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You don't feel real anymore, every memory I have of you feels more like a fantasy than a real instance in time. It's breaking my heart.
#why am i like this#i hate my memory#was any of it real#maybe my mind twisted things#maybe it was all just in my head#you're so far away
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cheneige moment aka me trying to learn how 2 draw rsa students
#u can probs read better @ full screen image lol sowwy i cram a bunch of tiny things onto one canvas#twst#twisted wonderland#cheneige#neige leblanche#chenya#cereal tries to draw#marinating them in my mind i think theyd be a fun combo#also guest star vil and cater hanging out 😌#i also want to see more cater and chenya interactions but this aint about them [yet] [ill give chenya a caytober day later] [maybe neige to#maybe they can share a day lol we'll see#anyway didnt chenya and neige have like one(1) interaction in an event?? i feel like they did. or am imagining things.#am i mixing it up w/fanart??? i feel like theres one instance where neige and chenya were in a situation#and chenya was being a silly goober and neige was like chenya!! dont tease them!!!#but idr wtf was going on lol. i feel like it wouldve been glomas bc idr if theyre in any other events 2gether#ik chenyas at portfest but idr neige being there#well whether that was a real thing or not i do see it in my mind palace. they have that vibe TO ME!!!#chenya being a lil scamp and neige being like u are so fun but also u must be nice blease;#i love the comparisons of like. chenya to riddle + chenya to neige + cater to riddle#it's all connected... in my mind map.... similarities....#also trey is there. trey to chenya and cater as well LOL#anyway i love when rsa characters are on screen being like tralala teehee i love having a good time#and then a nrc character is clenching their fist like I WANT HIM DEAD#theyre so funny. why are they so dramatic. actually nvm hs rivalries are just like that#except usually both schools want blood so maybe rsa is the weirdo school here#the rain suddenly got really heavy while i was typing all this but then it chilled again#u know how it is w/a pre-hurricane#anyway i love that cater kinda knows chenya by extension of riddle and trey like he recognized him w/familiarity in the tea party or w/e#so i think it would be so funny if he was like wtf beyonce is dating my besties' bestie#tumblr cut off the rest of my tag rambling ig. SORRY.
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Heya!
We’re working on some thing in the background as always, but we wanted to know if there’s anything in particular you guys wanted to see during the month! And feel free to reply with more than one idea! All we have in mind is more Raymania content but nothing specific 😅
#Actually a DTIYS has been floating in my mind for a really long time#Maybe something like that but you can add your own twist?? Would people like that????#Background included on our end?? Who knows!!#But we’ll try and take things said into consideration!!!#Raymania anniversary ideas#miiight do that idea in this tag#hmhmh!!
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FUCK
aelwyn abernant i??? don't hate you???
#I used to see stuff of aelwyn before watching The Scene#(which I just finished in ep 9 of sophomore year)#and be so confused bc I was like “this bitch???”#& is she a bitch maybe but the “expectation without love” thing got my little wheels turning & now I just cant stop thinking about it#about how maybe her parents never loved her either#about how maybe because she was told she could do no wrong that then she COULD do no wrong#about how#almost... scared she sounds to talk ill of their parents despite knowing what they have been implicated in doing to her#(or at least presumably so#I havent finished the ep yet)#so for her to be AFRAID of upsetting the very people who PUT her in here#who have twisted her mind so badly she cannot remember anything#for close to a year...#GOD i want to fucking strangle angwyn abernant#to put a child so high atop a pedestal that the fall would kill her#and another so far into the background she hardly exists#FUCK#their parents deserve worse than death#adaine abernant#adaine fantasy high#adaine fanart#aelwyn abernant#aelwyn fantasy high#adaine and aelwyn#fantasy high sophomore year#fantasy high#fantasy high spoilers#fhsy#dimension 20#d20 fantasy high
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intuition
#忍たま乱太郎#HAPPY RAIZOU DAY (i have ten minutes to post)#nintama#nintama rantarou#rkrn#fuwa raizou#quirinahdraws#digital#SORRY im obsessed with this arc its so so good (s21e37-39? i think)#ZATTO FEATURE??? SOUNIN?? GOJYOU DAN??? RAIZOU COOL ARC?? MAIN TRIO? SHENANIGANS? WOWZAAA#i think amako made a comment once about how raizou has a lot of potential. or how the intuition skill he was trying to develop this episode#is super key. but i love thinking about raizou....i believe in his shounen protag training arc. i want to see him become an awesome six yea#fun fact this drawing is supposed to be matchy matchy with my saburou drawing from last august but the different in style ERM#asmr i smack colors around on the canvas for three straight hours#my evil twisted wish for a raizou episode is i get to see him and koheita interact bc i think theyre great maybe unintentional? parallels#koheitas very intuitive and i think hes actually really good at reading important things subconsciously. seeing thru the disguised senzou i#the 5th v 6th years arc splitting a rock in two maybe the sports comp where he figures out the clue for the scavenger hunt but hes also#kind of smart in general. but hes also really good at disregarding detail that isnt immediately relevant so hes hard to keep up with#but raizous super attentive which kind of paralyzes him decision wise but he figures out how to put that to advantage? im not great at this#i made him a page of mind for a reason. he has potential!! also i love sounin....
