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now, this MIGHT just be my self-indulgent ass projecting on ambrosius, but I feel like he's the type of person to get REALLY bad headaches
like, I feel like I can vividly imagine him waking up with a really bad headache but, since he obviously has absolutely no self-preservation, just deciding to ignore it and pretend it isn't happening
now, by my headcanons, ambrosius goldenloin could be on his literal deathbed and the words uttered with his dying breath would be "I'm fine.", so he almost certainly wouldn't mention it to anyone
but there are telltale signs of his headaches, like him rubbing his head with the heel of his hand, flinching at loud noises, not talking or laughing as much, looking pained in his expressions, etc
ballister has gotten used to this and will immediately notice these signs and will correspondingly lower his voice, deliver more gently, sit closer to ambrosius to offer comfort, etc
on particularly bad days, ambrosius will literally be unable to speak because the sound of his own voice is too loud, and ballister has grown to recognize and adapt to this
and this is something ambrosius really really appreciates (and makes sure ballister knows he appreciates when the headache fades)
it doesn't happen too often, but it's frequent enough for there to be an established, wordless, and thankfully silent routine and agreement between them for those days. they probably usually end with cuddling in a dark room because lights are also a problem with headaches
this is all, again, entirely self-indulgent, but I feel like it fits?
I also have a headache rn, can you tell?
-Storm
#nimona 2023#ballister boldheart#ambrosius goldenloin#nimona#ballister x ambrosius#is it a headache or a migraine?#I honestly don't really understand the difference#oh well#maybe it's a mix of both#seriously my head is pounding rn#but I have hw to do#pray for me LMAOOO#we die like men#everything is fine
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For some reason, because of his disgraced Red Eye status, the supernatural community aware of Zhaohui has always attributed a certain reputation to him. Wild, impossible to control, flirtatious, and also very promiscuous. Noting that there's nothing wrong with promiscuity, Zhaohui actually never slept around all that much in the past or even now. His most consistent sexual partner was Soon-hee, who he generally only called when the comet came through. Aside from that? Maybe every now and then, but he was always the type to generally keep to himself.
People believed and added to his reputation though that he often engaged in debauchery and used that as part of their negative views of him later on. Which is peak irony, as most judgmental views of others are, because Huaxiu, a current Red Eye and Zhaohui's replacement, slept around way more than Zhaohui does. Of course, he doesn't really get any negative flak from it.
Zhaohui just lets people have their assumptions about him.
#{Zhaohui Headcanon#{N.s.f.w#ish#some saucy-ish stuff mingled in there#anyways#how much of the earlier stuff with him being wild is true#and how much of it is Zhaohui just leaning into the rumors over the years?#who knows#maybe it's a mix of both#he's actually not that flirty! Not with people he isn't friends with or trying to annoy by flirting#but like just another person he comes across and is interacting with? Nah not really#regardless I hope the post made sense because it felt a little hard trying to put the situation into words the way I wanted#while also being clear that the issue is over people's perceptions of Zhaohui and how they treat him because of it#rather than it being because he does/doesn't sleep around much
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In the shape of you, something new.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#Better drawn mdzs#Yeah let's toss this in the 'mixed' category. Keeping you all on your toes with the quality of my work in this series.#I had to fire off some expectation-lowering shots to rebuild my energy.#I enjoy opportunities to experiment with formatting and challenge myself B*) I really like how this came out!#In this case; I have been thinking about this comic for nearly a year! The reunion scene!#The start of the festering! The longing LWJ feels contrasted against the reality that WWX has been fundamentally changed.#This is the shape of someone you knew. This is no longer the person you had in your head. Maybe that person never existed.#We build up expectations of who we want people to be - but they are never *who* that person is.#Loving the JC & LWJ parallels with this concept as well; they are both self-inflicted victims of pushing their expectations on WWX.#But we are who we are. We cannot become the idealized version of ourselves that lives in another person's head.#And I love how WWX comes back a little (a lot) horrifying. In his actions and appearance - he has changed. Maybe for the worst.
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My Dipper and Mabel designs for my AU. (+ some other characters hehehe)
The twins are now 15, and after so, lomg away from Gravity Falls as they're still adjusting to high school, they were not expecting the rollercoaster of emotions soon to follow their eventual return.
