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WP, how do you spend your time nowadays?
normal iterator things mostly
lore dump below!
@403-418 WP is a mostly normally functioning iterator, yes.
While the WP project was still in its planning phase it was decided by the ruling council of that time to bestow the honor of designing Winding Pathways in most of its entirety, structure and puppet, to an artist that had become extremely famous and influential. This was meant as a show of goodwill towards WPs future citizens, as there had been increasing complaints about the councils leadership. The Artist was well liked among the people, so they hoped it would make them feel more included and heard when it came to the new iterator project. The Artist being one of the top sponsors of the project certainly helped with that decision as well.
The Artist, in turn, took this as an opportunity to create her magnum opus. A (near) eternal monument that not even the cycle could change.
So, WP was built to be as labyrinthian as possible, to represent the struggle all life had to go through to escape the cycle and ascend, so the Artist claimed. How should an iterator find an answer if it could not experience the maze? The council couldn't really back out of the deal at that point, and the people seemed happy, so as long as the iterator still remained functional, they let it happen. There had been some major frustration among the construction crew, however.
WP is made up of hallways and chambers that change places and lead in nonsensical directions constantly, the lights are disorienting and it echoes in ways that makes you think someone else is calling to you from deeper in the structure. This doesn't really impact their ability to iterate. But sometimes some parts get lost, temporarily
#iterator oc#my art#ask#The head architects name is still a work in progress so for now I just call her the Artist#WP is mostly just silly they don't take many things too serious#it has maybe a slightly higher power consumption than the average iterator to keep up the constantly changing walls#but it doesn't get too bad#thank you for the questions!#i might edit this later if i spot mistakes but now i am tired fuck it we ball
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Comic practice featuring the following scene from the absolutely wonderful fic “Nothing Heals the Heart Like Hypothermia” by @lyrabythelake
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“You know that’s not what I meant,” Warriors said calmly, as if speaking to an unreasonable child. Unfortunately for him, it only increased Time’s frustration, lighting a spark of anger, warm in his chest in comparison to the frigid air.
“What do you mean then?” Time turned in the deepening snow. Warriors stopped dead in his tracks and stared back. He had wrapped his scarf around his mouth and nose and his hair was caked with the kind of snow that sticks and clings to all the creases in your clothes, and the tips of his ears were turning slightly purple. “I know you get desensitised to the value of individual lives in the army, but this is Twilight we’re talking about.”
A flicker of hurt washed over Warriors’ visible features and Time’s anger immediately retreated. It was a low blow; he knew more than anyone how Warriors felt every single one of his troops’ deaths like that of a close friend’s. Blamed himself for more than a few of them.
He sighed regretfully, glancing to the empty land around them that showed no sign of their friend, before looking back at Warriors. “Go back, there will be no judgement from me.”
Sometimes, he could still see a lot of his old big brother in Warriors, different now because they had both changed since. Sometimes—embarrassingly—he wanted to curl up beside him and tell him all his fears, just like he used to in those flimsy military-grade tents way back when, as if he weren’t a fully-grown man with a house and a wife and adult-y responsibilities.
Other times, it was like looking at a stranger, someone from another life that didn’t belong in this one. He used to know how to speak to him, their conversation was effortless, and yet now, he hadn’t even a clue whether he would storm off in rage or silently forgive him for using his past against him.
There was a moment where they both stood in stiff expectation before Warriors raised his chin slightly and overtook him.
“No man left behind,” was all he muttered, and Time nodded gently before hurrying to keep up with him. “
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I cannot recommend this fic enough! It’s so good (but then so is all of lyra’s writing)!
#my art#artist of tumblr#tumblr artist#fanart#sketchbook#fancomic#colored pencils#linked universe#lu warriors#lu time#lu fanfiction#linked universe fanart#lu fanart#warriors linked universe#time linked universe#I am serious about the follow up or sequel pls#I just want Warriors and Time to talk things out cause oh boy a lot happened#also Twilight and Wild bonding maybe?#just thoughts#tloz au#Lu fancomic#just realizing I posted this on Father’s Day too oops 😅
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could you draw amelia rose miller??
Anon ... Darling ...
Could I? Yes.
Do you really want that? That is the real question...
I mean... I guess I can try?
This is no art blog, dearie. I can't even draw a feckin' Christmas tree, let alone a circle! 🤣🤣
Just so you know, what you are about to see can never do justice to our lovely @ameliamiller-chessclub.
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So, you are still here? You are a brave soul.
Well.
