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emsprovisions Ā· 14 hours ago
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Happy Sunday! I hope this new week will be gentler on everyone šŸ’• here are some sentences from a 5x05 coda I posted on Friday: the brink of a wrinkle in time
Carlos lays his head on TKā€™s chest, letting TK continue to pet him as he listens to his heartbeat. ā€œRemember the Ranger I was telling you about the other week, Campbell?ā€
ā€œIdiot soup man? Yes, I do recall that guy.ā€
TK feels Carlos smile against his skin. Carlos begins tracing constellations between the moles and freckles on TKā€™s body. ā€œHe told me for their first anniversary eleven years ago, he got his wife a dozen red roses, ten tulips, six pink peonies, and some stargazer lilies.ā€
ā€œWow,ā€ TK hums. ā€œHe remembers all that all these years later?ā€
ā€œThatā€™s the thing,ā€ Carlos glances up. ā€œHe phones it in for every holiday, every anniversary, every birthday. Itā€™s the same flower arrangement every time.ā€
TK blinks. ā€œYouā€™re joking.ā€
Carlos shakes his head. ā€œHe told me that she gets it. That his wife gets she has to be second to his job because someone else is counting on him to solve a homicide or a kidnapping.ā€
TKā€™s eyebrows shoot up at that and his sass hand is about to make an appearance when Carlos keeps talking.
ā€œI think thatā€™s stupid. Iā€™m married to you, not my job. And I donā€™t want you to have to get it or settle for less than what you deserve. You already know my job is important, same as I know yours isā€¦ā€ Carlos shakes his head. ā€œI just think itā€™s bullshit to push your spouse to the side because you should be using your brain all the time to think about the next case.ā€
TK softens as Carlos talks. This all really is just about finding his dadā€™s killer. TK knows heā€™s married to a good man who will always treat him right. Maybe they both lost focus of that recently, but things arenā€™t hopeless because they need an outside force to talk to, and maybe itā€™s because of couples counseling, or because of what Carlos dealt with at work, but he seems more receptive to listening to what TK has to say than he has in months.
ā€œSheeshā€¦I feel like I should take Mrs. Campbell out for coffee and find out if sheā€™s sleeping with other men,ā€ TK grins.
ā€œTK!ā€ Carlos huffs and pinches TKā€™s hip, but heā€™s laughing too, and itā€™s one of the sweetest sounds TK has ever heard.
No pressure tags @ironheartwriter @heartstringsduet @strandnreyes @paperstorm @reyesstrand @bonheur-cafe @eclectic-sassycoweyes @captain-gillian @carlos-in-glasses @carlossreaders @henrygrass @tellmegoodbye @welcometololaland @lemonlyman-dotcom @nisbanisba @corsage @decafdino @chicgeekgirl89 @alrightbuckaroo @lightningboltreader @sapphic--kiwi @nancys-braids + Open šŸ·ļø
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revalinkweek Ā· 1 day ago
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My dearest peoples, Revalink-intusiasts, -shipper, friend-shipper, non-shipper, and everyone else!
From the 1st of December 2024 to the 1st of January 2025, I encourage you to create once more!šŸ’ššŸ’™
All mediums are welcome! But please NO AI
All I give to you is:
Choose a theme around / about December and / or New Year.
May it be personal to you - or the classics. May it be Christmas - or loosely a winter theme. Or something you just connect to this time. It's up to you.
You decide how many entries you'd like to make and when you post it. Within the time frame, of coursešŸ˜
There will be no other rules than that, and of course, our two idiots should be in it!
There is nothing you can't send in, BUT please tag it properly, should it be unsuitable for minors, triggering or be of a more spicy nature, hide it under the 'read more'- line and write a couple of words above it... Convince us to click! šŸ˜‰
If you are not sure if you should hide it -do it just in case.
Thank you! šŸ’™šŸ’š
Please use the # revalinkwinter2024 and or # revalink winter 2024
And like all the other times: We Do Not only expect masterpieces! <3
Just have fun! Send in raw sketches, 5 words with a quick idea, a full rendered art piece, or a 10.000 word epic story.
