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idea: parasitic wasp.
leon trying to convince himself that it was totally just a weird fuckin fever dream. getting attacked, being paralyzed, that fuckin thing stabbing him multiple times.
and yeah, definitely.... definitely... he's definitely not about to start digging into those swollen lumps with a knife -
#leon whump ideas#whump#if leon got injected with parasites again i think he might fuckin lose it#enough to mutilate himself to get it the fuck out#envisioning leon twitchy bcuz every hair feels like an insect#bloodied and almost manic as he tries to explain to chris that there is a perfectly rational reason why he stabbed himself#the twist being when chris actually sees the parasite holding onto life by a thread#and trying to squirm away#so leon's crazy but he's tellin the truth#imagining leon being so desperate to get a parasite out of his body that he pulls the classic zombie movie trope#of just hacking his arm off#ok maybe not that extreme but like#i can see him begrugingly digging into his own flesh to try and get it out#maybe not even hesitating#like damn bro is EAGER to do it
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yea I think about the extremely unrehearsed hug Niko gave Edwin, and how delighted he was in those few seconds even if he wasn't sure where to put his hands about 8 times a day. wbu
#<3#no thoughts just platonic soulmates giving and receiving affection#niko sasaki#edwin payne#dead boy detectives#dbda#dead boy detective netflix#dbdshow#edwin and niko#marcela watches dbda#edwin is not the type of person who allows people to touch him. at all. so for niko to be included in the circle? it's huge#and the way she doesn't even hesitate to check - approaches him from behind!#tell me it's not something they haven't done before#maybe they hugged while watching cartoons??#/tears up
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it can't be too hard right?
it's easy not to think about things, he tells me i don't think all the time! wait...
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a scene from a fic that i have no clue if ill finish, let alone post, but look i made fanart of my own thing that doesnt even exist :D
#I DID IT! took longer than i was planning for it to take but shorter than most art#WHICH IS A WIN MY BOOK!!#anyways this is in reference to a scene right after laios calls chilchuck 'chil' for the first time#and he responds to it with no hesitation :]#id say more but i do actually want to challenge myself to write this thing#ahhh i loved working on this. did you know how happy i was. i got to make laios pine AND draw chilchuk 50 times its a win#anyways. laios pining content..... please.... maybe even... jealous laios content.....#chilaios#uhhhm hm. should i tag them individually. sure im proud enough of this#chilchuck#chilchuck tims#i wrote his last name as times again damnit#laios#laios touden#aaaand thats it#ENJOY YOUR FOOD#EAT UP CHILAIOS NATION#also. i linked a youtube video from a third party cause i couldnt find any official spotify links so just deal with that
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the fact that kevin day also witnessed a man being chopped up in the tower at evermore after neil’s audition is mad, and it’s something that is very much not addressed ever. like, maybe part of kevin was so accepting of how things were in the nest because he knew that this is the second branch, and if he were to leave, he’d become the main branch’s problem because he knows too much, and the main branch casually chops men up as a warning to literal children. and then he’s still called a coward for leaving ?? but also a coward for wanting to go back to make the inevitable less painful for him ??? and that’s not even considering what riko and tetusji did to him specifically, before even jean arrived at the nest. and his mother’s death would’ve been quite recent at that point. just insane.
#like i’m pretty sure the man being chopped up was the final straw for mary to take neil and run#and kevin saw that and wasn’t allowed to leave#so he accepted that maybe where he is is the better of two options and decided it’s okay because at least he gets to play exy#so exy became his only escape because if he was so scared that if he were to leave the nest he’d be the next one given to the butcher#it’s not until he doesn’t have exy anymore cause riko took it from him that he leaves#god i have so many thoughts but i am going to stop now#aftg#all for the game#kevin day#neil josten#so you’ll believe that neil was scared of nathan for a good reason but won’t believe kevin was scared of riko for good reason#(i said i’d stop but i did not)#and tetsuji#like even in tsc kevin is still calling tetsuji the master without hesitation
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would love to see any drawings/ur design on jeremy fizgerald (if u have any)!! /nf

Been working on a design, can tell me what yall think!