Here goes nothing. You have been warned.
(I AM SORRY! ó_ó)
(you can see the despair in the eyes)
It's not that I gave it my all, but here ya go, Anon.
The portrait in all it's glory! 🔥\(•_•)/🔥
Our little Chess Queen:
smoll bonus:
#🥝🍪#ask#Amelia#art#art??#please don't take this serious#I am so sorry#🤣#this is NO art blog!#I do ai sometimes#that's it!#you all have been warned!!#please don't ask me to draw something again#this was torture#for me AND your eyes#my skills haven't improved since school times#this kiwi is not meant to draw#maybe draw some naughty knobs on shower stalls#DON'T ask me to draw a knob for you!#there are A LOT of artists out there#TRUE and TALENTED artists#why would you ask little old Kiwi to draw...#out of all the people...#😂🤣
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i have officially returned. ask me anything.
#random thoughts#i'll probably answer it tomorrow because i'm tired. i don't know why.#ciel if you see this i've been nicer to myself these past few days following your birthday. taking care of myself in general aspects.#which i sort of hate myself for but it's okay because. uh. i won't be like this forever. i'll be better at what i'm trying to do i promise.#new year's resolution is not fucking with me.........#oh also!! i've been sort of feeling like a dead person at times. and also like a cockroach. i have had to repeatedly tell myself that#i'm not dead i'm not dead!!!!#because i'm not. obviously. and i know i'm not. my brain is just silly. it likes to tell me i am things i am not like book characters.#and recently my mother got me my own rosary and we've been practicing praying together with my brother.#can you imagine how bad it must be for me to turn to christianity as a coping mechanism? not even when i was terrorized with death thoughts#not even in august for fuck's sake.#but it's actually not that bad. though i think i like the idea of organized religion more than i like being a part of it.#also i feel like my being catholic (mostly non-practicing) is betraying the queer community somehow. like. queer people have suffered#so much because of the christian church in general. so it's like. being christian is weird when i'm also queer.#but also then i feel weird when i try to do things in relation to christianity. like. put saint in my artist name.#that feels blasphemous i don't know. is it?????? it's not that serious either way but. augh.#i am going to write a song about this. also fellow christians is it okay to use the lyric 'uselessly clutching her rosary' or is that bad?#because i mean. technically. the she i'm referring to sort of is. because god isn't solving any of our problems.#he's just fucking. watching. if he's even real.#(and no my disappearance isn't related to the catholicism thing it's something else. as in the one thing i haven't told anyone else but cie#and an irl friend. if you are ciel then i am completely open to talking about said thing.#otherwise i will continue to drop cryptic little notes on my blog because I AM SILLY. {: )#going to play roblox now and maybe say hello to you fuckers on discord for a bit of fun. goodbye.
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Sometimes when I see Kabru artworks I have to take a moment and think: “Is it whitewashed or is that just how Kabru looks in canon but other Kabru artists have been giving him darker skin and/or more prominent features?” Or the alternative: “Is it whitewashed or is that the artist’s style where they use pastel colors/don’t draw many details/don’t color skin for any character/etc.?” And most of the time the answer is just that they’re whitewashing him 😐
#not putting this in the main tags because it’s more of a personal ramble#I’m just pissed off right now because there are so few brown characters in DunMeshi and people will be whitewashing him still#like are there not enough white characters for you to draw. are you serious#some people need to just make a white OC at this point#and the fact that so many talented artists could draw him fine if they used a reference and a color picker#maybe if you’re fucking up a character so badly they look like a random white guy perhaps you could do this thing called using a reference#because there’s this thing you can do called using a reference and it can help your art actually look like the character no way 😱😱😱#sorry I am being a hater right now#I see whitewashed art of him all the time I’m just in a pissy mood right now#rant#rope/spider post
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Should I get a tattoo of the Minecraft end poem “and the universe said I love you” or nah. Be honest
#sillyposting#I’m so serious that poem means so much to me. Julian Gough I owe you my life#everytime I get suicidal I think of it. made from nothing but milk and love is also a banger line that gets me every single time#I’m going to a tattoo consult tonight with me bestie and her tattoo artist#just to feel it out/discuss ideas#my mom is against it but ultimately I am grown at the end of the day lol#she just thinks I’ll regret it and tbh maybe I will! I have no clue#hmm#anyway
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sm really said damn here and made maybe 5 posts for this wayv comeback huh
#i love their discography#and i wish sm didn't despise their foreign artists because this is absolutely grating to watch lol#or am i just like. not online enough to see the promo? but the official nct insta still has mark's solo as their pfp#and what the FUCK is the give me that album cover. like im sorry but what is that#and the wayv insta pfp???? what the fuck is that typography#it looks so cheap and outdated..... be so serious..... theres so many good graphic designers they have available#whatever maybe ill just make a passion project out of designing something for wayv sjsjjsjsnjs#also the mv being for the korean version of give me that. hm.#i drafted this post when the#i drafted this when the ep came out but every song is so good that i made myself angry over all this again djsjjsjsjs
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on my completed fics.