#gravity falls#gravity falls au#handyman bill au#bill cipher#human bill cipher#dipper pines#mabel pines#pacific northwest#grenda grendinator#candy chiu#artists on tumblr#the book of bill#fyi Dipper and Mabel are mixed mexican/white#they're both pretty popular in school but in different crowds and maybe for the qrong reasons
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Poly+ ACOTAR Week - Day 3 Secrets (Feyre/Tamlin/Rhysand) @polyacotarweek
I'm weak for 'two enemies put aside their differences coz they love me more than they hate each other' trope and I was somewhat sad that's not where Feyre's love life went. Just think of the possibilities.
#my art#acotar#acotar fanart#tamlin#rhysand#feyre archeron#tamsand#poly+acotarweek2024 d3#poly+acotarweek2024#this one is more about the vibes than the prompt this day just seemed most fitting for this ship#this started out as a joke but the more i think about it#adding rhysand to the mix would have maybe been good for feylin crumbling relationship actually#her main issue is she can't communicate for shit and tamlin can't read minds#now here comes the mind reader who can yell all her gripes at tamlin without her having to voice them herself#relationship improves instantly#rhys hates it but the bond keeps him around#tamlin can't shoo rhys away coz gotta respect the bond#feyre gets the best of both worlds#comedy ensues#is it the healthiest? probably not#but it is fun
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I’m not someone that particularly cares about a ship being canon or not, in fact I would rather the media I consume have no romance at all (giving my blog confusing yes I know)
But there is something about the canon ties between Shanks and Mihawk that drives me feral with need to see what their whole deal is.
Because like there are so many little inconsequential details that when taking separately seem pathetic and weak. But then put together it feels like it paints the picture of a larger undeniable connection and understanding between two wildly different men.
The fact that their main color is both red (Mihawk’s is a more wine dark red than Shanks’ bright red and a little more “subtle” given that Shanks is literally called red hair) but even then their main symbols, their identifying features, are red! Mihawk’s eyes and Shanks hair (yes while I love the gold and think that’s better I cannot ignore the fact that Oda consistently colors in Mihawk’s eyes red even though the gold is infinitely more popular)
They have the same birthday, are practically the same height, both with the promises to our two main protagonists to meet them at the top with a parting “gift”, both serve as a mentor to the protagonist (mihawk literally thought zoro how to kill him 😭), both with the bird(ish) iconography.
The fact that Mihawk, Mihawk! A man whose introduction was that he didn’t care much about anything and caused destruction on a whim, cares enough about what Shanks thinks to mentally apologize before trying to kill luffy (what the fuck).
The fact that whitebeard felt the need to reference his duel with Mihawk in his conversation with Shanks, despite not really being very relevant to the conversation and the fact that this is the first we’ve seen shanks in years and it is brought up in the same context as his relationship with Buggy (an already established relationship) reveals his relationship to Roger seems to point to the fact that this duel between Mihawk and Shanks is an important relationship to shanks. It couldn’t just be to show strength because he was about to clash with whitebeard the strongest man. It’s also hard to notice that those two relationships didn’t end particularly well for shanks.
Also the fact that it was Mihawk out of every character , Mihawk that brought luffy’s bounty to Shanks. Something he obviously knew would mean a lot to him. I used to think the scene was just there to show us how big a deal Shanks actually is like look at that fun childish alcoholic gang inspired our main hero? He’s actually a super big deal and he used to spar with the strongest character by far we had seen at that point (it wasn’t even close) and they fought on equal footing. It added a new layer of mystery to Shanks.
But it’s also the fact that even now with Mihawk’s bounty Shanks was mentioned and he’s the only one who this was mentioned for. Crocodile is just for his df and intelligence and they don’t mention that he literally tried and almost succeeded in subjugating a country and he was beat by luffy “or smoker given how many marines actually know the truth” even buggy who was literally Shanks’ sworn brother under the pirate king doesn’t get a mention like that. But Shanks and this duel is so integral to Mihawk’s character that it’s mentioned along with the only other long lasting fact we know about him and that is that he is the World’s Strongest Swordsman. Isn’t that fucking insane.
