you feel about ci flower
OH GOD CI FLOWER......i honestly have so many mixed feelings about her but like. since her concept is supposed to be a ''new generation of flower'' i guess she's decent enough? like i don't mind her as long as we still get to keep our girl v4flower
her design is good enough if you want it to be a new generation of flower but some things look off to me like. the gigantic boots look like they'd lowkey fall off every step she'd take HKJSHFJSHFKJSHKGJG ???????
#asks#cevio#cevio flower#ci flower#sorry for answering this like 30 years later i have so much stuff to do i lowkey thought it was another request#i might draw ci flower someday tho. maybe#but v4flower will always be THE QUEEN!!!!!!!!!
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hi! i love your writing and i was wondering where "de capo" went? its been marked as a mystery work and i dont mean to be dramatic but im devastated that i cant reread it lol. is it gone forever?
Hey! I'm really sorry about that, but I took down all my Wolfstar fics (I hid them in a collection, actually, but same thing). I got tired of the Remus stans being insufferable to me about Remus, so I took down pretty much all my fics that feature him in a positive light lmao. There are a few I left up, but Da Capo isn't one of them.
#i don't know if i'll put them back up someday#maybe or maybe not#can't believe i came back to this fandom 17 years later and REMUS is the popular one like come on#and everyone romanticizes the horrible way he treated sirius and harry#and if you don't romanticize him or write him as a hot buff jock#they come after you#remus apologists are very weird#imp is writing#imp speaks#chaos night
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one of my friends and i were talking about life and where we would be in a few years and it made me a lil bit sad
#we were driving somewhere and i said something about how she was going to move away one day#(she doesn't wanna live in texas forever esp cause she's lived here most of her life)#and we talked about how one day we'd both probably just be fond memories to each other#like just people to look back on when thinking about your early 20s or whatever#SHE said this not me. i think it's so fucking morbid#but like she's not wrong and i keep thinking about it#how everyone you ever love will leave u some day?? isn't that just so absolutely fucked#but like. we're probably gonna part ways someday#and then we'll just start talking less and less and less and one day not at all#cause that's how life is isn't it#someone can mean the absolute WORLD to you one day#and a few years later you might not even think about them unless something prompts it#and i DO Try to talk to my besties as often as i can#but maybe i should get on real social media or something idk#it's literally impossible to talk to every single person who has meant something to you on a regular basis#and i think that's what social media is for??? idkkkkk#i'm being melancholy and CRINGE today ig#idk it's weird how u can go from 'we're going to be at each other's weddings' to 'eh we probably won't see each other much if ever#in another five years'#she's said both of those things. one of them is more realistic than the other.#delete later#you just gotta leave before u get left ig#sorry for quoting taylor swift
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