#like. was the fic i wrote not good enough? why do you just demand more more more more#its so demoralising. i want to enjoy writing i want to love what i put out i want people to enjoy what i write#but remember that fan culture is collaborative. it is not a transaction where x comments = me writing another chapter or a sequel#you have to support writers. and demanding more isnt support. it feels like when u go into the kitchen when ur mum is cooking and go#WHENS DINNER GONNA BE READY IM HUNGRY NOW. you just have to treat fic writers and artists with more respect i am so serious#also i will use the Santa template for this until i die its simply superior to all the others#apart from maybe the kirk one
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she really is the bravest soldier bc i don’t know how someone could a. release something so vulnerable and then b. go sing in front of thousands that same evening
#oh this is about#taylor swift#to any non swifties on board#it's such a double edged sword bc at the same time it must feel so great to perform to a crowd of ppl who love you#so in a way its maybe great that this is all getting out there during tour where she has that outlet#but as much as i know once an artist releases a song it becomes kind of more about what ppl associate it with in their lives#instead of directly connected to them and the mindset/intention they wrote it#but it still feels like it has to be hard to separate the 2 on some level right? like esp when a breakup is fresh?#so u get the weird feeling about performing love songs about a dying/dead relationship#although luckily the setlist doesnt have any of the really deep Joe songs other than lover#but i think bc of its fame that one really probably has become more about other ppl than herself#anyways i am rambling to the max#also not to make someone elses breakup into social commentary but there is so much to be said for this general phenomenon#of men stringing women along in long-term serious but ultimately non-committal relationships#like obv situations change so im not saying that he like. intentionally did this from day 1 bc hes evil or something#but ive just seen it happen alot and its sad#im sure it kind of just slowly became that. but it feels like they probably both could have called it quits way sooner#new motto for women (who are interested in marriage) should be: he better lock it down or i won't stick around#and then actually do it
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ooooh about to become a sigzai shipper Out Of Spite LMAO
#ISTG I am the monoshipper Ever#once I find a ship I like thats it for those characters but MAN Those s/kk-ers tm are really getting on my-#nerves aaa :') -#saw someone on twt try and say that other d-zai ships diss on s/ kk more than they do on other d-zai ships which???#No Way#S/kkers have EVERYTHING in this fandom - U can't even post other d-zai ships with those silly 'what about ch-ya' or#'aw ch-ya is sad now :(' or 'this is cute but not s/ kk' comments like stfu FKJHFKJHF-#I Have Even gotten Anon hate for some of my knk/dz arts which is INSANE cuz im a Nobody Artist And hardly even post serious knk/dz#I don't even have 100 followers EHRE WHAT-#but yeah#my entire twitter homepage is S/kk shippers bashing on s-gzai ones for bashing on s/kk shippers which????#not saying ship hate is cool but they were complaining cuz people were saying that exact shit about abt it and even editing ch-ya into s-gm#place in the new episode like? maybe it makes sense for them to be complaining about that-#please chill for one second and recognize that even though ur 'one of the good ones' there still an overwhelmingly high and LOUD amount of#s/kk shippers who are so vocal and so rude to any other shipper good heaven DKJHFK#all of this is fairly /lh its just so silly it makes my head hurt#people take shipping way too serious as long as it's hurting anyone let#ppl have fun and be silly :'p
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going crazy bc adopts can be so toxic to neurodivergent people if you don't take care of yourself!
#guyz..........pls remember to do stuff like track your spending#& work on your FOMO if you're prone to impulse buying#adopts are really awesome but it's important to check in with yourself & ask yourself WHY you like them & WHY you buy them#it's literally so easy to develop a spending problem in these spaces if you're not careful!#if you struggle with this; u legit need to consider taking steps to remedy the situation#like unfollow artists even if u adore them#maybe even block people if you really need to#or block websites/apps that trigger your impulses#i'm js..letting these problems spiral can fuck up ur mental health real bad#feel free to share these tags to anyone who needs them. i just didnt wanna make a long serious post...#these tips are things that have helped ME take back control btw#not trying to be condescending here; i am literally speaking from my own experience & observation of others
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I LOVE. WEIRD GROSS ALIEN POSSESSION.