See you in December ā£ļø
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a-court-of-moonlight-and-ire Ā· 2 months ago
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oh god i just got jumpscared by someone being like "eris is kinda like emperor franz joseph of austria because he would put these beautiful paintings of his wife Elisabeth in his bedroom, and I think Eris would do that with paintings of Nesta" and i wanted to curl up and die of cringe because I was just like, nooooooooooo oh god no, please dont compare that guy to the love interest that you like, i did it with tamlin because i dont really like him that much and it was a negative comparison too, his relationship with Elisabeth was soooooo bad. or well, maybe not soooooo bad, but bad. Honestly thats these two in a nutshell, like if you dont know anything about franz joseph and youre like "oh, was he like, exceedingly problematic is that why you had such a strong reaction" no, not as far as i know, like obviously he was an emperor and a conservative but there were probably worse people just in his immediate family, its mostly just the idea of using his and his wife's relationship as inspiration for a pairing that you like and find good that bothers me
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merlions Ā· 5 months ago
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I hope all new fiber artists know that the "slightly misshapen" object they made that they're stressed about not looking good:
1. Happens to every fiber artist always, you're too zoomed in to its every detail because you're the one who made it and most people would think it looks normal, or at least much less misshapen than you do, stand 20ft away from it and look at it and then see how you feel (true about all art tbh)
2. Gets better and more uniform each time you do anything
and the *very most important*:
3. Can be made Significantly Less Misshapen by just grabbing the fabric and stretching it in a few directions
I keep helping new fiber artists who are like "but my thing looks so bad :(((" by like, taking their object and stretching it sideways and horizontal, and handing it back, and they're like "????? Magic?????" bc it looks perfect.
Trust the process. Trust the stretchy process
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sainz100 Ā· 9 days ago
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2024 Brazilian GP | x
#franco colapinto#autumn posts#I'm so conflicted about all the rumors!!#I want him to have a spot for 2025!! but rbr is kinda falling apart!! and we've seen how especially callous they can be šŸ˜¢#I miss Daniel so much šŸ„ŗ I've been on my usual insta dives and everytime I see vcarb I still pause out of habit#still I agree with so many folks that its good he got away from rbr who never were going to give him the respect and opportunities!!#so I worry for Franco!!!#and poor Max gosh this FiA balogna and the car just not performing šŸ„²#tbh I've been hiding in like 2017 posts just soaking up content I missed from bygone days!#I spam my sideblog verstappen100 if anyone wants like mostly Daniel throwback yearning hehe šŸ™‚ā€ā†•ļø#idk the vibes feel off this GP especially so like...idk how to explain it!!#but anyways I think I'm just new and I'm sick irl so just kinda stewing in the feels#nothing some gifs can't fix šŸ™‚ā€ā†•ļø#and I have to work tomorrow šŸ„² but then!!! freedom!!!#anyways just rambling...#I like to hide in the tags and the side blog but I know that#hiding how I feel is blocking me from making true connections in fandom!!#I worry I'll say something silly or something#but maybe I should be more brave instead of hiding#oh anyways!!!#if you're reading all this!! thank you! hehe nothing huge just feeling dumping before slumber šŸ˜“#I hope all is well!!#sending good energy out to Franco on such a hard weekend#and to Daniel hopefully chilling and dreaming up something excellent šŸ’ž#and to y'all!! have a good night morning and afternoon!! šŸŒ™ā˜€ļøā˜ļø#going to add a few more photos before I go!!
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aestheticallynotdeerlightful Ā· 4 months ago
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Style swap- Invader Zim and Psychonauts
Cause I thought it would be fun and practice
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(Please do not use or repost my works anywhere without explicit permission from me first thank you <3)
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courfeyrec Ā· 7 months ago
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i keep coming back to 'i was a functioning alcoholic til nobody noticed my new aesthetic' because i do distinctly remember conversations about how taylor seemed to be drinking a lot more and getting drunk at like every awards show she went to. and those conversations were coming from a place of concern and of hoping that she was alright and that this wasn't a problem.
so to then say 'ugh i can't believe no one noticed this problem i had' when i know that people definitely did, and on the same album say that fans who are genuinely concerned about a new relationship that you are in are just 'bitching and moaning'? what do you want from them? you're talking about so many people who do at least believe that they are coming from a place of care and concern, and you are totally dismissing them on both ends of a scale!
not to mention that her implying that since nobody (???) was noticing her ~aesthetic~ drinking problem she just stopped having it is a bit of a kick in the teeth to people who do have drinking problems and can't just stop having them, since that's not how it fucking works.