#ask reply#I want to draw Jeremy so bad you guys don’t even know#I’ve been sorta iffy cause I feel like both in the games and maybe the movie of fnaf#we’re about to get a clear idea of what Jeremy actually looks like#so I’ve been semi hesitant to do any design cause it might change literally next week or month#but this is what I have down for him so far#nothing concrete but wanted him to carry the silly vibe most peeps give him#I feel like he needs to be more 80s BAHA#jeremy fitzgerald
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Honestly, I'd love to write a respectful retelling of the Hermes and Crocus myth someday, as well as the Hyacinthus and Apollo one. Those myths just connect strongly with me, personally, for some reason, and I have a deep love for them. The thing that often stops me is the overall negative perception of retellings in the HelPol community. Some people get rabid over them. ☠️ I fear nothing I write, regardless of how meticulously I try to write it, would ever be good enough for the wider community, and I'm sure I'm not the only writer in HelPol who avoids writing retellings due to this. I would do my best to be respectful to the original culture, and yet, still, it likely would never be enough. I'm kinda just complaining lol, but I feel like people hate these sorts of things so viscerally within the community that even when a retelling has a genuinely interesting story to tell (Hadestown, as an example), they will not only ignore it but will actively despise it. It's discouraging. It stops actual worshippers from creating myth-based retellings, and in my opinion, that's a problem. Many people are upset that worshippers don't create retellings, then create an incredibly hostile space for such things to be created. If you want more content about the gods from worshippers, create a space that welcomes such things. This isn't to say feedback shouldn't be welcome; it's just to say that hating all retellings with such a fierce passion also prevents retellings from actual worshippers being written.
#personal#helpol#hellenic polytheism#hellenic pagan#I'm so gonna hate for this TvT#i hesitated talking about it but then i realized that other people's opinions shouldn't stop me from voicing my own you know?#it's been a low-key dream of mine to write a respectful retelling of these myths; i would especially love to do so in book form#but Honestly idk if i could sit down and actually write a book lol#but yeah i have always adored these myths; they were the first ones i heard that seriously pulled on my heartstrings#the Apollo and Hyacinthus actually made me cry when i first it (specifically the version with Zephyrus#maybe someday I'll actually write these and share them but even if I wrote them I don't think I'd share them with this community#anon asks may go off after posting this ngl#I just don't want to deal with the backlash
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from the kiss meme -- heiji & shinichi, nape, requested by @birdmenmanga :3c!
i was like. how tf would they even get in a situation where someone could land a nape kiss. because of course things have to Make Sequential Sense and not just happen or whatever (guy who cant let things be) so it turned into a little thing. i think reviewing brutal murder cases on the couch as a little domestic bonding thing would be really cute actually (deranged)
thanks for requesting!! its really fun to get an idea that tickles ye olde creative neurons and then drawing towards a goal is fun/satisfying rather than a penance (wandering lost in the woods without a map and the sun is setting and the bugs are biting... itsdark.png) ^_^
#the drafts r getting out of hand and turning into little things in and of themselves so ill probably just upload them as individual pieces?#and treat it more like... a prompt... or something... i donno#i still wanna see them all assembled tho so maybe in the end ill do crops of them and slap em into the template idk 3:#kiss meme#dcmk#detective conan#hattori heiji#kudou shinichi#mine#heishin#fanart#hesitated a little to up bc im like. well. what if future ones are totally different than this and quality is inconsistent#then i was like ok who gives a fuck im doing it for fun anyways 😭😭#and i already drew it so....#its not likely i'll even finish all of them so whatever (wise nodding....#anyways happy saturday homies lets fucking get it (some goddamn rest for the love of god--
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ive been thinkin about it today and ngl i am not personally interested in envy being a point of contention in leo and donnie's relationship unless it goes equally extreme on both sides, both of them yearning for the each other's particular confidence in their strengths while failing to understand completely that its just one big coping mechanism and not something that should be envied at all. not twins in the way that they complete each other and need the other to feel whole, but in the way that they always feel incomplete no matter what they do, always secretly undervaluing what they have already, and the other has everything they want to feel worthy as a person. i ESPECIALLY enjoy this dynamic if this is contrasted with them being extremely caring and supportive of each other even as they feel stuck in each other's shadows..... so much drama can be derived from the idea