#im writing my mtz fic again and taking. SO many artistic liberties#this scene lasted a total of maybe 30 seconds in the actual episode but like#hi my names ghost i like horror and gay people and im here to turn this silly goofy podcast into something devastating and emotional <3#tumblr user enigmafish this is for you. shoutout. hi thanks for ur nice tag on my initial post u inspired me <3#squishing pleck decksetter around like hes made of silly putty.#you had an alien egg growing in your eyeball i am here to describe that in the nastiest ways possible. you WILL have side effects#<< this is me trying desperately not to post screenshots of paragraphs that i rlly like because this is a small fandom#and i want people to read the whole thing when i post it bshfjdbsnd#anyway. ough this is turning out rlly good which is so great bc i have not written anything serious enough to be posted in. ALMOST a year
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ahh.. I have tickets for a small music festival tmr which I went to last year + had a whale of a time but this year theres only like 2 artists I wanted to see but they released the schedule a couple days ago and neither are playing before 9:30pm. since I don't live local anymore I'd have to leave to travel back home around that time or I'd miss the last train... and there's not rly anywhere I can crash overnight there (and I was planning on going alone anyway like I did last year). so I think im gonna have to let this one pass me by :-(
#its not the end of the world like theyre not artists i LOVE love just ones i know and like a few tracks of#last year i had so much fun bc one of the artists there was an all time fave of mine. but yeah im not missing out on that this year#but its still a shame. i miss living there and being able to walk to gigs to easily like the music scene was so up my street!!#and i was kind of looking forward to it. but i shouldve planned it further in advance if i was serious abt going#i just didnt think theyd BOTH play so late???? i swear they had an earlier schedule last year#i guess i could just go and mill around some of the shows earlier in the day even tho ive skimmed most of them on spotify and theyre-#not rly my thing. sigh#im v tired + starting to feel quite sad this evening for some specific reasons i dont really want to think much about bc it is what it is#so its hard to imagine going out and having fun tomorrow. maybe ill just aim to get my chores done instead and see how i feel after that#i might fix my bike up and check the other local climbing gym out bc i havent visited that one before and itd be nice to mix it up#and i need to go out on the bike at some point this weekend so i dont build up anxiety abt it after yesterdays crash. hmm#man. its hard trying to do things solely for my own enjoyment sometimes. im usually pretty ok at making myself do it#and im grateful that i am! but i think im just feeling quite lonely. and not in a way where being around other people rly helps#like its more of a core thing. i feel kind of unseen by people in my life at the moment and that makes me feel like im not quite real#and i dont really know what to do about that. i think its why im still on my discord hiatus i just dont really have anything to say rn#ive felt this intermittently throughout a lot my life i think. but most of the time i can distract myself from it enough not to notice it#and i put the effort in socially regardless + usually when im in the moment it doesnt matter. but the stretches inbetween those moments..#its not unbearable and i dont feel that depressed at the moment either. just a bit lost i guess. i know itll pass eventually#but yeah it just keeps nudging up against me bc im feeling every little misunderstanding and slight quite keenly atm#ahh.. well its okay. ive never really needed much anyway im good at taking care of myself and thats enough to get by#ill do something nice for myself this weekend one way or another. im gonna go take a long shower rn i think and then read a bit#ah and i said i didn't rly want to think about it! but i guess i did... well i feel like i exist a little more for typing it out anyway#okay yes shower time now :-)#.diaries#maybe someday ill have ppl in my everyday life who i do feel seen + safe around. a girl can dream.. i have a lot of work to do before then
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As I was listening to 'Til Tuesday (if you could not tell) on my way to work and on my walk home today, I realized that Aimee Mann's approach to her songwriting (lyric writing) in 'Til Tuesday is very much of a corrective nature. It really feels to me like she writes (at least in 'Til Tuesday; I've heard all of their studio albums) from men's perspectives in a lot of cases to/about women as a way to correct how misogynistic men have written about women in songs forever. And like...when I listen to "Angels Never Fall" off of Welcome Home (1986) especially, it's an idea to think of her songwriting as queer (I want to, tbh), but at the same time, I really just hear a straight woman writing about how she wants/would want to be treated and considered by men - it's like her songwriting (in those instances) are for/to say that women don't have to be perfect to be respected, as people and as love interests. And that's one reason I love her songwriting, and 'Til Tuesday's work (besides that they're just excellent as a band in general - THIS IS NOT JUST THE AIMEE SHOW, THANK YOU), so much.