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Apparently my brain has decided that actually, it would not be so bad to be called kitten in bed, at least if it's Jamil doing it.
Just, the thought of being on your back, Jamil over you, thrusting slow and deep into you while holding you down with a palm splayed over your upper chest, being all "take it all, kitten" and, uhhh 😳😳😳
#twisted wonderland#jamil viper#twisted wonderland x reader#jamil viper x reader#really which part of my mind suddenly decided that oh maybe we actually like this thing actually that's been a bit iffy before#maybe it's actually hot#ough I really have been just extra normal about jamil lately huh?#(also don't mind me hiding behind using second person here)
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azul has that single dad on vacation vibe nailed to a T in that new card and i’m going insane. i will be his wifey so he never again has to be a single dad on vacation
He's literally this:
But it's okay because he makes it look so good. orz I will also be his wifey so that when he has his next vacation trip he won't be alone. <3 anything to make dilf Azul happy hehe!!! >:3c
#twisted chit chat#there's the most terrible itch to write summer smut fics for the cast of the event...#those summer outfits have me in a chokehold#i want to write a silly fic where ace and floyd have a competition to see who can rizz up the most people on their tropical vacation#but floyd takes it too far and it goes from a rizz competition to seeing how many people you can kiss/fuck in a day#and poor riddle doesn't want to lose because the loser has to drink whatever alcoholic beverage of the winner's choice#and everyone assumes riddle will lose so they're all planning to make him drink this huge margarita#that will definitely give him a horrible hangover so he tries to rizz you because you seem nice enough to reject him#but maybe you like his sincere awkwardness hehe#it's a very silly plotless idea but the cast swearing on 'whatever happens on this tropical vacation stays at the tropical vacation'#is a fun mindset that they all agree upon#maybe it's a fic where they celebrate after they've graduated so it's one final trip of silly antics before they all have to focus on life#omg maybe they're drinking and daring each other to do silly things and everyone (except for jack) is dogpiling on riddle with absurd dares#like 'i bet you can't get that person's number' or 'i bet you can't get them to fuck you' T_T leave riddle alone everyone!!!!!#i have too many ideas in my mind orz#i'll stop rambling before these tags become far too long ;;;;;
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There's always a slight yearning in the back of my mind wishing I had been born in the right place, time, family situation, income level, etc. to have just lived in one single house for my entire life. Imagine being born in a place that still suits you, even through all of your personal evolutions and etc. The idea of deep familiarity with an area because you've lived and explored it for 40+ years, being encased in a web of memories and connections. Being able to clean out your old childhood bedroom and find personal artifacts, to dig in the yard and remember. I know those lives can still be plenty imperfect, but there's just something so seemingly solid and stable and Grounding about it that I sometimes wish I could have.. (At least from my outside perspective as someone who's moved around a bit geographically and even within the same area, never lives in the same house/ apartment /etc. for more than a few years usually.) Like... having a place that is printed upon, fully your own, rather than chronically a visitor, every thought of a space always tempered with the notion that one day soon you'll have to pack it all up again, etc. There's something peaceful about the permanence.
