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[kandidandi]

ITS VERY SKETCHY BUT I LIKE THIS

[deukaeloveclub]

The dissociation float hit right after my shift started. So I'm at the register just trying my best to get through the customer interaction script. But time is moving excruciatingly slow which feels unfair bc you'd think being half unaware of what you're doing would make time pass faster but every time I managed to reign myself back into my body only 10 min had passed. It hits the 1.5hr mark and I think 'i'm not gonna fucking make it'. And of course our DM is onsite today again because I swear that man spends like 25% of his time at our store like do you not have a whole district to manage?!? And halfway thru my shift my boss let's me know that the DM has feedback that I need to be more customer service-y. And I kinda want to burn holes in that guy because I'm sorry I'm failing to keep up a bubbly vibe or feign interest in anything other than scanning the items BECAUSE I'M FUCKING DISASSOCIATING RIGHT NOW ASPEN. Also it's Friday which means it's busy so I don't really have room to be chatting people up. Then I think I catch a break bc my boss puts me on online orders but I'm still so out of it that I cannot keep up the way I usually do which is bad bc once again it's Friday and now it's everyone is off of with time so the orders are flowing in. But the point where I'm really done is when I drop a bottle as in trying to deliver orders. I regularly come into this job hungry, sleep deprived, or physical exhausted. Sometimes with more than one of those--also while on my period. And I regularly double fist bottles while filling orders and hold bags precariously and I've been Gucci. But today I managed to knock over a bottle that was already in the delivery station and break it which I have never done before even with other struggles. And breaking bottle certainly didn't help me catch up with orders. And my boss had to keep pointing things out for me because I was so unfocused and frazzled. And that's kinda frustrating because I'm usually very good at getting my shit done. Anyways I just need to throw up that stream of consciousness. I don't dissociate often but when I do I'm like 'oh damn that's right I need therapy'. This one was kinda crazy bc I usually see feel myself slipping into dissociation but this time I looked up and suddenly I was already disassociated

[housecow]

a pic to illustrate that last ask.. this is what happens if they’re too loose and are a “lower waisted” thing. i have high hips 😭

[iamanartichoke]

I don't know who needs to hear this, but as a creator -

I am fine with "the audience" -

downloading my fics

printing my fics

copy/pasting or screenshotting my fics

sharing your saved copy of my fics with anyone else who might want them in the unlikely but never impossible case that my fics are no longer available on ao3

making a book of my fic(s) and running your fingers across the pages while lovingly whispering my precioussss

doing these things with anything I create for fandom, such as meta, headcanons, au nonsense like 'texts from the brodinsons,' etc

I am not fine with "the audience"

doing any of the above with the purpose/intent of plagiarizing my work or passing it off as their own in any capacity

feeding my work into ai for any reason whatsoever

Save the fandom things. Preserve the fandom things. Respect the fandom things.

Enjoy the fandom things.

[kechiwrites]

wake up; reader getting fucked from below by neighbour!Simon who keeps your hands pinned behind your back while he bullies the thickness of his cock inside you, just a little too deep. All too happy to let you drool on his shoulder as he drives into you again and again, watching the reflection of your ass bouncing heavy and fast over his lap on the black screen of your television. Scarred and tattooed arms sinking into your sides, anchoring you to him, implacable, insatiable. He was only supposed to pick-up a package mistakenly delivered to your front door, too heavy for you to bring it over yourself. Only supposed to have 'a cuppa, if you have it, pet.' Only supposed to take a kiss, soft, fleeting. Only supposed to 'touch it, over yer clothes, promise.' Only supposed to rub against the outside, slotting his ruddy, leaking tip between the already soaked lips of your pussy. Only supposed to pull out, come against the curve of your ass.

But Ghost can be neighbourly, he can go above and beyond. If it's for you.

[mari-lair]

quick sketch cause i already have too many wips

[koipalm]

thank u one piece fan letter

[planetsandthefates]

can we drop the 'taylor hasn't mentioned this album and that means she doesn't love it anymore' joke because it's not even funny anymore. it's just become insufferable at this point honestly. there are better jokes out there. no it's becky is one of them. and that hasnt been funny since 2014

it's just. why are we finding humor in something that's actually mean spirited? i KNOW yall are funny. but 'taylor hates evermore' 'taylor hates speak now' etc has gotten old. idk im just tired of seeing it lol

also. people freaking out over taylor changing her speak now tv social media icons back to midnights is so weird like ????? swifties react normally to something that doesn't matter at the end of the day challenge failed

[koboldfactory]

uncertain death

[felsicveins]

It's not NOT confirmed (?)

Bonus:

[kaet-draws]

…in the field, the ground warms as blood seeps into the dirt. (Nathaniel Orion G. K, "הבל | hevel")

[t4transsexual]

the amount of trans people i see who are scared to identify as straight is mind boggling. like people who will explicitly say that they are scared to identify as straight. i can only amount it to the growing preceived divide between being straight and being queer, where people arent learning that you CAN be both if youre trans. and ive experienced a lot of hostility just for being an opinionated straight trans guy on this app. like i dont care if you dont think this is a "real problem," i do. i think queer people should be free to feel comfortable in their identity, and if that identity is het-leaning, heterosapphic, het-dyke, hetgay, queerhet, transhet, or literally just straight and heterosexual, they should be free to

[psalidodont]

The many shapes that a Mimer can take. Their origins are unknown, their biology seems to be horrendous and beyond human comprehension, and it is truly considered to be a puzzling enigma. How does something change its overall body composition within hours? A shapeshifting dragon-like creature capable of taking multiple forms for intimidation purposes. It can also appear to mimic humans, speech and looks wise. although, it seems quite skittish and shy when approached.

[still-searching-for-something]

This sounds cheesy and corny as fuck, but I'm going to be honest. A major source of comfort and strength in this antisemitic world for me has been Captain America.

He was created by Jews to be an allegory for the golem story, adapted into American comic books (because who else but Jews would work in such a lowly profession?) and written off as some nerdy thing only weirdos cared about, with zero relevance for the modern world. And he is, today, one of the most recognizable icons of pop culture and fiction.

But it isn't just his real world story. It's also his words, which, as a writer, are important to me.

That line was so good they put it in the movies:

And I know for a fact that the world is telling me something wrong (antisemitism) is something good. They have decided hating Jews is trendy and cutting edge again. And I will endure as many 'genocide denier' and 'child killer' and 'Zionist colonizer' accusations as they want to throw at me, because I know this:

Hatred of a people for simply being who they are is wrong. Hatred of Jews for being Jews is evil and disgusting.

So you know what? Fuck you.

You move.

[eukariote]

Illustrations by Sophie Margolin for Charlotte Brontë's Jane Eyre.

[bewitching-666]

heavy duty