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ziracona Ā· 1 year ago
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I canā€™t include them all so hereā€™s a combo of ā€˜came to mind first,ā€™ ā€˜talked about positively most often by fans,ā€™ and ā€˜stuck in my headā€™.
Public Apology Big Iron isnā€™t here. There were a lot that didnā€™t make the cut but that one specifically I stg I put in and only realized after posting had not. It was 100% meant to be on this list and Iā€™ve failed us.
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tennessoui Ā· 2 months ago
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itā€™s like baby gorl thereā€™s no way I, the author who wrote the fic youā€™re commenting on and who is the intended audience for this comment, am gonna agree with you šŸ˜æšŸ™ some things can just stay on your chest šŸ™
#thereā€™s a threshold I think of what I accept in comments about characters#and their actions or about who is in the wrong or what should happen#because I do like reading peopleā€™s opinions#and sometimes when someone is like I didnā€™t like obi-wan in this fic#Iā€™m like makes sense! maybe you werenā€™t supposed to or maybe the argument they had was supposed to not be clear cut on who is right#because arguments in real life donā€™t always have a clear cut winner or morally superior person lmao#Iā€™m ok with that Iā€™m ok with comments saying boo this character is annoying#because sometimes they just are (eg the amount of people who just donā€™t like obiwan in pbatmb like?? yeah of course heā€™s not gonna be nice#but I digress lol#anyway but thereā€™s a threshold of when comments about not liking a character go too far and youā€™re just like.#saying mean things about the writing itself and thatā€™s not something lm gonna allow to be normalized#no matter the intention behind it#you do not type a comment like this knowing it wil be send to an author#who will get an email notification about a comment#click on it and go oooo long comment :D and then go oh.#you donā€™t do that itā€™s rude itā€™s being a jerk#Iā€™ve been here for like 3 almost 4 years I feel ancient in this fandom sometimes#and Iā€™ve gotten so much feedback on my work through that time and so many nice comments and community#but mean comments can really hurt especially new writers#and they can make people who maybe would write fic for a fandom decide to not#like this isnā€™t even that mean I can almost see the writer just wanting to say how they feel#but sometimes you do not have to šŸ™#also I just think this understanding of the characterizations in the fic and probably their understanding of the characters in the films#is a wee bit trash but thatā€™s for me to say in the long tags of my own blog post and not for me to comment on their fics for the fandom#(they donā€™t have any but I did check because 3am kit felt nosy)
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lunarharp Ā· 1 year ago
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into the deep end - 30k T orufrey fic, focusing on memory trauma, disability, and romance.
the sweet oblivion of the victim, the poisoned freedom of the other.
for one moment - it had felt like two parts returned - the needed reunion of two disparate halves. no more secrets, no more pain.
the moment you get to give back what you never wanted to take. that moment, under the night-blooming flowers, when they had both let out the same single broken sigh of relief.
but they were never whole to begin with, were they?
qifrey swore he wouldn't say 'sorry' to this man any more if he could help it - sorry is cheap now. he didn't want to be in a position ever again where you only have 'sorry' left. so he just looks down into the threads of his blanket, strains his eye until it hurts, feeling his insides - his throat, heart and head - burn with pain. he expects more, but olly says nothing.
olly says nothing.
#witch hat tag#orufrey#sorry i wanted to make a new post for my fic since the first illustration is new.#*stands in the middle of a desolate field in the pouring rain* Please Read My Tale...Blease..Oh god please..*collapses to the ground*#someone asked if there's spoilers in it. Um...yes. Sorry...it's about everything#maybe i should describe it more? it's about qifrey becoming more and more disabled - as i feel is his canon trajectory#and both of them processing the choices that have been made. it was necessary for me to explore this in order to fully understand orufrey#and for them to have the cathartic conclusion-that's why this is important to me for my witch hat fanwork making life. this connects it all#and having dived into qifrey's mind and lived through oru's feelings i was able to get to a place that is possible for them.#the hit/kudos ratio is so pathetic idek what happened. ppl opening it realising its long and saving it for later or just bailing lmfao#idek any more i hate advertising my writing i hate trying to get more ppl to read my long fics it's so hard šŸ„²#i'm so much prouder of this than my art...i was able to sink deeply into the orufrey feelings i had always wanted to fully explore#so. it's there lol.........i reread the date/kiss segment today after trying to forget about it thinking maybe the fic is just BAD lol#and like.....nope! i like it very much and this is what i was trying to get across. and it's always there to be read by anyone who wants to#and i will always remember the bliss i felt while writing when i was just lost in their world and living as them. dear GOD i love them.#i'm grateful to myself that i put in the work and love to make this so that i can always come back to it. i wanna illustrate scenes properly#but i'm never satisfied with drawing things i've written because i just can't capture the vivid experience in my mind. maybe one day.