#I think also because I'm a very nostalgic person - THOUGH not in the way that somep poeple mean when they say nostalgia because I've realiz#ed that to some people apparently it means like.. more of a sad emotional thing? Or when I talk about being nostalgic they say 'me too' and#then describe how they're always depressed dwelling on the past wishing they could revisit it and replaying it and feeling sad and etc.#Whereas for me - it's not in a deep or emotional way at all. It's very detached - kind of like someone who is doing like a scientific#cataloguing of something? I don't feel any remorse or sadness or longing or sitting there sobbing for hours over people/pets I've lost or#etc. It's more like a fun contemplative excercise and extension of self analysis plus just documentation. Like I know your memory fades as#you get older OR even as stuff is actively ongoing humans have terrible recall - even the ones who are less emotional/more focused on#accuracy our minds still twist things or etc. SO I looove to have documentations of everything possible so that in the future I will have#as full and complete of a view of myself as I possibly can. sure the image will undoubtedly be a little distorted but having real evidence#of how something was at a time is very valuable. You look through old messages or letters or something and you always find other alternate#versions of yourself. Not in a worse way like inherently inferior Previous Models Of You who haven't yet been perfected but even just in a#neutral way like 'what they're saying is not a BAd thing but also is not how I would say that today.' etc. ANYWAY I find it really interest#ing to document and remember things and love revisiting the past - not in a sad way - but just like. curiosity. reminiscing and recalling#and filling in gaps. or trying to have the same feeling I felt at a previous time so I can remember what it was. Collecting information for#documentation purposes. Like for example - I would love to go back and tour all of my old childhood houses/apartments. Not to like#sit in the middleof them and cry and go 'ohhh my childhood waughhh' - but literally because I want to take detailed photographs so I#can remeber exatly what they looked like and recreate them in sims or some other digital way. Why? idk. just to gather the information. If#I ever live to like 80 years old and I'm still reflecting on my life curious about the dteails of it. I want to be able to fire up my#ancient windows 10 laptop I've kept all these years and open up the sims 4 and tour my old home with accuracy etc. ??#Not sure why really. Maybe an extension of how I generally care a lot about having an 'accurate' view of things? Like I would rather be#accurate than be happy. I don't understand 'ignorance is bliss' because I would always rather know. I always always in any situation am mor#focused on 'what is the well researched practical truth' than about 'how does this make me feel' or etc. Truth above ALL else even if it#were to make me miserable. Aka why I'm a 'boring' 'annoying' 'UM actually..' type of killjoy lol because it's very hard for me to understan#that some people can enjoy something or have a good time even not knowing the full facts of a situation or etc. BUT anyway. since that is#some core driver of my personality for whatever reason (just the plague of ennegram type 5 perhaps lol) maybe that also drives me to my#kind of minor obsession with like 'I must have a complete view and calatoguing of my life that is as accurate as possible within the means#i have' . Is it REALLY important for me to know the exact layout of on of my first childhood bedrooms? no. materially it does nothing for m#in life. BUT hey. it would make a great addition to the Accurate Life Story Catalogue lol. ANYWAY.. But I think a lot of wanting to live in#one place forever is not just the ease of documentation. but the sense of having a constant. Much of what i crave most in life is stability#& familiarity &routine bc of how my brain works. And it just would feel so good to be Settled. Never uproot again. One little place FOREVER
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Man.
#it's the else day of my tmbg album a day challenge which plunged me right back into my previous the else fixation state of mind#the grip this album had on me for the first few months of 2023 is truly something#but goddamn even now i'm just still shocked by how good this album is!!!!!!#and to think that it's often put in the category of their 00s 'slump' period (meanwhile i absolutely love the other 00s albums#and find them just as fun and interesting and clever etc as anything else but thats a whole different topic)#and even speaking less from personal preference towards this type of music and more generally#it's got to be one of their most sonically consistent albums. and maybe the fact#that some songs might be considered a bit less distinctly theirs you know. but more like just your regular rock songs. maybe. more 'normal'.#could be its weakness that i don't really see *as* a weakness here. i think a big part of the draw of this album for me#is how it has this completely separate identity from their other albums (even just other 21st century stuff)#it's 'edgier' but not really dark. ofc there's also the political side of it that weights on the mood of the whole thing#but all the while it has this sort of whimsical atmosphere that makes it even sort of fairytaleish in a way#but maybe with a dark twist? BUT ofc still doing it all in the tmbg way. so it's very unique!!!! and also absolutely awesome and rocking!!!#petition for the band to bring withered hope back into their live repertoire. or anything besides the mesopotamians PLEEEEASE!!#it would be so awesome with the horns....#very not completely normal about this album still. awesome#anyway it's midnight currently and i have to get up sort of early so i'm shutting up now#goosepost#Spotify
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how being a hater about a beloved choice a dev made feels
#……………… may or may not be related to the rejuv update/13.5 in general SORRY#hater is probably too strong of a word but yeah#promo looks awesome and im excited for the return to form after kf and to see more marianette#but im already exhausted of the split route stuff. maybe itll win me over as the story concludes#i dont like renegade happening no matter what. again maybe ill change my mind as the story goes on#but like. idk at least undertale waited til you did no mercy first before the game started twisting the knife about how shitty you could be#meanwhile i hadnt done anything bad in rejuv and yet the game is like ‘’YOU ARE A DISGUSTING MONSTER’’ any#anyway#it feels bad man. not even in a way that like makes sense for the narrative or makes you feel things like an artform should#like how the funny time loop game makes you feel exhausted and annoyed bc thats what sif is experiencing#its just sorta discouraging. like if the bad timeline happens no matter what and we’re bad people no matter what then whats the point#echoed voice#ah well at least it seems like im in the minority here. so hopefully if a dev sees this they dont take it to heart#might be a case where its slowly becoming not for me i guess?
