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what is love?
El takes Max's hand, wraps her fingers around the pretty girl's. Max is beautiful even while she's comatose.
Max doesn't move when El does this.
In the movies, their fingers move. El knows this because now that the world is saved, she has been watching movies with Will all night. During the day she stays with Max.
She doesn't know why she stays with Max. It's been years. She doesn't know why she can't let go.
But maybe it's because she loves Max.
Love with a capital L, that is how Will says it. There is a difference between familial and friend and romantic love, and El knows it.
She thinks she might romantically love Max.
She might.
She thinks she wants to kiss Max.
Maybe she is deluded from missing her, but she does not care. Maybe she is going crazy. Maybe she is so lonely without Mike that she craves any tiny bit of romance.
But that is unlikely. El doesn't think she loved Mike like that.
Of course, she loves Mike. She loves Lucas and Dustin; Joyce, Hopper, Jonathan, and Will; Robin and Steve and Nancy; the stray cat she rescued on the side of the street; and Max.
But Max is different.
What is love, anyway? What is the point of loving people?
El doesn't want to be loved anymore, because she failed. She couldn't save the person she loves more than the whole world.
And she hates herself for it.
But sitting here in Max's room, she can not cry. She needs to stay hopeful for Max. She is here to give her support.
And El's fingers hold Max's.
#elmax#el hopper#max mayfield#stranger things#stranger things fanfiction#elmax fanfic#stranger things fanfic#stranger things 4#post s4#maybe post s5?#fanfiction#fanfics#elmax fanfics#angst#heavy angst
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i depend on you
#based on that one pic thatās going around!!!#might be my last post of 2024ā¦ if so iāllā¦ hehā¦ see you next yearā¦#anyways these arenāt updated designs but rather my interpretation of them around s4-s5#like safehouse period maybe right after the eyepocalypse starts??? idk#i love you jmart forever and ever#the magnus archives#tma#tma fanart#magpod#the magnus archives fanart#tma art#artists on tumblr#jonathan sims#the archivist tma#jarchivist#martin k blackwood#martin blackwood#martin tma#jmart#jmart fanart#jonmartin#teaholding#teaholding fanart#i depend on you#jonmartin fanart#eyestrain#tw eyestrain#eyestrain tw#bright colors
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this is the same man btw. what is in that poison? gay juice?
#this is the fourth time Iām posting this because it just wonāt show up on the dash#maybe tumblr thought that joke is shit which tbh VALID#me @ season 1 Dazai: girl stand up#he is a liar who lies so not a surprise#I mean he is also the same guy who has THAT reunion scene in season 1 so his word has always been unreliable#bsd#bsd s5#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#osamu dazai#bsd dazai#bsd Sigma#atsushi nakajima#bsd atsushi
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Sorry rain world nation Iām divorcing you. Itās tma time now.
#fandom art#2025#tma#the Magnus archives#I made this because I doodle tma characters a lot but realized I donāt have any official designs or reference sheets#Iāll make Jon next hopefully and then Iāll move on to their s4/s5 designs š#and after that maybe I will work up the courage to post about my self inserts. as a treat#also Iāve finished the podcast I just thought it best to start with s1 š#anyways. look af my wonderful wife who is not real. I love him dearly#tma podcast#the Magnus archives fanart#tma fanart#martin tma#tma martin#martin blackwood#martin k blackwood#Jonathan sims#technically. heās there.
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They didn't divorce, they didn't break up, but a secret third thing ( he lost every memory he had of her and could not recognise her anymore )
#spoilers#doctor who#clara oswald#12th doctor#whouffaldi#twelveclara#please help me#down with the sickness ( oswalditis )#I am rewatching s5 I should not still be having clara thoughts#I think they are still married maybe#like the doctor and river#doctor who posting
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was no one gonna tell me the pink opaque was based on buffy the vampire slayer. because I - a trans guy who watched buffy at eleven years old and have been irreversibly obsessed and connected with it ever since to the point where itās an integral part of my life and personality - watched I saw the tv glow today. and Iām. fine Iām doing fine trust me I swear Iām fine
#I thought I was going mental the first forty minutes#āmonster of the weekā ābig badā the fact that it aired in 1996 the girls against the supernatural of it allā¦#not to mention tara and then my queen amber benson showing up AND THE FONT OF THE CREDITS OMFG I NOTICED IT IMMEDIATELY#and the dummy episode and the ending on s5 with the main character ending up in a grave#maybe this deserves its own post and not just tags#but yeah man when I found out it was really actually based on buffy#soul crushing#this movie was made about ME bro OH MY GOD#i saw the tv glow#trans#transgender#lgbt#buffy the vampire slayer#btvs#buffyverse
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flowerhusbandsā¦ to meā¦ is just, āIāll wait for you foreverā. And Scott does no matter where when or anything Scottās always there waiting patiently for Jimmy. Empires rats limited life, itās always going to be them meeting, and itās always going to be them not working out.