#personal#hesitant to main tag. it will find my target audience anyway. heart#might try to gun for a dynamic like this in wwww. its just deeply compelling as a concept to me#leo envying donnie's intelligence and resourcefulness. his solid ''role'' in the family#the fact that he always seems to belong. he always has something to do. he's Important#while donnie envies how well leo just seems to Understand people. his silver-tongue. his perceptiveness#maybe donnie has a role but he struggles with feeling like an outcast outside of it#he understands machines and he communicates through them. people are harder#leo just seems to Get It. he can even convince people he cares even when he actually doesnt lol#and i like the idea of both of them being genuinely OFFENDED at the other's buried insecurities#because dont they understand how much they WANT that??? that strength???#and its a miscommunication that i find more interesting than them just naturally covering each other's weak points#works with how emotionally constipated they both are too
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I liked how in Nosferatu it’s shown that Ellen not only leaves Thomas behind, lets him go, but she effectively remarries, by dressing up in wedding gown and pledging herself to Orlok and then consumating their sort of marriage. Orlok came before Thomas as Ellen’s dark suitor and Ellen ended up in the end with Orlok, not Thomas. Lilacs as running theme also support it because they are associated with Orlok so even when Ellen was marrying Thomas with lilacs on her head she was involving Orlok into her marriage.
Yes, the lilacs!.. God, the lilacs. She wore them throughout the film, on her dresses, in her hair, as a scent - they're such a prominent motif, and it's very clear that she was never able to let go of her occult nature entirely, despite her very best efforts to conform. The way Orlok reacts to the scent of them in the locket is so telling, too!.. It must've felt like a secret note, passed in code - my first love, I've never forgotten you. Come to me. The hesitation, the slight trembling in his hands as he holds it. The way he keeps it without question, the way he can't resist opening it just to catch the scent - again, again, again. There is something so vulnerable about their connection, on either side.
I think that's why their consummation is so tender sdksjgdjh
#nosferatu#nosferatu 2024#nosferatu (2024)#ellen hutter#count orlok#ellenorlok#ellen x orlok#thomas hutter#the hutters' marriage was simply not meant to be#ellen was obviously more aware of it. she knows the whole time. their relationship is her last-ditch effort at normality#but thomas i think also knew. but he's spent his entire life hiding and blinding himself#so of course he doesn't see it at first. he's ignoring Everything on Purpose.#i do hope that he gets to find and accept himself post-film#maybe meets a handsome demon hunter. gets over his internalized homophobia#supernatural: 1800s au type situation yknow??#he's broke he's doing So much fraud he's roaming all of europe#fighting monsters#yknow what make the cool demon hunter he meets nosferatu AU quincey morris#but i digress#ellen and orlok's weddingdeathnight is the most beautiful sequence i have ever seen#he's so reverent with her!!!! so hesitant and trying to be so gentle even as he bites even though that is Not what he is meant to be#the way she undresses them clings to him pulls him close even though she really doesn't Have to!!!!#he can't resist her blood either way!!! she gave her blood for the city sure. but the adoration was for Her
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Help me y'all, I've fallen back into the Robot Jones Fandom.
Are y'all even still alive?
#I wanna join the discord server dedicated to him that I found#but I don’t know if it's even still active#maybe I could make one myself?#but I really want to interact with other robot jones fans#I love that 20+ year old series so much#and it seems I might have missed the boat when there was a lot of activity back in 2022#so yeah I'll give it a shot in the dark if this gets any interest!#though the post I made for him did kinda hit ngl so maybe y'all still out there#robot lover#robot enjoyer#robot jones#whatever happened to robot jones#whtrj#🍒 thoughts#again like my last post about him I hesitate to put these tags considering technically what RJ is#I mean these next tags in a fully non-sus way I promise it's just to seek out more people who love this little robo dude#*heavy sweating*#techum#objectum#robots#technophilia#robophilia#robotfucker#objectophilia#robot fucker
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if it has not been suggested already and you are okay with drawing it-- maybe Odile teaching Bonnie how to make onigiri??
the duo ever!!