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bbnibini Ā· 1 year ago
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I wonder if it's a design choice or the devs themselves can't make up their mind, but why did Solomon's eye colour "change" in NB? The chibi sprites in the OG show his eyes are shades of grey to brown/almost gold-bronze.
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The NB chibi sprite shows his eyes to be dark blue and brownish-gold.
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Don't even get me started with the cards and merch that can't make up his effing eye colour
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To my Solobesties (I'm calling Solomon stans this now. I think we formed a strange kinship after lesson 17 even if we never interact lmao), especially artist solobesties, hats off to you and your service to the community.
My personal HC is kinda a spoiler for uhhhh something I'm writing, but here it is:
"It's justā€¦your eyes are like you: I can't figure them out." "MC, I-" "No! No! Solomon, I'm sorry! Noā€¦it's not like that, I promise! Look at me, won't you? Please look at me." So he did. His eyes trembled as he met with yours. How could he have hidden this part of himself for this long? How could you not notice? How could you forget? How could Father be so cruel to him and you for simply existing? You traced the corner of his lips with your thumb as you held him by the cheek. He was leaning onto your right hand, unable to maintain his gaze. He was surprisingly bashful. Adorably shy without his facades. But he looked like he would crumble even with a gentle word so you did not say anything. He looked at you expectantly, then looked away as your gaze burned onto him for too long and muttered, "You can't figure me out?"in almost a whisper, after a long-drawn out silence, weighing in his words, watching your expressions and body language. Afraid, so deathly afraid. You smiled. "It's like I'm looking at a mirror. Sometimes it's silver, sometimes it's midnight. When you look at the world around you and then look back at me, I feel like you've captured the sky and the oceans in your eyes. It's beautiful." His face was red all over, even to the tips of his ears. It was such a shame. You haven't even said everything you wanted to say to him yet. That he was the moon and the stars to your daytime; gold and silver gazes, looking after you from afar in the many branches of realities he couldn't be as honest with you as he was now. Ah. What will you do without him now? How can you give this up after remembering everything? You knew it was selfish, but you love him. Both of him. Every part of him just as much as he loved you and every part of you that existed. But now, you had to say goodbye. Again. How truly unfair.
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therodpod Ā· 2 years ago
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RIB15 au where instead of whatever is going on after Prime, Bumblebee ends up as the controversially young dad of Sideswipe and Sunstreaker (the terror twinsTM) after theyā€™re kicked out out of another foster home and Strongarm, the self-proclaimed No.1 Ultra Magnus fangirl (her dream is to read the tyrest accord with him), and it fixes all of their problems
but most importantly and the real purpose of this crack post, Megatron gets an ā€˜unofficialā€™ redemption arc where he just turns into the kidsā€™ crusty Peepaw whoā€™s not really all that sorry about what heā€™s done
just likeā€”Megatron: ā€œI used to be the most feared mech in the galaxy. Planetā€™s colonies cowered upon hearing my name.ā€
Bee: ā€œIā€™m sure Megs :/ but I gotta pick Sides up from practice and then we gotta drop off Sunnyā€™s art project, and that means no one can get Strongarm from her dance lessonsā€”ā€œ
Megatron: ā€œI shall do it.ā€
Bee: ā€œReally?? Youā€™re the best!! Thanks:D.ā€
Megaton:
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natsmagi Ā· 1 year ago
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sorry for making yet another textpost but i came across that post saying they dislike transfem natsume because he "canonically hates being perceived as a girl and tries to erase all sorts of memories related to that" and also went on to shame genderbends of him aswell. So, as someone who not only draws genderbends of natsume but is myself someone who is nonbinary and hates being perceived as a woman, i thought id offer my two cents
first of all; i think its important to note that natsume does NOT hate his childhood. in fact, hes quite happy that he had such an unusual upbringing!