And like I feel insane scrapping all these details together as proof of something because they are all (besides the duel) the barest bones of a connection but god it is actually driving me insane.
And I’m not saying Mishanks is going to become canon or that it should or that I even particularly want it too. What I do want is to see how deeply these two are connected. What are these red strings of fate tying them to each other. Why can’t apparently ten years of little contact sever it? I swear to god if it’s actually nothing much I will lose my fucking mind. If nothing ever comes of all of this I will actually go insane. How can some people look at this and not see foreshadowing!?!?!!
#me being dragged a way in a straight jacket#I’m not insane you’re insane!#Is this what you want Oda?!? Is this what you desired?!?#I’m obsessed with the slutty insanely powerful middle aged swordsmen#is this what you want from me?!?!#no but seriously for how much they talk about the duel to the fact that it’s one of the o my things we know for certain about Mihawk#we definetly need a rematch#the way whitebeard talk about it makes it seem like it was less a bunch of friendly little duels#and more one big duel that shook the world#or maybe a mix of both#it’s so prevalent that it’s literally part of Mihawk’s little after episode bio thing#and emphasis on not resolved#I don’t know what to tell you Oda but those middle aged men need to fight#I don’t make the rules#throwing thoughts to the void#one piece#dracule mihawk#hawkeye mihawk#op#mishanks#akagami no shanks#red hair shanks#can you tell I’m having trouble sleeping?#akataka#mihawk x shanks#one piece theory#one piece thoughts#shipping#Oda not mention that Shanks and Mihawk knew each other/used to fight#challenge impossible
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Some anon sent a really cool prompt (actually two) but tumblr ate the ask when I was about to post it. 😔 I'm sorry, anon, I really hope you still can see it.
First was a Vegebul wedding and let me tell you, anon, I gave it my all.
This dress is the last one out of three versions (I usually struggle with drawing clothes tbh). I went from very elaborate to simple because I feel Bulma loves her clean lines, no frill and I feel it works better. And I thought adding the headband she wore on Namek would be a cute callback.
The other one was a Vegebul wedding night prompt and there's a sneak peek under the cut:
I'll finish it and post the full image at some point.
Thank you for your wonderful prompts, anon!
#dragon ball z#dbz#bulma briefs#vegeta#bulma x vegeta#vegebul#two thoughts#first: I usually headcanon their wedding as a very simple courthouse wedding#but somehow I know it wouldn't look the same if I put Bulma in a simple etui dress and I assume anon wanted a real wedding pic#and second: I thought about putting Vegeta in elaborate Saiyan (royal) armour#But somehow I like that Vegeta's story arc is about embracing his life on Earth#If you look at his clothes in Z he wears lots of casual clothes#in comparison to Goku who (in the manga) only ever wears one “normal” outfit (during the 10 days leading up to the Cell tournament)#so I kinda like himvegeta wearing a suitfor his wedding .... and no it's not because drawing armour is hard ;)#I'm kinda tempted to draw the armour wedding look though - maybe with some AU mixed in for both bulma and vegeta's outfit but we'll see#Anyway sorry anon for losing your ask but I hope you enjoy the pic(s)
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Lots to say about Vex's attachment issues. So instead I'll point out: THAT is indeed the face of a man who just found out the guardian angel that took a bullet for him won't put a ring on it
#perc'ahlia#tlovm spoilers#the perfect mix of heartbreaking and “are you kidding me”#maybe Percy doesn't know how much Vex loves him (it's a lot) but he sure knows she likes him (my heart is someone else's)#thank god for vorugal bc that argument could've turned ugly lol#my personal opinion tho is that perc'ahlia and vaxleth are parallels but both Percy and Keyleth are valid in their decisions#not gonna lie my heart melted with that “as you like”#tlovm#vox machina#critical role#tlovm thoughts
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If you were to make an official animated TV show for DC, would you rather be a writer or an animator?
i loooove animation but i'm definitely still in the beginning stages of learning it, so i'd have to go with being a writer. my strengths play to writing and considering how many variations of a single scene i can write, i'd have a blast coming up with different directions to take a show in
(though i'd loooove to be a storyboarder i think. i'm not so good at refined animation by storyboards are fun!!)