#crystal visions of lilies in the valley#now if someone (NOT ME. please) made a playlist of all the women who write songs and have written songs like this I would pay you.#especially if they're in rock music but I like practically any genre so like I said I'LL PAY YOU. I don't know how much right now#but I am saying that I would pay someone for that service. to prove that it exists. YOU KNOW? DO YOU KNOW.#I AM SO SERIOUS *Aimee Mann voice*#...sorry I couldn't help that one. *coughs* ANYWAY-#a requirement would be that it's gotta be at least 100 songs long because I am 150% certain that at least that many exist.#not all by different artists though which may kind of be cheating because I wouldn't be surprised if that WAS more difficult but...yeah.#maybe like 3-4 songs max by the same artist. that sounds normal/fair enough.#anyway if any of you actually know someone who would be up to that challenge (or if any of you are!!) PLEASE let me know!! :D
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i’m in such disbelief right now and beyond disgusted.
i really hope y’all are choosing your morals over kpop; because we do not know these men at all. i will never side with or defend a predator and a criminal, even with little to no proof. even if there is the smallest chance he may be innocent, i will always believe the victim first.
some of you, as fans of the boys for years and him in general, i know you must be feeling disappointed and betrayed. you’re not dumb for previously supporting him, as we couldn’t have possibly known. but now is the time for a reality check and it’s time to wake up and take a step back. this just goes to show that we know absolutely nothing about them.
for sm to just outright put out a statement on their own before any rumors even surfaced and immediately kick him out? this has to be insanely serious and i’m terrified of what he could’ve done. the crazy thing is with everything currently happening in korea with the telegram situation, and korean women constantly being in danger in general because of the men there, i’m not at all surprised that celebrities are being exposed. sm has protected criminals before, and held onto lucas when his scandal came out as well as other artists who have been exposed for similar crimes. i can’t even imagine the severity of the current situation. we’ve seen what happened with the burning sun, and these men are not immune to being misogynistic, vile human beings.
members have already unfollowed him and deleted posts with him in them; his best friend of 17yrs has unfollowed him. the company taking the initiative and him getting kicked out of the group in less than a second before anything even came out, no denying the claims or even trying to defend him. that should be enough to tell you and understand how serious this actually is. i am beyond disgusted with him and this whole situation.
i sincerely hope the victim is doing okay and praying for them to heal and get the justice they deserve. and remember that your love for these celebrities should always be conditional, because we do not know them. it’s their job to put on a show and show you their public persona, but behind closed doors? we don’t know what they’re actually like. we put them on a pedestal and yet we don’t know what they’re really capable of. they are still men after all. i hope the police are taking this seriously. there needs to be consequences and these women need to be protected.
let this be a lesson to all of us. they don’t know us, and we don’t know them, not really, not at all.
ALWAYS choose morals over these strangers you idolize. and as women, we should be standing with the victims.
maybe not all men, but enough of them. and maybe not all men, but somehow always a man. and going forward, i will continue to support nct as a whole with the remaining members. however, keeping the situation in mind, i will be supporting from afar for a little while. if the situation escalates and other members are investigated and new information comes to light about the rest of them either knowing or possibly being involved, it would be best to step away for good. i will do my best to stay updated. but i do hope the rest of the members are doing okay, and hopefully no other members were involved; but this, just shows that they can always surprise us. you never think it’ll be your fave, until it is.
let’s hope this causes a domino effect and more of these people are exposed and charged for the crimes they’re committing.
sending love to anyone who has ever experienced sexual violence or has been targeted and been in a similar situation. it is not your fault and it never was!
love you all and my dms are always open if you need to vent. <3
❗️EDIT: also i wanna add that we need to not praise the rest of the members or any other celebrity for simply unfollowing him on social media. that is the least of anyone’s worries.
we don’t know if they were aware, we don’t know if they knew and were protecting him or turning a blind eye. it could be them trying to save themselves and clear their guilty conscience. maybe they didn’t know and are just as shocked as we are, we don’t know that either.
we blindly trust these people and believe they have good intentions but look at where that can lead to. fans being upset is valid, yes; but remember people with money and power will do whatever it takes to sweep things under the rug and make it go away in order to save face and keep their image and reputation.
follow-up post here.
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