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It’s wild how so many people are fundamentally incapable of recognizing queer characters unless they explicitly say the words, “I’m gay” on screen
#like season 1 and 2? sure maybe you can overlook Will’s queercoding and believe it’s just a result of the bully’s homophobia#season 3 is a huge stretch but it’s hypothetically possible to believe will is just a late-bloomer or asexual#but how on earth do you watch season 4 and still genuinely have no idea will is gay?#and this is not a rare occurrence#it’s astonishing how many people you have to literally explain the van scene to cause Will’s sexuality never crossed their mind#you didn’t see him staring longingly at his best friend the entire season?#some people’s minds are so aggressively heteronormative that they assumed will had a crush on el#and even after noah has explained that will is gay 50 million times#people still are confused and think it came out of nowhere or they quickly forget#somewhere there’s a fan who doesn’t keep up with stranger things news and doesn’t really use social media#a fan who is the exact opposite of chronically online#who hasn’t heard about NOAH coming out let alone Will’s sexuality#who will walk into season 5 and be utterly flabbergasted when Will comes out as gay (let alone when Byler happens)#and they’ll say that Will being gay is a huge plot twist they never saw coming#and they’ll be 100% sincere#and that’s truly baffling to me#do people think shows just randomly include melodramatic rain fights where ‘it’s not my fault you don’t like girls’ is said for no reason?#do people think the show went out of its way to show wills rejecting the attractive girl in his class cause they were in a silly goofy mood?#I genuinely wanna know what goes on through people’s heads when they have no gaydar or media literacy#even today there are people who still think romantic stobin should happen and think that Robin isn’t really a lesbian#will byers#byler
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caytober day 23... i couldnt think of what to draw, and my partner is always pushing the yusuke p5 agenda so he told me to draw cater with him lol
#twst#cater diamond#yusuke kitagawa#twisted wonderland#cereal tries to draw#caytober#if i knew how to like. design cool things. i couldve drawn cater in a persona outfit or something but i DIDNT DO THAT!!!!😌#i forgot i still have more npcs to use so maybe tomorrow ill do puppet cay outfit with fellow and/or gidel lol#sorry this one's kinda boring i've had a lot on my mind lol#all my drawing juices were in the oc drawing before it i guess lol oops..#in other words. i have a SECOND INTERVIEW monday WAHOO
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found out “pimping” is an actual, real, thing today and not just a fun word created out of the name Pimp Lucius
#my post#damn#ok so in my defense#I do hate r kelly so maybe the actual show thing has context for it but literally my only context for the word was#an animatic of geto and gojo from jjks#with geto going ‘yk I get this pimpin awnnn yeah I be pimping all these hoes you know I get these pimp- WAITwawaitwaitwaitwait sebastian#is that youyouyouyouYOU?#wassup lucius#that’s PIMP lucius#don’t get it twisted#man he can call you whatever the hell he wants- ain’t nobody talking to you mind yo man#you don juan’#and then sukuna going ‘waaaaa aaaaaaaaaaa’#anyway yeah#that’s my tale of woe
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the nose shape... 🥰
#‡ ooc#‡ the end is comin' for us all | high noon#yes im still obsessed with the concept art this is like christmas to me#a kissaroo from me to you (talon)#i love how the fringe takes the shape of wings too.... can you imagine how ethereal and pretty talon would be after a bath.....#and maybe a good sleep...#obsessed w the shape of the hat from the side tooo oufdghjkfd#the biggest issue i have w the concept is how BEEFY tals arms are?? esp from the side like...#sorry the thing with hollow bones thats as light as a feather doesnt have muscles like that....#but i also like the shape of the legs im sure its just. the style of the artist but it gives the hint of their legs NOT being normal human#ones and its fueling my idea of them hiding either hooves or claws that have Too Many bends#back to smth else i dont like; the way the demonic hand like... ends in molten cheez-it fingers...