#erinwantstowrite#thank you for the ask!#writing#animation#maybe one day i'll have a show and i can do a mix of both
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Im not sure what compelled me to do this, but I did it anyway
#oc#original character#digital art#abbie's art#procreate#art#cookie run oc#cookie run kingdom#flaming spice cookie#mystic flour cookie#shadow milk cookie#burning spice cookie#idk if I love this or hate it#maybe its a mix of both
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scared anon here.. was wondering if you had any eyeless jack or toby rogers headcanons to share.. perchance
tbh ive barely thought about these guys since 2016 😭😭 especially toby, i dont think i ever got into his backstory..
i do have some thoughts i think,,
,,i was thinking while drawing these,, i think toby would be good with music! like he'd be good at an instrument,, drums maybe...MAYBE idk tho im gonna need to get into his story, took this ask as an opportunity to finally draw toby tho :] thank u
jack is just a creature, like in a "not completely here" way..u know? its hard to explain my thoughts exactly 😭😭
#my art#fanart#merkoart#creepypasta#eyeless jack#ticci toby#toby rogers#jeff the killer#doodles#also i like to think the gash is from him chewing and picking on it#heard some mixed stories about it#some say its from the car crash but hmm#maybe both
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incredibly low quality Anaya appreciation post bc i think he’s adorable.
#and if I said he’s one of the top things I’m looking forward to in this movie AUSHSJSB#gonna become a comic relief fan favorite TRUST. I CAN SENSE IT. if I’m wrong may I choke on a shrimp#pota#kingdom of the planet of the apes#anaya#wish we had more / better pics of him 💀#When the teaser came out I had a feeling he might die at some point in the film but looking at this new trailer. Maybe not?#i always get his and Soonas names mixed up lmao. Bc they both end in “a” so it sounds feminine to me.#AU where everything is the same except Anaya is named Anayo#Ah. Noa ends with “a” too LOL. AND RAKA??? WHY SO MANY “A” ENDING NAMES LOL#Planet of the apes#100#ekhras ya ameerah
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Can you talk about trans!Curly a little bit more? I'm curios if you have any headcanons and the like
-💀
It's just such a thing in my mind because it adds a truthful sadness and differing aspect to mouthwashing.
If Curly was trans it adds the horror of the horribly selfish thought he could have easily been in Anya's situation. It could've been him but it wasn't and he so conflicted on the pit it put in his stomach that brings and the shameful relief it wasn't. In this scenario he is friends with Jimmy for a long time still. Jimmy likely knew him pretransition. Maybe he gave Curly weird looks then, maybe they never stopped after, maybe they seemed meaner. They are guys now, bros, both of them are. He doesn't really have to worry what those looks mean anymore, Jimmy just has that face with him sometimes. It's recontextualizing a lot of things for him that he was in denial about or too ashamed to admit. How naive he was being and how he let that get another person hurt.
Specifically with Anya, it's he knows the dread and fear she's feeling. He can understand it because he had to live with it for a good portion of his life, he knows it cause he still does, just in a slightly different way. It makes him think of all the times he's been alone with Jimmy, all the times he's been way more drunk off his ass and not remember the night, Jimmy was always with him the next day. Makes him think of the comments he would laugh off both because that's what guys do but because that part of being a girl says to laugh so Jimmy doesn't do something. It's the selfish realization that he was never safe and he's uncertain now too. Mad at himself for forgeting that feeling, espcially since for a long time he would've been considered the only woman on a crew (with all that implies) for a long time.
He should've taken those blinders off, step back into that position for just a moment and it's so much more painful that Anya likely came to him because he should've gotten it. Those thoughts don't leave his mind after the crash when he's in an even more vulnerable position than she was...