#in stars and time#isat#didn't expect to draw this much for them! aaa i love em#I imagine Bonnie was kinda insistent for the party to take them along. they're angry and sad and lost and they want revenge against the kin#since their only family (and town) is currently frozen the party reluctantly lets them tag along for now#while initially the party was hesitant to bring bonnie along (maybe even planning to entrust them to someone else to keep them safe?)#they always try their best to contribute to the party and soon bonnie grows on them (also they're an amazing cook)#And once they obtained the last orb Odile decides to entrust it to Bonnie#Officially making them a member of their party#maybe that's a little basic but it's ok I just like thinking about found family#isat odile#isat bonnie#might combine more asks if they're similar! Hope that's fine cause I don't think the inbox is ever going to be empty at this rate#day 14#2 weeks! Nice!
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Dean gets hit with a love spell during a case and looks at Cas first trope except him and Cas are already together, so Cas and Sam assume nothings gonna change. And nothing really does, except that Dean now openly holds Cas's hand when their out walking around and he holds onto Cas's waist from behind when their just standing and he lets Cas scratch and play with his hair without pulling away from embarrassment and worst of all is the kissing!
Sam will be explaining what they should do next to catch the monster and when he looks up he sees Dean staring softly at Cas and Cas staring softly back which is fine, that's what they do, they stare, so Sam turns away. But when he looks back for the second time he sees Dean start peppering little smooches all over the angels face, just quick kisses on his nose and cheeks and forehead and neck too, all while they both smile dumbly, which is also fine, its not like Sam hasn't seen this before, they were exactly like this in their honeymoon phase at the beginning of their relationship, so he turns away again trying to focus but then he has a question to ask Cas and he turns and- HOLY SHIT THEY'RE MAKING OUT! RIGHT IN FRONT OF HIM THEY'RE USING TONGUE AND CAS'S HANDS ARE AROUND DEAN'S WAIST AND HIS HANDS ARE IN CAS'S HAIR AND THEIR MOANING AND SAM NEEDS TO BEAT THEM OVER THE HEAD WITH A STICK-
#Sam's uncomfortable Cas has a dopey smile on his face the entire time and Dean just wants to cuddle and kiss his angel#Dean is still kinda repressed so I imagine that even after they're official he would still be hesitant about outwardly showing love to Cas#So after the spell wears off Dean's all flustered and blushing and embarrassed#meanwhile cas is silently wondering if it would be morally wrong to revive the witch who cast the spell in the first place to cast it again#Maybe Rowena would do it? he thinks#Rowena would do it. For free even.#Wanna smush them together like little dolls❤#supernatural#destiel#dean winchester#castiel#destiel headcanon
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i think papa! sugs would have a huge chunk of change saved up for after you have the triplets.
you were worried about going back to work, and paying for childcare amongst other things since you have three little ones to care for now. but suguru is determined to be a provider, he wants his lovely wife to live easy, and he also wants his family to have extra money to fall back on since he won’t be working as many hours.
you’re going to be staying with the kids full time, but suguru is also cutting back on his own work hours to help you out as much as possible. what he saved can last for a year at least, and he plans on spending that year caring for and spending time with his wife and newborn daughters.