#where are the fingers sharpened to points in some unholy claw#the other hand.... idknooow what to describe it as? other then like. some of their flesh growing into the golden armour i guess...?#growing in segments like the ones on their thumb...??#and their fingertips are stained from their summoned knives and touching their demonic side me thinks#i should write up an actual post not just keep yapping in these tags hum#i should also write up a teeny thing on talon grieving (?) for varus' death in their own twisted way#grieving but also having that pit in their stomach knowing theyre gonna meet again and it might not end the same way as the first#and having that fear in the back of their mind every time they step up onto the sulfur rail that their angel is gonna be there.#bow at the ready
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some tired lads in the modern university au
+ some details))
#my art#my doodles#twirling your pen is an actual way to stay half-awake during a boring ass lecture#trust me i’ve had a professor who was a great artist but a very … uninspired teacher let’s say it like that#and is alfred also flipping his prof (cnut in my mind) off? maybe#very subtly though so it’s okay#love making the environment personal#half of those details are things i do myself#especially twisted pen caps and notes for myself on the hand (anxiety how fun)#but they feel appropriate so there they are#and the little horse thingy!!! fully admit that i traced that horse#‘little blitzo (helluva boss) voice’ cause horses they make no sense!#i am so very sorry for all that text#feel free to ignore it#it should have stayed in the recesses of my mind#but i had to get it out of my system and if it’s already done might as well post it#that food discussion is fun cause it’s basically#alfred: why do you care about this you don’t even like me#uhtred: yeah it’s really bizarre i guess it’s cause i sometimes feel like i’ve seen you die slowly of that disease of yours#right in front of my eyes in like … 9th century or something. real weird! why are you looking at me like that?#the last kingdom#tlk#tlk alfred#tlk uhtred
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Let's get to the real point now: how do you think the proposal happened between Alphen and Shionne?
what i think? pfft, it damn near happened on-screen is what i think! look at them
We don't hear him spill it out per say, but it is heavily implied that he's about to propose in the very last shot of the DLC, depicted above Oh, but before that, in pure Alphen fashion, he tried to do it during the Night Before The Final Battle. Shionne did what she does best.
And, must I also mention that in the EX quest, he discussed marriage proposals with Kisara, and it transpired that their respective visions differed slightly
in fact, kisara seemed like she had a pretty clear picture in mind. has she been thinking about proposing to shionne, herself?
now if i was allowed to ignore canon and decide how it happens, idk lmao i think alphen realizes he should make it special so he starts planning something Nice for her and he wants it to be just right and he comes to a point where he's got it mostly planned but ends up blurting out "Marry me!!" despite himself at another completely unrelated moment because Shionne did something cool or maybe something intense happened. idk how shionne reacts. maybe something like "huh? what, NO!!!!!" but it's more of a "no, you're not supposed to do it like that!!!". then shenanigans happen IDK (wait have i read a fanfic that goes exactly like that? maybe? apologies if that's the case)
#asks#somegiantmess#toarise btd spoilers#beyond the dawn spoilers#the way i twist and turn canon to make kisashionne a thing.... i should be arrested.#alphen is legit so stupid bro almost proposed in a city crawling with faceless mind zombies way to go#but you gotta hear shionne's rebuttal in her adorable little voice shes so cute#also i legit thought for a second that shionne herself was gonna propose during the ending drsgfkhjezrg#she grabbed alphen's hand and went silent i was like ?????? girl????#but then she prompted alphen to speak first#it was kinda cute ngl. i like the way she grabs his hand i would give my life for her#also you could argue the end of the EX quest is kinda almost like a proposal but it also isn't#it's more like. them agreeing to some day maybe talk about weddings and marriage together. while speaking in riddles#i hate them#ANYWAY.
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