#this is less headcanons and more my thoughts of the intersectional horror this brings to mouthwashing which is also a thing it#already has but more directly in the mix vs just the class gender and positional struggle. like the idea he waited to confront Jimmy becaus#he could conceptualize the crime better because of experience with womanhood and also how it would've destroyed him in terms of being trans#like its weird to word as a comparison but thats kinda how empathy works as in an understanding and ability to project through aspects#like you found out your friend who has always had weird feelings about and relating to you is a rapist and got one of your other friend#pregnant and is now being openly hostile and aggressive towards you. You have only a few days to really think on all of this all the years#with him and how many oppurtunites he had that you blame yourself for giving him both in life and to do to you. You are starting to#realize that he may have done what he did to Anya because it was no longer viable with him or because of weird transphobia/homophobia#from Jimmy and god its so much and he should've know better and what did Jimmy do then - c r a s h#he is at such a small amount of mercy to Jimmy now and he can't protect Anya and it's terrifying because i know and you know that Jimmy is#giving him those weird looks again...#like it adds another layer of horror to things and while I don't think Jimmy would do anything to Curly it's heavily implied he targeted he#because of relatively more important position and getting Curly to have doubts about him as a power play and Curly knows Jimmy well enough#that him immediately exerting his authority and power would set him off after already having been mad about it and even when doing#damage control it still set him off. like its the horror of accidenlty siding with your oppresser and hurting other like you only to then b#stabbed in the back again by the person who took advantage of your nature like its so complext but my actual trans curly headcanons#are just a little bit happier like i imagine he was the first on the boys soccer team and a star player. maybe he and jimmy even picked ou#his first offical “boy” clothes and Jimmy picked most so he looked like the grungiest white boy but she was a boy so it didn't matter cause#it was with his friend who accepted him and I bet on the bed he looks back at all those moments and notices the little details that his#friend wasnt actually so happy but he can't be certain when he started looking so bitter or hes just imagining out of paranoia cause he jus#cant know and even if he could he wouldn't want to ask like god thinking about Anya and probably being a little glad if not heartbroken#that she did get out of it in the end like trans curly and anya destroy me even more its so upsetting like he didn't realize how much he go#you girl and waited to act like it was cowardice but then would she not realize what hes realizing? should that be a grace or more of a#condemnation in her mind like what are her thoughts? espically during the scene Jimmy hits Curly like she had to hear and what did she thin#they are tormented in a similar hells with the same demon and its fascinating#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#anya mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing
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OK I LIED ABOUT PROBABLY NEVER FINISHING THIS LOL I CHURNED IT OUT IN LIKE 2 HOURS
enjoy this team flare!sycamore and lysandre bs i drew instead of working like i should be doing 😭😭
#amazing how much art i can churn out when i’m supposed to be doing literally Anything Else. incredible#perfectworldshipping#professor sycamore#pokemon lysandre#pokemon xy#team flare#team flare!sycamore#pokemon#pkmn#my art#mine#they look like they are either going to punch each other or kiss. or maybe both.#or maybe a secret third option that is kind of a mix of both 🤫#i am unhinged#the sketches turned out better but weehhhhhhhh#that’s how it always be
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Look how they cannibalized my boy
#in light of recent events#i felt a mighty need to redraw this scene#can’t believe the terror got another thing right#james fitzjames#og james fitzjames#the franklin expedition#historical james fitzjames#franklin expedition#james fitzjames fanart#polar exploration#my drawings#the terror fanart#amc the terror#the terror#the terror adjacent#og jfj#i can’t believe they ate my baby#insane#still reeling tbh#started drawing this immediately upon hearing the news#because i’m sick in the head#i think i had convinced myself that he was the Washington bay aglooka#and i told myself that if he had lived that long maybe he had lived a lot longer#maybe he was one of the few that nearly made it back#one could always hope#until now that is#i have very mixed emotions about this#i am both glad we know (finally!!!) and i also kind of wish we didn’t#really i wish that he had made it#but there’s nothing i can do about that
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her.....................................
#art#traditional art#watercolour#fanart#vocal synth#utau#utauloid#synthv#synthesizer v#kasane teto#i kinda mixed both of her designs together LOL#you know i never had any desire personally to use her for anything before#not because i didnt like her or anything. its just shes such a commonly used synth that i never felt the need#im like that with a lot of synths. if a lot of people are using a synth then im less likely to feel the need to use em myself LOL#maybe im too obsessed with underdogs and the niches of niches.... or maybe i just know others will use her better <3#BUT recently i heard a cover that used her utau bank with with the gender parameter shifted lower ever so slightly to kinda match the#like tonal deepness of her sv bank and i like. fell in love. ive been playing with her utau bank a lot with that tone shift#and it sounds really neat and interesting. i have been converted. i have been converted
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