Ranchers to me is āIāll go to hell with you. Iāll go to heaven with you, Iāll go anywhere with you.ā Theyād go anywhere together holding hands and laughing. I doubt theyād notice where theyāre going, I think theyāre lost.
desert duo to me is āIāll follow you to hell and back but I swear the next time you go to hell Iām leaving you thereā. Grian will never leave him. They are tied together.
#Hiiiii Iām normal about grian teasing the s5 of the#traffic smp#sparrow speaks#This so like my formal āhey Iām going to be a life series sblog for a whileā post#Anygays#Ilovethemilovwthemilovwrhem#I should add on for other ships#Technically#trafficshipping#its /romantic but ofcourse can be read otherwise#All the ships in this series can be read as ambiguous#Itās something about the name of the game:#Itās life or death and maybe itās love or maybe something more#flower husbands#desert duo#team rancher#sparrows soliloquy
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Akutagawa chapter 88 panel Ć10 to detox your dash
#Okay. I can go back to watch the episode now#Maybe this panel will be shown later#Maybe#ryūnosuke akutagawa#sskk#shin soukoku#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bsd s5#bsd season 5#long post
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what a sad, beautiful, tragic love affair
@wincestwednesdays week 2: isolation
#i have a confession: i still have not watched s5 in full. i've watched up to 5x04 and I'M TOO SCARED TO CONTINUE!!!#consequently ... this is the spn that lives in my head. post-divorce era. and maybe if i was better at words i'd write some more stuff#but i'm NOT so i'm tacking on taylor lyrics to everything okš«¶š«¶#mine#wincest#swiftienatural
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Hey I know the common representation of monster-y post apocalypse Jon is him having lots of extra eyes but. Consider.
After the sky splits open, Jon doesn't have physical eyes anymore. He doesn't needs them. His Eyes are the Watcher's, and they See all from where they stand at the top of the Panopticon.
#and by not having eyes anymore i mean Not having any eyes#not blind or blank or glassy eyes#just. nothing. there is just plain skin where there should be eyes#not even a split or something where the eyelid should be#or maybe empty sockets ? that would be cool too#i think the implications of that would be neat#max talks#tma#the magnus archives#blorbo posting#jon sims#jonathan sims#tma s5#monster jon#<i guess its a monster design of sorts. or rather a reflection on other monster designs
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The magnus archives? More like the magceraalisasoupnus archives
sorry i really donāt have any defence for this one
#id in alt#another high quality magnus archives post from your pal avery#they argued about shit like this in s5.#i know it in my soul.#tma#the magnus archives#jonathan sims#martin blackwood#jonmartin#tma s5#tma fanart#fanart#avery draws#tma spoilers#maybe#thank you anon who i definitely do not know at all#asks
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words can't describe how excited i am for this boy
#.....yeah#hi tumblr#it's been....a long time#i've been rlly busy lately as well as grtting into other medias so i have been able to post lately!!#maybe that'll change???? can't guarantee anything lmao#got into genshin a few months ago.......woe is me /hj#sooooooo i prolly wont be posting anything lmk related until s5 comes out hehe#enjoy my new source of brainrot you have no choice now#genshin impact#genshin fanart#genshin gaming#gaming genshin#cottonart#my artstyle has gone through a renaissance period methinks
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I feel like we deserve a āDazai, Chuuya, age Seventeenā light novel as compensation for everything that happened during Meursault.
#like the shooting each other thing surely was a 17!skk thing#also what the fuck happened between dragon headās conflict and dark era that made their partnership and trust so unbreakable#tbh skk age 17 will probably stay ambiguous and maybe I like it that way#with the sb afterword in mind it seems more likely that we get some post-dark era info#but oh boy canon 17 skk dynamic would change the trajectory of my life#bungou stray dogs#bsd#bsd spoilers#bsd s5#soukoku#osamu dazai#bsd dazai#chuuya nakahara#bsd chuuya
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they're such an old married couple
#old as in ''have been together for years'' not ''are elderly'' i mean#i think they're like. what. in their 40's maybe? late 30's at the youngest#the further into this show i get the more gay people there are#rewatching S5 again is gonna be hard specifically because of the tiger & dragon :/#posting this because it's relevant to my last reblog#lego monkie kid
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i remember after s4 came out i was like āomg with stancy making a comeback the potential for stoncy is greater than ever before especially with them hinting at a steve and jonathan team up at the end of vol 2ā¦ i canāt wait to check ao3 and see what kind of fics people come up with :)ā and then everyone was like āactually weād rather ship steve with this other random guy. sorryā
#i feel like there were more fics after s3 and s3 gave us nothing ššš#s5 is gonna be so bad but maybe at least then ppl will come crawling backā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦#anyway shoutout to the small number of post s4 stoncy fics. yāall are doing godās work#stoncy#grace talks
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#tarlos#Rafael Silva#Carlos reyes#911 lone star#911lonestar#is he undercover or working as PI#or heās on his own#I NEED ANSWERS#still gutted about Grace but Rafa knows how to pull me back in#actually idk if this is Lone star foshuā¦might be a new project?#but like he mainly has posted about 911 ls so lol#Carlos Reyes in the upcoming s5 for 911 Lone Star (maybe?)
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