#papa! sugs <3#⋆。゚☁︎ summy is thinking . . . 。⋆#he saved up so much money specifically so that he could take months off work and then#when he eventually went back#he still wouldn’t have to work as much#I imagine he worked 8-12 hr days before u both discovered u were pregnant#with weekends off///and then as you get further along it dwindles doen to about 4-6hours#(or 0 bc he doesn’t even hesitate to take days off to stay home with you)#after the triplets r born I think he maybe works. hfjfjd prob 5hrs on average is pushing it. the job pays well#and he just needs some steady pocket change
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anyway i just constantly think about how bulma's dad has had a very successful habit of housing and rehabilitating stray animals all her life and it makes a lot of sense that she would know how to fearlessly and carefully handle something dangerous that is puffing up and hissing at her when it feels cornered
#vegeta's just that shelter cat everyone tells you is mean and hates people and bulma's that bitch who knows it just needs time#to adjust and adapt and learn that it can trust you and once it does it is the sweetest most loving cat on the face of the earth#it will fall asleep on you and seek you out for comfort and with enough patience it might even tolerate these other people someday#the cat is maybe ten pounds but will run down and chase off a full grown german shepherd for you with zero hesitation#and that's love baby#dbtag#the way that man just has dinosaurs in his house though. can we talk about dr brief and how insane he is (fond)
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Deeply deeply attached to the idea of Potemkin and Dizzy being friends and an unreasonably large portion of that is the thought that she's basically one of the few things he would be able to hug and not immediately reduce to paste
#do you think he has ever been held before#do you think he's ever physically touched a human being in a non-combat setting since his mutations manifested#even with his containment suit he constantly has to be restraining himself to avoid accidents#his existence is walking on eggshells and being hypervigilant#how much does that have to fucking suck#I mean maybe someone could touch *him* if he sat very still and was incredibly careful#but not being able to touch or hold anything without decimating it has got to be a stressful way to live#I can imagine her throwing her arms around him since Dizzy is a naturally affectionate person#then expressing surprise at him not reciprocating the gesture#and after finally convincing him that she'll be fine and he has nothing to worry about he's still as hesitant as humanly possible#but as soon as he realizes she isn't exaggerating and he isn't going to kill her he fucking liquefies#please the man is so touch starved he's in desperate need of an indestructible cuddle buddy#potemkin#guilty gear#op back on her bullshit
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does anyone watch 1923. if you haven’t pls don’t bother. most sadistic show I’ve seen in a long time maybe ever. first season was so good and you felt there must be a point to all these atrocities…some message of hope and resilience. then second season was straight up torture porn
#in both a figurative and extremely literal sense#fuck Taylor Sheridan!!!#it’s not even my personal grievances w storylines. it’s straight up LAZY AS FUCK writing at a certain point#I mean honestly. if the point was to show that men’s nature is evil. then I fucking got that. but there’s no greater point than that.#all this suffering for what??? so spencer can live a sad lonely life defending this fuckass wasteland ranch that brings nothing but pain??#so elderly cara can take care of his child??#alexandra can play martyr and elizabeth can be forgotten and the men keep on keeping on??#banner gets a conscience but he doesn’t bother to save the women he won’t beat#the whole thing was ridiculous quite frankly. teonna said it best. it cost her everything.#a full szn of teonna on the run only for pete and her father to die at the very end and then a trial that exonerates her in 2 sec#but the trial and her freedom only comes after these horrible horrible tragedies and now she’s all alone#why wouldn’t the sheriff phone the train and say hey spencer maybe don’t get off in fucking livingston we’ll fake them out & meet in Bozeman#quite frankly if they had the sheriff on their sides the whole time why didn’t they kill Whitfield asap before he could gather an army#why wouldn’t alexandra save herself. I thought there was something really seriously disturbing about that storyline#the baby could survive AND she could too. why was it black and white. but idk there was smth off abt the debate of an unborn child vs alex#I hesitate to say it was anti abortion or anti women’s rights but there was smth…..deeply upsetting abt how alex felt she HAD to die#so much death and simply no point#1923#yellowstone#television#alexandra dutton#spencer dutton#text#mine#1923 spoilers#anti 1923#anti Yellowstone#anti taylor Sheridan#listen u can tell that sheridan hates women. you can just tell. and he’ll try to mask it by writing these v cool characters#but HIS true nature will win out in the end. and I’d like to live in a world where women survive
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