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what natsume hates is being perceived as weak. thats why he was raised as a girl after all, it was his mother trying to protect him from evil spirits. he doesnt hate the whole "-chan" or "wearing dresses" thing because he has a hatred for womanhood, its because due to his upbringing hes now come to associate those things as being weak. he begs tsumugi to forget about it because that means tsumugi remembers natsume being weak, and natsume thinks tsumugi still referring to him as "natsume-chan" means he still sees natsume as weak. (iirc natsume did however once say that he is a little sad that he doesnt really know how to relate to young boys due to this in poltergeist, but i couldnt find the exact quote. either way that just adds to the complexity of natsumes relationship with his childhood, because while he is happy to be "abnormal" in that sense, it has left him lacking in some areas)
i have to ask though, should this conflict of his not be something we hope he overcomes? should we not want him to develop a healthy relationship with various gender expressions? should we not want natsume to overcome his belief that feminine things = weakness? i want natsume to reach a point where he can wear feminine clothing and not feel like some damsel in distress because of it. i want natsumes character to grow. i want him to develop a positive relationship with his gender because natsume DOES enjoy some more typically feminine things, like baking! he used to bake with his mom when he was little! and i want him to feel like he can indulge in that side of him without feeling insecure.....
i LOVE transmasc natsume, my primary hc for him is transmasc nonbinary after all, but with all these things considered, shouldnt people be allowed to headcanon him however they want? if they hear his story and negative relationship with femininity and how that resonates with them and they themselves are transfem, should they not be allowed to hc him as such too?
which brings me to my next point; my own personal relationship with gender and femininity. i was raised as a girl and i fucking DESPISED womanhood. i hated everything about it. i hated how i felt forced into a box i didnt want to be stuck in, and i hated how it felt like my whole life had already been planned out for me due to societal expectations, aswell as me needing to present a certain way. i was peak "tomboy" growing up, constantly wearing super baggy clothes and wouldnt even brush my hair alot of the time. but despite that i remained miserable. i frankly hated how i looked and would constantly dye my hair vibrant colors in an attempt to make me like myself a little more. it wasnt until i realized "wow, im actually not a girl at all" that i finally let go of believing i needed to look a certain way (and thus, defying it) and started to dress for myself. i started to dress in clothes that made me happy and feel pretty! alot of which leans feminine, but clothes doesnt have a gender, and how you dress doesnt define your gender either, but it can still be a bit scary yknow? especially since i dont want people to think of me as a girl, and drawing a bunch of femstars has really made me learn to love myself more in a funny way. i can put these characters in clothes i think are beautiful, i can explore the more feminine parts of me that i adore but dont want to express in public due to how i want others to perceive me, but it has also warmed me up to femininity even more. because femstars to me feels detached from the expectations of society because its not a real thing!! there are no canon femstars designs!!! i can do literally whatever the hell i want with it and its been so liberating to me!!
all this to say; i think it really sucks seeing the way this fandom treats transfem hcs and explicit genderbends, because like ive said before; they can truly be something so personal. you dont know why that person is drawing what theyre drawing, so its a little unwise to make assumptions based on ........ Well, whatever it may be. i know very well that women dressing the way society expects them to SUCKS, esp if you have personal ties to it, but you have to realize the issue isnt femininity, but misogyny.
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caruliaa Ā· 1 year ago
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just bc im a lesbian doesnt mean tht i wont at times become deeply entranced with the beauty of male actor or character. it just means i wld rather be locked in a room with a man with a knife than do anything romantic or sexual with one
#NO OFFENCE TO MEN AS PEOPLE THAT EXIST. but also i shldnt have to say tht after saying this yk#also b4 u say ooh ur aro tho why do u need to specifcy u wldnt do anything romantic w a man when i wldnt with a woman either#i am actually pretty romance favorable. like i would be in a romantic relationship with a woman if it wldnt ruin my life#with how it is rn . i think i like and want all the parts tht make up a romantic relationship i just dont experince romantic attraction#but anyway i was here to talk abt my sexuality not my romantic orientation#this post was originally like 'im remembering why there was such a huge overlap with my og major starkid hyperfixation#and me identifing as bisexual' but the thing is is the main main guy from starkid i remember being attracted too#was infact . rob. and thats aged badly bc of it being revealed that hes a fucking creep since then#but also just now not that we should ignore tht but regardless of that i just. dont see it at all#maybe it is that news subconsiously turning me off him but i really dont see that much what i liked abt his appearance#but who rly inspired this post to me is infact . jeff blim ? which is suprising just from the fact tht i dont ever remember#having tht big of a crush on him with that og starkid hyperfixation. but well he is a very beautiful man . giggling a little bit. sorry .#also becoming a bit obsessed with joey richter but thts just standard lesbian obssesion with a weird little man#not attractive to me im just obssesed with him. hi#also posting this now so when i finally watch the fnaf movie i can rb it abt josh hutcherson#anyway. does anyone read these tags do these long rants i go on like. turn ppl off of my posts. sometimes i wonder#flappy rambles
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folerdetdufoler Ā· 7 days ago
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hello
Iā€™ve probably sent a similar ask before but could you please rec skam blogs you follow? Doesnā€™t matter if theyā€™re OG or the international versions šŸ¤—
gah, i don't really have any active skam recommendations for you! i looked at my following list and almost everyone is like "updated 4 years ago." people either moved on to different blogs, because i was only following skam sideblogs, or they grew out of tumblr. i do still see @vmcgmidlifecrisis and @decraziness posting regularly on my dashboard, but they also post whatever they fancy, not just skam. and i know of some people from discord, like @paralleluniversesfan and @evakuality and @mazarin01, but i haven't like, updated my dashboard to match discord names to blogs.
mostly what i do is check in the #skam tag and like or reblog from there, just to make sure i'm only seeing skam specific stuff.
[hey, if you post skam, like this post so anon and i can check out your blog!]
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eddiemunsonsmum Ā· 1 month ago
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Just saw this comment on a story posted a month ago.
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*cries in Eddie Munson Solo Series no one wanted to read, interact with or request for*
No shade to the person that commented this on their own fic if you recognize it. It's not their fault. I'm not mad at them. More crying in the tags.
#and no I didn't tag the solo series like I normally would because it's not about THAT. It's not about trying to get people to read it#It was just really ouchie to see the same concept I wrote 2 years ago get triple the notes in ONE MONTH.#and double the notes of my solo series masterlist in general in one month vs 2 years of my stories sitting there rotting#Then I see people saying they need more solo Eddie and I'm just here like my dudes I begged for requests. BEGGED. But bc I wasn't#/have never been a popular writer people don't want it from ME. It's like omg we want THIS but not like that. Not from you.#Can't help but let it get you down when nothing has changed in 2 years. It's not like I worked my way up and have the interaction now#that every other blog I used to commiserate with back in the day is getting currently. Fandom isn't a competition but it's not fair either#and I really struggle with that a lot of the time#Also yes I will concede I should be happy with the notes on the solo series because they are the highest of all the work on my page but#they're still nothing compared to what some people have just hours after posting a new story.#I saw someone complaining the other day that there are less new stories in the fandom than ever 1. That's simply not true. 2. Even if it wa#can you blame writers for giving up when readers are checking the same popular blogs over again or reading the same 5 tropes the same#2 pairings over and over. The same series? Over and over. Ignoring everything else and then complaining that their faves don't post enough?#That the popular writer with the incredible series (that rightfully deserves interaction) hasn't posted a new dad!eddie or rockstar!eddie#drabble in ages meanwhile there are writes out there pouring their souls into dad!eddie and no one reads it. There is so much rockstar Eddi#smut out there that it could sustain a brand new reader for an entire year before they needed a new fic#Idk man. I'm just feeling so defeated. I write for fun now. But there was a point in time where I desperately tried to build a platform by#offering requests and writing a lot of things I would not otherwise write to try and gain traction on my page and every time I see another#food fucking fic get hundreds of notes I get so sad that I wrote that stupid Melon fic because I had people in my life that told me#they would be excited to read it and for what? One of them still talks to me. The others moved on so fast. Most didn't even reblog it.#Some of them have since written their own food fucking fics that got triple the notes of my OG. Again. No shade to them. I don't own the#concept. It's just disheartening and fucking sad above all else. How hard I tried to get people to LIKE me and my stories. šŸ˜‚#Just sad hours in general tonight my guys. Going to go and pour the bad feelings into Aftermath and then maybe make a bad life choice and#pour all my savings into an ipad#YES I KNOW first world problems. I know. That's why I try not to talk about it bc it seems so petty considering the state of the world#But you can't help what gets you down#EMMs Journal#EMM's Journal
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